i am not creative about posts lol

So, today I started a drawing I promised Melissa Errico. I sent her this progress photo and she liked it so much, that she posted it on social media lol. What really surprised me though, was that she told me to leave it like this. She said it has a vibe and that unfinished pieces of art have something fascinating. I thought about it and she’ right. I value her artistic input on my works very much. I never took any art classes, I am selftaught, so I gladly take new suggestions or creative ideas. I thought of using this trick of unfinished art for future drawings and see how it works.
I always make a light, rough sketch first and then make the lines I wanna use darker and more precise. The more I look at this pic, I find it really appealing to only highlight the important parts. I might work on improving that when I get back from NYC.

kalikoke replied to your post: sanjunipero1987 answered your question: …

Helmet flying in the air

I love this, but sadly, not gonna work for this piece. 

the-laughing-wolf answered your questionFor a mysterious drawing thing: Helmet, or no…

What about both…? Helmet there, but not on the head? Like, in a hand, or on the ground near a foot or something. Best of both worlds lol.

Normally I am all about BOTH but in this case, it’s gotta be on their head if it’s gonna make it into the drawing! 

s0tc replied to your postWELP. 

well at least it’s not someone asking you if your character is a futa………. LOL


It was mostly just unexpected because the commentary and harassment on harbinger are pretty infrequent and it’s like, almost nonexistent when you play a male character

i just saw the opportunity for a pun about cat-calling and like… i HAD to

thelatenightstoryteller replied to your post “Season 5 more like Fitzsimmons zero gravity space sex am I right?”

I feel like if you are creative enough anything is possible. There are probably about a million ways to have sex I am sure one of them is space compatible LOL. Maybe just a problem if you are set on one way? I dunno. I have faith in them.

Also this is some cool stuff

I mean, as long as you don’t mind being strapped together (and the rather awkward fluid stuff) you could probably get the job done. It would just be a matter of getting there lol

anonymous asked:

Alex is too talented and lovely to go for airhaeads like Ellie and Alicia. Ellie is a post away from being in a porn magazine. I really like his ex because she was not only pretty but smart and creative. I will hate on any girl I think is beneath him in intelligence and heart. So sue me lol. Obviously he can still do as he pleases but so can we.

Haha you go girl 😂 yeah I really miss some talent in them and his ex has a great sense of humor and her posts are not about “omg look at how beautiful I am”, that what’s makes her more relatable plus she wouldn’t be in it for the fame.. he did like one of her old pics at the same time he also liked Ellies.. wonder if he is still thinking about her?

One Year

Okay, so I don’t know how many of you know this or remember but on December 8 it will have been exactly one year since I posted my first Reader Insert fic on my old blog. I had all of 12 followers when I posted my Amnesia Series (LINK HERE) and I was terrified, scared to death becasue I have been told all my life that I’m not creative and that I’m only good at numbers and that type of stuff. I had started writing fanfic the summer before with an OFC, but reader inserts were so daunting and scary, I didn’t think I could do it, and I really had no idea about Tumblr.

Since then I have not been able to stop writing, and even when I don’t post for awhile, I’m still dabbling around. I written a lot of stuff I never thought I would be able to write (smut definitly comes to mind lol). I’ve also completed quite a few fics that I am truely proud of. It is really surreal that it has only been a year. I honestly don’t remember what I used to do with my spare time and I don’t remember what I did before I met so many amazing people with so many amazing stories (life or fic) of their own.

In the last year I have met so many fantastic people. So many awesome, amazing people that I am so proud to call my friends. I love all of you, even if we don’t talk every single day, even if we haven’t talked in a month, I still consider you a friend. I know I’m going to miss some people below, but know that I still love you, I still appreciate you, I’m just a scatter brained person who can’t think half of the time. But here we go, a special shout out to the following peeps…

@writingaworldofmyown- Sarah, dear, none of this would have been possible without you. Yeah, I was a nerd but I didn’t know what fanfiction was let alone what a fandom was. You are my best friend, I miss living with you so much and our fangirling moments. Literally you are one of the most important people who have come into my life and I am honored to have you as my friend.

@trash-trashaf- Steff, for those of you who don’t know is my real life little sister. She encourages me so much. She sits there paitiently when I’m going nuts with ideas. I love you girl.

@deanwinchester-af- Elsie, my boo, you were my first tumblr buddy. Your seven day challenge was the first challenge I did and gave me enough confidence to write and plan out series. You are literally one of the sweetest people I have ever met. You are so encouraging and kind and the master of fluff and every time I read your stuff I’m a giggling mess. 

@the-mrs-deanwinchester-Kathryn!! You inspired me to write a lot of my fics. I look up to you so much and you have always been there for me when I need you. I know we don’t always talk as much as we used to but your still my bae and ily girl.

@nichelle-my-belle- Nichelle, I know we don’t talk a lot but I feel kinda this comradery with you becasue we were guppies at the same time and we had a ‘few’ gif wars lol. I admire your writing so much, you’re angst and smut are the bomb.

@sherlock44 - Amanda, literally the sweetest sweetheart to ever exist. You are so kind and such a cheerleader. I seriously remember when you rebloged my first fic and I think you were the first person who ever asked me for a tag. I haven’t talked to you in awhile, so I hope school is going well. I know you are kicking ass and taking names.

@winchestersnco- Erin! You are amazing. You are such an amazing writer, such an amazing person. There are not enough words in the world to describe you. Thank you for being there, being supportive, letting me vent to you and being there at 3AM when I have a random thought or there is a mouse in my house.

@bloodysideofhell-I swear to Chuck you are my long lost sister. I enjoy your fics so much, I enjoy talking to you, your angst kills me slowly and I love it. Your random puns and gifs never fail to make me laugh.

@torn-and-frayed-Steph, my dear. I love how you are funny and sarcastic. I love your fics and your angst and just what an awesome person you are. 

@bandobsession98- Rach! ily girl. It sucks becasue of timezones, but I absolutly love to talk to you and I love how we have absolutley no shame at all when we do lol. I know you are a Sam!girl, but I will forgive you this once lol

@salvachester- Scar! You are so sassy and helpful and perfect. I love how you add to porn battles and honestly when I post something angsty or smutty I look foreward to your reaction. Every time I write angst I actually edit it thinking ‘is this worthy of Scar Tyra-ing it?’

@eyes-of-a-disney-princess-Alright, I got to keep this to a reasonable length so let’s just cut to the chase…You are awesome (I could go on for days). Like I wish one of us would have bucked up and started talking to the other months ago. I look foreward to our porn battles, I adore you and your writing. I love, love, love talking to you everyday. I legit miss you when I don’t hear from you and I always love how there is zero off limits when we are talking or tagging. 

And a special shoutout to some people that I talk to occasionally, that I consider friends, that I admire and love and look foreward to getting to know better in the future @callmesweetheartifyoumeanit, @oriona75, @leatherwhiskeycoffeeplaid, @deansdirtylittlesecretsblog@percywinchester27 , @deandoesthingstome, @writingbeautifulmen, @chaos-and-the-calm67, @thing-you-do-with-that-thing, @idreamofhazel, @mrswhozeewhatsis, @winchesterenthusiast, @fabulouslyboredeveryday, @vintagevalentinexx, @adriellej, @kas-not-cas, @kazchester-fanfiction, @ackleholic96 @i-have-loved-a-thousand-lives and I’m 100% sure there are a couple people I am forgetting at the moment. But thank you all!!!


I said i was gonna wait to post my follow forever till towards the end of the playoffs and this is close enough so here we are. It’s been an amazing season and i’m glad to have gotten to know so many of you. 2100+ followers i don't deserve but it’s one of the few things that make me happy so thank you all! 

also special thanks to t-o-ews for helping with the graphic

now i’m probably gonna go on for too long about some people bc i cant shut up sometimes so the rest of this is gonna be in a read more

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“a mix about a woman who could leave the walls of fear behind, and step out into the sunlight. she’s out of darkness.” ( listen here )

01. lost along the way - john nordstorm 02. help, i’m alive - metric 03. human - christina perri 04. bones - ms mr 05. youth of america - birdbrain 06. unbreakable - firelight 07. not gonna die - skillet 08. everybody’s fool - evanescence 09. she has no time - keane 10. something to die for - the sounds


I have this video bookmarked. It’s a kid who tries every day for a year to throw a spoon into a cup behind him. Sometimes he gets close, sometimes it bounces into another cup nearby, one time he drops the spoon before he even gets the chance to throw it - most of the time he misses. When I first started watching the video, I was like, lol, this is dumb, why am I watching this. Then I got way invested. 

Because I started recognizing myself in this dumb exercise - pursuing a career in a creative industry, you’re going to fail most of the time and a couple of times you might get close and still fail, and if you do succeed, it’s a combo of dumb luck and persistence that got you here. And good luck making that happen a second time.

Today I got rejected from a thing. I get rejected from things a lot, actually, but I don’t post about them very often. Because I don’t want to remember that feeling, it’s not a very good feeling and if I can forget how rejection feels even a little bit, it makes it a lot easier to try things.

I think it’s helpful to read about people’s disappointments and rejections sometimes. It’s easy to look around at the things people are posting on Facebook and Instagram and think wow, they have it figured out, everything’s going awesome for them. I get messages sometimes from friends who I haven’t talked to in a while, “It looks like you’re doing great out in LA!” And I always think to myself, “Does it??? I feel like I’m doggy paddling furiously and barely keeping my head above the water.” And then I realize that’s probably everyone. We don’t post about rejection because it’s a bummer and not particularly inspirational and we’d rather just skip to the part where we succeed and casually say “There was a lot of rejection along the way, but I’m here now!” And I am not there right now. 

Anyway. I really wanted this thing that I got rejected from today. But it didn’t work out, and that’s okay. Apparently they liked me and they were just going in a different direction and there will hopefully be opportunities for me there in the future. All nice things to hear, and to be honest, I saw this one coming. It was always going to be a long shot, I’m happy to have made it this far in their consideration process.

But rejection still stings no matter how much you see it coming. So I’m kinda bummed today. It cool. I’ll be back to chucking spoons into mugs tomorrow.

anonymous asked:

Someone asked you how you would introduce Caroline to the Originals. Obviously you were vague because no matter how you want to serve it there is no right or logic plot to get Caroline there. So stop blaming the writers. Even creativity has its limits when a character doesn't belong somewhere.

As I have said I wouldn’t introduce her either. She indeed doesn’t belong to TO. Not while TO is such a mess (Baby, characters that have no purpose, ships that make no sense etc etc)

But creativity has nothing to do with it. A writer should be able to expand his/her view. Especially on a sci-fi/supernatural show. But this whole show was based on a vampire pregnancy that is basically a plot hole; There were no explanations given. No creativity behind it. It was just a stupid idea that was forced on the show because no one had the power to stop some people that were in charge. Simple as that.

But if you want to introduce characters, to have characters jump shows, to unite stories and plots and even to rectify damaged plots and cover plot holes all you have to do is think hard and work even harder. You need to have the will to produce something that will respect your canon mythology and the genre you are aiming at. And most importantly your viewers.

Your issue here was that in my other post I didn’t give a clear plot of how the writers could introduce Caroline to TO? And this is important or proves something because somehow I am what? A writer? A writer for TO? I work for CW? I assure you none of the above is happening (if it was no baby monstrosity would have happened on my watch lol)

So you have the idea that creativity knows boundaries?

Ok here then.

Plot 1: We do not know anything specific about Caroline’s father. We did know that he had left Mystic Falls and somehow in his travels he had managed to learn how to resist compulsion without vervain. The only human and not a supernatural being that was able to that on the instance of compulsion and to keep his free will completely intact. He was against vampires, he had his methods, he was the one that figured out immediately how to break Klaus’s sire bond. He had his own theories and shady past. And that was not that explored in TVD. Or at all. What if all that was somewhat connected with NOLA? What if he wasn’t the only one that could do that and there was something deeper and secrets behind it? A society perhaps? So here you could have not only a connection that would bring Caroline to TO but also a possible interesting plot.

Plot 2: Greetings from the dead. If I am not mistaken from what I have seen in comments and gifs Bonnie can see the dead from the other side. What if the Originals that died and can communicate with her try to pass some messages through her. Constantly and violently to the point even of her madness. So she would have to go to NOLA and Caroline could go with her. Plus side…you get ALL THE ORIGINALS BACK!

Plot 3: Tyler goes to NOLA again. He never comes back. Caroline goes to find him.

Plot 4: Werewolf bite and because there is no time and they can’t reach Klaus Stefan gets Caroline to NOLA.

Plot 5: I have heard people talking about Augustine vampires and even though I have no idea what that is many people claim that it could be used to introduce Caroline to the Originals. So why not?

Plot 6: Caroline dies. And somehow her spirit gets trapped inside the borders of NOLA. Some witches can see her, Klaus could even barely sense her even though he would think nothing of it but even in this state she can’t get out of NOLA for some reason. Find a way for her to communicate with Klaus and then a weird ritual that could bring her back to life (Spike’s spirit in ATS was trapped inside W&H and Angel could not get rid of him no matter what). Then let the mystery begin.

Plot 7: A grand NOLA witchy plan happens and all vampires turn human. Caroline and the MF gang go to NOLA for answers.

Plot 8: Caroline vanishes. Weeks later she resurfaces in NOLA with no memory of what happened to her or how she ended there. Klaus finds her.

Plot 9: Klaus is shown painting Caroline. Her face is on display. There you have her introduced with a sense of mystery without even her physical appearance and then you buy your time until you find a way to bring her to the show (like the MF gang needing something from Klaus, information, help etc and Caroline going there to ask for it because she would be the only one that could convince him)

Plot 10: She takes the plane to Timbuktu but it crashes to NOLA.  LOL.

So now that I have given you direct plots that changes your argument somehow?

My point is that creativity is ENDLESS. Bad writing when you have a whole writing team supporting you and a canon and non canon vampire mythology from TVD and myths and legends backing you up is unforgivable. Not at the scale it happens to TVD/TO.

You cannot tell me that the writers cannot find a plausible way to move a character from one show to another IF the want to. They moved Klaus to NOLA with a sorry excuse of a letter that was honestly a sorry cope out.

As I have said. TO is not an environment for Caroline. Not when it is a hot mess. Not when people send me messages telling me that Klaus is a cry baby and that the actual baby is a prominent plot. Why would anyone want Caroline to go to Hayley’s show (because this IS Hayley’s show). If things were different I wouldn’t mind. If things were different I wouldn’t have banned the show in the first place (Klaroline aside).

But my point here is that there is literally nothing that a write can’t do when he/she has the will to do it and responsibility as his/her first rule. The possibilities are endless. And this is why I always get so mad when I get so major plot holes and OOC characters. Because after a point some things don’t accidentally happen. It is just due to poor writing. Writing that indeed as you say has its limitations.