i am just crying about dean

anonymous asked:

PLEASE HELP. I can't stop listening to LOST by Micheal buble because it's SO WINCEST I CRY about the demon!dean and Sam's mental torture I JUst..!! any edits for this would be amazing I swear

I love that song. Here’s my favorite part: 

Life can show no mercy
It can tear your soul apart
It can make you feel like you’ve gone crazy
But you’re not
Things have seemed to change
There’s one thing that’s still the same
In my heart you have remained
And we can fly fly fly away

Cause you are not alone
And I am there with you
And we’ll get lost together
‘Til the light comes pouring through
'Cause when you feel like you’re done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you’re not lost
When the world’s crashing down
And you can not bear the cross
I said, baby, you’re not lost

I’m trying to come up with a list of my favorite Wincest songs right now and I will definitely put that one on there. Thanks, anon. 

What I am gathering about the new Supernatural episode based solely on tumblr (mostly from @sam-winchester-admiration-league and @ackles-likes-snackles):

Sam is strong and brave and has faith in Dean to save his ass

Sam has a cool voicemail but i don’t know what it is?!?!

There was an angel who everyone liked that just showed up but died

Dean went to hell again

Rowena died (possibly killed by lucifer!cas)

Cas is now lucifer or lucifer is posessing cas and nobody seems to know where Cas actually is now that lucifer is chillin in his vessel

Everyone is crying about lucifer!cas but is also pumped because of the fabulous work that Misha is putting into it

Crowley was there. I don’t know if he did anything but he was there

Today I kissed for the first time.

So…….. I’m still giddy and excited and I’ve never felt like this before. I honestly don’t know what to do, so I just wrote this and now I keep remembering it all in slow motion and I need to take a nap before I explode. 

I’m tagging all my faves because I’m happy. I’m so so so so happy and I need you all to know that I am and why, because I haven’t been for a long time and I’m gonna go cry at these new feelings.

(Is it weird that I wrote about this? I feel like I just had to get it out so sorry if it’s weird.)

@abaddonwithyall @bovaria @deans-colette @but-deans-back-tho @kittenofdoomage @murdochinthetardis @fvckingavengers @ whomever else that I’m forgetting to tag.


Originally posted by nitratediva

Okay, maybe not my first kiss.But, it was my first one like this. 

I’ve never tongue kissed before. At all. The farthest I’ve ever gone was a quick peck on the lips. Shocking right? But today it just happened. Our two month “anniversary”. A small milestone that personally I forgot all about. (Honestly who celebrates two months?)

Between classes, and writing, and doing projects I didn’t have time to remember something as small as this. 

He did. 

We both sat just outside the school cafeteria cuddled together to fight off the January cold. Our friends gone away to pursue their own unknown adventure. We’d both just got done laughing about something or the other before finally dying down to a comfortable silence. 

He was staring straight ahead watching a group of birds fight over an abandoned plate of fries. I looked at his face trying to remember every edge and detail for later. Strong Jaw, full lips, perfect smile that made me want to smile with him. I could do it. Just reach forward and press my lips to that jaw right now and he’d be just as willing to- 

He turned his face away from me and burped into the inside of his arm. I scrunched my nose up in disgust “Aw, seriously?” I let out a small laugh and he turned to me smiling. 


“I was going to kiss you, and you just had to go and ruin it.” 

He rolled his eyes “C’mon. Don’t act like you don’t do gross things too. And I didn’t even burp towards you!”

“Okay one, I know I do gross things sometimes, and two, that doesn’t change the fact that your burp sounded pretty nasty.”

He stared at me before biting his lip “Come here.”

“What, why?”

He pulled me closer “Because I’m gonna burp so you can see how not gross it is.”

I tried to push away while fighting off my own laughter “What?! No, stoooop!” 

We pushed and pulled at each other for a while before finally cuddling back together in a fit of laughter. My legs were strewn across his lap while his arm was around my waist. He is so beautiful. 

“May I kiss you?”

He looked down at me as a moment of shock passed his face. He quickly pulled me closer to him and softly pressed my lips to his. It was slow and steady. A simple peck. Then another, and another, and another. Then our mouths opened and I felt his tongue glide against mine. 

I guess we’re winging this. 

It went on and on and on. full of small bites and small pecks. Full of hands everywhere, simply pulling each other closer, and gripping each other tighter. 

We went on like that for a while before we heard a car door slam shut. Pulling away I looked over my shoulder to see a older gentleman walking away from us towards the school. I turned back and-

He was looking down at me. His eyes wide and his lips parted with shallow breaths. He licked his lips “That was…”

I smiled blinking away dizziness I’d never felt before “Yeah.”

“Wow.” He breathed looking towards the birds again. 

“I’m dizzy.” I said. He looked at me in panic and I laughed “No, It’s……It’s a good dizzy.”

He smiled and nodded “Wow.”

“Are you going to keep saying wow?” I cocked my eyebrow at him.

He shrugged nonchalantly “What? It was my first kiss, am I not supposed to be amazed?” 

Oh yeah, I’d forgotten that he’d been about on the same boat as me. Had to give the kid his props. 

He smiled again “Wow.” 

“Okay seriously stop.” 

“Only if you come make me.” He smiled down at me at his “clever” joke,

“You’re such a cornball.” I laughed before leaning back in. 

“Yeah. but i’m your cornball.”

I am so freaking pissed after the latest episode of spn!! They didn’t mention Adam one freaking time!!! Even after Sam saw him in his memory!! I can’t belive that they just forgot about him like that, he doesn’t deserve to be stuck there for eternity!!!! And now that Lucifer made sure that nobody can open the cage there is basically no way for Adam to return!!!!!

Originally posted by searchin4mysoul

PLOT CALL ?? is that a thing ??

just saw the new supernatural episode and i am crying from pure joy, because paternal dean is literally my all time favorite thing. at this point i just want NOTHING but daddy!dean verses. adoption, foster or biological. 

so if we’ve ever shipped, talked about shipping, or you’ve ever been interested in shipping with my Dean and WE’RE MUTUALS then like this post and I will hit you up via Tumblr IM and we can discuss and plot and squee! okay ?? sound good ?? GOOD !!

game loving person that i am, i started thinking about dean’s possible relationship w/ games & consoles in general aND. i imagine that, all things considered, maybe he didn’t get to play w/ that kinda stuff much growing up ?  maybe the eventual street fighter at those machine things  ( can’t seem to remember the word in english rn )  at a mall when possible, but just not much overall     ————      so then i imagine him sucking terribly @ games a la geoff ramsey and i just cry

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