This is gonna be random and cheesy but i want everyone to know this. No one can understand how i felt before I found tumblr.
I was a fucking MESS. I had fake friends and 0 real ones, I was depressed and i’d sit in my room and cry all day and night because i felt alone. My number one fear is being judged and labeled and still is. My life was a wreck and if i’m being totally honest i wanted to end it and came very close to.
Eventually i read SJMs books and they helped me SO much. I’d go home and just reread my favorite parts, and laugh about things that happened in a fake world but i thought it was real in my heart. When i found tumblr i was SO excited to make my account and start getting involved. I’ve made some AMAZING friends. Like you don’t understand how thankful i am for this fandom. I love it more than anything in the world and even though i don’t know half the people in it and they don’t know me i’m grateful for them too.
About a month after I made this account i saw all the hate and made my post called “What happened to this fandom????” which a lot more people saw than i thought. I felt so good knowing that some people felt the same way. I got messages from a bunch of people who are now my best friends (and i mean best friends irl too cuz i don’t have any at the moment tbh)
Those are a few and i love them to death and thank you guys so so much for not judging me and for being nice and it means so much. This fandom is amazing and i love EVERY. SINGLE. PERSON. in it.
I literally can’t express that enough. You all quite literally saved my life and i’m so grateful. I wake up every morning and the first thing i do is check tumblr. If i get snapchats or instagram dms i completely ignore them but if i have a message or even a notification on tumblr i’m immediately checking my phone. This has been amazing to experience and i’m so happy that i have you amazing people in my life.
To all the blogs i follow i love you and to all of my followers I LOVE YOU SO MUCH❤️
I just wish there were more people like the people on here. This world is turning into a judgement zone and i go back to school in about 4 weeks and i’m nervous because i won’t be on tumblr all the time and school is what brought me to depression in the first place.
So thank you everyone so so much for being in my life even if you don’t realize it. You all make my day every day. Literally everyone. Like you reading this right now you are an amazing person and i love you.
If you read all of that i’m impressed but i was crying earlier cuz i was mad i couldn’t see my friends from tumblr irl since we live so far :/ but i’m so happy i joined this fandom and thank you so so much to everyone in it❤️
I want everyone to know I love you! So spread this cuz I also want people to know that this fandom has saved my life and this is my thank you.