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happy birthday to.. me! haha uh its kind of a birthday tradition of mine to draw whatever i feel like no matter how little sense it makes lmao anyway here are yuuri and victor in kinda matchy KotOR star wars robes!! its very late!!! this is not an au dont @ me victor would never work for the jedi he is good and i trust him okay im leaving now bed time

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Hoseok returned with two more bottles of beer and managed to keep the conversation away from what was bothering Yoongi until he had nearly finished the first bottle. “Alright,” he said with a sigh and adjusted himself in his seat to get more comfortable, “let’s hear it. What’s going on with you?”
Yoongi rubbed his hand over his face with an annoyed sigh. “That’s just the thing,” he said with a resigned laugh, “I don’t even know what is wrong.”

“Well that’s helpful,” Hoseok said with a bright laugh. Leave it to him to always find the humor in a situation even when Yoongi’s thoughts were all bleak.

“I’m not sleeping much lately,” Yoongi finally answered with a shrug, as if the admission meant nothing. “I thought it was that I have been drinking too much coffee but I haven’t had any in days and still can’t sleep.”

Hoseok’s brows furrowed and the edges of his lips cast downwards as he studied his friend again. “How long has that been going on?”

“Since earlier this week. It started the night of that party the company threw for the anniversary.“

“That’s awfully specific. What happened that night?”

Yoongi’s mind flashed back to your eyes shining in the light with impending tears, smeared mascara across your cheeks, and the way you looked at him as if he wasn’t even human. He cleared his throat and shook his head to try to rid himself of the unwanted image that had haunted him since that night. “Nothing much,” he finally muttered and took another sip of his drink.

“Uh huh,” Hoseok said in a tone that conveyed his disbelief. “You know, if I charged you like a therapist I wouldn’t even have to work. You’re so repressed that you could be my only client and I could charge you for every hour you sit in front of me and say ‘I’m fine’ or ‘nothing is wrong’. I’m in the wrong field clearly.”

"There was a little fight that night,” Yoongi finally admitted with a groan, “but really, honestly, it hasn’t been bothering me.”

"I’m curious, does it ever work?”

Yoongi brought his eyes away from his drink to look at Hoseok and wrinkled his brows in confusion. “Does what work?”

“Lying to yourself like that. ‘It hasn’t been bothering me’ you say as you reek of booze and admit that you can’t sleep. I’ve known you my entire life, Yoongi, and I can’t say that I have ever seen you admit that you had a problem. So if you are content with living your life feeling whatever the hell it is that is going on in your mind right now instead of just facing what is troubling you then by all means continue to ignore your problems,” Hoseok sighed and leaned back in his chair to study the other patrons of the bar. He waited for Yoongi to say something, anything, to refute his observation. When the older man remained quiet and merely left his gaze on Hoseok, who stubbornly refused to meet his stare though he knew his friend well enough to have predicted it, he continued. “So why don’t you start with who the fight was with?”

"I don’t see why it matters.”

"Well, I’m not a doctor but stress usually factors into not being able to sleep. Maybe you can’t relax because of this fight.”

"It was with an employee of mine. It really hasn’t been bothering me,” Yoongi said and finished the rest of his drink. He had lost count of exactly how much he had drank and couldn’t remember the last time he had let himself get to such a state.

Hoseok let out an annoyed sigh and rolled his eyes before he took another swig of his beer. “Well if you aren’t going to tell me about it then just go sleep with that girl you’ve been fucking. That should wear you out enough to go to sleep, right?”

Yoongi bristled and rolled his empty tumbler between his fingers. “I can’t.”

"Why’s that? Did you finally break off your agreement with her?”

"No.”

"Oh so she did? It’s about time. I can’t believe she agreed to be your sex slave in the first place. What kind of woman doesn’t have a problem with that,” Hoseok said with a laugh.

Yoongi took a sharp breath and tried to ignore the way his chest tightened with the way Hoseok spoke about you. “That isn’t it either. I can’t fuck her because she was who I fought with that night.”

He leaned forward and rested his arms on the table to get as close as he could to Yoongi, a sinister smile on his face. “Now it’s getting interesting. So what was it that caused the fight between you and your fuck doll?”

Yoongi wasn’t sure what happened in that moment but something inside of him burst. He could feel it, first in his chest as a sudden heat, then in his hands as they tightened around his glass tumbler before finally finding release through his throat. “Don’t call her that,” Yoongi growled. Hoseok paused only for a second in surprise before his eyes widened and suddenly his twisted smile had grown and he exposed every tooth in his mouth. Yoongi wanted to punch him and his stupid smile at that moment.

“So that’s what this is about!”

“I don’t know what you are talking about,” Yoongi snapped and looked around towards the bartender only to see a slew of people surrounding the man. “I need another drink. Why the fuck is the bar so busy?”

“You like her,” Hoseok said with an awestruck tone.

“Don’t be ridiculous,” Yoongi said brusquely.

“Holy shit,” Hoseok whispered, completely ignoring his friend.

“Just for that this one is now mine,” Yoongi said with a glare and grabbed the second beer bottle Hoseok had bought. He pulled the top off and took a sip before giving an exaggerated sigh, “so refreshing.”

“Min Yoongi is capable of feelings stemming from somewhere other than his dick,” Hoseok muttered to himself in disbelief.

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Summary:  Joker is preparing to celebrate his and Batman’s upcoming Nemesis Anniversary when he makes the devastating discovery that Batman is married to his roommate Bruce Wayne.

A/N: So, I wrote a Lego Batman/Joker fic, whoops. /o\

Scott’s Stepsister-Isaac Lahey-Part 3

Friendships and Sleepovers

Part 1-Moving and Meeting

Part 2-School Days

Teen Wolf Imagine: #114

Word Count: 2,742

Warnings:None that I can think of?

Summary: While the parents are away the teenagers will play. Melissa and Matthew take a weekend away leaving Scott, Isaac, and Y/N home ‘alone’. Scott’s friends come over, as do a few of Y/N’s friends from back home. It’s a night filled with friends, getting to know each other, and pizza. Lots and lots of pizza.

A/n: It’s finished! Finally! I am so happy that it’s done you don’t even know!!!!!! I hope you all enjoy it I am going to go work on that damn riverdale fic and probably close my tumblr tab for a few days. Goodbye.

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reread update!!! I have finished the shadow rising and am staring down the fires of heaven trying to decide if I should try to read something else before I move forward. probably I will not read something else because I’m really fuckin excited for lords of chaos.

anyway:

  • so I like Perrin a lot more this reread it turns out, also him and Faile are a pairing I like a lot more this time around
  • maybe I got a little emotional when he sent Faile away, maybe, don’t tell anyone
  • hey there Asmodean, you loser, I love you
  • (I’m so excited for awkward and bitchy Asmodean in the next book though)
  • I don’t know how much more I actually have to say except that I really liked this book even if a lot of it felt like set up for later things
  • but also Aviendha. Aviendha is a delight.
  • everyone is a delight. I LOVE EVERYONE IN THIS BAR

This has been a good day spent with beautiful people, involved eating a lot of vegn napoleon cake with raspberries and doing things but not really doing anything and I love everyone, also I went to have dinner with my parents and ended up eating half a salad and leaving early, also had a good cry whilst walking home and quietly singing and now I am finishing a bottle of wine from earlier because I’m Sad and don’t know any better way

anonymous asked:

HEy are you still writing? I miss your writing sm:(

hey there, i hope u don’t mind me using this message as a general announcement/’what’s going on with cap’ thing bc there’s a lot more to it than a yes or no

short answer is yes i am still writing, i just haven’t finished anything so i haven’t published anything. the long answer is a little more complex haha

i’ve been working full time since about the end of november, and i work all day on a computer, so it’s hard for me to come home and spend more time on the computer. however i can’t handwrite because of my hand problem, so my writing speed has decreased dramatically, purely because it’s so hard for me to open the damned documents hah

additionally, since november i’ve been working on a longfic called howitzer, about a figure skater who’s taken up ice hockey for financial reasons. it’s…. not a “short” longfic, i’ve barely done a third of it and it’s at about 60k, so it’s taking me a long time to finish.

on top of that i’ve also got a couple of short (2-3k) drabbles (one should be published this week!) on the go, and the fandomtr*mpshate fic for the auction winner (10k minimum), which is actually a lot of fun to write! 

sounds easy, right? 

just to add to the whole thing, i’m also going through a fairly severe downswing in my mental health, which happens, but it saps my motivation to do anything except dissociate, scroll tumblr, and cry a lot whilst thinking about how terrible i am (see, i can multitask!) so words on paper (or in document) is a really hard thing for me right now.

however, i am writing, i am finishing things up, there will be some new content from me soon (i’m also signed up for the reverse big bang and plan to sign up for the actual big bang lmao) and trust me, i miss writing as much as you miss reading my stuff.