i am pooping myself right now

Hey friends,

I have been doing a bit better lately (than I was doing for that awful three months or so). I am trying to be more active again online, but I’m not 100% and to be quite frank my writing is kind of poop right now, but the Casablanca series is one that I worked on from time to time while I was doing pretty poorly. So, maybe there is some poetry in writing shitty breakup stories while so sick? Who knows. I also have a decent number of asks in my inbox and am kind of awkward at responding (especially to the nice ones - I like to keep those for myself and reread when I need encouragement). Anyway, stop in and say hi. I’ll be around.

Thoughts

I just finished cleaning my apartment and it feels so great and liberating. Kylo had an hour walk so he’s pooped out and behaving. I just finished making myself lunch ( tuna wrap with kale & veggies ) and kept thinking about how I honestly need to get back on track and start working out. I am on Amazon right now researching on supplements such as pre-workouts, vitamins, etc. 

I’ve cut out steak and chicken and now stick to mainly seafood, pastas, brown rice, quinoa salads, veggies, kale salads, and some desserts here and there. I still have eggs for breakfast though. I’m going to try to cut out as much carbs as possible and see how I feel. I’m having second thoughts on going back to adding chicken in my diet but I’m just going to try to see how I feel after cutting out the pastas and carbs first.

If any of you have any sincere advice in getting back on track, I would really appreciate it. 

After being so dedicated to my workout routine couple years ago it really makes me sad how unmotivated I am and feel. :( 

I need to get my shit together!

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The new Mad Max video is here!

First of all: this is all wasteland-scraps fault.
I asked for a new song to work with and this was the suggestion.Challenge accepted and while I was doing this,I got an idea.

I want this video to be my gift to the fandom.
Cause this fandom fucking rocks!

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anonymous asked:

Hello! Can I request an exo scenario in which you move in a new apartment. This new apartment, however, happens to be exo's apartment as well. You didn't know they lived there until you got in the elevator and saw Luhan,Kai, and sehun ( or any members). You were freaking out, and didn't want them to now you were a fan until your phone starts ringing. The ringtone is exo's overdose. Sorry if it's too long. I hope it makes sense. Good luck on your blog! FIGHTING! THANK YOU!

Omfg yay yay yay my heart is skipping. I HAVE SOMETHING TO DO. Thanks for the ask gurl~~~ Please give me feedback bc i wanna know if i suck or not lol.

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(This may be a tad long but I hope you like it)

Finally.

I AM AN ADULT.

Okay so maybe not, but hey I finally got my new apartment and it was all WITHOUT my parents help.

Yep.

I know.

I’m cool.

And honestly who would’ve thought this overly swaggy chick would be able to live on her own without any assistance what so ever. But to be honest I wasn’t even surprised my parents didn’t want to help me with my apartment in the first place. I mean…It’s not like I spent most of my paychecks on some stuff…

some…Exo …stuff… .

Just ya know… A couple of shirts… .And CD’s… . And Posters … .And some plane tickets to see them half around the world on a first class ride…

Just normal everyday stuff…  nothing much …

The time was already 8:10 PM, and in case you don’t know what that means then i’ll tell you. Are you ready?

Are you readdyyyy?????

mkay. I’ll tell you.

I’VE BEEN WAITING 3 HOURS OUTSIDE IN THE FRIEKEN COLD. 3 HOURS. 3 HOURS. YOU KNOW HOW MANY HOURS??? THREE. TRES. TROIX. Why you might ask? Well i’m waiting for the stupid moving-guy losers to help me take my crud to my new place. 

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dumb baek with his dumb imitations in the DVD. 

dumb baek looking like the cutest little poop this earth has ever seen in the DVD. (screenshots aren’t mine)

look at him! JUST LOOK AT HIM! SCREW YOU BYUN BAEKHYUN! HOW DARE YOU MESS WITH ME. IT’S 2AM IN THE MORNING! HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SLEEP NOW!

lemme just…