i am nowhere


clary’s reaction to finding her mother’s body

i wanna do a january challenge called stanuary where i draw a bunch of stan bc i don’t draw him enough (followed by a month of ford, called fordbruary, naturally)

is this a thing other people would be interested in?

it wouldn’t be limited to just drawing, and it probably wouldn’t be a daily thing like inktober bc i don’t have that kind of stamina, but i was thinking like, themed weeks? so people can draw / write / whatever as much as they want / are able to

so uh, let me know if this is a thing people want to do and i’ll attempt to organize it somehow? lmao

Imagine Daycare Teacher! Izuku and Single Hero Dad! Bakugou


A good wholesome AU where Izuku decides that the best way he can be a hero for the people is to be the best mentor/teacher™ to all kids at this Daycare like #1 Big Brother! Being a daycare teacher gives him an oppurtunity to help anyone and everyone he can, especially the children! These kiddos either call him Izu-nii or Izu-sensei.

In this universe, Bakugou has a child. The origin of the mother is unknown (I’d like to say she died from childbirth because I’m a cruel person). As a single father, he is forced to raise his child until they are old enough to go to day care which gives him the perfect opportunity to drop them off so he can go back to his hero duties (he took a maternal leave aaa).

Bakugou’s child becomes super attached to Izuku and these two hit off really well. (At some point, like any kid would, he declares to be Izuku’s future spouse while the daycare teacher laughs it off). For the the first few months, Bakugou grows curious whenever his child talks about (more like GUSHES) about this “Izu-nii”. Then that curiosity turns into jealousy because fUCK THAT GUY I WILL BE MY CHILD’S NUMBER ONE. 

One day when Bakgou is picking up, he asks to meet “Izu-nii” only to come face-to-face with Izuku. Suddenly years of GUILT AND PAIN drop on Bakugou.

From that point, it’ll be Izuku and Bakugou’s journey toward reconciliation!

Izuku is super wary and un-trusting of Bakugou at first, but he’ll soften up eventually! 

Venus through Rumi

Venus in Aries: “I wish to hear your voice again, saying, ‘Leave me alone.’”

Venus in Taurus: “You wait patiently, looking into my intoxicated eyes.  You accept my passion with the serenity of love.”

Venus in Gemini: “When it’s cold and raining, you are more beautiful.”

Venus in Cancer: “In the early dawn of happiness, you gave me three kisses so that I would wake up to this moment of love.”

Venus in Leo: “The minute I heard my first love story, I started looking for you.”

Venus in Virgo: “I see my beauty in you.”

Venus in Libra: “Open your lips, I crave the taste of honey.”

Venus in Scorpio: “The flames of my passion devour the wind and the sky.”

Venus in Sagittarius: “I can’t explain the goings, or the comings.  You enter suddenly, and I am nowhere again.”

Venus in Capricorn: “You are hidden from me, but it is you who keeps me alive.”

Venus in Aquarius: “Lovers don’t finally meet somewhere; they are in each other all along.”

Venus in Pisces: “I’m a fly in your honey, then closer, a moth caught in flame’s allure, then empty sky stretched out in homage.”

*aggressively checks Tumblr and AO3 for new Lucy/Wyatt content*

what I can do:

  • make myself understood (most of the time)
  • understand conversations between natives providing their accents arent too weird/thick
  • understand songs, films, TV programs and radio mostly without having to slow it down
  • use ‘geil’ in a sentece without embarrassing myself
  • swear accurately
  • write about daily or common events

what I can’t do:

  • express more complex ideas (i need to buy more vocabulary)
  • understand many puns/turns of phrases (i dont fucken know them)
  • write an essay
  • understand a wikipedia article without looking up 4 billion words
  • arrange my sentences consistenly accurately. like all the time not just when I feel like it
  • not talk like a textbook
  • denglish Correctly™
  • join in with the native speakers
  • fucking speak

things that will forever make me bitter: 

  • mickey said i love you in a voicemail to ian while ian was cheating on him lmao and the voicemail was never brought up again
  • two out of the five kisses between ian and mickey had them both covered in blood, one had mickey shot afterwards, one (two technically I suppose) didn’t even air and was a dream sequence. so they had one happy, not violent kiss. in five seasons of being together. nice. 
  • mickey and mandy both confessed their love to a g*allagher only to have that love mocked back at them. in their 5 seasons on the show, no one told these abused teenagers that they were loved. awful. 
  • mickey had to hear his homophobic father call gay people all kinds of slurs his entire life. mickey then came out because ian forced him to lmao and ian then a season later called him these same slurs because mickey?? god forbid?? gave a shit about ian??
  • the fact that ian had to be paid money to go see mickey in prison when mickey was in there because he was trying to get back at sami for putting ian in military prison 
  • no one caring mickey was being shot at even though the gallaghers had treated mickey like family the entire season lmao imagine how that made mickey feel wow i’m so mad
  • mickey got prison for eight years for a crime that there wasn’t any evidence for while g*llaghers do insanely illegal shit including murder and get away with it. 
  • that awful scene in 6x01. i can’t even talk about it tbh. 
  • the fact that the writers were so bitter about mickey and his popularity that they used any opportunity possible in season 6 episodes and on fucking twitter to try to ruin his character in the minds of viewers.