i am cry look at his face


#[crying on the floor] i love him so much i just want to protect him


The eyeliner streaks on my face make me look a bit like the joker. I don’t mind this particularly. Maybe now people will stop asking if I’m okay.


It’s raining outside. I think perhaps even the skies are crying for you. Can you hear them?

1:38 am

I threw that bear you gave me across the room and one of his button eyes fell off. I think that broke my heart more than you leaving.


My mother says she is concerned for my mental health. I am laughing, a little too loudly, and telling her I am fine. I don’t tell her I am worried too.


I played my music a little too loudly and woke the entire house. I’ve been told to get a grip. This song reminds me of you.


I am exhausted, but not from sleep deprivation. I am exhausted from feeling too much and not feeling enough. My lungs are collapsing and I wish I could stop clutching at empty spaces as though they were your hands.

5:49 am

I have so much left to tell you and the walls are terrible listeners. But at least they won’t leave. Come to think of it, they are better listeners than you ever were.

6:13 am

It’s almost light. I am going to watch the sunrise by myself and perhaps today I won’t feel so pathetic. Perhaps this is me finally getting over you. Yeah. You never deserved me anyway. Screw you.


Well, that was a stupid thought. Come back. Please come back. I swear we can start over and pretend this never happened. We can do everything again and this time it will work, I promise.


Oh god. You’re not coming back are you?

—  Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #36

You did it! I am so proud of you! To think,I subscribed to you when you had 5 million and now look. 8 million. Holy crap.

I am really honored to be apart of this wonderful community and to be one of the 8 million. You really do deserve all of it and more. What you have done is truly remarkable. You always put a smile on my face,make me laugh,cry and everywhere in between. Don’t ever stop being the wonderful doof that you are. I really can’t wait to see what is in store for you in the future. And one thing is for sure,right now your dad is looking down upon you with a big smile on his face. He is so proud of you,just like we are.

Mark Edward Fischbach,thank you for everything. Here’s to the next big milestone,9 million!

Love you! <3 <3


엘리베이터 (elevator)
  • 엘리베이터 (elevator)
  • 종현
  • 월간 라이브커넥션 (track i)

elevator ♡ jonghyun [please download and stream the song if you can!]
translation by: dustypixie718

[lyrics by: jonghyun. composition by: jonghyun and wefreaky. arrangement by: jonghyun, wefreaky and philtre. released with the second episode of “monthly live connection” on october 14th. an article on some of the roots of the song can be found here.]

talk to me, honestly; tell me, honestly.
please don’t hide; don’t hide, please.
my reflection is cast on the closing elevator door
looking worn out but, even like this,
the reason why i still blink my eyes and breathe;
is it for me or am i being chased?

hello, hello. say hi, say hi to my haggard reflection.
hello, hello. say hi.

talk to me, honestly; tell me, honestly.
please don’t hide; don’t hide, please.
how long have you been crying? you …
do you know what face you’re making? you …

hello, hello. say hi, say hi to my haggard reflection.
hello, hello. say hi.

i believe i know all the trifling stories of the world,
but you, who i’ve shared my breath with for a lifetime;
i don’t know you, i don’t know you, i don’t know you.

tell me honestly: you’re feeling so lonely.
tell me honestly: you know you can’t go on like this.
how long have you been alone?
it’s awkward to meet my own eyes in the mirror for me.
for me, for me.

I wanted to do a more faithful adaptation of the Hierophant for Solas after Trespasser. It is lazy and not done, but all of my caring-about-that has been pushed out by how much I hate hands. And also feet, but I didn’t draw the feet because of the aforementioned apathy.

*commercial announcer voice? DO YOU LIKE BRENDON URIE? DO YOU SPEND EVERY WAKING MOMENT THINKING ABOUT HIM? ARE YOUR WALLS COVERED IN POSTERS OF HIS FACE?? DO YOU HAVE PAGES UPON PAGES OF JUST PICTURES OF HIM ON YOUR BLOG????  i do too, my parents keep calling it an “unhealthy obsession” but i don’t think that’s correct, i just ignore them and look at more and more pictures of Brendon Urie until i cry Brendon Urie shaped tears

Things I cry about loudly and often:

-Nishinoya refusing to play in official matches until Asahi came back
-Asahi coming back to the team
-The face Nishinoya made when Hinata said, “Look, it’s Asahi-san!”
-“Now that you said that, I’m fine.”
-Asahi stopping Nishinoya from picking a fight with Aone and staring him down himself instead
-Nishinoya saving the ball with his foot
-Asahi beating the Iron Wall and screaming afterwards
-“I’m the ace, but you guys are heroes.”
-“I like the sound of that!”
-Nishinoya receiving Asahi’s jump serve like it was nothing and asking Asahi to spike his toss; bonus points for Asahi’s reaction
-Asahi agreeing to spike his toss before understanding what he was saying
-“Even Nishinoya, who seems perfect, is still improving.”
-Asahi and Nishinoya practicing together, one-on-one, alone, together, /alone together/
-The two commercial breaks, especially the one where Asahi claps after Nishinoya’s Rolling Thunder
-Asahi’s serve, Asahi’s back attack, Asahi’s pipe attack, Asahi’s killer spike, Asahi spiking past/through blockers… Asahi doing anything remotely ace-like
-Nishinoya cheering for Asahi literally all the time
-Nishinoya waking up early and choosing to wake up Asahi specifically out of all his teammates (bonus points for Suga suffering alongside him)
-Asahi successfully spiking Nishinoya’s toss and the two of them freaking out about it
-“That was awesome, Asahi-san!” “Thanks!” “Which one of you is supposed to be the senpai here?”
-Tanaka gloating and Nishinoya saying, “Yeah, but Asahi-san’s scoring more.”
-Azumane Asahi
-Nishinoya Yuu

My Sexuality:
  • Hannibal climbing out of the transport van and turning back to tell Will, “You know Will, you worry too much.” Fucking hell he’s just so damn chipper and he’s practically skipping because he’s out in the sun for the first time in three years and Will is right behind him and he’s hung up his human suit and he’s just being so honest and snarky HANNIBAL STOP BEFORE I START CRYING. 
  • A close second place: Hannibal getting into a police car, pushing a dead body out of the passenger seat and looking up at Will expectantly before he says, “Going my way?” Oh my fucking GOD how did Mads keep a straight face - how did HUGH “fanfic king” DANCY keep a straight face?! What even is this writing? Why am I still screaming about this TWO MONTHS (wow has it really been that long?) LATER?!

Look why are we still going on about this?

Look at that gif.

Every time I see his little face I want to cry. GENUINELY I cry because of how beautiful I think he is. I also cry because HE KNOWS people have called him ugly. He knows people aren’t as attracted to him as they are to Dan, and he doesn’t mind. He gets on with it. Turns out, I am as attracted to him as I am to Dan, maybe even more. His imperfections are the most flawless thins I’ve ever laid my eyes on. He doesn’t deserve all that shit people say about him.

His unique and untraditional attractiveness draws me in so much.

I hope some people understand how beautiful he is like I do.

Massive Compilation of the Jungkook Pout

As I promised, here is the compilation of Jungkookie pouting (the cutest thing ever). Please enjoy~ Also, try not to die form the cuteness. Pictures credits to their owners. 

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Baby TAT Why am I already crying????

He’s so incredibly cute I can’t even.


Look at this sulky baby bun. How can you resist? The answer is you can’t. Example: The hyungs

Dope Era + Pout = The Best Thing Ever! Look how pretty he is.

I swear, this is like one of his signature selca poses…


Ft. Jimin

When he doesn’t get the attention he wants. 

Ft. Jimin AND Yoongi

Ft. Taehyung

Ft. Eat Jin!

Ft. Manager Sejin

See what I mean? It’s his signature, patented pouty face…

Bless War of Hormone Era tbh.

It’s so natural for him.



Pouting over food, Same Kookie same

These precious moments

Why must you be like this child?

Don’t tell me I’m the only one who died because of this.

Okaayyyyy, this is getting extreme. Relax, you’ll hurt yourself Kookie. 

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The feeling when you eat too much ramen…

Okay, this is way too long so I’ll cut it here. But, you see my point right? Why are you pouting so much baby? You’re hyungs give you whatever you want anyway.

ok but just imagine luke’s face if he found you curled up in bed, crying over silly things because your depression was acting up again, and his entire face would drop before he’d tentatively murmur “baby what’s wrong? what happened?” and you’d just shrug with a sniffle and stammer “i don’t know” in between quiet sobs and he’d walk over with a concerned look on his pretty face before lying down beside you and pulling you into his chest with a soothing “it’s okay baby” and he’d patiently hold you close as your tears drenched his t-shirt and he’d just keep shushing and humming softly until your eyes finally dried up and he’d smile just a little bit as he gently asked “feel better now peach?” and you’d nod slowly before nuzzling into him, his hug getting tighter and you’d softly whisper “thank you” and luke would smile and kiss your hair lightly and neither of you would say anything else as you laid there for a long time, just listening to each others heartbeats

Reaper Immortal

Hi my name is Reaper and I have an ivory white skull mask (that’s how I got my name) with a black hood and red details that covers my face and my icy blue eyes like limpid tears and a lot of people tell me I look like Gabriel Reyes (AN: if u don’t know who she is get da hell out of here!). I’m not related to Soldier 76 but I wish I was because he’s a major fucking hottie. I’m technically undead but I can still walk and talk. I’m also a hater, I really wanna kill everybody in the Overwatch crew which I’ve been doing since i died (like a few years ago) I’m a goth (in case you couldn’t tell) and I wear mostly black. I love Hot Topic and I buy all my clothes from there. For example today I was wearing a black coat with a blood red grenade belt around it and black leather pants with red details and black combat boots. I was wearing my mask, hood up, black gloves and held my shotguns. I was walking outside King’s Row. It was snowing and raining so there was no sun, which I was very happy about. A lot of Overwatch members stared at me. I put up my middle finger at them.