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It’s been one year since I’ve created this blog and I seriously cannot believe what a great experience I’ve had so far. I don’t do follow forevers, despite reaching follower goals here & there because I am uncreative and lazy, but I really wanted to make one to mark this occasion and to let my followers know what blogs/people have kept my dash ((and my blog)) looking exceptionally beautiful. Special shoutout to the followers who aren’t full or at all BTS blogs but follow me despite not being multifandom most of the time! ily.

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@marami38: If you’re still taking prompts for this weekend I think it would be fun to see them in the future.  Maybe it’s their 20th or 25th wedding anniversary and they’re getting ready for a family gathering at the pub. Talking and reminiscing about some of their happiest moments and remembering some of their worst moments and how eventually it was the worse moments that helped make them even stronger.

On a side note, I just wanted to say how much I LOVE your work and A Different Kind of Love is one of my faves, as a matter of fact I think I might just re-read that this weekend :)

first of all, thank you so much for your lovely words about ‘a different kind of love’ and second of all i am so sorry that it’s taken so long for me to get to writing this for you. it’s by no means amazing but i enjoyed looking at robron this way and writing them in the future like this, hope you enjoy it <3

Robert’s tie is crooked and he’s trying to put it right, failing a little and then he feels his husband’s presence in the room almost immediately. 

He hears Aaron let out a little tut and then he’s walking towards him. 

“You and your flipping ties.” Aaron says, comes closer and then he’s fixing the tie that Robert’s knotted foolishly in his haste. 

Robert looks up at him and Aaron smirks at his husband. Robert’s heart flutters as he looks at the man he loves more than anyone in the world. 

After all this time. Still. Still I get butterflies when I look at you.‘ 

“What ya looking at?” Aaron urges, finishing with the tie and then looking up at Robert. He’s aged so well, his eyes are still so green and bright despite the wrinkles around them, around his mouth too. He’s paler too, slower in his movements but it’s understandable after they all realised that his lungs were acting up, an aftershock of the shooting all those years ago that caused lasting damage. 

Robert’s eyes flutter a little, freckles still scattered across his face as he ducks his head and looks at Aaron. His Aaron, that still remains, after everything. He’s shorter, wispy grey curls, lines on his forehead but God he’s so beautiful, he’s still so beautiful.

“You.” Robert shrugs before grabbing Aaron by the waist and kissing his neck. It still works. It still makes Aaron almost melt into his arms and roll his head back, laughter filling the room. 

“We need to go downstairs.” Aaron whispers, close and warm and right into Robert’s ear. “We’ve got a whole party waiting down there.” He says, feels the need to smile as he speaks, as he thinks about their family downstairs, balloons everywhere, catering courtesy of April and Marlon. 

“Let’s tell them to go home.” Robert moans, he’s such a kid and Aaron has to slap at his chest lightly. 

“It’s our anniversary.” Aaron says, pretending to be annoyed and then Robert winces a little at the slight pressure applied to his chest by Aaron. “Sorry, did I hurt ya?” Aaron’s voice is dangerously worried and Robert presses a kiss to Aaron’s lips. 

“Just getting on a bit aren’t I.” Robert’s reminded as Aaron strokes his arm playfully. 

“Good thing I’m still interested in ya then eh.” Aaron’s good at this now, so good at making Robert not feel like shit for getting older, for getting past it like Liv likes to tease him about.

Robert’s eyes are all watery suddenly and Aaron frowns. “What’s wrong?” He says softly. “Rob?” He adds, feels worry race through him.

Twenty five years.” Robert whispers, he can’t believe it. He can’t believe that their lives have flashed before his eyes and now he’s standing here, dressed in a suit and tie, with his family all downstairs ready to celebrate such a milestone. "I didn’t think we’d get here.“ He admits.

Aaron’s eyes go all soft. “I did.” He says. “I always knew you’d be the one for me, that you’d end up just being it for me.“ 

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I was tagged by the wonderful @nialilouarry @harryslovelylocks @slytherinbisexual @tsevers @spaceziall @dunquirky aaaand @harrysayingnympho to do the accent challenge! Thank you, sweeties!!! I looooved watching your videos and listening to your beautiful accents ^__^

I am so nervous to post this asjakskjhk Ignore all my mistakes and the doorbell at the end lmao

I think everyone’s been tagged already, but if you weren’t, consider yourself tagged right now!!! <3

Love you, I’m gonna go hide now asjkhd

Thank you @nindr0id​ that you create this awesome #SteelShipping. As i saw your fanart i could not stop to think about it!

Why i have not seen that they are so cute together? I really really love you for this idea and by the way i love your fabulous arts!

For all people around the world who see this know:

Please do not throw stones. it is just a crazy shipping that i start to love! And well… for all dudes that now wished that i am dead. sorry, i am a ghost.  xD Oh yes!

See ya later Alligator

It had been almost six months since they’d talked about giving Ellie a little brother or sister. Six months of trying & failing to get pregnant. Archer knew how much expanding their family meant to Tobias. With that in mind, he felt awful for the things that he’d said in the heat of the moment.

Tobias, I love you, Archer murmured softly. I wouldn’t trade you in for anyone else. I’m not going to sleep with or have children with anyone else. I am so, so sorry. I didn’t mean all the horrible things that I said. I was just upset. You’re my husband. I only want you. 

I’m sorry for how I’ve been acting lately. You’re right, Tobias sighed. He closed his eyes for a moment as he let the reality of the situation & his own feelings come crashing in. I shouldn’t take it out on you. No, I’m not happy about your closeness with your ex. I don’t agree with it & it makes me feel like shit. But I was upset with myself long before all of that transpired. 

The blond pulled his husband in, wrapping his strong arms around him. Please don’t be upset with yourself, baby. It’ll happen. I know it will, the younger man assured him.

I love you so much, Archer, Tobias whispered sadly, embracing the dancer back & squeezing him tightly. More than anything i want to be able to give you everything that you deserve in life. I can much more about your happiness than my image or career. Making you & our Ellie happy is my soul purpose in life.

Placing a soft kiss on his husband’s temple, the blond smiled. Having you & Ellie makes me happy, Toby. I don’t need anything else.

anonymous asked:

i'm so glad to have found your account!! it's so funny and has made my day mAny times and I'm so happy to know you're also a youngjae stan!!!!! that boy deserves all the love and praise and i swear. am sorry this isn't an actual question ^^; but i just really appreciate you and your hilarious account ♡ tysm also ily :3



To everyone across the Atlantic, to family and friends, I pray for you all. I pray for your safety. I’m sorry I don’t show this earlier. I worried since I found out this morning….I really hope we tone is okay over there. Honestly I felt so upset upon hearing of this happening in the nation that I owe so much to and am homesick for. I love you all. Keep your chin up higher. Keep Calm and Carry On. ❤

anonymous asked:

Hi, I was wondering if you and Michelle are really dating? I see the tags and I was just curious.

i call her my girlfriend and i like her lots. 💕 @beanboyjoseph

but unfortunately, no we are not “dating”. but we don’t mind being shipped and we like being cute and all over each other and each other’s blogs so sorry guys.

our love is a special one and i just really appreciate her existence. she makes me really happy and i know i can turn to her for help or support. all in all, i just love her.

and yes i am accepting relationship applications. please submit them here.

there are requirements:
-be over 19
-love on all your pets
-be kind
-you gotta like twenty one pilots bc thats all i listen to and play

(im jk about the app but i mean tell me about yourself anyway. you never know)

simplyrisichu  asked:

This is random, but you're like my favorite person so I'm going to ask and you don't have to answer me. Is it bad that I cry easily? Like we watched a 9/11 documentary today and I cried as soon as the first plane hit. Another example is when we went on lockdown for a drug bust and I started crying in the corner as soon as we evacuated the lunchroom... sorry if this is too random for you, I was just curious if you thought this was bad?

NO!!! THAT IS NOT BAD!! it just means youre sensitive and soft and hey, i am too! i cry super easily, i cry all the time in fact. i almost cried for no reason today but thats not cause im sensitive thats cause i have depression LOL but like mystic messenger makes my cry all the time, i cry over video games and the princess and the frog makes me cry cause i just  love it so much?

in conclusion: its not bad and i want to hug you


Hey lovelies!
Just wanted to let you know, if I am slow on moodboards or responding to you I am sorry! I’m just really busy and exhausted and stressed so I’m losing spoons fast. I’m working on them all and will get to every single one/will respond to you. It just might take a bit.
Lots of love to all of you!!!

anonymous asked:

To be honest I just feel sorry for the haters at this point. Imagine being so childish, and so bitter, that you spend so much time and energy complaining because a show doesn't have a ship you like lol. I personally loved every minute of the musical episode, even all the cheesiness! I am over the moon happy and was grinning during the entire thing, and it's a shame for people who didn't feel the same. Their loss! I am in Karamel heaven right now and I'm sorry they can't feel the same way.

I LOVED IT!!! i thought i was gonna roll my eyes for 90% of the episode but it was actually good and less cheesy than i expected?? it was adorable and barry and kara are such dorks i can’t even, i love this bromance. Ps. I almost cried when melissa started singing moon river because i MISSED HER VOICE SO MUCH. pps. I snorted when kara caught tommy and millie making out, some things never change 😂😂😂

So quick life update. I am from SF and am currently visiting family in London, which is why I haven’t been posting much recently. Sorry it’s not frequent posts but I love you guys very much and hope you are all doing well x

anonymous asked:

I love death note so much that it's so weird to me that it wasn't my first anime... idk even though basically everyone I know started with dn and isn't as into it as I am?? I get so excited about everything in the fandom and all my friends are consistently "meh" about things which is why I love that there's such an active fandom on tumblr

I love how active and positive and just generally amazingly talented the DN fandom is! I’m sorry your friends are only “meh” about it…you’ll always have a place here! (It’s been several years for me and my DN obsession is still going strong. I think I have a terminal case. lol)

yuggum  asked:

I just found out all my friends are going to a different high school than me and i know nobody where im going and i want to die (nr) and i dont know what to do. Im really socially awkward so im kinda stressed. HELP! (P.S. What other kpop groups do you stan male/female?)

my love i am so sorry!!! i wish i was at school with you so i could be with you! i have had to change schools 3 times but i promise it will all work out!!! dm me if you want!! i am here to talk to if you want :)

and my top groups are

  • got7
  • nct
  • twice
  • monsta x
  • blackpink
  • pristin
  • seventeen
  • day6

i listen and know A LOT of groups but those are some of my favs

my ult bias is Winwin from NCT :)

Originally posted by jaesbum

anonymous asked:

If you feel like it, please respond with five things that make you happy when you get this. Then, send to the last ten people in your notifications anonymously. You never know who might benefit from spreading positivity! 🌼

Sorry I didn’t reply sooner, I just had a lot on my plate emotionally when this came through so it didn’t feel right to answer then, but here I am!

  1. My mum, first and foremost, because she is the most important aspect of my life. She’s why I’ve kept going, even with all the emotionally crap I’ve had to deal with, she remains the reason why I’m still here. I’m so proud of her and she’s my biggest inspiration, I love her more than anything.
  2. My boyfriend makes me smile and laugh, which I’m incredibly grateful for, despite being an awful person and rarely telling him. I love him so much and wish I could show that.
  3. My rabbits, Oreo and Maple. I got them last year during the time where my mental health plummeted and they managed to pick me up a little bit. I absolutely adore them, they are my babies and I’ve bonded with them in a way I didn’t think was possible.
  4. Sims has always been something I’ve depended on (I know it seems ridiculous) to make me happy, since I’ve played it for so god damn long that now it’s a hobby I can’t drop. 
  5. My blog has always made me incredibly happy as it’s something I’m immensely proud of. I can’t believe how far it’s come and how many of you have stuck with me and how it’s grown. Last year I had just reached 1000 followers, and currently I’m close to hitting 5000 which is ridiculous and I can’t thank you enough for supporting me with it!

Thanks again for the ask, it genuinely made me feel a lot better! <3

A Letter to my Sorrow

I would have loved you, would have adored everything about you, just as I did the one that came before you.

I would have worked to give you the world, would have crushed your enemies and held you in an embrace of kindness and protection for as long as you would allow.

But your heart never once beat, you never took a breath, you never knew the feeling of skin on your own and knew how beautiful and painful love could be.

I’m sorry, my dear sorrow. I am so sorry.

I failed you. Unknowingly murdered you in an act of heartlessness, only if I had known.

But I did not know, and you suffer the consequences of my cruelty.  

I’m sorry my little love for giving hope to you, to myself, to everyone around me, and then carelessly ripping it all away in a matter of days.

I would have given my entire self for you, just as I had for the one that came before you, but you never had a chance.  

I’m sorry.  

They’re watching baby animals videos

( @greyhairsowhat happy birthday dear !!!!  (ノ ´ 3 ` )ノ  ❤️️💕)


Hi guys!!! I am doing an amazing taylor give away in honor of taylor coming back to tumblr finally (we’ve been waiting for you!! - sorry had to quote WTNY)! Anyways, I wanted to do this giveaway to thank all of you (my followers) for just being amazing! I have made some amazing friends through this blog and tumblr and just the swiftie fandom. All of you guys have been so sweet and awesome to me, so thank you SO SO SO much. I love you to the moon and back!

**Must be following me. I will, of course, be checking.
**Reblog as as many times as you so desire.
Likes count too!
**Any blog is eligible! Not just Taylor blogs.
You can use a sideblog/giveaway blog.
**DO NOT EDIT TEXT. You will be disqualified.
**Shipping is on me (yes i’ll pay ☺️) And I will ship anywhere in the world, yes anywere!
**Giveaway ends January 1st. (Hopefully a good way to start off 2017!!!)
**I will be using a random.org to pick the winner.

One Grand Prize Winner Will Receive All Of The Following:

If the giveaway reaches 13,000 notes I will draw a runner up who will win a TAYLOR SWIFT SURPRISE GIFT!!!!

If you have any questions, or you want to request more pictures, just ask me!!!!!

PS - everyone go follow @taylorswift because she is friggen amazing and let’s welcome her back on tumblr!!!

tenderest lines in bbc sherlock: 

  • “i never guess.” “yes, you do. what are you so happy about?”
  • “take my card.”
  • “feeling better?”
  • “uh, milk. we need milk.” “i’ll get some.” “really?” “really.” “and some beans, then?” “mmm.”
  • “that…thing that you, uh, that you did. that, um, you offered to do. that was, um…good.”
  • “somebody loves you.”
  • “look at them. they all care so much. do you ever wonder if there’s something wrong with us?” “all lives end, all hearts are broken. caring is not an advantage, sherlock.”
  • “i am sorry. forgive me. merry christmas, molly hooper.”
  • “this is low tar.” “well, you barely knew her.” 
  • “merry christmas, mycroft.” “and a happy new year!”
  • “are you sure tonight’s a danger night?” “no, but then i never am. you have to stay with him, john.”
  • “he’s sherlock. how will we ever know what goes on in that funny old head?”
  • “shame on you, john watson.” “shame on me?” “mrs. hudson leave baker street? england would fall.”
  • “so she’s alive, then? how are we feeling about that?” “happy new year, john.”
  • “my brother has the brain of a scientist or a philosopher, yet he elects to be a detective. what might we deduce about his heart?” “i don’t know.” “neither do i. but initially, he wanted to be a pirate.”
  • “i don’t have friends. i’ve just got one.”
  • “sentiment?” “sentiment.”
  • “ready?” “yes.”
  • “you look sad. when you think he can’t see you.”
  • “sherlock, i don’t want the world believing-” “that i’m what?” “a fraud.”
  • “no, i know you’re for real.” “100 percent?” “well, nobody could fake being such an annoying dick all the time.”
  • “you’re wrong, you know? you do count. you’e always counted and i’ve always trusted you. but you were right. i’m not okay.” “tell me what’s wrong.” “molly, i think i’m going to die.” “what do you need?” “if i wasn’t everything that you think i am, everything that i think i am, would you still want to help me?” “what do you need?” 
  • “please, will you do this for me?” “do what?” “this phone call, it’s my note. it’s what people do, don’t they? leave a note?” “leave a note when?” “goodbye, john.”
  • “i’m a doctor, let me come through. let me come through, please. he’s my friend. he’s my friend, please.”
  • “you told me once that you weren’t a hero. um, there were times i didn’t even think you were human, but let me tell you this: you were the best man the most human human being that i’ve ever known and no one will ever convince me that you told me a lie. so there. i was so alone and i owe you so much.“
  • “i’m not lonely, sherlock.” “how would you know?”
  • “i hope you’ll be very happy, molly hooper. you deserve it.”
  • “please john, forgive me for all the hurt i caused you.”
  • “look, i find it difficult. i find it difficult, this sort of stuff.” “i know.” “you were the best and the wisest man that i have ever known. yes, of course i forgive you.”
  • “oh, those things you said- such sweet things! i never knew you cared!”
  • “i asked you for one more miracle. i asked you to stop being dead.” “i heard you.”
  • “i mean, who leaves a wedding early?”
  • “into battle.”
  • “i thanked him for the trust he placed in me and indicated that i was, in some ways, very close to being…moved by it.”
  • “you- you mean-” “yes.” “i’m your…best…” “man.” “-friend?” “yeah, of course you are. of course you’re my best friend.”
  • “the point i’m trying to make is that i am the most unpleasant, rude, ignorant and all-round obnoxious arsehole that anyone could possibly have the misfortune to meet. i am dismissive of the virtuous, unaware of the beautiful, and uncomprehending in the face of the happy. so if i didn’t understand i was being asked to be best man, it is because i never expected to be anybody’s best friend. certainly not the best friend of the bravest and kindest and wisest human being i have ever had the good fortune of knowing.”
  • “john, i am a ridiculous man, redeemed only by the warmth and constancy of your friendship.”
  • “what’s wrong? what happened? why are you all doing that? john? did i do it wrong?” “no, you didn’t. come here.”
  • “clever?” “i’d say so.” “you would? am i important?” “to some people.”
  • “not you! not you! not you! you. it’s always you. john watson, you keep me right.”
  • “we wouldn’t do that, would we- you and me? we would never do that to john watson.”
  • “how dare you throw away the beautiful gifts you were born with? and how dare you betray the love of your friends?”
  • “human error.”
  • “hello, redbeard. they’re putting me down too, now. it’s no fun, is it?”
  • “john will cry buckets and buckets. it’s him that i worry about the most.”
  • “your loss would break my heart.” “what the hell am i supposed to say to that?”
  • “oh, sherlock. what have you done?”
  • “john, there’s something i should say, i’ve meant to say always and then never have. since it’s unlikely we’ll ever meet again, i might as well say it now. sherlock is actually a girl’s name.”
  • “to the very best of times.”
  • “you’ve been reading john’s blog. the story of how you met.”
  • “wherever i find him, whatever back alley or doss house, there will always be a list.”
  • “there’s always the two of us. don’t you read the strand?”
  • “since when do you call me john?” “you’d be surprised.” “no, i wouldn’t.”
  • “sherlock. promise me?”
  • “doctor watson? look after him, please?”
  • “you just like this dog, don’t you?” “well, i like you.”
  • “your life is not your own. keep your hands off it, do you hear me?”
  • “you can keep your scars.”
  • “well, that’s interesting.” “what is?” “the way you think.” “superbly?” “sweetly.” “i’m not sweet, i’m just high.”
  • “he’s not about thinking, not sherlock. no, no. he’s more emotional, isn’t he?” 
  • “i’m gonna make a deduction.” “oh, okay, that’s good.” and if my deduction is right, you’re gonna be honest, and tell me, okay?” “okay. though i should mention that it is possible for any given text alert to become randomly attached to-” “happy birthday.” “thank you, john. that’s…very kind of you.” 
  • “it’s okay.” “it’s not okay.” “no. but it is what it is.”