i am just so proud of him

ok but can we talk about how even’s biggest fear just came true? 

he reached out to isak after his episode which is such a brave thing to do i am so proud and isak told him to stop texting him. his biggest fear and the reason for hiding his disorder was exactly because he was afraid that isak will leave him and not want anything to do with him

and i know isak is confused and he’s already researching and he would come to accept even but right now all even knows is that the person he loves rejected him because of his mental illiness and that hurts so much

especially because right now even he’s probably getting down from his high and his depression is hitting him, him trying to convey his feelings through lyrics breaks my heart. all he wanted was things to be like his dreams, someone to understand him and save him.  Even Bech Næsheim  is so much more that his disorder and he deserves everything and more

NEW LIFE IS UPON US!!!!! x inspiration is happening!!!! Soon!!!!! before it starts I just wanted to make it clear how much I love jonghyun and shinee and all the wonderful things its brought into my life!  Honestly, I’m so so so so happy for Jjongie today!  He deserves this moment, he worked so hard for this moment!!! I am SO proud to even WITNESS him.  He is a great model of learning to love one’s self and learning to better one’s self.  He is an artist, an inspiration, and every bit the comfort he wishes himself to be when he bids us good night on the radio.  I feel his warmth in my bones, I feel his soft voice inspire the softest, most satisfying exhales from me, and when I am overwhelmed with feelings I know its okay, with him and his songs, to let everything wash over me and just be.  And honestly a lot of this pure, positive energy wouldn’t translate as well if I hadn’t met my lovely shawol friends to bridge the gaps. I say it all the time, anytime shinee does anything, yanno im all on here professing my love for y’all. You are all the best of what we love in the boys.  

So you see, this is why music fandoms are my favorite. :3 Music is a way to keep time, and every song with shinee and jjongie and shawols has marked my days with endless, memorable smiles.

also under the cut here is a cute drawing that I love v much of jjongie i did in on an airplane back from the most eye opening trip of my life 

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superrflash  asked:

Hi! I need somebody to scream about Karivarry with. They're quickly becoming everything to me.

YES HI HELLO, I AM HERE FOR THIS OT3 BECAUSE I HAVE ZERO CHILL. 

Oliver and his two super powered puppies. 

Imagine them out drinking together - Oliver and Barry are being all coupley while Kara’s getting drinks, so some guy assumes that she’s single and starts hitting on her. Oliver tells them to back off, the guy’s like “What, you gonna make me?” And Oliver just snorts and gives Kara a super proud look. “No, she will.” 

(Which is when he suddenly finds his arm twisted behind his back as he’s crashing into the table in front of him. Cue a bar full of people looking terrified at Kara and Barry and Oliver just beaming with pride at their girl.)

Imagine Diggle’s distress as their lives just get weirder and weirder as Kara and Barry start to spend more time around Star City. Sara’s pouting because Oliver’s taking all of the cute ones. Cisco geeking out every time Kara shows up to Star Labs because he’s still completely in awe of the fact that aliens exist - offering her suit upgrades constantly. 

Clark showing up to give Barry and Oliver “the talk” about their intentions. Even Oliver is terrified. Barry assuring him that he’s pretty sure he can outrun him - he’ll just take Ollie with him. 

I’m going to stop now because I’m going into meltdown and I sincerely need to chill. 

BTS Daesang

I just watched the BTS Daesang win again after seeing it live yesterday. I am bawling my eyes out, I’m so proud of my boys. They’ve worked so hard to get where they are and I’m so proud of them.

I really broke down when Yoongi started crying. He must have been so overwhelmed at what he’s done in his few years on this earth. That man is my personal inspiration and icon, he shows me time and time again where you can get to, even having to battle with mental health and well being on the way . I love him and wish him every success in the future and happiness too, as I do with all the boys.

As I sit here on my laptop, tears drying on my face, I’m glad for BTS and I’m glad for Min Yoongi and I’m glad that he has taught me that I can go somewhere even when it isn’t easy. I cry along with him because I am overwhelmed too, I’m so, so proud of them, and so so hopeful for myself.

thoughts .

I’ve taken a break from finals work (I finished most everything I had to do, only got one thing left) so I thought I’d come back on here for a bit. (Requests are still closed I’m going to try and catch up a little). Before I write some more though, I just have to share something I’m thinking about at the moment.

So Jack.

I watched a video of his from last year (YouTuber impressions) and I noticed how high his subscriber count is ??? I’m so overwhelmed he’s only 200k away from 1mil! That’s insane. I’m so proud of him and everything he’s accomplished in what seems to be such a short period of time. But there’s a little monster inside of me who is being selfish. Am I going to have to start sharing Jack with the world the same way I have to share Joe, Caspar, Conor, and Oli? Is it going to happen with Josh too? And Mikey? Honestly, I’m so proud. It’s been really cool to watch them grow. I feel like I haven’t even watched them for that long (looking back, has it really been a year?), but I’ve obviously grown so attached. I started watching Joe, Caspar, and Oli practically from the start, and I’ve seen all the many things they’ve accomplished, and while it’s been great, it’s come with millions more fans to stand beside. Ugh, it sounds so selfish as I’m writing it. I’m so grateful because I’ve been able to talk to people like you guys, but it just makes you realize more and more how small your chance is of ever getting noticed by them.

I mean, I was probably never going to get noticed by them anyway. Maybe a tweet will get favorited, but I’m never going to meet them. And if I do meet them, it’ll just be for a photo in the streets. It’s funny because I have this crazy dream that I’m going to go to London and run into Jack on the streets and I’m going to not fangirl and just be normal and then ask him where a cool place is to catch lunch and he’ll be like “oh I’m going here why don’t you join me?” and then we’ll become friends and maybe fall in love. Obviously, I know that’s never going to happen. I always have weird thoughts like that, as they’re just fun to think about on a rainy day. It’s fun to imagine getting a life that’s far more exciting than the one I have now. I know that the chances of me running into him on the streets of London are slim to none, and the chances of me becoming anything more than a fan are even less. Cuz, you know, you try to convince yourself that you’re his type, but deep down you know what girls he says are hot on Tinder, and you would never be one of them. But isn’t that with every guy? The guys who are my type definitely do not see me as their type.

Ugh debby downer over here, let’s get this girl off Tumblr lol. This went from “omg Jack is almost at 1mil subscribers” to “I’m in love with Jack and lowkey know I’m going to be alone forever.” I’m sorry I’m like this I just needed to get some feels out because sometimes I think if I don’t I’m going to explode.

Am I the only one who has thoughts like this? I can’t be the only one who has thoughts like this. There are over 7 billion people on this planet, I can’t be alone in these thoughts.

Anyway, I’m gonna go write x

I may be from the UK but I got a website to go on so I can watch the episodes to Eyewitness!! This is such an amazing show and I am in love with the relationship between Philip and Lukas.
It just warms my heart how in the beginning,Lukas let Philip stay with him when he found out that Philip wasn’t into motor cross and throughout the time that they’re with each other,they always come back to one another when something bad happens.
That’s the beauty of this relationship,no matter what happens,they keep each other safe.
I’m so happy to have discovered this show so I can express how much love I have for these relationships. I’m so proud of Philip and Lukas//and Tyler and James for bringing so much passion to Eyewitness and being two talented and inspiring actors.

as a brown shawol

my first and final statement about his vcr:
it was wrong. it was extremely offensive and i am just as offended as when other groups have made fun of indian culture (ex. oh my girl, i was so mad about that). the thing i am proud of is his quick apology, but that doesn’t mean i can forget what he did. i’ve heard he is trying to remove the part from the vcr, i’m really thankful for that. it shows how much of an adult he is and how he cares about his fans. he also might be just trying to avoid conflict, but we don’t really know that. listen. i don’t mind if you guys are SO PROUD of him owning up to his mistakes and taking actions quickly, but that DOES NOT erase what he did and/or agreed to do. you can’t write something like this off that easily. this is different from the moon lyrics problem because it’s very direct, there is NO debate whether or not it was appropriation and making fun of a culture because it was. tldr-i love jonghyun, but i’m still extremely angry at him. apologies don’t completely neutralize wrongdoings.

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Fifth Harmony's Lauren Jauregui Pens Open Letter to Donald Trump Voters: 'I Am a Bisexual Cuban-American Woman & I Am So Proud of It'
To every single Trump supporter trying to say that voting for Trump does not mean that you are racist, homophobic, sexist, xenophobic, assholes… that you just like the way he didn't really care what people thought and just said whatever he wanted… that he wasn't a politician, so he wasn't part of the establishment and didn't have corrupt money backing him… This open letter from Fifth Harmony's Lauren Jauregui is for you.

Lauren Jauregui of Fifth Harmony photographed on Sept. 12, 2016 in New York City.  

To every single Trump supporter trying to say that voting for Trump does not mean that you are racist, homophobic, sexist, xenophobic, assholes… that you just like the way he didn’t really care what people thought and just said whatever he wanted… that he wasn’t a politician, so he wasn’t part of the establishment and didn’t have corrupt money backing him…

This is for you:

Your words are worthless, because your actions have led to the single-handed destruction of all the progress we’ve made socially as a nation. You have, with your pure ignorance and refusal to understand the way the government and the world works, allowed a power-hungry business tycoon to take over the United States of America. “The land of the free, the home of the brave, under God, indivisible, with Liberty and Justice for ALL.”

You are HYPOCRITES.

Restoring the America-that-was is only stagnating the progression of our consciousness. You voted for a person who built an 18-month campaign off the back of your hatred. He manipulated ALL of you with such ease by speaking to the darker parts of you that had started to feel ashamed about the way you viewed the “politically correct” world. He became your champion, because he spoke to the parts of you that think you are superior to the rest of us (just like Hitler did in Germany before the Holocaust! Just read his autobiography: Mein Kampf).

This politically correct world we’ve created, which is really just a world with social etiquette, where we have weeded out the language of racism and explained why, where we have established feminism as a growing notion of making women realize their validity and right to be treated as the full complex beings they are and men the same (which clearly needs A LOT of work considering how women across America, especially white women, voted for this man who insulted your very existence every time he opened his mouth or disrespected Hillary during his campaign), where we have had to create numerous labels to help queer people who didn’t fit the cis heterosexual mold feel valid and identified in a world where narrow-minded consciousness has made them feel invalid and invisible for so long. That’s the “politically correct” behavior you wanna get rid of? You wanna restore America to a world where the human beings around you feel scared to be themselves and live and love freely?

Apart from how selfish that is, it is so very un-CHRIST-like, because your God is watching and He knows your hearts and He is aware of the true reason you chose such a human to run the most powerful country in the world, and I promise you the God that I have come to know and love is intolerant of judgment and hatred. And I know this, because I was raised Roman Catholic in a Latin household and went to private Catholic school my whole life so I have studied WAY more than most of you have studied the religion or the Bible for that matter. The ONLY reason is your inability to accept the growing world around you. You chose hatred. Your heart chose to separate yourself as a superior when the only superior in existence in this entire universe is SO much greater than you.

Our “political correctness” that your champion, Donald Trump, so pointedly disregarded throughout his entire campaign and now with the appointment of his advisors and other government officials, is the language we have worked tirelessly to establish to feel safe in a world that never stops reminding us we are minorities. I am a bisexual Cuban-American woman and I am so proud of it. I am proud to be part of a community that only projects love and education and the support of one another. I am proud to be the granddaughter and daughter of immigrants who were brave enough to leave their homes and come to a whole new world with a different language and culture and immerse themselves fearlessly to start a better life for themselves and their families.

I am proud to be a woman. Proud that the sex between my thighs provides a strength and resilience in me that only other women can feel, that my body curves in ways that allow me to create life within me, that my entire life is filled with adversity and doubt and people questioning my intelligence and my artistic potential and my expression of myself and my virtue and honor because I am too much woman. I am proud that I get to prove them all wrong. I am proud that I have to work even harder for it. I was raised to feel that I can do ANYTHING, and I will always believe that. I am proud to feel the whole spectrum of my feelings and I will gladly take the label of “bitch” and “problematic” for speaking my mind the same way any man would be admired and respected for doing. But, I will also extend the fullest hand of compassion and empathy for anyone labeling me as such.

I also know that in my struggle of being a woman I am so very privileged. I was born with a lighter complexion and green eyes (thanks genetics) so from that narrow-minded perspective, I’m white. I have experienced the privilege those genes have granted me, and I am grateful and will continue to speak on behalf of the women around the world and in our very own country who do not experience a fraction of that respect because of the color of their skin or what they choose to wear, or how their hair looks, or how much makeup they have on or any other absurdity that we women are reduced to.

It’s truly disheartening to me to see so many beautiful women who have no idea what their potential is. This election made it blatantly obvious just how many women can’t see it. We have failed ourselves as a nation. We are the example for the world, and we have failed our fellow humans who were watching us with hope that we would not allow hatred to prevail. I have had the privilege of being in a band that has allowed me to travel all over the world. I cannot express the gratitude I have for this experience because it opened my eyes to so many things and has allowed me to view the world from such a simple perspective, a perspective that I understand not very many people have the opportunity to experience.

If I could tell every Trump supporter two things, it would be to travel and read a history book. Look beyond yourselves, look at how petty the morals you uphold seem when you realize we are not the only ones. Realize that your white skin is the result of immigration from Europe, that the only true “Americans” are Native Americans, who are indigenous people that inhabited this land before these conquerors from other countries (England, France, Italy, Spain) wiped them out almost entirely. None of us belong here but all of us deserve the right to feel safe and live our lives in peace. To not have to worry about potentially dying, or being electro-shocked, or beaten, or raped, or emotionally abused because our existence and/or choices for ourselves upset someone else. This is the world Trump is fostering. This is the division that has risen since the beginning of the campaign. We are not America indivisible any longer, we are united on two separate sides; Love and Hatred. We are not “whining” about our presidential choice losing, we are screaming battle cries against those whose political and personal agendas threaten our lives and sanity. We are making sure you hear us, no matter how much it bothers you, we EXIST.

“We never wanted to harm organics. …We wish to understand, not incite.”

|EDI| :: |Zaeed| 

For all he threatens to hit Oikawa (or actually does), his hands can be quite gentle.  (❛▿❛✿)

Because I can not imagine why people would think Iwaizumi is 24/7 angry. He’s not. Just a bit grumpy

  • Nico: *spends every moment of his life from the moment book 3 ends suffering* *isolates himself from everyone who cares about him for years* *doesn't catch a single break and isn't given a chance to be happy for once for years* *spends the majority of the most important developmental years of his life moving from place to place surviving on his own* *spends years stewing in self hatred, anger, and internalized homophobia because of his crush on Percy and is then forced out of the closet* *doesn't believe anyone actually cares about him and believes that he doesn't have a home anywhere* *gives zero shits about his own health and survival as long as he can help others*
  • Trials of Apollo: look at Nico finally finding his place among the other half-bloods, learning to interact, being happy, and having a healthy romantic relationship with Will as a side plot
  • Parts of the fandom: lmao why is everyone so focused on solangelo, the main plot is about Apollo???? they didnt even show up that often stop making this about your ships
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I needed to draw the threesome huggles.

Continuation of this Android!Baymax AU.  Gave Tadashi a matching coat that Hiro probably made for him, ‘cause he’s a little shit like that and Tadashi plays along.

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August 31

Happy Birthday, Abarai Renji!! 

Have some Papa and Baby pineapples ;w; And yes that is a happy uncle-byakuya-fly in the corner

i just can’t get over how humiliating this must be for hinata. this is someone who has worked continuously to grow as a player, and yet has to sit and watch as his teammates receive opportunities and invitations to training camps (which kageyama and tsukishima both fully deserved, not trying to sling mud here) while he is left behind. but this is hinata, so of course he can’t accept that without doing everything in his power to try and get these opportunities also. so he sneaks in to the miyagi training camp, knowing that it is probably rude and he’s probably going to get in trouble. and it is and he does. but he had to try

hinata even admits that he doesn’t believe training with the miyagi first-years is more important that training with karasuno (ha), he just wants to be able to observe the best players in the prefecture and be able to see how they play. this leads washijou to tell hinata, a starting-line player for a team going to nationals, that, fine, he can stay, but only as a ball-boy.

and hinata could’ve argued. he could’ve yelled and insisted that he deserved to be on the court just as much as anyone else there (and you know what? he does deserve to be on that court. even johzenji’s coach thought hinata should be invited, and the only reason washijou vetoed that was because of his own ideals/prejudices). but he didn’t because hinata knew exactly what would happen if he protested; he’d be kicked out immediately with no second chances. in fact, i wouldn’t be surprised if washijou was counting on that.

so hinata swallows his pride and steps into that gym full of strong, talented first-years that hinata and his team already defeated, and humbles himself in front of his peers. and it must kill him a little inside to be on the sidelines while everyone else gets to practice volleyball, but he does it anyway, because he will take any opportunity to grow as a volleyball player, no matter how embarrassing it is for him.

idk i guess what i’m getting at here is that if you still think hinata is being stubborn and selfish and rude after this chapter, fight me (ง’̀-‘́)ง

this is a good time to remember that i love misha collins and that i am incredibly proud of him for doing what he thought was the right thing to do