i am going to hell for this i know it

Serenity  {Sentence Starters}

  • “Let’s be bad guys.“
  • “I aim to misbehave.“
  • “This isn’t fear. This is anger.“
  • “Well, that makes you a tease.“
  • “To Hell with this. I’m gonna live!“
  • “You should have taken my offer.”
  • “Are you willing to die for your beliefs?“
  • “Yes, I’ve read a poem. Try not to faint.”
  • “I already know you will not see reason.“
  • “What in the hell happened back there?“
  • “Oh God, oh God, we’re all going to die.”
  • “With me? You mean to say… as in sex?“
  • “You’re fighting a war you’ve already lost.“
  • “You’ve always taken care of me. My turn.“
  • “I am a leaf on the wind. Watch how I soar.”
  • “I’ve always regretted… not being with you.“
  • “This landing is gonna get pretty interesting.“
  • “Or did you think none of this was your fault?“
  • “Why? Do you even know why they sent you?“
  • “We’re gonna explode? I don’t wanna explode!“
  • “Coming from you that means… almost nothing.”
  • “I don’t care what you believe in, just believe in it.“
  • “I mean it. It’s cold out there. I don’t wanna get left.“
  • “That girl will rain destruction down on you and your ship.“
  • “I never thought for a second you’d be stupid enough to come!“
  • “This is what they were afraid she knew. And they were right to fear.”
  • “Boy, it sure would be nice if we had some grenades, don’t you think?“
  • “Well, I suppose you do, since you already know what I’m about to say.“
  • “I’m a fan of all seven. But, right now… I’m gonna have to go with wrath.“
  • “I swear to you, I will get very choked up. Honestly, there could be tears.“
  • “I believe in something greater than myself. A better world. A world without sin.“
  • “I’m a monster. What I do is evil. I have no illusions about it, but it must be done.“
  • “Do you know what the definition of a hero is? Someone who gets other people killed.“
  • “I’ve just seen so many sides of you, I want to make sure I know who I’m dealing with.“
  • “Remember, if anything happens to me, or you don’t hear from me within the hour… you take this ship, and you come, and you rescue me.“
  • “I’ll kill a man in a fair fight… or if I think he’s gonna start a fair fight, or if he bothers me, or if there’s a woman, or if I’m getting paid… mostly only when I’m getting paid.“

Watching the TNT loop this morning and running from 8.22-9.02, it’s been really agonizing thinking back to 13.02 last night. I’ve been seeing a TON of MoC Dean and Demon Dean reminders in s13 regarding how Dean is viewing Jack right now, but there is a very clear moment in 9.02 that Dean also might be recalling in his refusal to have any sort of trust or faith in Jack: Ezekiel.

Ezekiel: You are troubled still.
Dean: Yeah, it’s just, this is all me. I was the one who talked Sam out of boarding up Hell. So every demon deal, every kill they make, you’re looking at the person who let it happen.
Ezekiel: You were protecting your brother. I am in Sam’s head. Everything he knows, I know. And I know that what you did you did out of love.
Dean: Yeah, well, Zeke — I’m going to call you Zeke — I’m not with the whole love and love….
Ezekiel: That’s why I said yes.
Dean: If that goes sideways that’s on me too.
Ezekiel: That’s not going to happen.
Dean: This is nuts. You’re Sam but you’re not Sam. He’s the one I’m used to talking to about all this stuff. I’m trusting you Zeke. I just gotta hope that you’re one of the good guys.
Ezekiel: I am. But I suppose that is what a bad guy would say. Dean Winchester, you are doing the right thing.

“Ezekiel” also relied on a lot of mirrors to Cas in order to gain Dean’s trust (and even the direct word from Cas himself vouching for Ezekiel as a good soldier). And this was another… “I supposed that is what a bad guy would say,” was already a direct callback to Cas in Purgatory, quoting a statistic on how most psychotics believe they’re perfectly sane, qualifying his statement that he wasn’t “crazy” anymore.

“Ezekiel” insisted that he was a “good guy,” and insisted that Dean’s faith and trust in him wouldn’t “go sideways” on him.

Spoiler alert: it went about as sideways as it’s possible to go… and that broken trust led directly to the events that drove Dean to take on the Mark of Cain in the first place.

So yeah, Dean doesn’t just trust anymore. He doesn’t just juggle fire and hope everything will be okay.

“You’re Sam but you’re not Sam.”

Jack might be human but he’s also decidedly not human. And Dean’s not willing to place his faith on Jack’s human side winning out. Because last time he did that… well… (pls see s9-s10 for the entire exposition on how shit that all turned out)

13.02 nutshell cuz uuuuh i got some local deity worship to do

  • note to self: self, do not take the pills that make ya stare at garbage first thing in the morning, ur draining ur hp like that 
  • u know that time when malls n shits fill with fake oversaturated santas and its a festival of bad performance? this but with the kfc dude
  • the umm the alternate dimension is pretty fuckin small and it just doesn’t stop bein sad
  • lucifer has more parental instinct than mary lmao
  • those of yall who keep sayin dean is bad at emotions or constipated or whatever: take this ep and inject it intramuscularis, god i hope it will hurt
  • can we stop havin the thing where people “explain” and interpret dean’s emotions for him?? especially to other people when dean’s not even around? go to hell, sam. FRY.
  • i am formally pointing out that so far, dean’s fucking right and sam is… not
  • the whole uncle sam thing belongs in the trash. u wanna know why? i’ll tell you: EMMA
  • it’s really pathetic that sam gets all the nice sweet pep-talk crap (and samstans swooooooooooooon) when the  situation is relatively simple but it’s dean who has to take the emotional burden of being honest and simply there in a situation where we have a monster kid trying to kill himself and failing. but then i remembered sam wouldn’t have handled that because he would inevitably make the conversation about himself lol
  • and even dabb knew that lmao
  • this was so not good i will need to drown in rosewater to be clean

Dating

I am not actively looking to date anyone right now, I promised myself I would take the rest of the year to work on myself and then after my birthday I’m going to work on my PTSD which only flares up when I am intimate with someone. But how the hell do people my age date? I have nightmare Tinder stories so I don’t really do online dating. Just two days ago I was talking to some guy who wanted to make out with me cause “your fuckin hot”, but then he unmatched me after I said I wanted to get to know him better. Then I hear of all the “me too” stories and I wonder if there are any decent guys left out there. I am also attracted to women but I have had sour experiences with them as well. I’d just like to meet someone, be friends first, see their character and personality, then date. But apparently 95% of people my age aren’t into that? So…where does that leave me? I have no idea.

the new episode of b99 jesus christ im just having a lot of feelings okay holy shit prepare yourself for an essay alright. so something yall should know about me is that i am perceptive as hell with tv shows. like i know whats going to happen by the end, even when they dont want me to. like i guessed the ending of the usual suspect and yes it was the proudest moment of my life but i still did it okay. i had NO IDEA that the proposal was coming. like yeah he said he really needed to win this year but like he says that every year and also prison. i LOVE how even though this is a simple cop sitcom, it doesnt stop surprising me. its maybe one of the like three tv shows ever that is not problematic in any major way and jesus  christ it is just so high quality and just good i have no idea how anyone could watch it and not become absolutely obsessed with it. 

tl;dr brooklyn nine nine is good and pure 10/10 would recommend

anonymous asked:

THE AMUSEMENT PARK THING CONFUSES ME A LOT WHAT AM I DOING IM JUST PRESSING THINGS AND I GOT A CASINO also the new summoning screen looks dope as hell

     🌠 Mod Todo

Oh yeah, that gatcha roll screen is pretty dope (even tho’ that One-Try Gatcha gave me FREAKIN’ KIMONO!KARA AGAIN), can’t wait to choose a set and make a 10-roll, loving the space aesthetic. ♥

But yeah, I still don’t know what the H is going on in this game, like I cannot understand how does the amusement park work yet but it’s fun, I got three buildings already (Schoolmatsu, Pachinko Police and the bar), I hope I get the Calming Detective mansion at some point  p l s.

Sit down lads and listen to my tired fueled rant on why Steven Yeun is a pure man and loves Keith!

So, its been bugging me for a while (especially with the new season just being released) about the fact that almost all the voice actors promote the show and how much slack my boi Steven gets! We all know how much Jeremy Shada, Bex T-K, Josh Keaton, Hell, even AJ whos new to the team go full out and are full of thoughts and words to say about Voltron and their charterers, SO, I am here today, ignoring every piece of homework i have due four weeks ago to tell y’all why none of the slack he gets is deserved!

Way back when in may of this year, a local (ish) convention guested Steven Yeun as a guest, and even though I may be a Lance stan before a human being, I cried cuz I loved this boi since the walking dead. 

I had saved all my $$ just to get this boi’s autograph (on top of picking one up for my friends sister) and waited in his line for almost 2 hours just so i could be first.  And as I sat in line, i noticed that the growing amount of walking dead fans where starting to get extremely high (i don’t think a single person in that line even KNEW what Voltron even was!).

So, b/c i am smart and don’t want to make a rash choice, i sneak a pick at the photos he has lined up before hand to see if they had any rad Voltron for him to sign. and OF COURSE there is no Voltron or Keith anywhere on that table.  But Worry not fellow nerds!  I did the smart thing and printed off a picture of Keith at home!  But my printer is shitty and the quality wasn’t the best

So after almost two hours and him being 20 minutes late ( i could never hate, my boi was on his lunch break) the line starts movin.  So here i am, about to meet Steven FREAKING Yeun, dressed as Kim Possible (not relevant but anyways) and I have practiced over and over what im gonna say to this man.  

“Talk about the Walking Dead, you can do it, tell him you love the walking dead”

So i get up and pay for my autograph, and they let me have two photos and his manager, when he gets to me, tells him that he can only sign one.

NOw, before I got on, my boi looked tired.  Like HELLA TIRED.  idk what he be doing, but he was doing his best to fake a smile and get through another line.

And when i get up in front of him, I FROZE!  like, BItcH, What you DOIN?!?!?  anyways, i shake his hand and all i manage to say is 

“I loved you in Voltron!”

And the look on his face gave me ten years of my life back!  This boi (whose entire autograph photo selection is just walking dead and head shots) hears Voltron, and i saw a smile that was genuine rush over him.  And the MOMENT i notice this, I just go back to talking about Voltron with him

Anyways, he signs my friends photo (which was hella aesthetic) and he looks over at my two and i explain to him the deal 

“So, heres the thing: i only have enough money for one autograph and you are my favorite character in the walking dead (bitch was already dead at this point too) but I got really sad when there was no Keith photos. SO i printed this out at home and I want you to decide.”

he looks at the two photos and tells me

“heres what we’re gonna do.”

and he reaches for the Keith picture and he starts to sign it.  I’m already close to tears at this point, and he is just signing away.  And then he glances over at his manager and quickly signs the other one, pushing both towards me before she had time to react and pull the other one away.

ANd at this point i am IN TEARS.  Crying in the con, god bless this random lady who gave me a tissue or my makeup would have been a mess.  

My friend and I sit down and we look at the pictures and he FUCKING SIGNED THE KEITH PHOTO FROM KEITH!!!!  I might be a Lance stan, but jesus fuck do I love Steven Yeun and everything he is!!

And this boi loves Keith! all the stories I heard from others who met him said that when they mentioned Voltron he would become ten times more happy.  Steven is a gift and I want nothing but happiness for that man.

Oh, and also…

Stevn Yeun loves Keith, he cares for Voltron, and I will NOT tolerate hate towards him any longer!

I rest my case

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did some facial ref practice with the vento aureo gang also @ davidpro part 5 when????

“That Was All You”: A Black Paladin Lance Meta

Alternatively Titled: Local Girl Digs Heels In So Hard She’s Laying on the Ground. “This Is My Home Now,” She Says.

Listen. Listen. No, I don’t know when to quit. Yes, I have a midterm tomorrow and am procrastinating. Shut up.

Now, since this is going to be long as hell (because I really don’t know when to quit), here’s a quick summary of my argument: 1. we’re building up to a leadership arc with Lance, 2. the pilot of the Black Lion depends not just on Black but on the team, and 3. Keith and Red still have a connection.

Blah blah blah, general disclaimer, I am probably could be wrong, lesgo:

Season 4 episode 6 sees the introduction of a new galra super weapon – a planet rigged to explode and take the whole solar system out with it. Right after destroying the galra stronghold on said planet, the team is suddenly surrounded by giant spire things and have no idea what they are.

And it’s Lance that makes the right call. He’s the one that not only says “hey let’s leave,” but also “and here’s how we’re going to do it.” He looks at this situation, sees a need to distance them from it immediately, and knows exactly who to delegate the task to. 

Keep reading

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Avengers: Infinity War set Photos Tease Relationship between the Scarlet Witch (Elizabeth Olsen) and The Vision (Paul Bettany).

New exclusive photos from the set of Avengers: Infinity War in Edinburgh reveals a scene between the two Avengers, and what can be interpreted as a romantic interaction between the Scarlet Witch and the Vision.

Have you ever really thought about how many users there are on tumblr? On ao3? Wattpad? Have you ever stopped to think about how many people are in your fandom? How that shy girl in the back of the class could be reading gay fanfiction right now? How that one football player sitting with his phone in his lap could be reblogging bxb fanart? Hell, even your teacher could spend their free time on tumblr! Fans are all around us and we have no idea. 

TBT: a journey

About two months ago I was hate-watching the finale of Pretty Little Liars because I started watching it as a joke and got roped in by gays and murder and Troian Bellisario’s voice. Anyway there was this preview for this show and these 3 chicks were screaming at a subway.  And I wasn’t sure what was going on…Cosmo? That chick from Faking It? Cute black girl? Some white chick with a bougie name like Sutton? No thanks.

And then there was a preview during the PLL finale where they were talking with the chick from Faking It about orgasms.  And the other white girl and her black friend were being funny and the white girl had this line “Loving the can-do spirit!” And it made me chuckle.  So then when PLL ended I was like “eh…what the hell”.

And then I realized wait, these 3 chicks are super supportive of each other? And feel like real friends?

Oh and bougie Sutton is actually super relatable and hilarious, but also just really hardworking.

Oh and there was this boss, who is the chick from The Office, and when you think she’s just going to be a Devil Wears Prada rip off she’s actually really supportive of her staff and inspiring? 

And all of a sudden I’m just…What the hell am I watching? Why does this feel so rare and why am I smiling?

Oh wait…and then there was a LESBIAN MUSLIM RABBIT HOLE.  

And this character Adena, and Kat, and Kat doesn’t know if she likes girls. 

And all of a sudden I’m crying because this hits so close to home. And then she has a revelation at a gosh dang SOUL CYCLE class and it’s so absurd yet feels the most real any scene I’ve ever seen and it’s paired with Sutton negotiating a salary?! And I’m watching this nonsense and screaming: WHAT IS THIS GEM OF A SHOW!!!

And then some drama happened and Tiny Jany (because that’s what we call her because she’s tiny) might have a BRCA gene and she just sobs and I am sobbing with her. And they all get in a bathtub together and it’s the cutest goddamn scene ever.

Oh and then Kadena (because that’s what they’re called now because I just dove right into the trash of shipping this shit so hard) have the type of angst and slow burn that normally the straight whites have.  And they have this drawn out ROMANCE. That usually only happens in movies!

And they have the epic airport goodbyes, and the slow sex scene (in an airport).  
And now I’m this grown ass woman in her 20s with like a grown up job going…WHAT TYPE OF DARK MAGIC IS THIS SHOW AND WHY AM I SO SHOCKED THAT THIS IS ON TV BECAUSE IT’S LITERALLY SO NORMAL AND BEAUTIFUL AND I FEEL SO UNDERSTOOD.

Because Kat not knowing how to label herself is real. And Kat being terrified of relationships is real.  And Tiny Jane living the dream but still wanting more for herself and to take risks is real. And Sutton Brady is just the realest character out there.

I regret nothing from that random decision a few months ago. 

Modern High Lords AU

Rhys: Which one of you assholes forgot the popcorn?

Kallias: *puts his hands up* Okay, I told Helion that it was his turn bring the popcorn…I swear I did, because he said, “You know what else is poppin’?” 

Helion: I brought kettlecorn because it’s better.

All: *groan*

Thesan: Is it microwaved or airpopped? Because microwavable popcorn will kill you–

All: *groan*

Tarquin: Shut up, it’s starting. *He’s wrapped in a blanket on the couch because it is freezing in Rhysand’s apartment*

They all quickly sit down on the couch.

Tarquin: Helion, stop, stop, stop, stop, stop, stop, stop–

Helion: I’m keeping you warm–

Rhys: Hey, not on this couch. This is my good couch. I like this couch. 

Tarquin: Nothing is happening on this couch! Now shut up because–

*Game of Thrones theme starts playing*

All: DUUUN DUUUN DUNDUNDUNDUUN DUUUN DUNDUNDUUN DUHDUH DUNDUN DUHDUH DUNDUN

Rhys: Hey, Beron didn’t try to show up this time!

Kallias: Yeah, because he tried to spoil the next episode. We kicked him out, remember?

Rhys: I thought that’s why we kicked out Tamlin.

Thesan: No, we kicked out Tamlin because he kept trying to fast forward to the sex scenes. *sly glance at Tarquin* At least Tamlin didn’t giggle

Tarquin: I am not that young! It was only because Helion was tickling me!

Helion: Aha so you admit you felt something!

Kallias: Hey, does anyone know where the females go when we watch this?

Rhys: They go to Nesta’s to watch something called ‘Magic Mike’…

Tarquin and Kallias: What the hell is that?

Helion and Thesan: Oh my god, we’re in the wrong apartment. 

~College!au Pen Pal Jungkook~ PART TWELVE

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Originally posted by jkguks

“Oh, Jungkook! Hey!” You gave a weak smile and waved your hand. You then noticed Y/F/N standing behind him, an amused look on her face. Of course she was here.

Giving a confused wave back, he asked again, “Did you want to tell me something?”

Jimin nudged you with his elbow while Taehyung looked at you with side eyes, signaling you to speak. Shaking your head, you chuckled, “Nope.”

“You sure? I thought I heard you say–”

“Kookie, she said no. Can we go now, please?” Y/F/N whined, tugging at Jungkook’s long sleeved shirt. You remembered that shirt. That was the shirt he wore when you two got pizza one night on a quest to find his pen pal. You were both laughing at something silly and he ended up with lemonade all over it. You mentally shook your head at the wrong timing for remembering a nice memory.

“Y/F/N,” Jungkook sighed. Raising an eyebrow in curiosity, you were no longer frowning. He seemed annoyed. 

“Well? Tell him Y/N, you don’t have anything to say,” Y/F/N gestured you to continue. 

Just as you were about to speak, Jimin interjected. “And if I remember, it was Jungkook asking the question, not you, bitch.” 

You gaped at what Jimin said while Jungkook shouted, “Hyung!”

You looked at Y/F/N who was red in the face and staring straight at you. Don’t you dare, she spoke with her beady eyes.

“Go on, Y/N, tell him,” Taehyung urged, pushing you froward towards Jungkook. He adjusted the beanie on his head, looking between the three of you, confused as hell. 

“Tell me what?”

You looked down and Jimin sighed. If you weren’t going to tell him, he was. “That that girl over there? Yeah, she isn’t your pen pal!”

Jungkook flicked his eyes toward Y/F/N, who placed a hand on her heart as if accused of murder. 

“How can you say that? She is.”

“Really, and when was the last time you actually texted her through the pen pal email, hm?”

“Not since I got her number but–”

“Try it, then. Text her. See if Y/F/N’s phone dings,” Taehyung crossed his arms, staring at the phone in Jungkook’s hand. Boys, what are you doing, you thought.

“Why would I need to prove that? She knows me like my pen pal knows me.”

“But does she act the same way? Certain obvious compatible aspects of your pen pal, she might act like. But really, if you met her without knowing she was your pen pal, would you believe that? I don’t think so. And I don’t think you do either. There’s something off about her, right? She’s too…forced.” Jimin gazed over at you. You were fiddling with your fingers avoiding eye contact with Jungkook.

“What are you saying?”

“That she’s not your pen pal! She’s not the girl you’ve grown to like so much!” Taehyung sighed, exasperated. “Just text her.”

Jungkook began to unlock his phone, eyes flickering to you. What did you have to do with all of this? Was it because Y/F/N was your friend?

He typed a simple message and heard the send sound from his phone. Closing your eyes in anticipation, you waited.

Then, your phone dinged.

All eyes were on you and you slowly reached into your back pocket. Turning on the phone the name, ‘Jungkookieeeee’ was seen with his message underneath. It was a simple question mark. 

Looking back up at Jungkook, you could only say two words, “I’m sorry,” and rushed out like your life depended on it. Why were you so cowardly sometimes? Why did you always run away from your problems in hopes of them never following you?


Jungkook watched as you shoved past him, his hand nearly grabbing your wrist but you slipped away. His heart shattered.

“There. Now you know,” Jimin said. 

“I’m gonna go find Y/N,” Taehyung spoke, softly, and swiftly left the library.

“It was Y/N?” Was the first thing to exit Jungkook’s mouth. Then it struck him as if it were obvious. Both you and his pen pal understood him in ways nobody else has. When others would make fun, you’d comfort. Sure, Y/F/N had that sarcastic nature that his pen pal had, a quite forced one, but she was no you.

You did it without even trying. You were witty and never failed to make him laugh, even while he was in distress. Then he realized, once he let you go, he didn’t do much laughing anymore. Most of the laughs he shared with Y/F/N were fake and forced, almost like he wanted them to be true since she was his pen pal after all. 

“It was this whole time,” Jimin confirmed. Then Jungkook became angry. Turning to Y/F/N who looked terrified, he fumed “Why the hell would you do that?”

“Kookie,” She pleaded, reaching for his hand, which he yanked back. 

“No. How could you do that to not only me, but Y/N, your own friend?”

“How could you be defending her right now!? Either way she lied to you!”

“And you think if she told me the truth when she was ready that I wouldn’t accept it? That no matter what, I would hate her? I know Y/N. I’ve known Y/N for months. I know every habit, every small detail she probably doesn’t know about herself. And you think I’d let that–her–go because she failed to give me information? Sure, I wanted it bad as hell, but there’s two of us. She wasn’t ready and if I got mad, I would be being selfish. I have no right to be angry when she was uncomfortable with me knowing who she was. And here I am, in loss of one of my best friends. Hell, I was in love with her!”

It was then, Jungkook realized, just how much he cared for you. Not only in a way of a best friend. No, he cared about you a lot more than that. He used to want nothing more than for you to be in his arms. He wanted to be the reason you were smiling and laughing. 

And now he’s done the opposite. He pushed you away and caused you so much pain and loneliness. Oh, how much he wanted to go back to that first night when you were cuddled on your bed in your dorm room, unaffected to what was going on this moment. He wanted to hold you tighter than he ever did, bury his head in your neck, and never let go.

“You–you were?”

Nodding his head, Jungkook continued, “I was starting to even forget about my pen pal. I just used her as an excuse to hang out with Y/N. I don’t think you understand what you ripped from me. I betrayed her. She wanted to explain but it was because of you she couldn’t. She was so terrified of what you could do, what lies you would tell me, that she stayed quiet and allowed her to be used. She was suffering and it was all because of me,” Jungkook let out a breath of air.

“Even after lying to you, you’d still run back to her?” Y/F/N muttered.

“In a heartbeat.”

“I–I’m sorry. For everything.” 

“A simple sorry isn’t going to cut it for you. I don’t even know who you are. Now if you’ll excuse me, I have to find my girl.”


WOWOWO THREE UPDATES?! LOOK AT ME GO! HEY HEYYYY

Part 13???👀(now that you’ll have to wait until possibly tmm forrrr)

Garrus: I thought you needed some time to… figure us out. Are you ready to be a one-turian kind of woman?

Shepard: the only thing that made leaving earth bearable was knowing you were out there somewhere

Garrus: I felt the same way. The worst part about the galaxy going to hell would’ve been never getting to see you again

Shepard: well here I am. Exactly where I want to be. I love you Garrus Vakarian

Me:

ok but tony finding out that pepper is pregnant and inevitably freaking out a little bit and is venting at peter about it because “jesus I’ve been with this woman for ten years, I know I can trust her and she trusts me but how am I going to be a dad?” and peter just shrugs, leans back, and says, “I don’t know, I think you’ll do fine”

tony scoffs, looks up at him, and replies, “you kidding, Parker? look at me”

“yeah, look at you,” peter says, and tony’s almost offended until peter continues, “you’ve been a hell of a dad to me.”