i am super proud of this one

anonymous asked:

Rae! I had a dream about kid Tobi protecting his brother. But instead of walking away Butsuma lost it and attacked him. While Hashirama tried to help get their father away from him Tobi got knocked off acliff and into a river. The river spirits saved him and another Clan memeber killed Butsuma for attacking little Tobi. Hashirama just wanted his little brother safly away from the cliff now thanks.

This was super cute and I had to write a tiny something for it.

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“No! No, no, no!”

A heavy sigh escaped Tobirama as he rolled eyes but he didn’t bother to fight the hands that grabbed at his clothing and dragged him backwards. 

“Brother you do understand that I am arguably the strongest water jutsu user in all of the five great nations? That if there were anyone who were comfortable in water and not in any danger from it, it would be me?” 

“Yes and I am so proud of you,” Hashirama replied, wiping at one eye. “Now get away from the edge. You could fall.”

“In to water.” 

“You could fall.” 

With a noise of disgust, Tobirama threw both hands in the air and stalked off - in the opposite direction of the cliff’s edge he’d been using as a vantage point to get a sense of their surroundings. It really wasn’t worth arguing with Hashirama; he would never win. 

Behind him, the Head of the Senju clan watched his brother go and smiled as the tight fist of ice around his heart eased it’s grip. He didn’t mean to be ridiculous, really, but he couldn’t help it. The very sight of Tobirama anywhere near the edge of any high place sent him straight to the edge of a panic attack. 

Memories were a funny thing, to last so long and have such strange effects. 

No one else was around to witness him as Hashirama himself inched his way closer to the edge. He did not look over and he did not look back. Instead he carefully squatted down, reached out, and gave the crumbling rock a firm smack. 

“Serves you right,” he murmured. “My brother. I’ll be keeping him, thank you.” 

With that he crawled back a few steps, stood, then turned to follow his brother and appease him with hugs and smiles. 

One can never be too careful when protecting one’s precious people. 

123. The houses all respond to a member coming out as LGBTQ+ differently:

Gryffindor:

  •  "Wait, you’re not straight" “Nope,” “Haha, nice”
  • Basically every month is pride month in the Gryffindor house
  • “THERE’S MY FAVORITE GAY!“
  • “Yo, do you know my aunt? She’s lesbian,” “Do-do you think everyone in the LGBTQ+ community know each other?” “Well, yeah that’s how it works right?” “I-no!”
  • A lot of the wizard-raised ones just kinda don’t get labels so whenever they introduce they also include identities
  • “This is Sarah, she is muggle born, from London, and she is like, super bi so there ya go,“
  • Always wanting to find out more about it
  • “So how do you like… like when you… you know… what’s it like?” “Stop asking.”
  • Are the first to say if they’re questioning

Hufflepuff: 

  • “I’m gay,“ “Well, I suppose we all are a little gay, am I right or am I right?” 
  • Lots of hugs and squeaks when they find out because they are so proud of you for coming out 
  • Rainbow pride flags all around the common room (With their other civil rights posters)
  • Sometimes they all wear rainbow stickers or rainbow glitter on their faces 
  • “I’m so happy you are pansexual,” “Why?” “Because!! You are being you!! And I love that and I love you and hell yeah for expressing yourself!!” 
  • While introducing the first years: “So here is the famous Hufflepuff common room. Here we have the Hufflegays,” 
  • This is followed by cheers from the LGBTQ+ students 

Ravenclaw:

  • “I’m not straight,” “Yeah, no kidding,” “Wait, you know?” “Yeah, we knew this whole time, it was pretty obvious.” 
  • No one dares say being LGBTQ+ is the new trend because last time someone said that to Ravenclaw, they threw down. 
  • “Oh really, Sharon? It’s a new trend? Well according to my resources in 1971, July 1st, the United Kingdom had a magazine called International Times that made personal ads for gay men. That same year, November 1st, Canada’s first gay rights magazine came out. It was called The Body Politic. So I am sorry, Sharon, that we, as a society, have progressed so that now more people can open about their sexuality. I really do apologize.“ 
  • This house actually has the most LGBTQ+ students. 
  • &
  • They always march in pride parades during the summer 
  • "GAY AND PROUD! QUEER AND LOUD!nbsp;
  • •Doesn’t treat you any differently because of your sexuality because really, who cares? 
  • Rewriting rewritten history

Slytherin:  

  • "I’m bisexual” “Aren’t we all?" 
  • God bless the person who insults a member of Slytherin for being LGBTQ+ because when it comes to revenge, Slytherin is ruthless. 
  • Things get real interesting with the hexes… 
  •  "I’m gay” “My dog’s gay,” “That’s cool how do you know?” He told me” “Nice,“ 
  • Has a "Queer Wizard Club” open to all 
  • Pureblood Grandparents: "I too was gay back in my day…“ 
  • I mean all your historic faves are 
  • Honestly, the LGBTQ+ members in Slytherin kick ass so the straight members don’t even care about the others sexuality, they just want to see how ambitious/cunning you are
  • "How much do you want to bet that Salazar Slytherin was gay?” “Yeah, gay for Gryffindor," 
  • If your parents are against your sexuality and emotionally or physically abuse you in any way, you are always welcome to stay at another Slytherin’s house over the break

requested by @hannahpanda04

I’m gonna assume, based on all the tweets flooding my tl, that Thomas just hit 2M on YT. It’s cool to see and actually kinda surreal. Cause seeing him climb his way to the top with Vine and now him branching out to YouTube?? It’s just..so crazy to see how far he’s come. Like. Seriously. You guys. From finding him on Vine with 20k to seeing him hit million after million and now 2M on YouTube? It’s just so..wow! And I know Thomas isn’t a numbers guy, which is one of the things I really love about him, but seeing him at this point after all these years just makes my heart swell. And like. All the people he’s helped and inspired in some way shape or form and seeing all of them do the same for each other?? It’s just a beautiful thing. Seriously. I love it and this community so much! And I hope people see that this fandom is a direct reflection of the kind of person Thomas is! I’m rambling. But I just gotta say how super proud I am and how much I love my handsome, talented gay friend! 🌈💜🏳️‍🌈

And I think we all know that Thomas wouldn’t be where he is now without the help from all of his equally, if not more so, talented friends helping him out with all of his videos!! Every single one of them deserve the same amount of love and recognition as Thomas! They’re all amazing and incredible people! 💕

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I actually stayed up last night thinking about the bros weapons in that solarpunk/steampunk verse and came to the conclusion that I desperately want to keep the hammers. so yeah. hammers.

the way marios hammer is designed he can light it on fire anytime. luigis is actually pretty tricky bc electricity isnt as straightforward as fire, but I imagine it can jumpstart any kind of machine that runs on electricity bc nintendo logic

their secondary weapons would be something they use along with their hammers. marios is a pick (chisel) and luigis is a pair of pliers. 

yes I am invested in this why do you ask

100 years Rick and Stanley

To the people who are upset about the Wanna One final line up and are calling the top 11 talentless,

How? How can you say that? None of the top 11 are talentless. All of them deserve to be there. The issue was that there were only 11 spots and 20 amazing, talented boys who deserved those spots. In fact, all 101 of the trainees are talented. I could go on and on about how talented each and every member of that show is, but I’ll just talk to you about the top 20. 

TR;DL: It wasn’t anyone’s fault but Mnet’s. DO NOT BLAME ANY OF THE FINAL WANNA ONE MEMBERS. IF you wanna be mad, BLAME MNET. 

Rank 20 - Choi Minki - Nu’EST’s Ren - Ahh Ren, he was very good at everything. Maybe not the best in any regard but definitely an all rounder. Singing. Dancing. Variety. Visuals. All check. The issue with him gettng this rank however was that Mnet’s edits didn’t give him much screen time (this is the case with many of the following on this list). 

Rank 19 - Joo Haknyeon - He is talented. Despite needing some help, this boy is talented. He just learns slower than the other trainees and was greedy for positions he wasn’t ready to take on. He got way too much uncalled for hate because of it. I want to see him make a comeback one day as a stronger, wiser person.

Rank 18 - Kim Samuel - I shouldn’t have to say this but Samuel choreographed a lot of the dances they did for P101- hell he choreographed the Super Hot stage (baby is only 15 TwT). He kicked ass as center in Showtime! He was also good in Get Ugly! But Mnet didn’t give him that many behind the scenes cuts so I think that might have hurt him. He truly deserved so much better and I am going to support his solo. Hopefully, one day, he’ll debut in a group. 

Rank 17 - Yoo Seonho - He’s got cute maknae charms and improved so much throughout the show. He’s only been a trainee for 6 months and despite that he grew a lot in a matter of months. I’m so proud of you, Seonho. Thank you for comforting all the people who needed it at the finale. You are an absolute angel who deserved to debut as well.

Rank 16 - Anh Hyungseob - Hyungseob is a good dancer and despite not being the best singer he tries very hard. He’s also hilarious XD (fondly remembers the times he ran into a door) He’s also got variety skills. *cough* His rank is probably low cause the Yuehua boys are planning to debut soon *cough*

Rank 15 - Im Youngmin - Great dancer. Great rapper. I don’t need to say anything. Just watch any of his performances and you’ll see. He got fucked over by his fake scandals and because knetz eat people alive without knowing if the rumor is true or not. 

Rank 14 - Kim Jonghyun - Nu’EST’s JR - Amazing leader, who is selfless and always a sweetheart. He could have asked for center. He could have been greedy and asked for more lines. He never once did. On top of that, he’s a great rapper and a great dancer. Plus he a cute shy Wartortle. I have no clue how someone who was hailed the Nation’s Leader didn’t make it into the Nation’s Boy Group. 

Rank 13 - Kang Dongho - Nu’EST’s Baekho - He had vocals for days and visuals for days. His charisma was like fire and his personality is so <3 He was the cute babysitter for all the kids of P101 and I’m honestly so sad Guanlin lost his fav sexy uncle. 

Rank 12 - Jung Sewoon - Okay, look I love Ponyo . I love him so damn much you don’t even know. I was depressed when I saw him not get in. I can’t put into words how much I wanted him to be in the top 11. I thought he wouldn’t be close to 11 because he was 19 last time, but damn I feel trolled about this. VOCALS. DANCING. CUTENESS. I want to see him again in the future so badly.

Rank 11- Ha Sungwoon - HOTSHOT’s Sungwoon - It’s probably not right for me to say I didn’t want him in the top 11 because he needs to return to HOTSHOT so they can finally have a comeback. But he was Rank A from the start. Even Boa was like how are such talented kids not popular. 

Rank 10 - Bae Jinyoung - A lot of you seem to have an issue with BaeJin. But he’s got stage presences. He might not have shown it off at the start but he improved so much since then. Plus he has a great personality which you can see in any of the back stage cams since the actual show cuts his and Jihoon’s screen time.

Rank 9 - Hwang Minhyun - Nu’EST Minhyun- Don’t fucking sit here and tell me Jonghyun deserves to debut but then go off and say the top 11 aren’t talented when Minhyun is fucking in the top 11. Emperor Hwang has everything. Visuals, vocals, dance skills, and the relationship with the rest of the top 11. He made half this top 11 happen. So much talent you can’t even. 

Rank 8 - Yoon Jisung-  Auntie Jisung was gonna give up if he didn’t debut. He has stable af vocals while dancing. Plus he’s hilarious. Like really fucking funny. That’s been evident since he made himself a meme in episode 1. He took care of whatever team he led. I’m so so glad he got to debut. 

Rank 7 - Lai Guanlin - I personally didn’t want him to debut because I think he’s too young and still has a lot of growing to do. He wasn’t the best rapper or dancer but he’s got stage presence not only that but he was also only a trainee for 6 months. He’s only been in Korea for 6 months. Plus he’s like 16 so chill. 

Rank 6 - Park Woojin - I will flip tables if you tell me Park Woojin didn’t deserve top 11. He had shingles and still gave a bomb performance. He’s a great dancer and always draws attention when he’s on stage. He’s a great rapper too. He’s been Rank A from the start (BNM kids are so talented guys).

Rank 5 - Ong Seongwoo - Talented. So fucking talented. I can’t. He’s funny af, he’s an amazing dancer, he’s a god singer, he’s got a great personality, AND he’s got actor like visuals. Seriously, how can you call him untalented? Again he was rank A from the start. 

Rank 4 - Kim Jaehwan - If you have hearing, you know Jaehwan is talented. He improved his dancing so much to be here. Plus he’s savage and hilarious. Kim Jaehwan was actually someone I was worried wouldn’t enter top 11 because he didn’t have a strong solo fanbase.

Rank 3 - Lee Daehwi - This child did not suffer to have you call him untalented. He’s an adorable baby who can do it all. He is only 16 and he writes songs for crying out loud! He can dance and sing and maybe rap (I think). He was also Rank A from the start! (All the BNM kids are talented af so never fucking say he’s talentless)

Rank 2 - Park Jihoon - Got here because he winked BUT that doesn’t mean he’s not talented. He’s a good dancer like a really good dancer, And he knows how to work a camera, clearly. He’s not the best singer but he tries. He’s an okay rapper but we never got to see much of that. Jihoon is adorable and cute and a whole lot of goot things but people kept bashing him for getting to the top because he winked. He’s still talented though (Rank B isn’t that bad cause Jaehwan was Rank B).

Rank 1 - Kang Daniel - I will not take anyone calling him untalented. Seriously there are too many people saying he didn’t deserve it. Have you watched ANY of his stages. He ALWAYS stole the show and he’s NEVER been center. Look, people forgot he was a rapper because he sang so much on this show. Like he gave all the rap parts to other rappers because he knew they couldn’t sing. He’s an angel who loves cats and people. He’s also awkwardly hilarious. He was bound to be in the top 11 from the moment he hugged small Woojin. Worked hard and moved from Rank B to Rank A. Watch any of his fancams and prepare to be shook. 

If you’ve made it this far, I applaud you. 

Wanna One is talented.

Everyone in the top 20 was talented. 

I wish they made a group with the top 20 because I loved so many of them. 

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I love these trope examples of nonhuman characters not understanding human needs/customs but still being super supportive of their human companion by @sepulchritude, and so I couldn’t resist drawing them. The best part was coming up with the aliens! :D (Yes centaurs are cool, I don’t see why that’s important.) Hope I did your headcanons proud, @sepulchritude​! 

“i didn’t steal it from your garden this time!”

anonymous asked:

Headcanons for jealous Richie?

I love my jealous punk boy, more jealous Richie soon because y'all apparently love that xo

- Richie is a jealous boy

- he’s super possessive over all the losers but as soon as he and Eddie became official he just got more intense

- Like, he’s the kind of boyfriend to get in actual fights with other people over their partner

- Eddie is a cheerleader so obviously he gets a lot of attention, especially from the football team

- Bill, Ben and Mike are on the football team and Stan is also a cheerleader by the way

- Sometimes the footballers like to flirt with the cheerleaders, knowing full well most of them are taken

- Richie and Bev like to smoke and talk under or on the bleachers whilst they’re waiting for the rest of the losers to finish practice

- Which, you guessed it, often ends with Richie fighting some massive football player if they flirt with Eddie

- There’s this one special footballer who likes Eddie and Richie will have non of it, that’s his boy so back the fuck up okay?

- More times than not Bill and Mike have had to intervene with Richie’s fights because they know he won’t win any of them

- Afterwards Eddie take him home to patch him up

- He has Richie sit on his bed whilst he stands with all the medical supplies next to them

- Richie definitely takes this opportunity to hug Eddie around the waist as much as he can whilst he’s being taken care of

- Eddie complains and calls him an idiot but he secretly loves taking care of his stupid boyfriend

- ‘For fuck sake, why do I even bother with you when you’re beat up half the time’

- ‘Because my amazing humour and rugged good looks makes up for the bruises’

- Eddie just rolls his eyes and quickly kisses him before taking the first aid kit back to the bathroom

- Eddies a cutie so obviously he gets attention from all the big, buff, scary looking people

- Which usually doesn’t end well for Richie considering he couldn’t even get his sandwich back from a squirrel when he went bird watching with Stan one time

- however, Richie sees everyone who flirts with Eddie as a challenge and thinks he can take them

- Spoiler: he can’t

- this has happened on more occasions than anyone wants to admit

- One time at their local milkshake restaurant (they go every Friday after school) a new waitress was working

- She stayed at their table longer than needed trying to flirt with Eddie and even left her number on their receipt

- Richie tried to keep calm and just wrapped his arms around Eddie to stop himself from doing anything about it

- Eddie had to hold his arms to stop Richie from squishing him because f how tight his hold was

- Richie actually made it through their whole meal without fighting her

- Eddie was low-key super proud of his boyfriend because that’s the first time he’d ever controlled himself

- the rest of the losers found it amusing

- 'Are you going soft in your old age, trashmouth?’

- 'That I am not , Stan the man, for that woman was no match for me’

- 'Yeh okay, she was like twice the size of you’

- However, it was really because Richie knows full well Eddie isn’t even slightly interested in girls

- Which means when guys flirt with Eddie, Richie means business

- One night, Richie decided to take Eddie to the cinema, just the two of them for once

- And the guy at the counter obviously thought Eddie and Richie were just friends, fuck knows why because Richie is a very touchy person

- Richie went to the toilet whilst Eddie got the tickets and food

- He came back to a very confused looking Eddie and the counter guy leaning around the table trying to sweet talk

- He quickly made his way over to Eddie, kissing him quickly before taking his hand and asking if Eddie got everything

- Eddie knew what was coming so he just nodded and walked away, letting go of Richie’s hand and pretending not to know him

- Richie just proceeded to grab the counter guy’s shirt collar and calmly tell him go back the fuck up

- He just laughed at the utter horror on the dudes face before running off to find their screen number

- Legit though, Richie only does this because he think Eddie will find someone better and leave him

- Eddie tells him over and over that he won’t as his pats Richie’s hair


Add more pliz I beg - xo

So, I finally decided to put one of my little rainbow pride flags in the back window of my car right? Because I’m proud of who I am, and it’s 2017; we are much more accepted in society.

Mental note: I have no other visible bumper stickers or anything in the car besides a Kirby plushie and my moms baseball caps

I’m driving down my road (which is 40mph) and I realized the guy behind me is riding my ass super fucking hard, and he’s swerving all over the road behind me. Like. Dangerously bad. Idk what this guys problem is. So i do a quick ‘break-check’ and then briefly speed up to 50 to get him off my ass and put a little distance between us, and he keeps speed with me.

He then speeds up way past 55, and drives into the literal opposite fucking lane trying to get next to me, and starts trying to drive me off the road. He pulls back and switches to the other size of my car and does the exact same thing. He doesn’t try to pass me; he tries to push me into oncoming traffic.

I slammed my breaks and quickly swung into the median, and he screamed “fucking faggot” at me as he flipped me off and sped past.


If you think homophobia doesn’t still actively threaten lives, hurt people, and isn’t a major issue; a 20 year old kid just almost fucking died because of a tiny pride flag.

anonymous asked:

I just saw today's Conference and BTS emphasized that they want to be the artist who gives POSITIVE influences. 7 months ago I was addicted to drugs and basically can do nothing but suffering from addiction. And one day I found JK's after-Daesang blog on YT. He is a super successful artist but he was still saying that he needs to live more meaningful life after the prize. I cried hard that day cause I'm a loser who is only a drug addict So I decided to broke the addiction. BTS CHANGED MY LIFE!!!

I am so proud of you dear and happy you are part of this fandom ^^. 

BTS changed the life of many and I heard that a lot while being in the fandom. Sometimes it feels like everyone is singing about the same thing. Rather than the lyrics and the message, it’s just the beat that matters as long as it is addicting. However, there are times we need music that is healing more than entertaining. We need celebrities that are humanly honest with their fans and not afraid to show their flaws. Something that speaks to this dark side we keep hidden from even close friends. Or something that will motivate us to finally step up and gather some courage to walk again. Bangtan are humble and hard workers and that’s very inspiring.

Originally posted by hoseokjimin

All 7 members of BTS have similar values to be of help to this world. They suffered a lot too at a young age and learned that there are many matters society keeps hidden so they decided to speak up. Thanks to that, many of their fans get inspired on a daily by BTS and their music to carry on better lives and be better people. 

One more thing dear, you are a winner faaar from a loser. You fought against your own self and that’s one of the toughest things ever. 

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I did a thing! :3  (Glowy and non-glowy version!) 

Here’s a sad Keef :`(  but this drawing helped me get through some quiznakking emotional stuff

Also!! :D

BIG shout out to @maryomahmed!! Her art is amazing and thanks to her wonderful speedpaints (found here!) I learned how to actually color something digitally!! (Yes, I know this particular piece of mine is very similar to one Mimi just posted, but I asked permission to post!) Please check out Mimi’s art!! :D

Please do not repost! :)

Likes and reblogs are super cool!! 

How to study while struggling with mental-health

Em Português

  So, I’m new to this studyblr thing, but I haven’t seen something like this before. Studying can be hard while you go on and off with with your illness, and I believe the most important is bending your way of thinking. It’s hard word. But recovery is such a gratifying hard work. 


   You just can’t study sometimes, and that doesn’t mean you’re not being productive. Treat yourself, your body needs rest, food, exercise, relaxing. Everytime you do one of this, you can congratulate yourself. Congratulate yourself, even if it seems so small. In my bad days, texting my best friend is hard. And I let myself feel good when I do it. When I think that only if I’m studying I’m being productive, I tend to loose motivation, and get into the vicious circle of feeling bad brcause I don’t study and not studying cause I feel bad. So I find other ways to feel productive, and increase them until I can put small studies - and them increase them! This might take a few days, or weeks. But remember that you’re trying and that already is remarkable, so do congratulate yourself and do be proud that you got out of bad to brush your teeth. 

 You can try: 

  • Taking care of yourself 
  • Watching a TV show. 
  • Baking something! I love this one 
  • Stretching and walking. It can be just around your room, but it will wake your body up. Cuddle and playing with a pet if you have one. 
  • Reading anything. It can be the dumbest fanfic ever, but it will help you concentrate, so nice one! 
  • Playing a game. 
  • Sketching drawings or random quotes. And this ain’t meant to look pretty, just to be fun. 
  • Coloring.
  • Making yourself some tea. 
  • Anything really!

  “But others are so productive”. You know what is AWSOME? Living when your mind is fighting against you. You’re already formidable for anything you can accomplish because of this. Remember that you’re not to blame on how your brain works, and allow yourself bad days. And every time you do study, don’t ever think “finally, I lost so many times already” but be SUPER proud of you. I am. You’re doing great if you’re searching so much to find helpful tips already.


   Planing is great, but breaking schedules is ok. This happens to everyone, I promise. You wouldn’t blame yourself if you got stuck in the rain, or had to help a friend, right? So why do if you can’t get out if bed? You can’t always control it. So what I do is planing, and instead of feeling bad about what I haven’t done, I feel good about what I have done. Sometimes, looking at lost dates is hard. So I close my agenda and just make a to-do list, crossing the items when I get to them, and never following orders. And remember to put small tasks in your list as well! 


  Have a routine before studying, and have a routine before studying when you’re not feeling good. This helps your brain associate that it needs to concentrate. 

 I have three routines, for example:
 In my normal days, I just stretch, drink cold water and put some music I like and get straight to studying hard.
 On my sad days, I take a cold shower, eat a snack and play some concentration games. Only then I get to studying, and I start with baby steps - I tend to watching videos or listening to poadcasts first. It takes a while, but anything you can do you need to feel proud about.
  On my hipomaniac days, I go for walks or even runs. I need to tire my body a bit or I can’t focus. Then I take two glasses of water and a shower. Only THEN I study, and usually start with reading, to remind myself that while I have a lot of energy and feel good, it won’t do anything without discipline. 

  Find out what works for you. On bad days it will take a while, but if it gets you going, it is more than worth it. 


  Exercise. And again, it is okay when you can’t - and not a privilege of us neuroatypicals. But exercises are good ways to control your body chemistry. I have three exercise routines - again, for normal days in which I have energy, for days when I have less energy and for days in which I have WAY too much energy. You also don’t need to do this everyday, this is me, but have a schedule. And never fear to break schedules. Also, eat healthy.

  Remember: mental illness is all about chemistry, which is frustrating, but also means you can hack it. And not just with medication. 


  Talk about your feelings, and not only when they’re bad. If you can afford a therapist, great. If you don’t, regularly talk to hotlines or trustworthy persons. Or just write about it. It really works to reduce your number of crises.


  Power posing. Talking about hacking brain chemistry! I learnt this from a lecture called Our Body Language Shapes Who We Are, from psychologist Amy Cuddy - you can find it at TED. And it changed my life. Posing like Wonder Woman or all star spread for two minutes gets your cortisol (stress hormone) levels down, and your testosterone levels up! Sounds silly, but it does work. Also, it does look kinda silly so you can laugh and have fun while at it.


  Have safety plans for every bad emotion you feel. I make lists I can look at when an emotion is overwhelming and pick something to do. Things like anxiety crises, sadness, anger, apathy and self destructive thoughts. This will help you reduce the times of this bad emotions and refrain it from growing into worse things, such as episodes. 


  Motivation. Motivation is important to anyone. I love lists - especially because I can hide them if they’re making me feel bad - so I have one for this as well. Things such as: 

  •  I love learning 
  •  Studying is a way of having control over my brain 
  • I want to be a teacher that makes a difference

  I also love listening to Sia’s The Greatest, it’s kinda of my fighting song. If you have one, blast it and perform it ridiculously around your room until your dog is staring at you like you bring dishonor to the family - or is it just my life. 

  Find your motivation and keep it to your chest. ]


  Try out different study methods in different states. Look at posts at studying tips - always remembering that some might not work for you, and that’s not (just) because of your illness, and that’s ok, that’s why they are so many - and use them to build your study routines. Routines are great because they bring safety and help you when you’re lost. 


 Sometimes you can’t control your sleep. It is important to try, however, don’t blame yourself if your brain just make it impossible some days. This is to the folks that are on the bipolar spectrum and like me can go 5 days straight with a maximum of 4 hours of daily sleep. If you know you can’t control it, don’t force it. It will make you feel anxious and you get MORE enrgy and impulsiveness. Tiring your body and brain helps. 

  There are days when it is three a.m. and I just can’t sleep but am not feeling bad. On those days, I work for a maximum of two hours. It is a nice moment for putting your reading in day. But never do this for many consecutive days, you’ll feel like a zombie later. However, it can help with getting something done. And it is especially calming for unrest. 


  Remember that bad days happen and you’re allowed to feel, to cry and rest. And that you’re never a burden when you need help or talk about your feelings. You are only human. Have routines, break routines. Do crazy wishes like decorating a Christmas tree in the middle of June. Pamper yourself. And just never give up. 

Hope some of this helped.

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Chanyeols lovely mom  and  his pretty sister 

Red Velvet’s beautiful members joy and wendy 

NCT the sweet babies 

Kun and lucas the cute SM rookies


  Amazing actress Oh Yeonso 

The creator and proud father of exo Lee soo man 

And most important our facinating family the exo-l fandom 


also leetuk super junior’s leader attended


Tell me if there is any one I missed!

Turning Me On

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Request: Hi! Is it possible for you to write one where you and Shawn are dating and y/n is a Victoria’s Secret angel and Shawn goes to the show to support her and at the afterparty they mingle with everyone and he reveals to her how turned on he is about her performance and tells her everything he wants to do to her?

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Turning Me On

“Shawn Mendes, welcome to the last Victoria’s Secret show this year” the interviewer said, sending me a plain smile.

“Thank you”

“Are you excited for this?”

“I am, really. I’ve never been to one before” I said, sending him another false but friendly smile.

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The Barça coach Luis Enrique will say goodbye to Camp Nou this Sunday. During his three seasons with the first team he has helped the team win eight trophies: two league titles, two Copas del Rey, a Champions League, a World Club Cup, a European Super Cup and a Spanish Super Cup.

“I am very proud to have formed part of the club’s history and to have given my all. I am grateful to the club for my eight years as a player and the three as manager, I am privileged. It’s not goodbye, but rather a “see you later”. Next year I will be back at the Camp Nou as a member and enjoy the games.”

Gracias Lucho! Forever one of ours!

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In honour of BC’s birthday, here’s a number of reasons why he’s one of the greats.

Here is someone who has given us access to so many stories, films and worlds that are just as rich and fascinating as the next.

Here is a man who cares about his work, who does his research and is willing to go that extra step to to make sure character is as believable as possible.

He is someone who feels deeply, who LISTENS to people.

He is someone who cares about diversity, who doesn’t like to see anyone cast aside or de-valued because of their race, religion, gender or sexuality.

Here is a man who doesn’t give a fuck about gender norms, and is not ashamed to cry in front of people.

Here is someone who is so INCREDIBLY beautiful, almost ageless, but finds it weird that people are as attracted to him as they are.

Here is someone who is very much aware of his own mortality, and recognises that he is human like the rest of us.

Here is an actor who doesn’t give in to the glitz, glamour and superficiality of Hollywood fame, and stays very much grounded.

Here is someone who is not obsessed with money, but is interested in helping others who have no voice, who are starving and who need help when no one else is giving it to them.

Here is someone who uses his fame to help raise money for refugees, and poor families who have nothing.

Here is a man who loves his family more than anything, is super protective of them and shields them away from the nasty tabloids, paparazzi and other dangers that might come to them.

He is someone who has moved me beyond words. He has brought so much joy, education and passion into my life, that I simply cannot thank him enough. I am very proud to call myself a fan and he deserves all the happiness in the world. 😘😊❤️💖❤️ 🎂