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Get To Know Me Tag!!

Tagged by the very lovely @partfawn and @lwyla 

Rules: Answer 30 questions about yourself then tag 20 people you want to get to know better

  1.  Nickname: Susie 
  2.  Gender: Cis Female
  3. Star Sign: Aries but I consider myself a mix of Aries and my rising sign Virgo
  4. Height: 5′7.5 even though my mom claims I am taller
  5. Time: 10:30 P.M.
  6. Birthday: March 30th 
  7. Favorite Bands: Paramore, Cold War Kids, Imagine Dragons, Missio, Portugal. The Man, Kings of Leon, The Black Keys, The Struts, Luna Bay, As It Is, HARBOUR, LANY, The 1975, Half The Animal, The Maine, Gang of Youths, Twenty-One Pilots, The Vaccines, Coast Modern, Foster the People, Cage the Elephant, Panic! at the Disco, All Time Low, Blink-182, Neck Deep, HAIM, Kaleo, The Lumineers, X Ambassadors, With Confidence and many more
  8. Favorite Solo Artists:  Borns, Dan Auerbach, Dodie Clark, Ed Sheeran, George Ezra, Halsey, Harry Styles, Hozier, Leon Bridges, Vance Joy, Julian Moon, Saint Raymond, Tove Lo, Lana Del Rey, Troye Sivan, and The Ready Set…I know there’s more but I can’t think of them right now 
  9. Song Stuck in my Head: Let’s Go Surfing by The Drums
  10. Last Movie I Watched: Role Models because Christopher Mintz-Plasse
  11. Last Show I Watched: King of Queens
  12. When Did I Create My Blog: Back in 2015 but I wasn’t that active till now
  13. What do I Post: My Aesthetic but I am going to start posting my own material once I have enough to post 
  14. Last Thing I Googled: Is Keanu Reeves Immortal 
  15. Do You Have Any Other Blogs: Nope
  16. Do You Get Asks: Sometimes
  17. Why Did You Choose Your URL: I chose alltimegogh because I am sensitive and punk rock at the same time and Van Gogh is one of my favorite artists
  18. Following: 1,666
  19. Followers: 296
  20. Favorite Colors: Pink and Tiffany Blue
  21. Average Hours of Sleep: between 6-8
  22. Instruments: Some guitar and base guitar but it’s been awhile
  23.  Lucky Number: 11
  24. What am I Wearing: My best friend Dom’s Irish Whisky shirt and pink and white striped shorts
  25. How many blankets do I sleep with: 1
  26. Dream Job: Hiking Guide at a National Park 
  27. Dream Trip: a trip to Big Sur California where I would visit Jack Kerouac’s Cabin and collect a jar of purple sand from the beach 
  28. Favorite Food: Fish Tacos 
  29. Nationality: American 
  30. Favorite Song Now: Painting (Masterpiece) by Lewis Del Mar

I tag: @kurogiku @softning @rose-fingers @originally-inimitable @ciaragalla @angsty-firefli @goghbunniie @bohomiean @panicatthesocialgatherings @bumblesbee @alpacapocalyptic @inesavelino @758pm @movietheatercarpet @sk8rz4lyfe @cdaae @alexisthehipsta and whoever would like to do this

Rant of the day

before I start my first day of being 21, i really want to take time to appreciate every individual that has ever interacted with me

whether you stayed in my life or not, positive or negative, i really can’t believe how my life became to be

just growing up i already knew my lifestyle was different, you know? like how i seen on the tv, movies, and just people around me my life was different

i grew up with the bare minimum throughout my life, i grew up in a neighborhood that was known as “ghetto”, the one that involved with high gang, drug, and violence rates.
i grew up in the schools where everyone wanted to be “cool”… drink, smoke, fight, and ultimately remain as closed minded people.
i grew up alone. i grew still trying figure out myself, what i want to do, what i am even good at.

i love my family, but damn i wish i was close. my parents, sorry. sorry i can’t speak our native tongue and communicate fluently. sorry for the trouble i caused. sorry for not spending more time at home. ever since college, i wanted to get away. get away from all that has brought me down and blocked me from seeing the world. i knew if I stayed home, in this city, i wouldn’t haven’t grown at all. thank you for everything you’ve done. i really owe my parents everything. i wish i can reach my goal before it’s too late. As I get older, I often forget you guys are getting older. i will do my best to graduate and give back to you guys. i wanna be able to let you live a life without any struggles because you’ve work so hard for this family.

my siblings thanks for being the older siblings and doing the typical thing to do to the youngest in the family aka wrestling me, being your servant, experimenting on your creativities, and almost anything you think. if there is one thing that we can all agree on is our family do have anger issues, I’ve seen all you lose it before, seen my parents lose it before, and 21 years later i now realize how i have the same problem.
my siblings, sorry for being the odd ball… literally the 5th child. sorry for being the white washed in the family. sorry for having an American name. sorry for having the only middle name in our family. sorry for being the only light skinned. sorry for being the stupid, talentless, and hopeless person.
to my siblings, i think one thing i really wish we had was closer relationship now. forget the past, i wish we can do things together more.

just reflecting, this is me. i was surrounded and influenced by all of this. if you are wondering about me and why i act the way i do. here it is.
i show no emotions or have any sense of feelings. all of that was gone when i got to high school. it was a sign of weakness to me.
i hate holidays and any special event. i never celebrated, heck i don’t even enjoy celebrating my birthday.
I hate a lot of things. Don’t know why. It just how I am. A lot negative energy was sucked into me growing up. I don’t even know the word love.

honestly, to my friends now especially the ones I created here at my college. thank you for accepting me. Thank you for creating everything I never had growing up. Thank you for shedding light in my dark life. Thank you for allowing me to be more exposed to the real world. For being hope into me. For never giving up on me. For always supporting me. For loving me in every way. For making me realize how fucked up the world is, how fucked up America is, and really how fucked the system is for being the the cause to my life. I shouldn’t be set up to failure by this fucked up system.
Thank you to my friends, my squad, my group, my homies, my family… as I sit here in my bed crying my eyes out. I never expected to be where I am as of right now. I really made it to the 21 club. I really am here at college. I really am here with a group of amazing people by my side.

whether you read this or not, stranger or friend, thanks for reading. i know it’s not everything i wanted to say, but it’s a start.
i love you family and friends. these are my unspoken words and i hope you all realize that i care and deeply am inspired everyday by you all. Thanks again for everything.

I just…. i love this transition so much. Mustang at least gets a couple frames to straighten up his gremlin ass self but Ed and Al are all ÓwÒ and ( ͡°  ͡°<~ to Business in 0.0001 seconds. it utterly captures the exact emotion of the moment when you and ur friends are fucking the hell around & there’s a knock on the door and for 3 full seconds the whole gang is ready to commit murder before you remember it’s the pizza guy. Just… Hawkeye’s gun gliding casually into view. The single frame delay between Ed and Al. I am being totally 100% unironic when i say this is one of my favorite pieces of animation ever


@markiplier words cannot describe how proud i am of you and the gang for your accomplishment tonight! You guys are truly inspiring and have put so much of yourselves into everything you do. While I’m super sad that that i couldn’t catch the Indianapolis show on Sunday, my hope is that you will come home to Cincinnati (where i live) and do a show because NOTHING will stop me from seeing! Good luck with the rest of the tour and I can’t wait to hear all about it when you get home!


Edgar Cantero’s head-kick of a novel about damaged adults who used to be spunky kid detectives mixes bright, pulpy cartoon nostalgia with some seriously dark trauma-survivor subtext.

Critic Jason Sheehan says, “Look, I loved this book end to end and I am using my position as Deputy Commander of the NPR Nerd Army to instruct all of you to read it immediately, because it is funny and sad and tragic and pulpy, all in the best possible way.”

In ‘Meddling Kids,’ The Scooby Gang Grows Up — Hard

[TRANS] BTS Festa 2014 - Post-its to BTS


“Hey V!
When hyung look at you, uh, my heart hurts so so much.
I said you just need to trust and follow hyung right?
Why don’t you know that ㅋㅋㅋ Be obedient ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Wanna gang up and fight off Suga-hyung? Deal?” - Jimin 

“Hey V…
What’s your next hair color?
I’m curious too.” - Suga 

“V, speak to the point and precisely.” - J-hope 

You’re the kind of kid that makes people love and hate at the same time.
You’re similar to me in many things but sometimes I can’t understand you… Be more obedient.
P.S. Am I weird too?” - Rap Monster 

“Be a human.” - Choreographer Son Sungdeuk 

I don’t mind you resting in my room when I’m not at the dorm but clean up after you go~ Let’s live cleanly at the dorm! You’re No.1 on my blacklist ㅋㅋ” - Manager 


Hyung ㅋㅋㅋ I demand a duel with you and Suga-hyung ㅋㅋ Right now you guys think I’m cute but the day this table is turned will come soon. Wait a little bit more.” - Jimin 

“Hey Hope…
These days your variety sense is getting better.
It’s good.
But thanks to that it’s twice noisier too…” - Suga 

You’re always hopeful and cheerful but I think you must go through hard times too. If you do, you can look for me and talk. I can listen to your stories. […]” - Jungkook 

“Hey J-hope.
I heard you saved my contact as ‘Kim Seokjin-hyung’.
It’s okay.
I saved yours as ‘Bighit Jung Hoseok’.” - Jin 

“You pervert… ㅡ ㅡ
For example when I’m playing games, don’t turn off the outlet.” -

Sometimes you’re earnest, sometimes you’re the laziest. Show the world more of your abilities.” - Rap Monster 

“Chief Jung who always work hard and look after BTS. Wait, now that you’re promoted, you became team leader Jung right? ㅎ I believe there’s no doubt you’ll get good reward and result with how hard you’ve worked. Let’s get promoted to President Jung!” - Bang Shihyuk PD 

“Team leader Jung who’s always very helpful! Thanks~” - Choreographer Son Sungdeuk 


“Hey Rapmon, shower cleanly.” - J-hope 

“If you borrow something you have to return it back.” -

“Hey Rapmon…
These days you’re not snoring…
Thanks to that I’m sleeping peacefully.
Thank you…” - Suga 

“Hey Rapmon.
I don’t know if I adapted myself to your snoring or if your snoring got quieter, but I got used to it.
It’s fine, it’s all good.” - Jin 

You must be tired from going through a lot for the 6 of us right. I’m sorry I can’t do anything for you. I’ll work harder so you’ll have less hard times.” - Jungkook 

You’ll stand by our side right? You will right? I like you a lot but nah, I think you’ll betray us ㅋㅋㅋ I’ll leave you out. It’s a coup d'état!! Kakakaka.” - Jimin 

“Go to the bathroom before we start practicing.” - Choreographer Son Sungdeuk 


“Suga-hyungnim, thank you for thinking I’m cute ㅎㅎ I’ll fight you off some day. I’m gathering the team for it. Just wait. From the coolest guy in BTS.” - Jimin 

Please be more obedient.
I know your childish inner self better than anyone else ^*^!” - Rap Monster 

“Hey Suga.
I like your lazinism. Really.
I feel at ease when I see you lying down.
Really.” - Jin 

“You only need to show a little bit of your lethargy.” -

You must be tired from working and composing until late at night. You don’t seem to gain any weight so please eat a lot. When […] I’ll buy it for you.” - Jungkook 

“SUGA fighting!!” - J-hope 

“To. Suga Rebel.
Old soul. Genius artist?
Thanks to you BTS can be BTS. I hope you can keep being that way and become a great artist!!
When will you write a title song? ㅋ” - Bang Shihyuk PD 

“Take care of your health when you’re still young.” - Choreographer Son Sungdeuk 


You’re doing great.
Please show us the ✨eldest hyung✨ side of youㅡ
P.S. Thanks for your cooking! ^*^” - Rap Monster 

“Jin-hyung, please shave.” - J-hope 

“It’s too much if you know you’re handsome yourself.” -

Must be tired doing all the assignments for college right…?
You just need to avoid getting academic probation…
I’ll always support you.” - Suga 

Hyungnim T_T~ I’m going to fight off Syubsyubie-hyung and Hope-hyung but I need your help! If you’re there those people will ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ㅋㅋㅋ So you have to help me!!!
The most handsome cook in BTS, Jin-hyung.” - Jimin 

“Jin-hyung. Thank you for making us many delicious dishes.” - Jungkook  

“To. Jin BTS’ shoulder-slash-eldest-hyung!
You always stay behind quietly but I know you are their mediator and their shoulder to lean on.
Maybe the day when you’re called Korea’s best actor will come soon too?^^” - Bang Shihyuk PD 

Thanks to your ability to cook tasty dishes from limited ingredients, I always get to eat deliciously~ Take care of me in the future too~” - Manager 

“Hoot…” - Choreographer Son Sungdeuk 


“Hey Jimin…
Why do we stop growing so soon…” - Suga 

You’re having a hard time these days because of me right.
I’ll be more obedient.
Thank you.
Let’s work out together 3 years later ㅋ” - Jungkook 

You know I love you right?
It’s no joke~” - J-hope 

“Don’t touch your thighs you pervert.” -

“To. Jimin
Hardworker, in charge of charm, Jiminie!! ♡
From someone who joined BTS the latest, you have now become an irreplaceable part of the team! Keeping working hard in the future too!! […] the saying that heaven will help hardworkers.” - Bang Shihyuk PD 

“Go to the bathroom early. Don’t go when we start.” - Choreographer Son Sungdeuk 


Stop working out…
Let’s not work out with me…” - Suga 

“Hey Jungkook.
You listen to me well so you’re good.
This brat.
Good. But refrain from working out…” - Jin 

Jungkook, I’m not pressuring you! I’m planning to kick out Suga-hyung and Hobi-hyung but I won’t pressure you to stand by my side. But I’m treating you really well!!! Right? Our kind and pretty Kookie…” - Jimin 

“Jungkook, you’re so good even at practicing. I think I need to learn more because of you too. But be more obedient~” -

“To. Jungkook
Golden maknae!! Is there any word that can describe better than this? ㅎ
I believe that if you are not settled with your natural talents, not hate doing repeated things and work with passion, there’s no doubt one day you’ll become the best singer in Korea!
Hope you will never forget your passion and effort!!” - Bang Shihyuk PD 

“My manager. Once a manager, forever a manager.” - Choreographer Son Sungdeuk 

Wake up when I wake you in the morning! Sometimes I’m scared when no matter what I do, you still remain motionless like a stone stature. And sleep on your bed~! Don’t sleep in weird position on the floor too~!” - Manager


get to know me: favorite female character → the ‘avatar: the last airbender’ girls
“I’m a warrior, but I’m a girl too.”