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Bernie Wolfe Appreciation Day 2:

S18 E17 Serenity: The moment Bernie wrangles these two surgeons into doing the operation the way she wants it done. 
She has just arrived in their territory, is in pain, immobilized on a bed, death and becoming paralyzed loom as real possibilities in her near future, and yet, she does this so decisively and smoothly, it’s a pleasure to watch. If that isn’t a true BMAM, I don’t know what is.

B: I am generally regarded as one of the country’s best front line surgeons, this is sort of my bread and butter.

O: Yes, of course. If there’s something we can do–

B: Work together.

Previously: 1
Post 1 is also where you’ll find the reason for this little series and the disclaimer.

anonymous asked:

hc request! rfa members react to MC having to stay home due to really bad period cramps and nausea. dont know if its been done but i havent seen it sooo~:P

i know no one asked, but im gnna write this one with them in high school (again)


  • every time MC misses school Yoosung gets so dang worried
  • so of course, MC wakes up from a nap at around 11 AM with about six texts from Yoosung
  • “MC, are you okay?”
  • “did your car crash on the way to school?”
  • “are you sick?”
  • “vomiting?”
  • “dead?!”
  • as MC reads the texts, they start to laugh
  • “i’m not dead, Yoosungie, although i feel like i am. i have bad cramps today, thats all”
  • “cramps so bad you had to miss school?!”
  • “yea”
  • for the rest of the day Yoosung doesn’t respond to MC
  • but that’s fine since he was at school anyway
  • at around 2 PM MC hears a knock on their door
  • they’re still in pajamas, but answer it anyway
  • “Yoosung? what are you doing here?”
  • Yoosung was standing in their doorway with two blankets and several DVD’s
  • school ended at 2:15, which means Yoosung ditched school early to see MC
  • “i thought you must have felt lonely cooped up inside all day”
  • Yoosung smiles sweetly at MC, admiring how cute they look in pajamas
  • “i know i was lonely without you at school”
  • MC blushes and lets yoosung in although they suspect Yoosung is using them as an excuse to cut class
  • the rest of they day they spend together cuddled up under blankets and watching movies
  • Yoosung doesnt even care when MC falls asleep during the movies 
  • he knows that resting will help their cramps
  • relaxing with Yoosung helped ease MC’s pain


  • Zen came in the morning to pick MC up for school
  • he rang the doorbell and waited a bit for MC to answer
  • they opened the door still in pajamas, hair messy and eyes barley open
  • “sorry i forgot to tell you, Zen. i’m staying home today”
  • “is everything okay?”
  • “yea, it’s just cramps”
  • MC grimaces a little
  • Zen thought that MC should have someone to take care of them since their parents worked during the day
  • “good thing i’m free today”
  • Zen walks inside past MC
  • “free…? it’s a tuesday, Zen. go to class”
  • “how can i go to class when my damsel is in distress?”
  • MC blushes, although they hardly feel like a damsel right now
  • Zen thinks their bed head is adorable, though
  • Zen gets MC medicine when their cramps act up
  • and he even rubs their stomach while they fall asleep
  • and while MC is sleeping he runs out and buys chocolate for them
  •  “hey there, sleeping beauty. i got you something to cheer you up”
  • “you’re the best, Zenny”
  • taking care of MC makes Zen feel like he cant understand why some dudes are so afraid of periods
  • although Zen hated seeing MC in pain
  • he enjoyed the opportunity to care for them


  • Jaehee was always the sweetest to MC when their time of the month came
  • maybe it was because she was a woman, but she insisted that MC contact her whenever they needed taking care of
  • so when MC woke up with cramps that kept them from going to school, they decided to text Jaehee
  • “Jaehee, would it be too much trouble to visit me after school today? i’m in so much pain! i wish i had some of your tea right about now T.T”
  • Jaehee never responded to the text, but instead was at their door in a matter of minutes
  • “I was on my way to school when i got your message, so i just decided to come over”
  • “Jaehee-”
  • “go rest some more, MC. when you wake up we can have breakfast”
  • MC agrees to sleep, feeling too groggy to convince Jaehee to go back to school
  • when MC woke up again, they were greeted with the smell of chocolate chip cookies
  • MC walks into the kitchen, rubbing their eyes sleepily
  • “hey there. feeling better?”
  • “a little….did you bake cookies, Jaehee?”
  • “i sure did! i already ate some though”
  • Jaehee craves sweets when she’s on her period all the time, so she figured she’s whip something up for MC
  • MC smiles
  • “I made you some tea, too”
  • Jaehee’s tea was always perfect for calming down MC’s cramps
  • “Jaehee, i wish you were here all the time”
  • Jaehee turnes bright red when she hears MC say that with their cute sleepy voice
  • Jaehee wishes she was with them all the time, too


  • Jumin hates school without MC
  • everyone at school was so annoying
  • MC was like his saving grace throughout the day
  • so of MC isn’t at school
  • why should he be?
  • MC didnt get out of bed till around noon, their cramps keeping them bedridden 
  • when MC comes into the living room, they see Jumin sitting on their couch, watching TV
  • “Jumin?! how did you get in here?!”
  • “I got your garage code from Seven”
  • he stands up and walks to MC, taking their hands in his
  • the sudden gesture surprises them
  • “school is to hard without you., MC i thought i’d come take care of you”
  • Jumin would honestly much rather spend all day taking care of MC than go through a day of high school without them
  • “i even made pancakes”
  • Jumin had made pancakes, but he kind of did a terrible job
  • “i’m not hungry”
  • “that’s alright. what do you need? i’ll get you anything.”
  • Jumins willingness to grant any request MC could have made them blush
  • “i just want to go back to sleep…”
  • “alright. come here and i’ll be your pillow”
  • Jumin sits on the couch again
  • MC lays on the couch, putting their head in his lap
  • the two fall asleep like that
  • the picture of comfort


  • MC usually got up around 6 AM to get ready for school
  • but they had awful cramp pains so they just decided to fall back asleep
  • around 7 AM they were woken up by their phone ringing
  • it was an incoming call from Seven
  • “Seven, what is it? im sleeping”
  • “Hello, this is detective Seven Zero Seven calling for investigation purposes. you’re on speaker phone”
  • MC hears the voices of the other RFA members over the phone
  • they must be in their usual morning hang out place before class started
  • “what are you investigating, Seven Dork Seven?”
  • Seven ignores the insult
  • “the disappearance of MC”
  • “I’m just having bad cramps this morning, Seven. i’m in too much pain to show up for class”
  • MC hears some murmurs over the phone, but Sevens voice rises above them
  • “it’s cool guys, i got this”
  • then Seven hangs up
  • well that was….annoying
  • it was sweet that Seven wanted to check on MC
  • but that call felt kind of pointless
  • about an hour later MC is woken up once again, this time by the doorbell
  • “Seven?”
  • he was at their door in his pajamas holding a basket of food, two smoothies, and like ten DVD’s
  • “your care package is here!”
  • Seven lets himself in
  • “i figured you would be in your PJs, so i thought we could match. you like strawberry smoothies, right?”
  • “um..yea”
  • MC takes the smoothie
  • all the movies Seven brought over also happened to be MC’s favorites
  • Seven even made them breakfast
  • MC had no idea Seven could cook?
  • MC bites into a chocolate chip pancake, their pain dulled a bit after taking medicine
  • “you’re like, the best care package ever, Seven!”
  • Seven smiles brightly as he joins MC to eat breakfast
  • “anytime you want just give your pal detective Seven Zero Seven a call, okay?”
  • MC giggles
  • “okay!”


anonymous asked:

Hey I am new to Jikook, well BTS in general hehe. Jikook caught my eyes because of their subtle flirting/intense stare moments. I found out about their messy history with each other (which is cute because they grew so much closer to each other now) but I heard something about dispatch taking their pictures and deleting them? May I have more info on that? Why do you think it was deleted?

Hai hai I’ve talked about this before but these are the selfies:

I don’t really know why they were deleted…no one really knows. To me they just seem like innocent selfie photos between two male idol group members but I don’t know. Usually they delete them because there’s something incriminating or inappropriate in the background or something but so far no one’s caught anything so uhhh idfk. Was it the banana? We’ll never know.

Anyways, as to you being new to Jikook well all I gotta say is…


jkjk but ahhh, you remind me of a younger version of myself. I also discovered BTS first through Jikook and that was a freaking mistake because now I’m drowning in misplaced emotions every night :DDDD So either get out now before it’s too late or…stay and become overwhelmed with the best and worst Kpop OTP that’s ever existed <3

❛  Repost & BOLD which lines of famous poetry apply to your muse.

i saw the best minds of my generation destroyed by madness, starving hysterical naked. // tyger tyger, burning bright // i have done it again. // do not go gentle into that good night. // the sea is calm to-night. // let us go then, you and i, // april is the cruelest month. // pretty women wonder where my secret lies. // there is a place where the sidewalk ends. // i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart) // two roads diverged in a yellow wood. // whose woods these are i think i know, // let us twain walk aside from the rest. // once upon a midnight dreary, while i pondered, weak and weary, // i taught myself to live simply and wisely. // it so happens i am sick of being a man // i wandered lonely as a cloud // does it dry up like a raisin in the sun? // o my love is like a red, red rose. // o captain! my captain! our fearful trip is done; // out of the night that covers me // it was many and many a year ago // you may write me down in history // do not stand at my grave and weep // some say the world will end in fire // some say in ice. // hope is the thing with feathers // the wind was a torrent of darkness among the gusty trees, // no man is an island, // remember me when i am gone away, // i met a traveler from an antique land // ‘twas brillig, and the slithy toves // this is thy hour o soul, // when we wear the mask that grins and lies, // death be not proud, // and death shall have no dominion. // laugh, and the world laughs with you; // the art of losing isn’t hard to master; // to see a world in a grain of sand // is there anybody there? said the traveller // nobody heard him, the dead man, // that crazed girl improving her music. // come to me in the silence of the night; // where the mind is without fear and the head is held high // when you are old and grey and full of sleep, // in flanders’ fields the poppies blow // i thought of you and how you love this beauty // life, believe, is not a dream // it may be misery not to sing at all, // if tarry space no limit knows // come live with me and be my love, // had we but world enough and time, // my heart aches, and a drowsy numbness pains my sense // bright star, would i were stedfast as thou art- // thou still unravish’d bride of quietness // how do i love thee? let me count the ways. // heaven is what i cannot reach! // my dear, my dear, i know // in visions of the dark night // shall i compare thee to a summers day? // break, break, break // she walks in beauty, // i had a dream, which was not at all a dream. // he clasps the ring with crooked hands.

tagged by: @virulentism & @iso2108 (thank you~)
tagging: @beknighten, @isctonic, @infernalkai, @cityafterdark (any muse)

@knight-of-night replied to your post: “I feel like I have checked every corner of this city/blog and I still…

I feel silly now, as for that other surprise, I might know what you’re talking about, feels like we might be visiting Minerva’s Den once more, well notyet# that is.

Originally posted by peccattuum

Oh. Um. I believe there was great miscommunication and misunderstanding there. (All courtesy of myself, I mean.) I haven’t actually seen (I watch, don’t play yet) the Minerva’s Den DLC. I mean, I plan to. I probably should soon to be honest. But no. The other surprise I mentioned has nothing to do with Minerva’s Den.

I’m sorry to you and anyone else who fell in the trap of misunderstanding due to my incompetence to properly hint at what I meant. The “other” surprise still has to do with this page.

I’m sure plenty of you are wondering why I made it stereotypically tech-ish and a poor imitation of a decompiler. One was so I had a page that was easier to update and took less time and energy to code. The previous one I kept having to adjust the small round icon to match its intended spot on the background, and, since I hated doing that, I wanted something incredibly simple. (Well, relatively simple. I ended up doing much more work than I wanted originally, but I absolute love how it came out and do not regret a thing.)

The second reason is the more important reason for you guys.

I promise you it’s not that hard of a secret to unravel. The whole layout of the secret is literally right under all your noses. ;)

If anyone has difficulty figuring out the second secret, I’ll be more than happy to assist you via hints and clues.

- Tenenbaum

Wonder Woman #9

AAHHHHHHH, so who else is in disbelief right now? In sheer, utter, derealizing, ecstatic disbelief?! I keep reading the issue trying to make sure that I’m not imagining it. Diana and Steve are back together. We’re finally getting closer to finding out the truth behind The Lies. And this choice of villain is on point.

1. “I am going to kiss you now, Steve.”

You know what, I’m kind of glad that we got that warning from Diana or else I would have gone into an arrhythmia on turning to the glorious page that is THEIR KISS. 

Tradition aside, seeing Steve Trevor restored as Wonder Woman’s partner is a big deal for me. To summarize an excellent post by @kalinara, Steve Trevor is wish fulfillment for young female geeks - a (male) partner who doesn’t need a woman to be lesser than them to feel secure. And this one looks soooooo good in that t-shirt!

2. “We have been here before, Veronica.”

(Let me take a minute to brag: I CALLED IT!) Yes. YES. YESSSSSS. Veronica Cale is such a great Wonder Woman villain! If you haven’t read Greg Rucka’s original run on Wonder Woman, I highly recommend it. Wonder Woman is not only here to protect lives but to advocate a way of thinking that promotes empathy and understanding. What makes Veronica Cale such a great villain is that she also uses ideology and semantics in order to undermine Wonder Woman’s message. These two will not duke it out with their fists, they’ll instead engage in a battle for peoples’ minds. This makes her a worthy adversary in the already excellent WW rogues’ gallery. Anyway, I don’t know what Dr. Cale’s motivations are this time around, but I’m invested and excited to see where this goes.

3. “Girl. Go. Get out of here.”

I am extremely invested in Etta Candy. I am cautiously optimistic about where this creative team is taking her. She’s got her traditional freckles, her physique, her smarts, her loyalty to Diana, and I’m seeing hints of her sense of humor now too. It’s still early days, but I hope that we get more background on Etta: does this Etta also have a rich family in Texas? Does she like candy? Has she ever said the words “woo woo?” So many questions! 

(By the way, you know what was great?! Hope Larson’s story about Diana and Etta’s trip to Ikea in the 75th Anniversary issue. That was a good Etta.)

Stray observations:

  • There was a lot of sweetness and honesty and sexiness packed into those beach pages. Woo woo!
  • Seeing Steve Trevor refer to everyone as “ma’am” is really doing it for me. Yes Steve, these are your bosses and you genuinely respect their judgement and it never crosses your mind to mansplain. Mmm.
  • Also, that smile he cracks when he thinks of Etta and Diana hanging out in a mall. All of you know that I love Steve being in love with Diana and Steve loving Etta because of what she means to Diana (and also to him, because Etta is great).
  • Can we get rid of Steve’s beard now, though?
  • Can we get rid of those weird glasses Cheetah was wearing too while we’re at it? 
  • YO, that ending! Wonder Woman #11 is going to be fun to unpack.

livelox25  asked:

You know with all of this positive fanart of Edd today, I can't help but cry cause... he's gone... he's been gone for awhile... the idea is Edd being an angel just makes me cry... am I the only one who is crying in his birthday?

it’s okay to cry, probably lots of people are crying too we just really miss him and for some reason i’m enjoying this day, just drawing edd while sipping cola in a very hot day, don’t worry you’re not the only one! 0w0

I do want to take a moment and be sappy as hell - I feel like I’ve always kinda sat on the outskirts of this fandom like, I have a decent amount of followers but my posts don’t really blow up and I don’t get a lot of asks and I just feel like no one really knows who I am, I just kinda sit here. But today, when I confronted that hijacker, so many people immediately backed me up. My ask is flooded with messages, I’ve had people who I don’t follow and who don’t follow me start defending me and supporting me, I’ve just felt very included and like an important part of the fandom and to me, I wasn’t expecting that. To be honest, I wasn’t expecting much of anything to come out of me confronting them, just a release in my frustration basically lmao but you guys helped me and defended me and comforted me even when you didn’t have to, and I’m just really grateful for that.

basically, for all of our faults, we have a great community here and I think we should be thankful for that

anonymous asked:

Can I have Nishinoya please for the trick or treating thank you ♡♡♡


You’d never seen Nishinoya sit that still before, but once Saeko brought out her makeup kit and started placing artful bruises and smudges all over his face, you realized this was happening. The 10K Zombie Run was happening, and you were so excited. You didn’t know how Noya had talked you into it, but he’d gone so far as to special order ‘I am Runner 5’ t-shirts and train with you to get you up to snuff. You knew Noya loved to run, and ‘Zombies, Run!’ was one of his favorite things to do.

“Hey babe,” he said suddenly. You jumped, nearly over-extending during one of your stretches. “You look good.”

He shot you a wink, and you rolled your eyes; “Yuu, I look like I was punched in the face.”

“That’s the point, though!” Noya exclaimed, nearly upsetting Saeko’s work. “Saeko nee-san did a good job on you! We’re gonna be the coolest ones there!”

“Yuu, I’m sure we’re not the only ones that had the thought to go to the Zombie Run as Runner 5.” You slipped into his Karasuno jacket–you’d declared you were stealing it and wouldn’t take no for an answer. If the hungry look he was giving you was any indicator, he didn’t mind.

“You are done,” Saeko declared, planting her hands on her hips. “You two look fantastic. You’re going to kick butt today!”

“We’re meeting everyone there, yeah?” You used Noya’s shoulder for balance as your stretched out your quads.

“Yeah, Ryu wanted to go pick up the others. Apparently, he’s got a new girl, and she’s participating today,” Noya replied, steadying you with a careful hand.

“I just wanted you to know, Yuu,” you said gravely, though your smirk gave you away. “That should the zombies come, you are welcome to leave me behind. Save yourself, my love. Live on, and never forget what we shared!”

“Never,” he replied with equally flippant somberness. He clutched you dramatically. “I will always come back for you, my dearest darling! A world without you in it is a gray one, indeed!”

You snorted; “Yeah, because of all the gray matter, maybe. Zombies do eat brains, after all.”

He chuckled; “Wow, babe. That was bad, even for you.”

“Hey, my puns have been a little rusty with all this damned exercise you’ve been forcing on me,” you laughed. “Alright, let’s go. I want to see Suga’s makeup!”

Noya swept in for a quick kiss, giving you a fond and goofy smile; “For the record; I will always save you from the zombies. No matter what.”

Hello followers!

RE: that last post I made, I’ve written about 20k of a fic and an outline that’s a few pages long encompassing the fic and what’s going to be in it and how it all relates together, so I can write with sufficient foreshadowing and all that jazz.

BUT I’ve managed to convince myself that the plot is garbage and no one wants to read it so I haven’t done work in several weeks.

Would anyone be willing to let me send them my outline and read through it, tell me if it’s the kind of thing I should follow through on?

My issue is that it’s a rather big Kingsman fic crossover, and I know Kingsman enthusiasm is dying, and not many people know who I am let alone like my writing so you know. Not lots of hope that it’ll be liked and I really want people to like what I do.

It’s Kingsman, Hartwin, a Harry Potter AU. If you’d be okay looking at my outline I’d like to hear from any one of you. If I don’t really know you, all’s the better, I won’t be worried you’re just being nice~ And if it really is too much, or poorly thought out, or in any way not worth the effort, I wanna know that too.

I see the gullible sheep came out to play tonight. Continue buying into the official narrative bullshit and thinking the worst of Zayn when he has NEVER shown that. Have you even seen him in real life? SMDH. He has NEVER shown anxiety on stage. Congrats for being illogical and a terrible fan who clearly pays no attention to the person you supposedly stan. 

To the racist moron, I don’t tolerate that fuckery, so dont’ try.

 And to the little asshole who’s an embarrassment and can’t even cyberbully without hiding like a coward on anon, you can enjoy your block. I’m NEVER the one.

Happy I made y’all pressed though. I have no idea who the hell y’all are but I see y’all know who I am.

Originally posted by jiferati

anonymous asked:

I know I'm Ace. I haven't told anyone because it's not their business. But I got into a relationship with this really great guy. I've gathered some general knowledge about his views on sexuality, he's ignorant to it all basically and I don't know how to let on that I am asexual. I've told him my sex drive is very low in comparison to him. And his drive is so huge I feel overwhelmed with it. I have no desire for sex at all, I'll do it occasionally for him but I hate that it comes up so often ugh

This might be one of those times when being direct could be a solution.  Just tell him that you are asexual, and have the family & friends FAQ from AVEN (link) ready to show him.  Explain that sex is not a big part of your life, and that you feel uncomfortable with it.

I know this can be a difficult thing to do though, and you should feel no pressure to come out to him if you don’t feel ready for it.  The thing to remember though is that he will continue to be ignorant of asexuality until he is told.  How/When/Where you tell him is up to you though.

~Mod Elise

“Am I in love? – yes, since I am waiting. The other one never waits. Sometimes I want to play the part of the one who doesn’t wait; I try to busy myself elsewhere, to arrive late; but I always lose at this game. Whatever I do, I find myself there, with nothing to do, punctual, even ahead of time. The lover’s fatal identity is precisely this: I am the one who waits.”
Roland Barthes, A Lover’s Discourse: Fragments

“Bam, are you here yet?”

“Ah, sorry. I won’t make it in time.”

“I see. Are you with Lisa, perhaps?”

“Yeah…I am.”

It’s impossible to be wrong. I don’t have to ask to know, but I often do anyway. He apologizes and I excuse him from it. It has become a routine.

We end the call and instead of leaving the ice cream parlor, I stay for a cup of my favorite flavor. Why not treat myself for my foolishness?
Once I get it, I find myself stabbing at it, letting the cold consistency melt into a lukewarm puddle in the paper cup. I stare at the interesting form. The weather has been too cold anyway, so I don’t feel too bad. But still. What a waste of 3 dollars. What a waste of getting ready. What a waste of coming on time to only get turned down.

A gush of wind glides pass me as I step out of the little parlor. I tighten my scarf around my neck, slip my hands into the pockets of my sweater and decide to stroll down the block. I take notice of the red and orange trees, finding some kind of warmth in them.

The scene is lovely until a couple falls into my line of vision. They both have masks on with shades, but the coverage doesn’t bury their identity entirely. The man removes his mask to peck the young lady on the cheek and it is then I figure that the couple is Bambam and Lisa.


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It’s more than emotion
I feel I’m never gonna stop
Cause I’m falling deep
I guess the pressures build right up

With all this desire
I’ve been carrying around
I’m feeling elevated
I don’t wanna come back down

Here I am, there you are
Don’t wanna stop
I know, you know
Yeah, I can feel it

All the tension rising up
So much, it hurts

We’re saying more than words
Saying more than words [x2]

Saying more than words
More than words
Saying more than words [x3]

(Hey!) [x3]

I can’t imagine
That I believe and say
This has become a passion that is changing me

We’re speaking a language
That no one understands
Far from the surface
I know this will never end

Here I am, there you are
Don’t wanna stop
I know, you know
Yeah, I can feel it

All the tension rising up
So much, it hurts

We’re saying more than words
Saying more than words [x2]

Saying more than words
More than words
Saying more than words [x3]

anonymous asked:

Am I The Only One Who Gets A Dr. Jeckle And Hyde Feeling Knowing That Their Are Two Different Toredds.

Well i mean

I don’t think you understand how s i m i l a r their mindsets are

destructive? Check on both

Creative? Of course

unstable? Right now both

self deprecating?  YES

Violent?…Well, we’ve all seen what happened to Jodd

@picaresquedreamer replied to your post Anyone have book recs???

Everyday by David Leviathan, Seraphina by Rachel Hartman, The Blue Castle by LM Montgomery. These are ones I that just popped in my mind and are really good!  Hope it helped!

Everyday by David Leviathan - Holy shit that sounds sick! I might try it!

Seraphina by Rachel Hartman - Not really my thing, but I’m kind of interested??


Thanks so much!!