i am so sorry for my everything

I JUST REMEMBERED WHY I LOVE FERID SO MUCH

I SPENT LIKE ONLY PROBALY 30 SECONDS LOOKING AT PICTURES OF HIM IN THE ANIME AND MANGA

A RANDOM COLLAGE PASSING BY AND–

G O D D A M N 

IT JUST PUNCHED ME IN THE FACE REALLY HARD 

LIKE LITERALLY BULLDOZED ME IN THE FACE MERCILESSLY

I REMEMBER NOW WHY FERID WAS MY NO. 1 BEFORE LEST

AND ALSO TBH MY FIRST MUSE AFTER A TWO YEAR HIATUS FROM ROLEPLAYING

IT’S BECAUSE HE’S JUST–

P E R F E C T

AN ABSOLUTE R O S E 

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Sorry for being inactive so as an apology have some viktor! :)) This is my first drawing on new laptop (named YUURI haha)

So my laptop broke and I wasn’t able to retrieve my files (yet) and deadlines are coming so ;;;; i now have new laptop and I am having a culture shock rn bec from windows xp, it’s not windows 10 and iT’S KINDA EATING ME ALIVE

But I am okay now, I am barely hanging on… for the love of art……….

Anyway, after I finish everything, expect more yuri!!! on ice art huehuehue i have been stuck in the yoi hell for months now hahaha at least I am with my friends :))

I Just Wanted a Nice Night..

At my friend’s house so we can plan and get our trip and everything ready to see David Tennant perform in Don Juan this April in London which I have worked my ass off in order to do so, and I still am because he is worth everything to me. Because I do love him more than anyone could ever imagine to know. And this one stupid troll of an asswipe anon had to ruin it, but whatever I don’t care anymore. I just know that no matter what in the end I will come out on top because they are just jealous and rather see me miserable than happy because, “How dare I see David Tennant again or go to another country when I can’t afford other things right now. How dare I complain about money or ask for help from time to time because most of my money goes towards helping my grandparents who I live with in order to help them out when needed. How dare I post personal posts when I need to rant and use my David Tennant gifs as forms of expressing my emotions at the time. How dare I be happy sometimes when I am supposed to be depressed. How dare I try to defend myself and what I love when someone is being rude or hateful towards me. How dare I post personal posts in the David Tennant tag because I am not allowed to use this blog of David Tennant as an extension of myself and a way to reach a majority of my followers who actually do care about me. And finally how dare I be a fucking human being on this site!” Anyway sorry for the long rant, but I feel like I need to remind people I am…

Originally posted by tennydr10confidential

EDIT: I am so sorry anon! I answered this ages ago and for some reason I saved it to my drafts rather than my queue and only found it now *facepalms*

You bring up great points anon, and I do agree with everything you’re saying. Hak and Yona really don’t have the ease (?? that’s not the word I’m looking for, but I hope it passes) of being two people who met and fell in love without already having a history together. Your point on miscommunication is spot on. There’s murky water clouding what could have been a natural falling in love situation, this being Yona’s previous pining for Soo-Won, Hak’s duty to Yona’s father and their own thoughts on each other’s feelings that make them just falling into love without a confession or deep discussion a bit of a dream. I will admit, I do like that dream though, even if it is unrealistic given their circumstances~

Writers

Writer says: So I had this crazy idea one day and I just had to work on it. Here ya go!

Writer means: So I had this crazy idea either right before getting in the shower or right before falling asleep so I grabbed my fucking laptop and shat all over it to create the steaming pile of crap that I now lay before you. I don’t even know if it’s good anymore. I haven’t slept in two days.

Writer says: Wow, real life’s getting busy! Sorry on the slow updates.

Writer means: My life is a literal storm of shit at the moment. Why did I decide to do this. Why am I still doing this. Everything around me is spinning out of control and I am staying up ‘til 5:30 in the morning every night to create a piece of work that will only get two comments and 12 demands for quicker updates. I hope no one’s mad at me, all I wanted to do was write.

Writer says: Wow! Would you look at that! I updated on time! Please enjoy!

Writer means:  WOOOOOOHOOOOOO BITCHES LOOK AT THIS PRODUCTIVE ASSHOLE GO YEEEEEHAAAAWWWW TAKE THAT YOU NASTY REVIEWERS ALWAYS DEMANDING ME TO BE FASTER! I GOT THIS SHIT I GOT THIS SHIT

Writer says: This chapter was a toughie. Glad it’s finally done!

Writer means: I don’t know if this is good or not. I honestly don’t fucking know. I’ve read the same words over and over and over again and I just couldn’t look at it anymore. My beta said it was ok but I’m not confident but HOLY SHIT I JUST NEED TO STOP WRITING THIS FUCKIGN CHAPTER.

Writer says: Thanks for reading!

Writer means: Please, oh please oh please oh please leave me a review. A comment. Anything. Please tell me you’re out there. Please tell me someone is reading this.

Writer says: I just want to say that real life is getting pretty hectic right now. Please try to be patient with me, I know you guys want updates. Thanks! :)

Writer means: FUCK. YOU. Who the fuck do you think you are, demanding shit from me?! You don’t know my life! I have a very busy life! I create shit for free, you entitled son of a pig-fucker! STOP LEAVING ME COMMENTS TELLING ME TO UPDATE SOON OR I SWEAR TO GOD I’LL PUKE ALL OVER MY COMPUTER 

Writer says: What’s gonna happen next? Who knows? Hee hee ;)

Writer means: I have no fucking clue what the next chapter is going to look like. What’s my plot? I don’t know. I feel no emotion.

Writer says: Please leave a comment! It helps me write!

Writer means: I am begging you to leave me a comment because I swear it’s the only thing that’s keeping me motivated right now, I hate the work I put out and I need reassurance that people are actually enjoying this.

Writer says: I hope you enjoyed that chapter, big things are coming up! ;)

Writer means: Buckle up bitches, someone’s gonna die.

Writer says: I know I’ve missed a few updates, but I swear I plan on finishing this story! 

Writer means: *high pitched eternal screeching*

Writer says: Here we are at long last! This has been one wild ride. I want to thank you all so much for your support and love, I adore each and every one of you. I am so happy to say that this story has come to a wonderful close.

Writer means: My body is numb. Voices call out to me from the void, but I can no longer hear them over the beating of my racing heart. I am stressed to the point where I feel no relief. The story is done. It’s fucking DONE. I loved it, I hated it, it was a fucking storm of horror and pain. I can no longer see color. Now I can at last relax and…wait……wait a second………..holy shit I just thought of the best idea for a one-shot that’s totally gonna turn into a 50 chapter slow burn AU fic leT’S FUCKING DO THIS

  • Ruby: I’m sorry.
  • Jaune: Huh?
  • Ruby: This... this is all my fault. I should have never dragged you guys into this.
  • Jaune: You didn't drag us in. We wanted to come.
  • Ruby: B-but you didn't know about Tyrian, or about -
  • Jaune: Ruby. We lost... we lost Pyrrha. But... you lost her, too. And Penny, and your team, and, in a way, your sister. But you're still here, despite everything you've lost, everything you could still lose... you chose to come out here. Because you felt like you could make a difference.
  • Ruby: I...
  • Jaune: You didn't drag us along. You gave us the courage to follow you.

I couldn’t resist.

@stardefiant @skammmed 

Omg I am so late for @lanceweek ! Free day was a good opportunity so I coloured my entry for @voltroncoloringbook

Yeah, Lance and Blue again nobody can stop me
Mini lions would be super cute !  💙

There we sat, our eyes spoke nothing but defeat and sadness, our voices shook with anger and weariness. And this is how I saw you last. We knew that struggling together was going to happen and that we were both at fault for everything leading up to that moment, but neither of us are bold enough to admit it to this day. We both hurt. We both cried. Yes, sharp words escaped the tongues of us both. But one thing is for certain, and that is the fact that I gave it my all. I did what I could with what I had and I fought for us, even when you stopped. You walked away, so don’t make me out to be the monster I know I am not just to ease your sorry mind.
—  it just wasn’t our time

Ridge - Roadkill to shelf

WARNING !! This post contains photos and descriptions of dead animals, skinned animals, decomposition, maggots, and the general gory details involved with cleaning up bones.

I’ve gotten a couple asks about the methods I use to clean bones, so I thought I’d put together a quick summary of the journey of my female Badger, Ridge, from road to shelf. It’s not really a tutorial, but I have almost kind of written it like one - keep in mind this is just Ridge’s personal cleanup journey, and all the steps she went through while being processed (it’s pretty similar for all my roadkill though) It’s a bit garbled and I haven’t really clarified anything… Hm. Maybe I will put together a proper tutorial in the future. For now, this is Ridge~

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Imagine Dragons Sentence Starters

“I’m sorry for everything.”
“Am I out of touch?”
“I’m going to mess this up.”
“This is just my luck…”
“From the second that I was born it seems I had a loaded gun…”
“In the meantime we let it go.”
“Who can you trust?”
“Show me a sign…”
“Take me away,”
“But I wanted the pain to disappear.”
“I’m so sorry.”
“Life isn’t always what you think it’d be.”
“I know that I did you wrong,”
“But will you trust me when I say that I’ll make it up to you somehow?”
“I know I let you down, didn’t I?”
“I gave you hell through all the years.”
“I bet my life on you.”
“Please forgive me for all I’ve done…”
“Don’t tell me to be strong.”
“Oh everything’s a mess…”
“Leave me to dream.”
“Oh quiet down, I’ve had enough!”
“I guess it’s now or never.”
“Maybe you could save my soul.”
“If only for a second, let me have you.”
“Tell me all your secrets, let me know you.”
“Things will change with time.”
“It’s not a picture perfect life.”
“Maybe I’m broken…”
“When everything comes crashing down, you’re all I know.”
“It all begins with a look in the eyes.”
“I wish I had a lifetime to capture every moment of you…”
“I’m a sensitive mess.”
“You’re a beautiful girl.”
“Let all whispers die.”
“Always be careful.”
“Just wanna live my life…”
“What you see is what you get.”
“Stop trying to be somebody else…”
“Welcome to the new age…”

I’m sorry I could never be the daughter you wanted