i am literally crying from joy

so my friend met kimi and seb and this happened:

- she was crying af and when kimi got to here he was looking at her (smiling :)) and waiting for her to give him the cap to sign

- he smiled at her and told her to stop crying (to which she started to cry even more cannot blame her tbh)

- kimi’s pr manager (i always forget her name) gave her some water

- when seb got to here they told him that she was crying because of kimi and this idiot i love him so much started laughing

- he looked her straight into her eyes and smiled

i was like crying tears of joy when she told me this like i am so happy for her but i am also happy to hear what drivers are like from her both of them are just amazing

I am literally in tears.  For all your haters from the way back, racist pieces of shit that hide behind anon or in your face haters who don’t even recognize your own biases. You salty, jealous assholes (ya know who you are) can all kiss my Richonne, ride or die ass.  We made it Richonne fam.  They are so beautiful.

(crying tears of joy, redemption, exhilaration. i’m just stupid overwhelmed right now. gimple i wanna bear your children right now)

Top 5 of 2.20

Clace at the party: So when I watched the first time I was slightly disappointed because I really wanted them to be completely happy after everything but when re watched with all expectations gone I realized how great this scene is. Something was off when Jace the entire party sequence. I really like that Clary immediately picked up on it. Jace tried his best to reassure her that everything was okay but you could tell by the way she was looking at him in that last frame before Luke showed up that she’s concerned. I hope we see this continue in S3 & she picks up on  whatever is going on.

Clary Freaking Fray: Now if you know me you Jace is my all time favorite & always will be but I love Clary. Through the course of S2 I have struggled with her because something was always holding her back from reaching the full blown heroine. In this episode she completely surpassed everything I can possibly want from the lead of the show. She’s compassionate & loyal but when you cross her she will kick your ass & not apologize The fight scene with Valentine was brutal but beyond amazing. Katherine McNamara killed it in this episode. You felt every single thing Clary felt & it was epic.   

Clace vs the Circle: So after the traitor is revealed he decides to would be great to hold Clary & Jace down & chop their heads off. Dom & Kat were great in this scene. You could feel the fears coming off them in waves as they just looked at each helplessly. Thankfully Jace was able to activate his powers & we got to see them kick ass together. I love how they ran to each other after. Its great that we have finally got to this point in there relationship & everything that happens between them is so emotionally charged

Jace’s death: The entire sequence from the moment Valentine stabbed Jace until Clary makes her wish was the best & most emotional thing the show has do so far. Jace apologizing to Clary & using his last breathe to tell her he loves her nearly broke my soul. I love that they gave focus to both Alec & Clary. They are the two most important people to Jace who were the most impacted by his death. Bravo to Dom, Matt, Kat & Alan who were all amazing. Clary crying over Jace’s body begging him to to leave her had be sobbing.

I don’t want anything else in the world: So of course Clary wishes for Jace & he is brought back. It kinda hurt my heart that Jace was so floored that anyone would choose him over everything. I also loved that he literally woke up asking Clary if she was okay. I am so beyond happy that they used a direct quote from the books.It was everything. You could feel Clary’s joy in this scene & that kiss was beyond words. It was so soft & pure. This is the moment I have been longing for between them. It was emotional & you could feel how much they mean to each other. I couldn’t ask for more

I hate to say it but I can never be jealous of my friends growth or envious even, I want all my friends to do what they want to truly be happy, and I never knew how rare this was until seeing others wish harm on people they were friends with or wish for them to fail. genuinely hoping that they fail. I don’t want anyone who I’m friends with to think that I don’t want them to succeed. I just want them to be happy, oh my god when my friends do well or like do something that brings them closer to their dream I literally start crying because I am so happy for them. You don’t understand I cry tears of joy from my friends doing well god its so dumb but I just want them to be as happy and everything with life as I am. Thats all I want is for all my friends to be well off in life and enjoy where they are and where theyre going. 

anonymous asked:

lololol i want 2 read this ~call out~ post now

fucekning - it’s 1am in the morning and i’ve been awake since 5:30 am but why the fuck not, let’s do this. I’ll probably forget Someone so don’t be surprised if i edit this and add more - especially since there are people I regularly talk to but forget their tumblr URLs since I mostly talk with them over other platforms. 

  • @theinevitablesense is a wonderful and talented human being and a blessing in my life. Parker is so intelligent and so great to talk to. We’re writing a fic together which is a #blessing, and honestly I couldn’t be happier about it. We became friends because Parker messaged me one day like ‘i love ur fic!!!’ and while our first few convos were awkward we are at a Really Great Place rn
  • @lol-phan-af is my Sunshine. Bella is the person who got me to start writing for hamilton, and as such I’m forever grateful to her for a multitude of reasons. We became friends because I literally kept pestering her on tumblr until she agreed to write a fic with me because i’m that kind of annoying. 
  • @iwritelikeimrunningoutoftime is the one who started it All. Irene is the miracle person who first messaged me about 177(6) RP, and honestly it is because of her that I know anyone that I do now. She’s a brilliant, beautiful, and gifted blessing in my life and I don’t know where I’d be without her.
  • @emmiimmeme stepped into my life as the jemmy RPer, and honestly i love her. Someone who has been around for about a year now. We talk about Seth Numrich and Ian Khan a lot. She seems to think I ghostwrote the moreos guy posts
  • @shipsdreamsandmakebelieve was the John RPer. She messaged me on tumblr a little after she started commenting on 177(6). At one point she decided to say fuck it and gave me her snapchat so I could experience chris jackson singing on the forth of july, and afterward I persuaded her to join the RP. we still talk now, it’s a great existence. I have a mom t-shirt and mom sticker from her. It’s a Fantastic time.
  • @thalia-the-guitar was the Dori RPer. It took us longer to hit it off, in all honesty. We got closer because of talking about writing. I like to think I was kind of a wall to bounce ideas off of for the train fic she wrote with rowan, but that’s probably inflating my importance in that process. She’s someone who I talk to more via text and snapchat than fandom platforms tbh.
  • @bewitchinghowell was the lizzie RPer. HOnestly an all around gift, a joy and light in my life. The one who made us make the groupchat, and literally where would we be without that gropuchat. 
  • @ceracero was the Philip RPer. they’re literally so pure and so wonderful and i love them so much and they send me cards and i treasure them in a drawer next to my bed to read when i’m sad and i just,, they’re so good 
  • @hamilshot was the Burr RPer. Honestly one of the most brilliant, most motivated, and strongest people I know. Real life goals, tbh. They’re the type of person I will gladly admit I look up to. I literally wrote an essay about them and started to cry while interviewing them because they’re just that Great. ONe of those people that once they set their mind on something, it will take the entire universe and Then some to prevent it from happening. 
  • @rhfe was the dolley RPer, joining us a little later on in the game. Honestly, he’s made my life so much better. A source of joy that also took me longer to get close to. I didn’t realize that was his URL until like yesterday so that’s how attentive I am. 
  • @little–feather was the maria RPer. I’ve actually met her, and hoenstly, it was a Great time. We got ice cream and were super cute and it’s one of those cases where over the past year I’ve really gotten to seem them grow and honestly? a Blessing in my life
  • @night-lester mads is fantastic?? someone i’m still not as close as I want to be to but literally every interaction I’ve had with them has improved my life in some way and everyone loves them so much and that is such a good because they spread love and positivity in a way i don’t think they even do on purpose and they’re just a Good. originally the seabury RPer
  • @clarind-uh was the George-io RPer. Honestly, just,,, incredible. Another person that took me longer to get close to, but I’m so glad I did. We initially communicated via heart emojis, which was a good thing that i’m very happy happened. 
  • @the-real-m-vp was the martha RPer (obvi). Sam is literally one of the nicest and most beautiful people i’ve ever seen in my entire life??? like??? so nice and kinda and positive and perfect and sweet and literally Everything
  • @alexangery is someone I met through rowan - someone who RPed lance - and we ended up writing kinkcember together. We kinda drifted after a bit since the health chat got busy and what not, but we keep ending up back together and it’s a MIracle because honestly?? alex is one of the best parts of this fandom and where would we be without him is the real quesiton
  • @roseclipping is so sweet, and someone I kinda watched from a distance for a little bit because I knew she was a really talented writer from the gift exchanges. We kinda had a word here or there, mostly communicating via drabble prompts in all honesty. We became closer because I ended up answering some questions for a college au of hers haha and now we’re in a writing chat!!
  • @thellamaduo is someone that I started talking to because we were thinking about doing a big bang of sorts. It never happened and probably will Never happened. Rainah is literally someone who I know Knows her shit. Like, if I were to ever doubt a characterization I could go to her and be like “HELP ME” and she’d be able to with reasoning and explanations to back of her words. She’s so smart and knowledgable and literally everything she writes is ironclad and I’d trust it with my Life. And she’s just really great to talk to in general? I consider her to be a good friend and i’m so happy I can because honestly Where would I be without her. I’m slowly progressing, but everytime I do take that brief second back to think about a writing decisions, it’s with her in mind “what would rainah do”
  • @franciskinloch is a recent friend but a Good one. Their very attractive face is a blessing in my life and something i can look forward to and i know that if i ever have lams feels they’re feeling it times a gazillion and also the first person who i saw recognize just how attractive cravats and knee-breeches are and i’m never letting that go. Ever.
  • @ham-for-ham is also a recent friend, but one i’m glad to have. we were thrown together in a group chat and then we talked about turn and it was a Good decision
  • @hambrr amber is also more recent and is in the same writing chat/network as alex and sarah and is Good. honestly, if you have any appreciation for hamburr as a ship, i’d recommend checking them out. They’re vv supportive and vv good.
  • @procrastinatingbookworm is also a new friend and one i’ve yet to get to know very well but as we’re in a writing chat together i imagine we will grow closer in their future. very sweet <3
  • @speedilyunabashedhologram is someone who was just kinda tossed into a big chat with the RPers and Friends because why NOt and she’s become a constant presence and honestly it wouldn’t be the same without her
  • @weehawken-dawngunsdrawn is also someoe who was just kinda tossed into the big chat with RPers and friends and hoenstly super sweet and super nice and super thoughtful and also from ohio which means i might get to see her in real life which is superr !!! because honestly !! best things
  • @exadorlion i assumed i already put them on here but honestly mari is a fantastic person and someone i can trust to have something interesting to say and they make my life Better which is more than I can ask from anyone and they’re just important to me okay. where would i be had they not pestered me about the fic i probably wouldn’t have ever written otherwise
  • @fortheloveofhegame marah, my real life friend. we go way back. i don’t know what else to say for her except that she was introduced to the RP chat as daddykinkfriend around a year ago and that’s defined her online presence partially ever since,. i love her. she’s a Good and my bff

I am literally crying over this

We’ve gone from uhura, controversial until the very end in her time, to having a black woman lead a star trek show 50 years later.
It fills me with joy. It gives me hope that gene’s vision might not be so unattainable after all.

Gene would be so fucking proud. If only he could see this.

OK ALL THE RUDE ASS SENDIMG HATE TO MY GIRLFRIEND FUCKING LISTEN UP

Im tired of your shit anons. Im tired of listening to my girlfriend nearly ready to cry when she checks her askbox
Im tired of all you rude hateful anons making my beautiful and wonderful and precious girlfriend @phantommoonpeople depression worse. She is the best thing that ever came into my life and the literal light and joy in my life. She is what keeps me happy, what keeps me from getting depressed, what keeps me from self-harming and killing myself.
And i am done with you hateful anons giving her shit and sending her hate and telling her to fucking kill herself
SHE HAS DONE NOTHING TO DESERVE YOUR SHIT ANONS SO LEAVE HER THE FUCK ALONE
STOP HARRASSING MY BEAUTIFUL WONDERFUL GIRLFRIEND
if you have a problem anons SEND IT TO ME. IF YOU WANT TO BE JACKASSES SEND YOUR HATE TO ME, NOT MY GIRLFRIEND
I WILL GLADLY TAKE YOUR SHIT
BUT LEAVE MY ROSE ALONE
STOP.SENDING.HER.HATE.SHE.DOESNT.DESERVE.YOU.HATEFUL.COWARDS.
SEND IT TO ME
SEND ALL YOUR FUCKING HATE TO ME.
bring it on hate anons my ask box is open and waiting so bring it bitches.
This has been a public service announcement from a very protective and angry girlfriend
Thank you.

I’m sitting at work trying not to cry from joy. I came back to the teacher’s room a few minutes ago to find that a literal angel had donated $550 to Maria’s fundraiser.

I have enough to put a down payment on the apartment I found for her.

I have enough to pay for her first month’s bills.

I have enough to get her a cell phone.

I have enough to get her a rail pass so she can job hunt.

I have enough to get this amazing woman out of a horrible situation and I am honestly overwhelmed. I have no words to describe how I’m feeling beyond the ones I’ve managed to string together here.

If you donated to Maria’s campaign, please send us an ask. You don’t have to identify which one you were, just tell me you donated. Maria has been writing a special letter of thanks to all who donated and I’d like to share it with you.

Sometimes I lose hope in humanity and then sometimes it bowls me over with its amazingness.
-V

Calfreezy coming in during Callux’s stream naked and totally drunk saying “I need your help” was literally the most hilarious and precious thing I have ever watched. He is literally like a pouting child I am crying from literal tears of overwhelmed joy. I didn’t know I needed this but I did.

I, like everyone else, am utterly ECSTATIC right now and crying real tears of joy while suffering from sudden heart-failure… but not because Victuuri “went canon” in this week’s episode.

Victuuri has been canon for weeks. The gorgeous and genuine romance between the characters has been canon from the moment they both professed their love to one another - even if not in so many words, or not directly to each other. There was literally NO NEED for a kiss. (Keep in mind: Inuyasha and Kagome NEVER kiss in the manga, not once. Still, would anyone dare to say they are not “canon”? *crickets chirping* I thought so.)

So no. The reason I’m sooooo ecstatic right now is because TPTB could have chosen to leave the romance as it was, something undeniable but still subtle; a “blink and miss”, if you will. *nod to old BL fic descriptions on FFnet* We would have been just as happy because the romance is already legitimate and heavily supported by canon, but homophobe assholes could have watched the show through hetero lens and deny everything. (Although I can’t imagine all the mental excercies required to deny the romance, I really can’t.)

BUT NO! TPTB said “FUCK THAT NOISE!! WE’RE GOING TO SHOW, NOT JUST TELL. WE’RE GONNA MAKE IT CRYSTAL CLEAR.

I am utterly ecstatic right now because the creators of Yuri!!! on Ice decided to deliver on every single front and leave absolutely ZERO chance for viewers to mistake the nature of Victor and Yuuri’s relationship for anything but Genuine. Queer. Romance.

(And we’ve still got 5 episodes to go. 5 more episodes of romance-building. Oh boy!!)

So this took literally hours, and it doesn’t have everyone I follow on it or even all the blogs I love bc I’d have been here forever. So if you’re not on here, don’t worry, I definitely still think you’re rad. But here’s my 5k follow forever. Thank you for following me loves! 

The Clique:

@dissapparate - Sejal is my O.G, my number 1, the Joey to my Chandler. I love her dearly and I struggle to believe we’ve been friends for nearly 2 years now. 

@thefaultinourgrammar - Brooklyn is just the absolute sweetest kid, I can’t remember now why I got a message from her months ago, but I’m so glad I did because she’s such a joy. 

@owls-on-pointe - Anne is one of the nicest people I know. You know the friendship is real when they discover your kinks and use them to make you Suffer™, so clearly ours is a friendship for life and I can’t wait to Take Over London with you next month. 

@siriusblacc - Noe, I am pretty sure we are one half of the same whole, we’d literally been speaking all of a week before we dubbed ourselves otp: [crying & vodka], not to quote one direction or anything, but u light up my world like nobody else. 

@dangerhamster - Shirin, you are one of the easiest people to talk to in the world, and one of the sweetest people too. Thanks to you, I will never think of Dick and Dom in the same way again. 

@poebucky - Jacqui is one of the nicest, funniest, lovely human beings i have ever had the chance to know. I’d like to thank you for encouraging me to listen to Hamilton and subsequently improving my life like 63%


A-C:
@afragmentofyourfears // @anakinskywklrs // @angryromanianpuppy // @anttonystark //@asexualsamwilson // @bambisaskia // @barnes107th // @barnesbottoms // @barnesrogers // @barnesteves // @bbuchanann // @behindbucky // @blueneighborhds // @borkybarnesjpg // @borkyno // @botneywatney // @boyfriendsfic // @bucknpunk // @buckitty // @buckybarrnes // @buckybtrash // @buckyforcap // @buckypotter // @buckypupbarnes // @buckysebs // @buckysstevie // @buckysunshine // @buckythetinman // @buckyyseyeliner // @buuuckyyy // @calumfood // @camboyclifford // @captnadorable // @captrogerss // @captrxgers // @chrisebastian // @clintxarrows // @consultingravenclawwhovian // @cosmicbarnes // @cptbbarnes // @cpt-sgrogers // @cutebuttwyatt 

D-F:
@daggerandrosetho // @darkeyeddreamerr // @darkstuckie // @dontgointothewoods // @dr-chrisbeck // @drchrjsbeck // @emilyisgiraffe // @enigmabarnes // @excalibae // @frostgiants // @fy-nghariad-fy-emrys

G-I:
@galactic-mikey // @genderbucky // @girlwholovedthemonsters // @glittrbuck // @greasyseb // @guernica // @harrysbroadshoulders // @harrystyikes // @hearteyesmonroe // @heyhiharry // @hocdiecalum // @holahydra // @idgit-bucky // @ilovewintersoldiersandsebastians // @imsebastianstanobsessed // @ironlouie

J-L:
@jeanniesblog // @kinkybucky // @laheyismypuppy // @lbuckyphile // @letsboldlygomotherfuckers // @lilliesofthevalleyy // @lilmissninja // @lindseymorqan // @lostromanianpuppy // @love-buckybarnes // @lovingbarnes

M-O:
@magpielou // @majorbucky // @marauderstrio // @marvelanddaisies // @mcttmurdock // @merlinscarf // @merlypops // @mikeykink // @myhandsarenotmyown // @nerrdstark // @nobutokaylikewhatif // @no-sherlock // @notactuallyaurl // @ofdetectivesanddragonlords // @officialalltimelow // @officialcaptainrum // @onceuponachippedteacup // @onceuponardj 

P-R:
@padfutnprongs // @palecupcakekid // @parrotiny // @pastelpinkharry // @pavses // @pennyy-lane // @perisoare // @phdna // @pocketbucky // @princeofsassgard // @puppybxrnes // @randomfandomshit // @rbertdowneyjr // @rebelcompany // @redheadronan // @rowdymillenial

S-U:
@sebastiianstan // @sebbucky // @sebchris // @sgtjamesbarncs // @shanology // @sherlockianliza // @softloueh // @soldieronbarnes // @spacesebstan // @stanseb // @stanss // @steeb-and-buckbuck // @steveandbucky // @stevebucky // @stevesboyfriend // @steviebucks // @stevierogrs // @stucckyy // @stucky-romanova-stark // @stuckytears // @stylinnuendo // @teddybearbuck // @the221buckyfangirl // @theboyfriendstagram // @thekingandthelionheart // @the-out-of-time-soldier // @thestevebucky // @tonystharc // @trohvocaine // @uncensoredsideblog

V-X:
@victimsteve // @voidmichael // @wintersoldirwin // @winterrxgers // @witchbarnes // @worthyourtears // @worthystevie // @wyntersouljah 

Y-#:
@youneedtostrut // @16meets18 // @221bbarricade

anonymous asked:

Omg what Ireland is having a referendum on marriage equality whatttttt I thought Ireland was deadset like the most homophobic country???

Ireland decriminalised homosexuality in 1993. I feel that so many Irish people just weren’t interested in not being homophobic as they literally didn’t know better. Am I giving them a pass? Absolutely not. But Ireland is changing. The Irish are changing. The Yes Equality campaign has been truly incredible in just getting people to know what this referendum means for Ireland and the response has been PHENOMENAL. I think I’ve had reason to cry tears of joy every single day over the last two weeks. The Yes side has found support in every corner or Ireland, from every walk of life. The No side’s vocal support has come from the same three offices. I love this campaign and I love this country and as polls close is just over two hours, I hope Ireland will chose love and freedom over fear and hate.

I met Jessica Lange tonight and I’m literally sobbing. I wrote her a letter, and gave it to Michael Shannon, about how she’s brought me joy in my recovery and such and how she saved my life. She had me escorted into the theater alone and hugged me, grasped my hand and told me to take care of myself. Not only did she remember my name from the letter but she remembered what it said. I am just utterly amazed and in awe of that woman. 

JACK READ THIS. (Sorry it's super long)

I’m literally crying right now. I just finished watching Jack’s video of the “emotional ending” of Jacksepticeye’s Paradox.

I was tearing up a bit when he started to tear up like I can’t really express how much it breaks my heart to see Jack cry either it is tears of joy or not because I always want to see him smile.

But I literally bawled my eyes out when Jack was apologizing because he let us down. I know some people say that, but from the community in general, you never let us down. I am typing this up and I couldn’t stop crying and tears just keeps rolling down from my cheek. My hands are even shaking.

Jack has this soft and fragile heart that could break easily because he wants to make people happy all the time. Just seeing him break down, just shatters me.

You mean the world to me, Jack. You really do. Don’t ever say you aren’t. You have a very special place in my heart. I have said this before already but, as long as you’re on YouTube, there will never be a single day that I won’t smile. I may have bad days most of the time, but you were there when no one else did. So thank you. Please. Just let me thank you. I would have killed myself before if I’ve never found your channel because my life was dark back then, but you brightened it up. So thank you so so much!

I wish I could hug you right now but *hugs* I hope you see this message (you don’t need to reply) I just wanted you to know how much you’ve changed my life. I love you to death, therealjacksepticeye