i am lost with those three

Baekhyun - Play (VII)

Originally posted by littlebyuns

Playone, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, ?

; to you, i am a toy in your hands; fragile, small, submissive. yet i know, i’m the one controlling this game.

A/N: here it is, sorry for taking some time writing this… 100 notes for the next part please??? Hope you like it and I hope this isn’t cheesy. (1.5k long)

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     Nothing hurt more than having to stand up from your position, tears still streaming down your face, as your legs tried to carry you, give you the strength you’ve lost.

     How could he possibly say those three meaningful words to someone he’s only known for a month? How did she change someone you’ve known for three years to have a soft heart and tell her those words you’ve longed to hear? How did she make him kiss her the way you’ve always kissed him; filled with love and passion for Baekhyun?

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I still trust my senses and what is shown on my screen. Johnlock is real and it is happening. If this screening wasn’t a part of this whole mindfuckery then so many things don’t make sense: The quotes of the cast/ crew about making history. The obsession with Billy Wilder. Sherlock is in love but who with. Setlock scenes which were shot differently or had a different outcome and we never saw. The fucking skull (which we were told was deliberate) and all the inconsistencies from TST and TLD.

The show was METICULOUS in the first three series and I can’t see why that would change now unless Moftiss lost their minds. Mark said ‘’no loose ends on my watch’’. I am expecting that the episode includes all those bits that complete and explain this series, like the letter, the baby, the D-Notice mindfuck and all these subplots which are now left hanging. It is impossible for them to write something which makes them look incompetent, like they have driven themselves to a corner. They are overconfident right now and there must be good reason for that. This level of enthusiasm from the cast and the crew is not justified by such a mediocre episode like TST (if taken at face value) or by so many ‘’errors’’.

I simply cannot believe that we are not being played right now, all the evidence points to that.

myfirstcrushwas  asked:

While it wasn't directed at me personally, I am so hurt and angry that those antis would even consider doing something so reprehensible. I lost my mother to cancer and if it meant getting her the help she needed, I wouldn't care if the devil himself had raised the damn money! I'm sorry that Amy and all the other who worked so hard for those charities had to read that selfish garbage and I sincerely pray that those antis never face a time that their loved ones are in need of help.

I’m so sorry about your mom :( I also lost my mom to cancer when I was barely three years old.  The fact antis think this is a good thing and they’re actually doing someone a favor is truly deplorable and it makes me sick to my stomach.  I don’t care what someone believes, charity is charity and a person who’s sick and fighting for their life doesn’t deserve to lose that fight because a person on the internet doesn’t agree with someone else’s blog content (that no one is even forcing them to read).  I hope one day they pull their heads out of their asses and do something worthy of their time.

Just came across this from the Corypheus’s Memories sidequest (which I haven’t had chance to play through just yet):

“Did the others never return from the Black City? There is no record even of our names! We are vilified by legend. They spit on our deeds and claim we brought darkness into the world. We discovered the darkness. We claimed it as our own, let it permeate our being. If the others have not returned, they are lost. I am alone in my glory.”

And it got me thinking about this section of another codex entry:

“Reminds me of a story my grandsire used to tell, about something his grandsire did. Said he once came upon a group of three darkspawn in the Deeper Roads, each twice the size of any dwarf—bigger than humans, even—and dressed up like kings. He watched from the shadows and said they talked, like people, about things he couldn’t understand. A city gone black, and they blamed each other for things but could barely remember for what. My mam was like that: never remembered the slight, just that she was angry. Story goes they attacked each other, and one ran off while the second choked the third to death and then ate him.”

Before, I’d assumed Corypheus was one of those three darkspawn, but now I’m wondering, since he doesn’t seem to know what became of the other six magisters. Interesting.

“A Romance of Sand and Snow”


        Wind and snow dance and flow as if they are budding partners. They hit my face and my tribal winter garb. I sit in a meditative position near a cliff looking at the dark grey clouds and roaring ocean waters adding to the howling wind. I shouldn’t be out here even for a woman of an icy continent but I want to be out here. I, Korra, Princess of the Southern and Northern Water tribes or as we call in our ethnic names Iiantanji and Unnakal. I am the Avatar and I have to deal with it. I’ve been dealing with it heavily after my first two conflicts with my uncle and a anti bender terrorist. During those conflicts of coups and heavy responses, torture, loss and clashing ideologies I experience and ever since I lost not only my big three elements excluding air and my spiritual connection but friends and allies. All I can’t ever get back, all I can’t replace. Tears run and drop into the snow but I turned a few into little ice beads.  

        “Korra!” a masculine voice pierces the wind. I turn and see my father, Tonraq, the chief of the tribes furious of my being here.

“Leave me, please leave me.” I turn back toward the dark grey clouds and roaring ocean. 

“Well I came out here to bring you in. Even for you, you can’t be sitting in the storm brooding and contemplating. Now come back with me and have something warm. You know how your mother will be if I don’t bring you back in.”

I sit up and faced my father. “All right” I say and we both rode back to our place. 

“Oh good, your finally back in.” Senna, my mother, sits with Tenzin, a great mentor of mine even if I’m a pain in his ass at times. His wife, Pemma and his three cute kids all look happy of me being here. Even if I have a bit of a sunken face from the little crying I had back there. 

“Korra I and my family still give you our hopes. It is good to be more with your family than sulking out in the snow to heal your trauma.” Tenzin drinks a warm tea from one of the small cups. I was eating seal and seaweed stew warming my insides. 

“Technically she is family as your father is her too… just in a different person.” Pemma carries Rohan the new born and has him feed on her milk. 

“Good, I want Korra to be related to us.” Ikki, the 2nd daughter says while eyeing Jinora her eldest sister. “She’s the sister I want to have.” Jinora uses her air bending to fling her food at Ikki. A roughhouse ensues. Pemma and Tenzin try to stop it. I laugh at the desperate attempts from them to have their kids stop fighting. 

“Everyone” I and everyone else in the room turn to find Katara near the entrance. A mysterious figure all cloaked in black stands near her. 

“Mother who’s the stranger?” Tenzin lets go of Meelo his first son and stands to combat readiness. 

“My child reveal yourself.”

81 Truths

This was originally a tagging game but I’m making it one of those questionnaire things because i am unstoppable. reblog and fill in your own if you want!

What was your:
1. Last beverage: cranberry juice
2. Last phone call: adam
3. Last text: my mom
4. Last song: omg i was listening to pieces played by the attacca quartet
5. Last time you cried: 3 days ago i think?

Have you ever:
6. Dated someone twice: yeeeeeeeeaaaaahhhh kinda
7. Been cheated on: i hope not, if so i never found out
8. Kissed anyone and regretted it: nope and no
9. Lost someone special: yes
10. Been depressed: yep

List your three favourite colours:
11. cerulean
12. lavender
13. light rose pink

In the last year have you:
14. Made a new friend: yes
15. Fallen out of love: yes
16. Laughed until you cried: yes
17. Met someone who changed you: ugh tell me about it
18. Found out who your true friends are: omfg yes
19. Found out someone was talking about you: well they didnt do a good job hiding it pff. they still dont know i know
20. Kissed anyone on your FB list: no
21. How many people do you know on your FB list: all
22. Kissed a stranger: no
23. Drank hard liquor: no
24. Lost glasses/contacts: i lose my glasses everywhere, contacts i sometimes drop
25. Had sex on a first date: ew no
26. Broken someone’s heart: yeah punk was abusive tho so
27. Been arrested: nope
28. Turned someone down: yea
29. Cried when someone died: only my bird?
30. Fallen for a friend: well id sure hope a romantic partner be a friend first anyway

31. Do you have any pets: 3 dogs, buncha fish, an african grey
32. Do you want to change your name: i like my name, i think others do too
33. What did you do for your last birthday party: i cosplayed all day //weeb
34. What time did you wake up this morning: 5:40
35. What were you doing at midnight last night: research
36. Something you can’t wait for: my orchestra trip, my summer party w/2 main skillets
37. Last time you saw your mother: today
38. One thing you wish you could change about your life: i wish i was confident about myself and had better self control and discipline
39. What are you listening to right now: vivaldi and haydn stuff if we’re being real. earlier i was listening to onerepublic
40. Have you ever talked to a Tom: nooope
41. What’s getting on your nerves: not being able to read minds lol
42. Most viewed webpage: Tumblr and YT close second lol.
43. Nickname: literally any and all variations of Mackenzie. fav so far is like… macklemore
44. Relationship status: “just fuck me up”
45. Zodiac sign: libra
46. College: looking into places with vet school and ethology majors, idk yet
47. Hair colour: blonde
48. Long or short: medium long?
49. Height: 5′8″
50. Do you have a crush on someone: might as well
51. What do you like about yourself: i have pretty eyes and im down to earth? i also like my hands and my legs look good sO THERES THAT?
52. Tattoos: nopenopenope
53. Right or left handed: righty tighty
54. First piercings: ears
55. First best friend: this girl jennifer when i was like 6
56. First sport you joined: softball
57. First vacation: hawaii
58. First pair of trainers: wait shoes right uhhh no idea
59. Eating: well i was eating an almond joy but its gone now
60. Drinking: nada
61. About to: watch a show
62. Listening to: my show in a sec omg
63. Waiting for: answers, dammit! *slams folder on desk*

Your future:
64. Want kids: NEVER i have my feathered kid(s) and that is enough
65. Get married: i really really want to, like really
66. Career: ethologistttt biologistttt surgical artisttttt avian veterinariannnn we just dont know

Which is better:
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: ok both
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or younger: older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
72. Nice stomach or arms: arms
73. Loud or sensitive: sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant (what a weird term to use tho)

Do you believe in:
76. Yourself: to an extent, yepperoni
77. Miracles: yes
78. Love at first sight: no
79. Heaven: yes
80. Santa Clause: nooooo
81. Kisses on first dates: no

I am suggesting that Black women can experience discrimination in ways that are both similar to and different from those experienced by white women and Black men.

Kimberle Crenshaw, 1989, “Demarginalising the Intersection of Race and Sex: A Black Feminist Critique of Antidiscrimination Doctrine, Feminist Theory and Antiracist Politics”.

Kimberle Crenshaw coined the term “intersectionality” in 1989 to be able to talk about the experiences of Black women. In this paper, which I am reading for the first class in my Gender, Ethnicity and Religion course, she discusses three court cases in which Black women sued for discrimination. In one case, for example, Black women lost the case: Even though the company they sued did not hire any Black women, it hired white women and Black men and therefore the judge ruled that no discrimination was taking place.

~mod r

71 years ago

My Bubie a well educated women, who was 21 (the same age I am today) was rounded up on the first night of pesach and taken with her entire family to Auschwitz. From there she spent 3 years with her name, hair, family, personal belongings, and basic rights ripped away. She spent countless hours working for the Nazis documenting their extermination of her people in the office, even working under Dr. Mengele at times writing up his experiments on fellow inmates. In those three years she lost more than any of us could ever imagine and gained insurmountable amounts of personal strength few will ever match. My Bubie suffered and survived because she believed that there could be a life after for not only her, but the Jewish people.

My grandmother is one of the strongest women I know and I only hope to accomplish even a small amount of what she has in her life time. She’s survived horrors I could never imagine, and rebuilt a wonderful life and felt true joy and a through it all maintained a strong belief and connection to Judaism.

She’s still alive today at 95 but on this Yom HaShoah I take the time to retell and remember her story because I know I’m the last one to ever hear it first hand.

Take time and listen to their stories, not just today but any chance you get.
We are the last ones who will ever hear.


Some legends are told
Some turn to dust or to gold
But you will remember me
Remember me for centuries

Part Three of ?

I’m going to say “I love you” until those three words have lost their meaning and I will find their meaning within the walls of your broken heart
I wasn’t lying when I said I would stay by your side, when I said I would hold your hand through it all
What I feel for you is so heavy
I can feel my bones crushing under the weight
I don’t care that you have a crooked smile, that’s the best thing about you
The best thing about the universe
You’re so afraid, but so am I
The only difference is I’m
willing to risk it all
For you.

Why Queen of Shadows Will Likely Be the Best Yet

For those of you on here who have read the thrilling Throne of Glass series, you’ll know that the fandom doesn’t always agree. But no matter who you like, I believe that Queen of Shadows will be a satisfying installment. Why? Because the places have been set, and the pieces are moving forward.

Throughout the first three books, the characters, especially Aelin, Chaol, and Dorian (the main three, I would say), have been somewhat lost, trying to find their footing. The main portions of Heir of Fire were dedicated to Aelin finding herself, and coming to terms with who she is. Chaol and Dorian had similar struggles.

One of the most prominent reasons for dislike of Chaol that I have seen is his indecision. He was reluctant to take a definitive side, and his loyalties were strung between the king, his father, Dorian, and Aelin. Dorian was hesitant as well, the fear of his father and the threat of change overcoming his will to rebel.

Look at them now. Those internal struggles have been resolved. Now that they’re no longer fighting themselves, they can take active roles in the fight for good. There will be no more indecision. Aelin has come into her own. Chaol has chosen a side, Dorian’s side. Dorian has…well, this is an interesting one, isn’t it?

In a way, Dorian has also resolved the internal struggle he was assigned at the start. He’s crossed very much into active rebellion. But due to the actions of the king, Dorian now has a story arc directly mirroring Aelin’s. She’s going by her true name, and has accepted/owns who she is. Dorian has forgotten his own name, almost completely lost his sense of self. And it seems that he’ll have a lot of accepting to do now that he thinks ‘a prince would have saved her.’

Good thing is, Aelin and Chaol are ready to fight for Dorian so that he can join the action too!

(Even Aedion is in a similar situation - he’s been exposed as a traitor and can now actively oppose the king!)

So strap in, everyone! This is going to be the best yet…I feel it on my bones. I love these characters, all of them, so much and I can’t wait to see what havoc they wreak!


She watches him. 

Watches as the moonlight cascades across his bare chest, listens to the faint melody he hums beneath his breath, itches to run her fingers through his sleep-mussed, side-swept hair. 

She watches him. 

Watches as he presses a soft kiss to Liam’s tuft of black hair, listens to the faint sounds of the waves lapping just yards away from their white-picket fence, itches to wrap this moment in a bow and lock it up forever. 

Because she knows. 

She knows she almost lost this. 

Knows it almost slipped through her fingers because of some sword and the dark and those god awful dream catchers. 

Knows it was almost… almost a goodbye…almost a never.

So she smiles and he finally turns, his blue eyes catching hers, his smile a mirror image. 

“I told you you could trust me.”

Her grin grows wider. 

He means Liam, she knows he means Liam and the late night three-am-wake-up-calls that are not her favourite thing, knows he means the singing and the soothing the returning of the lad to the land of dreams…

But he is Killian and she is Emma - and it is so much more. 

“I know,” she says. “I’m glad I did.”