i am so ashamed of myself oh my god

I'm sorry

1 January 2017
I dread the day in which I will hurt  you. You  were always so good to me. But I can’t do this anymore. You always said, “I don’t know what I would do without you” but it kills me to say that you will have to find out soon. I keep letting myself come back. I once tried leaving and seeing how that affected you tore my heart to shreds. I felt ashamed. I felt disgusted. I came back and I never thought that I would have to leave you again. This isn’t easy for me because I made it my number one priority to always make you happy. I hurts me so fucking much to do this to you a second time. I’m sorry. I never wanted things be like this. Oh god I am so sorry. If this makes you angry, be mad at ME, yell at ME, curse at ME, because this is not your fault. If you cry, talk to someone. Don’t keep it inside. This isn’t your fault. It’s not.

anonymous asked:

So I am ,,,, ashamed. I've always read your url as "adieu tho" and I was always really confused but then that person with the short fic did the thing and now I realize it's A.Hoe and I am so ashamed of myself right now

oh my god 😂😂😂

don’t be ashamed! it takes me awhile to get some urls too and this is really funny

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A/N: This is my entry for @supernaturalfanficc 50 Shades of Supernatural challenge. This was so much fun to write and I’m so happy with the end result. I hope you guys enjoy reading it. Y'all should know by now but thanks to my awesome beta, @chaos-and-the-calm67

Pairing: CEO!Dean x Assistant!Reader

Warnings: Smut, implied smut, all the smut, dirty talk

Word Count: 1647

Originally posted by dean-winchester-crush


“Do you trust me?” His eyes dark with lust, on the verge of losing control as you lay under him, but he would never do anything you didn’t want. You knew that.

“I do,” I breathed.

“Good. Now spread those legs for me, Babygirl,” he instructed.

I do as I’m told, my body tingling with anticipation as a pair of green eyes stare down at me. It’s overwhelming, the way he’s staring at me. I didn’t think I could last much longer, especially with his gaze following my every move like that.

He crawls onto the bed, his body fitting perfectly in between my legs. His mouth captures mine in a tender kiss before he trails his lips down my body, the sensation alone making me dripping wet for him. Only for him.

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Somebody one told me
The world was gonna roll me
If I lived the way that Jesus said
That I would look kinda dumb
With my finger and my thumb
In the shape of an L on my forehead
Well
The fears started coming and they didn’t stop coming
But I trusted in the lord and I hit the ground running
It didn’t make sense not to live for the lord
So I found my purpose and never got bored
So much to do
So much to say
So what’s wrong with living in the lord’s way
You’ll never know if you don’t go
They’ll never know if you don’t glow
(This next part isn’t a typo, on my behalf anyway)
HEY NOW
YOUR ALLSTAR
GET YOR GAME ON
GO PLAY
HEY NOW
YOUR BRIGHT-STAR
SHINE ON
ALL DAY
SHINE LIKE GLITTERING GOLD
ONLY SHOOTING STARS
BREAK THE MOLD
You know deep down you wanna get bolder
A little voice says “wait ‘till you get older”
But the spirit of God gives you power
He’s by your side
Every minute
Every hour
You’re not too young to be a light for him
The water is warm so you might as well swim
My heart is on fire
How ‘bout yours
Does everyone know that you love the lord
[Chorus]
Oh yeah
[chorus]
Somebody once told me
They give it up to me
‘Cause I loved my lord and wasn’t ashamed
I said hey
What a concept
I could start a little flame myself
Then we could all go in Jesus
Na-a-ame
If the fears start coming and they don’t stop coming
Just trust in the lord and hit the ground running
It doesn’t make sense not to live for the lord
So shine like a star and you’ll never be bored
So much to do so much to say
So let’s all keep living the lord’s way
You’ll never know if you don’t go
(Go) They’ll never know if you don’t glow
[chorus]
Shine like glittering gold
Only shooting stars break the mold

I'm ready to join the Reylo trash fandom

I saw TFA for the second time with my family, and in every scene with Rey and Kylo I was like “oh my god now that I’m seeing the movie again I can sense the tension and I’m shipping them so hard what am I doing” and I felt so ashamed of myself…………
Then at the end of the movie, my sister (who’s a normal girl and not a disgrace of human being like me) told me “I’m sure the girl will end up with the bad guy, they clearly had a great feeling”
Thank you sister
You made me feel normal

((Btw why is everyone so sure Rey and Kylo will be related when the simplest and more obvious explanation of Rey’s origins is that she’s born from the force just like Anakin))

(((If you’re not Reylo trash don’t judge me, I’m already judging myself)))