i am so bored by this season

Lunch was a sandwich, roll up, and carrots with hummus.

I am however a little bummed I left my 3 smart point hummus at home, so I snagged one of the small cups in the office fridge. Apparently organic hummus cups are 5 points (like holy shit) for the same as my three table spoons I had to bring in. It was that tasty either, but filling with the carrots.

The whole meal was 10sp

Also, I I finished up on Pretty Little Liars today, so now on to the last three episodes of Orange Is The New Black…..I am still not impressed with this season. Much boring for me still…..oh well.

Love Conquers All (On Sherlock Season 4)

I’m currently re-watching Season 4, simply just to indulge myself, and mainly because I personally loved it. I thought I was done expressing everything I have to say about the matter in this post, but there has been an unending sh*t-storm still looming over S4 that has gone beyond what I had expected. Not to mention that things I’ve seen on Twitter earlier regarding the so-called Norbury movement.

I am not dismissing the fact that this season had its flaws, but there’s a significant meaning to it all that some people are dismissing because they’ve been blinded by their own illusions that I would want to highlight. For someone who had cried over and mulled over these episodes more than the past 3 seasons, this season gave my love for existentialism a baseline that tugged at the heart – the very reason why I wanted to talk about it.

Originally posted by esterlocked

Just a brief explanation, existentialism is the belief that life has no meaning in general. To quote Moriarty, “Staying alive… So boring, isn’t it? It’s just… staying.” However, what I like about it is the idea that society or any other factor is not responsible for giving life it’s meaning – it is solely up to the individual to discover it on their own.

With that said, I think this is why this season resonated with me so much, and I find the chaos in some parts of the fandom frustrating, especially to the point that the writers are being attacked for this. So as usual, I have to say something about it. Because instead of writing articles for work, I’m thinking about Sherlock.

Anyway, I’m just gonna go ahead with my point.


The Six Thatchers : Horrors Of The Past

This may be my least favourite among the three, but the message of this episode is clearly simple: we all have horrors that will come and haunt us in the future – and how we face it all comes down to the path we choose. 

We live hundreds, and even thousands of roles throughout our lives. And we all have our past; things that we regret, hate, cringe at, miss, still believe in, etc. But whatever that past might be, what I got from TST is that you can never run from your past as it catches up to you, but it is one facet of your life does not completely define you.

Originally posted by akajustmerry

Death has been played with through the past seasons that it seemed all too mundane to us now, in terms of the context of the show. But S4 is here to correct this notion in Mary’s persona. With Mary saying that Mary Watson was the only life worth living, it showed that we get to choose which part of our lives we live out the most.

Same with John and his ‘cheating’. To be fair, I’m pissed at the fact that this was completely out of character. But when the series culminated, I understood why they have to do it. We saw what we wanted to see in these characters as they were presented to us – John was supposedly honourable, kind, and courageous, but what is this? Who is this new John? 

This is where I head to my next point. 


The Lying Detective : Being Alive And Human

This episode made me cry buckets, to be honest. And it is because this is all about changing what you know about these characters and seeing them all in a different light. 

Here we see a Sherlock not led by the mind but the heart, a John who was weak against temptation, a cheater, someone who looked jealous from having the spotlight all on the detective – it showed that no one is ultimately good and that someone’s facade is not who they entirely are. It shows that everyone has their ups and downs because that’s what humanity is about. It illustrated that everyone was capable of being angry, desperate, conceited, weak, lonely, alone, etc. It highlighted how these characters are broken – especially Sherlock – and how redemption can mean so much more to a person. 

We all have our flaws, our downfalls, our agonies; but who are we really, at our most vulnerable? And who are the people willing to believe in us even if we’ve shown them our true, and sometimes, faded colours?

Originally posted by halloawhatisthis

“Taking your own life. Interesting expression, taking it from who? Once it’s over, it’s not you who’ll miss it. Your own death is something that happens to everyone else. Your life is not your own, keep your hands off it.”

This is a plea. That shutting down and ending your life is and should never be the answer. This is one of the most beautiful pieces of dialogue I have ever heard, and it’s a very upfront message about warranting a value on your own life. And for people to threaten the writers of the show that they are the ones who caused the lives that are put in the line or the self-harm that will happen due to their distaste for TFP is devastating to me.

And yes, there have been people tweeting Mark and BBC that they are and will be responsible for these lives, which is just unfair.


The Final Problem : On Love And Redemption

I’ve seen people questioning why Benedict said ‘love conquers all’ in one interview before the season aired. There has also been statements that this season will be ‘groundbreaking’, which others failed to see why, leading to the claims that the showrunners are queerbaiting.

Now, every single show, every single actor, not just in Sherlock, but basically everywhere, is being put in the microscope because they need to identify with something, and that they need to represent a cause — which I get! I advocate for this! But, just when the world is being careful about mixing up their characters or when they are inserting a gay character just because now, society is demanding them to, Sherlock had already presented that years before (note that some TV shows only became more open to having gay characters around late 2014, early 2015-ish onwards because people are becoming more vocal about it as inspired by those bold enough to make a first move, e.g. Glee). 

Here, we have an openly gay character (which is still another topic of debate but I stand by it when I say Irene used the term gay loosely), had openly gay actors play brilliant and unstereotypical roles, and for God’s sake, Mark Gatiss is a gay man who is behind this brilliant show, and  that’s the very reason they passed it off as normal. They didn’t do it in a way that we always have to be reminded that the character is gay, that there has to be a sex scene just to prove that they’re gay… it’s just there – again, as one facet of the characters. Sex, as something that has been explicitly expressed in the show, isn’t the only thing that defines a character or their relationships with someone else, and I appreciated that. They had a story to tell – the story of these characters as a whole and not just one side of them. 

And personally, I did see why they made their claims as indicated by my chosen title. When this season ended, Sherlock who claimed to have never been attuned to his emotions, had his eyes open and had embraced that he was also human, flawed, and is capable to love IN ALL FORMS. 

Originally posted by fangirlhani

He learned to value his life because of what happened to Mary, he had admitted that he also succumbs to his impulses with Irene Adler (texting or beyond that, depends on what you want to believe), he fully realised that he would never ever want to hurt and make Molly feel like she’s being used by him because she’s his friend, he was able to extend a more human side of himself to John more than he did before, he finally understood and accepted Mycroft’s intentions and actions which I think mended their relationship significantly (this one hits me to the core so much), and lastly, he discovered that if he was left in the air in isolation, he might have ended up like Eurus, which is why he never wanted to make her feel alone again. 

To me, it is groundbreaking because it left that cliche of someone running off into the sunset in the end and it’s all butterflies and rainbows. They wrapped it up with the characters still broken, but living through it day by day because someone chose to love, accept, and help them heal despite their flaws. 

It is what it is, they keep on saying, because that’s how life is. It can be unbearable and it can most certainly be shit, but in the end, whether you ship Johnlock, Adlock, Sherlolly, Sheriarty, Mollstrade, Mystrade, etc., if we all let love – self-love, romantic love, familial love, platonic love – all kinds of love in our lives, it will help us conquer all, within and beyond this show. 

I know that what happened to michael is proof the white cishet man can die too. But, although he wasn’t perfect, michael was everything the white love interest should be? He cared deeply about Jane’s background (those spanish vows were the most romantic thing ever said in a tv wedding). He used his privilege to help her family (he stopped abuela being deported like 3 times). When he was called out he changed his behaviour (remember in chapter two/three when michael said he was “glad to be the male presence in house meetings” and jane said “that’s not going to go well in our meetings” and Michael was just like “I’m glad to be invited???”). And how even though he behaved appallingly when he first found out jane was pregnant by the end he considered mateo his own son (he and jane always talked about having “another kid” cos they already had mateo???). Overall michael was just a great guy and I wish more cishet white male love interests were as good as him.

- I.. You look.. Wow.
- You said you didn’t get me anything.
- Yeah. Obviously I lied. So you’re leaving with Sebastian?
- Yes. And before you say anything
- He seems like a great guy. I tried to find some dirt on him but I couldn’t. Are you excited?
- I am.
- Good. You should be. You deserve something that inspires you, something that makes your heart race.
- I had that.
- I love you.
- What?
- I want to be with you for the rest of time, and that’s exactly what I intend to do, because happily ever after it’s real. And we’re gonna find it, together.
- So you think the fact that you love me, that’s supposed to change things?
- Yeah.
- Do you realize that when I told you that I love you, you told me you don’t do relationships, and you broke up with me?
- You never said you loved me.
- On Christmas. In that letter. The most girly, vulnerable, stupid, pathetic love letter I’ve ever written, and I must have checked that library a thousand goddamn times, and every damn time I hated mys- Why are you smiling right now?
- Because you look like a princess, but you don’t sound like one. Uh I never got that letter. If I- If I had, I never could’ve left.
- But you did. You could have been honest with me, told me the truth, and we could have worked it out together. And now I have a chance to do something great.
- I’m not asking you to stay. I- I want you to stay, or I want to go with you, but I want you to be exactly who you want to be. And I know that being with me’s not easy, but you’d be you’d be bored if it was too easy.
- No. I want easy. Okay? I want comfortable and I want calm. And Sebastian is.
- But he’s not the guy for you. I am.
- I came through the fire and it was so hard, ‘cause I was so in love with you. Jasper, I can’t do it again.
- I know I hurt you. I’m not expecting you to just run back into my arms, but.. if you leave this palace behind, don’t leave us behind. You’re my girl, Princess. And I’m gonna love you no matter what.
—  The Royals (3x10)

I am really getting the hang of digital art lately, so here’s another one of my babies! Can you tell Voltron’s season 2 really got to me yet? I’m way too invested in Galra Keith…

This honestly started out as a doodle I did while bored in bed cuz I was sick, but apparently I have no chill when I’m bored because this got detailed really fast. :X I ended up liking it so much that once I recovered enough to use the computer again I immediately started working on turning this digital and BAM! I love it even more now! :D Kinda wanted to add both the Voltron and Blade of Marmora symbols, but with one in horizontal and the other in vertical it wasn’t working out. So I had no choice but to exclude them. I cry. 

Seriously though if nothing else I want to at least see Keith with yellow, pupil-less eyes. Literally if that’s the only Galra trait he ever gets I’ll be happy. I really like the eyes okay?

PLEASE DO NOT REPOST ANYWHERE ELSE. NO PERMISSION TO REPOST HAS BEEN GRANTED WHATSOEVER. 

The Sherlock fandom must have gone mad

Guys, I’m reading your hysterical reviews and they make me sad.

TFP WAS SHIT BECAUSE JOHNLOCK HASN’T BECOME CANON. How stupid must one be to honestly think so???? Hey, maybe you haven’t noticed in 13 episodes, but this show doesn’t have canon pairings. It has fanservice scenes for each one, for shippers of every pairing could be happy. This is sort of the trick? Johnlock? They fucking live together. Two men. Raising a daughter. Sherir? That SMS, plus Eurus insisting Sherlock had sex when heard him playing her theme. Sheriarty? A whole damn kiss (well almost), and a whole blank page of how Sherlock survived. Look, isn’t it cool: all shippers have space for maneuvers. For me, it is enough. Hating TFP and series 4 in general because you wanted to see John and Sherlock banging and you haven’t got them banging is fucking childish.

THE PLOT IS UNREALISTIC AND TWISTED. WHY COULDN’T EVERYTHING BE LIKE IN SERIES 1? okay, you know who would start whimpering first if everything would as nice as pretty as in series 1 and 2? YOU. We have four seasons, each brilliant in its own way, and each unique. Yes, season 4 was nervous, mind-crushing, unexpected in so many ways, but it was fresh, I would even say, refreshing. We got Sherlock as a human, Sherlock as a crazy drug addict, Sherlock as a brother, Sherlock as a friend. This series is absolutely amazing in terms of his character development, the MAIN character development. Remember the first scene we meet him? He’s beating a dead body. In TFP, he’s breaking a fucking coffin. Would you like Sherlock to stay as in series 1 forever? Really?

EURUS IS A SUE. Great, now why wouldn’t we take a look at the concept, not at the character from the point ‘are they are realistic enough to meet them at the grocery?’ Eurus is what Sherlock could become. Dangerous, sociopath, playing wicked games, super clever…lonely. Eurus is what he would be if not for his friends. John, Molly, Lestrade. Moriarty and Irene. Mycroft and mrs. Hudson. Sherlock has them; Eurus has no one. Locked in prison, alone with her mind, she must seem a cliché of an Evil Genius to you, but to me, she seems a dark side of Sherlock himself. A dark side that he confronts, and wins. The scene where they play violins, it’s amazing. I cried. From this perspective, Eurus is a striking, fantastic character. A Sue? Ah, I forgot, you need to meet her in the grocery to believe in her.

I’ve ranted here for too long, but I hope you got me. Sherlock has never been a show where the writers chew everything for us. It has never been a story with one dimension. And it has never been, and was never supposed to be boring. You may yell about how unrealistic and bad-written s4 is, but of we’d had three copies of s1 instead, you’d long for action and twists. There may be another season after it, maybe not (I believe there will not, but Moffitiss are so good at violating people’s expectations), and yet I am happy about what I’ve seen.

Sherlock is a wonderful show. And I don’t need to see two male characters banging to say so.

anonymous asked:

I dont think they'll kill Sam and Dean off for financial reasons. The show had a lot of talk about planning a supernatural movie after the show is done and also tried to launch a spin-off once already they are going to want them for these plans, or at least the possiblity for it. If they kill them and everyone else SPN is dead truely, closure included you cant sell stuff on that like with the feeling of being able to rejoin Sam and Dean anytime any plans etc over i dont think that

Hmmm… okay so valid point, if they will actually go there… I dunno if they will, If SPN ends with Sam and Dean just driving off in the impala I will honestly feel a bit cheated, because it will mean no development in all 13+seasons. Bibros will love that of course, but I think it would be a massive anticlimax. 

The way I see it, SPN had two possible endings:

1. They all die in a blaze of glory, just like Dean always says and the ending that we KNOW Jared and Jensen and Misha all want. None of them see a happy ending for the show, they all think that the characters will die for the world. This ending makes sense considering the song of the show is “carry on wayward son” and really, that song is all about death isn’t it? We could STILL have destiel in this ending, and have them all reunited with those they love in heaven, it could be tragic but still hopeful and happy in a way. Like they all end up sitting around the bar in the roadhouse and all the old characters come back and yeah, maybe Dean will smile at Sam as he is reunited with Eileen (or even Jess?!) and gives her a kiss, and then Cas walks up to Dean and stands by his side, they smile at each other and all the happy faces all around them and then Dean takes Cas’s hand and thats that. End scene.

It is an option that will actually be incredibly bittersweet. Something like the Wayward Daughters spin off could still go on but the original cast wouldn’t be able to do one off episodes with them. But then would they really need to? Wayward Daughters doesn’t need Sam and Dean and Cas paying a visit every now and again to be successful. It will have Jody and Donna and Claire and maybe even Rowena could be like a Crowley character… I don’t think a movie is a good idea personally… I get flashbacks to the X Files movie and well, I wouldn’t want it to tank. 

2. We are still going for Dabb’s happy endgame idea. Who knows, maybe they will bring Eileen back? I was wondering if maybe that mystery character from the promo is the Nephilim baby from the future? Maybe he’s all grown up and tries to convince them all to let him live and gives them each a gift and the gift he gives Sam is Eileens life back? Who fucking knows eh? 

if the endgame is still happy, then it will have to be something to do with the boys not quite leaving hunting, but settling into a Bobby type role and also training up the next generation of hunters. Sam would rebuild the global men of letters from scratch (since the Brits will probably be in ruins by the finale) and recruit people from all over the world to watch over the Supernatural and start a global organisation of worldwide protection. Perhaps the final season will actually be about the world becoming aware of the SPN?! Sam would control that (a true man of letters) WITH A FUCKING DOG! and Dean and Cas would still travel, go hunting together (Cas would be human) and yeah, I can see that happening I suppose but it doesn’t make sense to not give Sam SOMEONE outside of his brother and Cas.

The reason that this option doesn’t seem so likely to me now is that they were BUILDING on Sam’s endgame in the subtext for two seasons!! His dreams of ‘someone’, his saving of the retirement leaflet in his keepsake box, his questioning of who he is and what he wants now. (he never managed to convince me that the hunter life is what he WANTS even if he has accepted it). Eileen was a big part of that… so I just don’t get it? It really confuses me that they killed her when she seemed like someone who could be so important for the future and for the endgame?! Could so many of us meta writers have been wrong about Eileen’s role? To me, it feels like a massive wasted potential and now I’m just completely lost for this endgame idea.

Perhaps the true endgame is a mixture of both of these? Could one brother live and the other die? Could that be the true endgame? Sam accepting his fate and sacrificing himself for the world in a repeat of Swan Song but this time he goes to heaven and reunites with those he loves, but the codependency is broken and Dean accepts his brothers death for real, and in his place gets a human Cas? (that would certainly be controversial to certain darker sides of fandom…)

Honestly I just don’t know. I’m upset that Sam’s friend had to die. Because she was SAM’S friend. One of the only friends he has outside of Dean, or who Dean hasn’t connected with more than him. Even if it was completely platonic between them, its still really annoying that Sam had that taken from him. He never gets to bond with anyone outside of Dean. 

*sigh* I’m so tired nonny. I don’t think I could deal with a movie or it dragging on for another so many seasons. I WANT it to end at the moment, I am sick of seeing these characters suffer. If you keep adding more hurt to the mix without any comfort the audience eventually gets bored. SPN is becoming too painful to watch right now. 

Who knows how it will end really? Or when. So long as it does end and so long as the characters get the ending they deserve, an ending that is satisfying and beautiful and makes sense according to the story so far. Anything less would just feel cheap and broken.

All His Friends (Jack Johnson)

“I’m gonna head out, okay? I’ll text you in the morning,” I say, resting a hand on Jack’s shoulder.

I’d been sitting in the studio with all of the Omaha squad and a couple other people for over 2 hours just listening to their music and it was great, but part of me felt like I didn’t belong here. I mean, I was kind of starting to choke on the smoke, and everyone else was at least slightly drunk, even though half of them weren’t even legal.

I on the other hand didn’t drink or smoke and was probably the only person here who could drive if need be. I loved Jack but I wasn’t really sure that his friends loved me. I mean they smiled at me and we hung out together, but I knew that if I wasn’t dating Jack, they’d want nothing to do with me. I’ve never been a social girl, I could never hang out with the ‘cool’ kids, Hell, I could barely hold up a conversation. And yet here I was, hanging with people who were followed by millions because of how social and talented they were.

He turns away from the soundboard he was working at and looks at me. “Are you okay?”

“Yeah,” I say, pulling my bag little higher onto my shoulder. 


He gets up from his chair and grabs my hand, looking at me in a questioning way. Still he says, “Okay,” and grabs my hand, “at least let me walk you out.”

We head out and once we’re on the street I hug him tightly. He nuzzles into my neck and softly pecks me there before pulling away.

“You’ve got a safe way of making it home right?” I ask, knowing he shouldn’t be driving on his own. Surprisingly though, he’s pretty calm and focused despite being half-drunk and high.

“Yeah, we’ll just call an Uber or taxi or something.” I nod and turn to walk off, but he grasps my hand a little tighter, making me turn back around. “We’re gonna go to Sam and Stass’s place tomorrow night, you coming?”

“I… I don’t think I can,” I say, knowing full well that I have absolutely nothing to do tomorrow. 


I can see the disappointment on his face and immediately feel bad. “Oh okay.. well, I’ll call you later or come over after we’re done tomorrow, around 10 okay?“

"Yeah, sure,” I say, giving him a smile even though I’m exhausted.

—–
*the next night*

At about 8:30, a knock on the door sounds through my studio apartment. I head directly to it from the couch, in just my sweatpants in a tank top, hoping it’s the pizza I ordered.

When I open the door, there Jack is, holding my large barbecue chicken pizza and giving me a disapproving look.

“Is this all for you?”

I shy away and look to the ground. “Maybe?” I say quietly.

“Well, now it’s for us,” he says, pushing me to the side gently so he could come in and set down the pizza. “I thought you were busy tonight, Y/N.”

“I am,” I say in an attempt to defend myself. “I’m busy rewatching the entire Gilmore Girls series in preparation for the season coming out.”

“Mind if I join you?” I’m surprised he asks.

“Not at all,” I say, then halt as we head over to the couch with some paper plates. “It might bore you though,” I add.

“Nah, not at all, my mom used to make me and my dad watch it for ‘family bonding time’. Don’t tell her that I secretly liked it. But we never finished so why not watch it with you,” he explains.

We sit down and get comfortable. He’s got his feet up facing one end of the couch and I’ve got my feet up going the other way but in the middle he’s rested against the back of the couch and I’m on his chest.

Two or three episodes and half a pizza later, he speaks up.

“So why did you tell me you were busy tonight?”

I take a deep breath. “Well, technically I never said I was busy, I just said I couldn’t make it. And how did you know I was here?”

“Answer my question first. Why didn’t you wanna go tonight?” he’s got his arms wrapped around me now, sitting up.

“I don’t think your friends like me,” I mumble.

“What?” he says.

“I don’t think your friends like me,” I say a little louder.

“No, I heard you the first time. I just can’t believe you think that. Baby, they love you,” he explains. I give him a questioning look and he continues, “I’ve brought a lot of girls around them but you’re the only one I’ve brought more than once. You know why?” he doesn’t wait for an answer, “It’s ‘cause they actually like you. And they get that you’re kind of quiet and stuff but they don’t care.”

I continue to look at him like I don’t believe him and he goes on.

“Dillon said that he loves you becuase you’re the only one who keeps paying attention when he shows us track after track. Nate said you’re his new favorite cuz you’ve helped him finish multiple songs. G loves you ‘cuz you hang with Madison when he’s busy and don’t let her get left out. And Sammy loves you cuz you laugh at his crappy jokes and participate in his stupid snapchat skits,” he hugs me tighter, “And most importantly, I love you. More than I’ve loved any other woman. Except maybe my mom, but she doesn’t count. “

I laugh and he joins in, knowing he’s convinced me. “And now you can’t leave because we’re all attached to you,” he says, kissing up and down my face repeatedly and making me laugh even more. “When I came in to Sam’s tonight, everyone was wondering where you were. They missed you just as much as I did. So please, please come with me next time, okay?”

“Sure,” I say, smiling and kissing his cheek. “But you still have to answer my question, how did you know I was here?”

“Because, sweetheart, I know you too well,” he says, “Also, I texted Y/B/F/N and she said that you were planning on laying around tonight.”

“That snitch,” I exclaim, but also thank her for initiating this talk.

“I personally love her,” he says, “Now turn on another episode, I’m dying to know if Logan and Rory are gonna get together.”

I laugh at his interest as I pick up another pizza slice and the remote, cuddling deeper into the shoulder of the guy I’ve fallen deeply in love with.

Masterlist

Prompt List

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A/N:
Thanks for reading, hope you liked it. I feel so bad for people who request things just because I take so long to get them up. But just know, if you have requested something I do work hard to write something that I hope you’ll love and that I actually spent time on, so it’s not like I’m just ignoring your request.

Anyways, hope everyone had a nice holiday, I know I did. I got like $60 worth of Starbucks cards so I guess I’ll be there often. I am on break so another request will be out by the end of the week and I might even put out something of my own I’m working on. Even though I do have a few requests to do REQUESTS ARE OPEN y’all. It might take me a minute to get to it but it will be done. Also at the beginning of summer I posted a song list hat you could request and I’d write an imagine to it and I’ll be reposting that soon with some songs added so look out for that!

Peace,
that-fandom-tho.

Dearly beloved

The off-season is well on its way and my batshit crazy job has calmed down a bit so I am currently in a state of lethargic boredom. Past experience told me that such state has a good chance of casting a death spell on any blog I have. Don’t really want that happening to this one so if you guys have any suggestion as to what I should gif next, feel free to send ‘em in. 

To give you an idea of how bored I am, here are some random LGC gifs I just whipped up because reasons. 

shameless baseball plug™

Hello!!

Hockey season has now come to an end, and I, a simple baseball child, am here to tell you why these boys of baseball should have some room in your heart.

1. They play 162 games a year. That’s right, 162! That’s nearly double hockey season and almost every day. Plenty of baseball to go around!

2. Shenanigans! So many shenanigans! Baseball involves a lot of sitting around, so when the bench gets bored, great things happen. (see: carlos martinez and michael wacha’s cup incident.)

3. The game is pretty easy to understand. Baseball is more of a slow paced game and therefore, easier to pick up on. You’ll be hooked before you know it!

There are many more reasons, and I don’t want to bore you. The long story short, baseball is a great game and if you don’t have any sports to watch now that hockey is over, the ballpark boys would love to have your support.

And, lastly, my own shameless plug, Go Cardinals! 

anonymous asked:

Hei, hei Ingrid! I was wondering what you thought of this season so far? I know there are a lot of people with a lot of strong opinions, but I would really like to know what YOU think :)

Hey! I love seeing Sana and I love seeing the girl squad again, I am way more positive than 90% of the “fans” (weird that they consider themselves fans when all they do is complain) however, I’m not gonna lie, I do find it to be a bit slow. A little bit boring.

They are really blowing up this hate account shit when there is no danger? Not to Isak, not to Sana, not Noora (even if they used her email) like, IT WAS MESSAGES. it was messages that Sara had actually sent. Was posting them ugly and vengeful and unnecessary? Hell yeah. But it’s not a crime and it’s just a little boring that there is so much attention on it. I’d like to see more Yousef, more of Islam, more of Sana.

And while I enjoy finding out about what happened at Bakka I feel like they’re just dragging it out….

I really enjoy following Sana though. I love how transparent she seems now, when she was so closed off before. I feel like I can tell exactly how she’s feeling by just one look at her (Iman IS AN ANAZING ACRESS). I love that we learn why she’s so cold and hard all the time, that we see clearer the struggles she’s facing. I love learning about her because she struggles with things I never will, and it’s important that us white non Muslim Norwegians know.

I love seeing how she deals with hate, with love, with faith, with insecurity.

I don’t find it boring that it’s a lot about the russebuss, I see a lot of people complain that it doesn’t matter because we’re not gonna see it. I don’t mind at all, BUT it’s too much talk about Even (can’t we just hear EVEN say what happened) and it’s too much focus on Vilnus and this hate account thing)

I’m way more interested in Jamilla, in Sanas parents, in Yousef, in Elias, in Sanas oldest mysterious brother, in what happened at Urra, if Sana passed the mid term, if she’s gonna change her makeup, where she buys her clothes… it goes a little bit slow right now, BUT I still love the season nonetheless.

anonymous asked:

I'm actually so so sick of this because I am beyond bored of fucking noora and fucking William they were a nasty relationship that ended a season ago. Can Julie please put it to bed and focus on Sana????????

literally i have a grave ready for that noorhelm trash, waiting to be filled.

Bamon will always be endgame to me despite the Vampire Diaries finale! Here is my main reason why

I personally feel and will always believe and feel that Bamon will always be endgame for many reasons and why I think Delena is completely wrong. In Season 5 episode 10 Damon told Elena that he is bad for her, 6 episodes later in Season 5 episode 16 he confirmed what I have always thought and what a lot of people deny and refuse to accept that Delena (Damon and Elena) are toxic and are not and never were right for eachother. People that continue to deny that should watch the Elena and Damon breakup scenes in Season 5 episode 10 and Season 5 episode 16. All of this about Delena being toxic and bad for eachother and how they don’t work as a couple comes straight from Damon’s mouth in Season 5! I have always felt that Elena wanted to change Damon for her own benefit, not for Damon himself which is why I always think and believe that Bamon (Bonnie and Damon) belonged together and were and are the right match for eachother, more then Delena. What I like about Bonnie is that Bonnie never had to force Damon to change, he did that himself with Bonnie’s help and guidance, Bonnie doesn’t put up with Damon’s bullshit, when he’s in the wrong she doesn’t defend him, she lets him know what he has done wrong and allows and makes him decide to do the right thing, she accepts him for who he is. Bonnie and Damon are able to have deep, meaningful and heartfelt conversations with eachother, all Damon and do is have sex and argue, Damon has never told Elena he loves, respects and admires her the way he has done with Bonnie (the letter scene in Season 8 episode 10 and when Bonnie tries to kill him in Season 7 episode 21) Damon can be himself when he is around Bonnie without worrying about what she would think and how she would feel, like he had to do when he was with Elena, Damon genuinely smiles and laughs when he is around Bonnie but not with Elena, he has never laughed or smiled with Elena, he has done with Bonnie (Season 6 episode 15. The Bamon reunion hug when Bonnie returns) Damon and Bonnie work together as a team when fighting the villains and are always saving eachother’s lives, I have never seen Elena and Damon work as a team, Damon is always saving Elena. Damon dessicated himself for Bonnie and Stefan not for Elena. Damon tells Bonnie things about his past that he has never told Elena (like his war stories in Season 8 episode 10) I can go on forever but people will get bored. Yes I am a bamon shipper but I do watch the show and I have seen many differences between Bamon and Delena and I agree with Ian about how he thought that Bonnie was a healthy relationship for a Damon, yes he is a bamon shipper like so many others but people have a tendency to say he only likes Bamon because he is not a fan of Delena. I personally feel that he, like myself just watched the show, knew his character well and was only speaking the truth about Damon’s character development because think about it, Damon was still hung up on Elena he didn’t move forward because of Damon pining for Elena and for Ian that must of been so boring as an actor. I think some people can’t accept change as believe that Damon should only be with Elena, if people think that they obviously didn’t watch the show and didn’t pay attention to the show and the storylines and only paid attention to the Delena storyline but what didn’t help was Julie Plec’s obsession with Delena. People say Bamon was only friendship or a brother-sister relationship but I disagree, I saw friendship and romance between Damon and Bonnie. Bamon have a lot of things that Delena will never have and could never compete with when it comes to Bamon, Bonnie did more things with and for Damon then she did with Enzo, Bonnie expressed so much more emotion whenever she was with Damon then she did with Enzo, Bonnie did more things with and for Damon then Elena did, Damon did more meaningful things and said more emotional and loving words to Bonnie then he did with Elena. In my opinion Damon was human when he was with Bonnie, not with Elena and no one can convince me otherwise, I am extremely proud to be a Bamon shipper and a Somergraham fan! Bamon shipper and Somergraham (Ian and Kat) fan for life!

Although I always have my quibbles I think this was actually my favorite episode of the season, just in minute-to-minute entertainment. I loved all of the stuff with Raven and Abby and Murphy and the Boat Team. I loved all of Octavia and Kane and Echo and Ice Nation. I really liked some of the choices in the Arkadia stuff and I liked that the list plot has turned over to the next stage. I am really excited about next week. I’m upset for Bellamy and pumped to see Bob act next week. I’m thrilled for Octavia of Gondor. I’m anticipating Niylah scenes. I can’t WAIT for Clarke to lose her shit over Bellamy being a hostage.

This episode moved fast and was never boring and the fights were great and the drama was great and so much happened to move people around. I’m into it.

Part of my feels overwhelmed at how much I am having fun this season compared to last.

My personal top 10 anime for summer season so far!

10. Himouto! Umaru-chan

9. God Eater

8. Charlotte

7. Jitsu wa Watashi wa

6. Rokka no Yuusha 

5. Gate

4. Prison School

3. Shimoneta

2. Gangsta.

1. Gakkou Gurashi!

anonymous asked:

Hey khiwatari-san.. I'm kinda follow yr updates in twitter and it seems that u're busy with works. Thanks so much for translating axk and still didn't give up till now. Love u so much!! ;) and is there any other anime/manga that u have been following right now?? I've already watch what youtube had recommended me :\

Yes, work is very busy lately, actually, it has been busy since mid 2016… and sorry for making everyone bored with my rants on Twitter.  Since twitter is so convenient and usually it is the only app that works when my phone internet signal is weak I always spam on Twitter XD  THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEARING WITH MY RANTS!!

I have not been following too many anime/manga lately for obvious reasons stated above. There isn’t anything this season that caught my eye immediately like AxK and BSD~

For anime, I am following:

1. Boku no Hero Academia

2. Clockwork Planet- recently got into this because it’s the same author as No Game No Life, but I like the latter better 8D

And for manga, I just finished reading “Akuma ni Chic x Hack” by Tanemura Arina-sensei. I think her works are the only shoujo I am reading right now and everything else I read is shounen XD (I own every manga of hers except “Neko to Watashi no Kinyoubi” and going to buy the two volumes of Akuma ni Chic x Hack later~)

Manga I am following are Aoharu x Kikanjuu (obviously), Bungo Stray Dogs (obviously), Boku no Hero Academia.

Some series I am following the light novel instead of the manga version, including Sword Art Online and No Game No Life~

Nope! (Mitch Marner)

Anonymous said:

can you do an imagine with mitch marner where you guys go to a haunted house at a theme park or carnival? thank you ❤

Word count: 1773

Author’s note: I had so much fun writing this!

Originally posted by marntthews


“Mitch, I really don’t think this is a good idea.” You say as Mitch leads you towards the entrance of the haunted house. When Mitch said he wanted to take you to the carnival, you thought that you guys would ride some roller coasters and play some games before calling it a night. Mitch, however, loved haunted houses. He said that he did them all the time and never got scared. This haunted house, however, was known as ‘The Scariest Haunted House in Ontario.’ It was based off of ‘American Horror Story,’ which was one of your guys’ favorite shows. Of course, just because you liked the show didn’t mean that you wanted to live it. Needless to say, you weren’t too thrilled that Mitch wanted to do this one.

“C’mon, (Y/N), it’ll be fine! I’ll be right by your side the whole time.” You and Mitch take your places at the end of the fast-moving line.

“This isn’t one of those haunted houses where the people can touch you, right?” You make sure. Mitch shakes his head.

“No. They’d make you sign a waiver before we went in. Besides,” Mitch stands up a little straighter. “I’d be here to protect you the whole time.” You raise an eyebrow.

“You told me that you almost screamed when Chara was about to check you the other day.” You point out. Mitch blushes and stutters.

“Chara’s a whole hell of a lot scarier than any monster in there, I can assure you of that.”

“Fine. We’ll go.” You tell him. Mitch whoops as you reach the front of the line. You guys hand the bored carnival worker your tickets as he gestures for you to step through a door.

“This isn’t so bad.” You say shakily as you look around. Right now, you two are just walking through a dark hallway. Then, your heart drops.

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