i am not like other people

  • Other people buying groceries: how much is this banana
  • Me buying groceries: it's 2017 my Saturn return is in like 3 and a half years omg what am I ready what does it mean what's it gonna be like am I doing good now so I don't Saturn suffer help me
You get to play that knowing what he’s going to become eventually. You get to say, “How can I start at the opposite end of that spectrum so that I can take him on this journey?” And the opposite end is really fun. It’s fun to be naïve, it’s fun to be discovering Earth and screwing everything up… Other people watching will be, like, “Who is this guy? When’s he going to leave? When do we get rid of him?” I love that. I hope that people are a little bit annoyed at him at first, otherwise why I am doing this?

Chris Wood:

Thank u haters, Chris loves your response, this is exactly what he expected… He knows where the character’s going and why he sometimes Mon El screw things up… It’s all part of his journey to become the hero from the comics (as the producers told him). 

1. Why am I so tired?
2. Why don’t I actually care about anything?
3. What’s at the bottom of the ocean?
4. How long can I hold my breath for?
5. Why do I like chaos so much?
6. What is dark matter?
7. Do plants talk to each other?
8. Will I ever want to be something?
9. What does it feel like to shoot heroin?
10. Am I morally corrupt?
11. Why is money so important?
12. What does the color indigo sound like?
13. What does the color red feel like?
14. Are we alone?
15. What does it feel like to be born?
16. Why do people even care about art?
17. Why is everyone dead?
18. How do I become a real person?
19. Is my body mad at me?
20. How can we ever explain existence?
—  20 questions
Parts of musicals that make my heart feel Full™

* the fast talking/rapping(?) in ya got trouble
* the last little bit of non stop where everyone sings over each other
* when adult simba swings in like a badass for the last couple line of hakuna matata
* The harmonies in letters
* The key change in waving through a window
* The key change in what you own
* key changes in general tbh
* “strike! strike! strike strIKE STRIKE STRIKE”
* the harmonies in blackout and THOSE NOTES THEY HOLD FOREVER OMG
* “he’s not here. I AM HERE”
* The final chorus of do you hear the people sing
* The entire song of purple summer tbh
* “I hope you’re happy… my… friend”

reasons i’ve thought my depression is fake
  • whenever i’ve had a good time with my friends
  • managed to cook multiple meals in a row
  • go to work regularly
  • shower daily
  • people say they like my upbeat attitude at work

reasons i know it aint

  • the rest of time, including several moments within the other moments that i am unable to acknowledge in moments of self-doubt but become crystal clear later
Fan works ideas.

* Black Hat doing the Big Bill Hell’s Cars meme.

* More amv of voltaire songs with Black Hat in it.

* Any edgy early 2000’s songs with Dementia in it, more amvs.

* Dr Flug amvs, I think it should be edgy I feel like I’m not being treated like a human being by others songs.

* Fanfics.

* fanart of the characters doing anything… I think you understand.

*5.0.5 in secretly dark songs that sound happy and also just happy songs to mess with people that plus it fits with the character.

* theories.

* just make more fan work because I am running out of it. Sorry.

anonymous asked:

How do you live?

I try to live a day at a time, moment by moment. Appreciating the present without being so lost in what might be that I never realize what’s in front of me. Because what might be also might not be. Understanding that looking forward means preoccupying myself with myth, grasping at something that does not quite exist yet. But by focusing on the present, I can ensure certain things follow a course of action.

I live by accepting that I’m not perfect and that I’m allowed to make mistakes. I take those mistakes and learn from them to do better and be better. And I accept that others, like me, are allowed to make mistakes too. That nobody is perfect, that some people may come close but perfection is subjective and ever-changing. And slightly overrated.

I live by accepting and respecting myself the way I am and acknowledging that nothing is set in stone. That the universe has set me on a path and that whether or not there is a greater plan, I’m also in control of a great number of factors and experiences.

I live by looking forward to experiences and shift my focus away from material. Materials can be replaced, memories cannot.

I live by forgiving my past. By accepting what was for what it was and what is for what it is. Treating certain periods of time as their own individual lifetimes and honouring them as they were.

I don’t know how to live. There’s no definitive way, that’s for sure. But I try to keep it simple and start with what I have control over and try to keep a positive outlook (on most days). Some days are harder than others. But life is good.

Live on.

My emotions run so deep, you have no fucking idea. “You’re nice”, “you’re so cute”, “you’re a great person”… Same old crap day in and day out. From EVERYBODY. Every. Person. I. Know.

I have so much love and affection I am aching to give, but nobody wants it. And I don’t like stepping on toes or making anyone uncomfortable so I keep everything bottled up inside until I’m fucking angry and beyond frustrated.

Maybe I love in a way that other people don’t understand. The INFJ “F” is a curse. Everyone wants depth of emotions but it’s the one thing that separates me from every other person and makes intimacy so much more potent for me.

“You’re so giving”. Yeah for what? I give every part of myself every day and most people don’t even acknowledge or care. Or it’s just annoying.

- INFJ Ramblings

I keep breaking down. I really can’t believe that 19 people are dead. every time I stop crying, I go back onto twitter or tumblr and I just see it all again and I break down. ariana is hurting. fans are hurting. their families are hurting. I am hurting. all of us are hurt by what happened. I don’t know how someone could do this. I mean, how could someone want to hurt and kill other people? how could someone want young kids and teenagers dead? how could someone want to cause such deep physical/emotional pain to other people? my family just got smaller,, and I am hurt and upset. my heart is aching for those we lost and for those that are injured. you can’t even go to a concert now without something horrific like this happening. there is pain happening everywhere and it will not go away. all we want is peace but there will always be someone out there who wants chaos. I just can’t believe we live in such a world.

anonymous asked:

I think there are royal followers who look at people critically from the point of what is expected of people in such a position, and then there are younger people who are basically fans in the celebrity sense, and idolize the royals without wanting to look at anything critically. Kate is a celebrity to people like you, not someone who is expected to work and pull the same kind of effort that Princess Anne does (who is twice her age). I mean, what do people really see in Kate? Genuine question.

“People like you” oh fam I have no idea if you tried to make me feel bad about it, but you need a little bit more than that. First of all, I don’t idolize her. But fuck yes I am going to defend her and many other of the stupid criticism they receive.

Anyway, what do I see in Kate? A woman who was born out of royal circles or aristocracy, who basically has had to build a path for herself in the royal family, yet she has kept her charisma and good spirit. She is kind and to be honest, she is doing the job she is required to do for the second in line. Could she step up her game more? Absolutely fucking yes. Do I want to complain about it every single day of it? Absolutley fucking no. Not everything has to be bad with her, just like not everything has to be good with her. And I also want to point out that even if someone looks at them from the celebrity perspective, it would not be bad either. So don’t try to make people feel bad about it.

pastell-princees  asked:

Can I request Philip x Reader with stretch marks on their legs, like t h i c c legs with stretch marks?? And that the reader hides them and Philip finally sees them?? Sorry if I'm asking too much, I have a problem like I need CONFIDENCE!

Hey, I’m hella about confidence! Thicc legs are awesome! I shall write this and make it hella uplifting my home slice bread slice (I love you and you’re beautiful💜💚💜) I’m all about body positivity because I myself am not confident in how I look so I like to help other people love their bodies!!! I’ll write this one soon!!!

anonymous asked:

wow fuck okay i was recently diagnosed with bpd and i used to think for my entire life i was just emotional and ridiculously sensitive because that's what everyone used to tell me when my emotions went from -193728 to 91728 and it's weirdly comforting? to go through your blog and see that there are others like me but also fucking scary because i didn't realize how much of my behavior has been bpd symptoms,, it sucks and i'm scared shit for the future but here i am anyway thanks for ur blog :-)

Thank you! Just know there are people here who understand 💛 Take care

anonymous asked:

I was told I was a witch once but I don't really know what makes me a witch since I don't ever practice anything that has to do with it so I am confused

You’re a witch if you decide you want to be. There’s no innate thing that makes a witch different from other people, anyone can be a witch if they choose. If you have not chosen to be a witch then you are not BUT that doesn’t mean that you can’t choose to be one if you like.

Sometimes people say things like that to make you feel special or to make them seem special for “seeing” something unusual in you, unfortunately it’s usually meaningless and on occasion it may be malicious. Don’t be taken in by declarations of what you are and are not. You know yourself and you know both who you are and what you want to be. True power comes in choosing your own destiny, don’t let someone else’s words determine your path.

i don’t understand how evil people can be. how dare that man think he had the right to take the lives of those people. those CHILDREN AND THEIR FAMILIES. so much pain and heartache everywhere this morning. i have no words.

i am proud of my country and other countries for staying strong and showing the commendable and selfless support they showed last night.

thoughts are with the dead and injured, their friends and families, ariana herself and her team, and everyone else. especially those in Manchester. no-one deserves to lose their life that way. not like that.

deeply saddened, but terrorism will never win. the man who killed those people last night is an evil coward, as well we all know.

we will not be divided by this. we will all continue to stand together as we always have. ❤

A bomb/explosion of some kind was set off at an Ariana Grande concert in the city I am from. People are dead, atleast 20, and atleast half of them were under 18. I attended my first concert in that very arena when I was 12 years old, and I can still remember how magical that experience was. To think others were chasing that experience (potentially for the first time) and it resulted in trauma/injury/death makes me extremely afraid of the world that we live in, and makes me feel sick to my stomach.

People give Manchester shit and it’s well deserved most of the time, but when I see how people banded together to provide free accommodation/travel and support people finding their loved ones, it makes my heart fill with pride to be able to call myself a Mancunian

daysundercover  asked:

Hi!!! Just finished your accidental bonding fic "In Evidence of Magical Theory" and I am here to scream about how incredible it is!! Thank you for writing my favorite trope, but also doing such amazing job with Harry and Draco's character. I am so glad you had the scenes where they trusted each other and Draco was able to see what happened in the forbidden forest. IH AND THE LINE WHERE HARRY SAID THAT MAYBE HE NEEDS SAVING TOO ANSHBSSKSK!! BRAVO!

@daysundercover Thank you so much!!!! I can’t tell you how much I appreciate comments like this one! In Evidence Of Magical Theory was my second drarry fic and I hold it really close to my heart, so to hear that people are still reading and enjoying it just makes me want to bounce off the walls with happiness. Accidental bonding absolutely one of my favorite tropes, so I’m horribly flattered that you felt I did it justice! ❤❤❤

Originally posted by nescentesmorimur

My life has been altered for the lives of others that I have lost myself. But I’m no longer going to change myself for others. I’m going to be myself through it all and be happy for it. I need to love my strengths and love my weaknesses even more. I know that even though people around me won’t understand me and think I’m being selfish, I will not stop. I will be me and will not be anything else. I’ve realized that I actually like keeping things to myself. I’m my best friend and it’s made me so much happier. I love others too and I want them in my life, but not as much as before. I’m not going to fight to be around people. I’m going to fight to be where I am happy!

anonymous asked:

dear mama niu, do you have any advice how to deal with insecurity and jealousy issues? i am suffering from both of those and it's becoming troubling, since i'm feeling like i can't trust to people because of those and i have trouble to stop self-sabotaging my relationships

I think the only way - and the most efficient way - is learn to appreciate yourself, learn to understand that you can’t control others and their emotions (so if they like you, they like you, if they don’t like you, they don’t like you, and it has nothing to do you as a person). For jealousy the best medicine is to understand that time is not your enemy; you have time to achieve those things you wish for. Sometimes it also helps to remember that while someone might have something you’d want or someone gets easily something you struggle to get with, they WILL have issues with something else - in some other area of life - and thus no one is really free of struggle. We all have our own contrasts in life. 

Working yourself to lift up your mood and redefine & mold yourself to a more comfortable place within your own skin and own life, is a worth of it all. You never get finished with it, though, as there’s always something you will want and that’s totally normal and fine.

This is all I can say without going to deep into this matter haha :D

anonymous asked:

What ships would you refuse to write with Dipper?

For Munday, anonymously ask the mun something you want to know about them, their portrayal, or what they will/won’t write.

{ RIGHT OFF THE BAT, #1 thing is any kind of incest. I know that there’s a portion of the fandom that’s into Pinecest, and I’ve heard some people even ship the Grunkles with the kids??? Please keep any and all of that 5000 feet away from me and my muse, thank you. Same goes for any ship where Dipper is anywhere near his canon age (12-13) and the other person is considerably older. Not even just of-age, I mean even like 16 or something, you know? It’s just not something that I, personally, am comfortable writing.

I also know that another very popular thing in the fandom is BillDip, and while that one is not as hard a ‘no’ as incest, it would have to be under some very specific conditions for me to consider it. }

perfectstorm17  asked:

Well no pressure, if you feel it's better to remain anonymous it's ok, but I'm sure that many people me included see you as hardworking smart person who's kind of inspiring us when we see how much effort you put in everything you do. But I can understand that you don't want to be judged or exposed to people you after all don't really know except that we share same passion about tv show(s). I'm just grateful for this blog, your theories and you,it made watching this show way more interesting :).

Yeah, that’s it, really. I don’t exactly feel comfortable sharing who I am to tens of thousands of people I don’t even know personally. But I think the main thing is that if you enjoyed my blog over the years, then that’s awesome, and whoever is running this blog shouldn’t really change that. In other words, who I am is kind of irrelevant. If you had fun with me like I had fun with you all, then that’s the main thing! (Thanks for your kind words too!)