What are you being a coward about?
I’m being a coward because I have a choice and I don’t want to even acknowledge that it’s there and it’s mine to make.
Oh Johnny, this is gonna be so long… Like it should almost be titled “My Story Thus Far.”
In brief: yesterday’s appointment ended up being entirely about the questions I had written out. Which bring up a choice. I have made progress over the last few years, but I am stagnant (on the eating disorder front) right now, and the question is how do I want to proceed? Am I okay with this level of functioning and hopeful improvement (and a butt load of hard work) as an outpatient or realistically, what do I need to actually move forward if I do indeed want to? (i.e. residential.) What’s getting in the way?