i am so emotional right now bc of this

I wanted to make a super sappy post because o how emotional I am right now but I’m honestly so speechless. Thanks to all the nctzens who helped achieve this win one way or another.

Did you see the way johnny mark and haechan had their little convo on stage bc they literally did not believe it? Did you see the way mark had his hands clasped really tight over his face because he was so happy in disbelief? Did you see the way haechan smiled proudly? How MC Doyoung, who always has something to say and never loses a chance to speak, actually hand over the mic because he was speechless? The way taeyong had to take in deep breathes so he could get through his speech without crying? The way they all held each other that this win, this trophy was physical proof that they were finally succeeding in the industry?

It’s not just the dream of 1 person, but all 9 acting as one that came true and for that I thank everyone who made CherryBomb1stWin happen

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there will never be a day when I don’t think of you

annnabanana  asked:

PLEASE HELP ME I JUST FINISHED THE DARKEST MINDS FIRST BOOK AND AM NOT EMOTIONALLY STABLE TO DEAL WITH LIFE RIGHT NOW BECAUSE IT WAS A FUCKING EMOTIONAL ROLLER COASTER THAT I WAS NOT READY FOR AND EVERY TIME I THOUGHT WAS OVER PLEASE FREAKING HELP ME ALSO HERES MY AGENDA: 1. Save/find/return memories to Liam 2. Marry Liam 3. Feel bad bc Ruby deserves Liam so give Liam back to Ruby 4. Murder Clanceys ass 5. Save Chubs 6. Find Suzume 7. Marry Liam again THANK YOU FOR LISTENING I HAVE NO ONE ELSE

This is my favorite ask I’ve gotten this year so far

@liamdarlinstewart let’s help her

a few Opinions

• yousana is not problematic or toxic
• even should tell isak about his past
• black clothes aren’t that hot pls stop
• noora doesn’t deserve hate just bc she has problems and it’s not her season
• season 4 is good and we need to let the plot come together before we get so angry
• yes today should’ve mentioned ramadhan but don’t go saying that iman is misrepresenting muslims because she’s a literal muslim
• i am so angry at the fandom right now
• everything will be okay
• yousana is not toxic
• yousana is not bad
• noora and yousef did not hurt sana on purpose, their kissing meant nothing, it does not make either of them bad people
• yousef is allowed to have emotions and he’s allowed to be upset since he thought that sana probably wouldn’t date him bc of their religious differences
• this season has a complex plot, not no plot, and it hasn’t come together yet so just be patient, my god
• think about like being unfriended and cut out by ur crush because you said straight up you’re not religious because of trauma in your past. that would hurt. so could u maybe not hate him for being emotionally vulnerable ????
• yousef and noora did something bad. they are not bad people. they just did something bad. they are both wonderful sunshine people and deserve to share their stories before we hate on them
• it’s important to not hate everything pls stop just be happy with what u get this is our last season come on dont ruin it for everyone

tough personal talk, which may upset or trigger peeps:

plz no reblabble

i just found out that a particular individual who has made my family’s life hell for years (wheedling money for drugs out of elderly grandparents, staying with some of us only to suddenly leave, getting kicked out of subsidized housing repeatedly and stumbling back to us, nearly burning someone’s house down repeatedly by trying to cook even though he was told not to bc we know it’s an IADL he *cannot* do alone, etc. etc.) has schizophrenia.

i do not know why i did not think of this (probs bc he never described hallucinations) but it makes a LOT of his weird theories about the government and desire to live off the grid make sense, suddenly

and i just feel so WEIRD bc here on Tumbls there is so much “don’t stigmatize”

and yet

this person did some AWFUL SHIT, and I am damn sure his illness was part of why

and i feel like a sinner, but my raw emotion right now?

is “I don’t like schizophrenia and wish it would just go away”

anonymous asked:

Yoonjin taking care of baby jimin?

“Why is he so ugly?” Yoongi asks, peering into the crib.

“Babies are always ugly for the first few weeks. He’ll get cuter. He’ll be so cute you won’t be able to resist.”

Yoongi wrinkles his nose. “I don’t think so.”

((“Dada!” Jimin gurgles and Yoongi reaches a finger into the crib. Jimin latches onto it and curls his tiny fist around the finger.

“Ok, he’s cute,” Yoongi mumbles and Seokjin laughs.

“Told you so.”))


“If you don’t want to be here, you don’t have to be,” Seokjin says as he changes Jimin’s diaper.

“It stinks,” Yoongi grimaces but he stays anyways and when it’s all done, Jimin reaches out and Yoongi picks him up and kisses his forehead.

((“I’ll change it,” Yoongi tells Seokjin who blinks, surprised, but agrees.

Seokjin doesn’t offer his help because he knows Yoongi will refuse it but he watches Yoongi struggle for half an hour until he finally gets it and Seokjin smiles.))

“Who would’ve thought Yoongi-hyung would be a father,” Hoseok laughs and Yoongi scowls.

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

Jimin lets out a cry and Yoongi turns around, digging through the baby bag for Jimin’s bottle.

Namjoon blinks. “I honestly didn’t think Yoongi-hyung even had parental instincts.”

Seokjin watches Yoongi fit the bottle to Jimin’s lips. The angle is awkward and Jimin won’t be able to drink that way so Seokjin stands to go help.

“He doesn’t,” he tells Namjoon. “But he’s trying.”

Jimin hits his head playing on the playground and he and Seokjin wait in the hospital while Jimin gets stitches.

“I’ve never been this scared before,” Yoongi confesses quietly and Seokjin squeezes his hand.

“I am too. It’s because we’re his parents.”

Yoongi nods and they wait, holding hands.

((When Jimin’s finally out, they sleep with Jimin curled between them for a week and if they wake up every so often to make sure Jimin’s still there, they don’t call each other out on it.))

On Jimin’s first day of school, Seokjin kisses Jimin’s forehead and hands him his lunch. “Be good, I love you,” he says and Jimin nods.

“Love you too,” he tells Seokjin.

Yoongi drops him off without Seokjin who said he couldn’t bear it if Jimin ran to him crying that he didn’t want to go.

Jimin doesn’t do that. He waves to Yoongi and skips in, smiling and Yoongi bites his lip so he won’t cry because his baby’s growing up so fast.

As he’s about to leave though, Jimin comes barreling out and hugs Yoongi ’s legs.

“I almost forgot,” he says and he tugs Yoongi down and kisses his cheek. “I love you daddy, have a good day!”

A lump forms in his throat and Yoongi kisses Jimin’s head.

“Yeah…love you too kiddo,” Yoongi croaks and Jimin grins and runs inside.

When Yoongi gets to his car, he buries his face in his hands and cries.

When Jimin gets called to the principal’s office one day, he and Seokjin come down to the school to see Jimin sullenly sitting in a chair. Another boy beside him is nursing a black eye.

“Why did you hit him?” Seokjin asks in the car and Jimin scowls. “Violence is never the answer.”

“Sometimes it is,” Jimin says and he locks himself in his room and doesn’t come out for dinner.

Jimin doesn’t talk to them the next morning either and they both go to work with heavy hearts.

Yoongi gets a call at work. It’s a Jeon Jungkook, the boy Jimin hit.

“I asked them to not suspend Jimin,” he says. “because I deserved it, honestly. I…made fun of you and his mom and I was just joking but he took it seriously. It was my fault so please don’t be angry with him. He’s…he loves you guys a lot.”

Yoongi bites his lip. “I…I know. Thank you.”

When Jimin gets his first college rejection letter, he locks himself in his room and doesn’t come out.

Seokjin slides a letter under his door and the next morning, Jimin comes out and hugs them both.

(((When we first brought you home, you were so small and fragile, we didn’t know how to hold you. We were scared of being parents and we didn’t know if we could raise you up to be all you could be. But we think we did a pretty good job and we are so proud of you. So proud. And nothing can ever change that. You’re not perfect but you are to us. We love you so much Jimin. Please come out. We’re making your favorite tonight.)))

When Jimin graduates, Seokjin and Yoongi buy him flowers and leis and take pictures until Jimin laughs and complains his face hurts from smiling.

Yoongi’s own heart is so full it hurts.

“He’s leaving for college,” Yoongi whispers and Seokjin nods.

“It’ll be quiet without him,” Seokjin says.

The unspoken “we’ll miss him” hangs between them, heavy in the air.

He and Seokjin hang back after the reception.

“How did it feel to walk him down the aisle?” Seokjin teases and Yoongi smiles.

“He looked really beautiful today.”

“Mm.”

Jimin kisses the love of his life in front of all his friends and family and Yoongi and Seokjin stand at the back, smiling so hard their faces hurt.

“I’m really scared,” Jimin confides to him. “Will I be as good of a dad as you, do you think?”

“You just bumble through and hope for the best,” Yoongi says. He squeezes Jimin’s hand. “I wasn’t very good at it but I did okay right?”

Jimin laughs. “What do you mean? You were the best dad ever.”

“I love you so much.” He hears Jimin say and he can tell he’s holding back tears.

“I love you too,” Yoongi says. “Seokjin’s waiting for me. You’ll be okay?”

“Mhmm,” and now Jimin’s crying, holding Yoongi’s wrinkled hand tightly in his own. “Sleep now dad. Say hi to mom for me.Tell him I love him.”

“Mm.” And with that, Yoongi closes his eyes for the last time.

sometimes when I’m sitting around I get really sad thinking about James and Lily’s deaths like if James had his wand he could have held off Voldy but he didn’t but he didn’t care because he was going to do whatever he could to try to save the two people he loved and Lily didn’t move and she didn’t budge when Voldemort went for Harry because hell no you are not getting near my baby like they spent their last breaths trying to save the people they loved AND I AM JUST SO EMOTIONAL RIGHT NOW BC HARRY WOULD HAVE GROWN UP AND BEEN LOVED AND HAD TWO PARENTS WHO HE MEANT EVERYTHING TO AND HE COULD HAVE HAD A BABY BROTHER OR SISTER AND NOT TO MENTION HIS GODFATHER SIRIUS AND UNCLE REMUS BUT NOPE THAT DID NOT HAPPEN AND I AM A PUDDLE OF MY TEARS RIGHT NOW WTF WHERE DID THIS COME FROM HOLY CRAP

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HE’S GLOWING DO YOU SEE HOW MUCH HE’S GLOWING? He’s so incredibly happy and grateful, his words only show the tiniest little piece of it. But his face! His face shows it all. Look at him, just look at him for a moment. The pure joy in his eyes, the disbelief, this cute little jump he does because he has no idea where to put all the excitement. And the overall relief because he finally allows himself to accept that there are people out there who love him - and that he’s worth their love.

This. This is the Jensen I want to see in every moment of my life. He didn’t expect to win this award - not in his wildest dreams. Because he simply doesn’t know his own value. He’s too genuine, too humble. He doesn’t know how loved and talented he is because he always focuses on others. He always praises his friends and promotes them whenever he has the chance to. He always points out how great and talented his co-actors are. But he never in this world expected that he will be the one to win this award.

And then look at Misha in the very end of the first gif. Because when he turns around again, he’s not that dorky guy anymore who’s making a funny video with a tea pot. No. He looks at Jensen and his whole face says “I know.”

I know how happy you are, Jensen. I know how you’re doing your best to be your cool old self right now. I know that you’d rather jump up and down in excitement like a five year old boy. I know. And even if you don’t believe it yourself - we all know that you deserve this award more than anyone else.

Owari no Seraph Chapter 48 TRANSLATED

Part One: Read Here!

Part Two: Read Here!

Part Three: Read Here!

Translations by: @panadabro (Thank you so much for the translations but it’s so difficult to separate ;-;); @meberon​ (with a few pharses), Heymi (a friend who helped translate an entire page bc the translations were missing gjhgskjdfhglsdk); and two other Korean friends along with a Japanese friend for a few phrases here and there~

Editing by: @lestkarrkingofeurope (I LOVE SUFFERING)

((This was so fun to edit and I’m so glad Lest Karr showed up in this chapter because MY BIRTHDAY IS TODAY AHHHHH <3 Lest is my most favourite character of all time and AHHH I’M SO SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW LOL LEST PLEASE SHOW UP AGAIN NEXT MONTH! Also everyone please, if he’s portrayed as an antagonist against Krul, I would appreciate it if you didn’t shitpost or express hate towards him in his tags… Thank you~))


(( OKAY THAT ASIDE HOLY SHIT THIS CHAPTER MAY BE ONE OF THE SHORTEST CHAPTERS [NOT *THE* SHORTEST, BUT ONE OF THEM] AND YET IT TOOK ME SUCH A LONG TIME TO TRANSLATE BC THERE WAS JUST SO MANY SPEECH BUBBLES AND THE TEXT WAS RELATIVELY SHORT SO I HAD TROUBLE SEPARATING THEM INTO THE PROPER SPEECH BUBBLES AND EVEN NOW I’M NOT CONFIDENT I PUT THEM IN THE RIGHT PLACE SO PLEASE FORGIVE ME JGHDFJKHGSLDKJGHDSLFKJG CHECK OUT THE OFFICIAL TRANSLATION ON MONDAY IF YOU CAN BC SEROUSLY FOR THIS MONTH I AM REALLY NOT SURE IF I DID THIS CORRECTLY AND STUFF SO AHH 

/SITS IN CORNER WITH SHAME

But altogether yeah it was fun~ And thank you to everyone who wished me a happy birthday YOU’RE ALL SO NICE AND CAME OUT OF NOWHERE I DIDN’T REALIZE THERE WERE SO MANY PEOPLE WHO CARED AND I’M STILL VERY EMOTIONAL LMAO I’M SUCH A NERD JUST LET ME DIE OF EMBARASSMENT THANKS– ;-; Thanks everyone you’re the best! <3 <3 <3

I can’t wait for next month’s chapter where Lest is going to definitely be in AHHHH SO HAPPY MY SON IS BACK~! <3

LOOK IT MY SON

Ashton Irwin Imagine → Jealous Much?

Pairing: Ashton x Reader

Request: Yes

A.N: I’m really sorry it took so long!

Yes I suck a choosing titles, well this was Clara’s idea but lets not talk about that. it sounds sassy as fuck but I dont wanna spend my evening with choosing a better one bc like i said i suck and no one probably cares so I should just shut up now.

Ashton’s P.O.V

Jealousy. It’s a terrible thing. Everyone knows that it’s one of the worst emotions a person can feel. It’s about wanting something you can’t have or it’s about another person having something you’re not having. Jealousy has a lot of sides and reasons and my reason in my current girlfriend (Y/N).

We’ve been dating for only three month, which still makes me very insecure about things. Am I doing everything right? Do I make her happy? I question myself loads of times lately. She’s been hanging out with my band mates more than with me which makes me think, does she really like me as much as I like her?

Today was one of those days. She’s touring with us for a few weeks since she just finished school and had some free time. I thought it was the best time we could catch up and reconnect but we haven’t had a lot of ‘alone’ moments. I don’t have that much time because of all the appointments with the band but in our free time the other boys were always around and I have to admit, I got jealous after a while. And not just a little bit. It was the end of her first week with us and we have been alone maybe 4 times?

It was Sunday morning and we all had breakfast together in the hotel restaurant. “So, do you guys have any pans for today?” She asked. “I think I’m staying in and sleep. I’m too tired to do anything.” Michael mumbled and yawned. “Well Luke and I wanted to do some sight seeing.” Calum laughed. “Maybe you and Ash could come along?” I wanted to say no, we finally had a day off and I wanted to spend time with her. Alone. But I saw how her face lit up and the excitement in her eyes. “I’d love to!” she smiled, “Are you okay with it?” She asked and turned to me. I didn’t want to disappoint her so I forced a smile and nodded. “Anything you want princess.” She gave me a quick kiss on the cheek and smiled widely. “You’re the best.” I sighed. It hurt that she wanted to spend time with my friends rather than me, but I love her and I’d do anything to make her happy. I was glad she’s here at all and not hundreds of miles away from me.

We spend the rest of the morning and most of the afternoon walking around LA. We had lunch at a steakhouse, went shopping and had coffee at Starbucks. All in all it was actually a really nice day but I was still a little hurt and still jealous.

Back in the hotel (Y/N) and I were finally alone in our room. She dropped her shopping bags on the floor next to the bed and walked over to me, her hands moving around my neck. “You’ve been so quiet today. Is everything okay?” She asked worriedly. I bit my lip and nodded. I didn’t want to ruin her day with my nagging. “Ashton.” She sighed and started playing with my hair. “You can tell me when something’s wrong.”

“It’s just…why do you never wanna be alone with me? You’re always hanging with the other boys and not with me. Sometimes I wonder if I even make you happy.” I blurted out.“ Her hands left my neck and she looked at me shocked. “I-I didn’t know you think this way.” She whispered. “You do make me happy. You make me incredibly happy Ashton! I’m so sorry I didn’t realize…it’s just, everything is so exiting for me! I’ve never been out of Australia before and when the other boys say they wanna go out I want to come with and explore the cities with my best mates and my boyfriend. I didn’t think it’d bother you so much.”

“It’s not bothering me. Not really. I’m happy you’re happy but I thought we could have some time to ourselves. But if you rather want to hang out with the others it’s okay. I understand they’re your friends as well and you miss them.” I shrugged and looked down to my feet. “Hey listen to me,” she started and cupped my face, “I love you! And I wanna spend as much time with you as I possibly can!” My heartbeat increased and a huge smile spread over my face. “You never said that before.” I breathed out. We never said I love you to each other. “Well I do! I love you and I’m sorry I made you feel this way.”

“It’s okay. It’s not your fault. I should have said something earlier. Maybe we could do some kind of compromise? Like we could do something alone on the weekends and occasionally when I have plans with you, and the the rest of the days with the other boys?” I suggested. “When you have plans with me huh?” She smirked and traced her fingers down my stomach. “Like what?”

“Like, tonight. I’m taking you out.” I said. “Sounds good to me.” A smile spread over my face and I pulled her in for a passionate kiss. “I wanted to say it first though.” I mumbled after we broke the kiss. Her eyebrows furrowed together, “say what first?”

“I love you.”

what she says: im fine

what she means: ive been looking through my old stuff trying to make myself cry because i feel like crying bc theres definitely some built up emotional issue happening here but the thought of me having emotions of love and romantic gestures that i tried doing some months ago dont make me sad anymore it just makes me want to actually vomit so like i dont really know what im trying to accomplish anymore so i put on a tiara and started screaming so thats where im at

I think I sent an anon ask like a month ago saying I’d make fanart for you so hERE’S THE FANART BC I LOVE YOUR VIDEOS

……I can’t believe I wasted a whole hour of my life drawing this and I didn’t even include chainyul, baekhoe or sebooty… smh :-(

(submitted by shimiizuu)


Oh my lord, I am real sick right now but seeing this just boosted my mood so much like honestly thank you so so much I have no words this makes me emotional T^T

And don’t even worry about not including those other three I mean Suho with the sign in the back and dreadlocks Kai makes up for it, I am really so thankful for this thank you so much it’s amazing I just don’t know what to say ;u;

WTF happened with The 100?!

I just couldn’t hold it in anymore, I expect nothing and I’m still let down by this show every week since S3 started. Read it or don’t( I’m not expecting anyone to read it tbh) but this is me just trying to figure out what happened with The 100 and it’s characters? I don’t even know anymore with all the basic writing and rushed decisions I just can’t.

It has some sort of evidence & I tried to put some gifs to light out my anger lmao but yeah so here I go. It’s long but i’m trying to make a point here okay. Bear with me.

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amy meeting dan and phil and reaches full emo potential

OK so my story is pretty Basic because i was in the second wave and they were a bit strict on what we could do (eg no autographs and we had to put the presents on the table so we couldn’t see their reactions) buT it was still amazing and the videos of me meeting them are what keeping me Sane right now sO please enjoy me Crying over the smallest things ever and recording Every Single Detail and it’s basically just being me being Emo over being able to meet my Faves and now i am Super Emo

i will post the video soON so im sorry that when i do if u notice something in the video that doesn’t match uP bc i really didn’t remember anything so i rewatched the videos like 43656457 times trying to get it all riGHT please tell me if there’s something i said wrong or miSSEd and I hope NOTHING IN HERE offends anyone cause I’ve REREAD it and hopefuLLY it’s alright!!!

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