Y/N: WHAT IF PIETRO DIED BECAUSE THE DIRECTOR NEEDED SOMETHING TO SHOCK THE VIEWERS? WHY DID HE DIE? I’VE BEEN THINKING, HE COULD HAVE JUST CAUGHT ALL THE DAMN BULLETS ARE YOU KIDDING ME
Tony: WHAT IF YOU CALM DOWN FOR A SECOND?!
Tony: We are real.
Clint: Stop spending so much time with Wade. He’s not good for you.
Y/N: But Wade has a point!
Y/N: I swear… When I helped Wade track down Francis, at one point I saw words floating in the air… Subtitles? Credits?
Clint: Y/N, SNAP OUT OF IT. WE. ARE. REAL.
Y/N: OMG WHAT IF THIS IS FANFICTION LIKE THE TYPE I READ ON TUMBLR
Tony: You have Tumblr? What’s your blog? I’ll follow you.
Clint: WHO DO THE TUMBLR PEOPLE SHIP ME WITH
Y/N: Oh my god. I… Am… Different people? DEPENDING ON WHO’S READING
Tony has added Wade.
Tony: WHAT DID YOU DO TO Y/N?! THEY’RE BROKEN!
Wade: I just revealed the truth. Helped them realize. Hello, readers. How are you? Looking beautiful as always.
Clint: I’m starting to see it too…
Tony: See what?!
Clint: I HAVE NO BODY I AM JUST WORDS
Wade: I once had no body. When I blew myself up.
Y/N: AT LEAST YOU’RE ONE PERSON
Wade: Ohhhh this is great. Why didn’t I do this sooner?
Nat has joined the chat.
Nat: Why is Clint panicking? I can’t understand what he’s saying.
Y/N: WE’RE NOT REAL
Y/N: THIS EXPLAINS WHY CLINT HAS A FARM!
Clint: WHERE IS MY FARM ALL I SEE IS WORDS AND SOMEONE LOOKING AT ME FROM ABOVE WHO ARE YOU
Clint: They’re kinda cute.
Wade: Kinda? No. VERY cute.
Y/N: THAT’S ME
Tony: Nat, get them to calm down.
Tony: Wade, FIX THIS.
Tony has added Bruce.
Tony: Please get a sedative for Clint and Y/N.
Bruce: Fourth wall breaking? I thought it was a myth!
Wade: I am living proof. I have been trying to show you people but do you ever listen to me?
Bruce: This is amazing! My theory is true, then!
Tony: Oh not you too.
Nat: Clint is lying on the floor. I don’t know what to do. He won’t calm down. It’s like he can’t see anything but his phone.
Y/N: Who am I? WHY IS MY NAME Y/N?
Clint: IS IT PRONOUNCED “YIN” OR “WHY SLASH EN???!?” WHAT DO I CALL YOU
Y/N: WHAT DO I CALL MYSELF
Tony: Wade. I am going to kill you.
Bruce: He can’t die.
Bruce: But if what’s happening is true, I’ll just ask the author to kill him.
Wade: I’ll just ask Clint to kill you.
Bruce: Clint can’t kill me nor would he even try.
Wade: Hahahahahaahahaahahahahahahahaha good one.
Wade has left the chat.
Clint: I see so many capitalized words. This is hell.
Clint: I hear music WHERE IS IT COMING FROM
Y/N: Don’t worry, it’s just the Author listening to music while typing this.
Nat: I can hear music too…
Tony: nO NOT YOU TOO NAT
Bruce: I must document everything! THIS IS SO EXCITING!
Tony: Bruce. Brucie. Our green rage monster. Can you fangirl over science another time?
Bruce: I’m sorry Tony, but this is so rare! Who knows when this will be requested again?
Bruce: Interesting. You’re unaffected. Either the Author chose this or your big ego is serving as a wall against it.
Bruce: It’s true though.
Nat: Why is my name Nat in all the chats?!
Y/N: WELCOME TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE FOURTH WALL. WE HAVE CONFUSION
Clint: WHY IS NAT TAKING THIS BETTER THAN ME
Nat has changed Nat to Natasha.
Y/N: WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
Steve has joined the chat.
Steve: What’s going on? I’m seeing floating words… Sam is talking to someone called the Reader?
Bruce: Interesting. The more Nat, Clint and Y/N notice and change things, the more the “fourth wall” breaks. Soon our world will cease to be. All will be left is the Chat and our painful awareness of it.
Tony: Can we stop it?!
Bruce: I don’t know… This is different from what Wade experiences. He’s aware but this is… something else.
Y/N: WHY WAS I NOT IN THE CIVIL WAR MOVIE?!? RUDE
Pietro has joined the chat.
Pietro: I feel you.
Pietro has left the chat.
Natasha: Wait… If Pietro died… How is he alive now?
Clint: Avengers Chatroom: Inquisitive. He was resurrected there with no mention of how. Ever since then he’s been appearing even though the chats aren’t connected aside for some references.
Bruce: AMAzing YES CLINT TELL ME MORE
Clint: what the… Calm down.
Bruce: Sorry… I’m just so excited! You’re entering the other chats!
Bucky has joined the chat.
Bucky: Why am I not paired with Y/N?
Steve: This is a crackfic gone wrong.
Y/N: DO YOU READ FANFICTION, STEVE
Tony: Can you all just STOP TALKING AND LET ME THINK?! Do any of you not understand how bad this is?! We need to fix it!
Y/N: you know what’s weird?
Y/N: Soon we’ll have two Sherlocks. Tony is one as he’s played by RDJ. Benedict is going to be Dr. Strange. Maybe then the mystery of WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO PEPPER POTTS can finally be solved.
Tony has added Thor, Vision.
Tony: Are you two being effected by the fourth wall breaking?
Vision: No. Everything is normal for us.
Thor: We are too mighty to be effected.
Natasha: Or maybe you’re just not worthy.
Thor: We are worthy!
Y/N: … Do you think we can change the plot to make ourselves be worthy now?
Natasha: Exactly what I was thinking!
Thor: NO LADY NATASHA, GIVE ME BACK MJOLNIR!
Natasha: NO, THE AUTHOR DEEMS ME WORTHY!
Tony: Can I be worthy too?
Natasha: Farewell, I’m off to rule Asgard!
Thor: LADY NATASHA PLEASE
Thor: DO NOT DO THIS
Natasha: I’m kidding, Thor.
Thor: I knew that…
Y/N: No you didn’t.
Tony: Vision, any ideas on how we can stop this?
Vision: Perhaps we contact this Author that everyone is mentioning?
Tony: Right, but how?
Vision: I have an idea. I will tell you in person.
Bucky: DON’T TAKE AWAY OUR FUN
Tony: What fun?! Clint almost lost his mind! Our world is breaking apart, or at least for you guys. Those of us who aren’t experiencing this will be fine. Do you want me to leave you as just a pile of words?! And of course, our dear Captain isn’t doing anything about this. Just leave it to one of the geniuses to solve, right?
Steve: Dang, Tony. You really need to calm down.
Tony: I AM CALM
Y/N: Dang son!
Clint: Dang, language!
Y/N: Dang, I can do this all day!
Clint: He’s my friend, dang!
Y/N: Well dang, it’s been a long day.
Clint: Dang, Bucky?!
Natasha: You know… If Bucky wasn’t wearing his goggles when I shot him, he would have died.
Steve: It’s a good thing Hydra takes fashion so seriously.
Bucky: I thought they dressed me like that to hide my identity and for protection?
Natasha: You looked like you were modelling!
Steve: That walk…
Natasha: And the hair!
Y/N: another movie I was not in!
Clint: Me too :(
Tony has added The Author.
Tony: Hi there. Please fix this.
The Author: Nah
The Author: Kidding! The chat’s not over YET though so in a bit.
Tony: Wait, prove that you’re actually “the author”!
The Author: … How?
Tony: OH YOU KNOW HOW
Y/N: What is happening nOW
Natasha: Good question.
Bruce: I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU ACTUALLY BROUGHT THE AUTHOR HERE, TONY. HOW DID YOU MANAGE THIS?!
Tony: I’m waiting.
The Author: I’m sorry, Steve.
Steve: My name is Steven Grant Rogers and I sometimes watch Bucky while he sleeps. He looks so peaceful. Safe. I tear up. Every time. My precious Bucky.
Bucky: WHAT IS THIS
Natasha: Not surprising.
Thor: I am shocked…
Steve: MY SERUM BRINGS ALL THE HYDRA TO THE BASE AND THEY’RE LIKE, DANG
Mission Report: December 16th, 1991.
Vision: … I think I heard Wanda calling me.
Vision has left the chat.
Steve: Please, no more!
The Author: BLAME TONY
Tony: … MORE MORE MORE!
Steve: ONE TIME WHEN NATASHA WASN’T AROUND I PRETENDED TO BE HER JUST TO FEEL WHAT IT’S LIKE TO BE SUCH A BADASS BUT THEN BRUCE WALKED IN AND I JUST WHISPERED… “HEY BIG GUY.” I WAS TOO IN CHARACTER. IT WAS TOO LATE. I HAD SAID IT. AND WINKED.
Y/N: DANG STEVE
The Author: And you’re very out of character now.
Natasha: I’m going to pretend none of this happened.
Bucky: With you on that.
Bucky has left the chat.
Natasha has left the chat.
Bruce: The hulk is suffering from second hand embarrassment.
Bruce has left the chat.
Thor: Steve… Did you really do that?
Steve: Of course not! I’m being controlled to say all of this.
Tony: I think that’s enough now, thank you. You’ve made my life. I can die in peace.
Tony: Can you fix this now?
The Author: It’s fixed.
Tony: it was that easy, really?!
The Author: I AM The Author.
Steve: Are you sure you’re a genius, Tony?
Y/N: DANG STEVE
The Author: DANG STEVE
Clint: DANG STEVE
Steve: REALLY? THE AUTHOR TOO?!
The Author: ily
The Author: What?
Clint: Can I name the chat?!
Tony: No! I want to name it, “Tony Stark Is Amazing and Hot.”
Steve: Why don’t we let the reader name it?
The Author: Good idea. What would you like to name it?
Clint: Why can’t I name it?
Steve: We all know why.
The Author: Well, dang. I should go. This turned out crazier than expected. Thank you for reading. I think you’re wonderful. ily <3. Bye!
The Author has left the chat.
Clint: Let’s go abuse our fourth wall breaking power before we lose it!
Y/N: Good idea!
Steve: No! That is a bad idea!
Clint: WHAT WAS THAT STEVE? WE CAN’T HEAR YOU
Steve: YOU ARE READING THIS
Clint: I’M DEAF
Clint has left the chat.
Y/N has left the chat.
Steve has left the chat.
Tony: This will be fun to witness.
Tony has left the chat.
Thor: What is going on with these midgardians?
Thor has left the chat.
Sam has joined the chat.
Sam has added Wanda, Scott, T’Challa, Peter.
Sam: I told you! I was right.
Wanda: This explains why Clint and Y/N were acting so strange.
T’Challa: But aren’t you, Y/N?
T’Challa: No. Not you.
Peter: So if they’re Y/N… Can we just address them as Y/N to make it easier?
Scott: Can I just say, Y/N, it is so great to finally meet you!
Scott: Even though I can’t actually meet you, there’s a screen separating us.
Scott: But it is an honor.
Scott: I think you’re a lovely person.
Sam: Man, stop fangirling. You’re going to scare them away! But yeah, we think you’re pretty amazing.
Wanda: I think I love you? Is that too much?
T’Challa: No, she means the reader.
T’Challa: You are always welcome to Wakanda if you can find a way to come to this side.
Peter: Are you smiling? I hope you are.
Scott: STOP FLIRTING THEY COULD BE OLDER THAN YOU
Peter: I’m not flirting! They just have a really beautiful smile!
Wanda: We should go now.
T’Challa: I agree. We hope you have a lovely day… Or night. This is really confusing to me.
Name: Karla Age: 16 (17 in summer) Country: Germany
Heyy, I´m Karla and kind of a awkward person and a huge fangirl. I´m born in Munich but live in Berlin. My family came from France be we live here since generations. I love reading, watching series, meeting new people, music and lots of other things f.e. mountains (they are just beautiful). My favorite bands are fall out boy, the 1975, panic! at the disco, arctic monkeys and lots of other great bands. My fav series are doctor who, sherlock, harry potter, good morning call, my runway, grimm and some others. My fav books are the harry potter books (what else?), wonder and demian (Hermann Hesse is one of my fav authors). I´ll try to read more classic books in the next time. Btw I speak german, english and french. I´d love to learn japanese and korean (awesome languages and I want to understand my fav series bc they are in korean and japanese)
Preferences: I´d prefer to write with people between 15 and 18. Please don´t be an idiot, racist or anything like that. I´d like to improve my french, so if you´re a native speaker please text me. But I´d like to talk to people from all over the world as well
things i am living for in the drunk history episode:
“hi. i’m stage’s lin-manuel miranda” because it is Good™ from that moment on
how eloquent lin is while still being shitfaced
“history spoiler” aka the phrase i will be using always from here on out
how he clearly could literally be the most boring person to tell any story on drunk history ever based on the fact that he is completely coherent when quoting the letter but he knows why you’re here and he knows how to be funny thank god
“HERE COMES HAMILTON ON A FLAMING SHIP. YOUR ASS WILL NEVER BE THE SAME”
i cannot believe lin-manuel miranda just quoted half baked in the context of a founding father truly he is the voice of a generation
randomly throwing in quotes from his musical like we won’t notice
black george washington #nice
long-suffering father washington aka the most accurate portrayal of washington
maria reynolds not being genderbent
seriously y’all i am here for lesbian alexander hamilton give me approximately 500 fanfics
“Hamilton is Not a Great Dude” is going to be a paper i write one day mark my words
the sexy jazz music playing when he quotes the reynolds pamphlet as a history major with a specialty in us history i’m angry that i will never be able to think of the reynolds pamphlet without it but as a history lover i am alive
“the reynolds pamphlet is like dick 101″ stop stealing all of my future paper titles
i have been saying for years that the founding fathers were children and no one believed me so i’m happy to have this episode of drunk history to show them to prove my point next time
questlove calling in the middle and fangirling about drunk history
also just all of the chris jackson bit wow
“i want to order dominoes”
“they’re friends until they’re not” [black and white flashing images] [mental kill bill siren]
aubrey plaza’s eyebrows
also aubrey plaza in general obvi
and alia shawkat do i even need to say that
“i have slaves that do that for me” lin you absolute savage
the letter sequence #perf
how is lin able to play the piano at all while drunk i wish i had that kind of talent
singing “i know who i want to take me home” while staring lovingly into burr’s eyes
“this motherfucker right here”
“burr was never a monster” just fuck me up
this episode was 20 minutes long but i think it changed me
This is a compilation of evidence confirming the very popular sun and moon theory (and overall ryden). Basically, the theory is that Panic! At The Disco’s Brendon Urie and Ryan Ross have a romantic relationship, which they hint at in songs through the titles ‘sun’ (Brendon) and ‘moon’ (Ryan). I will prove this theory to be true using lyrics from Ryan’s solo music, Panic! Lyrics, lyrics from songs released by Ryan’s band ‘The Young Veins,’ and general background knowledge of the bands. I do not mean to offend anyone, and I am not saying this is fact. I just know us fangirls need some hope, so I’m gathering it all into one (soft and) neat pile. I understand that Brendon is happily married, and this is only for fun.
A Fever You Can’t Sweat Out:
This was the band’s first album, meaning Ryan and Brendon had not known each other as long, and may not have been together yet. So, understandably, there are no sun and moon references in this album.
1- Nine In The Afternoon- “And your eyes are the size of the moon.” This is a simple reference to the moon, but considering it is mentioned in a song that refers to the people in the song as lovers (“feeling as good as lovers can”), it can be seen as evidence.
2- Do You Know What I’m Seeing?- “Clouds are marching along,” “I never gave a damn about the weather and it never gave a damn about me,” and “birds are just hollow words.” All of these lyrics are describing things that can be found in the sky, as if the song is from the point of view of something in the sky, like a sun or a moon. Also, if you really wanna stretch it, you could take the lyric “if I go to hell, will you come with me” as evidence. Going to hell is going down, and something that lives in the sky might see earth as hell.
3- I Have Friends In Holy Spaces- “I’d like it a lot more than you think, if the sun would come out and sing with me.” Ryan sings very rarely, but after this song, Ryan has some important vocal parts. Sure, Ryan is the moon, so that doesn’t make too much sense, but it seems too perfect to be a coincidence.
4- Northern Downpour- “Hey moon, please forget to fall down.” It says moon, and I’m not gonna try to look any farther into the lyrics because I don’t understand what sugarcane and weather vanes have to do with anything.
5- When The Day Met The Night- “When the moon fell in love with the sun,” “When the sun found the moon,”and “All was golden when the day met the night.” This song is the best piece of evidence for this theory. The entire song is just telling the love story of the sun and the moon. Also, in a live version of the song, Brendon accidentally used male pronouns for both the sun and the moon.
6- She Had The World- “Spun the stars on her fingernails,” “When I look in her eyes, well I, just see the sky,” and “the sun was always in her eyes.” The entire song makes many references to the sky, which is a clue in itself, but the song also specifically says that they see the sun in the person’s eyes.
7- Mad As Rabbits- (Evidence of ryden, not sun and moon) “Paul Cates” and “Reinvent love.” Paul Cates is an lgbt activist, and reinvent love is referring to lgbt relationships, like ryden.
Vices And Virtues:
This is the album after Ryan left, so almost none of this evidence is sun and moon, and instead just Brendon being salty af.
1- The Ballad Of Mona Lisa- “Say what you mean, tell me I’m right, and let the sun rain down on me.” I take this as Brendon being angry that Ryan left, and saying ‘Well forget our sun and moon thing’ by using it in spite of him.
2- Let’s Kill Tonight- Let me begin this by saying, I thought this song was talking about having a hell of a night, but he might be saying ‘let’s murder Ryan tonight.’ I’ll take it piece by piece. “Make room! We’re taking over here.” Everyone says Ryan left because of musical differences, so Brendon might be saying that he is finally taking control of the band and doing what he wants with it. “Cold and alone, it suits you well.” This is probably Brendon teasing Ryan by saying that he will be alone because he no longer has Brendon. “May your feet serve you well, and the rest be sent to hell.” His feet serving him well is referring to him walking out on the band, and the other part is just him telling him to go to hell. “Where they have always belonged.” He is telling Ryan he belongs in hell. “Cold hearts brew colder songs.” This honestly might be a crack at Ryan’s songwriting skills. “Let’s kill tonight.” Basically, he wants to murder Ryan.
3- Hurricane- “You’re behind my eyelids when I’m all alone.” He still thinks about Ryan, but he is ashamed of that. “I want you to catch me like a cold.” He wants to be held in Ryan’s arms. “Give me peace, Oh, kiss me.” He wants Ryan to kiss him. Pretty obvious.
4- Memories- “She was the youngest of the family, and the last to be let go.” Brendon is the youngest band member and will be the last original member to be let go because everyone else left poor bden. “When they decided they would try to make it on their own.” Jon and Ryan decided to try and make music on their own. “When July became December, their affection fought the cold.” Ryan left in July, so maybe Ryan and Brendon tried to stay together after he left, but it slowly became harder because of touring and being in different bands. “They were young and independent, And they thought they had it planned, Should have known right from the start, you can’t predict the end.” Ryan and Brendon thought they would be together forever, but they did not.
5- Trade Mistakes- I feel like Brendon wrote this song from Ryan’s POV after he left Panic! Keep that in mind when reading the lyrics. “If I ever leave, I could learn to miss you, but ‘sentimental boy’ is my nom de plume.” A nom de plume is a pseudonym. So, he may be saying, Ryan seems emotionally cold, but he really does miss Brendon after leaving. “If I trade mistakes for sheep.” This is saying that leaving panic! Was a mistake on Ryan’s part.
6- Always- “I’m a fly that’s trapped in a web, but I’m thinking that, my spider’s dead.” He is saying that he is in love (caught in a web), but the spider is never going to come end his suffering (Ryan will never come back.) The song overall is a hopeless song of unrequited love that seems to perfectly fit the emotions Brendon would be feeling after his boyfriend left him.
7- Sarah Smiles- “I was fine just a guy living on my own, waiting for the sky to fall.” This is saying that he was all alone, waiting for the moon to come back. (I died when I figured that one out.)
8- Nearly Witches- “Marching clocks.” This is a lyric from Behind The Sea, so Brendon is referencing Ryan’s lyrics. (This lyric was one added by Brendon, so it was not from the demo.) “As a girl.” He was trying so hard to make it sound like he wasn’t talking about Ryan that it has the opposite effect. “Trembling hands play my heart like a drum but the beats gotten lost in the show.” This is saying that Ryan (a musician) used to love Brendon, but now Brendon wasn’t so sure if he did.
9- Stall Me- “Why would you bring me in if you knew what you’d become?” Brendon is asking why Ryan would ever start their relationship if he knew he was going to leave the band. “So curse everyone and everything, even the sun.” I think Brendon is saying that he hates everything, even himself.
10- Kaleidoscope Eyes- “I’ll still be here, wishing and waiting for you to come home.” Does that even need explaining?
Too Weird To Live, Too Rare To Die:
At this point, Brendon is in a very serious relationship (which became marriage in April of the year this album was released), so he had no references to Ryan. If you look really far into it (which I have done), you will find evidence, but it makes me sound like a crazy conspiracist.
Death Of A Bachelor:
1- House of Memories- “Memories turn into daydreams.” He is referencing the song Memories, saying that the pain that comes with remembering Ryan has faded. “When your fantasies. Become your legacies, promise me a place, in your house of memories.” He is saying that whenever Ryan becomes big in the music industry (hopefully), Brendon wants Ryan to remember him. “I think of you from time to time, more than I thought I would.” Brendon continues to think about Ryan, even six years after Ryan left. “Thoughts of past lovers, they’ll always haunt me.” Brendon continues on the idea of Ryan ‘haunting’ him, which originates in the song Nearly Witches.
And that is the end of Panic! They have not released music since that album, and I’m sure if they did, it has been so long that they would provide no new evidence. So, now we shall move on to the most depressing segment, but the section that contains really convincing evidence. Ryan Ross’ solo music!
1- Lonely Moonlight- “The sun went down.” He lost Brendon. “Another day I lost, filled with regret.” He regrets leaving Panic! “I wandered through the sunshine, remembering when you were mine.” He is remembering whenever the sun was his. “Lonely moonlight.” A lonely moon lets off lonely moonlight, and he is very lonely without Brendon. “When I had a younger heart, you told me not to fear the dark.” When he was younger, Brendon(the sun)’s light lit his way. Also known as Brendon helped him through tough times. “Someone I love, loves someone else.” Brendon married Sarah four months before this song was released. That makes this song even more heartbreaking.
2- At Your Window- “Then it’s been dark since the sun came up, and now that your window’s shut.” By saying that his window is shut, Ryan is trying to say that Brendon is shutting out the moon, or cutting all ties with Ryan, and ignoring him. “And I find myself outside, at your window in the night.” The moon is outside everyone’s window at night, so I think Ryan is saying that he still finds himself wanting to be Brendon’s moon. “Through the sun, I see where I come from.” He mentions the sun again. (like, Ryan, isn’t this a little much. Why don’t you just scream an admission of your love for Brendon?) “Throw a stone at your home do you really even live here.” Once again, he is being ignored by Brendon Urie.
3- I’m down- “We got down.” This might be saying that they are no longer the sun and the moon because they left the sky. Also the title of the song is evidence because Ryan might be referring to the lyric ‘hey moon, don’t you you go down’ from Northern Downpour. That title might be a way of saying that things are really over because the moon has gone down.
4- Where I Belong- “If you wanna see the sun, you’re gonna have to dig your way out.” If he wants Brendon back, he is gonna have to work hard to get back into Panic!. “I’m done with the dark.” He wants his sun back. “I know I should’ve never left.” He wishes he hadn’t left Panic! (I know that isn’t ryden proof but whatever)
And now for The Young Veins Section.
The beautiful music The Young Veins created before their tragic death (the band not the members Ryro and Jon are alive):
1- Maybe I Will, Maybe I Won’t- “At least will you come visit me.” Ryan wants Brendon to at least try and make their relationship work.
2- Everyone, But You- “She comes to me when I dream, I’m tired of counting sheep to see her, I sleep because I need her, And everybody knows it but you, But you.” He is basically saying that he dreams about Brendon and misses him, but Brendon is the only one who doesn’t know that.
3- Take A Vacation- “If this is settling down, then why aren’t you here?” It is hitting Ryan that he and Brendon will not be together forever. “We’ll leave the waves at the ocean,” and “and leave the sand in a suitcase, so we don’t forget the fun,” both connect to the fact that Brendon left his virginity on a beach in North Carolina. A beach, might I add, that him and Ryan were both swimming at least half naked in. Plus, Ryan posted a romantic poem that night about kissing at the beach. I need to post a separate theory all about the ocean.
4- The Young Veins (Die Tonight)- Ryan said this song was written before he and Jon had left Panic! He also said he was having girl (Brendon) problems at the time. “Is ‘young’ a word for ‘dumb,’ a word for ‘fun’?” He and Brendon were young, and he feels stupid that they ever thought things would work out between them. “But if I were to die tonight, Would you cry or deny, My place in your life?” Brendon may have been ashamed of being with Ryan, so Ryan wondered if Brendon even cared. “I’m aware that you’re scared, Of my heart, but it’s here.” They were both young when romantic lyrics began appearing in their songs, so Brendon may have been overwhelmed by being in love that soon. He might have been scared of being in a serious relationship. “The shame is enough to separate us.” We all know that Brendon is very accepting of every sexuality, but he may have been more hesitant back then. “It really hurts when it’s wrong.” Once again, they may have been ashamed of being in a relationship with another man.
5- Dangerous Blues- “All I do is lie by the ocean side.” Once again, this may be referring to the fact that Ryan and Brendon most likely had sex for the first time the same night that they visited a beach. “Step outside your door, and go to the shore.” This is also probably about Brendon and him having sex at the ocean.
6- Lie To The Truth- “I know I broke your heart, Mine is broken too, Now if we’re even, Then why are we both blue?” He may be saying that he broke Brendon’s heart by leaving, and he broke his own heart as well, so why don’t they just stop hurting each other and try to make things work.
7- Heart of Mine- “If I could ask for anything, I’d only want my girl… I had to leave her all alone.” Dude. He left Brendon when he left Panic!… Dude.
I will post a separate theory for the Myrtle Beach theory if anyone wants me to. Leave a comment if you want me to post any other Panic! theories or if you have anything to say about this theory.
Okay I am so sorry it took so long and sorry for being inactive lately
. Things were hard for me. But here you go!
- You came back from grocery shopping in
a sacred mission to get some snacks you and yoosung were out. Everything was normal
at least you thought it was. Welp you were wrong. You heard someone yelling in your house.
- The sound came from bathroom.
- … and it was your boyfriend singing.
- If you catched him singing you bet it
was something alike to LOLOL soundtrack with lyrics. I do believe he knows by
heart all of the words. Or something he sings to motivated himself before the
- ,, Who is the best LOLOL player in the
world? YOOSUNG!” (yay references everywhere) he yells from shower tube.
- No one could resist laughing to that
- OH BOI is he embarassed.
- Probably went Red As Tomato™
- He might wanted to run away from here
and accidently slipped on a wet floor.
- Now he is even more embarassed and even
- ,, Y/N I… I am so sorry-‘’
- ,, Shh thats okay now lets see what
happened to your leg”
- In the end of the day you both cuddle
on a couch eating mentioned before snacks ( cheesy puffs hooray!) Just dont
tease him about it and he is going to be okay.
- He still sings but before he do. He
has to ensure you are not around.
- Tho you still know he is singing.
Yoosung singing is priceless.
Gif that shows how he feels about it:
- Lets be honest here he sings probably
- He is shameless with his singing and oh
boi is he right i mean look at that narcisstic guy.
- You were sleeping as Zen came earlier
from work. He didnt want to wake you up but.. ( i think he cant resist singing)
- So you got up to do your morning
routine dress up, brush your hair and
finally brush your teeth.
- Were you confused when you saw your
grey haired man standing there singing that
,, I have to be someone to protect you
my little princess ;)” definetly something about you and definetly something
- He was going to start another song but
then he noticed you.
- Then his confidence would lower down i
am sure about that.
- ,,Oh babe how long have you been here
- ,, You .. got… AN AMAZING VOICE ZEN! ”
- ( but what is up with those lines.Still hot tho)
- Hyun was very proud of himself right
- Probably sings more often right know.
- Making breakfast BAM singing ( if you
REALLY REALLY please him you and your boyfriend will sing Bacon Pancakes) doing
dishes BAM singing. Driving in the car? Heck its now yours both musical.
- He loves when you want to sing with
him but he is okay if you dont like singing. He respect that.
Gif that shows how he feels about it:
- Well thats intresting trust fund kid
- Working in the giant Corporation like
C&R is quite exhausting so when he got home he decided to take a refreshing
shower. It always helped him to relax.
- I dont know what were you doing probably
you wanted to ask him a question about guest he suggested to invite to party.
- It is too late now.
- You saw him dancing and singing Baku Baku
Nya Nya song OR CANT HUG EVERY CAT.
- When he noticed you he freezed.
- Probably didnt talk to about that
accident all day ( probably all life)
- He gets really cold by that thinking
that was embarassing.
- You better pretend you didnt saw his
- Trust me on this one.
- He just dont want to be a fool in your eyes.
Gif that shows how he feels about it:
- Jaehee wouldnt be herself if she didnt
sang songs from Zen’s musical.
- Knowing her she sings while pretending
she is on scene ( she just wanted to see how it is to play a certain character)
- and then you showed in the door while
she was in half of her rehersal.
- First she is dead inside.
- How could she let you see her like
- Thinks you are going to make fun of
- You came closer her.
- ,,Jeahee why dont we pretend together ? ”
- Hehe i will let you imagine what you
- JK i meant you both fangirl over
something then pretend you are some sort of character.
- You have great time with her.
- If you got in some fandom welp you
both are falling in it.
- I mean i know she likes musicals but
what if she likes anime or serials? (or even cartoons?!)
I will have to make headcanons about
Jaehee fangirling with Y/N definetly
Gif that shows how she feels about it:
- Am I predictable? He sings You
reposted in the wrong neighbourhood.
- When you saw him you were like Wow
that hot :D
- You just wanted to see what takes him
so long? What if he drowned.
- So you just peeked and..
- You cant believe your ears.
- I am not sure there are 2 options.
pretend you didnt heard that and go back just dissapointed in your boyfriend
2. Or MORE RELATABLE OPTION YOU CAME AND SANG IT ALL WITH HIM.
- He frigcking loves you.
Gif that shows how he feels about it:
I decided to do this one with gifs :3
@yuri-on-a-messenger i hope you like it!(and i hope @ stuff works)
just a friendly reminder that when i say “i love alexander hamilton” or anyone else im referring to lin’s characterisation of hamilton or whoever im talking about’s depiction of the person not the actual historical figure, i am very aware that the real humans had flaws and shouldn’t be ‘romanticised’
Hello! My name is Kaitlin but I prefer Kaitie. I am 19 years old and am just looking for some friends to talk to. My two friends I have just moved 10 hours away to go to college and it’s hard to talk to them recently, and since I am super shy in person I thought why not make internet friends who can later become in person friends! I enjoy the outdoors and nature, but also love the city. I am a major fangirl. I have so many fandoms I can barely keep up. My favorites are: Supernatural Teen Wolf Marvel Youtubers
Music is my life. I love basically everything I hear. Tell me a band and I’ll check them out!
I absolutely love the sunshine, so summer is my favorite season.
I have a severe case of Wanderlust. I just got back from London and I never ever wanted to leave.
I am planning to attend college to be a Forensic Scientist someone in the near future. The main goal is to attend University of Kent to get my masters.
I live in a small farm so have quite a few animals. I have: Two dogs (Holly and Rafe) Two horses (Fancy and Cheyenne) One bunny (Stiles (like from Teen Wolf)) And about 10 barn cats
I find myself being quite affectionate once I get to know you and trust you. My absolute favorite thing or do is hold hands, even if it’s just platonic. I love giving hugs but usually only if I’m the one initiating the hug. I am very sarcastic and like to joke a lot.
I LOVE snail mail. I don’t know why. Just that feeling of opening the mailbox and seeing someone’s handwriting with your name. I love it. But I also like electronic messages. Snapchat and texting are my main ines but I’ll use most any of them.
Preferences: preferably someone 18+ And no more than probably 24. Other than that I really don’t care! :)
HIM will never be over as it will always live in each of us.
It took me a while before I found the courage to talk about it here. So yes, as we all know by now HIM is disbanding. Just writing the words hurts like hell.
I still can’t believe it’s happening. When you’ve been hanging onto
something so dear to your heart, you tend to take it for granted and
think that it will last forever. HIM is and has always been more than a
band to me.
They shaped the person I am today, they brought me the most
amazing friendships and unexpected love. If it wasn’t for them, my life would litterally be completely different. I would never have met my girlfriend in here by fangirling over them and then moved countries to be with her. I wouldn’t have so many incredible and loyal friends that I met because of out love for them.
I was a lost 13 year old kid
when I heard their music for the first time and what they gave me then
cannot ever be forgotten. Acceptance, empowerment, courage
and love.Their music, interviews, everything about them pushed me into
being the best version of myself that I could be. They were warm and
comforting in times of need. HIM has always been a huge part of me and
my safety blanket. That is why I just cannot accept or concede it to be
ending, because they always were more than a band. They will always be a
part of me no matter what happens, I will always rely on them and have
their posters on my walls. I will always follow, support and love every
single member in their future projects and keep on being the giant HIM
nerd I have always been. I can’t deny that it hurts immensly and breaks
my heart but I need to respect their choice, that’s the least I can do.
Just remember that as long as we are here to cherish what they’ve given
us, HIM will never be over.
I will in a way or another go to at least one of the announced lives. Most likely in Koln with my girlfriend and perhaps Hamburg (Germany), also seriously considering Amsterdam. Let me know if you guys go to one of these or somewhere else. If any of you would like to meet up it would be amazing.
I love every single one of you and will always be here for you, will keep on posting HIM related things forever.
Summary: Reader had a difficult past, but she finally found
her home with the Avengers. After few years of living with them, she
became a different person and she will try to help their newest member
to overcome his past.
needle of the clock couldn’t move any slower. The minutes passed so
slow that you thought that you are going to die. It’s been two days,
exactly two days from the day that you kissed Bucky Barnes. Well that
was great, but after the kiss Steve came in and Bucky ran away like a
lost dog. You haven’t seen him since then. He wasn’t in his room, you
couldn’t find him in the Tower. You were going crazy. At the moment
you were laying on the couch with Pietro in the living area. Your
head was on his chest and you blankly stared at something on the TV.
Bucky was so hard to read.
Requested Characters: NCT U / Reader Genre: Fluff, roadtrip, camping (do those even count idk–) A/N: Doyoung my biass omgg ty anon for requesting NCT first~
“Road trip!” Ten, Jaehyun, and Mark yelled excitedly. Taeil, who sat behind the wheel, chuckled along with Taeyong. You smiled, playing with the hands of your boyfriend. “I can’t believe Sooman-ssi let us go camping,” Taeyong mumbled, still in awe. The boys nodded in agreement.
Doyoung idly fumbled with your hands as well, not taking part in the conversation. Taeil laughed, looking at the two of you from the rearview mirror. “Okay, lovebirds, don’t keep us all up when we get there,” he mused. Both you and Doyoung jumped apart, as far as you can get in a car, faces hot. “Taeil-hyung,” Doyoung whined, covering his face in embarrassment.
Even Mark had turned red, not looking at the two of you. Groaning, you hid your face in his shoulder, making him yelp. Doyoung side-eyed the younger one, pursing his lips. As the car started, you returned to your original seat and buckled your seatbelt.
“Mark,” you chastised, “seatbelt.” Mark mocked your voice, buckling himself in. Sticking your tongue out, you went back to fidgeting with Doyoung’s hands, a habit you developed after Doyoung had asked you out. You frowned, noticing that he wasn’t doing the same with you; something he had always done.
Shaking it off as he was distracted; talking to Ten and Jaehyun, you started a conversation with Mark. “How’s Donghyuk,” you asked. Unbashedly, you had an ultimate bias who was not in fact your boyfriend. “Still a troll,” Mark mumbled, a slight pout on his lips. “You love it,” you teased, taking your hand away from Doyoung’s to poke his shoulder.
Doyoung narrowed his eyes quite obviously at Mark, who remained oblivious. He quickly took back your hand, grasping it tightly. When you looked at him with a raised brow, he merely continued his conversation. You laughed to yourself, realizing why Doyoung was acting off. How cute, you thought, resting your head on his shoulder.
Doyoung avoided eye contact with Ten and Jaehyun, cheeks red. You smiled into his shoulder, wrapping your arms around his. Slowly, you fell asleep.
“Y/N,” Doyoung mumbled, shaking your shoulder lightly. You grumbled, pushing his hand away. Laughing, he tried again, “Y/N, wake up. We’re here.” Groaning you lifted your head, glaring at the boy. “Let me sleep,” you mumbled, your words almost incoherent. Taeyong chortled, a smile gracing his features. Faking a cough into his hand, he raised his phone to take a photo.
Taeil nudged his shoulder with a raised brow. “I’m sending it to Jisung and Chenle,” he explained. “They asked for OTP photos.”
Jaehyung stretched his arms, happily bounding out of the car. “Look, look!” He said, grabbing Ten’s sleeve. In the distance, an eagle flew across the sky.
After much trial and error, you found yourself being carried out of the car. “This is why I told you to go to bed last night,” Doyoung laughed, shaking his head at you. You had stayed up all night the night before, too excited to sleep. “Stop judging me, you’re worse than Donghyuk and Mark,” you mumbled, jumping out of his arms.
As you stretched, you didn’t notice Taeil look away awkwardly when your shirt lifted. Doyoung did, as he narrowed his eyes at the eldest. “Let’s set up,” Taeil said, taking the tents out of the trunk.
An hour later, three tents were set up and a fire was on its way. “You know, we have lighters,” you said, watching as Doyoung and Ten struggled to light the fire. “But this way is cooler, Y/N,” Ten pointed out, as if it were common knowledge. “Sure,” you rolled your eyes. You let out a sigh, grabbing your blanket from your tent. You set off for a hill you had discovered half an hour earlier.
“Where are you going?” Doyoung asked, letting Ten struggle on his own, much to his protest. “Stargazing,” you answered simply. You glanced toward the tent, where you could hear the snores emitting from it. You waved to your boyfriend before bounding off.
You sighed again, this time in content. Spreading your blanket on the grass, you lied down You stared up at the almost dark sky. It was dark, but not dark enough for the stars to come out. Taking out your phone, you went through your playlist, choosing a song.
A smile made its way onto your face once it started playing; the soft ballad making the quiet night lively again.
You closed your eyes and let in a deep breath. You froze when you heard the rustling of leaves. You knew this was in fact a public area, but you hadn’t seen or heard anybody else since you got there and the boys didn’t know where you were.
“Why don’t you ever listen to NCT’s songs?” His voice said. You jumped, opening your eyes to glare at Doyoung. “Don’t do that,” you whispered, a hand on your heart. Doyoung laughed, sitting beside you. “I do listen to your songs,” you mumbled, closing your eyes again. “Just not in front of you.”
Doyoung pouted, laying on his side. “Why not?” You opened your eyes, turning your head to face him. “It’s embarrassing,” you mumbled, shifting so that your entire body faced him. “You’d see me fangirling/boying over you and the guys.” Doyoung smiled, interlacing your fingers. “So? It’d be cute.”
You rolled your eyes for the umpteenth time that day. “I am not cute, Doyoung, that’s you.” Doyoung flushed, burying his face into the crook of your neck. “I’m not cute.” You laughed, using your free hand to stroke his hair. It felt soft, despite being dyed.
The two of you grew quiet, the only noise being the music, “You should stay away from Mark and Donghyuk,” he mumbled into your neck. You pulled away, giving him an incredulous look. “They’re, like, five.” Doyoung snorted, “They’re actually seventeen and sixteen but–”
You rested your hand on his cheek. “I love you,” you mumbled. Doyoung turned beet red. The two of you hadn’t said ‘I love you’ to each other yet, until now. Chuckling at his expression, you repeated yourself. “I love you~.”
“Y/N,” he whined, his face hot. “I love you too, but–” You laughed, bringing him closer to yourself.
Even though you had come out to stargaze, you didn’t even glance at the sky after Doyoung came. He was just that radiant.
Summary: You are on a mission of your own when you get caught by a certain superhero.
A/N: I’M SO SORRY FOR THE WAIT. I PROMISE I’LL MAKE THE NEXT CHAPTER SUPER LONG! Also, I plan to have about 2-3 more parts left and I don’t have any ideas for a series or one-shot, so if anyone has anything they’d like me to write, (marvel related or real people) my requests are open!
You tug your sweater tighter to you as the cool spring wind brushes against you. You were sitting outside of the fire escape of your apartment waiting for the arrival of Peter. He had texted you after he left telling you he’d come over around 1 o’clock, so you decided you would sit out and watch the city while you waited.
Warning: Car accident, slightly triggering themes.
Summary: Reader gets in a car accident and gets amnesia, to which her parents forbid Ethan from seeing her. Ethan is brokenhearted and Reader feels lost.
“Oh my God.. Oh my God.."
Ethan muttered repeatedly, pacing back and forth. His heart pounded against his rib cage, he was afraid the nurses around him would hear it. Despite it, his fear for Y/N trumped it. Everything was going fine. The day was fine. It was a stupid fight. It was such a stupid fight and he regrets his words so much.
"Bro! Yo, E! Are you okay?! What the hell happened?!"
I want to fall in love.
I want to feel the warmth of another person pulling me into an embrace. I want to share my secrets without any inhibitions. I want to hear about their day while eating thin crust pizza. I want to fangirl about Disney movies and anime and music and not be called a psycho at the end of the conversation because I’m passionate about supposedly silly things. I want to feel a connection without feeling guilty. I want to share this lonely existence with someone who feels as uncomfortable in their own skin as I do in mine. I want to kiss them till our jaws hurt. I want to call them mine. I want all of it.
I want to fall in love so terribly, I am willing to overlook all my unrealistic expectations and find someone as human as I am.
I am not afraid to live alone, but I don’t want to anymore.
Y/N POV :
It’s our first Coachella together and we’ve just arrived and went through the security checkpoints
i look over at harry you know just admiring the view a little bit.. how lucky am I… oops harry looks over at me and gives me a breathtaking smile
are you okay there love?
of course i am , thank you for the amazing surprise baby. i whisper as i give him a kiss
Eleanor turns around and winks at me lol double dates with Eleanor and Louis were always the best but the guys really out did themselves this time.
I smile at El right before she turns around and looks at Louis as if she’s just won the jackpot.
As we head to the bungalow the guys rented out to see if the rest have arrived yet.. harry and Louis invited along Ashton and Calum and one of my best friends Hailey Baldwin i know Harry is feeling kind of nervous because he knows hails might bring Kendall around and he’s been avoiding kendall like the plague i don’t really blame him to be honest who goes on national tv and say the guy you’ve been seeing smells… anyways we pick our room put away our stuff and get ready for COACHELLA DAY 1 BITCHESSSS
love are you ready?
yeah hold on let me get the vlog camera?
okay , i’ll wait for you.
ah baby you don’t have to wait for me.
I say as i bend over to grab our vlogging camera out of my Gucci travel bag and before you ask yes curtsy of Harry!
okay let’s GET THIS PARTY GOING
i say as harry places his arms around my waist and looks down on me.. the perks of being short lol
i get on my tippy toes to give him a sweet kiss…
Thank you for being amazing Harry honestly i lo- i get off by harry’s lips on mine
OK BREAK IT UP LETS GO IM TRYING TO GET THERE BEFORE DARK!
we break apart and laugh typical Louis…
ok ok we’re coming CALM DOWN
as i make we our way to the front door i put on the camera
HIII guyss it’s Y/N and Harry here and welcome back to our channel we just arrived at Coachella weekend 1 ! and we’re gonna show you around we’re here with Louis and Eleanor waiting on the arrival of Calum and Ashton but we’re gonna go see whats going on around here and show you guys around
LETS GOO WOOOO i hear everyone chorus in the back of me as i turn off the camera again
we make our way to the Coachella grounds Harry is holding my hand tightly as el holds my other hand so we’re all linked and don’t lose each other
we take lots of pics and vlog as
we all goof off..
Eleanor and I bump into Cal and Ash while taking a selfie in front of the Ferris wheel
as we greet each other be and bring them over to Harry and Louis who were buying snacks.. bless them!
as we make our way over to the main stage for FUTURE! i pull out the camera and start recording as i turn the camera around harry gives me a sweet kiss as Future brings out drake..
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG CHAMPAGNE PAPI YES DADDY
I YELL as harry looks at me amused and shakes his head and kisses my hair.
as we rap along the music i get hyped.
El and I freak out as the rest of our squad laughs at our fangirl behavior.
we leave the village around 3 AM and get back to the our bungalow we settle in bed and cuddle.. Coachella was a success and it was just day 1 wonder what the rest has in store for us
Filling the prompt “Could you
write a story where youre a girl in the crowd and van notices you and invites
you on tour as your friendship goes on, and then he tells you he loves you and
you feel the same way” from hazeinyou, and an anonymous request for being
on tour with Van.
Note: a.k.a. the fangirl dream. I am here for it,
my friends. Dream away. Also, this is almost 5000 words. I am sorry.
Months of waiting and planning and
anticipating had to lead to that very moment. As Catfish and the Bottlemen
walked out on stage and launched into Homesick, you were instantly done.
Of all the bands you’d loved, of all the sounds that resonated in you, their
music did something to you none of the others could. There was depth in their
simplicity, and magic in their honesty. From the day you first heard a demo of Broken
Army floating around online, to that moment in a surely over-capacity club,
you had been there for them because their music was there for you. You’d learnt
their names through reading interviews. You liked that they seemed normal,
unaffected by the success. You loved that they worked hard to get to where they
were, and that they were forever humbled by the fans and the lyrics being
screamed back at them.
When Bondy, Benji, and Bob left the stage you
knew Hourglass was coming. It was an accident when you and Van locked
eyes. You must have been singing because he smiled through the words and nodded
at you. It was in the running to be the most memorable part of the night. Its
chances of winning that title though, were ruined two songs later when a crowd
surfing leg collided with the back of your head, sending your face into the
metal barrier in front of you. Blood started to pour down your face and pool in
your hands. The girl to your left screamed, and your friend Mia to the right
waved frantically at one of the security guards. He easily dragged you over the
bar, and you felt light headed.
Hey Ab-solutely Fabulous Fan of all things pretty! Did you catch my prayer circle post last night, wherein I suggested we think happy thoughts and light candles for tonight’s show. See, I’m just dying for some new fleshy fodder for the Washboard machine. I hate having to recycle old images for you lovelies so often.
You know what I also hate? The man is beautiful and yet, they hide that from us. Underneath the coats. The suits. The layered sweaters. The puffy fucking gray jacket abomination that left a pall on Season 4. He works hard to be in shape. We want to get to appreciate that. We do!
And I know some of you are thinking…I don’t want to see it if he’s with the Reporter when it happens. But you know what? It’s probably going to happen - the writers need to show us that since Felicity tried to venture into another relationship fully (even though it wasn’t serious), Oliver needs to give it a go as well…but I suspect it will be a part of his process of reminding himself that this is not the relationship he should be in. Because if he sleeps with her with the lie in place – not being able to tell the creepy journalist that he is the Green Arrow – it will be another relationship with a lie in the middle of it. He wants more. So, give me shirtless. I’m not worried. This too shall pass. In the meantime, give me the pretty.
Without further ado, let’s get onto some WW niceness. Because. Nice.
Let’s throw in a little David Ramsey at the end. Because John Diggle is art. All on his own.
That’s it for today, Darling! Keep the good thoughts. Keep the vigil going…