The three of you had been best friends since kindergarten. You guys never stopped being friend like all the group of friends did when you started school. No, you went through the easiest of school together, as well as the hardest. Never leaving each other’s sides.
Until that day.
It was never good to fall in love with your best friend who was falling in love with your other best friend. It always got complicated and you always get hurt. That was why you tried to avoid him as much as possible. You tried to not think about him during day and night. You tried not to smile when he texted you just to ask about the smallest things. You tried not to care when he would ask how your day was even though your heart made a double beat.
You tried not to fall any harder, but it was hard not to fall for someone like him.
His dimples would appear whenever he smiled that adorable smile of his. His tall frame that made you feel protected. The way he could casually throw his arm over your shoulder and show the world that you guys were that close. His absolutely speechless talents. His protective and heart warming personality.
How could you stop falling for all that and thousands of thousands more things about him?
Thinking like that made it easier for you to accept that she was the one he was in love with, just like you were in love with him. You understood how he felt because that was exactly how you felt. Crazy and madly in love.
You were both happy and broken when you saw them together. You were happy becuase she didn’t reject him and hurt his feelings. You were happy becuase he was happy. You were happy because of the way he smiled like never before around his new girlfriend. You were happy because he could finally call her his, and only his.
But at the same time, you were broken, destroyed, ruined and it hurt. It hurt so much everytime he called her by nicknames. It hurt everytime he kissed her cheek in front of everyone. It hurt everytime his eyes would shine with happiness. But worst of all, even if she was the one who made him like that, you wanted to be the reason he would smile without even having you around.
You wanted to shut your eyes everytime their lips would connect. You wanted to let them see your tears so bad, let them see your true feelings and how much they hurt you without having a clue about it. But you couldn’t, they were your best friends after all.
You couldn’t blame them. You couldn’t blame Namjoon for falling in love with her and not you. Her beauty was something no one could compare to. Her smile, her laugh, her manners, her personality, her body, her everything was perfect and flawless. Of course he would fall in love with her. They were a perfect match. Namjoon and Hani.
The day they announced their relationship was on your 20th birthday. Not to mention that it was the day you planned on confessing your feelings. Well, that didn’t go as planned. When you came out to the party that evening from your room, literally practicing over one hundred times on what you were going to say to him. What you didn’t expect was seeing them on the dance floor, his hands on the sides of her body och her arms around his neck. And what you didn’t expect after that was the kiss they shared. The first kiss you saw them sharing. With his eyes closed but the grin that never left his facesaid more than needed. The way his grip on her tightened and the way her body was pressed up against his made it hard for you to breathe properly.
From the night that was going to be the best of all your years, to the worst. A year you would always remember. Remember all the painfully aches that your heart went through. The way you saw nothing but black after that they broke their minutes-long kiss. When you walked into your room again and never left the room in days.
It didn’t help when he came by the next day to ask if you were okay. Of course you couldn’t ignore him and let him stay out in the rain. So you let him in, which was the worst decision that you had ever made. Namjoon and you were really close best friends, probably closer than the friendship between you and Hani.
Namjoon was a guy who had trust in you, and you in him and it was expected that he was going to talk about her, in hours, at your place, visiting you. You didn’t do anything but nod and give him small smiles that never reached up to your eyes.
“And then we decided to go out anyway because I had already bought the tickets for the three of us and I think that was our first official date, just the two of us. You don’t have an idea how much of an asshole I was that night. I was so nervous so I forgot to be a gentleman” and so he kept on going. He talked and talked, and talked. Always about her, never about anything else.
What made you look up at him in surprise was when he mentioned your name for the first time in hours.
“She said no at first because she said something like in the line of ‘Y/N likes you and I don’t want to be the one that ruins our friendship and I just laughed, because I know that was just something she came up with”. What he didn’t know was that it was true. You liked him, if not loved him. You cared for him more than yourself and he was so blinded to not see it.
“Y/N?” Namjoon called out when he realized that you were zooming out.
“What’s with you today, you haven’t said a word since I started talking” he said confused because you were always the one to talk openly. He didn’t understand and he was getting a little annoyed. Namjoon thought that your reaction would be different. Perhaps happier and more… excited?
“Aren’t you happy for me?” Namjoon asked, looking right into your eyes and you wondered if he saw the pain in them. But he didn’t see anything and it made you realize that maybe, he didn’t know you like you thought.
“I am” you were afraid your voice would crack and that you would burst out in tears so you didn’t say more than that. Which made him more annoyed.
“I don’t understand you sometimes, bye Y/N” and then he was standing up, leaving your apartment in the next seconds and you never had the chance to tell him the truth.
That day started just like any other. You woke up, got ready for work. You worked at the same company as Namjoon and Hani, as their stylist. It was normal that you would see them around a courner, away from the others during working hours. They were kissing, touching and probably saying nothing but sweet things to each other.
You always looked away before the tears could fall down your cheeks. It had almost been a routine and you knew at what time they would meet up for a make out session. You knew what time they went to eat lunch together and always made up excuses to not go along.
But that day, Namjoon decided that it was enough and he grabbed your hand the moment you were going to leave the company, dragged you to one of the dressing rooms and closed the door after him. “What the fuck is wrong with you?”, Namjoon was never one to use those kinds of words infront of you because he knew how much you hated it. But at that moment you knew that he didn’t care because he was pissed.
“Why are you like this Y/N? Since the day I came home to you, you have been acting strange. You don’t answer my calls or texts or when I talk to you. You ignore me, aren’t you? I really am starting to think that you hate me, Y/N” he said, clenching his fists. He hated the idea of you hating him. No matter how much he tried to figure out why, he hated it and it made him angry at himself.
“I don’t hate you, Namjoon” you said, looking away from him.
“Then what? You can’t even look at me in the eyes, Y/N. Look at me and say that”
“No, I can’t”
“Look. At. Me. Y/N.”
“Namjoon, stop”, you told him when he started to pull you towards him.
“Look at me.”
“I SAID STOP!”
It felt like the time stopped and that nothing could be heard except for the heavy breaths coming from you and him. Your heart was racing faster and faster as the seconds went by.
“No, Namjoon. It doesn’t matter. We both know why I’m being like this and it’s nothing we can do about it. Just let me be alone” you said, avoiding his burning eyes.
“Why didn’t you tell me sooner?”
“You think I can tell you that I love you when I see how much you guys love each other? You really think that I have the heart to destroy your relationship. Namjoon, I see the way you look at her and I see the way she smiles at you. I’m not blind and I won’t be selfish and take away your happiness.”
You were at the door, ready to get out of there before any tears could leave your eyes, but you never had the chance to do anything with him around and in the next seconds, you were in his arms. You could feel his heart beating, his arms around you in a long, tight hug.
You wished the time had stayed till at that moment. You hoped that he could hold you like that for a long, long time.
You didn’t even hear the door open and the gasp coming from her. The only thing that you cared about was him and that you were by his side. You wanted to stay in that moment forever and in his arm.
“You-” It was Hani’s voice.
“Hani, wait-” he called after her.
Everything happened so fast. You were running after her. Namjoon were running after the both of you. And Hani was running, faster than she had ever needed to. She was running, never stopping. Not even when the green light popped up and the strong lights from the cars were making the both of you blinded.
You remembered the pain.
You remebered his shout for your name.
You remembered not being fast enough to take the hit for her.
Sooooooooooooooo hello my lovely friends!
It has been almost 3 weeks since I updated and I really don’t have any interesting excuses beside school. It has been stressful and all I want to do after school is sleep and eat and sleep.
Also, I have a bad new and a good new for you guys.
We’ll start with the bad and save the good.
So, to my readers that have read “Leaving Her Behind”, you guys know that I said that it will be a part 2 for the oneshot. I’m not saying that it won’t be one, but I think it will have to wait for a while since I find it very hard to write a part 2.
I know I said I have things planned out, but smartyyyy me didn’t write it down so I forgot. Yey.
And so the good new. This new oneshot, called “Never Meant To” will be in three parts. This is the first, which was mostly about Y/N and their backgrouds. It was a lot of feelings related and a lot of thoughts that Y/N had in her mind.
This isn’t what I normally would write because if you’ve read my other works, you know that I’m more right to the point, like I don’t write about backgrounds. But I came up with this idea and told my closest friend and they said that I should write it down before I forgot, so I did.
I have to admit, it was hard to write this part because I’m not used to this. But it was a lot of fun and I enjoyed it!
I need to shut my mouth now before I start talking about how much water I drank today and all kind of stuff that are TMI, lol.
I love you guys and thank you for reading. Thank you for 900+ followers!
Small summary: Reader has the ability to fly and is a bit stronger than most
humans. Pietro usually will hold her and run around with the reader until one
day he wants her to take him flying. Reader has always thought of herself second best and doesn’t really think Pietro likes her back, but he does.
A/N: I don’t know what I made, sorry about this being crappy.
hello!! big fan here, your work is absolutely awesome!!! could u write pls sth like iwa chan, kuroo and bokuto practicing with their s/o and accidentaly hitting them in the face with the ball? thank u and have a nice day!!
Thank you so much! <3 Here are some frantic dorks heheh.
Prompt: Imagine Pietro going to the local animal shelter and then playing with the cats, and he likes one that has an injury like a missing eye or something and he decides to adopt it. I also added the headcanon that Pietro used to bring home stray animals when they were on their own and she hated that so that’s in there too. Enjoy :)
AN: Man, the birthdays just keep rollin’ in! This time, I have written as a one-day-early birthday present for the amazing amehanaaa! (amehanaa on fanficiton.net) Hope you like it! It started out as her request for an aquarium date and kind of turned into all of this XD Also found here.
Ah, a fine group date before the Grand Ninjitsu Games at the Crocus aquarium. Lucy has a secret, Natsu has a wish, Juvia is crying, Gray is annoyed, Levy is not pregnant, Gajeel is confused, Jellal is panicked, and Erza is giving birth-wait, what?
“Why would you do this to me?” was the first thing Natsu whispered when they stepped into the revolving doors of the aquarium.
Lucy raised an eyebrow. “Um, what do you mean?”
Gray and Juvia ambled in, holding hands, at their right, with Gajeel and Levy and Jellal with Erza trailing behind. Lucy had never had a problem with group dates; after all, they were the people she’d hang out with on a regular basis anyway.
Natsu let out a whine of some sorts, eyeing a particularly large and colorful fish in the entryway tank while he slid his left hand into her right. His wedding ring was cool against her fingers. “All these fish. All these fish that I can’t eat…”
I zoomed in on the disney character hashtag picture for the rock your disney side event and all I can say is this event is going to be heaven for a character hunter like myself.
Are y'all excited as I am????
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I’M SITINGG IN THE GRASS O NCMAPUS LIKE SHAKING LMAO I’ MSAHJIKJIGN I CNA’T MOVE MY LEGS ARE SAHAKING SO HARD MY HANDS ARE SHAKING I
SWEETER THAN FICTION
IN MY EARBUDS
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FOR YEARS MY =WHOLE LIFE I’VE TRIED TO WRITE A WHOLE BOOK AND I WAS NEVER ABLE TO BUT I DID IT, I DID IT, I DID IT, AND I KNOW A BIG PART OFDIT IS BC OF YOU GUYS SUP[PORTING ME SO I HANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I HAVE LIKE 10 MONTHS OF EDITING AHEAD OF ME AND I LIKED ZOOMED THROUGH THE LAST CAHPTRRES BC I WAS SO EXCITED BUT SRSLKOPFJOPAOPGKPAOK WHO CARES LMAO I DID IT!!!I IADME IT I’M SHAKING SO BAD THIS CANNOT BE EMPHASIZED ENOUGH LMAO HALF OF IT IS BECAUSE I’M COLD AND THE OTHER HALF IS I’M SOOO EXICTED
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UIR EYES WIDER THAN DISTANCE
Jun : It must be Nino, his face don’t change since junior era.
Aiba : But in my opinion is Riida. Oppositely, he looks younger from time to time, that’s why he will slowly become elderly (laugh). The inside part must be change, this is next 50 years after all, we’ll change (laugh). When I was in elementary school, I thought we’ll become so much mature in our twenties, but in fact, it’s not like that for me.
Jun : When I was in elementary school, 2012 is the far future.
Aiba : in the movie or anime, there are flying cars. I thought 2012 will be like that, even now, I am very excited to wait the flying cars (laugh). Matsujun, what kind of person that you want to be next 50 years?
So, Cici was just minding her business scrolling tumblr and smiles when she sees the Omelia promo screenshot.
Like awe bbies so cute then oh Cici sees something. Let’s just zoom in a bit…
*pterydactyl screeching* THERE IS A FUCKING RING IM SO EXCITED LIKE DO U SEE IT? YOU ARE SEEING THIS RIGHT? LIKE HER LEFT RING FINGER HAS A RING. WHETHER ITS A PROMISE RING OR ENGAGEMENT RING I AM SCREAMING.
MOLLY I WAS IN CLASS AND I HAVE V LONG CURLY HAIR AND I WAS TALKING TO MY FRIEND AND I WAS LIKE I MIGHT GET A PIXIE CUT AND MY CRUSH WHO SITS BEHIND ME WAS ALL LIKE "JESUS SHE'D BE EVEN PRETTIER THEN SHE IS NOW" TO HIS FRIEND AND I TURNED AROUND AND HE GOT V RED AND I AM ZOOMING WITH EXCITEMENT SO I THOUGHT I SHOULD TELL U MOLLY SO HERE I AM TELLING U