i am not over it i will never be over it


RIP Neil Fingleton.

“I have never been self conscious about my height. I am more conscious of going bald so that should tell you. I never let my height play a negative part in my life. I always do what I want, some tall people may be restricted as they are constantly stared at or people ask the same questions over and over. This is the only bad thing about being tall – the stupid remarks and questions. Other than that, being tall is great.“

shorthistorian  asked:

Hi! Do you know if there is a standard life list format? The check marks in my field guide aren't exactly rigorous documentation. I'm willing to "start over" for the sake of better data. Also, in regard to your comment about how birding varies by location, I live on the West Coast so I've never seen a blue jay or a cardinal! I would be stoked to find someone else's "boring" feeder birds.

I’m gonna toss this question to​ @woodthrush @cuckoo-ca-choo @awkwardtypo or another proper birder. I am personally a terrible birder, but I’ll offer my answer in any case:

Your life list is what you want it to be. There are some “rules” set out by various birding organizations, but nobody can tell you how to document what you have and haven’t seen! Your life list doesn’t have to be a rigorous and meticulous data sheet, but it also can be if you want it to! You can start it over at any time, or you can keep consecutive year lists in addition to a life list.

The only one rule I subscribe to is this: the life list documents all species you have seen since beginning the act of listing. So, even though I grew up seeing scarlet ibis and roseate spoonbills weekly during my Texas childhood, these species aren’t on my life list because I haven’t seen them since I began birding in 2013.

stereden  asked:

For the writing/reading ask meme: 1, 4, 5, 8 and 10, if you don't mind?

1.  Do you/would you like to write professionally?

Maybe someday, but for now I’m happy as I am. ^-^

4.  What’s better (or the least bad): character over plot or plot over character?

I…would probably pick character over plot, because I can totally read a character-driven story, but if I don’t care about the characters I’ll likely drop it. 

8.  Favorite quotes?

Top 3 are…

“Rivers know this: there is no hurry. We shall get there some day.” by AA Milne

“People think that the world itself is overflowing with beauty, but they forget that they are its cause.” by Friedrich Nietzsche 

“I’ve had the wind knocked out of me, but never the hurricane.” by Jeffrey McDaniel

10.  What’s your favorite trope?


and the audience is astonished by this unexpected twist

It’s Finally Over

Hey everyone. As you know, the past week has been incredibly hard for all of us. But there is finally some good news.

We did it. We finally took down the Shredder for good. He’s gone. Through teamwork, we managed to track his location, take out his henchmen and then Leo made the final blow on Shredder himself. The nightmare is finally over… it still doesn’t seem real.

I just wanted to say if you get the chance, please go congratulate the turtles and Casey. They did so well today and I am so proud of my friends. 

@ichiban-turtle @raph-the-muscle @donatellotmnt @mikey-angelo-hamato @enter-casey-jones you did good. Ice cream for everyone tonight!

And also @karai-will-cut-you is feeling much better too. Today is a good day.

Yes I know I’m scowling on this picture. I never said I was photogenic.

anonymous asked:

How do you feel about Rikako-san? When she cried?

I was lurking on twitter as people tweet about Day2. So by the time it got to Omoi Yo Hitotsu ni Nare, I was ready to see people flailing over rkk’s piano performance again as they did in Day1 (even now I still can’t get over how impressed I am)

Then tweets started coming in about her breaking down, sobbing and repeatedly muttering ‘gomenasai’? Gawd, I physically felt my heart clench. Mentally I just keep repeating “oh no oh no” while desperately refreshing twitter for updates. It already takes a lot of guts for her to play the piano in front of all these people, when she’s never learned it before, and OmoiYo is def no easy song. She performed perfectly from what I could see in Day1, so the expectation must be even more stressful on her.

Fortunately, Anchan, our great and amazing leader of Aqours, came through :’D it was so heartwarming I almost cried.

I feel so proud of them, and I feel so proud to be a fan, and I will continue to support them as they spread their wings and fly to even great heights.

Go Aqours!

spark-the-librarian  asked:

*crashes through the window* WRITING REQUESTS?!? Give me some good Ohm teasing Bryce~

aH SPARK SORRY FOR NOT GETTING TO THIS SOONER… Also I’m sorry if this turns out terrible… I’ve never written somebody teasing another… aaaand it didn’t save the first time I finished this one so I’m writing it for the second time…


“Hey Brycie~” Ohm smirked as he used the nickname that always made Bryce flustered.

“H-Hey Ohm.” Bryce replied, knowing why Ohm used his nickname, not liking the reason at all…. okay maybe he liked it a little. Only a little though.

“How about you come over here… I’m getting a little lonely.” Ohm asked innocently, knowing Bryce would give in.

Of course Bryce walked over, going to sit down on the couch. Instead though, Ohm grabbed him and sat him down on his lap.

“Ohm, why am I on your lap?”

Ohm didn’t answer as he leaned his head over Bryce’s neck and started to lightly kiss different parts of his neck.

Bryce bit his lip, as he began to say something. He was cut off by the small gasp he made when Ohm hit his sweet spot.

“Brycie~ Did I find something?” Ohm teased, beginning to lightly bite the spot.

Bryce stayed silent as he tried not to let any noises escape.

“You’re not trying to hide anything, are you? You know you’ll give in, you always do~” Ohm told him, knowing that he’d be done any minute now.

Bryce rolled his eyes as he waited for Ohm to be done. He wasn’t expecting Ohm to pull away and use a hand to turn his head to face him.

“Brycie, let’s finish this another time.” Ohm got up and gave Bryce a wink before walking off. All Bryce did was roll his eyes.

I know it’s very late (at least where I am lol), but I just wanted to say a huge THANK YOU to everyone I’ve met, talked to, cried with, headcanon with, followed, and bonded over Yuri On Ice. This seriously has been the most positive experience I’ve ever had on Tumblr for the longest time. Whenever I’ve had a rough day or even good days I feel so happy to just be here with everyone, it’s so awesome seeing so much YOI and Victuuri on my dash and sharing all the feels with you guys. I wasn’t really anyone when I started, I just posted yoi sim screencaps which looked ridiculous lol. But then I blogged more about YOI in general and crying over Victuuri. I started drawing fanart and writing fics. Then I started talking to some of you and starting friendships over these wonderful ships and skaters. I feel happier being on here than anywhere else. In the past I always ended up leaving Tumblr again and again because I could never stay happy. But now I never want to leave. I love being here, I love being with everyone on here, I love Yuri On Ice and Victuuri and poodles and katsudon and ice skating. I even felt motivated to go ice skating this year which I haven’t done in years. YOI is so special to me, I can’t imagine life without it.

So really, thank you for letting this blog and my other YOI related blogs…exist? lol

anonymous asked:

hi. I tend to "know" as soon as i wake up if it's gonna be a good day or not. this has been proven over and over and over again as i ignore my intuition and initial feeling and just "sees what happens" and the day always ends horribly, it never "turns out okay" in the end, if that makes sense. But people around me seem to think this is a matter of attitude? Idk i feel very belittled and being framed as some sort of pessimist asshole but like.. I know how i work..? How do i explain this? itaat?

I’m not sure, but I’m gonna give you one possible explanation - fluctuating energy levels.

Many autistic people experience a change, a fluctuation in their abilities from one day to another. For example on some days I am so sensitive to sound that ten minutes of noise will send me into a meltdown, and on other day I can manage a whole hour of that same noise and be tired but otherwise okay. On some days I don’t even feel executive dysfunction and can achieve many things with no help, on others I struggle to make myself a cup of tea because I get stuck at one step like “should I put the sugar first or pour water first?”.

It is possibly due to fluctuating levels of mental energy - some of us call it “spoons”, from spoon theory originally created for chronically ill people. Basically things that don’t take energy for abled neurotypical people do require energy for us. You can be out of spoons, meaning completely exhausted, and then your functioning will drop and you might have meltdowns/shutdowns or just feel really bad. And perhaps on some days we wake up with a lot of energy, and on some we wake up with less - whether because of sleep quality, or being tired the day before, or some random changes in our bodies.

I’m thinking, maybe you can sense that very well? Personally I can never tell how many spoons I have left until I’m suddenly out of them, but I am not really good at reading my emotions in general. If you can, you might consider low energy days bad and high energy days good and know immediately whether you can do any energy demanding activities that day, or whether you should better stay at home and rest.

Of course it can also be random, or nocebo effect (opposite of placebo - when you believe in something bad and actually start feeling it), and you can’t really know until you conduct some sort of experiment, but fluctuating energy levels is one possible hypothesis.


My mind is blown over the fact that YUURI was the playboy in the Eros story all along. YUURI is the one that came into Victor’s life, seduced him for a night, and left him behind, smitten and forgotten, leaving Victor with only memories and photos.

Of course Yuuri was drunk off his ass and forgot he’d even done this, but nonetheless, it’s amazing and hilarious and such a wonderful twist. All that time with Yuuri being like “I can’t play this role,” and Victor’s sitting there like “uh hell yeah you can”, and now we know for certain why he was sure of that. 

Literally no anime death will be dirtier than the death of Maes Hughes

Like, you set up this guy to be the comic relief–FIRST OFF, that is DIRTY as hell. You don’t KILL the comic relief, THE comic relief is supposed to LIVE (or die a very tragic death)

They set up Maes Hughes to be this family man AGAIN, DIRTY. AS. HELL.

It’s just as bad as that “2 days from retirement” bullshit except WE ACTUALLY SEE HIM doting about his family EVERY SINGLE CHANCE






AND the final NAIL on the coffin, HA-AHAHA_HAHAHA…………


HIs daughter is AT the funeral. AND SHE’S LIKE






“Devastatingly Handsome Friend”

“You’re my family”

“I love you”

“I love all of you”

“We’re fighting for you Cas”

“We’re family, and we don’t leave family behind”

“Let’s go home”

“I almost lost one of my boys”.

Me @ Cas Haters right now:

Originally posted by georgetakei


“Glowing appearance, glowing.
Black jeans and a white t-shirt.
Gathering the spirit of the sky, 
Absorbing the essence of the sun and moon.”

– Namjoon describing Hobi

BBC Sherlock has me so fucked up I've started applying tjlc theories to real life situations
  • Someone: *prefers tea over coffee*
  • Me: *understanding gay eyebrow wiggle*
  • -
  • Someone: *has an elephant in their house/on their clothing*
  • Me: what are they hiding in plain sight?????
  • -
  • Someone: *lends me their phone*
  • Me: *tearing up* omg I love you too

…..Do you ever just get overwhelmed with emotion over Stanley Pines

Because I was rewatching Dreamscaperers and Gideon Rises, and just the facial expressions of Stan throughout half of Gideon Rises kILL ME.

As soon as Gideon gets a hold of the deed of the shack, you can clearly see Stan’s face of absolute shock - unable to process the situation that he’ll later realize in the first half of the next ep that all he’s been working for for the past 30 years will be all lost. And I’m positive that this crossed his mind as these events occurred. I mean, he was always going down in that basement to try and work on that portal. 

And the thought doesn’t cross his mind that he’s just lost all of his possible chances of saving his brother until he’s confronted by Gideon in Gideon Rises, and at the time isn’t able to stop him (along with the help of the kiddos and Soos). I mean…just look at his expression below

And then his posture changes as the thought just…sinks in…

And the fact that he’s been kicked out of his home (not the only time he has…*cough s*…yeah..) and has to send the kids back home doesn’t help with the fact that not only has he failed his brother, but he also failed with being able to take care and financially support his niece and nephew. I can only imagine how Stan must’ve felt during this little period in the show, and it just…k i l l s m e. 

I mean, just look at how he acts around the kids before and after they get on the bus. I’m sure those thoughts of being a failure are hitting the poor man hard:

He even states that he’s hit rock bottom. Someone please give this man a hug.

But the rush of utter joy and relief he gets when he sees through Gideon’s tricks and finds a way to fix things. He now has another chance to keep working on getting his brother back (and he does get the kiddos back as a result of his actions of revealing Gideon as being a fraud to the town, even though at the time he doubts he would, as they’re on the bus heading back to Piedmont. But what luck that everything in the end turned out great for him, eh?)

He’s so overwhelmed with joy that he just kisses Abuelita without even thinking. He’s just so hung up on the thought that: Hey, I have a chance to keep going. To get Ford back.

  • 707: My flirting game with MC is strong af.
  • Yoosung: Really?
  • 707: Yeah! Watch us!
  • 707: 01001001 00100000 01101100 01101111 01110110 01100101 00100000 01111001 01101111 01110101
  • Yoosung: ???
  • MC: Aww I love you too Seven!
  • 707:
  • 707: I don't have feelings for you. Stay away from me.