i am forever late to fandoms

anonymous asked:

I know we don't *need* to fight antis' arguments here, but I'm annoyed and want to say that I'm college educated and have my MM from Juilliard and I didn't give two shits about 1D until Solo Harry promo caught my eye and within two months here I am, on your blog, and a larrie. To those who have been in the fandom forever and question their sanity, yes it is transparent. Yes anyone can see it. Yes it's an opinion born of logical reasoning and not hysterical fan-girling. It's real, painfully so.

Wow!! Thank you for this message! I love the positivity, the intelligence, and the independence you show!

I’ve met so many fascinating, intelligent, kind and generous Larries– people who offer their talent and art, their time and effort, their money, their late nights and early mornings to making the fandom a good place and to support five lovely guys.

I’ve met a lot of good friends here. We have disagreements and talk them over like rational people. At the end of the day, we’re here for the music and the heart. Thanks for your kind words!

Empty Pt.2

Read this before reading fic: This is a second unexpected part to a fic I wrote the other day. I decided to keep writing for it, following the readers struggles as the boys read in her diary/journal. Every start to the story will be an entry as they look for her. Will they find her before it’s too late? (Pt2)

Read what you missed below

Pt.1 Empty

Trigger warning: strong mentions of death and suicidal thoughts

Winchester sister imagine.

Sister/daughter tags: @skeletoresinthebasement ent @noones-girl1980 @imjusthereforsupernatural @jamric @sisterwinchesterwriter er @pumpkinpiesandpocketknives @messy-buns-and-shotguns @graceb200371 371 @troubles-with-the-fandoms h-the-fandoms @littlegirlslost

Forever Tags: @freaksforthewin ewin , @thewinhunter ter, @cambriacaneatnoodles, @brokennoone , @@youtubehelpsmesurvive , @chrisevansthedoritobastard , @winchesters-favorite-girl -favorite-girl , @@we-know-a-little-about-a-lot @godh8salyssa @dean-baby-Winchester @straightasdeanwinchester ster @@animexchocolate @@fabulouslycassie @@lizbeth-loves-bobear @nicolesyneah25 @@lemonadegazeelle @i-am-an-outcast outcast @@evyiione @27bmm @percussiongirl2017 17 @assbutt-still-in-hell hell @samsgirly66 6 @xxmizzlexx

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I feel this never ending gaping hole in my chest. Like I’m bound to this forever, my feet are tied with rocks and drag me deeper and deeper into the hole where it gets harder and harder to crawl out this.

It is though I’m watching and feeling myself being carried off to my grave at my own doing. Each day another boulder ties to my ankles and puts me 6 feet deeper in my grave.

When will this end will it end? I’m 16 years old I shouldn’t want to die, yet here I lie wishing ti was.

My barley beating heart is wishing it could. My skin feels as though it’s growing colder and colder like a corpse. Yet I’m somehow alive still.

It’s as though for months I’ve been dead, like my family and my friends can’t do anything to prevent, slow or stop this.

My death is inevitable, like I have the plague, there is no cure and never will be. My depression has no cure, I’ve felt this way for years it seems and as the oceans grow deeper, so do my thoughts of death.

Why has God done this to me? If there is a God, why would he allow somebody to suffer so much in life gain so little in return? Is the only end to the pain when the end of my heart stops beating? How will I know? Must test these waters? What if I’m wrong? If I do end up going and on the other side what if there’s nothing but the same cruel cold painful shearing knife stabbing in twisting into my heart and my lungs?

This water grows higher around me and I cannot escape. Nobody understands and I wish they would.

I cannot put this in the words, my mind rambling, on dead but quiet. My mouth loud, crying for help in my already dead body. If God did this to me, is he the only one who can fix it? Will anybody you fix it? Please?”

Sam read the words aloud to his brother with tears in his eyes, unsure how to process and grasp a hold of what he had just read. His sister, wanting to die so badly. It was as though her own pain with his two, and looking at Dean he knew he felt the same.

“She’s been gone for what, an hour? Two?” Dean wiped the offending year attempting to fall from his eyes across his cheek. “She’s okay.”

The oldest brother spoke with uncertainty, really trying to convince himself that there was no way, no way in hell his sister was dead. Nor that she had taken her own life with her own hands.

“Dean-“ Cas spoke softly, he too felt the same pain. She was his sister as well in some ways.

“We’re not doing the pity speech, we’ve got nothing to pity. She’s just runaway. That’s all.” Dean practically yelled even though he didn’t mean to. He wasn’t accepting this possible fate.

The three men sat around, hands all sweating with fear, hearts all determined to find their sister. None could speak the truth, none but Sam.

“An actively suicidal runaway…” He barley whispered, but Dean caught every word as did Cas.

“She’s not dead,” his voice cracked in response to his brothers, once again wiping threatening tears ready to expose.

“I’m just saying man, she could be-“

“Yeah, Im just saying too.” Dean cut him short. “If I ever hear you try and finish that sentence again Sam…” he pointed his finger from a distance, one fist balled up tight.

With a nod Sam took the warning of his walking on thin ice. Dean was never his on edge, never. But when it came to his younger siblings? Not even the devil himself would poke him with a twenty-five door pole.

“Grab her phone and a jacket, were heading out to find her.” Dean directed to his brother who immediately responded with action. “Don’t forget the journal either.”

femmescientia’s follow forever

Since I joined this fandom I’ve met a lot of great people and I just wanted to give some shout outs to some of the best FFXV bloggers on here, so, here goes. Bold is for “we talk a lot or sometimes and that’s so cool” or “I super recommend them”, I guess!

The Discorders @rsasai, @crossedquills, @necnill ❤, @lhugbereth, @alicemoonwonderland, @peachypotpourri, @nine-luzgar, @faewritesthings, @knightofdoom, @lemonpopwrites, @chocobo-baby, mimi, @melodux, @luminosityblue, @achryathesecond, @cupnoodle-queen, @latenightyaoi, @goldslactuar, @domesticfluffsimulator, @leg-defender, @pepsipink, @daemonchocobo, @carmensandyeggo, @andromedapanda, @ferix-writes

The Promnis Blogs @promnis, @promnised-land, @promnispromise, @promnises (my own side blog)

The “I See You In My Activity Loads and Super Appreciate You” Folk @moonraccoon-exe, @neko-otaku13, @ohgodsnowwhat, @chiyumi94, @silverdriftdragon, @theyearofdiamonddogs, @misssarahdoll, @ponkita, @blindloyalty / @saurgristiel

The Artists and Writers and Editors and Curators Who You Should Deffo Follow For Their Sweet Ass Content @brilcrist, @expectogladiolus, @fieryfantasy, @poppaea-aurelia, @socialdegenerate, @kaciart, @cinnamontoastensketches, @prompto-cam, @dizzymoogle, @hinoe-0, @thingsinlifeyoujustdo, @ignis-scientia-estrogen-brigade, @crown-city-moogle, @lattehappy, @rockthis-noctis, @stunninglyignis, @verryfinny, @prom-x-noct, @chocobutt-trash, @gladiolus-mamacitia


So uh, if you’re not on here and you feel like you should be - maybe you reblog a lot from me or you see me in your activity all the time, or we’ve messaged in the past and you thought ‘hey we got along, why am I not in this follow forever list?’ Then hit up my messages or inbox to say hi! 

This is not an exhaustive or cliquey list, but an attempt by me to say thanks to some of the really great blogs on here that I’ve met and followed and all that. I follow so so many awesome blogs on here and have met so so many awesome people behind said blogs! Being in this fandom is so great and uh, thanks everyone, for real.

Real life has been tough lately and I know I’m behind on the final chapter of Family Matters, some prompts that have been languishing in my inbox, and a bunch of other stuff, but I’m getting to it, I promise you.

Anniversary Follow Forever !!

Oh my god so I’m a butt and am over a week late because I am incredibly forgetful and dumb but !!!!!! This blog is officially a year old. 

I remember anxiously making this blog completely unsure of what was going to happen. I had a fandom tumblr before, but I had left that fandom because a lot of drama had arisen and it was overwhelmingly toxic. I had been watching jack and mark for a few months and had honestly fallen in love with their content. After quietly stalking a few blogs dedicated to them, I decided to finally make one for myself, and now here we are over a year later.

I honestly cannot thank all of you enough. I know we all probably hear this a lot, but this is truly such an amazing community. You guys are all so nice and inspiring and supportive of each other, and it has been such a pleasure to be here among you guys. You guys honestly make my days so much brighter and I could never repay that.  Thank you guys so so so much for following me and interacting with me, I love you all a lot !!! :D

Ok. now that we are past all the gross mushy stuff, I want to give a special thanks to a few blogs who I’ve looked up to and admired :D


a-g

@adorkable-iplier  @amynelsons​ @angelsean​  @braonain​  @briseptiplier​  @celestialsean@dark–iplier​ @dogiplier @dork-iplier​ @egogrumps @expometal@fandom-hq@fluffy-jack


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@istandwithmarksthickneck  @jackaboyfan-mike @jack-it-up @jacksblueeyes @jacksepticeyegifs @jacksepticfly @jacksepticishoulddie@jeaniplier @lum1natrix 


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@maaaarkiplier@magicmadiplier@markired @martziplier98 @megsiplier @melviiiis @nestorquik  @omfsean@parallox @paranoctis


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@radioactivedogger @septiceyespeed  @septicplays@septic-vader@shcrtiplier  @starlit-jse  @super-magical-wizard  @tiny-septic-box-sam@tylerrrrrr


And that’s all for my super short follow forever !!! I haven’t personally interacted with everyone on this list, and some I haven’t talked to in ages but all their blogs are amazing. They’ve all inspired me and managed to cheer me up on even my lowest days. You should definitely go check them out because they are all absolute sweethearts. Also, I’m so sorry if I missed anyone !!! It’s late and I did this super quickly because I just realized I missed my own blog anniversary lol. 

I just want you guys to know that I am immensely grateful to all my followers for putting up with me. Thank you all so much again and I love y’all <33

Hey friends *waves* you may (or may not) have noticed that I haven‘t been as active lately.  Unfortunately this is going to continue.  I don’t know when I’m going to have the time or energy to write again.  And I am so behind on my reading!  But, never fear, I have a solution!  I will have energy to read so, why don’t we read together?  Here are some authors and their fics I plan on reading soon, in the future, when I’m not crazy busy:

@littlegreenplasticsoldier Hero of Mine

@seenashwrite The Bell-Watchers’ Beginnings

@wheresthekillswitch Unspoken

@sis-tafics Our Little Secret and Break A Little

@ravengirl94 Hold On I’m Coming

@deanssweetheart23 I Got You

@pinknerdpanda Because I Do


Em, are you really rec’ing fics you haven’t even read yet?!  Why yes I am because these peeps are just that great!  This might as well be a list of my favorite writers.  So, while you’re at it you may just want to check out their masterlists too.  Tagging my forevers so they can read that, I’M SORRY for the lack of fics lately and I hope to make it up to you soon! <3

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Has everyone been keeping up with the influx of great Richonne fics that we’ve been blessed with lately? There’s so much goodness out there right now. Kudos to those who have written their first Richonne stories, as well as those who have written their first ever fics! It’s been cool to see all of these new stories and writers emerging.

I’ve found a little time to get some Richonne reading done, and I am forever grateful that we’ve got so many talented people in our fandom. I want to read it all! I’m slow, but I’ve been lucky enough to check out some awesome fics lately.

Hats off to @richonnejustdesserts and @richonnefics for keeping us up-to-date with the goods.

Thanks to all of the writers who continue to bless us!

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(Thank you everyone for the hearts and reblogs/// I am so flattered I can’t even function *flounders*)

So I took the fandom kink quiz thing, and got what I expected… (Supposed unrequited pining, loyalty, hurt/comfort, friends to lovers etc.) But WHY DID THEY NOT INCLUDE PROSTITUTION AU?!

Speaking of which,   @eventhorizon451 ‘s wonderful work immediately came to my head while I was thinking about said AU. Ahh… forever internally screaming. I am late into the fandom, so I am sure everyone has read it, but just in case, you can find the fic here (http://archiveofourown.org/works/6582367/chapters/15059929)

I felt so dirty (in a good way) drawing what is on Mycroft’s screen hahaha

Unexpected  Part Seven

Chris Evans x Reader
Summary : You and your best friends decide to spend the day in Disneyland, and you bump into the one and only Chris Evans.
A/N : I know, its SUPER short! and its SUPER LATE. i AM SORRY. i AM A FAILURE. 
Word Count : 1K+
Warnings : Language. Thats about it.

Unexpected Masterlist

Tagging : @justanotherdeangirl25 @bovaria @official-batgirl99 @cassgracie @camster540 @hazuki22 @starswirlblitz @swing-dance-into-my-heart @zombi3gyrl07 @docharleythegeekqueen @jpthrough @blacktithe7 @ek823 @sometimes-iwritee @kaptain-zelda124 @youtubers-are-life-ruiners@miss123ma @xiomara-52 @purpleeyeddemon24 @supernaturally-potter@notrealdreamlife  @uniquelyobsessed @time-lord-of-fandoms-97 @bulldozed88 @thegirlwiththeimpala @thegirlwiththeimpala @driverpicksthemuusic @poemwriter98 @supernatural-harrypotter7 @chris-evans-shipping @multi-fan-dom-madness @so-many-fandoms-16 @thewinterchildren @chris-evans-forever @thitilde @helloomyyluvvs @thewintersoldierswife @chris-evans-whaaat @chris-evans-imagines @impala-lover-67 @iiharu-kunii @marvel1324 @evansscruff@shamvictoria11@ilovebeingjoyful @specs15@dreamwhisper87 @lil-ass-kicker@bowiegirl400 @summerbummer2001 @making-the-most-0f-it @lovelittledoyouknow @lady-meatball @lovelittledoyouknow @marveltho@beautifulfound @faith-in-dean@chelseypaigeake @amayasymone23 @liger26 @captainwinters16 @supernaturl508 @charliepeaceout @bitchrogers @omgitsalleycat @tsunahunkami @shindiga @2muchcandygonnarotursoul@dr-superlocked @-hiddlesdweeb- @scaliamaleo @mrs-captain-evans @preserumrogersyesplease @marylovessherlockandioan @toc1985 @curiosity-killed-the-speedster @ijustwanttobepartofyourworld @musiclover2119 @helmerfan43 @superapplepies @supernaturalgeekygal @grey2bay-photography @passingtime555 @superwholock36 @hqwcll @imaginarykangaroohorns @jazminwinchester  @always-a-marvel-addict  @karollbey @kalianoble @weirdpizzaking @dammitjensen(thank you to everyone who reblogged the cover! i hope you enjoy!)

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sooo wow my two dornish babies have both gotten 200+ amazing followers while i’ve been super busy with life. i’ll be back to normal activity in about two weeks (i promise) but i wanna say thank you now to all the lovely people who follow me on rhaenys ( @shewasdornish ) and on elia ( @vezosdarilaros ) AND ALSO DO A CONTEST 

RULES:

MUST FOLLOW EITHER MY RHAENYS OR ELIA BLOGS

REBLOGS ONLY COUNT

DON’T FOLLOW AND THEN UNFOLLOW THAT’S DICKISH

1st Prize:

Either a Mobile Banner or Promo

50 icons of an fc of your choice

2nd Prize:

Mobile Banner

25 icons of an fc of your choice

3rd Prize:

15 icons of an fc of your choice

SHOUTOUTS TO LOVELY PEOPLE BELOW THE CUT!!!

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Tagged by @spideyyparker! Thank you for tagging me ☺

Rules: Answer the questions in a new post and tag 10 blogs you would like to get to know better

I’ll tag @boyfriendtom @tomhollandandtessa and anyone who wants to do this! (Sorry for tagging you if you’ve already done it)

A - Age: 20

B - Birthplace: Canada

C - Current Time: 10:37 pm

D - Drink You Last Had: water

E - Easiest Person To Talk To: tbh, my mutuals

F - Favorite Song: I have a lot but currently, Fetish by Selena Gomez ft. Gucci Mane or either Sad Song, Shades On or It’s A Lie (ft. TINI) by The Vamps

G - Grossest Memory: hmm nothing comes to mind but if any did, I probably wouldn’t share lmao

H - Horror Yes or Horror No: I can only watch it with others so no. Fun fact, I actually used to be so scared of horror movies!

I - In Love?: yes! With Brad Simpson and Tom Holland

J - Jealous of People?: I try not to be, but sometimes I do envy and wish I was doing what others are doing

L - Love At First Sight Or Should I Walk By Again: 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

M - Middle Name: I’d rather not say because I’m so paranoid of someone irl finding this sorry

N - Number of Siblings: 2

O - One Wish: for anxiety and depression to no longer exist

P - Person You Called Last: my mom

Q - Question You Are Always Asked: “what are you taking in university?” or something along those lines

R - Reason to Smile: my lovely mutuals and followers, this fandom and existing at the same time as Brad Simpson and Tom Holland

S - Song You Sang Last: I think Wild Thoughts

T - Time You Woke Up: before 9 am

U - Underwear Colour: pink?

V - Vacation Destination: Hawaii, California, Rio or the UK!

W - Worst Habit: procrastinating

X - X-rays: I think I only got ones of my teeth done

Y - Your favourite food: sushi and pizza

Z - Zodiac Sign: Capricorn

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Dear Due South Fandom:

I HAVE NEVER REGRETTED COMING LATE TO A FANDOM LIKE NOW.

PAUL GROSS AND LESLIE NIELSEN (GOD BLESS HIS SOUL) SINGING.

I AM BLOGGING THIS FROM BEYOND THE GRAVE

Hey guys – I want to apologize for going MIA lately. I’ve had some things happen and I’m just not able to be online very often. Don’t worry, everything’s okay, but I am going to be archiving this blog unfortunately. I’ve had just a great time rping Lucy and I’ve made some incredible relationships through this fandom and it hurts to be leaving, but I’ve come to the executive decision to leave indie rping all together. If anyone wants to stay in contact, send me a message and I can give you my snapchat, instagram, or anything else. I love you all so much. Thank you for the great times. <3

So I hit 2k recently (read: a while ago but I am late for everything like a TrueIndian™ 😎 ) and I wanted to post this follow forever as a thank you to all you wonderful people I follow who make my dashboard so amazing

I didn’t bother with the favourite/mutual thing bc u r all gr8 😘 💕 

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anonymous asked:

hello!! i was wondering if i could maybe ask for some of your favorite e/r fics? (preferably those with happy endings ;v;)

Hello, my lovely anon. First of, thanks for dropping by. Second of all, you may not be aware of this but I have an e/R fic rec compilation post that needs desperate updating. From there, I’m gonna copy/paste a few of my absolute favourite fics ever! 

stupid terrorist boys series by luchia || come on. come on! we can’t have a rec list without this absolute monster. i weep every time i read this series. like a baby. i’m currently waiting with bated breath for luchia to finish writing nocturlabe so i can re-read the whole thing all over again! :D 

find out what i’m feeling by lady_ragnell || this is the very very first les mis fic i read and it’s the gateway drug that got me firmly into the fandom. i’ve been following theladyragnell’s fics since the merlin fandom and i can assure you that i will 99% read any fic she writes in any of my fandoms. she’s brilliant and so very talented. 

soulbonding series by kiyala || including twenty-three no, don’t touch me. this whole series. THIS WHOLE SERIES. Kii is another one of my absolute faves. also, you should read jayeinacross’ seven which is a courf/ferre fic inspired by the whole universe. ugh <333

watermark by ohyellowbird || Relationships are hard when you are Enjolras and Grantaire. {and my absolute favorite: “You tolerate me,” Grantaire points out, hands balled in their sleeves at his sides. He doesn’t wipe at his face, just sniffles and continues on. “I am so pathetically, laughably in love with you, and you tolerate me.”} 

texting verse by ladililn || During a meeting Joly accidentally lets it slip to Enjolras that Grantaire is in love with him. Told entirely through text messages. I AM CACKLING OH DEAR. 

how the future’s done by barricadeur || ”Grantaire,” he says slowly. “What do you have in that box?” Grantaire looks up at Enjolras, his eyes very blue even with the glaze of drunkenness at the edges. “A favor,” he says. PLEASE. This is a fandom favourite. PLEASE. 

under the red, black, and blue by ark || Modern AU. Enjolras is a rising political force in America. Grantaire is a well-known photojournalist. They’ve been together for almost a decade. THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVE TROPES EVER EVER EVER. Also, anything that Ark writes, including the hacker au

this is no bridget jones by lydiamartin || A very sudden The Voice AU where the Fantastic Four are judges, Enjolras has a voice sent from heaven above and Cosette is the creepy spawn of Lucifer. <3333333

but find you in the day & get over your hill and see what you find there by noelia_g || another fave author. i love them. so much. and they also write/wrote for the gk fandom. i rec all their works. ALL OF THEM. JUST GO. 

cooking up love by sarahyyy || MasterChef AU. Also, all of Sarah’s fics. 

all’s faire by slightlytookish || a renaissance faire au and the characterisations are spot on. and i love jen because she’s terrible. clearly. :))))))))  

and some more of my fave authors: 

I NEED TO STOP BECAUSE I WILL BE LATE FOR WORK. But I read a lot of fics and I love a big chunk of them. This fandom is blessed with really good writers and I am forever grateful for that! One day I will update my fic rec list and i will repost it again. For now, you have this. Enjoy all of them! :D :D :D :D :D 

Been dead for quite awhile but now I am back! Sorry for being MIA, work and life in general just got to me. I literally abandoned (temporarily) all of my other Tumblr accounts (for different fandoms) as well, so sorry T^T

I missed lots of things on Sechskies and turns out my forever babies, Block B is having a come back (flippin’ finally!) I can’t with Kyung’s hair and my baby Taeil showing off his tats! But it isn’t too late to spazz about em right? ; 3; 

anywho~ Glad to be back!

September 1st; time to go back home. (late post sorry haha)

These are just a few things in my Harry Potter collection. Harry Potter will forever be my number 1 fandom. 

“Whether you come back by page or by the big screen, Hogwarts will always be there to welcome you home.” -J.K. Rowling

I have decided to come back by page, and by screen. This has become a mini tradition of mine, to always re-read the series and have a movie marathon after September 1. No matter how busy I am, I will never break tradition.

I am very emo about izaya orihara ok?

i’ve been in the fandom for a long time and around for a longer time and i’ve been in and out of the fandom lately but i remember waiting for new novels to come out and when i found out what happens to izaya in the end i was devastated.

izaya orihara kinda got what he deserved. on the other hand he was something More to me. he was with me throughout my teenage years as i became a near adult and all of my emotional struggles i vented through him in my fanfictions. 

izaya’s ‘forever 21′ mindset in which he thought he was forever young was correct in a way since he really got stuck mentally. he just didn’t grow as a person, he stagnated. 

so what happened in sunset with orihara is very important. it’s his first very important character development in his adult years. while shizuo was able to move on, to overcome petty rivalry and to solve things once and for all, to become a better person, izaya was stuck. until the final fight in which izaya realized that he no longer holds the same kind of power over shizuo and over everyone else. this near death experience, this trauma shook him up entirely. 

of course he doesn’t want to rehabilitate. it’s pretty understandable. he has his own set of rules, izaya doesn’t quite use the same logic. he threw away the old rules and established new ones. by admitting he was wrong he had to face the consequences. izaya is cowardly, yes, but even he has rules set for himself. some standards.