i am somewhat really freaking out

DannyMay Day Twenty Four OTP/BROTP

…He’s always thought she was pretty, albeit a bit of a know-it-all. Now though, beautiful would be the right word to describe her. The way her eyes light up with determination when studying. How her long flowing hair shines in the sunlight. How she can kick your butt eight ways to Sunday.

It’s time he stopped admiring from afar and did something about it.

Dash Baxter was a lot of things. Shy wasn’t one of them. This foreign feeling is unsettling. He’s always been a confident guy. He can get any girl he sets his eyes on. All he has to do is flex and wink. In that order. But, that all flies out the window when it comes to one Jazz Fenton. He knows she’ll never fall for those things. She’s way too smart.

He had a crush on her freshman year. He thought that was a momentary thing. A passing phase. Boy was he wrong. It’s one year later and he still can’t stop thinking about her. He used to date a bunch of girls, if only to get her out of his head. All his past girlfriends were know-it-all-gingers. He didn’t succeed.

He thinks about when he went from crush to L-lo…love. Does he love her? Wait. Hold the phone. Ok. Think about it rationally. He’s hopelessly fallen head-over-heels for Jazmine Fenton. That realization is both liberating and terrifying. His brain stalls. What should he do? What should he say? He debates whether he should call Fenton and ask him for advice…He’d probably get filleted first for thinking about his sister that way.

Him and Fenton buried the hatchet a long time ago. They’re not exactly best friends like he is with Manson and Foley. But they chill from time to time. His phone rings. He looks at the time. It’s 2:21AM. Who in their right mind would be calling him at this time? He answers.

“Dash, calm the fuck down, I can feel your anxiety all the way over here”

“FENTON, WHAT THE FUCK!? How did you-never mind I don’t want to know”

There was a beat of silence. He’s somewhat freaked but can’t really be surprised. The kid is half ghost for crying out loud. There’s rustling and a yawn on the other side.

“You…wanna talk about it?”

He sighs heavily, well there’s no use hiding anymore. The universe has made the decision for him so he’s gonna charge ahead.

“It’s…see…about your sister-”

“Oh shit! Did you finally tell her that you love her? I swear to God Dash if you hurt her I will ghostly wail you to Timbuktu, in pieces


“Sorry, sorry, continue”

“…Am I really that obvious…?”

“Dude, you’re as subtle as a flying mallet. The only reason she hasn’t caught on is because she’s a Fenton. We’re all dense as fuck”

He groans and sighs, flopping on his back. Damnit, if Fenton noticed, then everybody at school knows by now. Fenton says something but he didn’t catch it.

Are you gonna tell her?”

“What choice do I have. I’m not the type to sit around and wait. But I’m terrified of what she’ll say. She’s different from all the other girls at school. She’s way smarter for one, but she’s also real nice. And she cares about other people’s happiness. Enough to-”

“Dash, don’t take this the wrong way, but I really don’t want to hear you gush about my sister. Honestly you should just go for it. If you really want her to notice you, use something she likes. You really gotta be genuine though, she can smell bullshit from a mile away, trust me.”

“Huh…thanks Fenton I actually feel a lot better”

“No problem, but I will blast you to pieces and then sell your organs in the black market if I hear the words Dash and heartbreak in the same sentence. After, of course, she beats you to a pulp with her bare hands.”

They hang up. He feels a lot better actually. Aside from the very real threats. All of his previous fears are gone. He can think clearly now. Use something she likes to ask her out…he knows what to do. The perfect way to show her he’s genuinely interested in her as a person.

The next day he’s sweating buckets. He’s almost hyperventilating. His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy. Hell his fucking teeth are chattering. He spots Fenton and makes a bee line for him. But as fate would have it, the doors to the library open right in his face and he falls to the floor in a heap. Damn, hopefully his nose isn’t broken. He hears the culprit spouting apologizes. He looks up.

Standing there, extending a hand to help him up is Jazz Fenton. He short circuits. Autopilot takes over. He mechanically reaches for her hand and gets up. It’s only after ten seconds of her apologizing that he remembers his mission. Centering himself he dives in.

“It’s fine, don’t worry about it. Um, I wanted to ask you something actually…”

She looks at him curiously, those big sparkly eyes, that put gemstones to shame, make his knees wobble all over again. He’s gotta act fast or he’ll turn into an even bigger pile of sweaty teenage hormones.

“Uhh…there’s this new Psychology of the Paranormal thing going on tomorrow at the museum and um I was wondering if you’d go with me? No big deal or anything. Oh this is for you. Um yeah.”

He thrusts a blue rose into her field of vision. Scratching the back of his neck and looking everywhere except directly at her. The silence feels eternal. His face feels like it’s on fire. He knows he’s at least gone three different shades of red. Glancing at her she’s looking a bit pink too. He’s so nervous, he hopes she’ll get it. The blue rose symbolizes immortal love. So he chose it to let her know that his love for her will never change and will remain forever.

She takes the rose. Looks at it for what feels like years. Gives it a sniff and puts it in her hair. His heart leaps into his throat. He’s never been so nervous in his life. He’d rather get run over by the Green Bay Packers twice than feel what he’s feeling right now. She looks him in the eyes and he’s rooted to the spot. He can’t look away. She opens her perfect mouth with her perfect lips.

“Sounds interesting, I’d love to”

“Cool, I’ll pick you up at six”

Heavenly light is cast upon him. The choir of angels sings in the background. Fireworks spell out his name. He has ascended to a higher plain of existence. The pure bliss he’s feeling at the moment is intoxicating. Nothing can ruin this moment for him. He can see Fenton high five-ing Manson and Foley handing them money. They bet on him!? Aww who cares she said yes!

Isn’t that supposed to be a secret...?

THE FINAL DAY OF SMUT *cough* I MEAN SANVERS WEEK IS HERE. Soulmates AU. I’ve never written one, and this one involves some sweet first time sex. THANKS FOR READING GUYS.

@404artnotfound deserves an award for editing my bullshit guys.

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Alex thinks it’s dumb.


The fact that she apparently can’t lie to her soulmate. And that fact that, for some reason, it was still the social norm to date while you searched for said soulmate. Why should she have to suffer through painful relationships with people she doesn’t truly connect with when she can tell within minutes of meeting them whether they are her soulmate or not.

She thinks it’s stupid, but at the same time she’s almost glad that the fucked up rule the universe decided to impose was so easy to test. Because she only has to suffer for as long as she’s willing to put up with it. Which admittedly, isn’t long at all.

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I’m working on a wedding present and I really like how it’s turning out so I thought I’d share. This is about halfway finished, and I have so much more to do! The wedding is THIS Friday so I’m slightly freaking out. I know it won’t get done in time. But I can try!

Also, since I am working on this in all my free time, this is why you all haven’t gotten a story update. I’ve been jotting down my ideas and sketches to keep those inspirations fresh for the moments I do have to write!

so let’s talk about this “cheeky cheeky idea” dan mentioned recently on his live show.

i have seen people either shrug it off or flip the fuck out thinking that it’s him coming out or some shit like that and honestly some people are taking it way too far and getting into fights with other people about what this video is about on different social media platforms. here’s the thing. dan announced this out of the goodness of his heart and there are fans taking advantage of that little thing he said and blowing it up into something much bigger. and it’s gotten a little out of hand so i just wanted to make this post before people went bat-shit crazy. it’s alright to ship phan, it’s alright to not ship phan, it’s alright to have your own opinions about this “long time coming” video. i’m not saying you can’t. but what i am saying is that while you have your own opinions, don’t get butthurt when other’s disagree with yours. if you think it has something to do with his (and phil’s) personal life that’s great!!!!! if you think it involves his professional life, fantastic!!!!! but don’t freak out and be so quick to fight people that don’t think the same thing as you. the phandom can be a really really sweet place full of nice and caring people that help each other out but things like that are making us get a bad rep and turning things somewhat sour. and the boys don’t want their fans fighting or flipping shit on each other, imagine how that would make them feel knowing that that’s what their fanbase has come to. so please, take this rant into consideration and spread the word. RESPECT EVERYONE’S OPINION AND DON’T BE SO QUICK TO PICK A FIGHT WITH PEOPLE. thank you.

What Did You Do To Him?

Characters: Derek Hale x Y/N, Stiles, Lydia

Y/N, calm down I’m sure he’s fine” Stiles said, attempting to get me to stop pacing. “Y/N, sweetie he’s been doing this for a long time. He knows what he’s doing and if he was dying or close to death right now then I’d be screaming or involuntarily driving to him or something.” Lydia said calmly but humorously. Their words fell upon deaf ears honestly. I wasn’t listening at all really.

“I knew I should’ve went with him.” I thought to myself. “Well I knew I should have secretly followed him cause he’d never knowingly put me in danger.”

“I’ll be back no later than midnight. I love you Y/N.”

That’s the last thing he said to me…six hours ago. It’s almost 1 am when I see his name on the screen of my phone. “Derek, where are you? Are you okay?” I asked him, somewhat freaking out but also relieved.

“Y/N, I’m sorry. I’m okay baby, I just need to stay here and heal. I’ll be back in two days.” He sounded weak and tired. He was using all of his energy to make sure I knew he was okay. Ugh, I love him so much. “Derek? Baby I’m coming to you I just need you to tell me where you are. Do you have any severe injuries? I’m bringing my medical kit.”

I knew exactly what to do in these situations. Being a nurse has its perks, especially when you’re dating the poster child of werewolves most wanted. He gets hurt and I make sure he heals properly. If it’s more than only I can handle, we take him to Melissa or Deaton. The same with the rest of the pack. I’m like a mixture of Deaton and Melissa but on wheels and honestly, I wouldn’t have it any other way.

“I’ll pin point my location and send it to you. I’d fight you on this but I know I wouldn’t win that argument.” Derek said, a hint of humor in his tired voice.

“Damn right you wouldn’t win that argument Hale.” He chuckled a little, most likely because that’s all he could get out. His voice was raspy and groggy and sounded pretty sexy but I was too busy packing to dwell on it.

“I’ve got your location, I’ll be there as soon as I can okay?” I said, throwing some last minute items in my duffle.
“Just, please be careful. I can’t handle losing you. I love you Y/N.” Derek said softly.
I smiled, turning my head so Stiles and Lydia wouldn’t see me. They were listening to my end of the conversation though so I’m sure they knew some sweet things were being said.

“I love you too Derek, so much. I’ll be there soon okay?”
“Okay.” Derek said quietly.

After hanging up and turning around, I see Stiles and Lydia looking at me slightly dumbfounded. “I’ve gotta go, what’s the look for?” I asked them. “What did you do to him?” Stiles asked bewildered. I just laughed to myself. I knew that Derek had a history of being angry and brooding and somewhat depressing, but that all goes away when he’s with me. He’s still angry and quite serious but most of it is just a front. When he’s in protective mode he’s being serious, but most of the time he’s just annoyed and doesn’t feel like dealing with people. So he decides to be a dick until they leave him alone.

I started walking to the door of the loft, thinking of the best way to answer Stiles’ question. I turned around when I thought of it. Smiling because I knew it was true.

“I gave him love Stiles, real love” And with that I was out the door and on my way to take care of the love of my life so I could bring him back home.

Author’s Note: A little feedback would be nice. I don’t know if I’ll keep writing. This was just an impulse thing.

Reasons Why Season 5 SPOILERS Read at your own risk.

So I was thinking about exploring the reasons why Nicky decided to sleep with Lorna in episode 6. For me this was the biggest head scratcher of the first 10 episodes, and I have decided to explore some of my theories as to why she did it. Feel free to comment, and make suggestions:)

So, in episode 6 of season 5, we see Nicky playing a psychologist in the medical cage. She is first seen talking to weeping lady about her pet who was killed in a botch attempt by her ex-husband to kill their neighbor. (I know happens all the time right). Anyways afterwards Lorna walks in and starts talking about a very strange sex dream, and as Nicky playfully states that their time is up, she asks Nicky to have sex with her.

Now, it may take weeks, for me to understand what convinced Morello to do this, but I wanted to focus on Nicky, her response, and reasoning behind it. At first she asks what about Morello (Muccio’s) husband Vinnie, and Lorna responds that she NEEDS to have sex with her specifically. Afterwards, Nicky’s somewhat reluctance fades away as Lorna straddles her lap. She asks if Lorna is begging her but seems incredibly pleased by the fact that she is begging and things are said (I posted the gif), and Nicky asks one final time if Lorna is really serious about this, to which Lorna complies. Then we get the first kiss scene between them that we have ever gotten, and Nicky lifts her up off the chair and they’re off.

Now, I personally believe that Lorna did this because she is in fact in love with Nicky, and for some reason she wanted to have sex with her right then and there. I believe that Nicky’s reasons are somewhat similar. Throughout the fifth season, more specifically, episode 3, Nicky is more open about being in love with her. Even though she does not explicitly say “I love you” until the end of episode 6, she indirectly discusses falling in love with her in episode 3 in front of Lorna. So in episode 6 when Lorna comes on to her I believe that she was so open to doing it, even though she knew there would be a negative fallout because of her love for her. Of course, this is something that we have already known, but her willingness to overlook Lorna’s husband, and previous knowledge of Lorna’s mental illness and its influence on her behavior afterwards, shows how much she loves and needs and desperately wants to cling to some sliver of hope that Lorna really does love her and want her as much as she does her. Afterwards when Lorna tells Nicky she needs to talk her about something, Nicky’s voice cracks, and she is seen nervously (possibly sadly) shaking, and taking a somewhat broken breath (I know I am so dramatic:)). She says that knew that Lorna would freak out, and say it was a mistake, and that she would regret what happened. That is what hurt Nicky the most. Knowing that there was a 80% chance that Lorna would come in and say that regardless of how good it was, I regret having sex with you. It breaks her a little because for Nicky sleeping with Lorna is never a mistake, or a regret. It is intentional and it is driven by need, and that need is driven by love, and wanting to be near her. The sarcastic, smart ass, brutally honest recovering addict isn’t made of stone. When she is around Lorna she is vulnerable, and soft, and wants to know Lorna loves her just as much. She experiences the same fears, and insecurities that we all face when we fall deeply in love with someone, and know that they might actually be it for us. She is convinced that Lorna will never love her back, and that Lorna will always regret being with her no matter how hard she tries. While Lorna does not do anything explicitly (Like saying she loves her again) to prove Nicky wrong, she really does love her and need her just as much. Finally, above all when Nicky is with Lorna, she is genuinely happy. For example, when Lorna started speaking like the announcers in medication commercials, Nicky smiled so brightly (you can see it in the eyes), and just looked at Morello like she was the most incredible, beautiful thing on Earth. (I know like I said I am dramatic). But basically that is why I think Nicky slept with Lorna because of love, which separates Lorna from everyone else. (I will have another post to elaborate on Nicky and what sex means to her). 

anonymous asked:

Dude I have no idea if this is true and it's also your personal business, but keeping that in mind, you seem to be feeling somewhat... brighter? And like I know all that stuff's on and off but if it's Off right now: FREAKING CONGRATULATIONS THAT'S WONDERFUL I'M SO GLAD YOU'RE OKAY FOR NOW!! Hope you're okay!!

mmmfff!!! i am!!!! it’s off for now and im rlly happy about it!!! last week was hella bad but the weekend really helped out so much. like i know it’ll be On again eventually cuz that’s life but im just glad to have these moments of feeling alright.

thank you!!! i hope your day is going great anon :D

striders, bfs, and cleanliness

karkat and jake bond over what fucking utter pigs the striders can be. jake’s room is sort of a sty but nothing compares to dirk “I have vague piles of somewhat similar objects” strider or dave “I strung cords into a spiderweb and told everybody it was for irony when really I am just bad at organization” strider. jake has hoarding tendencies but when given space for his shit that is bigger than one room finds it easy to spread his shit out and keep it at least a little clean – he’s not grandpa age yet, after all. karkat, meanwhile, we all know karkat is the universe’s biggest fucking neat freak. he is constantly complaining about how dave lets garbage pile up and one day he and jake go through and clean up the house to the wailed “I HAVE A SYSTEM” of dirk and the eyebrow-furrowed befuddlement of dave.

immediately after, jake leaves to clean up and dave is still busy working on some music so dirk and karkat get to talking. initially they were uncomfortable as fuck with each other but as time has gone by and they’ve both figured out the other one is mostly pretending at competence, they’ve gotten to like each other. 

dirk jokes that he has no idea how jake is going to know what to do in the shower since there’s like 50 bottles of product and he has only ever used a washcloth and a single bar of soap. karkat finds this hilarious and tells dirk that he is pretty sure dave never even used scrubrags until karkat got on his case for not doing so. this turns into a beautiful conversation about their boyfriends’ respective thickheadedness w/r/t hygiene. karkat doesn’t entirely follow when dirk starts pontificating on the difference between cleanser and moisturizer. doesn’t matter. they bond over this the same way jake and karkat bond over the striders being messy as fuck.

(similarly, jake and dave bond over how weirdly neurotic their boyfriends are – while jake mostly talks about how vain and fucking precious dirk is about his appearance, dave talks about how karkat flips out if there is even a speck of dirt on the rug, but the bonding happens anyway)


Seriously though I am seriously obsessed with Sin and her daddy blog like??? She got me into daddy hell??? Got me low-key thirsty with her replies and ficlets and drabbles and she has to be like the only harry potter blog I follow that updates daily, or at least not every other day and she has decided to grace me with a follow and notice me and senpai is actually noticing me gosgwogirnai I really aM SQUEALING HERE NOW SOMEBODY PINCH ME–


somewhat? (*sweatdrops at self because most of my posts are about mystic messenger and I don’t reblog sin because my friends freak out*)

… SOMEWHAT. *excitedly glomps sin in all of her glory*

Skyping the Parents: Dan Howell

Thanks to the anon for the request, sorry it took so long.

Rain pattered against the glass of the windows as I scroll aimlessly through tumblr. It was simply another dull Tuesday afternoon, and I laid on my stomach with my laptop in front of me. Dan, my boyfriend, rubbed circles on the back of my calf as he did the same–scroll. 

I jumped when the tone for an Incoming call on Skype sounded through the room and I saw my Mom’s failed attempt at a selfie as the profile. 

Smiling, I answered. “Hi Mom!” I said once it connected. 

“Can you hear me? Hello?” she yelled through the computer.

“I can hear you fine, Mom.” I laughed and Dan’s hand stopped rubbing circles. He must be nervous about meeting my mother. I just won’t mention him unless she asks.

“Where are you? That’s not your apartment.”

I spoke too soon. 

I laughed nervously and looked over at Dan. His face was tense, but he held a certain happiness to it as well. A smile spread across his cheeks and he shrugged, signaling to me it would be fine for me to tell her. 

“Well, don’t freak out, but I have been kind of seeing this guy,” I said, somewhat cringing,waiting for her screeches. 

“Oh my goodness! Really? Where is he? Can I meet him? Oh let me go get your father,” and she swiftly jumped from her desk and scurried off to get my Dad. 

I turned to Dan, pulling my eyebrows together, “Are you okay with this?”

He smiled down at me, and kissed my forehead, “I am perfectly happy with it. Seriously, like, I have wanted to for a while, I just didn’t think I would be in my Pokemon shirt. 

“Is that him?” my mom screamed through Skype, with my father now sitting next to her, squinting at the screen.

“Mom, Dad, this is Dan,” I said, pulling Dan into the view of the camera. 

“Oh, he’s so cute!” she said, clasping her hands together.

“Hi, Mr. and Mrs. (Y/L/N), it’s nice to meet you.” Dan said polity.

We all talked for a while before my mom said she was late for her Book Club, so we said our goodbye’s.

“I think that went really well,” I said, turning to Dan after. 

“What can I say, I am the type of guy you would bring home to your parents,” he said, tucking a strand of my hair around my ear, before leaning down to kiss me.

“And you’re humble too,” I said, smiling against his lips.



The Zoo

Based off of this ? because Honestly i am so done & tired of this drama so i’m just going to make it into a joke. 

“Why are we at the zoo, Liam?” Niall asks, somewhat timidly. Liam had a tendency to take Niall to do these kind of childish things whenever bad things happened. Like last time, when Zayn… left (it still hurt for Niall to even think the words) Liam took him on a safari. 

Not that Niall didn’t love doing it, because Niall really really loves animals, but he was just a little freaked out at the moment. Niall had his fingers crossed in his lap during the entire car ride, silently praying that something terrible didn’t happen again. 

Liam spares Niall a side glance from where he’s sitting in the drivers seat, putting the car into park. “Don’t you love the zoo, Niall?” Liam asks, sounding a little bit wounded and Niall is quick to reassure him. 

“No! I Mean, Yes! I love the zoo, Li, but why are we going?” Niall asks, face scrunched up in confusion. 

Liam’s face goes blank for a second, and Niall recognizes it this time. The exact same face that he pulled whenever Niall questioned him during the Safari. Niall’s face drops immediately. 

Niall’s lower lip pouted out immediately and Liam’s eyes widened, jumping to put Niall at ease before the blonde began crying. “I just want to do something fun with you Ni!” He says excitedly, and Niall nearly believes him. 

Niall’s face doesn’t change and tears begin to form in his eyes. “Harry isn’t leaving, is he?” He says, his voice quivering and his face crumpled. 

Liam jumps forward, gathering Niall into a hug, “Niall, no, Niall!” Liam exclaims, hugging the Irish lad tightly to his chest from the drivers seat. “In fact, if you get out, I think you’ll be a lot more excited about today…” Liam suggests and Niall is already out the door, still sniffling and shaking a bit. 

Liam gets out as well, taking Niall’s hand in his own as he drags the boy over to the other side of the parking lot. Niall seems confused, eyebrows furrowed until he sees the familiar black range rover.

Niall’s eyes light up and he squeals excitedly dragging Liam over to where Harry is leaning against his car, Louis next to him. Both of them have somewhat solumn looks on his face. Liam gives them a knowing look whilst Niall just assumes their grumpy faces were because they hadn’t seen him yet. 

“Harry!” He calls, positively beaming at the long-haired boy as he leaps into his arms. Harry’s sad face breaks at the sound of Niall’s voice, instantly grabbing the blonde into his arms and lifting him off the ground. 

“Niall!” He calls right back, even though the Irish boy is already in his arms. 

Louis lets out an annoyed sigh, “What about Louis, where’s my hug, Nialler?” 

Niall lets out an excited laugh, jumping from Harry’s arms to Louis’, exclaiming, “Sorry, Lou, but I haven’t seen Harry in ages. I missed you too though, even though its only been a day.”

Louis concedes, loosing his angry demeanor at Niall’s genuine words.  “So, we going to do this thing or what?” He asks, gesturing to the zoo’s entrance. 

Niall laughs excitedly, practically buzzing as Harry grips his hand tightly and runs towards the entrance with the blonde in tow. 

“You were right. This was a good idea.” Louis nods as he and Liam walk after the two younger boys. 

Liam grins. “Better than taking away his phone without any explanation.” He agrees. Louis laughs half-heartedly and Liam pauses, “You’re alright though, right?”

“Yeah.” Louis says truthfully. “It’s fine, we’ll get over it eventually.” He says hopefully. Liam nods in agreement. “We’re best friends. All of us, we’ll get over it.”

They both smile as Niall begins calling their names exasperatedly from the toll booth, were he and Harry are waiting impatiently. 

“You did take away his phone right?” Louis asserts as they make their way to the two waiting boys. 

Liam scoffs, “Of course I did.” 

* * * *

“And– Holy shit! Giraffes are amazing I love them all they’re my favorite.” Niall shouts, pure happiness laced in his tone. 

Liam laughs along with the others, “Niall you said that about the Lions, and the Elephants too.” 

Niall playfully glares at him, settling his back against Louis’ snugly. The zoo was pretty dead because it was the middle of the week, so they weren’t particularly worried about any unwanted photography being taken. “I can have more than one favorite.” He grumbles. 

“Yeah, Liam, let the boy live a little, geez.” Louis goads, grinning behind Niall. Liam shakes his head, raising his hands in defense. Harry bounces over pulling Niall away from Louis, who sticks his tongue out at him, and presses both of their backs against the barrier that marks the giraffe habitat. 

“Smile, Ni.” Harry encourages, pulling out his phone and readying himself for a selfie. 

Niall’s face scrunches once more, his accusing gaze turning to Liam. “Wait, why is Harry allowed to have his phone?”  

Liam sputters, as Louis groans, knowing that the jig is up. Niall immediately recognizes the guilty faces and he pouts once more.


“No! Tell me what happened this time. God!” Niall exclaims, his face screwed up in fury, “Why don’t you guys ever tell me anything, I never get to know anything until it doesn’t even matter anymore and it’s just not f-” 

Louis sighs heavily, “Niall, calm down.” He orders, and Harry grabs Niall from around the waist in an attempt to calm the boy. Niall frowns but allows Harry to hold him, and stops rambling. “Look, it was just a twitter fight that I had with he-who-shall-not-be-named, and Zayn might’ve cut in and said something back to me.” Louis says quickly. 

Niall’s face is marred with confusion. “What did he say?” he asked, not understanding what Zayn could’ve said that was so bad. The last Niall heard, Zayn was only saying kind things about their band. After all, it was Zayn’s choice to leave. Why would he be meaningfully cruel to any of them?

Louis shakes his head, “Just told me to back off and stop bitching about his life, really.” He says, not wanting to look at the hurt look in Niall’s eyes. “Niall, I was bitching about his life, plus he probably didn’t really mean it and it was directed at me not anyone else, so-”

“He took he-who-shall-not-be-named’s side?” Niall asks in a small voice, leaning against Harry’s chest with all of his weight. 

Liam stood at this. “It’s not about sides, Niall.” He makes his way to the teary blonde, taking his hands in his own as the blonde sat in Harry’s lap. “We have to respect what Zayn’s doing in his life, even if we aren’t a part of it. Honestly, none of us have done a good job of it. I’m not saying we have to be nice to that asshol- he-who-shall-not-be-named, but we have to support Zayn.” He says firmly. “He’s still our fifth member, alright? No turning back on him, not now, not ever.” Liam says, and then they’re all in tears. Four grown men at a zoo, one sitting in another’s lap, all tearing up and getting emotional over a fight they’re having with a friend. 

Niall laughs shakily. “I love you guys.” He says, pressing his face into Liam’s shoulder, wet cheeks dampening Liam’s shirt. 

Louis laughs along with him, voice suddenly thick and gravely as well. “Seconded, lads.” 

Harry doesn’t say anything, just clings onto Niall’s waist, cheek resting on the blonde’s back as he grinned at Louis and Liam. Niall then struggled for a moment, all of them breaking apart from each other as Niall continued down the path, “We’re loosing daylight, boys, we still have to see the tigers!” He giggled childishly as he skipped down the pavement. 

The others rush to keep up with him and then skid to a stop as he turns on his heel. “But seriously, next time can we just talk it out and then go on fun bonding trips? I really hate being the oblivious one of the group.” Niall says, and the other boys agree, each nodding even though they’re positive that any time anyone says anything remotely unkind about their band or Niall himself, that he will “loose” his internet connection until they get the damn person in line. 

Harry slings an arm around Niall’s waist and Liam places a comforting hand on Louis’ back as the two blue eyed boys link hands. Their hearts heart a little bit, trying to heal the Zayn-shaped piece that was a bit cracked and a little burnt, but they had faith in their Bradford boy. Hopefully, they’ll fix up all of the tension within the next few days, this time over the phone rather than publicly on Twitter. 

Niall sighed happily against his boys that night as they all cuddled up to watch a few Disney movies, knowing that they would be just fine. 

I hope none of you guys hate Zayn.

That’s all I will say about the matter. I want to keep including Zayn in my writings, and I really hope you guys will still read and enjoy them because I honestly am just staying out of the boys’ personal business for now. They’re best friends and best friends fight. Remember that you guys. 

I won’t be writing about this fight or anything like it after this fic, so yeah I will just be going back to pretending everything is just fine and dandy as always :) 

I know this wasn’t very good, I’m having a lot of trouble writing this week and I am SWAMPED with work. Good news: I’ll be done by May 29th Bad news: I won’t be updating much until after then. And maybe a bit more because I’ll be traveling after that. I’m really sorry and I hope y’all will stick with me through these tough weeks ;_; 

Prompts are open! You can prompt me any Niall-centered relationship/fic (I do baby!Niall and AUs as well as smut prompts) I do any OT3, OT4, and OT5. You can see my previous writings here! You can see my face .0. here

Lol. having a moment right now. A mini freak out I suppose. In a good way. I usually am somewhat satisfied in how I render hair. It’s a long time struggle of mine. The bane of my existence….but right now I’m actually really pleased with how it’s lookin’ so far… ahahaha
ft. tiny doodle of saitama. started reading one punch man after I started watching it, it’s hilarious and the art is reaally noice

anonymous asked:

Personally, I disagree with the anon who says the likeness between you and Tom isn't massive. I think you really capture your features and enhance them perfectly! You're a huge role model to me in my Loki cosplaying and pray that you feel as proud of yourself as I feel of you ❤️❤️❤️

Thank you!
I think it’s absolutely subjective, to be honest. I CAN’T see it, but others point it out often, and even Tom said that we should make the same expression to freak people out, so I am not sure what to think/see/agree with.

This is an example with my improves make up, compared to Tom. I personally think I only have a similar nose and a very close jaw line and the rest is totally different, but with make up and Loki-hair it’s close enough to look somewhat like him?!

I think I manage to look “Loki”-ish when I want to, and that’s all I really aim for, I don’t really aim for Tom-Loki, but Loki-Loki. If that makes sense?!


In honor of getting to 500+ followers on this account I wanted to do another follow forever; I have now had this account for 2 months and 10 Days and I could not be more thrilled to have such great, supporting and darn right lovely followers who with some I have become quite close with; I am honestly so happy that I have gotten this far so quickly and I hope I am still doing Lydia the real justice she deserves.

Here is the reasons why you are either on or are not on my follow forever and just remember I love you all dearly:

Now below are all the blogs that I love; have interacted with in or out of character…blogs highlighted in bold are either blogs I love and stalk cautiously from afar or I have only had little contact with and would love more; before I make the list there are 2 people I want to give special mention to as they have been very kind to me on my writing and OOC talking and for that I love you: 

bringaladder- Although both of our replying goes at a snail pace (due to our very busy and sometimes procrastinating lifestyles (mainly me on the procrastination)) I would like to say thank you for starting up a conversation in the silly little tags at the bottom of each of your replies; without them I probably would not be freaking out about the many TV shows we both watch and I would not be so comfortable in the Teen Wolf community if it wasn’t for you, and for that I am very very grateful and you may not know it yet (Sorry, this is starting to sound like a bible so I shall stop) but I love you. 

scaredeverything- We only really talk occasionally but our occasional burst of feels due to our threads and conversations really keeps me happy (although they are somewhat heartbreaking at times) Thank you for giving me ideas for my YouTube videos and commenting on them; it really helps me build my creativity and you are just great! 

Now to everyone else who I love and care for just as deeply:


alphadelameutedelycan alwaysfiguresitout ask-theaqueen askisaacthewolf askskymartin–x averygrooveymutation assassinbitches atoxictragedy akaheleahi-ahe argentxm a-deal-soul-with-a-dead-heart aninterestingbunch  averystilinskihuman allixargent alphamccallx  aknightinflannel afrogamongswans

behindthecurlyfries batboystilesstilinski bravewarriorlahey boydinsanebeta blueeyedomegas badassbetaerica boyrunningwithwolves

coyotemaliat ceciditvenatrix changing-kingdoms-fate canisxlastrans chikovsiblings commanderblondie

damagedxgrace daughter-of-the-sheriff davestilinski darknessliesinchaos dxrkhxntrxss dirtypaws-lahey deathshescreams doesntxhurtxargent doexeyedkitsune deterioratingxyouth defectumlupum

emma-littlebird elliemccall ericareyescatwoman

fallenargentx fixedpointcaptain fulleclipseofthemind fxrry

gxnetically goldengwendolyn gothamssaviors

handsoffmysammy halethewerecoyote holly-grace-green haleandbackbetax

isaacbreathe im-joy-mercer ialreadydidthat-twice itsnotflirting iwantto–feelstrong immunedeathwailer itsallyargent improvedalphalahey iusedtobeaverage islydiasafe inxrmus imnot–witty

justkirayukimura johnnyfenderbender jamiethe-other-martin jacksonblueeyedbeta justtwobadguys


liamlacrosse9 littlepupcoraline lostmymindstilinski lastargentstanding livingbyacode lucidxm louveargentfleches losingmymindstiles lupusomega

maliaxxtate maybeshewaspraying mollyscarlethooper maybeweareuseless mcgotcha minimorgana mylifefxrtheirs-archive myexisascreamer


notxwittyx notsohale notpsxcho neveraskedforthebite-archive notxaxtate notamidgetmccall

osbxrn ofholysilverfame

plantostaythenight popastilinski petitexwitch pinkxandxyellow perksofallison

redhair-and-immunity rxdioxctivesrushofxpower rxbeo redbird-bonnie

sarcasmandstarwars silver-argents stillmostlyhuman sciencefaciend stillderekhale sethxstilinski smallxknivesaremyweakness supernaturallyxblonde  stilinskigenes showmewhattodo stilessister sarcasticjeeps seaprincessiris sarcasticandhuman studxmuffin stilesstilinskihere

thecallofthewildwolf thanatostheripper thexallisonxargent thenamesjasonstilinski thatgirlbraeden thefallensilver the-lost-alpha-twin thelovelyxgreeks thesonofdeath the-girlwithflaminghair thedivxnemove twobigbadwolves thelonelymikaelson theredhoodedhuman theskirtedenigma theoneandonly-ellyn thepetangelcastiel theemeraldeyedhunter tyrant-of-the-pool


xxaprilyoung xexcellentdelivery

yourresidenthuman yodellaheyhooo youwouldntbelievemystory

All of the above names are my follow forever’s; I would love more than anything to put all my followers here but I can’t so I narrowed it down. But to everyone thank you so so much for making me feel welcome as Lydia and for joining me for this long! I am forever grateful. I love you all.

Anyone I could not tag have been taken from the list (as I have incredible OCD at times and are situated in the tags)