i am back!!! on this blog

Im leaving

Hey guys. Im going to be logging off tumblr for awhile. I dont know when ill be back. There’s going to be some changes made to this blog. I wont be talking about my personal life, or posting any photos of myself ever again. Somebody masturbated to a photo of my face. I am horrified and disgusted that someone would use my photo in this way, as if i were just an object not a person. I feel incredibly violated. I dont know when ill be back, or if i will be back. Good bye

Tumblr's Newest Update

So in light of Tumblr’s newest update, I may have lost many of my young followers due to “explicit content” AKA being an LGBT related blog.

I am so angry about this.

There is no way that this helps kids. The kids who are LGBT are the ones who are most vulnerable and need support like the one I offer here. LGBT is not adult content. How can it be when there are LGBT children.

@staff don’t think we didn’t notice. You claim to be all cutesy with your little rainbow icon and your pride flag icon. You can’t love us in public and then censor us and hide us in the back. We’ve seen this before and you are scum for trying to do it now.

703+ Followers Fusion Egg Giveaway!

Yup I am back with this!This time I am not doing the baby designs becouse I am gonna die if i do even tho it is so much fun doing them its hard to do it digitaly without a tablet QuQ Also This time im including one shiny mon in the fusion if you get lucky of course!

But anyway! How you enter just reblog and youll get a egg in your submission box! But please please make sure its open before you rebblog! 

!Only Pokemon dailys or pokemon story blogs!

ID #65180

Name: Nikki
Age: 21
Country: United Kingdom

Hello, aa gosh I really suck at talking about myself….but I’m a lesbian, demi-girl who’s pretty shy, quiet and laid back
I adore animals, nature and plants. My windowsill is just filled with potted plants~
I’m a huge Transformers fan, and just a nerdy person in general !! Be it games or comics or shows :D

I’m looking for a penpal whom I can build a nice friendship with, someone to exchange letters, gifts, art etc
Oh yea..I draw a lot…hope you’re okay with that ♥

I’ll look forward to meeting you,

Preferences: 20+

holycannolis  asked:

TAG. YOU'RE IT. The rules are to state 5 random facts about yourself. Then go to ten favorite blogs and tell them they are it!

Thank you @holycannolis  I am not sure it’s all that interesting, but here you go!

1. I am a classically trained ballerina

2. I love rare and unusual plants, the weirder the better

3. I have an amazing sense of smell. Think the 2006 movie “Perfume: The story of a Murderer”. It can be a curse, especially on public transport!

4. I love frogs, always have as far back as I can remember. I have a pond     where they live in my garden and once I found a big one sitting on my toilet seat, true!

5. I am really into cars. I drive a high performance car and if I compete in Motorkhanas I usually beat most of the boys, true also!

Originally posted by ofallingstar

** I don’t understand how you can cry victim when you’ve spent the last night attacking people and saying that you’re going to delete your blog to try and guilt people then turn around and mock them. I am absolutely unfollowing anyone who is associated with this individual. I think to attack a community for problems they brought on themselves was selfish. This community has plenty of talented and kind people who dedicate their day to helping others and giving back.

on remaking

hey! it’s Alex gayfaes. I’m not gonna be using this blog anymore, because I feel I’ve gotten “in too deep,” for lack of a better way of saying it?
uhh, I guess the point is that I really don’t want a lot of people coming along with me. Ideally, this’ll be a fresh start.
Like, you can interact with this post if you want, but you probably won’t be getting my URL unless I’m following you already!
Also, I’m not gonna change much, even if I am changing blogs. You might find me again, lol, but ideally it’ll be just me and my good friends for a while!
I wish you all the best, and I give thanks to all my followers and mutuals, whether you followed yesterday or back in 2014.
I’ll still be using this blog as I transfer URLs and sideblogs, and it will stay up as an archive, but I probably won’t be logged in for much longer. This weekend will probably be the last time I’m signed in as gayfaes, actually, once all is said and done! (so feel free to confess anything while I’m still around ;p)
Really though shoutout to every kind anon, sweet mutual, and all the support I’ve gotten. I want a fresh start, but I won’t forget about you!
Ily all 💜💖💜

eternal-sera-ryuka  asked:

What's wrong sweetheart?

laskjdfoiajsdf don’t mind me, I just posted a stupid sad face to the wrong dang blog because I was an incredibly overwhelmed and sad sack last night! Everything’s okay though, oh my gosh, I’m sorry you guys. Don’t worry about me! I am okay! I didn’t get squished or anything!

(I am so sorry everyone, UGH.)

anonymous asked:

*bows down* oh great mod, how did you ever start an ask blog? I did two days ago and I'm strugglin' to stay alive ~~~~ amazing blog btw,, love you hope you are able to figure out Krita!! I use to have it and it's a bit complicated.

((C’mere young grasshopper, and I will reveal to you the secret. The secret is that I am struggling to stay alive too. Actually, I’ve already died and come back from the dead and now I’m zomber. I must consume human flesh to sustain this rotting visage. Which is cool I guess.))

wow……. like you’re still looking for a fight. @dinobcnes . you seriously repeat the same fucking cycle and blame popular blogs over it.  where is your fucking self-awareness?  its probably hiding behind your white privilege like when you were making racist remarks before. i do not even want to start going off again.  if you think this community is so toxic why would you stir the fucking pot! why do you get off on causing trouble?  “ i didnt know what finalpetal did ( again i can’t throw shade @ finalpetal it’s not my place )  “  AGAIN! TOTAL! BS! look @ the tags. plenty of people see what happened.  i am so sick of people like you making us all ( white people ) look bad! dw we will see a new blog in a week! seriously back off. 

anonymous asked:

I'm not totally sure what happened but I'm soooo sorry that people were dicks and I loved ur recs and I appreciate u doing them. Those assholes should fuck off. While I am a little sad that they're closed I wanted to thank you for introducing me to so many fics that I love and never would have read without you. And I hope that people grow up and get off ur back. Anyways I still love u and ur blog. Thanks! ❤️

Hi, thanks for your kind words, it means a lot, and the recs are closed:

-for entitled people demanding dates to be posted,

-rude inquiries about what the links are not working,

-demanding why their favourite fic is NOT there,

-calling me names because I dare to no list a trope I am not familiar with,

-yelling again on the notes or reblog about all the above instead of send me an ask, message or whatever.

-of course all the stupid anon hate because I dare to ignore other ships that weren’t even a thing when I started reading Wincest, you know what I meant.

For people like that yes, the fic recs and I are closed for real.

I am not here to feel like a tool, and it bothers me that in a fandom were people claim all the time being abused in some form, how this same people are the first doing it without a second thought. Like those who think that I am looking for my ass being kissed, nope, I only want the minimum courtesy, all of us deserve that.

For the people who are looking for help to find a new read, I am always here. You only need to ask. I’m more than happy to share if I can. I hope I made myself clear.😘😘😘

Originally posted by mockingbbird


It’s been quite some time since I last wrote something on this blog. Lately, I have been so busy with my life but I am really enjoying everything that’s been happening. This post is to let you know that I still breathe and that I am finally at peace with myself most especially at times of my solitude. This is also a testimony that things really do get better.

i. I finally got back to school and I am very much busy yet so motivated. I have a long way to go but I know I’ll get there. I learned to not be so hard on myself. I’ve always been so patient, but now I am finally patient with myself as well. It feels so great to get back on track. 

ii. I don’t think people will ever understand how much violence it took to be this kind and gentle. Now, I am even kinder and more patient when dealing with others but I have also learned so many things like how to say no, how to refuse bullshit from people, how to stand up for myself, and how to live my life unapologetically. I can finally be so kind without letting people abuse me for it.

iii. I celebrated my 19th birthday last month (May 2 to be exact). My birthday wish was to have my life and all my shit together again (hahaha) and it actually came true. A few days after my birthday, I adopted a cat (yes that one in the photo). I named her Lexi. I went out alone one night at around midnight to buy some ice cream and coffee at a nearby convenience store and stayed there for a while. Lexi (who was just a random stray kitten to me then) popped out of nowhere and just approached me, played with me, and sat on me and beside me that night. I took her home. My mom hated me for it but oh well, I fell in love with Lexi. She’s my soulmate in cat form. Now I’m busier than ever because I’m taking care of my Koko (my dog), Lexi, plus my four little turtles. Proud mom right here.

iv. I didn’t think I could love again, but I fell for this amazing guy named Geir. He’s been taking such good care of me since day 1. Even though I am still in the midst of fixing myself and my life, he’s the reason why I am in a much better place right now. He was (and still is) so patient with me. He’s always trying to make sure that I’m alright. He never fails to make me feel so happy and loved. He taught me how to love myself and he helped me get my strength back. I can now do things that I couldn’t do before because of him. I am waaaaay too thankful to have Geir. My daily routine sounds boring (waking up, going to school, going home and sleeping) but God, it feels so great because I always get to see him, talk to him, and spend time with him. As mundane as my life sounds, he fills my days with wonder. It truly feels amazing to have someone love me and take care of me for a change. 

v. I still get anxiety attacks every now and then but not as bad as when I was still stuck in that dark place. I finally feel secure. I have Geir and I have my friends and family to take care of me. I am soooo soo thankful. I am finally happy. Genuinely happy. I now know that 1.) no matter how awful things get, problems are only temporary and we can all surpass them. 2.) There will always be people who truly love and care for us even though we don’t see them. Have faith in them. Talk to them. Stick with them. Let’s get rid of people who make us feel worse. And 3.), we have to be patient with ourselves. Let’s forgive ourselves for our mistakes and try to figure out how to become better. Let’s strive for growth. Live life unapologetically. xx

My thoughts (8) - Thank you again!

I wrote my first thank you note when I had 50 followers or so. Back then I was amazed by how many people chose to follow me because I created this blog just for me and I never believed there will be anyone that will like it.

So I think you can understand why now, when I just reached 500 followers, I am 10 times more amazed than I was then. This is just wow, for me is getting more and more unbelievable.

Thank you! :)


Wow, okay. 

So i am not good at this shit, so there won’t be a little promo gif or picture at the top of this. I am lame. BUTTTT SOMEHOW 103 OF YOU WERE PUT UNDER SOME KIND OF CURSE TO FOLLOW ME! Can you believe it? Because I can’t. Are you guys okay? Maybe you’s are lost?? Here, let me direct you to some more amazing blogs!

First thing is first, @ragingwars . When i first came back into the RP community, you were the first person EVER to welcome me with open arms. You threw your muses at me left and right and had no expectations with me. You were with me through the awkward phase of my writing and you have helped me establish who i am as a writer today, MORE than you could ever know. Not only are you one of my favorite rp partners but you are my absolute best friend. Fuck, what have we been writing together for? A year? Two? It feels like forever. I am so glad you are in my life and we talk ooc regularly. I missed you dearly while you were gone and i’m so glad you’re back. Please don’t ever change and remember i will always love you!!! <3 <3 <3 Guys, go and give her a follow - I PROMISE YOU WILL NOT REGRET IT! She is AMAZING and deserves all the love in the world. 

@amultitudeofmuses You were the second person ever on here that i instantly clicked with. You’re bubbly personality and the way you care so much about others is beautiful to me. You are beautiful to me and I appreciate you more than you could ever know. You have also welcomed me with open arms, not only into your rp world but into your life as well. We have only been talking ooc again for a few weeks now, maybe what, a month? But it feels like you have been in my life forever. I appreciate you so much and everything you have done for me and the way you lift my spirit and HOW YOU MAKE MY MUSES COME TO LIFE. Mickey was nothing before you, you have made him burst through me and for that, i will always be thankful. I love you. go and follow her as well guys, she will always make your dash scream. 

@fakedfun we don’t talk much ooc but I really would love too. You’re a sweetheart and never fail to make me smile with the constant checking in on me. You’re a doll and I can’t wait for our new threads!! <3 

@emptyhaze / @novelnames (Some reason it won’t let me tag you but i hope you see this.) We have only just started talking but you’re already making such an impact on me. You have such an amazing soul. We click so well and relate so much on a lot of stuff. You are beautiful inside and out and i’m absolutely in love with your writing and just know if there ever comes a time we don’t write together that I honestly, probably, would stalk your blog constantly just because I absolutely love your writing. I can’t wait to see where our threads go and hopefully our friendship. You should all go and follow her, she is amazing.

There is so many more of you beautiful people that I am thankful for, but unfortunately, if i go and tag all of you - this would be a never ending page. Just know I love all of you. Each and every one of you. The anons i get, the love my muses receive. You are all amazing and if we are mutuals and have not yet wrote together, i am always open to new threads and just to get to know all of you. I am still surprised that 103 of you decided to follow me because this is amazing to me. YOU ALL ARE AMAZING to me. Thank you guys <3 


random tag for a couple of my followers that i’m dying to rp with. 

@nxtbrxken , @lcnleyheartsclub , @knittedcrown , @misunxderstood , @sadblcnde , @rcmblings , @aandrcws, @gaallagher, @fvckoffx, @booneandco

If you weren’t tagged, please don’t feel bad. Theres so many of you I wish I could tag. <3 

 “One day, he stayed up late practicing and came back home at 4 am. I’ve been always a nigth person so I was doing stuff on the living room when he came. He said he’d take a bath and then go to bed. He didn’t take a bath but crash in my bed al sweaty…”

Originally posted by theking-or-thekid

“I love him but my bed is sacred.”

- Jungkook.


I won’t be using tumblr anymore. It’s not me it’s definitely tumblr. None of my mutuals forced me off of here I just don’t like it much anymore, I’ve been using it since I was like 14 and it brings back bad memories. Feels gross feels old. 

I made a Twitter about a year ago and was using it on the side but I am moving THERE completely. – > TWITTER < –

This post will be queued automatically and you will not be able to reach me from this url! I’ll check back every once in a while just in case, but it will not be used! More than likely when I’m sure most of my friends have gotten wind this account will be deleted so please either contact me for my discord or follow me on twitter to get updates! 

yulyrosa  asked:

I love your blog so much. I leave for a while and when I come back there's Joss, Duncan, not-cat eating boyfriends, and it's all just too perfect xD

Thanks for the love, sweetheart, I’m glad you have fun going through my messy posts.

And I just re-read your description for my blog and I realized that it is the worst trainwreck ever omg what am I even doing here?

at least we’re having fun, right?