i am california

Hey everyone!  💙

I know I haven’t posted an imagine in a while but the time away was much needed and paid off finally and I wanted to tell you guys why. After a long time of debating and decision making I am happy to announce I am officially moving to California in October! I have found an apartment and job over there and honestly I’m shaking a little at the moment. 😵   Thank you to my followers for being so patient and kind and sending in your questions and support through the whole process and sticking with me. You guys give me so much love and strength, really thank you! Now that a lot of weight is off my shoulders I’m happy to get back to a regular writing/publishing schedule!  💙

Help a poor trans sex worker

Hi, I’m Raven a trans woman from southern California. I am currently unemployed and make all my money from camming. The problem is that my roommate is moving out and taking her computer, which I use for camming, with her. Without that computer or her help I can’t afford to pay rent on my own. 

While I am searching for traditional employment I’ve yet to receive anything and I need help paying for next month’s rent. She has promised to pay for a portion of the rent while she is here, but I still need $300. I’m sorry to ask this, but I would appreciate whatever you can help with.  

If I do happen to receive more than what I ask I will put that towards me getting a new computer, so that I can go back to camming along with a regular job. You can donate by clicking the donation button on my blog or by going to my PayPal jerawl72@gmail.com. Please ignore my deadname. 

If you can’t donate I would appreciate you sharing and signal boosting this.

You know, I’m surprised that Mulder and Scully in California never feels right to me, no matter how many episodes and stories are set there, and how good many of them are. I’m surprised because California is a deeply strange and unsettling place and you’d think that it would fit them. Film noir is set in California and Buffy is set in California because they draw upon this strangeness, the sense of sunny, plaster edifices built on top of rot. Small town California fits them, I suppose, the broken-down rest-stop Americana that you can find across the country. The desert fits them, the eerie Martian emptiness of it. But California isn’t liminal or mysterious, exactly, it’s melancholy because it’s broken in a very human way. Cults in California are sad and scary (Scientology, for one), made by humans, offering a modern sort of fulfillment. They don’t tap into a charming or tantalizing mysticism. The X-Files mysticism is hopeful and playful and a little ridiculous. Jackalopes and Jersey Devils. It doesn’t work when it traffics in aesthetics that are either too old or too new. California is too new, no matter how long people have lived there, and its aesthetic has to do with the used car salesman underbelly of that. But Florida is not. Florida works. It has California’s human weirdness but with a bizarre kind of gravitas. Massachusetts works. Kansas works. But Europe doesn’t work. And the Deep South doesn’t work, in a way I can’t explain. True Blood and Anne Rice could do bayou mystique because vampires are old and they belong there. Southern gothic and european gothic are connected by that stone and gargoyle and wrought-iron mood, the almost Lovecraftian sense that impossibly old and inhuman things are lurking in the deep. The X-Files isn’t about that kind of dread. It’s more about the hope that there are in fact more things in heaven and earth than are dreamt of in our philosophy because wouldn’t that be terribly sad if not?

Ok but can we talk about sleepy tickles? Like when it’s late at night and they’re gently tracing shapes on your skin and softly kissing your neck and murmuring sleepy teases into your hair and you giggle and squirm until you feel your eyes get heavy. Or when it’s the morning and you feel yourself getting pulled closer and they begin spidering their fingers on your tummy and your voice is still hoarse and you softly squeak into the covers, eyes still closed like fuck me i gotta go

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#StopJaehyun2k17 #nastyjeff #leavemylane

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Name: Gavrielle

Age: 19

Country: United States

Hi, I go by Gavi. I currently live in Northern California, USA. San Francisco to be specific.
IN LOVE WITH: kendrick’s new album, homeshake, SANGO, and La Femmes; the sun, flowers, and all things mother earth, the female body, everything art, dressing up, live music, quotes, fave book is the alchemist by paulo coelho, learning how to surf
LOOKING FOR: Exchange letters, but also postcards. Someone who is PATIENT and understanding. I put a lot of effort in what I send, please don’t rush me (also life happens..), exchange of doodles, photos, plants, tea, random stuff, developing a friendship, someone who likes to travel(maybe in the future we will cross paths?!),openminded and supportive. I’m currently going through the process of healing and lifestyle changes, working on bettering myself spiritually and mentally.

Preferences:  Ages 18-24