i am not a devil worshiper

Types of Satanism
  • LaVeyan Satanism: I am Satan. I am my own god and believe in myself. I believe in my own abilities and power and don't need any spiritual being helping me.
  • Theistic Satanism: Satan is a real entity. I belive in him as Christains do in their Jesus. I am loyal to Satan and will take every challange he gives me. *Some of us believe only in Satan while others believe in both our Satan and the Christain God.
  • Devil Worshippers: I worship everything I find to be evil. I will sacrifice anything or indulge in crimes for Satan, who I belive is the Devil and symbol of evil himself.
  • Luciferianism: I believe in Lucifer. Lucifer is an enlightened and spiritual being, more peacful than Satan. I believe that the world is devided into light and darkness.
  • Demonolators: I believe in and honor actual demons rather than Satan. Thanks to rituals or meditation I can contact demons and ask for their assistance when I need it.
  • Duotheism: I believe that Satan isn't a god, but rather the bible based being who has rebelled against the Creator and forcefully tried to take his throne.
  • Ecletic Satanism: I am none of the above. I have different beliefs from two or more religions and combine them. I have my own non-specific religion.
  • There might be a few other, more specific, types of Satanism I haven't covered. I also might have made mistakes on these so feel free to correct or add on! I did not include Satin Satanism since I couldn't find much information about it, and from what I'm hearing it isn't really a form of Satanism.
Repay You

2,500 Followers Drabble

Prompt: “I miss the days when you were cute and innocent.“

Pairing: Daddy!Dean x Reader

Requested by: @kas-not-cas


Pink. 

All Dean sees before him is god damn pink. How did he get here? Why is he here? This isn’t good. And he doesn’t fucking like it one bit. He’s not ready for this shit. He’ll never be ready for this shit. It’s inevitable but Dean isn’t prepared enough for this right now. 

“Can we move this along, sweetheart? I’m hungry.” Dean whines out, heavily pacing in front of his daughter’s dressing room.

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So maybe we’re both sinners,
for you only find religion in my body when it’s tussled in your bed sheets
and I pray to you like the god you are buckled on my knees.
Quick to beg for forgiveness,
quick to ask for repentance,
quick to mistake lust for love,
quick to fill the silence with soft breaths and tall tales.
You tell me, “THIS IS ALL WE ARE, BUT YOU ARE MY ANGEL,“
but you only give praise to the flesh I wear,
only ever call me holy when you’re touching me.
And I tell you, "THIS IS ALL WE ARE, BUT YOU’RE MY DEVIL, NOT MY GOD,”
but I still worship at your altar,
spreading the good news of my loveless lover,
writing scriptures and hymns of
how you sang to me
and then carelessly took your leave.
But YOU ARE NOT A GOD
and I AM NO ANGEL,
and I burn the holy book,
and I curse your name, ignore the smudged blood stains
and you don’t ever think of me,
because A DEVIL CANNOT LOVE ANOTHER DEVIL WITHOUT THERE BEING A MISERABLE CHAOS.

can-ii-get-a-amen  asked:

Crimsy: Any room in the I Hate Dylan fanclub? You got shirts??

“What am I, made of money!? I’ve not got time for that shit like that Studio guy!

I aint got T-shirts but I’ve got these eggs! Its like, you know, merchandise or whatever. Proudly show that you hate Dylan and worship me by displayin’ this in yer home!”

It’s just a boiled egg with the words “Dylan sucks donkey dick” and “I ❤ bendy" all over… don’t buy it. 

@ask-bloody-hell-bendy

relatable™ tfb lyrics

•"there was a sacrificial ritual inside my room last night"
•"you were my homemade mashed potatoes biscuits and gravy"
•"im just talking shit on you"
•"i have this dream i am hitting my dad with a baseball bat"
•"everybody shut the fuck up for a minute"
•"meet my pregnant girlfriend"
•"would you kick me in the face please"
•"we are so cool, we are so punk"
•"you look so sexy chelsea"
•"worshipping the devil, good vibes all around"
feel free to add more

Into the depths of darkness
I saw the light of her soul
Golden and sparkling and broken
A flame beyond control
But caving underneath that skin
I found a sin buried in the dirt
- Hidden between bones and curls
and the tights of her skirt

Dark queen of great treasures
Our tale shall not be unfold
For she offered me sanctuary
Into a kingdom doomed by love
My skin craves for the kisses of the sun
- So she kisses me instead
Feels like a hymn the nymphs would’ve sung
It’s all I’ve got and I want it bad

Laced with a ribbon of blood
And plucked onto that chest of mine,
She’s sinking to the bottom of a river
While I quiver into her onyx eyes
Yet I prayed to a saint of evilness
And fell devoted to our gentle sacrifice
Still blessed by the sickness of her lips
For on my tongue they’ve tasted like wine

I wouldn’t’ve rose so the winter came
Swallowing the seeds of a pomegranate
But I left to burn with her on a pyre
To flourish a garden named desire
She’s mercy, compassion and my majesty
So the absence of death lies underneath
Those secrets she whispers to me:
- “Who do deities worship here?”


And although I am utterly lost,
Smelling to roses and shells,
I prove the black shift of her soul
It isn’t sweet, but it’s so warm I melt
There’s a stoneheart pressed on my ribs
Her hips - I might touch ‘em as well
Yet she cherishes so dearly the devils
She’s the goddess of her own hell

—  A tale of dreadful girls; persephone writes to hades. // Larissa Teles.

Forgive me father for I have sinned

Father the devil was the most beautiful angel and you made him my brother 

Forgive me father for I am weak

You placed him into my arms father and I jumped into the fire, and father I have never felt cleaner than when he kisses my lips 

Forgive me father for before I am your soldier I am his

I shall follow his commands before I follow yours and father in my heart there shall be no regret

Forgive me father for I only invoke your name when I am at the cathedral of his hips

I shall worship at his feet for he is my God

His flesh shall be my bread, his blood shall be my wine and I’ll ask no forgiveness father for between his legs my salvation I will find

Forgive me father for I will spill my sins at your feet while his taste is still on my lips and I know father when he beckons me back into his arms I will follow

Forgive me father for I have made you cry and I shall do it again if my punishment is his smile

Let me burn besides him in eternal damnation father, for my soul is his and I shall find no greater paradise than him

Forgive me father for I love him more than any man has a right to love his brother

And forgive me father but for as long as he is mine I do not truly seek your forgiveness

  • Sister's Dude Friend: What's "occultism"?
  • Me: Generally, the study of the occult
  • Him: Ok so I heard that this concert has something to do with that, and Charles Manson
  • Me: *internally* ??????
  • Me: I have no idea what's going to happen at that concert, but sure, maybe there will be something spooky or witchy
  • Him: what's the definition...of "occult"
  • Me: *explains*
  • Him: is it Satanic?
  • Me: *explains Satanism*
  • Him: no I mean devil worship stuff
  • Me: *explains Satanism AGAIN, including Theistic Satanism*
  • Him: I just don't want something to hurt my soul when I go to the concert. like, I might not even notice!
  • Me: *is so done with this conversation*
  • Me: With a lot of things, if you don't believe in them, they can't hurt you, and you'll be fine anyway.
  • Him: but I believe in it! and I am not for it
  • Me: *the most exasperated face*
  • Me: If you want to go to the concert, go. If it makes you uncomfortable, don't go.
  • Me: If you're worried that going to a concert is going to make you possessed or something, it doesn't work like that!
  • Him: aww, that makes me feel a lot better!
  • Me: *semi-sarcastically* yay
  • Him: *posts a Minions gif*
  • Me: o h m y g o d
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Holy by Zolita (tw: hanging)

“A young girl explores a lesbian relationship in a patriarchal schoolhouse and starts a secret feminist girl cult.”

Worship your body as you walk my way/ Your the only one who can make me pray/ I fall at your feet, your breath defined/ And underneath my skin’s intrinsic shrine/ Mm mm 

Drink my tears, i’m at your mercy/ I love you most, but i’m not worthy/ I’ll give my soul, sacrifice me/ Cause your love is holy/ Is holy 

I can fight but the devil wins/ And i will fall like i sin new sins/ Forgive me Father i am weak/ And it’s not forgiveness that i seek/ Mm mm

The Warrior Witch

As these months have gone by, my devotion to the art, to my body, to my emotion and mind, I’ve grown. So much.

Beholden to none but the “I” and them over the hedge. My pursuit of martial arts has grown, my body becoming more and more powerful, flexable. And I’ve ritualized it, made it esotoric.

To call upon the Emperor, the Chariot, Strength. I speak of these cards before physical training, invoking their archetypes into myself. I shape-shift into them, and them unto me.

I pray to the Coal-black Blacksmith, the devil, and ask his blessing as I revere him, worshiping the Iron I use, the breath I draw, the flesh I work.

My temple is the forest, the rain my relief, the body/mind the extensions of my fairie nature. I am a being that celebrates growth and decay, and apart of the flock. A bending of stereotypes, a self-embrace of my otherness.

Don’t forget witchling, you have a wolf buried under that flesh of yours. Hone it, let it erupt with fury. Let it loose on the oppressor. Tear at the chains and at the flesh. Go for the eyes.




My feelings towards Matt Murdock
  • Matt gets blinded: OH MY GOD!! That is so f**king tragic. Protect this child at all costs.
  • Matt beats up criminals: Never mind, he's got this.
  • Matt shows off his abs: Oh no, he's hot AF.
  • Matt pushes Russian off building: I should not be rooting for this man, but I am.
  • Matt saves Karen: I ship these two so hard.
  • Matt saves Claire: Wait, never mind. I ship these two.
  • Matt and Foggy at college: Nope, it's these two. Avocados at Law for LIFE!!
  • Matt and Foggy split up: NO! Please stop arguing! Get back together, you stupid avocados.
  • Matt makes a promise with Melvin: Oh my god, he's so caring, this man is perfect.
  • Matt shows off his badass Devil suit: I am not a satanist, but I would so worship this devil.
Telling People I'm Luciferian
  • Me: So basically my spirituality is about enlightenment and striking a balance between light and dark; yin and yang, so to speak. The arch angel Lucifer is how I see the Divine. That's why I call myself a Luciferian.
  • Person: So... you mean... you worship Satan? Do you like sacrifice animals? Are you like a devil worshipper???
  • Me: ... Yup, that's exactly what I am! Hail Satan! I'm gonna go sacrifice a baby bunny to the Dark Lord right now! All Hail the magic conch!
The songs are the answer

Yes, the Musgrave riddle was useless. This is the kind of mystery I hate because you can’t possibly solve it, after all you miss data, like the most important clue.

The solution is also anticlimatic. Are we supposed to think a child managed to write in stones names, dates?

And let’s be frank, Eurus is never said to have any relation with the headstones, Sherlock is the one who is fascinated by them.

There are three songs in Sherlock, three songs and a violin duet. So, what if we turn it around? What if we start assuming that these songs are the answer to what The Final Problem really is, not just the Eurus little riddle?

Song 1: The Number of the beast

We start with Mrs Hudson’s ‘The Number of the Beast’. As everything is about to explode, Mrs Martha ‘Plot device’ Hudson is listening to this:

-hell

Six six six the number of the Beast

Hell and fire-  

We only can hear the last word of the first line and they cut at “hell and fire”.

So, here is the complete version of this part of the song.

Was all this for real or some kind of hell?
Six six six the number of the Beast;
Hell and fire was spawned to be released.

And here’s another part of the song, one that actually tells us what this is all about.

What did I see can I believe that what I saw?
That night was real and not just fantasy

Just what I saw
In my old dreams were they reflections of my warped mind staring back at me?

'Cause in my dreams 

It’s always there
The evil face that twists my mind and brings me to despair

So, basically, Mrs Hudson is listening a song about a man who basically went to hell and can’t quite believe what he saw was real.

And from what I’ve managed to gather, it was written by Iron Maiden bass player Steve Harris, who explained it this way:

“Basically, this song is about a dream. It’s not about devil worship.”

More like a nightmare if you want my opinion. This is how a man had a nightmare where he went to hell. And if Sherlock is going to Sherrinford, a place Mycroft basically called hell on earth…

Yeah. It’s not real.

Song 2: I that am lost, oh, who will find me?

I’m only going to use the lines we keep hearing since TLD, not the complete version that magically appears in the end.

I that am lost, oh, who will find me?

Deep down below the old beech tree.

Help succour me now the east winds blow,

Sixteen by six, brother, and under we go!

First, Eurus is the one who keeps singing/playing this song, she is ‘I’, Sherlock necessarily is ‘brother’.

And under we go…

Basically, you need to go deeper. That’s the only way you’ll find Eurus/your Emotions, one that got lost and is about to be reaped by the east wind and die if nothing is done.

And Sherlock’s solution keeps this interpretation, except it gives some beginning of an answer to save Eurus.

Help me brother

Save my life before my doom.

I am lost without your love,

Save my soul, seek my room.

Sherlock/Eurus is dying, but love will save him.

Song 3: I want to break free

I want to break free
I want to break free
I want to break free from your lies
You’re so self satisfied I don’t need you
I’ve got to break free
God knows, God knows I want to break free

I’ve fallen in-

And Moriarty stops right before Freddie can say ‘love’.

So yes, it’s all about love. Sherlock is in love, and needs to break free, to confess.


So, to conclude, with these songs, we can assume that:

  • What Sherlock is experiencing isn’t real, this is only the nightmare where he goes to hell;
  • Eurus/Emotion/Sherlock’s mirror is dying/about to be reaped by the East Winds and that the only way to save them is to go deeper in his mind palace (and bring love);
  • Sherlock needs to break free because he’s fallen in love.
Luciferianism vs Satanism vs Devil Worship

(This is my fave and most sucessful amino post i love it)

Mornin everyone, it’s me again here to talk your ears off.

Some context: I myself am a theistic Luciferian.

There was a comment on my other post about Satanism asking about the distinction between Satan, Lucifer and the devil so I decided to delve into this! It’s really wordy and gets a little confusing so if you need time to clarify something, don’t be afraid to drop a comment!

Let’s Start with the Differences

Lucifer came first. Lucifer is the name of the morning star, or Yahweh’s favorite angel (some say first). Lucifer was the most beautiful and most loved of them all. But then Yahweh created man and commanded the angels to bow to these weird pathetic little beings the same as they bowed to him, obviously, Lucifer wasn’t about to do that so he sent the serpent to give man knowledge and free will (this is where the Light Bringer part comes in). This was an act against god, so Lucifer was cast out to rule over hell, a place created for those who used their free will for evil.

This is where Satan comes in

Some say at this point, Lucifer lost his angelic name and became Satan, the overseer of evil. This in no way implies that Satan himself is evil, same way Hades isn’t. He has a job. Someone has to make sure the truly evil are punished. And Satan was given that role. He still, though, represents the free will and self empowerment that came with the fall of Lucifer. Which we’ll get to later.

And finally, the actual bad guy, the devil

This is where opinions on the story start getting all over the place. Some say that the devil was just another translation of Satan so the two are interchangeable. (But when has religion ever worked like that) so I believe that the devil is not a being, no, but Christianity’s name for all things deemed unchristian and evil. The devil is what Christians actually fight against, the thing that tempts them to take advantage of free will and harm another. The most common personification of this word “devil” I’ve found is those practicing draconian magic who see the devil as a large dragon that represents the same self empowerment and fighting against the system as Satan and Lucifer.

So they’re all the same?

No, not really. I believe they are all parts of one another, and it’s impossible to completely separate them all, but the morning star has different goals and responsibilities than the adversary, Satan.

What about the religions?

Flash round, (theistic) Luciferianism is the worship of the being Lucifer the morning star and Lightbringer.

(Theistic) Satanism is the worship of Satan the adversary and guardian of the dark.

Devil worship is the worship of Satan in his dragon form.

For all of these, there is an atheistic counterpart. This is the LaVeyans we all know and love. They don’t worship a deity, and in fact denounce supernaturalism, but format their life and decision making around the courage and enlightenment that Lucifer brought mankind. He went against established rule knowing the consequences because he believed we were worth more than what we were given.

Most luciferians and satanists I’ve met are strictly solitary. I know I am. Luciferianism is a deeply personal philosophy centered around the growth of the self and keeping that growth private. I couldn’t imagine sharing what I’ve learned from Lucifer with a church of people. There are, although, well established and beautiful Satanic churches and groups that come together to perform rituals that honor their god and themselves. A good run down of the rituals of a Satanic church can be found with a quick google search of Zeena LaVey (Anton’s scary beautiful daughter) who was the first to be baptized as a Satanist.

A final thought

I also believe they all still love and are loved by Yahweh. Especially Lucifer, although he has a different viewpoint than his creator. Like that one weird conservative uncle that you aren’t going to invite to your wedding but he still gives you money on your birthday.

Whew! That was a lot and I know I left some chunks out, but I hope I helped clear up a few things!

They say my body is a temple. I am a woman now and that makes me holy. It’s a sin to touch me with your hands of honey. They say I should wait for a hero that is brave enough to take my hand and burn himself on me. They say my body is a temple and I need a man to worship me cause if not, I will be burned down. I need a man to save me because without a man I am the devil.

But I say my body is a museum. I am the fucking masterpiece on the wall, made of pain and love. I am fucking haunted by goddesses and dead queens. And I will give my permission to look and adore me but don’t you put your dusty fingers on my diamond-white colored skin. They keep gossiping me like nudity. I am the mosaic of history and madness. I was born in pieces of blood and gold, they did not know what to do with a tragedy like me so they decided to turn me into art. Therefore, people don’t feel so apologetic for my fate anymore, and when they come to my appearance they only applaud for my black humor and my tears. I am a sensation; I am the only statuette in town sculptured out of pleasure, agony and despair. I am the only porcelain doll that cries. Nevertheless, don’t you touch my body of marble cause your fingerprints will melt on me and my organs will kill us both.

My body is not a temple.

I am no goddess. I am no holy. I am no saint.
God made me a woman. And that’s beyond everything.

—  God Made Me Woman by Royla Asghar

anonymous asked:

tbh I know the fandom will do what it wants but I actually don't mind him recycling seimei. it's a program he's comfortable with, and as long as he's healthy then isn't that all we can ask for? also, after last season I feel like he wants more than anything to play safe, to make sure the judges aren't going to keep underscoring him and overscoring other skaters (i.e: shoma/nathan) (I just hope he changes his mind about that layout though)

I can’t say I am happy with it (selfishly, I will always hope for new programs) and on some level I get why people are whiny about it. But at the same time I think that there is a fine line between having an opinion (that doesn’t necessarily agrees with his. I don’t think being a fan means to worship him, I think it means supporting him even when you don’t get/like his decisions) and actually talking like an anti, writing petty insults lol

Yesterday everybody loved Seimei, today it’s like, the devil. I myself sometimes expect more from him than what I expect from others, because I love his skating and mentality, but at some point we all need to realize and come to terms with the fact that loving his skating and personality doesn’t mean we are entitled to decide for him or have a say in it. And that it isn’t right to ask more of him all the time after all (I say this as a reminder for myself too xD)

Re: layout. I don’t think that is the final layout. Simply because doing 5 quads with only 1 3A and repeating 4S and 4T means that he won’t really gain an advantage over his HL layout, in terms of BV, and with a bigger risk, since his 3A is definitely more stable than the 4S. So I still hope/think/actually want to believe that at some point that first half will have a 4lz instead of a solo 4S. It’s the thing that makes more sense imo, We will see throughout the season :) 

A Miracle Of Nature! Meet The Gorilla Who Keeps Declaring ‘I Am God!’ In Sign Language


Meet Chester. Chester is a beautiful Western lowland gorilla from Angola, currently on display at the Los Angeles Zoo. As if that didn’t already make him awesome enough, Chester has a special talent: He constantly uses American Sign Language to declare that he is God!

Researchers say that they had only taught Chester the sign language words for “hello” and “food” before the gorilla suddenly signed to them, “Enough. I am God. I am God. Worship me worship me worship me.” He’s been delighting visitors to the zoo with these adorable messages ever since!

Chester’s command of sign language is incredibly advanced for a gorilla. While even the most gifted members of his species tend to sign very rudimentary messages of one or two words—such as “give food” or “scared”—Chester has been able to use sign language to communicate comparatively complex sentences such as, “I am the Lord who made the sky,” “I make the light happen,” and “I will swallow the Devil alive.”

“Needless to say, when scientists found out that there was a gorilla using sign language to say complicated things like, ‘I am the One True Lord’ and ‘I came before the sun,’ the whole primatology community began to take notice,” says Dr. Madelyn Richardson, who leads a team of researchers currently studying Chester’s incredible language abilities. “The range of his communication skills is remarkable. Sometimes the gorilla will sign highly complex sentences like, ‘I built you all from the dust of Eden,’ and other times he’ll just point to the sky, and then to himself, and then to the sky again, and then back to himself. He’ll do that for hours.”

Dr. Richardson states she recognized Chester’s value to the scientific community immediately. “When a gorilla can say a complex sentence like, ‘I will drown you all in the floodwaters’ using perfect American Sign Language, that’s not something you ignore,” she says. “This is a significant breakthrough in the field of primatology. Chester is a truly amazing gorilla.”

She forgot to mention that he’s super cute, too!

“What does your worst nightmare look like?”

Wish upon a star, a savior, unseeing, unwinding, unchanging. The blessed, quintessential toughness remained untouched until it landed before her feet, calling out a surreal prayer of purity. Eyes wide it glanced at her, “Am I what you wanted? Am I what you need?” and she nodded in delight. Dream come true from a dreamy daze into a crispy reality in the detailed, most finest print possible. Until that new reality became a cursed image of hell, and the softness in its smile transpired into an evil smirk of promising doom.

“Careful what you wish for.”

The angel is the devil now. Her wish landed at her feet, looking at her as if she was its God, praying to her, worshipping her sacredly divine existence until its individuality dawned on him, and the lust for life tore at his skin.

“Does your worst nightmare look like me?”

— phaera

Types of Satanism

LaVeyan Satanism: I am Satan. I am my own god and believe in myself. I believe in my own abilities and power and don’t need any spiritual being helping me.

Theistic Satanism: Satan is a real entity. I belive in him as Christains do in their Jesus. I am loyal to Satan and will take every challange he gives me. *Some of us believe only in Satan while others believe in both our Satan and the Christain God.

Devil Worshippers: I worship everything I find to be evil. I will sacrifice anything or indulge in crimes for Satan, who I belive is the Devil and symbol of evil himself.

Luciferianism: I believe in Lucifer. Lucifer is an enlightened and spiritual being, more peacful than Satan. I believe that the world is devided into light and darkness.

Demonolators: I believe in and honor actual demons rather than Satan. Thanks to rituals or meditation I can contact demons and ask for their assistance when I need it.

Duotheism: I believe that Satan isn’t a god, but rather the bible based being who has rebelled against the Creator and forcefully tried to take his throne.
Ecletic Satanism: I am none of the above. I have different beliefs from two or more religions and combine them. I have my own non-specific religion.
There might be a few other, more specific, types of Satanism I haven’t covered. I also might have made mistakes on these so feel free to correct or add on! I did not include Satin Satanism since I couldn’t find much information about it, and from what I’m hearing it isn’t really a form of Satanism.