i am deeply in love with her

BTS Reaction To Falling For Their Female Bodyguard

Namjoon: “I can’t have feelings for her. I have to keep it professional.”

Originally posted by bangthebae

Taehyung: “I thought it was just a silly little crush but every time I see her I can’t stop these feelings.”

Originally posted by saintminyoongi

Hoseok: “I knew I would fall for her. She has such an amazing aura around her.”

Originally posted by jiminrolls

Jin: “The way she defends us made me so interested in her now. I hope I can make her fall deeply in love with me as I am with her.”

Originally posted by bangtannoonas

Jungkook: *would be an awkward little ball*

Originally posted by reneemallen

Yoongi: *In total denial* “I like her a little but it’s not a crush trust me.”

Originally posted by fullfangirling27

Jimin: “She’s looking over here what do I do? Just act normal.” *would start smiling and blush a lot*

Originally posted by daeguboy

"What are you doing in my room at 4 am?!"

Lena slept peacefully, one arm underneath the pillow and the other on top resting beside her head. She was sleeping so deeply that she didn’t even hear her window creak open and see the figure slide in silently. It wasn’t until a hand was over her mouth and a breath French accent whispering “don’t wake up” that she jumped up, hands poised to attack.

Her eyes widened when she realized it was Amélie. “Oi love what are you doing here?!” She mumbled as she looked at her simple bright orange clock, “it’s 4 am in the bloody mornin!” She groaned.

“Well I was eating some of those fish and chips you like so much and wanted to ask if you wanted to get some?” Amélie looked generally sincere.

Lena bit her lip to keep herself from dissolving in giggles. “Love it’s 4 am no one is going to be out selling fish and chips at this hour!” She choked out between giggles.

Amélie frowned. “Then I guess I’ll go.” She mumbled head down looking defeated. Lena frowned realizing how much her girlfriend really did wanna spend time with her. It wasn’t every day she caught Amélie acting so clingy.

“No stay the night love” she murmured as she hugged the taller French woman from behind, her face resting in the soft fabric of her shirt. She loved the way she smelled like lavender.

“I don’t think your bed is big enough chèrie….” She frowned looking at Lena as she turned around.

“Yes it’ll be a bit of a tight squeeze but please?” Lena looked at her with puppy dog eyes.

Amélie groaned, surrendering. “Fine” she mumbled as Lena dragged her to the bed. As soon as they laid down Lena snuggled close to her and her eyes were closed before Amélie could say goodnight.

Amélie smiled, she truly loved this little energetic Brit even if her stupid machine kept humming and it’s annoying light cast a permanent light blue shadow on the wall.

[author note] Request’s open as I finish a prompt! First come first served :3

ya galentines 💕 nina zenik & inej ghafa | six of crows - @lbardugo​ // leigh bardugo

…She took Nina’s face between her hands and said, “Thank you for keeping me in this world when fate seemed determined to drag me to the next. I owe you a life debt.”

Nina blushed deeply. “I was teasing, Inej.” She paused. “I think we’ve both had enough of debts.” 

“This is one I’m glad to bear.”

“Okay, okay.  When we’re back in Ketterdam, take me out for waffles.”

aporeticelenchus  asked:

Alternately, headcanon about Cosette in the convent?

I come here, a week later, looking at the work I have to do and… not doing it. 

  • Cosette, I think, is a bit frightened at first by all the girls in the convent. Not that any of them are particularly mean, or anything, but they’re good and cheerful and well-dressed, and Cosette is a bit too shy, or a bit too wild, perhaps, to go play with them - waiting for a trick, or a mocking laugh, or someone to tell her she doesn’t get to play with other well-dressed little girls. After all, eight year old Cosette would still remember Éponine and Azelma, and everybody judging her (or downright beating her) for trying to play like them. She does get comfortable, eventually! And faster than expected. But I still think she ends up feeling more comfortable with younger girls than her. 
  • As it is, Cosette IS the wild girl of the convent; she has a reputation. For starters, she spends most of her free time with the two old gardeners. Like, sure, she says they’re her family, but still! She’s the one who runs towards the sound of the bell instead of away from it when it can be heard! Also, once, there was a snake, and rumors says Miss Cosette Fauchevelent stayed and played with the snake. Another time, several pupils affirm she climbed in a tree to retrieve the ball younger girls were playing with. She’s also oddly strong; she can carry very heavy weight and help the sisters with the food that comes outside of the convent. 
  • Once, a girl decided she did not like Cosette; but when she tried to provoke her, Cosette visibly shrink, and paled, and went all quiet. Other girls from her dormitory, who sometimes woke during the night and heard Cosette having nightmares, all band together to defend Cosette. Cosette cries a little and thank all of them - she doesn’t know why she was so scared, she’ll say later, but she feels so happy she had friends to help. Later on, she sees the girl who provoked her, all alone because the other girls shut her down; she takes a deep breath, and then she goes to sit with her, and offer her an apple. They never become friends, but they do get along okay after that. 
  • Fauchelvent and her had a real uncle/niece relationship that develops over the course of the years. While Valjean is a very strong moral parent, that tries to teach her to be as good as possible (which, coincidentally, goes extremely well with the sisters’s education), Fauchelevent is the one who gently reprimands her when he finds her with the snake and then help her ‘finding it a good home we won’t tell your father will we now’, or winks at her and gives her a candy from times to times, etc. Cosette cries a lot when he dies. 
  • I think Cosette never think of becoming a nun. She might think she’ll stay in the convent for all her life - but not in a ‘i’ll be a nun’ way, more like ‘i’ll be with my dad and my uncle and my friends forever and ever here’. However, after Fauchelevent’s death, she is sort of glad, and maybe a bit excited, at the idea of going outside again, discovering the world. 
  • She still exchanges letter with the girls from the convent. AT LEAST some of them. They’re here for her wedding, as a surprise from her dad. They’re all charmed by Marius, who blushes a lot and smiles awkwardly and holds Cosette very close to him the whole time. 

“Sunset Kiss” - Digital Oil Painting

I enjoy painting these ‘domestic’ moments between Rose and Tentoo. Here, she said something brilliant with that beautiful smile, so he just had to give her a kiss, murmuring against her hair how much he loves her.

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I was actually unsure to ever gif this moment. I know that’s mostly the mama bear in me that feels protective toward sweet Ames, but I felt so uncomfortable hearing her doubts and fears. Those tears didn’t help. I just wanted to hug her and reassure her, because her man loves her even so deeply even though he hasn’t put a ring on it yet (and in his defense, it wasn’t for lack of trying).
Anyway, in the end I considered that I appreciate having the possibility to know more of how she feels, how supportive are the girls with each other, and the ending is objectively hilarious.

What to read after Throne of Glass

If you, like me, are still going through complete Sarah J Maas withdrawal, and can’t really stand to wait for her next books, check out the list below to tide you over! Each book has many of the things I adored about both ToG and ACOMAF: strong and interesting female characters, magic, deeply beautiful writing, love stories to cry about, and an all around sense of adventure. If you have any more recommendations to add, definitely let me know!

Black Jewels: Anne Bishop

I just finished this series, and I am still amazed by how masterfully Anne Bishop weaves her stories. Welcome to the Dark Kingdom, a matriarchal realm ruled by strong queens and the males that support and serve them (Rowan and Aedion anyone?). There is a prophecy fortelling the rise of a Queen with more power than even the High Lord of Hell himself, which gives us a wonderful story full of scheming, war, adventure, and a badass court I would kill to be a part of. Prepare your heart!

Graceling by Kristian Cashore

Graceling is the best series for all you folks who couldn’t get enough of badass assassin Celaena. Katsa is an assassin Celaena would be proud of, due to her rare ability as a Graceling. She is Graced with a killing power, and has spent her life as the king’s tool in doling out his reign of terror. In waltzes Po, Graced with fighting, and here to shake everything Katsa knows about her world. Cashore definitely gives us a twist Sarah would most certainly support!

The Winner’s Curse by Marie Rutkoski

This book aligns more with the romance and court mystique that Sarah presents so wonderfully in ToG and ACOMAF. Kestrel is the daughter of a general who helped the emperor conquer territory after territory. As she is faced with a choice, marry or join the military, Kestrel finds a friend in one of the slaves from the conquered people, and so begins one of the most interesting political schemes I have read in awhile! I haven’t finished the trilogy yet, because I am out of the country and can’t get my hands on the final book, but I would highly recommend it.

Mistborn by Brandon Sanderson

Cue another really cool empire written by an author who isn’t afraid to be inventive or go beyond the normal realms of fantasy. Vin is another Celaena-esque character, as the abandoned street child who turned thief who struggles to stay alive. When a mentor takes her under his wing, she discovers that her luck on the streets might be more than she could ever explain. Magic, mystery, and of course, a few court balls thrown in make for a wonderful mix. Warning: the last book made me cry. Like really cry. But in a good, I’m-still-mad-at-you-but-I-understand-and-respect-your-story-line type of way.

Demon King by Cinda Williams Chima

Raisa is everything that I have ever wanted in a princess. She is intelligent, passionate, feisty, and super compassionate. So when a war arises between the clans and the wizards, you can bet she has goals to achieve and empires to shake up. Throw Han Alister into the mix, a street wise leader, and things get tricky and fireworks explode. One of my favorite love stories in a long time, because it isn’t a story about just romantic love, but also what the love of a princess for her country can do. 

Poison Study by Maria V. Snyder

Yelena is set for execution for murder, but is given the choice to be the next food taster of the Commander of Ixia. As if the threat of having poison in her system wasn’t enough, she is also given a dose of Butterfly’s Dust, which she needs every day to stay alive, and can of course only get from the chief of security. Fighting for her life soon becomes more than just guessing the right poison, but also a game of magic, love, and all out war. Best kind of combo out there!

Legend by Marie Lu

This is the only book in the list to be set in a dystopian universe as opposed to a kingdom, but with a prodigy like June, no one can make any complaints. After a war tore the country apart, the Western United States is under the martial rule of the Republic, and June is their perfectly groomed soldier golden child. Day, on the other hand, is a slums boy who has become the Republic’s most wanted criminal. What happens when their paths cross is enough to make any country tremble, and to keep me hanging on to every word!

And finally:

Literally anything by Tamora Pierce!

Tamora Pierce has been my favorite author since I was a little girl. Each of her series is set in the same universe, based around the story of an interesting and kickass female character, from the first female warrior to a wild-mage. I first found these stories when my mother decided my sister and I didn’t have enough strong women in our literature and Tamora really rose to the occasion. Start with the first series, Song of the Lioness, and work your way from there! I have reread her books at least once every year since I was a little girl and they get better every time. I cannot recommend these books enough!

If you read or have read any of these books, feel free to shoot me a message; I am always ready to geek out over them. 

So I made a mistake. There is a girl who means everything to me. And I lost the honor of calling her mine. I tell her constantly how much I love her. I told her I’d tell the whole world if need be. I honestly don’t expect this to get very far. But I’d appreciate the help of those reading this. Help me out. This girl is the most beautiful person I’ve ever met. We met in high school and have been close since. She changed me completely and honestly has been my only motivation for awhile now. She never leaves my mind. So here I am now letting the whole world know that I am deeply in love with you, and would be honored if you were to become my girlfriend and hold that title till the day I ask for your hand in marriage. Give me a hand world. If you all don’t mine.

I wanted to tell her everything, maybe if I’d been able to, we could have lived differently, maybe I’d be there with you now instead of here. Maybe… if I’d said, ‘I’m so afraid of losing something I love that I refuse to love anything,’ maybe that would have made the impossible possible. Maybe, but I couldn’t do it, I had buried too much too deeply inside me. And here I am, instead of there.
—  Jonathan Safran Foer, Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close

She’s the Cleopatra to my Nefertiti. 👑👑👑

In honor of #MelaninMonday and #Blackout, I wish to send a special shoutout to the woman of my dreams, the person who I would award a Lifetime Achievement Award, and my lover who is also my best friend and the one who can make me laugh uncontrollably with her faces, baby voices, and her Happy Feet dance moves: @co0kiemonstuh. She is truly special to me and words can’t begin to express the love I have with her or how deeply in love I am with her. I can’t wait to see where our journeys take us, career-wise and together as a couple. We have so much to be proud of and we’ve overcome so much and our journeys are just starting. Moving in with you is going to be a new experience for both of us and no matter what happens, what arguments we get into, what near-disasters we have in the kitchen or the fight over how hot our shower water needs to be, I will be here forever and always. I’m not leaving. I’m here as your ride or die, your best friend and your baby. I’m proud of everything you have accomplished in these years and I’m looking forward to supporting you in your future accomplishments these next two years in grad school. You’re unconquerable royalty and no matter how difficult the road may seem, you will make it. You’ve already come so far and you’re going to go so much farther.

So, here’s to us.
The besties.
The lovers.
The graduates.

Cheers, baby. I love you. 💜💜💜

If you think Luna only exists for Noctis and has no other purpose in her life, there is something you don’t understand. Of course, she loves him and wants him to succeed. But she also takes her duties as Oracle very seriously and she seems to care for her people deeply, just like Yuna does in FFX.

Yes, we will see more of that if we get a DLC about her, and I really hope we will. But stop pretending she is just a weak love interest who has no personality. She is one of the bravest character in FFXV and she is very strong. The game makes it clear.


Here we are now, at the end of this year. I’ve met some amazing human beings here, and just wanted to dedicate something to them  since christmas is around the corner XD I shared laughes, tears and passion with you, and you have so idea how greatful I am for this! @monroeisabadass is a a very special person for me. She have become part of my life and she have become a true friend of mine who I deeply trust. I can share everything with her, no matter what. She’s always there to catch me when I fall and she’s just a huge dork sometimes, and I LOVE THIS SO MUCH! ♥♥♥ She’s a bright star in my life that I don’t wanna miss anymore. Than there’s my lil cupcake, @harlzquinzel who I just wish all happieness in this world! Same with @mrjandmrshq, @x-mars @jokers-dream-car, @joker-x-harley and @sighingxsilhouette​. You all are beautiful souls and I wish you to be happy, I wish you to find peace for your hearts and souls. I hope that you all have restful holidays and that you’re able to calm your minds a little, cause the world we live in makes it harder every day to belive in life, love and humanity. It’s hard to find someone you can trust, someone who accepts you for who you are. Please don’t give up. The time will come when your heart and soul can finally say “I’m home“.

Do you ever feel like you are so emotionally invested over someone who doesn’t even know you existed?
You feel deeply for them to the point you feel the need to fight for them; you feel elated when they’re happy; you feel sorrowful when they’re sad.
Yeah, that’s me with Camila Cabello.

Love In A Coffee Shop - Dylan O’Brien Imagine

Author: dylanowhy (me)

Summary: Dylan flashes back to the memories that made him fall so deeply in love with you.

Parings: Dylan O’Brien x Reader

Warnings: Language. Kissing. Fluff. Angst.

Word Count: 3,417

A/N: So this just kind of came to me and I am sorry for the feels. Also, the story is in Dylan’s POV but the flash backs are in your POV.

Originally posted by freemusic979

He noticed everything about her. Every freckle, every scar. The way her eyes seemed to change colors with her mood, and how her lips quivered ever so slightly when she felt a chill. You could quiz him, and he would know it. He remembered the first time he saw her, the way her hair draped over her face, how red her nose was from the freezing weather.  

It was around sundown when you walked into the nice little coffee shop on the corner, you looked tired and spent and the smell of coffee nearly knocked you down it smelt so amazing. “The usual Julia.” You forced a smile, body aching at the lack of sleep. “I’ll have the same.” You heard from a deep voice beside you, you looked up to see golden eyes looking down at you. You drew your eyebrows together, “You don’t even know what I get.” You stated and the boy just smiled, “Yeah, but if you know the workers by name, should be pretty good.” Who was this guy? Where did he come from? And why in the hell was he so intriguing? “That’ll be $4.25 each dear.” Julia said in her normal monotone voice, not appearing to be fazed by what was happening in front of her. “I’ve got mine and –“ The boys eyebrows raised, looking at you for a name. You would probably be red if you weren’t already from the cold. “(Y/N)” You answered and his smile appeared again. “(Y/N), Dylan.” Dylan. A name you would soon become familiar with but you just didn’t know it yet. “Thanks Dylan.” You smiled, taking your coffee from Julia as he paid. “No problem, (Y/N).”

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This is my Seattle woman, Kate McKnight. I just wish I could figure out a way to tell her that I am ready to drop everything I know in order to follow her into the oncoming storm.  

Or something. 

This piece is kind of about Hades and Persephone (almost all of her pieces are) but its also kind of a perfect C/E love song.  

She says: Hades became the King of the Underworld because he drew the short stick, and he isn’t always happy about it. Persephone sings him a lullaby to remind him that bad luck and the negative thoughts of others have no affect on how deeply she loves him.
Dedicated to lovers who support each other through the dark times <3
All of Paris is burning
And you’re eyes are on fire
Though it’s dark in this cavern
To your dreams I aspire
I see it in your heart
I see it in your mind
It’s not a question of love and loss
It’s a matter of desire I am here of my own free will
My arms can keep you from Tartarus’ chill
Cling to me on your blackest days
Don’t listen to their lies, I know the truth of your ways Your wealth is not in riches alone
And I will never leave you alone When the King of Death closes his eyes
Then my fierce love is no surprise
When the King of Death falls asleep
It takes all my strength not to weep I know you are feared
Lamented and reviled
But your judgements are righteous
And they’ve never seen you smile
I live for that smile
Just for that smile
So take off your heavy crown, my love
And rest for awhile I don’t feel ugly around you
I hope I make you feel that too When the King of Death closes his eyes
Then my fierce love is no surprise
When the King of Death falls asleep
It takes all my strength not to weep When the King of Death closes his eyes
Then my fierce love is no surprise
When the King of Death falls asleep
It takes all my strength not to weep


Hellooooo! I’m not gonna lie, I am actually quite proud of this one because it was the first one that I wrote with an omniscient narrator and I loved it and I want to know what you guys prefer, just tell me! Hope you enjoy xx

Joe wasn’t sure of how or when it happened but he fell and he fell hard. Maybe it was when she laughed at one of his silly jokes or maybe it was when he saw her breaking down in his arms at midnight. It didn’t matter to him because he was in love with her, deeply. He was not attracted to the other girls, she was the only one who mattered. At first, it was easy to hide but as the time went by and they became inseparable, it was harder for him to act like they were just friends. Because in her eyes, they were only friends. The best of friends but that was it and it broke his heart watching her with other guys. At least, that’s what he thought. He wanted to be the one to hold her hand and kiss her neck. He knew and loved everything about her. From the way she threw her head back when she laughed to the way she hummed to herself her favourites songs when she was bored. Everything about her made his mind go wild and he couldn’t get enough of her.

Y/N, on the other hand, knew she was in love with him for a while now. She was the only one who saw him opened. She knew his biggest fears and his deepest thoughts. She saw him at his ups and downs and she couldn’t help but fancy him more and more. She could truly be herself when he was around because she knew he would never judge her. But all she really wanted to know was what is running through his mind when he’s looking at her. And the truth was, everyone knew but them. All of their friends knew. It was obvious but the two lovers were the only ones  to be oblivious.

Joe was sitting on the couch, facing her. He was over for dinner at her house in London, a few minutes away from his. His sister Zoe and her boyfriend, Alfie were coming around as well. They were waiting for the couple to arrive and talked about random things. Joe didn’t pay attention to Y/N’s words anymore, he knew she was rambling about the last book she read. It always impressed him how cultivated and clever she was. She always wanted to learn new things about life and it was one of the many reasons he was attracted to her mind. As the words came out of her mouth, he couldn’t concentrate on anything else than her green eyes and her soft lips moving. He realized how close they actually were and his heartbeats started to increase. He wasn’t used to this feelings, it was all new to him and it made it all worth it. He bit his lip, trying to not get lost in her eyes but it was too late. It was when Y/N nudged his shoulder that he came out of his trance. “I’m boring, aren’t I?” She spoke with a small smile and Joe shook his head. “Of course not!” He replied, giving her a warm smile in return. “Oh, what was I saying then?” She teased with a lovely smirk appearing on her face and Joe’s cheeks flushed. “Um, what was the name of the book again?” He said, scratching the back of his neck awkwardly. Y/N hit his chest playfully and the sound of her laugh echoed in his hears. “You, bastard! You weren’t listening!” She said and Joe put his hands up in defence as he let out a small chuckle. “Don’t blame me, it’s kind of hard not to get distracted by this lovely face.” He said and he noticed her cheeks go pink. He found it adorable how she blushed because she couldn’t take a compliment. For a moment, he thought that was it. It was the moment he has been waiting for. When Y/N’s gaze felt to his lips, he moved his head to get closer from her. But the sound of the doorbell made them pull away instantly. “They’re here!” Y/N said excitedly and looked at Joe before jumping up from the couch like a child. Joe was frustrated but got up to follow her. Y/N opened the door to see a grinning Zoe and Alfie, she smiled as she hugged them both and Joe and Y/N both stepped away to let them in. Joe almost haven’t noticed that his hand was placed on the small of her back and Y/N haven’t pulled him away. He could get used at the idea of greeting their families and friends in their own home. He smiled at the thought and they followed the lovely couple into the living room, ready to enjoy their night.

A bit later on the night, they were watching a movie on the couch. Zoe and Alfie were cuddled up on one side and on the other side Joe and Y/N were close but not as much as they were before. It bothered Joe to not be able to touch her. His attention from the movie was gone, he was now watching her. She turned her head, feeling his gaze on her and gave him a smile which he returned before she leaned in onto his shoulder. His smile grew wider at the action and he felt himself blush. He watched her put her legs above his and cuddle closer now onto his chest and she kept her eyes on the screen in front of them. It didn’t look long before Joe wrapped his arm around her, tracing patterns against her skin. Joe felt butterflies forming in his stomach. He was so happy whenever he was with her. He didn’t know love could feel like this, he didn’t know what love meant until he met her. Soon enough, Y/N was falling asleep. Joe looked to his left and noticed that his sister and her boyfriend were fully asleep. He looked down at Y/N and she lifted her head up, looking at him. “Well I guess, we’re all loving this film.” She said with sarcasm in her tone which made Joe laugh. His eyes dropped down to hers and he smiled. He got lost again. He was mesmerized once again. I love you, he thought to himself as he watched her intensely. It’s when Y/N pulled away from his embrace to look at him properly with a frown that he realized that the words accidentally came out of his mouth. “What?” She said, just above a whisper, a surprised expression showing on her face. “Oh my god, that just came flying out of my face.” He whispered and sighed. Y/N stood there confused but a small smile was on her lips. She heard right. Joe was still staring at her and figured that it was now or never. “I love you. I do. I just-, I love you. And I have been trying not to say it. I have been trying so hard to just mash it down and ignore it and not say it.” Joe started and Y/N’s jaw dropped. She didn’t expect that from him. She felt her heart melt and she couldn’t look away from him. “I am so in love with you. You’re in me. You’re like, It’s like a disease ,It’s like I am infected by you and I just can’t think about anything or anybody and I can’t sleep. I can’t breathe. I can’t eat. And I love you. I love you all the time. Every minute of every day. I love you.” Joe admitted as his right hand went up to her cheek, stroking her skin with his thumb. Y/N was speechless. No words could describe how she felt at this exact moment so she simply leaned in and their lips were brushing, their eyes were closed from the tension between them. “I see you’ve already made the first move.” Y/N mumbled and Joe smiled as their foreheads touched. “Make the second one then.” He whispered and she finally closed the slight distance between them and their lips finally connected. It was slow and steady and filled with passion. Y/N’s hands wrapped around his neck, deepening the kiss. After a few seconds, they both pulled away slowly but their lips were still brushing. Their breaths were heavy and their hearts were beating out of their chest. “God, that was…something else.” Joe said and they both chuckled and turned their heads when they heard someone laughing. They shook their heads and pulled away from each other when they saw Zoe with her vlogging camera pointed towards them. “I’m sorry but I had to capture this moment. So iconic.” Zoe said as Y/N hid her face in Joe’s chest feeling the awkwardness filling her cheeks. Joe kissed the top of her head and finally came to the realization that she was now his and only his.

i loved the mane event so much i drew something for it

i have never fricking drew long hair / a mane like that, so i struggled deeply and im not very happy w it :c

i liked both styles so i just kept both lol

this took me probs like 5-6 hours idk but my favourite thing bY FAR is that ROSE in her HAIR JUST OMG I AM SO PROUD HHH