i am going to miss him :(

hi. i cant sleep and i need to talk about something. it will be unde r a read more

im going to try taking ir easy on the vocabulary and things because i want this to be directly from my heart so i dont care about spelling abd typos and things like that

today is my qpps birthday. who went missing on july 1st whike we were having a conversation; backtalking his mother

he completely just left and i dont know what to di. its been a month abd a hakf and we have never veen thiscseperafe in almost 5 years

i live everyday waiying fir him to come back but i feek like he wont and i am lying to myself. first everyone promise a few weeks : and then a month : and then august first. now everyone is saying he will be bsck around his birthday nut its just not true i dont think

his mom is so avusibe but i never expected it to go this far and i really think a piece of me is lost witg him. i donr kow when hes comibg back. he probably wont. i cant form relationships abd he was my impulse control. So many things have jappened abd i have no way of telling him

teres no way i can ever love someone the way i love him and within a few minutes 5 years of love got completely stolen

i wish i could tell myself to move on abd stop waiting and crying over this but its impossible and its to the point im so extremely emotionally closed off i cant ecen form proper crushes and i am so oblivious to romance

this is something extremely serious to me and i feel like im stucj in this spot or something Nd i wuestion my own sanity. Maybe he was fake and i made him uo in my head/ maybe i died and im just a trapped soirit without him / maybe he committ suicide since that was something we would have done years before without each other. He probably hates me

i am nor going to be able to hold on much longer without him and my health has deteriorated so bad its hard to function now

this was the most important person in my life and hes gone. i dudnt dven get to say goodbye to him. hes gone and i am alone and there are some things i wanted to say to him that i will never het to say now

I literally feel my heart breaking ovet and over and over because i keep convincing myself he will come back and things will be okay. i turned to religion ad to my friends and advice websites and youtube vudeos but nothing is working and nothing is going to work. the more i keeo living like this the more it hurts

we wrre so dependent on each other i am so scared something happened to him and theres no way i could kos or find out

Tgus is extremely long and hard for me to out all my enotions into this but i cannot keep internalizing everything when i t just makes me more suicidal af I literally feel myself falling apart at the seams

I have attempted suicide seriously once since he left and i know i am going to try again soon but i am so tired. Im exhausted. I cant keep doing this and i just dont want to kive anymooew especially withour him

he turned 18 today and i missed it. i missed one of the most important days of the most important person in my life. im going to miss him started college. i an going to miss everything from this point out abd i cabt axxept it abymore. i feel like i need to sleep abd not wake uo until hes back abd has his phone

maybe he does have his phone abd he just hates me. i have ni way of knowing anymore

Lance was like Keith’s rock for this season, he was filling in the missing place that Shiro wasn’t there to fill, keeping him grounded

Lance gave him the support he needed to keep going and not give up

He stopped him from making a reckless decision that could have seriously affected the team, like his mediator, impulse controller, similar to Shiro

Keith even naturally went to Lance for support just like he would with Shiro, something he never would have done in season two or season one especially with him

Lance could have easily used his long time grudge against Keith or the fact that he wasn’t chosen as leader as an excuse not to help him, but instead he matured, stepped up and became the person that Keith really needed the most at this time as a leader, teammate, and as a friend

After this season there’s no such thing as a “rivalry” between them anymore

Only a strong bond that is developing and will continue to grow as the show goes along

You see, at first, I did regret you. I regretted ever giving you that satisfaction of having me so easily. I used to regret ever being so vulnerable for you. I would regret the memories we had created at 2PM as well as the ones at 4AM. Now, I’m just so thankful for you. You taught me that there is nothing wrong with showing a man just how crazy you are for him, it is not my fault you were incapable of loving me back. You taught me my worth. That I should not lose an ounce of sleep, crying over something that is completely out of my hands. You taught me how to love myself enough to let you go. Because of you, I know what I deserve now and I will never settle. You did that. I am forever grateful for you.
—  You were a life lesson. Thank you R.
I wonder if you ever felt like I abandoned you….  
If you ever thought I should have fought for you…

The truth of it is I never left.  
I’m still here.  
And I do fight for you - every single day.   
Not to win you…. not to trap you or cage you…  
But for your happiness.

I wage war on myself day in and day out for you.  
Tearing strips off myself, swallowing hatred and tears….  
So if you hate me because I abandoned you…. don’t worry…  
….. I hate myself for it too…
—  Ranata Suzuki
instant gratification 02 (m)

Originally posted by theking-or-thekid

➾11.6k words
➾ lots of smut, some fluff, a little angst (just like this gif)
➾ warnings: pregnancy mention
➾ summary: the rules of becoming fuck buddies are as follows: no strings attached, don’t play jealousy games, and strictly no cuddling after sex. On a scale of how-fucked-are-you from one to ten, Jeon Jeongguk has you on a 9, in more ways than one.

Jeon Jeongguk, on top of being the nastiest fuckboy who just happens to have some good dick, is a childish brat. 

Parties are so not your thing, and you feel like a fish out of water in the midst of so many scantily clad girls and barely sober frat boys. You’ve been grabbed at least 5 times now, only managing to narrowly escape their clutches the last time, and you have to fight to keep your patience as you try and spot his big head in the overcrowded frat house. You wouldn’t be here if not for his not so thinly veiled threat over text.

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Voltron Ships in a Nutshell
  • //Positive version because I ain't about bashing ships//
  • Klance: "hey man sharp work out there. i'm with you but leave the math to pidge" gays in space, red and blue aesthetic *insert bonding moment*
  • Sheith: "it's killing me when you're away, but i'll save you as many times as it takes. it's good to have you back, i love you baby" *tender shoulder touch*
  • Kallura: "it's not what's in your blood, it's who you are that counts" alien leader power couple, red and pink aesthetic *random but appreciated hug*
  • Shallura: resident space dad meets resident space mom. do not mess with this power couple. when separated they'll keep moving on, even when the other is "...completely irreplacable" *throws into escape pod*
  • Hance: "THE HUNTERS HAVE BECOME THE HUNTED" friends to lovers aesthetic, mutual support. they probably have movie nights, such pure dorks :)
  • Pidgance/Pance: ouran high school host club vibes. gamer dweebs, most definitely gamer dweebs. spend their free time judging people, and roasting each other (read: roasting lance)
  • Pallura: "i like you more than peanut butter" strong women who don't need no man to fight for them but instead fight for their beliefs and loved ones <3
  • Punk/Hidge: nerdy science nerds. started out tolerating each other, but by season two they were crying because they had to go on separate missions if that's not solid development i don't know what is
  • Kidge: full on conspiracy theorists. fight about bigfoot and mothman more often than you'd think. "my name is keith, i'm sooo emo". look me in the eye and tell me keith didn't protect pidge when she crashed into him during the ulaz fight
  • Allurance: "if i had to lose blue to anyone, i'm glad it was you. i'm not saying you're dumb, i'm saying you're a natural". cotten candy aesthetic going on with pink and blue, blossoming friendship as of season three
  • feel free to add more, i am fully aware i missed a LOT of ships

ugh i have so many emotions going through my head that i can’t focus on anything but voltron, and then i saw the whole “leak with keith in lance’s hoodie and close to tears???” thing that i had like no idea about (don’t ask me for details), and immediately, like the person i am, drew fanart. i didn’t actually have the chance to see it for real, this is just my take. 

haha this ain’t no real leak, but boy i wish it was. 

honestly, i feel like lance being MIA (missing in action) in later seasons would be a breaking point for him. he would have all of that build up from the team teasing him even though it actually hurts him more than they know, you have the scene in the bedroom where keith tries, but fails to comfort lance correctly bc he’s awkward and doesn’t know how to handle people, and lance was left feeling unsure yet again. 

lance, with still no confirmation that he’s valuable to the team, that he’s talented, that he deserves more recognition than he gets, get’s thrown into a horrible future situation, probably involving lotor. it gets so much worse, right?

and after all of that build up with he and keith? can you imagine how terrible that’d feel? for the one person you finally learn to trust, to confide in, now the closest thing you have to family, is abruptly taken away? and for you to be taken away from him? and not just away from him, but from the entire team?

if i’m correct, and i have no idea if any of this will happen, it’d totally destroy keith. specifically him. 

lance threw away the rivalry thing, and they actually became closer. they both gave each other smiles that no one else received before. i think they grew closer than any other paladin in the team. probably even shiro. sure, hunk and lance were close, but keyword were.

hunk and pidge are now spending way more time with each other, being the “smart” ones. and honestly, the scene when hunk calls lance dumb (in all fun) really surprised me. and pidge jumps in, assuring lance that: yes, you are dumb, we’ve established this before because you’ve made so many mistakes in this team. 

i don’t think they meant any harm, but they don’t tell lance that. they don’t ask him if he’s okay with them doing that. lance isn’t laughing along, but he’s playing along. all they see is his wall of bravado, and assume he brushes off insults just like that. 

but lance, he’s a lot more sensitive than they’d think. 

he takes things to heart, and he remembers them. he remembered the “goofball” comment from pidge, and he took it seriously while blue shut him out. a seemingly harmless comment only fueled his growing concerns.

and keith, he does stop the teasing, and he has this fond look on his face, but you can still see lance grimacing. imagine your group of friends teaming up on you…

keith had shiro, he always had shiro to back him, to comfort him when he was sad. then lance steps in shiro’s place while he’s gone. he comforts keith, he’s keith’s rock. he supports keith, and even with shiro back, he doesn’t let that go.

lance doesn’t just toss the reigns to shiro (or “clone” shiro lmfao) when he comes back. he keeps them for himself, he matures a lot. lance doesn’t want to let go of what keith and himself have made.

you see lance, then, struggling with some really deep issues, but he doesn’t have anyone. no one notices, so he keeps it to himself. he bottles it up until it just goes too far, so what does he do? he goes to keith. and keith isn’t great with people. lance confides in keith for that scene because he believes he would do a better job of reassuring him than shiro, and because the two had grown a deeper, more meaningful relationship. they both care about each other, but go about completely different ways on doing it. lance is great at comforting people, keith is not. but he tries, and we definitely saw that in s3.

lance chose keith over shiro. i think that’s very important. 

and imagine it, if lance is taken from the team in some situation in the next seasons, think of keith.

he would probably be really, really guilty. he’d probably look back at his words from the bedroom scene, and immediately want to fix it. he’d, to my hope, realize what he did incorrectly, and want to change it. just like for shiro, keith would want to find lance as soon as possible. he wouldn’t give up on lance, because lance didn’t give up on keith. 

lance kept pushing him forward even when he was splitting up the team by being reckless. lance was keith’s right hand man. 

and i hope, i sincerely hope we’ll see some confirmation for lance. i want the team to know how he feels. mostly by action, rather than words. if lance takes a beating for his friends, i think it tells us a lot more than him saying a few sentences. either one is fine, though. 

and action works a lot better for keith than words. he moves, he fights. he protects lance with swords, but lance can protect keith with words.

the dynamic between the two paladins is really exciting, and i just need the hurt/comfort amp volume to go up a couple notches. and romance. the bedroom scene was so damn romantic, dear lord. look me in the eyes and tell me they don’t have more than platonic feelings for each other. 

anyways, this was literally supposed to be like a paragraph but it evolved as i got more and more hyped for s4. 

i can’t wait.

@singingwithoutwords Yes you’re awful “What if Dum-E had the Twitter while Tony was in Afghanistan” AWFUL

Dume (@dumdedumdum)

Dume (@dumdedumdum)

Dume (@dumdedumdum)

JARVIS (@intelligentsystem)
@dumdedumdum I am trying. Please be patient.

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
@intelligentsystem No :((((( Okay :((((

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
It’s been 8 days.

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
It’s been 11 days.

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
Where is Tony

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
I want Tony

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
It’s been 23 days.

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
I hope Tony’s okay

Dume (@dumdedumdum)

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
I chased Obie out of workshop did not want!!!!

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
It’s been 28 days.

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
Miss Potts hugged me and cried :((((

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
I like Miss Potts

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
It’s been 34 days.

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
:(((( I miss him

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
It’s been 42 days.

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
Miss Potts hugged me and cried again :((((

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
She was talking about his will

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
I’m supposed to go to Rhodey

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
I don’t WANT Rhodey I want Tony :((((

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
It’s been 59 days.

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
Rhodey came and told me I could stay in the workshop if I want

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
I want Tony

Dume (@dumdedumdum)

JARVIS (@intelligentsystem)
@dumdedumdum Ill advised. I am still searching. Please don’t make me worry about you as well.

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
@intelligentsystem Okay :((((

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
It’s been 67 days.

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
I wonder if Tony misses me :(((

Pepper (@virginiappotts)
@dumdedumdum I’m sure he does, Dum-E.

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
@virginiappotts Then why doesn’t he come home??? :((((

Pepper (@virginiappotts)
@dumdedumdum I’m sure he’s trying. 😢

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
@virginiappotts Don’t cry Miss Potts. :((( You’re too pretty to rust.

Pepper (@virginiappotss)
@dumdedumdum I’m coming to hug you

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
I like Miss Potts. :)

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
It’s been 74 days.

Dume (@dumdedumdum)

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
It’s been 79 days.

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
Tony will come home!!!!! >:(((

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
TONY WILL COME HOME!!!!!!!! >:(((

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
Chased Obie out again DO NOT WANT >:(((

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
It’s been 83 days.

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
I will clean the workshop!

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
Tony will come home to a clean workshop. I am a good bot.

Dume (@dumdedumdum)

Dume (@dumdedumdum)

Pepper (@virginiappotts)
@dumdedumdum Got your account back. 😘

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
@virginiappotts Thanks!!!! :)))

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
*side-cameras Twitter* Bot erasure

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
It’s been 87 days.

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
Tony will like how clean his workshop is.

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
I even dusted @butterfingerbot and @u-hoo!!!!!

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
Well, we dusted each other

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
Butterfingers is sad. :((( I am also sad

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
But not as sad as Butterfingers

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
Some days Butterfingers doesn’t leave her charger

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
It’s been 92 days.

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
Chased Obie out again >:(((( He hit me with a hammer

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
He’s not as strong as Tony tho so it didn’t hurt me

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
It’s been 94 days.

Dume (@dumdedumdum)
Tony is home. :)))

(Tony reads Dum-E’s tweets and cries.)

Petname Babygirl II pt.1

yoongi x reader

genre: smut, dom!yoongi, sugardaddy!yoongi

word count: 7.3k

Sleeping with some random guy was one thing. But realizing that he is your boss was a disaster until he offers you something tempting you cannot reject.

Originally posted by sugamysavagebaby

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The Girlfriend

Originally posted by tomshollandss

Fandom: Avengers/Marvel
Paring: Peter Parker x Reader
Summary: Peter Parker goes on a mission to bring back the Winter Solider, but ends up getting beat up really badly. As he’s passing out he calls out for his girlfriend, asking Steve to call her. Everyone is surprised since they had no idea Peter was dating anyone. Fluff, teasing and a little revenge ensues :)
Not really a request…I found this post and was just so inspired!
Warnings: violence, mention of blood, swearing…and a little long. Sorry not sorry lol

It all started with that damn red notebook. 

“We should’ve destroyed it.” Steve said, barely able to look up from the table top.  
“You should’ve kept Bucky asleep in Wakanda.” Tony said roughly, spitting out Bucky’s name. He may have forgiven Steve for their fight during the Accords, but he was far from forgiving Bucky for killing his parents.
“We should’ve known it wouldn’t be safe with SHIELD. Those guys are always having their headquarters either broken into or blown up.” Sam shot back, trying to keep the peace but catering to everyone’s shared distaste for the spy organization.

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being best friends with namjoon

Originally posted by ksjknj

  • you guys would be friends just before he became trainee, you would be a few years younger than him
  • you would always always always encourage him to write lyrics; even before they debuted
  • it would take him a while to introduce you to the other boys, him not wanting you to date any of them
  • he would be very protective of you
  • you would finally get to meet the boys when they debuted, namjoon taking them all out to dinner and inviting you
  • the boys would start teasing him about how he was friends with a beautiful girl like you
  • “yah! shutup you idiots!” 
  • him smacking them across the head slightly gently
  • after that you and the boys became very close
  • you and namjoon texting before and after rehersals all the time
  • you being his inspirtation for some lyrics
  • both of you telling jimin that he has no jams
  • you guys facetiming all the time when the boys and him go on tour
  • “oh my god you’re so loud why am i friends with you?”
  • you guys speaking in english infront of the boys, using hard vocabularity just to tease the boys
  • you guys would always find comfort in each other
  • if you needed to rant about some girl at school or work you would instantly call namjoon
  • if he needed to talk about how stressed he was he would call you
  • you helping him with lyrics sometimes
  • him helping you with school BC GOD IS THAT BOY SMART
  • late nights drives listening to eachothers music
  • namjoon getting annoyed because the other boys respect you more than him and he is their leader
  • armys actually loving you and namjoons friendship
  • namjoon and the other boys posting selfies with you on their twitter sometimes
  • you guys giving eachother fashion advice
  • you teasing him about his old hair
  • “y/n. stop. your hair wasn’t the best before either!”
  • you picking him up on his lunch breaks to get lunch together
  • him saying that the waiter is totally checking you out
  • you ignoring him and rolling your eyes playfully
  • late night texts to him when you can’t sleep
  • watching his music videos on repeat to annoy him
  • you also learning his rap parts to annoy him
  • one night, almost 4am, there was a knock at your door
  • slowly and tiredly you make your way to the door, being surprised when you met eyes with namjoon
  • “joon? what are you doing here at this time of night?”
  • “y/n, we need to talk.”
Summer Camp

Pairing: Y/N and Harry

Word Count: 4800


“I’m sorry.”

“For what? Not helping me with the table or being a dick to me the last month?” Y/N snaps, grabbing a fist full of his shirt.

Harry presses his lips in a line, he’s trying his hardest not to laugh. Y/N didn’t seem like the type to swear and she looked cute when she got mad. Her nose would flare in anger and she would let out an annoyed sigh. Her hand moved from his shirt to his arm and she gripped it tightly (and Harry felt like maybe, just maybe, it was supposed to hurt him).

“You’re cute when you’re mad,” Harry chuckles.

“And you’re cute when you’re not a fucking asshole,” Y/N retorts.

Harry laughs, his grip on her tighten slightly as he lets out a huge and loud laugh, “oi! What was that for?” he asks when he feels a sting on his arm.

“For being mean to me the last month, what did I do?” Y/N asks.

“Yeh did nothing,” Harry says, and he feels Y/N’s hand smack his arm again, “okay-fuck, you’re strong for such a little thing,” he grumbles, “I heard you talking about me to the rest, laughing, saying you would never date me-oi! That’s the last one you get, next one, I leave you here and you can hop all the way up the path on your own.”


Harry works at a summer camp where he really hates kids and people, but Y/N is an exception.

Harry hated people.

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Being pregnant with Tom's child would include...
  • Finding out the very next day he left for his latest movie press tour
  • Panicking because you knew he’d be gone for at least five or six months
  • “Shit, what am I going to do?”
  • Telling your best friend first
  • “Shit Y/N, what are you going to do?”
  • “Why thank you for your help!”
  • Deciding not to tell him until he came home
  • Him worrying one day he called you because you were extra sensitive and missed him a lot
  • Your mom going to your scans and check-ups with you
  • “Congratulations, you’re having twins”
  • “WHAT THE F-”
  • Calling Tom like every two hours after knowing this
  • “Baby, when are you coming back?”
  • “I dunno, probably in like two months, why?”
  • “Oh… nothing, I just miss you so much!”
  • Crying everytime after hanging up
  • Except one time you didn’t
  • And Tom heard you sobbing your lungs out
  • And he got so worried he took the first flight home
  • He arrived late at night
  • Only to find you laying on your side on the couch, with a duvet, watching a movie and eating chocolate covered popcorn
  • “Y/N?”
  • Dropping the bowl
  • Looking at him with wide eyes
  • “Tom?”
  • “Yeah, it’s me baby, are you alright?”
  • You immediately standing up to run and hug him
  • Your five-month belly already showing under your pajamas
  • Running to his arms and him holding you, shocked, believing he was imagining things
  • But when you pulled away
  • And he saw you
  • He couldn’t believe his eyes
  • “Y/N what the fuck”
  • “…surprise?”
  • Him asking a LOT of questions
  • “How long have you known?”
  • “How far along are you?”
  • “Is it a boy or a girl?”
  • “TWINS?”
  • “Oh my I need to sit”
  • Showing him all the scan pictures you got
  • “Tom… are you crying?”
  • “No, I just, I got something in my eye it’s all”
  • Tom apologising for being absent for so long
  • And calling EVERYONE
  • “HAZ, I’M HAVING TWINS! Well, Y/N is, but, ya know what I mean…”
  • “Mom, guess what? We’re having twins!”
  • “Jacob, oh my goodness, I’m going to be a dad! TWINS!”
  • Him having to go back to work but promising he’d spend every minute with you as soon as the tour is over
  • But you offered him a different deal
  • And leaving with him for the rest of the tour
  • The whole cast of the movie taking care of you by Tom’s request
  • Especially Harrison
  • “Y/N why are you standing up you need to sit down here take my chair”
  • Going back home a month and half later
  • By then you were six and a half months pregnant
  • So, according to the doctor that left you like a month to prepare everything you needed
  • Tom refusing to let you carry anything heavy
  • Preparing and ensambling their nursery almost all by himself
  • You having to rest completely from the beginning of your seventh month
  • And just as the doctor predicted,
  • you went into early labor…
  • …a month and half early
  • “Tom, the babies are coming.”
Being Draco’s Significant Other...

A.N. It has been a while since a posted a headcanon. I really want to start writing them more often. Enjoy!

  • I’m just going to say it because we all are probably thinking it
  • He is kinky possessive af
  • The sight of you talking to another guy *cough Potter* makes his blood boil
  • Your his
  • He is yours
  • Am I the only one who thinks he would be a little clingy
  • Like, he just wants you to love him as much as he loves you
  • I’m going to point out the obvious and say: Draco wants you to feel like a Princess
  • “Draco why did you buy me this necklace? Did I miss our anniversary?” 
  • “Nope.”
  • “Then why????”
  • “Am I not allowed to treat you like the Princess you are.”
  • Y’all two are lowkey probably the most feared couple at Hogwarts
  • Boys be dodging you in the hallways so they wouldn’t get the death glare from the blonde boy beside you
  • Don’t make the mistake of sitting next to this boy in class you had to limp out
  • You probably don’t have a choice but to sit next to him though
  • Because he is protective, so sit next to someone that isn’t him
  • He will make it so you wouldn’t be able to walk for a week
  • This boy here would be cocky af
  • Until
  • You show him who is boss
  • “Love, if your hand goes any higher I might have to fuck you on this table.”
  • Makeout session in the Library and Astronomy Tower
  • Pulling on his blonde hair while he digs his nails in your hips just fuck me already
  • If you are in a different house expect good night kisses outside the common room before curfew because this boy lives for your kisses
  • If you’re a Slytherin expect good night kisses, I mean make out session, in front of the fireplace lucky Slytherins
  • When you’re away, always expect to get an owl from him because he wants you to know that he loves you with all his heart and soul
  • Not too much PDA only if he wants to show you off to Potter
  • Just love this boy, please
Just Following Orders, Sir - Mitch Rapp

Author: @mf-despair-queen

Characters: Mitch Rapp/Reader

Word Count: 11,985

Warnings: 18+, NSFW, Oral (both receiving), Multiple Orgasms, Shower Sex, Teasing, Death of bad guys, Sir, Squirting, Voyeurism, Boob Job

Notes: I know this is long overdue, but the word count makes up for it right? I got delayed because of Howler Con (I lost 3 says yo). I hope you guys like this. I liked this idea a lot actually.

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Dogmeat Is A Synth

Okay I know this sounds like a shitpost but I am completely serious. I think I have some solid points, so bear with me.

  • Point 1
    His Role in the Story

Dogmeat is one of 5 companions that the game makes you even interact with before going to the Institute and choosing a faction (the others being Codsworth, Piper, Nick, and Hancock. 6 if you count Deacon), and one of 2 that it makes you bring along in your party for the main story (Nick). Even if you skipped over Red Rocket and went straight to Diamond City, Nick brings him along to track Kellogg and then he becomes available to recruit from there because you missed him before. The game doesn’t start making you take on companions like that otherwise until you start trying to join factions.

  • Point 2
    His Interactions with Other Characters

Speaking of factions, if you do follow him from the gas station to Concord, he leads you to the de facto leader of the Minutemen, the only faction that’s both capable of building the only way into the Institute and also not actively trying to hunt and destroy them. The fact that the person who builds the Minutemen teleporter is a synth is, I’m sure, pure coincidence. Or maybe it isn’t, considering another synth that he’s apparently worked with before is Nick Valentine.

Both Nick and Mama Murphy tell you how he’s not a dog that you own, he’s a dog who chooses his own companions and sticks by them. It’s never said how long. Maybe he just up and leaves one day once he’s bored or not needed, or maybe he sticks around until there’s nobody to stick around with. Mama Murphy has been shown to be under the influence of some kind of chem more often than not (unless you convince her to get clean) and Nick, as shown in Far Harbor, has gaps and faded bits in his memory, so it’s entirely possible that Dogmeat has been around for a really long time to have this reputation, but neither of them has really noticed just how long and how unusual that is.

Who knows? Maybe it’s all coincidental, but that I somehow doubt because…

  • Point 3
    His High Intelligence

This dog is absurdly smart. His Intelligence score is 8, and it shows. Within the lore of the game, 5 is the average for a normal person, 10 is supposed to be the peak human capability. So this dog is not only smarter than the average human, he’s up there with human geniuses. And it shows. He’s capable of understanding more complex commands than canine companions in previous games (which, okay yeah, can also just be put down to better game programming). If we go back to the faction thing again, the other two people besides Sturges that can decipher the blueprints for the teleporter are Tinker Tom, the Railroad genius, and Proctor Ingram, the Brotherhood Scientist. Ingram has had the benefit of training with one of the best technological forces in the wastelands. Tom has had to adapt and learn as a constant trial by fire in going up against the biggest tech behemoth in the Commonwealth. Sturges is a handyman. But all three manage to successfully build the machine from this:

I’m not saying Sturges was only able to build a highly complex piece of machinery from crayon scribbles because he’s a synth, but compared to the other people you run into, synths tend to be more intelligent. So why wouldn’t synth animals be any different?

  • Point 4
    He’s Not Like Other Dogs

What are the odds of running into a perfect purebred German Shepherd in the wasteland? Like, at all? Looking at all the other kinds of dogs you run into…

…the odds aren’t great. You don’t run across a single other dog that looks like him. Every other one you run across is either a grizzled mystery mutt or a heavily mutated monstrosity. Still all cute in their way, but definitely not Dogmeat. In fact, not even the other Dogmeats look like our Dogmeat. Even as far back as the first Fallout, Dogmeat definitely fell under the mutt category.

  • Point 5
    There is Precedent

He wouldn’t be the first synth animal the Institute has made. We all know about the gorillas, and even though dialog from Deacon about the watchers was removed, everything else about them is still there; documented in the Institute terminals and mentioned by more than one of their scientists. So he wouldn’t be the first synth animal created, he wouldn’t be the first sent to keep an eye on Vault 111,

And he wouldn’t be the first to rebel. It’s like Mama Murphy said, “Dogmeat’s his own man. You can’t own a free spirit like him.” He probably stopped responding to Institute commands and was too much trouble to retrieve, reprogram, or reproduce, so they just left him out on the surface. He’d stick with someone for a while, then go back to check near the Vault to see if the Sole Survivor had come out yet, wait a while, then take off if you weren’t there. Which would explain why a perfect, loyal, purebred German Shepherd was so close by as soon as you get out.

  • Point 6
    It Means He’s Immortal

Due to game mechanics, Dogmeat can’t be killed. At all. And unless they’re programmed to, synths don’t age either. So he won’t die of old age. And look at that face. 

Who wouldn’t want that?

two rotten apples [m] | pt. 3

credit: x.

❛❛we’re next-door neighbors and have hated each other since middle school but now we’re going to the same university how can we avoid the other person like the plague so there isn’t a crime scene— what do you mean you promised my mom you would keep an eye on me???? you fucking planned this❜❜ AU

COUNT → 21.489

GENRE → smut | angst

PAIRING → jungkook | reader

WARNINGS → dom and sub tones | threesome | oral sex | explicit language | penetration | public sex | grinding | graphic dirty talk | slight female masturbation | overstimulation


As the back of Jungkook’s head rested against the driver seat’s headrest, catching his breath, your glare hardened.

Once again, he’d fucked you and not cared whether you came or not. In fact, for the duration of his penis being in your vagina, he’d barely even touched you. And sadly, it hadn’t even occurred to you he’d used you once again until it was too late. Your clit didn’t matter to him apparently; your pleasure didn’t matter to him either. All that mattered was his dick. That’s all that ever fucking mattered.

After that weekend at the camping grounds where you actually came for once, you were expecting something better than whatever the fuck he called this performance. Your horny brain had quickly forgotten that it’d been your own fingers that got yourself off—not him—and those nights you spent in his tent were no exception. Why were you so surprised? This was Jungkook you were talking about—he would never fucking care about you or any part of you.

And that’s why this was the final fucking straw.

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