i am not going back to black

Disclaimer

Just as a reminder, on this blog I am going to ignore any controversy regarding statements or opinions that JonTron has made unless if it’s REALLY bad, or if someone questions me about it (in a reasonable manner of course). People are people with different opinions on certain aspects and we need to respect that. People are people, and in politics and life in general, rarely is an issue ever black or white.

Alright back to the shitposts

anonymous asked:

My ex girlfriend was diagnosed with bpd. She would have violent outburts towards herself. Last weekend, the last time i saw her and will probably ever see her, the violent outburst was towards me. I thought i was going to die, i was terrified. But i am missing her dearly and i am worried for her safety. Do you think she will ever get better and come back to me? Do you think there is possibility of other outbursts that might endanger me even though she left me? Im lost. Im hurt. Im so broken.

Of the love from her towards you was strong, or you were her fp then she’ll come back. As being a borderliner , we think in Black and White. This opinion can change any minute, with or without a reason. I think you should talk to her, when you both are calmed down. This is a typical situation , sometimes we can hurt people so much , but because of the golden times you have with us, it’s hard to leave us.

Anyway, if the new Harry Potter movie that is set in NEW YORK IN THE 1920s doesn’t have any black people in it (like the trailer suggests) I am legit going to throw my Harry Potter books in the trash and never look back.

I don’t care whose fault it is. The casting directors, the producers, j.k. herself. I don’t care. That level of disrespect, historical revisionism via white supremacist fantasy is not to be tolerated.

The Jazz Age.

With no black people.

The JAZZ AGE.

Ask Me Stuff 😉
  1. Full name
  2. Zodiac sign
  3. 3 Fears Spiders
  4. 3 things I love
  5. 4 turns ons
  6. 4 turns offs 
  7. My best friend 
  8. Sexual orientation
  9. My best first date
  10. How tall am I
  11. What do I miss

  12. What time were I born

  13. Favourite colour Black

  14. Do I have a crush

  15. Favourite quote

  16. Favourite place

  17. Favourite food

  18. Do I use sarcasm

  19. What am I listening to right now

  20. First thing I notice in new person

  21. Shoe size

  22. Eye colour

  23. Hair colour

  24. Favourite style of clothing

  25. Ever done a prank call?

  26. What colour of underwear I’m wearing now?

  27. Meaning behind my URL

  28. Favourite movie

  29. Favourite song

  30. Favourite band

  31. How I feel right now

  32. Someone I love

  33. My current relationship status

  34. My relationship with my parents

  35. Favourite holiday

  36. Tattoos and piercings?

  37. Tattoos and piercing i want

  38. The reason I joined Tumblr

  39. Do I and my last ex hate each other?

  40. Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?

  41. Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?

  42. When did I last hold hands?

  43. How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?

  44. Have I shaved your legs in the past three days?

  45. Where am I right now?

  46. If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?

  47. Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?

  48. Do I live with my Mom and Dad?

  49. Am I excited for anything?

  50. Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?

  51. How often do I wear a fake smile?

  52. When was the last time I hugged someone?

  53. What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?

  54. Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?

  55. What is something I disliked about today?

  56. If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

  57. What do I think about most?

  58. What’s my strangest talent?

  59. Do I have any strange phobias?

  60. Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
  61. What was the last lie I told?

  62. Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

  63. Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

  64. Do I believe in magic?
  65. Do I believe in luck?

  66. What’s the weather like right now?

  67. What was the last book I’ve read?

  68. Do I like the smell of gasoline?

  69. Do I have any nicknames?

  70. What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?

  71. Do I spend money or save it?

  72. Can I touch my nose with a tongue?

  73. Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me?

  74. Favourite animal?

  75. What was I doing last night at 12 AM?

  76. What do I think is Satan’s last name is?

  77. What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?

  78. How can you win my heart?

  79. What would I want to be written on my tombstone?

  80. What is my favourite word

  81. My top 5 blogs on tumblr

  82. If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?

  83. Do I have any relatives in jail?

  84. I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?

  85. What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

  86. What is my current desktop picture?

  87. Had sex?

  88. Bought condoms?

  89. Gotten pregnant?

  90. Failed a class?

  91. Kissed a boy?

  92. Kissed a girl?

  93. Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?

  94. Had job?

  95. Left the house without my wallet?

  96. Bullied someone on the internet?

  97. Had sex in public?

  98. Played on a sports team?

  99. Smoked weed?

  100. Did drugs?

  101. Smoked cigarettes?

  102. Drank alcohol?

  103. Am I a vegetarian/vegan?

  104. Been overweight?

  105. Been underweight?

  106. Been to a wedding?

  107. Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?

  108. Watched TV for 5 hours straight?

  109. Been outside my home country?

  110. Gotten my heart broken?

  111. Been to a professional sports game?

  112. Broken a bone?

  113. Cut myself?

  114. Been to prom?

  115. Been in airplane?

  116. Fly by helicopter?

  117. What concerts have I been to?

  118. Had a crush on someone of the same sex?

  119. Learned another language?

  120. Wore make up?

  121. Lost my virginity before I was 18?

  122.  Had oral sex?

  123. Dyed my hair?

  124. Voted in a presidential election?

  125. Rode in an ambulance?

  126. Had a surgery?

  127. Met someone famous?

  128. Stalked someone on a social network?

  129. Peed outside?

  130. Been fishing?

  131. Helped with charity?

  132. Been rejected by a crush?

  133. Broken a mirror?

  134. What do I want for birthday?

  135. How many kids do I want and what will be their names?

  136. Was I named after anyone?

  137. Do I like my handwriting?

  138. What was my favourite toy as a child? 
  139. Favourite Tv Show?

  140. Where do I want to live when older?

  141. Play any musical instrument?

  142. One of my scars, how did I get it?

  143. Favourite pizza toping?

  144. Am I afraid of the dark?

  145. Am I afraid of heights?

  146. Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?

  147. Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
  148. What I’m really bad at

  149. What my greatest achievements are

  150. The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me

  151. What I’d do if I won in a lottery

  152. What do I like about myself

  153. My closest Tumblr friend

  154. Something I fantasise about my ex

You asked me who I
am in my ideal world,
where I can create and
be whoever I want to be.

And I tell you, in another
life I’m bold, I tell the kid
in class to quit interrupting 
the lecture because we are so 
goddamn tired of him acting
like he knows everything.


I don’t text my mother telling
her that I am crying, I don’t sit
on the corner of her bed sobbing
at 3 am about someone that doesn’t
like me back or how much I wish
I could sleep,


I dye my hair pink and blue and
purple and I get a fringe and wear
dark lipstick and remember to file
my nails rather than let them break
and I dress in all black one day and
the next day in colors as vivid as my
dreams of you.


I travel wherever I want without a
worry in the world and I don’t think
twice about moving constantly and
I pack only a suitcase and I go to coffee
shops early in the morning and sit next
to someone in the sunlight and we talk
about politics or just good stories we
have heard.


I take some time off from school and
I work and I live in a small apartment
with a faucet that drips but I keep the
windows open constantly and my neighbors
are so unconventional but they are still so
beautiful and they have the greatest stories
and they drink during the weekends and
during my free time I fill my walls with
pictures and poems and posters and I am
so bloody passionate that it drips through
the windows,


I have many friends or I have absolutely
no one and I am content either way and
I go to parties and get to know everyone
but no one exactly knows me and they
try to describe me to others asking if
they’ve seen me too but they cannot
find any words that can describe the
way I held their hands.


And I tell you, in another life I’m crazy
and happy and weird and I talk a lot or
sometimes not at all and none of their
words ever hurt me because I am too
caught up in my own love, I am too 
busy creating myself. 


And I ask what would you be if you
could be anything?


And you tell me of all these divine things,
you’d ride the train and never get off and
see where it takes you, you would drive until
you ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere,
you would swim until your skin looks like
apple peels, and as you tell me of all these
wondrous adventures, where you are always
going somewhere, I realize you are just running
away,


You have always just been running away
from me.

—  In another life I’m bold and you’re cold.
voltron s2 thoughts n whatever

• EVERYONE STOP BEING MEAN TO KEITH 2017
• shiro getting mad is my favorite thing but he would be a bad baby sitter
• hunk and pidge are pure
• I FEEL LIKE NO ONE IS TALKING ABOUT THE FACT THAT KEITH SUMMONED THE RED LION FROM SO FAR AWAY !!! HE DID IT !!!
• fucking sheith feels oh my god i am blessed (antis/klance shippers who are hating, back the fuck away from me. i ship both and look at me)
• SHAY IS PRECIOUS AND WILL ALWAYS BE
• #giveshiroabreak2k17
• shiro bonding with the black lion
• someone give keith a hug
• GALRA!KEITH IS CANON OH MY FUCKING GO D
• hunk could be a fuckin chef he is so great a beautiful
• mermaids !!! lance got kissed !!!
• keith has southern roots no one fight me on this
• coran was perfect this season 10/10
• voltron team at the mall
• bye zarkon no one likes you
• keith in ep8 is my aesthetic
• pidge and the outdoors and the roots and all that
• pidge in general actually. i love when she talks mathematically and scientifically
• pidge
• keith and hunk moments • lance is a sharpshooter
• allura learned stuff and did things and proud of the space mom
• the part with lance and keith getting stuck in the elevator = emperors new groove. I loved that scene
• shallura moments
• everyone needs to stop complaining that this season wasn’t mainly focused around lance. we got major keith development so chill tf out. • ¿??
• keith

ALL I DO NOW IS DRAW POE DAYUMERON, SOMEONE HELP ME

Gave Poe a new jacket. He seems like the kind of guy who’d match his clothes with his droid. His ship already matches, and plus he’s down one jacket anyways~

actually i just wanted to see him in black but don’t mind me

The Rabiah Scale

The public’s love for scales knows no bounds, so here’s the latest one. This scale is about how likely I think we are to return to a plane in a Standard-legal set. A few caveats:

• This is totally my opinion and does not reflect anyone else in R&D. Remember, I am not a member of the creative team.

• Like the Storm Scale, this is based on a general sense of the future without actually factoring in what I know about the future. If we are about to do something unexpected, I still treat it as unlikely (similar to how Madness was rated an 8 even though I knew it was coming back in Shadows over Innistrad).

• I listed all the planes we have visited on black border cards save future-shifted cards and planes cards. I might have forgotten one or two. 

• I am talking about revisiting these planes and not going to a new plane with a similar approach. For instance, Rabiah being a 10 doesn’t mean a new Persian-inspired plane is equally unlikely.

• Like the Storm Scale, 1 means very likely and 10 means very unlikely.

• With all that said, enjoy.

1 – Ravnica, Innistrad

2 – Zendikar

3 – Kaladesh, Theros

4 – Alara, Dominaria, Tarkir, Vryn

5 – Fiora, New Phyrexia (Mirrodin)

6 – Regatha

7 – Lorwyn/Shadowmoor, Shandalar

8 – Kamigawa, Segovia

9 – Mercadia, Rath, Serra’s Realm, Ulgrotha

10 – Rabiah

[TRANS] VIXX - Milky Way Lyrics

Yeah, you’re my bright light
We’re walking on the Milky Way

Since the day I started walking with you step by step, everyday
I feel proud for no reason
I feel confident whatever I do
Could it be that you came inside my head
To tickle me
My lips keep going up smiling
It won’t come down

(Girl, you are my bright light)
Even I shine, I’ll make you shine brighter tonight
(Girl, I am your bright light)
You just shine for me, girl
No more question, answer
We’re the answer for each other

Yeah, don’t doubt our relationship
I won’t ever turn back if it’s you in front of me

All the stars in the black night sky
Gather it all, it all
I’ll shine brighter for you
Baby, you’re my, you’re my
My face reflected in your two eyes
It’s all full of twinkling smiles
More than anything in the world that shines
For me, it’s you, just you

Your beauty hits me endlessly,
A lovely hurricane
I can’t get over you easily, I keep falling deeper
You come into my heart again
And increase my temperature
My heart keeps beating hard
It can’t calm down

(Girl, you are my Starlight)
The whole world in a blue light tonight
(Girl, I am your star, right)
I’ll make you shine forever, girl
No more question, answer
We’re the answer for each other

I’ll pay back your love by making you feel even more
Moved and touched than how you made me feel

All the stars in the black night sky
Gather it all, it all
I’ll shine brighter for you
Baby, you’re my, you’re my
My face reflected in your two eyes
It’s all full of twinkling smiles
More than anything in the world that shines
For me, it’s you, just you

Ah, I like you so much, I can’t control myself
 You with such pretty hearts, be my baby nuna
Ah, I like you so so so much
Break all the apartments
I like you so so much, break the Earth
I already told you, I’ll turn the whole world into our galaxy
I don’t want anyone else
I wish upon the night sky again
Our times we’ll spend together is longer
Than the times we’ve already spent

Every time, like an unimagined gift
I draw closer to you, my girl
These steps towards stars
Shining highway
You’re my Milky Way
Is this how you feel
You smile at me like a little child
My heart that holds you inside
Feels like it will melt

Whenever, I’ll watch you
As I shine, so bright
Wherever, all we need is
To be together, so bright
Days filled with more happiness than sadness
There’ll be more things to laugh about from now
For us, so right

All the stars in the black night sky
Gather it all, it all
I’ll shine brighter for you
Baby, you’re my, you’re my
My face reflected in your two eyes
It’s just full of twinkling smiles
More than anything in the world that shines
For me, it’s you, just you
Quick note: In the chorus, “I’ll shine brighter for you” is 너를 더 눈부시게 할게 which could also be translated as “I’ll make you shine brighter” ♡

Translator: marrymeN @starlightsgift
Hangul Lyrics: Naver 

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☆️Aesthetic Meme☆ [6/7 AU]

Stucky Coffeeshop AU where Buck is a vet (obsessed with black coffee and his bike) that runs into Steve at Steve’s favorite coffee shop to sit and think and draw between his classes. Buck says he only keeps going back to the place because the coffee is good but we all know different.

sshh he sleep

at some dinner party

someone: ok here’s a fun one… if you could go back in time and pick one moment in your life to relive, what moment would you pick?

someone else: that’s a tough one! probably the birth of my beautiful child, mary, she is truly my whole world-

me, interrupting: EASY. october 2014. i am sitting in a movie theater seeing gone girl (2014) dir. david fincher for the first time. the screen cuts to black and rosamund pike’s voice suddenly says “i am so much happier now that i’m dead, technically missing, soon to be presumed dead. GONE. and my-”

Romance Manga

Here are some fabulous shojo romance choices to keep you warm and cuddly! Enjoy! (No particular order)

Haru No Ride

Reason to read: The struggles the characters face are real. Futaba struggles with her identity, and Kou with his family and self-worth. We get to see these two characters fall in love and get many satisfying romantic moments! 


Wolf Girl and Black Prince 

Reason to read: At first, I wasn’t a fan of this one, but I am glad I gave it a second chance because this manga is freaking fantastic. The dynamic between the two has a rocky start but romance and reciprocated feelings soon ensure. Another great thing is that this manga actually mentions (and may in the future show) sex, unlike many shojo that tend to pretend that it does not exist. 


Ouran High School Host Club 

Reason to read: If you haven’t seen the fabulous anime, then go watch it and come back and read it. Your welcome. If you have seen it, then we all know what that final scene was missing. Do not fret! For this manga continues the antics and the romance! Everything from the characters to the plot are perfect in this manga and I can say with complete confidence that this manga has the most satisfying, heart-warming ending of any manga I have ever read. 


Nodame Cantabile 

Reason to read: I do not play an instrument and have never listened to classical music, but this manga gave me a profound appreciation for that world. Nodame is by far the most unique and interesting heroine I have come across in manga, and her relationship with Chiaki is great because the love takes a while to blossom, but that makes it a lot sweeter. There is a 3 season long anime series that I watched and enjoyed and I actually do believe that watching it might be a better option because this show does involve music, but the manga has a lot of spicy details that are fun to come back to after watching! 


Hibi Chouchou 

Reason to read: This manga is not everyone’s cup of tea, but those who like it LOVE it! The reason this manga polarizes people is because both protagonists are extremely quiet and shy, so we get a lot of glimpses into their thoughts and wishes, but not a lot of actual dialogue. The reason everyone should give it a try is because it really is an accurate depiction of the struggles of shy love and is really well drawn and cute.  


Kamisama Hajimemashita 

Reason to read: Nanami proves that a cute face and dainty demeanor does not define her level of strength. Tomoe and her relationship grow so naturally and the special circumstances they are in makes the reader really want to root for them. 


Horimiya 

Reason to read: Hori and Miyamura show each other sides of themselves that no one knows and they become essential parts of each others lives. They are so freaking cute together!


Your Lie in April 

Reason to read: First of all, I REALLY recommend watching the anime first. Our protagonists are musicians so if you actually want to hear their music, the anime is the best option. I would recommend reading the manga after watching the anime if you want to relive the pain good feelings. The strange thing about this show/manga is that technically, it is categorized as a “shonen” which automatically makes me think of lots of boobs and butts, but this show is an innocent and lovely choice for any reader! WARNING: sadness inside. 


Kaichou wa Maid Sama! 

Reason to read: Misaki is one of the most kick-ass girl characters. She juggles being the student council president with great grades and a job at a maid cafe all while her home life crumbles. Usui and Misaki are one of my favorite manga couples because they truly deserve each other! 


Akagami no Shirayukihime 

Reason to read: Shirayuki may look like a weakling, but she is actually mentally strong and incredibly brave. I have not read too much of this manga yet, but so far I like what I see, and since I always spoil stuff for myself, I know for a fact that love is around the river bend! 


Cherry Boy, That Girl 

Reason to Read: First of all, this is a Korean manhwa, not a manga, so you read it left to right. This freaking work of art…I love this manhwa. It has it all, twists, turns, love, deceit, tricks, and treats galore, all wrapped up in fully colored chapters!


Last Game

Reason to read: OMGGGGG. It all started when Kujou knocked Yanagi off of his high-horse by beating him in almost everything: school, sports, and the like. Yanagai was one of those boys who has talent, but mostly gets what he wants because he is rich. Then Kujou comes out of nowhere and with her ordinary, plain-jane looks steals his pride without really trying at all. From that moment, Yanagi has followed Kujou to high school and now college to try to win the Last Game. Yanagi is the true gem of this manga because unlike in many shojo romances, it is actually told from the boy’s perspective and the boy falls in love first. 


Special A

Reason to read: This is literally the epitome of the classic “competition –> love” scenario…and I love it. The charm of this manga is all of the different love stories that blossom between all of the other characters. There is a good anime for this show, but the manga is a tad better.    

To Trump supporters, who think now we feel what you felt under Obama:

We are not afraid of the same things.

I am afraid that my Muslim friends will be put in camps, because Trump has threatened to make Muslims “register,” which is how the Holocaust began. And, because similar things have happened in America, in the not distant past. Because my grandfather, a second generation Japanese-American, was put into a camp, because Japan bombed Pearl Harbor. Even though, he was born in America. Because Japanese-Americans were all put in camps, in spite of most of them having never even visited Japan.

They were incarcerated without trial, because people were afraid.

Now, I am afraid that Muslims, nearly all who are moderate and kind, will be treated like that or worse, even though 99% of them have no connection to Taliban.

Black Americans, Latino Americans, even Asian Americans have already been attacked or called slurs, being told to “go back to their country,” when we have lived here our entire lives. When we were born here, and even our parents were born here. Women have been attacked, called “liberal bitches,” for walking down the street. LGBTQIA+, have already suffered shootings this year, and with this new man in power, we are afraid that people are only going to feel more justified their attacks. Disabled people already have faced horrible injustices, and now, that a man has been elected, who has openly mocked them, we are afraid that they will face even more.

I understand that you were afraid of not being able to buy guns. Afraid that women and people of color would take away your jobs.

I am now afraid of being attacked, because I am a woman. Afraid of being attacked because I am Asian. Being hated, because some people think I am Latina. Afraid that any time one of my LGBTQIA+ friends go out, I may never see them again.

You were afraid that the system would not hear your voice, and I suppose in that way, I understand. Because the electoral system is literally how Trump has come to power, when Clinton won the popular vote.

You may be happy for this new regime, and if that’s your feeling, I wish I could convince you how hurtful that is. But, this doesn’t seem to be what you were afraid of over the last eight years.

We are not afraid of not having jobs, or not owning things, or even of not having the system hear our voice.

We are afraid for our lives.

A/N: I wrote this on Facebook recently, and figured it might be something people here might like to read/reblog/etc. If you are part of the marginalized groups, I am part of many as well. I support you. Be strong.

Masterpost :D

Since I haven’t done one of these in a while here ya go!!

(** means smut)

[Updated: Feb. 7, 2017]

One-shots/Series 

Dean

Sam

Winchester Sister

Cas

John

Jensen

Jared

Disney AU’s


Imagines

Dean

Sam

Castiel

Both Brothers

Other Characters

Jensen

Confession: I’m finally starting to embrace natural hair and it feels so damn good. My hair hasn’t been relaxed in months and I’m never going back. I can’t wait to finally discover my curl pattern, something which has unfortunately been concealed for years. I’m so eager to embark on this journey, I might just go for the big chop! Natural hair is so beautiful and unique; I finally see it as a gift now, rather than a curse. I’m gonna embrace who I am and finally be unapologetically black!

one time my grandmother in miami back in the 60s shortly after leaving Cuba got on a bus, and when she did the bus driver made this pregnant black woman get up and give my abuela the seat and my grandmother was like, in spanish “no are you crazy she’s pregnant, i can stand, let her sit.” “ma’am, you have to” “no voy a sentarme, ya coño no me jodas mas” but once the bus driver started persisting, my grandmother began to understand what was going on (not that she actually understood what he was saying because she only spoke spanish but it clicked for her after she could see his tone towards this lady) and was so beyond outraged started cussing out the bus driver “I didn’t flee cuba for this bullshit” the bus driver was like “lady either you take her seat or you get off” and she pretty much was like “KICK ME OFF THEN” and with my grandmother bitching the entire time, a literal non stop verbal barrage, gringo dropped both of them off at the next stop. the lady was grateful my grandmother defended her but lol had no idea what my grandmother was saying as she was continuing her rant lmao. i was just remembering her a lot today with castro’s death and all. miss her and thought i’d share.