i am so not sorry about this

Hey guys

Actually it’s more like

Sorry I’ve been so MIA! I’ve been locked away writing and working frantically to get my dissertation written. And to top things all off, my PI pushed up one of my deadlines because she wants to go through the full complete thesis first and give me edits before sending it out to my committee (which is understandable, I’m not surprised this happened).

So my completed draft is due to her by Tuesday, and my finished dissertation needs to be to my committee a week from tomorrow. I defend 3 weeks from tomorrow. This is the point I’m at

So thank you for putting up with me and my radio silence, it’s just hardcore go time on my end. The best part is I know you all understand, and we all have to go through this at some point. 

But there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I can do this. 

wonderfulchaos69  asked:

Pssst. Imagine Sakuya writing songs for Mahiru, but he never had the intention of them ever seeing the light of day. Then Tsubaki finds them, shows them to Mahiru, and that was the day Sakuya decided to order a fox plushie.

Okay, I AM A BIT LATE. BUT! I WILL ACCEPT THIS 100000% I couldn’t stop thinking about HOW CUTE THIS IS. So I had to do some this scribbly comic thing. AHHHH I imagine so much. *__*


And of course like you said, he shows it to the object of his affections lol

Also bonus about the whole fox plushie thing. LOLLLLLLL

I am sorry my doodles always become crack. But bless you April for sending this~~!!!!!!! ;w;YELLLLLLLLS

anonymous asked:

stop fucking bragging for a goddamned second.

You’ll be pleased to know that I paused for a full second before replying to this ;)

Seriously, though: I spent more than 1000 hours creating Solve for i. Probably about 1200. I slaved my absolute guts off to write that book, on top of having a day job and other commitments, too. I’ve released it on the open market, and all that hard work is paying off: people are buying it, and I am so happy about that! It’s the most incredible feeling to have written a book that’s charting! Why wouldn’t I want to celebrate that? Why shouldn’t I?

Here on Tumblr, this is where I got all the support to write my books. People cheered me on, they contributed financially, they reblogged my posts and told their friends to read my books. Of course I want to share this victory with them. 

I’m sorry that you’re so bitter and miserable that you’re unable to look on another person’s success without being horribly bitter about it and wanting to tear them down. I suggest you unfollow me, because I plan on continuing my excitement about my book’s success, every goddamn second <3

shipthedame  asked:

Hi! I have... two questions, for now -- first, could you give some examples of alternatives to "please", "thank you" etc? Would things like "pardon me" work instead of "sorry"? And second, what are the rules to submit a drawing or story? (If I post it to my blog and @ you, would you reblog it?) I appreciate your taking the time :)

Some alternatives off the top of my head -

Please - if you don’t mind, if it’s not a bother

Thank you - cheers, you shouldn’t have (risky; they may take it literally), you’re so kind

Sorry - Yeah, I believe pardon me would work - it’s not admitting fault in the same way sorry is.

I will be honest, I am not great about checking my tag on the regular, and even when I do, the way things are sorting on this site means that I may not see it - it would be best to ask/message me a link to the post!

anonymous asked:

I finally told my best friend that I liked him and he said that he liked me back. I was so excited but then he told me he could never be with me cause I'm ace. Is there something wrong with being ace? Am I not dateable because of who I am? I just feel like I'm never going to find anyone who wants me even though I'm ace. I feel like I'm broken or something. -Sad Teen Ace

You are not broken, there is nothing wrong with being ace, and you are not undateable. Your friend has treated you terribly, and I’m so sorry you had to experience that. There is nothing at all about being ace that prevents you from having whatever kind of relationship you want, and being happy in it. You will find someone who is willing to love you for you.


anonymous asked:

Did you see that video Jimin posting on twitter with him and Jungkook? There's just something about it, I can't really explain it. Like it was soft and so comforting the way Jimin just lean on Jungkook's shoulder.I feel something different, like the opposite of the intensity I am used to seeing in a lot of Jikook moments.The viedo somehow makes me feel that's what their relationship is like behind camera, just simply being in love, like an ordinary couple. Sorry if I am just talking rubbish :/

Gwaaaaaaah I knoooow right, they were soooo cute idk what to think ^///o///^ And I’m pretty sure anyone would think the same: just show your non-kpop friends the video without context and I would really like to see what they think  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

but honestly idk what to feeeeeel with their recent posts lately. like who even does that? post repeated videos of them being in each other’s presence. it’s like jimin is proud that jungkook is with him and wants to show him off every time, and i think that’s so simultaneously funny and adorable. they’re just so…floofy <3 and the ambiance between them is just….gaaaah. 

I mentioned it in my tags but have you ever stopped to imagine how many of these vids Jimin/Jungkook have in their phones? And how many of these cute moments they have in general without filming them at all? It’s so hard to picture, because on camera they’re almost awkward with each other sometimes…but in moments like these where it’s natural or when the camera is not focused on them, they’re not. Even now, my sister is confused about their relationship. She keeps saying things like “Since when did Jungkook become such ‘good friends’ with Jimin?”, which we know they always were since debut days…but how come their on-camera interactions show such a drastic change/?

idk man i couldn’t tell you  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ but i have so many questions because of them…and from what I see, more and more people have been questioning as well recently ;)

so, so sorry

So I realize I’ve sort of neglected this blog which I am so very sorry about. My personal life has been rocky lately so I’ve also found my self buried in Fantastic Beasts fanfiction; both writing it and reading it. Why? Cause I’m now hard core Fantastic Beasts trash. I haven’t even seen any of the new SPN   D: it’s becoming a problem. 

Anyway, I’m diving into my ask box to get to your lovely messages! 

Hope you all are having a great Sunday!

Happy Hunting!

So I dipped my head into the rewatch chat tonight very briefly (damn timezones!), and just before I left I caught this…

…and unable to sleep (and ignoring the squirting bit because, well, I missed the context of what on earth she was talking about), my tired brain forced me to do this:

I am sorry. But you should blame @startwreck




WAS ACTUALLY A GIFT FROM @deathishauntedbyhumans !!


I love you, too, Moe! Thank you for the beautiful gift (and thank for telling me about my mistake oh my gosh) *many apologies and hugs and thanks*

anonymous asked:

intense make out sessions with the bois??( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

(∩ ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)━☆゚. * 。゚ I am here to write your sins~
(This post turned out very long, so I only wrote for some of the boys. The second part will be published in a few weeks!)
→ NSFW WARNING!! ← (Like… it gets pretty ”bad”, so watch out. But, hey… I do not write smut, so it’s probably going to be trash- and mistakes. Sorry about any mistakes. Can’t forget about mistakes.)

Shuichi Saihara 

  • It all started because of you.
  • After a long, busy day of school/work, you and Saihara have decided to visit this maid café you’ve stumbled upon on your way home.
  •  At first, everything was going… alright. After ordering, the two of you were having a small conversation until two of the six maids stopped by to check up on you.
  • You didn’t mind them at first, but as time passed by, you started to get annoyed with them to the point where you pinched the bridge of your nose in irritation.
  • Out of nowhere, one of the maids took Saihara’s hat just as you were about to open your mouth, while the other started playing with his hair.
  • …okay then.
  • Saihara, being the poor, defenseless boy he was, didn’t know what to say as a third maid came into your… “conversation”, taking his hand into hers as a small smirk played on her lips.
  • …Huh.
  • Okay.
  • H e l l  n o.
  • Getting up from the table, in anger, you ran over to your embarrassed boyfriend, grabbing him by the collar before smashing your lips onto his.
  • That rough, unexpected kiss you just gave him turned into a heavy, full make-out session in about 2 seconds, leaving all three of the maids to watch you in disgust.
  • But who could blame them? Saihara was drooling, moaning between the kisses and even choking as you didn’t give him a moment to breath.
  • …you got kicked out.

Rantaro Amami 

  • Ever since you started a relationship with Rantaro, your family has been dying to judge meet him. So, after a small talk with your green haired boyfriend, you have decided to introduce him to your parents.
  • Like with Saihara, everything was going alright at first. Both your mother and father seemed to love Rantaro, as well as your siblings.
  • Then, after you had this awkward dinner with everyone, Rantaro got… weird.
  • He was shifting in his seat at random moments, turning his gaze to your cat/dog just to avoid looking you in the eyes.
  • When you had enough of him, you excused yourself, grabbing his head and dragging him into the living room.
  • “Okay, what the hell is wrong with you?”
  • For a second, he didn’t respond as his cheeks were kissed a bright pink. He was… just staring at you with a pair of lifeless eyes, making you feel extremely uncomfortable.
  • When you at least expected it, he pointed down without a word.
  • You didn’t understand at first, as you thought he was pointing at the ground… before your eyes met his “standing friend”.
  •  …oh.
  • “Are you kidding me? Why now?!”
  • He didn’t know either, and, in all seriousness, he was way more confused than you were at the moment.
  • It took a few seconds for you to calm down, as you were about to go on rant about how “getting happy in your parent’s house wasn’t a good thing”. 
  • After a few seconds full of silence, you suddenly (yet once again) started dragging the your boyfriend without his consent towards the bathroom.
  • The abrupt chilliness of the room made the both of you wish to get out as soon as you got it, but there was no way you were meeting your parents with him being in his current state.
  • Just as you locked the door, your confused boyfriend finally took the hint and whispered a small “thank you” before grabbing your hips, forcing you to face him before landing a quick kiss on your lips.
  • From running his fingers along your hips to sinking his teeth into your neck, he never once let go of your trembling body. A few sounds even came out from you, letting him know that he could keep going.
  • He even attacked your unsuspecting mouth more than once, letting his hot tongue slip in and explore you.
  • When you thought he had enough, he pressed himself against you and somehow managed to take your shirt off, leaving your skin exposed for him to see and touch.
  • “…huh. It’s no fun when I’m the only one touching. Hey… do you also want play with my body?”
  • His voice was enough to drive you over the edge as you quickly nodded, feeling your body burn under his touch.
  • …wait just a second.
  • What.. what was that soun-
  • “What the hell’s going on in there?!”

Kokichi Oma

  • “Wow~ So this is (Y/n)-chan’s room!”
  • Having your boyfriend come to your house in the middle of the night was challenging enough, but this was just ridiculous. 
  • He was… checking out your room, observing every little thing he laid his eyes on with a bright smile on his face- the bed, the lamp, the pencils on your desk, the huge teddy bear sitting right next to the window- you name it.
  • “Why are you here…? Actually, no. Don’t answer. I’m… going back to sleep.”
  • You were too tired to even listen to his lies, and so you slowly started making your way towards the bed, the wooden floor creaking under your feet before a pair of skinny arms warped around your waist, scaring the living hell out of you.
  • “(Y/n)-chan, I came all the wait just to see you… don’t be a meanie! Didn’t you miss me?!”
  • And he was 100% teasing you again.
  • In irritation, you pushed him away and threw yourself onto the bed, nearly bumping your head into one of the walls… but you couldn’t care less. 
  • Sleep was the only thing on your mind at the moment, so…
  • …?
  • You suddenly felt something warm yet heavy land on your back, nearly chocking you and making you desperately gasp for air a few seconds later.
  • For some reason, you still felt pain in most parts of your body, so you couldn’t help but let a low moan escape your lips as a single tear raced down on your cheek.
  • Looking over your shoulder, you noticed Oma through your blurry vision.. staring at you with a blank expression on his face. He wasn’t moving… at all. And you had the feeling he will not be moving anytime soon.
  • “Hey, hey… I’ve been thinking, you know…”
  • Oh God.
  • “We have been together for a very long time…”
  • Oh no, no-
  • “We should deepen our relationship, don’t you think?”
  • Before you had the time to try and push him away from your body, Oma gently kissed the skin of your neck, earning a small moan from you. He then proceeded to leave more kisses down your neck and onto your shoulder, before stopping, his hot breath glued to your burning skin.
  • “Hey… should I be rough or should I be gentle? How can I make you beg for it? I want to touch you, (Y/n)… so much…”
  • Your body was a trembling mess, not only because of the pleasure you were feeling at the moment, but also because hearing Oma speak your name without honorifics was killing you.
  • “…Hey.”
  • As you glanced at him, your eyes met his lustful ones for just a moment, before they disappeard from your sight.
  • “…A…ah~! …ngh…~ O-Oma, what are you doing…?!”
  • “Don’t worry, I’ll just play with you for a bit, (Y/n)-chan~! Nishihi~”

anonymous asked:

Since you like hurt/comfort and some angst here and there, why not a situation where Marco recommends Tom go through therapy for some of his issues and while Tom wants to so he can really get better, he's also afraid they'll find something out about him that will mean he's just like his father and Marco tries to assure him that something like that won't happen. You could write some of therapy sessions too, if you wanted.

Ahhhh! I had so much fun writing this! Sorry it’s like super duper sad and really sad and I am so sorry hahah! I hope you enjoy it anyway and if you want me to write some of the therapy sessions just ask! I had a lot of fun with this, it was a vent thing and I really think it’s very sad, but I also think it’s good. Enjoy!


“I don’t know…” Tom murmured. Marco sat down next to his demon.

“Why not?” He asked. Tom yanked on his horns and shook his head, closing his eyes tightly. Marco got a worried look and scooted closer to Tom. “Tom? Sweetie, what’s wrong?” Marco asked, worried for him.

“I don’t think I want to.” Tom muttered.

“Do you have a reason?” Marco asked. Tom’s breath became a bit more labored and he shook his head, nuzzling against Marco. Marco didn’t waste any time, he wrapped Tom up in a hug and held him close, cuddling the demon close. “Tom, you can tell me, it’ll all be okay.” Marco promised. Tom took a deep breath and held onto Marco tighter.

“What if they find something out bad about me?” Tom whispered this very quietly. Marco pulled back and looked at Tom curiously. Tom wiped away a stray tear and took a deep breath. “Marco, I… I might be bad.” He whispered.

“No.” Marco cut him off. “Please stop saying that. What can I do to make you stop believing that?” Marco asked, cupping Tom’s face. Tom felt more tears well up in his eyes and he shook his head, nestling in Marco’s arms.

“It’s true! He always says so!” Tom cried. Marco made Tom look him in the eyes.

“Who says so?” Marco asked, already knowing the answer. Tom was quiet. “Tom, I told you this already, your dad doesn’t know you. He doesn’t understand you or have the right to tell you what you’re meant to be.” Marco explained. Tom just kept looking away, he didn’t want to think about this, he didn’t want the bad feeling to come up again. “Tom? Are you afraid they’ll find something out about you, that makes you just like your father?” Marco asked. At hearing these words exit Marco’s mouth Tom literally jumped. He tried to blink back tears but they slid down his face. Marco held him tighter.

“I don’t want to be like him. I don’t want to be a bad person, Marco.” Tom sobbed. Marco hushed him and rocked him back and forth.

“You aren’t, you won’t be.” Marco promised. He pressed his head against the demon’s and squeezed his hand. “I won’t let you be.” Marco promised him. Tom tried to calm his breathing but he was getting so frantic. He was evil, he was bad. Marco was a good person and he shouldn’t love him. He should love a good person. Tom bit his lip and fell totally limp in Marco’s arms, letting the human hold him.

“Marco… you can’t keep denying this.” Tom whispered. Marco pulled away and looked at him with an urgent look.

“What, Tom?” Marco asked. Tears flooded down Tom’s face.

“You know I’m evil. I’m a demon! We’re made to be evil.” He hissed at himself. “You’ve seen that side of me!” Tom cried, Marco tried to pull him into another hug but Tom shook his head and pulled away. “My anger problems! My feral side! And my trouble controlling my powers! All of those things do nothing but bring harm!” Tom sobbed.

“Tom please stop!” Marco begged. But Tom kept going.

“You shouldn’t like me! You shouldn’t LOVE me! I shouldn’t even be here! I should just go away! You’d be better off without me!” Tom pulled at his hair, trying to stop the tears from falling.

“Tom stop!” Marco shouted, not wanting to hear anymore. Tom was still rambling and Marco just trapped him in a hug, cutting him off. “Stop, stop, stop, stop.” Marco now had tears falling from his eyes as well. “You’re not bad, you’re one of the best people I know!” Marco’s eyes lit up. “I wish you could see that. Please stop, I can’t hear anymore.” Marco begged. Tom looked up and saw Marco had tears falling from his eyes. Tom clapped a hand over his mouth and backed away, scooting as far from Marco as possible.

“I-I didn’t mean to… I didn’t mean to hurt you.” Tom stammered. Marco looked confused and then felt the tears running down his face.

“No! Tom you didn’t hurt me.” Marco promised. Tom ran his fingers through his hair and had a stressed look.

“I made you cry…” Tom said, it sounded like he was talking to himself though. Marco wiped away his tears and shook his head, moving towards the demon, but Tom backed away again, unsure of what to do.

“Tom please listen. You didn’t hurt me! It… it was an emotional moment and I started crying, it wasn’t you, you didn’t hurt me.” Marco tried.

“You told me to stop but I just kept talking and now I hurt you! I made you cry I knew I shouldn’t be here! I knew I should have left you alone!” Tom sobbed, he the put a hand over his mouth. “I’m doing it again, I’m still saying the things that upset you! What’s wrong with me?!” The demon cried, sliding off of the bed and onto the floor. Marco tackled him in a hug and hushed him, trying to sooth his rambling and crying.

“Tom, please, just listen to me. Please look at me.” Marco begged. Tom obeyed and looked up at the human, it was hard to see through his tears though. “I love you, more than anything I love you.” Marco told him. “You aren’t bad, you’re the best person I’ve ever known. And I can prove it.” Marco assured. Tom looked curious as the human ran over to get his phone, he came back and held Tom close. “Remember a few weeks ago? I was freaking out because I was failing a class, and even though you didn’t think it was a big deal, you understood I was upset and you stayed up with me all night, texting me to make sure I was okay.” Marco reminded him, showing his all the messages. “A bad person wouldn’t do that.” Marco told him. “And that’s not the only thing you’ve done for me, but aside from all the little things, you help me, you always make sure I’m happy, you make me feel good about myself.” Marco told him. Tom looked up at Marco with wide eyes, listening to what he was saying.

“Tom…” Marco started, he held the demon closer. “When we were fighting those monsters that one time… you sacrificed yourself so I wouldn’t get hurt. But you did. Do you remember that?” Marco asked. Tom nodded a little bit. “I think about that every single day!” Marco cried. “You could have died, but you didn’t care, you wanted me safe.” Marco explained. “And I remember all the times I got sick or hurt and you would stay stationed by my bed like a guard dog, making sure I was safe.” Marco continued. “And I remember the time you got really hurt, but you kept saying you were okay because you were worried about me becoming anxious.” Marco laughed lightly at this and ran his hand through his hair. “You were sitting there covered in your own blood and you were worried about how I was feeling!” Marco exclaimed. He took the demon’s face in his hands and moved very close to him. “So don’t you dare, ever, EVER say that you are a bad person.” Marco demanded.

Tom took a deep breath and nodded. “Okay.” Was all he could manage to whisper. Tom didn’t know Marco remembered all of those things he did for him… he didn’t know it made a difference. He was just doing what he felt like he should. “Marco I… I’m sorry for freaking out, I’m so sorry.” Tom blubbered. Marco hushed him.

“It’s okay, You have nothing to be sorry for.” Marco promised. Tom kept crying and Marco held him close, letting the demon bawl. “It’s all going to be okay. You’re a good person. You;re a very good person and I love you.” Marco whispered. Tom gripped him tighter and cried. Marco felt the demon’s sobs lessen and looked up, seeing he had fallen asleep. He must have been exhausted from the panic attack he just endured. Marco kissed his head and hugged him tighter. “My wonderful sunshine.”

anonymous asked:

Hi again, I'm totally new to this Tumblr thingy and I'm not sure if you got my previous message, althogh I'm sure you get a lot. So, still, my question is: Are you planning on writing a Part 3 to add to your - absolutely awsome and addictive - Serendipitous Fate fanfic? I am terribly sorry if you read my message and you didn't write back for any reason and I'm already attacking you with another one. I hope that's not the case though and you won't be mad at me or anything. :) I love your fics

It’s fine, lol. I get a lot of asks about it ;D It’s on my list, but I’ve just got a lot on my plate at the moment and writing something like SF (it’s basically a book trilogy) requires a lot more effort than most of my other fics. So it’s just something I haven’t had the concentration to get back to. I will finish it, but it takes time :)

Originally posted by yourreactiongifs

alwaysadolphin  asked:

idr *which* su critical blog got a message about this so sorry in advance, but someone got a message about how, in the original su pilot, pearl and ame were more like sisters to Steven, and how they wished that dynamic was in the show - I just realized that that would cast Pearl's strained relationship w Steven in a different light (not BETTER, but uh. like 5% less horrifying i guess) where it's more like huge sibling jealousy and not Yr Alien Mom Trying To Off You Bc Of Unrequited Love, idk

unpopular opinion but yeah, i would much prefer this…

anonymous asked:

hi, sorry that this is random but i wanted to tell you that you seem like such a cool and lovely person and you deserve so much happiness. i know how it feels to think you're always annoying everybody you talk to but honestly you seem to have a wonderful personality and you are so creative and kind. honestly im 100% sure that u could just talk about anything for hours and i would listen happily, and i know theres lots of other people who would agree! sorry if this is weird i just wanted u 2 know


holy crap i don’t even know how to respond to this, just thank you so much for being so unbelievably kind and going out of your way to validate me when you totally didn’t have to :{ this really means so much to me because i am often manic which means i never shut up about anything and i’m always yelling lmao. especially on here, because the #1 thing i’m passionate about is writing/visual arts so i get so excited seeing other people being passionate about it too ;-; i’m not very good at containing myself so i always feel like i come on too strong and scare people lol. but knowing that you don’t mind that really really means the world to me and i’m so grateful ;~; i love all of you so muchhhhhh i’m cry

anonymous asked:

I hardly have an emotional bond with people because I never talk about emotions. The only thing I do is to tell jokes with a bit of truth behind them. I am really scared of being vulnerable and I can't open up without feeling shitty afterwards. I also see no purpose in life at all. What is wrong with me? What should I do? Sorry if I bother you!!

There’s nothing wrong with you, anon. A lot of people have a really hard time opening up. Maybe just take baby steps and start to talk about personal things that are easy to talk about, and really really slowly work your way to some things that are hard to talk about. Remember that your friends will begin to open up too, so there will be a sense of mutual trust. By both being vulnerable, you are both trusting each other with your emotions. 

Good luck! <3 

micamicster  asked:

Im so sorry to hear about your new health mishap! Is the honey raw or unpasteurized honey? Because while honey has incredible antibacterial properties which makes it mostly safe to eat unpasteurized, it can still be contaminated by a fungus. So if its not an allergy you may want to try taking an antifungal/buying some antifungal cream and see if that clears the hives up? I hope this helps/you feel better soon!

Thank you, it’s fully pasteurized honey so I’m not sure it could be that. I am hoping it’s just my body being super sensitive following illness and it will go away soon. I’ve got the allergist in like 2 weeks so I’ll be getting tested for bee pollen allergy as well as a whole host of other things :(

In the Dark ~4~

Hey to read Part 4, you should read the other parts before! 

Links- Part 1, Part 2, Part 3


Btw sorry @unicornsxfandoms for kinda torturing you about this. I repeat, I am sorry for making you wait a day after I finished this to read it. >.<

Warnings- (Why do I even say it?) Cursing, Violence, Insanity, Over-possessiveness


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anonymous asked:

I hear that you have some good reasoning as to why Evie should have worn a corset and am intrigued

wowsies, I haven’t notice this ask (beloved tumblr don’t show notifications, and i was on a hiatus for a bit) SORRY ANON!

(oK so I was screaming to @teal0gic about it for like solid 20 minutes, you can find the post under the cut)

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anonymous asked:

i just read what that girl sisefs said and....i'm in complete shock... yanderede ---- no, fuck that shit. evaxephon and is such a gross human being.. someone please stop the developement of the game before it comes even more terrible oh my fucking god i feel so sorry for her i am so scared

I know, i feel terrible for her. Just thinking of what his gross friends probably say about her is :/ ive seen the chat logs he had with her somewhere, hes such a snake lol he acts like a cutesy innocent anime protag until his real colors start to show