ps. If you’re curious, in the first frame Demencia sorta tries to turn Flug towards her and punch the shit out of him ( probably because they were fighting all over this potion and Demencia is practically a lot stronger than Flug, so he would pass after one good shot ) but freezes after what they both saw.
ps2 It’s 2am here!! KILL ME!!!
ps3 I just saw that little typo I made in the last pannel. Fuck this. Just read the original fic.
Maybe I’ll change that later…
So you may or may not know that I was in Greece for about a month in June and I am finally back home! I had such an amazing time and got to catch up and read some really great fics! I didn’t get to read as much as I hoped I would since each day was jam-packed and I had some other readings to finish for my courses. Nevertheless, I read some awesome fics and I can’t wait to share them all with you! (Also, I’m testing out a new way to show my reviews on these posts as I’ve gotten comments about them being lost within the fic summary! Let me know what you think!)
Kintsugi by witchbane, Explicit, 102k (WIP) ***Graphic Depictions Of Violence Yuuri Katsuki is a hitman burdened with a debt he can never repay. His target: Viktor Nikiforov, next Pakhan to one of the most dangerous families in the Russian mafia.When the two are drawn into a treacherous alliance after a mission gone wrong, the bonds of love and loyalty to family and duty begin to unravel—even as they get more tangled up in each other.
Have I said how obsessed I am with this fic? Probably, but I’ll say it again. This is SUCH a good mafia AU filled with action, suspense, sexual tension (!!!!) and amazing writing. MUST read if you like mafia AUs!!
Money Shot by Ashida, Explicit, 36k (WIP) So Yuuri waited, felt his heart edge back down from his throat as Victor let him catch his bearings, as he just sat and watched Yuuri calm down, patient even though the time he was paying for was ticking. “Strip for me, Yuuri.” came his first instructions in the lull of silence, the same words he always got, and this is how it always began.
HOOOOO BOY THIS FIC IS SO AMAZING. I have raved about it so many times on this blog but I really just can’t get enough. SO. GOOD.
Pigeon Alley by DiAnna44, Teen, 31k What’s meant to be will always find a way. Victor and Yuuri? They’re meant to be.
Incredible actor AU that smashes into you like a train going 100000 km/hr hits you right in the feels over and over and over again. Basically, everything Dianna writes will make you cry forever but her incredible storytelling makes it all worth it, and this fic is no exception.
cancel your reservations by renaissance, Teen, 5.4k Yuuri is a college student conducting private fencing lessons for a handsome, rich, and mysterious student. Viktor is not learning to fence because he does medieval reenactments.
Okay, this fic is SO GREAT. I loved the fencing aspect especially because my sister was an Olympic hopeful for fencing so it was fun to read my two favourite characters play the sport I have watched all my life. #writemorefencingfics2k17 ;)
Blackbirdby sixpences, Mature, 102k ***Graphic depictions of violence The year is 1942, and Europe is at war. Captain Victor Nikiforov, an intelligence operative for the NKVD, has been trapped in Berlin by the German invasion of the USSR. Posing as a Nazi industrialist, his days are spent charming information out of Axis diplomats to try and keep the Red Army fighting another day.Yuuri Katsuki, a foreign-educated bureaucrat in the Japanese Embassy, has secrets of his own concealed beneath his unremarkable demeanour. When he uncovers Victor’s real identity, it will alter the course of both of their lives forever.
MUST. READ. One of the best fics I’ve read in this fandom. Incredible writing that engages you right from the start and a storyline that will have you laughing, crying, and biting your nails. Some parts were so intense that I gasped out loud, and other parts so heart-clenching that I may or may not have bawled my eyes out multiple times on the plane. Incredible fic!
Between Periodsby caitwritesstuff, Mature, 18k (WIP) Yuuri is a history teacher out of a job due to recent cut backs. It just so happens that Phichit works at a school that’s needs a new history teacher. In walks Victor Nikiforov, the undeniably beautiful yet eccentric literature teacher from across the hall with a bit of an obsession with Russian lit and a certain adorable history teacher.
Great teacher AU that I can’t get enough of! Victor is so cute in this and I love how the whole gang’s there. Can’t wait until the next chapter!
I can’t rave enough about the rivals series. (I’m not kidding. Search up “umfb&mha” and “obs&bs” on my blog to find hundreds of posts of me screaming LOL) Every update of this kills me in the best way possible!
Nuclear Hearts Club by butterbeerbitch, Teen, 28k (WIP) Being seventeen and chronically confused isn’t always a walk in the park - especially when you’ve been crushing on your brother’s best friend since you were nine. You’d be crazy not to. Victor’s the best thing to happen to the world since sliced bread.
Wow, wow, and wow is all I have to say about this fic. Such an incredible story and descriptive writing that kept me so engrossed I didn’t even notice the turbulence on my plane flight!
Six Hours Ahead by alipiee, Teen, 51k (WIP) When Yuuri downloaded the harmless quiz app, he didn’t expect to become best friends with the Russian boy who asked him for a rematch.
I FINALLY got around to reading this and it’s definitely lived up to the hype! Such a great read. Check it out!
And the Stars Will Wait by lily_winterwood, Explicit, 19k Of all the places he had hoped to take Yuuri during their honeymoon — their first trip together as a married couple — he hadn’t anticipated bringing him back to the family dacha and all the memories it evoked.
More BTDS-verse amazingness!! I’m a sucker for honeymoon fics!
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Be sure to give the authors some love! Thank you all for being so patient while I was away. Regular lists are back for the rest of the summer!
Requested by anon. But I changed it up a bit. Sorry, hope this is okay (:
Your best friend was on her feet, with the mic in her hand. “I just wanted to say that you are the only reason why my best friend came. She has seriously been crushing on you for years!” She cackled.
Your cheeks flushed with red as you sunk in to your seat. Feeling the eyes on you, including his, made you fluster even more.
Tom had noticed you since the moment he walked on stage. You were in the front row, which made it easier for him to spot you.
He noticed tour beautiful smile, and the sound of your laugh. Tom was hooked immediately and no matter how hard he tried to shake the feelings, he couldn’t.
You were a bashful mess, blushing as you tried to hide your face. Tom couldn’t help but smile as he watched you.
He had to remind himself not to stare too long. He cleared his throat, and brought the mic up to his lips. “I am truly honored. To have a girl that beautiful come out here for me is just amazing.” He muttered.
His words caused your stomach to flutter as you dropped your hands and shot your gaze up to him. He flashed you a smile, and you smiled back.
“Okay, for my real question, I was wondering if you can tell us anything about the next Thor movie?” She asked.
He glanced at you for a second, but immediately sat up and turned to your best friend. “Ah. Thor.” He mumbled.
After long hours of panels and interviews, you and your best friend were going to the autograph tables, to meet Tom Hiddleston and a few other members from Thor.
“Aw come on Y/N! I did you a favor!” Your best friend exclaimed. “I mean, he called you beautiful for gods sake!”
“He only did that to be polite! I mean you kind of just threw that on him. If he ignored it, he would’ve been called an asshole.” You stated. Growing nervous as you got closer to him.
She shrugged her shoulders and sighed. “Grow a pair. Who cares anyways? It’s not like he’s going to remember. And besides, it’s comic con.” She winked. “What happens at comic con, stays at comic con.”
“Yea, until someone makes it into a gif.” You mumbled.
It was now your turn.
You walked up, and met his gaze. Feeling the immediate warmth and nervousness you once felt before.
His eyes lit up as he saw you. After Nerd HQ, he thought he’d never see you again, which bummed him out.
So seeing you, standing right in front of him, wit the smile that captivated him. He was ecstatic.
Tom reached his hand out to you, not once taking his eyes off you. “Well we meet again.” He smiled. “How are you-” he paused giving you a quizzical look.
“Y/N.” You muttered.
“Y/N? How are you, Y/N?” He smiled.
The way your name rolled off his tongue, made your heart beat profusely as if it were about to jump out of your chest.
“I’m great! And how about yourself, Mr. Hiddleston?” You chuckled. Proud of yourself for not shying in front of him.
He scrunches his nose and shook his head. “Oh god, that makes me sound so old.” He muttered. “Is that you’re way of calling me old?”
You shrugged your shoulders and hummed. “Maybe.”
His smile grew as a laugh escaped him and filled the air. “So what are you? A baby?”
“I’m legal.” You winked.
You both belted out in to giggles, not able to keep from smiling.
Just being near him and talking to him, you felt your life was complete. The thing you loved most about him, was how incredibly easy it was to talk to him.
And that’s what he loved about you as well. In his whole acting career, he’s only ever met a few people he was able to hold a conversation with. And here you were, making jokes as if you’ve known him for a while.
One of the volunteers whispered something in his ear which made him drop his smile, and nod. “Sorry.” He muttered.
The volunteer walked back to the back.
“Look, you got me in trouble.” Tom chuckled.
“Oh, I got you in trouble? And how did I manage to do that?” You asked.
“You kept talking to me. Making me hold up the line.” He teased.
You rolled your eyes and chuckled with him.
He quickly glanced down at your poster, and signed it for you. But before handing it back, he locked his eyes with yours and smirked, “thanks for getting me into trouble. Hope to see you around.”
You flashed a soft smile, and nodded. “Anytime, old man.” You winked.
You grabbed your poster and started toward where your best friend waited. She was in line to meet Chris Evans.
“So, how was it? Did you chicken out and run away?” She chuckled.
You shook your head and glanced down at your signed poster. As your eyes followed the marks, your heart stopped as you noticed the number he wrote in the bottom corner. “How about Coffee?” Under it.
“Hello? Earth to Y/N.” Your best friend snapped her fingers in your face.
You glanced up, eyes wide as you smiled so big, your cheeks started to hurt.
She furrowed her brows. “What the hell is wrong with you?” She asked.
You pointed at the number on the poster, trying to even your breathing. “I think he just asked me out on a date.” You whispered.
She snatched the poster from your hand and looked it over closely, gasping and jumping up and down. “Holy fucking shit. Tom Hiddleston asked you out.”
In honour of his birthday, these my friends are just some of my favourite Jungkook fanfics! They are all damn well written not like my shit and the authors are so talented, amazing and brilliant they DON’T NEED NO INTRODUCTION. We cannot compete with dis awesomeness! There is like a shit ton of smut AND I AM NOT ASHAMED CUS THEY ARE SO WELL WRITTEN I CONSIDER THESE FANFICS ART! I love you please never stop writing
Reader’s guide - master list of my favourite fics and writers
So I was originally just making this for myself as a shortcut to author’s I knew I liked in different genres for when I want to read something particular, when I figured why not make this a public post so everyone can access it, right?
All of the present links are to the blog, fic/series, or master list of a writer whose work I adore and all are marvel/avengers based. If you want me to remove you off this list or even just change the way I describe your work please message me and I will do so straight away. All descriptions are only based on my perceptions of the content there is at the time of making the post.
Like most of our fandom and like my URL, icon, blog description etc infer, I’m a slut for Bucky Barnes and this list reflects that.
@buckysbackpackbuckle - Masterlist - okay so this list isn’t all 100% smut but it mostly is and the smut is just so good. Oneshots and a couple short series, mostly Bucky x reader, other ventures include Peter Parker, Lance Tucker and Bucky x Steve x Reader
@fvckingbuckyandsteve - Masterlist - Basically the URL says it all, pure smut featuring Bucky, Steve, Bucky and Steve, Seb and Chris being sinful with reader, plus a few bonus Avengers sex drabbles and a Steve x reader x Nat oneshot.
@actuallyasgardian - Masterlist - mostly smutty one shots and drabbles, Bucky x reader, Bucky x Steve x Reader, Thor x Reader, much great sin.
@just-call-me-mrs-captain -Masterlist - so much great smut, largely ft Bucky, Steve, Seb, Chris, bit of Nat bit of Sam + more, one shots series and drabbles and some great Bucky x reader x Steve action.
@fvckingavengers - Masterlist - pretty much, in my humble opinion, marvel smut queen. In one shots and short series, lots of Steve and Bucky, with some Pitero, Loki, Thor, Nat, Tony and Wanda on the side and a generous amount of reader x two-and-even-sometimes-three-character-action
@writingruna - Masterlist - mostly mega fluffy/ romantic one shots + bunch of drabbles feat. so many characters we got: Bucky, Steve, Pietro, Wanda, Bruce, Natasha, Clint, Thor, Loki, Tony
@writingbarnes - Masterlist - I’ll be honest this tumblr has done SO MANY AMAZING FICS I am yet to peruse them all but from what I can tell its basically fluffy or general oneshots and series, including Bucky, Steve, Tony, Thor, Clint, Pietro, Wanda, Loki, Nat, and Bruce sorted into an impeccably presented series of character-categorised lists
@buckysplums14 - Masterlist - basically all the Bucky smut and fluff (labelled) you can imagine in the forms of one shots and short series. Features Bucky x reader, Stucky, Bucky x Nat, Bucky x Wanda, Bucky x Reader x Third party
@after-avenging-hours - Masterlist - smut and fluff and angst (smut not labelled but kinda clear a lot of the time in titles and descriptions). Mostly Bucky, Steve and Bucky and Steve, featuring some Thor, Loki, Bruce, Sam. Oneshots and series. The disney corruptions are an actual work of smutty genius.
@badults - Masterlist - smutty and fluffy one shots (smut is labelled) with a variety of characters including Bucky, Steve, Tony, Pietro, Wanda, T’Challa, Peggy and Clint.
@marvelfic - Masterlist - smutty and fluffy one-shots and short series (smut is labelled), characters include Bucky, Steve, Bruce and Clint, also features non-romantic Avengers fics.
@stories-from-stark-tower - Masterlist - one-shots come in fluffy or angst/mega feels with the following characters; Tony, Steve, Bucky, Bruce, Pietro, Wanda, Clint, Nat, Thor, Scott, Loki and Wade Wilson (Deadpool), various drabbles and one Bucky series.
@mywritingsblog - Masterlist - fluff and smut (smut is labelled) with Tom Hiddleston and Sebastian Stan, the actors and various characters they play, featuring reader and various female characters, one shots and series.
@rogersxbarnesx - Masterlist - Bucky Barnes and Steve Rogers galore, series and oneshots, Stucky and stucky x reader action, and a Wanda Maximoff appearance. Features smut and fluff and some angst (smut is labelled).
@shieldsshallbebroken - Masterlist - oneshots and drabbles, fluff and smut (smut not labelled), great (and smutty) A/O/B steve x reader x bucky series, links to whopping impressive fics on Ao3
@221bshrlocked - Masterlist - Bucky x reader angst, fluff and smut (smut not labelled) one shots and series. Professor!Bucky!!
@avasparks - Masterlist - Pretty much Bucky/ Seb Stan in many one shots, drabbles, series, featuring AUs, Steve x Reader x Bucky action. Fluff, angst and smut (smut not always labelled)
@sebbytrash - Masterlist - Mostly Bucky x reader, fluff and smut (smut is labelled), features a bit of Tony and T’Challa with reader too
@bucky-plums-barnes - Masterlist - Lots of cute Bucky x reader prompted drabble, fluff and smut mostly (smut is labelled so are trigger warnings), bucky x reader one shots of the same variety
@imhereforbvcky - Masterlist - Mostly Bucky x Reader, some great series and also drabbles and one shots: angst and fluff but slays me with the smut
I’ve read so many fics lately my heart has been bursting with feels and i hAVE to share them with you! The writers below, god I love every single one of them and hope my writing is as good as theirs one day!!!
God. GOD. THIS ONE. tHIS ONE IS BY FAR one of the best fics I’ve read. It held so much emotion and the plot was beautiful and honestly the story just felt so real to me, I’m amazed. Jen, you are the definition of writer goals. I LOVE YOU! <3
*SCREAMS* is an accurate represenation of me the whole time I read this, goshhhhhh Jimin scenarios are honestly my weakness and tie in the whole “I hate you and you hate me but I actually love you but my pride and ego won’t allow for that ha nope”
Yes I just gave her actual account stars because I have read (I’m not joking) every single one of her stories and loved every single one like her writing is beyond this universe and yet it’s so simple and beautiful at the same time. I can even say that Kaye was the reason I wanted to start writing because I wanted to be able to read my works one day and say that “i wrote that” and that wouldn’t have happened if it wasn’t for Kaye. THANK YOU SO MUCH KAYE for being an inspiration, an amazing and beautifully talented writer who manages to blow my mind every single time.
For my followers who don’t know her, don’t even hesitate to read her works cause you will love them, a 100% guarantee from me. BUT I’ve still managed to compile my favorites from her writing below (probably the most difficult thing I’ve had to do lol)
low and behold the holy grail of Kaye’s work. This one was a rollercoaster of emotions and there were surprises at every single chapter that I had never anticipated and in a honestly, this was a real piece of art.
BUT that’s all for now guys! Once I read any more, I’ll definately update the list and let you in on the great fics floating around on tumblr. But if you guys have any recommendations for me ( I AM OPEN TO ANYTHING SEND ME ANYTHING I LOVE ANYTHING ), just drop them in my ask or message me and we can fangirl about it together once I read it hahaha!
Hope you guys enjoy the list and don’t forget to check out the other works of these writers too! They’re all amazing and truly talented!
Every door has a story which unlocks so much more than just memories.
This was the first place I specifically looked for after having been told an amazing story of the heritage, history and ancestry of the original owners and their meanderings. Actually this place is one half of a story, as the house in front of it is intimately tied to No. 7 and its previous owners.
I carry this story with me, unsure of what I am to do or make of this privileged information, yet certain that I must ‘use’ it in some way. I fantasize of compiling a number of ‘door stories’ which provide snap shots into the lives lived behind doors. I am so intrigued and curious about the people inside, or those who have abandoned their homes, or even those who never even lived in them, that I feel compelled to gather them in some way.
If you have a story to tell, I am an eager to listen…. and I promise to cherish your story and to turn it into something as memorable as the narrative I would have been told.
could u rant abt wonder woman for a lil bit? i love hearing ur thoughts on stuff
im finding it hard to put my thoughts in order so imma just list some stuff
first of all, i have been twice so far & they were both incredible
she’s so tall i have said this to everyone she’s so tall apparently that’s smth im into
literally throughout the whole thing i was like huh im enjoying it & am not uncomf why is this & then it got to the romantic scene & spoilers diana kissed HIM & it was just kinda soft & emotional & reciprocated & i was like oh right it’s bc there’s a female director & every shot isn’t blatantly sexual
no mans land scene is like. wow. like im tearing up thinking abt it
diana RUNNING to the baby in either a) bc she’s never seen a baby before or b) bc babies are seen as ridiculously precious bc the amazons don’t have any
speaking of amazons ummmm amazing
all the different muscly ladies!!!!! size! build! colour! preferred weapon! i distinctly rmbr thinking in the scene in the olive grove when hippolyta gallops in on her horse & the young (hot) blonde amazon leads teen diana away gently with a hand on her shoulder how absolutely safe & happy i would feel on a beautiful island with only ladies like honestly Big Goals
overall i wish there had been More women but i love how diana works w women like,,, instantly friendly w etta, when that woman needs help for her ppl in veld like that’s what prompted diana it was one cry too many she couldn’t Not Help, she is faced w dr poison in her big choice scene like diana acts & reacts w women a lot which i rly rly enjoyed
catch me later for more but that’s all i can think of right this second
Whom am I talking about, in thing plethora of comebacks? Why Monsta X of course!
Monsta X is a group of 7 super talented members!
Last comeback, they came out with “All in”, a great song with an awesome(yet super confusing) plot driven music video, claiming that it was only Part 1.
So when i heard that they are coming back i got extremely excited to see the continuation of the story and to hear their new album.
Aaaaaaand to be honest, at first i was a bit disappointed with the new music video, probably because i was expecting something very similar to ‘All in’, a more fluid continuation.
However, when I saw the music video a few more times, it had really grown on me, The shots are great and there were some links to the previous music videos, but i guess i am a bit to stupid to understand right away!
The ending, however… still feels very random.
The song too is great! I really like Fighter, in fact, i love all the songs on this album!
And the members… oh my lord are they amazing!
First we have our leader: Shownu
He is a great dancer and his stage presence just slays everyones existence! Just watch him on Hit the Stage for some solo dance action(by solo i mean without the other members). So, lets not sleep on Shownu please!
Then we have Kihyun:
This boy is a cutie with amazing vocals! Yes, his vocals are truly great! I feel guilty for saying this, but there are times where i can see why Monsta X is Kihyun and friends. And, in my opinion, that is not always a bad thing. After all, there are songs which are truly amazing for him and choruses which just fit his voice perfectly!
Of course, we also have Jooheon:
Ok so.. This rapper kills me! And not just because of his skills and voice, but also his persona! He just seems like such a fun guy who can kill with aegyo! He lights up the room and then performs and suddenly everything changes and he becomes just unbearably amazing! And lets be real, i find his sexiness no joke! He just seems like a manly man with a great twist aka aegyo.
Then theres I.M:
Our precious, precious maknae! His raps, great and his singing though… so sweet! Just watching him, makes me wanna hug him, but then he gets all cool and spectacular and all i can think is “WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO OUT OF MY LEAGUE!” He also looks great with the new hair!
Lets not forget Hyungwon, of course!
So, heres the thing, i admit to the fact that at first, Hyungwon’s look slightly disturbed me. It’s just that his lips and jaw just seem so out of sync with his face… It just seemed like he failed having botox, and so his face got slightly deformed. However, as i saw more of Monsta X and so a lot of their interview I realised one thing: Hyungwon need to be protected at all cost! I believe that its okay if someone does not immediately get attracted to him, but its never okay to hate a human being for that! After all, he is just so sweet, so kind, so graceful that i fell in love with him! Hyungwon is a beautiful human being!(PS, can we please ask for some more lines for this angel?)
Then there is…. Minhyuk!
Minhyuk is a precious cinnamon role. He is so cute, so sweet, it destroys all Monsta X fans! He just speaks and everyone was to take this puppy and wrap him in blankets! And just like for Hyungwon, can this beautiful human get more that a mere 13 seconds please?
Also, he has such a cute bromance with the leader, Shownu.
Bromance and fanservice at its best!
And … for last… we have… Wonho.
Did I ever think id find a man in a crop top hot? Nop, but things change… drastically.
Real talk now.
I really hope that Wonho doesn’t mind being so sexualised, I really do. Because sometimes it gets a bit out of hand. After all, when is he finally going to be able to do things fully clothed?
He doesn’t even get to make stuff with clothes on! And like i said, if he enjoys it, good for him, you go boy! But if it is done against his will, then it is unfair. I just really don’t want to hear, that he is forced to do the whole sexy thing for the rest of his life.
But other than that, Wonho just seems.. special. There is an aura around him of a guy comfortable with what he is, who has experienced some things( and he has since he was like 14, which for me is totally fine. After all, in my country it is not uncommon to have a drink or smoke at 14-15. In fact, most in the end live a typical life). I do however, want to see a bit more of personality from him. Cause although he seems comfortable, I think he might just be comfortable about his own little safe zone as Wonho, rather than as Shin Hoseok. I don’t know whats going on in his head, but please don’t kill me! I love Wonho and Shin Hoseok, but the is my opinion! But i think this doesn’t just apply to Shin Hoseok, but to many if not most idols and famous people in general.
So, this is the roundup of the groups members, The amazing members!
As a bonus, lets make a bit of a Monsta X spam!
So yes. This is our beloved Monsta X. The group of beloved, fun loving ‘dorks’(said in the most loving way) who make up a cool kpop group!
BTW: I know that I’m primarily an ARMY, but yo, THEY NEED TO WIN AT LEAST ONES!!! They deserve it so much! So please! Lets give them at east 1 win!
Thank you for reading!
PS. Wohno can you please stop? Cause every time i try to find a gif for anything all i see is you! I love you and all but.. please… you are killing me!
i am absolutely INLOVE with that nejiten picture you drew, Tenten looks soooo cute omg, i just wanted to show you im trying to give coloring it a try n im in tears from her sheer beauty….. your art is amazing <33 ————————- IM IN FAKCINGG TEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!! IT LOOKS SO GOOOD OMG!!! ; Q ; SDKFSKFNSJDKFN OMFG THANKYOU FOR GIVING MY LINEART A SHOT WOW OMG SHE LOOKS LIKE A LIVING JEWEL
Preview: A decision made in a moment of passion has lead to a series of events that neither Jensen nor Y/N could have predicted. Years of hurt and regret lie between them. Now with the truth about Becca lying in the balance, they have to decide if that night just one small part of what they have, or if it is something they will regret for the rest of their lives.
A/N: It started as a drabble. Then it turned into a one shot and now I got an outline for a 10 part series. I am kinda excited about this one. Thanks to the ever amazing @blacktithe7 for being my advisor and beta on this one. And thanks to her and @torn-and-frayed for pushing me into finally writing for Jensen.
Status: COMPLETED - Read drabble series NO REGRETS
You had recently started promoting a brand new movie you were starring in. As a new actress, everyone wanted to get to know you. They wanted to know anything and everything. You didn’t mind, you always liked the attention. You had already been interviewed by Ellen, Jimmy Fallon, E! News, and various others. But you were most excited to appear on the Late Late Show with James Corden. You always found his show to be the most entertaining and relatable.
The stage lights were particularly bright which made you sweat. James had already asked you the basic questions about your movie but this next segment was a surprise. James loved getting celebrities genuine reactions so this next bit was not rehearsed, not scripted, and you had no earthly idea what was about to happen.
“Alright, Y/N, I heard you were single.” James said with a smirk. You laughed, “unfortunately I am”. The crowd let out an audible “awww”. “No worries! That’s actually why I created the next segment. It’s called Live Tinder!” The crowd cheered. All you managed to say was, “Oh God!” James laughed. “We typically make members of my staff play but since you’re so single we decided to let you give it a try. If you like the guy, he gets to sit in the chairs on the right. If you choose to swipe left, he will have to fall into the ball pit.” You were nervous. Your friends always made fun of how picky you were with guys. You had standards and you were not willing to settle for any guy who wasn’t going to move mountains for you.
“Okay, here’s the first contender!” The first guy stepped up on the stage and into the tinder picture frame. He looked like Mr. Clean. He looked like Howie Mandel. He looked like he wasn’t your type. “Um…I’m swiping left.” You said nervously. The guy immediately fell into the ball pit. “Wow starting off on the left foot I see!” James giggled.
James brought up a few more guys and you finally had two guys sitting in chairs on the right. But naturally James had a trick up his sleeve. “So Y/N, I hear you have a massive celebrity crush on one of my friends.” Your eyes grew wide. Your heart was racing. You were horrified. “Um…I don’t know what you’re talking about, James!” You were trying to play it casual but you were a nervous wreck. “Okay well let’s bring up the next possible match!” A tall brown haired man made his way on the stage. His hair was short but had a slight curl. His eyes were green but not a green you had ever seen before. He was tattooed. He looked at you and smiled, his dimples showing. You froze. “So Y/N, is it going to be a swipe to the left or right?!” James questioned with the biggest damn smirk on his face. “Cheeky bastard” you thought. “Well I mean I’ve been on Tinder and I know you can Super Like someone so this is me using my Super Like.” you quickly stated. The man just looked at you and laughed.
But, James wasn’t done yet. “Okay well Y/N let me properly introduce you two beautiful people. Y/N, this is your celebrity crush, your dream man, your Super Liked Tinder match, Mr. Harry Styles! Harold, this is Y/N.” Harry immediately walked towards you and engulfed your small frame in a hug. He smelled like sex, love, and all things holy. Damn, he smelled good and you hoped his scent would rub off on your clothes. His hug was perfection and if you could stay in this moment forever, you would.
As soon as the show ended you found yourself in your dressing room. The taping had shot your nerves and the best medicine you could find was listening to some Ed Sheeran on Spotify. You sang along softly to the music. As you were gathering your belongings, you heard a knock on the door. “Come in! It’s open!” you shouted above the music. As soon as the words left your mouth you continued to sing softly not bothering to look up from what you were doing. “You’re even cuter when you’re singing, pet” a low British voice said. You froze. You thought it was just your stylist and friend who had come in but nope. It was Harry. “Oh wow sorry you had to listen to that. I’m so sorry James made you come on the show just for that segment.” You couldn’t stop apologizing. It was like word vomit.
As the words and apologies continued to flow out, Harry walked closer. You began taking the smallest steps back until your back was up against a wall and there was no where else to go. Harry towered above you. The word vomit had stopped and now you were speechless. Your breathing picked up and you swore he could see your heart beat out of your chest. His strong hands slowly found their way to your face. He smirked seeing you squirm out of nerves. Your eyes darted back and forth from his eyes to his lips. Harry bit his lip. He pushed his body against you and before you knew it, his lips were colliding with yours. The kisses suddenly got deeper and longer. He was yearning for your affection. He pulled away slowly and put his head on your forehead while his eyes never leaving yours. Harry slowly breathed in as you tried to steady your heartbeat. Harry’s voice immediately got deeper and sexier, “Always wanted to kiss my celebrity crush”.
Summary: You’ve been teasing Roman for a couple of days since got back
and when your parents ask the two of you out for dinner, Roman decides to show
you what the consequences are.
(A/N) This idea popped up in my head after seeing gifs of Roman in a suit and I
just had to write it down and share it with you guys. And thank you so much
@x-fivefoot for helping me out😘♥️. This is also hella long so enjoy guys
‘’Like what you see Reigns,’’ I asked with a smirk on
my face as I picked some clothes off the floor in our bedroom, my ass in full
display. I didn’t have to turn around to know that his eyes were on me with
every move I made.
‘’In fact, I love what I see.’’ He murmured. It was a
hot summer night and even though it was still bright outside, we decided to
just relax a bit.
‘’You do?’’ I turned around and crossed my arms,
grabbing the underside of my shirt. I pulled it over my head and put it on the
chair, leaving me in only my shorts and lace bra. The fabric hardly covered
anything since it was see through. He nodded and threw the sports magazine he
was reading beside him as I climbed onto the bed. Too slow in action, Roman
reached out for my waist and pulled me on top of him so I was straddling his
waist. I bit my lip and wrapped my arms around his shoulders.
‘’You look better everytime I come back home,’’ he
groaned. I slowly grinded myself against him, feeling him getting harder second
‘’I know,’’ I whispered in his ear. His hands guided
my hips, setting a pace. As soon as I felt his hands travel up to unclasp my
bra , I stopped and climbed off him. ‘’I’m so tired,’’ I yawned. He looked at
me wide eyed.
‘’Baby come one,’’ he whined, ‘’That’s not fair.’’
‘’What do you mean?’’ I innocently asked and kissed
him on his check.
‘’Y/n please, all I got from you since I got back is
teasing and it’s getting on my nerves.’’
‘’There’s no need for that, we have all the time of
the world. Besides that, what’s wrong with me being tired?’’
‘’Yeah sure, you’re ‘tired’,’’ he grunted and rolled
on his side, his back facing me. ‘’You’ve been ‘tired’ for literally four
‘’Ahw come on Ro, don’t be mad, I promise you’ll have
your way with me before you’re on the road again,’’ I sweetly said as I hung
over his side. His eyes were closed and he looked quite irritated. I don’t want
to say that I love seeing him this mad, but I kinda do to be completely honest.
Last time when he was home, he was the one who was teasing the shit out of me
by whispering dirty things in my ear in public, such as ‘’I wanna fuck you so
hard that you’ll be begging me to stop,’’ or ‘’I bet you’re all wet for me
babygirl, I can’t wait to eat you out and make you moan my name.’’ He’d get me
all turned on and once we got home, he decided to ignore his promises and
pretend nothing ever happened. The man even denied saying it. So this time, I
decided to play fair and tease him back.
‘’I hope so for your sake,’’ he chuckled and turned on
his back again with me on top of him. ‘’You’re lucky I love you.’’
‘’Aawh you’re so sweet,’’ I smiled and kissed his
lips. As much as I wanted him, I had to tell myself not to do anything because
it was payback. ‘’I love you too, my beautiful husband.’’
‘’Yeah sure,’’ he joked.
‘’You’re only acting like this because you’re not
getting laid.’’ I seriously said as I placed my arms on his broad chest, my
head on my hands.
‘’Maybe, maybe not. Anyways, I’m just happy to be
‘’That’s the nicest thing you’ve said so far,’’ I
laughed. He shook his head and laughed along. ‘’But for real though, I’m really
tired so I’m off.’’
‘’I’ll pretend to believe you and try to sleep as
‘’I don’t care if you believe me or not, I’m tired and
I need my sleep.’’ I rolled off him and lied down on my stomach. I could feel
Roman shift his weight, pulling me close to him with his arm, his face nuzzling
in the crook of my neck. Just like that, we both drifted off.
I woke up by the rays of sunlight falling across my
face. I slightly opened my eyes and sat up. Roman was not beside me so I figured
he was in the bathroom or something. Looking on my phone, I saw that it was
already 1 pm. I had several missed calls from my mom so I decided to facetime
‘’Honey, how are you and Roman doing,’’ she happily
said as she answered right away. ‘’You just woke up, didn’t you.’’
‘’Maybe,’’ I smiled, ‘’We’re great, what about you and
‘’Couldn’t be better hun. I was wondering if the two
of you are free tonight.’’
‘’Uhm, yeah, I think so,’’ I thought out loud. Roman
came walking into the room with a plate of
fruit. ‘’Are you free tonight?’’ I asked him.
‘’I don’t know,’’ I laughed, ‘’what did you have in
‘’How does a dinner sound? Just the four of us. You
and Roman and me and your dad.’’ She excitedly said. I could tell that this was
something she wanted for a long time.
‘’Sounds good to me,’’ Roman said as he sat down on
the edge of the bed.
‘’Alright then, a dinner it is,’’ I answered with a
‘’Oh that’s lovely, I’ll meet you guys at 7 at that
new Italian place that just had their grand opening. Love you both,’’ she
almost shouted. Before one of us could say anything, she hung up.
‘’Good afternoon,’’ Roman chuckled. ‘’I figured you
could use something healthy since all you’ve been eating is junk food. Not to
mention how unhealthy you’ll be eating tonight.’’
‘’You’re just jealous because all you have to do is
eat healthy,’’ I stuck my tongue out and grabbed the plate with fruit. ‘’I
normally wouldn’t do this but you can pick my dress for tonight, as long as it
stays decent.’’ I warned him. He had this huge smirk on his face as he walked
towards the closet. ‘’Decent, I said.’’
‘’I know, I know, don’t worry. I know what decent
means.’’ He laughed and opened the doors, looking at all the clothing. ‘’I’ll
bet that not even half of the clothes are mine,’’ Roman joked.
‘’A woman with taste, needs her space,’’ I proudly
‘’Touché.’’ He absently said as he sat down and opened
the box with all my dresses. After studying all of my dresses for about 10
minutes, he stood up. ‘’This one,’’ he held the dress in front of him. I always
knew Roman had an amazing taste and I couldn’t fight him on that. It was a long
black dress with a slit at two sides of my leg, almost reaching my waist, so
that both of my legs would be shown. It had a V neck and spaghetti straps. ‘’You’re
wearing this one, whether you like it or not,’’ he chuckled.
‘’Alright, that one it is.’’ I put the plate away and
crawled over to the end of the bed and grabbed him by the collar of his
t-shirt, pulling him close to me. My lips barely touched his and when he was
about to lean in, I grabbed the dress and backed away.
‘’You’re gonna pay for that,’’ he groaned. I just
giggled and walked to the bathroom to get ready.
‘’You done baby?’’ Roman yelled from downstairs. ‘’We
gotta leave, it’s almost 7.’’
‘’Almost babe,’’ I yelled back. I stood in front of
the mirror, admiring the way I looked. My hair was curled, I didn’t wear any
make up besides mascara, eyeliner and lipstick. The dress Roman picked looked
really good on me, even if I’m saying it myself. My curves were showing just
right. I wore my black heels and made my way down the stairs.
‘’Oh jheeze,’’ Roman said impressed, ‘’damn babygirl,
you look breathtaking.’’
‘’Why thank you, you look breathtaking yourself as
well,’’ I smiled, meaning what I said. He was wearing a checkered white and
blue shirt with a white and blue striped tie. The jacket, just like his pants,
were blue-ish. He always looked beautiful so this time there was no difference.
‘’Means a lot coming from my beautiful wife,’’ he
grabbed my waist and pulled me close to him. I couldn’t back away this time, I
also didn’t want to, he just looked, smelled, felt so good. He kissed me and
smiled against my lips.
‘’Oh shush Reigns, let’s go.’’ I giggled. As I turned
around, he gave my ass a gentle squeeze before walking outside and locking the
door behind him. The car ride was just as usual; us singing along with every
song on the radio, even though we didn’t even know the song, talking about how
pissed he was that Vince wouldn’t let him wear his new gear. I enjoyed moments
like this, knowing we both could talk about anything. Once we arrived, we could
see my parents their car parked a little further.
‘’This place is actually pretty nice tho,’’ he
admitted as he took my hand in his. We both walked into the restaurant, stunned
with how pretty it looked; white and red as the main colors, ivy on the celling
and there was an outside part. The waiter said my mom and dad took place at the
outside area, which I figured since my mom loves having dinner outside.
‘’Y/n, Roman, my babies,’’ my mom happily said as she
stood up to give us a hug. ‘’How are the two of you doing?’’
‘’We’re fine mom,’’ I smiled.
‘’Son, how much do you train because each time I see
you, it seems like you’re getting even more muscular than you already are.’’ My
dad joked, making Roman laugh.
‘’With my training schedule, it’s possible sir.’’ He
replied with a smile. We all sat down and talked a bit before looking at the
menu. While being focused on the dishes, I felt Roman’s hand on my bare thigh,
sliding up higher. I batted his hand away, but he kept bringing it to the same
‘’So, how’s your career doing?’’ My dad asked Roman.
‘’It’s amazing sir, being able to do what I love every
day, makes it even better. The only con is not being home so often,’’ he said,
his hand was now on my inner thigh, making me shift in my seat. That was pointless
since he is super strong and held me still with just his hand. ‘’But the time I
am at home is also the time I love the most.’’
‘’That’s great to hear,’’ my dad smiled. ‘’How was
your time on the road this time?’’
‘’It was amazing, I got to see so many places and meet
different people,’’ Roman answered. His hand was now rubbing me through the
thin material of my panties, making me hold back a moan. I looked over to him,
but he was pretending to pay attention to the menu. As I was about to speak, he
crept his hand under the thin material, his index finger circling my clit. I
covered my mouth with my hand, pretending to yawn. I could kick his ass right
now. I started to realize why he picked that dress. He always mentioned how
much he adored ‘easy access’ and this dress was just that with the slit as high
as my thigh.
‘’So honey, how are you doing?’’ my mom asked me.
‘I-I’m fine,’’ I stuttered, trying to sound normal. His
finger was now slowly pushing inside of me, making it hard to even think.
‘’How is it while Roman is on the road? How do you
keep yourself busy?’’ My dad curiously asked.
‘’It’s hard, of course, but I mostly keep myself busy
with watching movies, reading and my own work,’’ I almost moaned as he added
his middle finger inside of me as well, pushing his fingers deeper. I glanced
over next to me and he just looked at me with the sweetest smile.
‘’Good to hear you have a source of distraction.’’
‘’I agree, it’s
hard to leave my wife all alone so I’m happy she can take care of herself.’’ Roman answered with a huge smile on his face.
This bastard. To make things even worst, he started to rub my clit with his
thumb, making my orgasm build with lighting speed. I let out a deep sigh, my
breathing got heavier, the pleasure started to build in my lower abdomen. My
insides started to clench around his fingers as she was now pumping in and out
of me very slowly. There was absolutely no way that I was going to cum near my
parents, that’s just insane.
‘’Hi there, can I take your orders?’’ the waiter
smiled sweetly. Roman withdrew his fingers and gave me a smirk. The emptiness
made me whimper quietly. I could slap him right now.
‘’We both would like the pasta with tomato-basil
sauce,’’ Roman answered.
‘’What a gentleman, ordering for his lady as well,’’
my mom smiled. If only she knew what kind of ‘gentle man’ he is being this
exact moment. ‘’We’ll have the lasagna please.’’
‘’I wrote that down, anything to drink?’’
‘’A bottle of water will do,’’ my dad answered. The
waiter nodded and walked away with writing everything down. When my parents
were in a conversation, Roman licked his fingers and hummed while doing so. My
stomach turned, wanting him more than ever at the moment.
‘’I bet you taste better than the food baby,’’ he whispered
into my ear. Great, now the roles were turned, again. I gave him a ‘are you
serious’ look and all he did was grinning. ‘’I can imagine how bad you want me
‘’You’re a fucking dick,’’ I said through gritted
teeth, regretting my choice of words right away. But I could play dirty as
well. I bit my lip and my placed my hand on his leg, rubbing up and down.
‘’Y/n,’’ Roman groaned lowly, ‘’I’m warning you.’’
‘’Hmm? What’d you say?’’ I asked innocently as I
started to massage his dick through his pants. ‘’Two can play this game,
‘’This ain’t no game, you have no idea what you just
started babygirl.’’ He dangerously said. I smirked back at him while slowly
rubbing his dick up and down at an agonizingly slow pace, causing his breath to
quicken. He glared back at me, giving me a death stare and I abruptly stopped.
‘’I gotta use the restroom, be right back.’’ I
announced with a smile.
‘’Alright sweetheart,’’ my mom replied. I adjusted my
dress before standing up and making my way to the ladies room. I was just about
to open the door when a hand suddenly appeared, blocking my way. I turned around
to see it was Roman.
‘’What do you think you’re doing?’’ he hissed.
‘’Playing back your own game,’’ I grinned.
‘’I warned you y/n.’’ He ushered me into the restroom,
making sure that there was no one there. The door was being shut firmly as I
bit my lip and looked at him up and down. ‘’You shouldn’t do that, you know
what it does to me.’’
‘’What does it do? I can’t remember,’’ I said,
pretending I forgot.
‘’You know exactly what it does…’’ he whispered as he
wrapped his muscular arms around my waist and pulled me in for a deep kiss. His
tongue licked my bottom lip, making me shiver. Without warning, he grabbed my
ass and lifted me up, slamming my back against the cold door. ‘’You gonna keep
‘’Maybe,’’ I answered and bit my lip on purpose. Roman
groaned and kissed my neck as he slipped his fingers inside of me for the
second time this day. I could be a lot more vocal here, luckily for me and for
him since I know how much he enjoys me expressing how good he makes me feel. ‘’Roman,
I need you inside of me right now,’’ I admitted under my breath.
‘’Now you do huh?’’ He mumbled against my neck as I
felt him unzipping his pants and pulling it down along with his underwear. I
could feel the tip against my center and I arched my back, wanting to feel
more. He chuckled and slid his thick length inside of me in a fluid motion.
‘’Oh my god..’’ I moaned. He lets me adjust for a few
seconds before he starts to thrust. I missed feeling him fill me up like this
and he knew.
‘’Goddamn baby, you’re so wet. I missed you,’’ He
panted, ‘’fuck I missed your pussy.’’
‘’I missed you too, oh shit,’’ I cried out as he sped
up, gripping my waist tighter. ‘’Roman…I’m so close.’’
‘’Already?’’ He asked as he started to rub my clit,
making me grip his bicep tighter. I nodded and he chuckled. ‘’I can’t blame you
‘’F-fuck you,’’ I chuckled breathless. He smiled and
looked down to where our bodies joined. ‘’Roman please.’’
‘’Cum for me baby,’’ he looked me straight in the eyes
as he grinded his hips slowly; so slow that I could feel every vein. The
friction made me tingle. ‘’That’s it y/n, cum for daddy.’’
‘’Romann,’’ I moaned loudly as I reached my high.
Right after, I could feel him release inside of me. We stood in the exact same
position to catch our breaths and once we did, he gently pulled out of me and
placed me back on my heels again.
‘’I’m so happy I told you to wear that dress,’’ Roman
said as he pulled his pants back up.
‘’I should’ve known what you were up to,’’ I laughed.
I carefully walked towards the mirror and fixed myself. Roman came up from
behind me and wrapped his arms around me, kissing my neck. ‘’We should get back
to my parents before they wonder where we are.’’
‘’You’re probably right, let’s see who gives in first.’’
‘’You’re unbelievable Reigns,’’ I smiled and shook my
a/n: requested by my fave gal ever! (not gonna say name bc she doesn’t want me to but btw ILY) also this hit me in the feels because i honestly feel this way every living day.
summary: reader is the shortest on the team and isn’t usually taken seriously by police departments they work with.
It wasn’t uncommon for the sheriff or police chief you were working with to ask if you were old enough to be an FBI agent. You were older than Spencer by a year and a half, but it didn’t matter when everyone else towered over you and you didn’t have a title like Spencer that could help your case.
You’d think someone as tough as you wouldn’t care, but all it does is remind you of your middle school and high school years when everyone said things about you that they thought you didn’t hear, but you did.
Every time you and the BAU went and joined a department on a case, it felt like high school all over again. Everyone, except the team, was giving you weird looks that said, “I thought you had to be twenty-three to join the FBI.” You were twenty-nine.
No one on the team knew how you felt, you didn’t want to burden them with the thought. You kept it to yourself, but you can’t keep everything from a group of profilers. Reid was the first to notice something was wrong.
You, Reid, and the rest of the team were in New York to investigate a string of murders in the Albany area. You had so much anxiety walking into the police department, knowing it was going to be the same as it always is.
“Nice to meet you,” Hotch said, shaking the hand of the police chief, “My name is SSA agent Aaron Hotchner, and this is my team, Emily Prentiss, Jennifer Jareau, Y/n Y/l/n, Derek Morgan, David Rossi, and Dr. Spencer Reid.”
Just as you expected, the police chief’s eyes lingered on you for a second more before turning her eyes back to Hotch. “Nice to meet you, too. Follow me, we have the case files in here.” She said, taking a second glance back at you, as you all followed her.
Spencer noticed how anxious you were, and he noticed the police chief as she kept looking at you. She whispered something into another officer’s ear and he just shook his head. Of course, they thought you didn’t see it, but of course, you saw it. Your face felt red as you directed your attention back to the case.
Yes, Spencer felt bad, but he didn’t know what he could do. He didn’t understand why exactly it bothered him so much that you were bothered. Sure, you were best friends, but it wasn’t that. He felt different, and now that he thought about it, he had felt different about you for a long time. This is why it hurt to see you like that.
Within the week, you and the team solved the case and you were more than relieved to finally go home to D.C. and back to your apartment where you could bask in the fact that no one that was around you.
But something was wrong. When you arrived home, all the feelings and emotions you had kept bottled up inside finally broke out and you realized you couldn’t take it anymore. You sat down on your couch, resting your elbows on your knees and your head in your hands, the tears that had been longing to erupt finally spilled.
It hurt so much, it was agony and you wished just for once to be taken seriously, just once. What is it worth having this job if you embarass yourself everytime you get a case.
The very next day, you walked into Hotch’s office. Your heart was beating out of your chest, “Am I actually going through with this?” You asked yourself.
“Y/l/n, is something wrong?” He asked looking up from his desk.
“I want to apply for resignation,” You replied, there was an obvious shock that spread across his face.
“Are you sure about this?” Hotch asked.
“I’m sure.” You finished, and with that you walked out of his office, leaving him to wonder what caused the sudden change. You adored your job, you wanted to be an FBI agent since you were young, and now it’s all crashing down.
* * *
When you got home, the only thing in your mind was the memory frim earlier, replaying in your head and it hurt like hell. On your kitchen counter, sat a framed photo of you and your team, all out a dinner for your birthday last year.
The photo itself wasn’t emotional, but the fact you were leaving all these amazing people behind felt worse than being shot at close range. A wave of realization hit you, “I’m leaving.” Tears flowed from your eyes as you sank to the ground.
“My god, what am I doing?” You whispered through the sobs. These were your best friends, and then there was Spencer. Just the thought of not seeing him everyday, it made you not want to leave.
You got up, and forced yourself to stop crying. “Just relax, relax.” You said as you laid down on your couch and turned on the television. It was Harry Potter weekend on Freeform and the third movie, Prisoner of Azkaban, was on.
There was a knock at the door which caught you off guard and made you jump. You got up and looked through the peep hole to see who it was; Spencer Reid. There was no doubt in your mind that Hotch had told the rest of the team about you resigning. You opened the door, not knowing that your eyes were still red from crying.
“Hotch, he told me about you wanting to quit.” He said softly. “You’ve been crying, you don’t want to leave?”
“Yes, I do, but at the same time, I don’t. I just don’t know, but what I do know is that I’m sick and tired of not being taken seriously.” You replied, looking up at him. You opened the door more so that he could come in.
“Is that why the police chief was…” His voice trailed, but you nodded, you knew how he was going to finish the sentence. You sat down on the couch and he sat right next to you, putting an arm around your shoulder.
“It’s been like this for as long as I can remember. I didn’t think I’d ever have to deal with people whispering about me when I was out of high school. Everything is supposed to be okay when you’re an adult, people aren’t supposed to do that anymore. I couldn’t wait to graduate because I just wanted to be treated like everyone else, and now I know that’s never gonna happen.” You said, as a soft laugh escaped your lips through the tears that rolled down your cheeks.
“Please, please don’t go through with the resignation.” He said, he hated seeing you like this, but he didn’t know what he would do if you left. He’d miss all the decorations you put up whenever the holidays come around and he’d miss your smile, and your laugh, but he didn’t know if a simple ‘please’ would be enough to make you stay, since you were obviously hurting. “I know that might not be enough to make you stay, but honestly, I have no idea what I’d do without you and I can’t stand seeing you hurting like this.”
“There’s, er, another reason why I’m leaving, but I don’t think I should tell you.” You said, not knowing whether you should tell him or not.
“Tell me, please.” He insisted.
“Well, um, there’s this person and they’re really amazing, and I think I like them as more than a friend, but they’ll never feel the same way since they’re them and I’m, I’m me.” You finished, you felt your bottom lip quivering as you spoke. The anxiety of the situation made your blood run cold.
“I think you should just tell them,” Spencer said, even though his heart sunk knowing you were in love with someone else.
“I just did.” You whispered enought so he could hear. He looked down at your y/e/c eyes, they were glazed over with tears, “Forget it, I shouldn’t have said anythi-” He cut you off, connecting his lips to your slightly chapped ones.
“Please don’t resign, Y/n/n.” He said, he was the only one who called you that.
You hesitated, contemplating your choice, “Okay,” You said softly, “I tell Hotch to cancel it.” You finished, smiles spreading across both of your faces
❝ Any day I think I’m gonna break now. ❞ ❝
I’m hearing voices in my head. ❞ ❝
It’s never making any sense. ❞ ❝
I’ve got a burning in my heart. ❞ ❝
It’s tearing me apart. ❞ ❝
Somebody call the doctor! ❞ ❝
Hey, I think I’m losing my mind now. ❞ ❝
Having trouble finding a way out. ❞ ❝
Shine so bright, this star’s gonna burn out. ❞ ❝
I take and don’t know how to give. ❞ ❝
You know I never mean well. ❞ ❝
I can’t help but to help myself. ❞ ❝
The mirror showed somebody else. ❞ ❝
There’s dents in every cause. ❞ ❝
They don’t take ya very far. ❞ ❝
We’re in a special kind of hell. ❞ ❝
It’s like a monster in the night. ❞ ❝
It’s giving me a fright. ❞ ❝
Oh when did I begin? ❞
LIVE LONG ENOUGH TO BECOME THE HERO
I’m down but you know I’m not out. ❞ ❝
I’m coming back again. ❞ ❝
Can’t break me, I’m not givin’ up. ❞ ❝
I gotta prove them wrong. ❞ ❝
Take your time ‘cause I’m not taking mine. ❞ ❝
Voice in my head said to keep on going. ❞ ❝
Don’t let ‘em see you bleed, don’t want your weakness showing. ❞ ❝
Tell me it’ll all be fine. ❞ ❝
That’s a lie, if I don’t reach out then how could it be mine? ❞ ❝
My whole world was crumbling down. ❞ ❝
What doesn’t kill you’s bound to come back for another. ❞ ❝
I’ve found a way to tame my own monster inside. ❞ ❝
Yeah we’ll survive the night. ❞
HEROES NEVER DIE
Pull out the stops. ❞ ❝
I got a way that we can get it. ❞ ❝
Just say the word, I’ll kick it up to eleven. ❞ ❝
We’re knocking on your door. ❞ ❝
Don’t break it up, break it down. ❞ ❝
We’ll kill the night. ❞ ❝
And we’ll never see the sun. ❞ ❝
I’ll call the shots. ❞ ❝ Don’t you tell me when I’m done. ❞ ❝
Live it up, this life is amazing! ❞ ❝
Don’t need to show no mercy, cause heroes never die. ❞ ❝
Now listen up, I’m gonna give you a rundown. ❞ ❝
Got you in my sights. ❞ ❝ You know I’ve got this on lockdown. ❞ ❝
This life was meant for me. ❞ ❝
Step to the plate. ❞ ❝ You gotta show me what you got. ❞
What can I make and what can I sell? ❞ ❝
Am I a fraud or a genuine scam? ❞ ❝
Am I a monster or worse, just a man? ❞ ❝
But in the end we’re all the same. ❞ ❝
To the grave we only take our names. ❞ ❝ There’s an ocean made of dreams. ❞ ❝
But the current strands you out at sea. ❞ ❝ I wake up to find the passing of time. ❞ ❝ Made my mirror show someone I don’t know. ❞
❝ But all kingdoms drown. ❞
❝ Tides bring them down. ❞
My army has fallen. ❞
The subjects stay loyal but don’t wait their turn. ❞
Now blindly they follow their king to the fray. ❞
But s/he has no action. ❞ ❝ And they have no say. ❞ ❝
But in the end we’re bound to change. ❞ ❝
We’re made for more than all of these numbers and names. ❞ ❝
We could all go down in flames. ❞ ❝ Relinquish these words from my mouth. ❞
❝ The sirens, they sing laments just for me. ❞
❝ I fall to my knees and beg for release. ❞
When my kingdom comes my will be undone. ❞
world then decides where to hang my hide. ❞
Maybe one day you’ll find humanity. ❞
Until then don’t you dare say that we are the same. ❞
To clarify, please, never send me requests for the stranger things kids that involve smut. I’m an almost twenty one year old, who just wants to be like Steve Harrington and mother them, not fuck them!!
Ive got three actual requests- been deleted- on this topic and just… I am so uncomfortable, I appreciate the message of “you’re an amazing writer!” But, I’m not a pervert and I don’t find those boys attractive in the sexual sense. They’re my lads, my little brothers; they’re adorable. I’m uncomfortable, I am literally crying out of cringe. I’m sorry?? Idk what else to say on this. Thanks for understanding, hopefully. - Rosalie 🌹