i am also sorry for the quality of my writing

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KIRIBAKU MIDNIGHT SNACK

Commotion in the kitchen during the dark hours of the morning had become more or less of a normal occurrence at the UA dorms– a malfunctioning quirk, the microwave catching on fire, dishes crashing to the floor, small explosions. The usual disturbances.

Even so, it was a relief when nobody had come downstairs to investigate the minor sonic boom that occurred at 3:42 am that Tuesday.

In battle, Bakugo’s reaction time was a force to be reckoned with. This fact, Eijirou discovered, also held true when someone spooks him in the kitchen at 4 in the morning.

Chunks of charred fruit slide down the walls as a series of angry half-whispers fill the otherwise silent room.

It was debatable if all of the insults hurled at him were worthwhile, since Eijirou was still recovering from the shock of what had just happened, while simultaneously trying to remember where he was and how he got there.

Middle of the night, hungry. Kitchen. 

Bakugo. 

Explosion. 

Now there are mango chunks on the wall and I’m sitting on the floor.

…Bakugo likes mangoes?

Bakugo is screaming at me, which is nothing new.

His hair is matted. He must sleep on his right side.

“Oi, sharkface, quit grinning at me like an idiot!”

And I’m grinning at him like an idiot.

The room is silent for a moment until Bakugo heaves a sigh and extends an arm towards the victim of his outburst, offering to help him up.

“Help me clean this up before somebody comes down here and finds us, hair-for-brains.”

Eijirou smiles again. The sleepiness is beginning to seep back into his body, clouding his brain, but he remembers the last thing the thought clearly.

How manly. 

Follow My Voice

Hoo boy was this a monster to write. Sorry for the quality, I’m…I’m not sure how happy I am with this, actually

Tagging @magic-marvin-protection-patrol and @the-septic-theory-squad since they asked nicely, @markired ofc since I promised her I’d write this and @sunkistjello bc I know they’ve been looking forward to reading this monstrosity

Characters: Jackie, Marvin

Word count: 4.8k

Warnings: violence, blood, torture, kidnapping, a bit of gun violence, possible character death, this is like 90% angst and 10% comfort tbh. Jackie and Marvin are dating.

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anonymous asked:

HALLO! can i request a reaction where you fight with bts and he say something hurtful but with fluffy ending please :)

hello! thanks for your request, i enjoyed this a lot and i’m rly sorry this took so long,, i’m a slow writer

Jin

  • “Well. If that’s how you really feel, then maybe we need to take a break from each other.”

You couldn’t fucking believe it. Was he really saying what you thought he was?

Your head began to spin and you could feel yourself starting to panic. You needed to get out of there. You grabbed your keys and a jacket and ran out of your apartment as fast as your legs would carry you, not bothering to shut the door behind you. You kept going for a block or two before stopping next to a convenience store, sitting down on the bench outside and holding your head in your hands.

How could this be happening?? You couldn’t even remember what you’d been fighting about. Something stupid, you were sure of that. You’d lost your temper and blown up at Jin, and now he wanted to break up, and holy shit, what were you supposed to do now? He was the only man you’d ever loved, the only one you could ever imagine yourself being with. You’d been planning to get married. How could you have fucked up the one thing that had managed to go right in your life?

You felt a hand on your shoulder.

“Hey, what the –!”  Fuck.

Jin was standing in front of you, looking as pitiful as you’d ever seen him.

“Y/n……please listen to me. I need you to know that I didn’t mean what I said back at the apartment. I knew I didn’t mean it before I was even finished saying it. You’re the woman I want to marry. I don’t even know what I would do if I lost you. Please. Please forgive me.” 

“Please say you’ll stay with me.” His voice wavered as he looked down at you, pleadingly.

You couldn’t stop crying. You couldn’t bring yourself to care. All you could do was nod.

Jin breathed a long, shaky breath out, a look of pure relief breaking out on his face. Pulling you towards him, he wrapped you in a hug so tight you could barely breathe. You never wanted him to let go.


Namjoon

  • “Don’t you understand how important this is to me? There’s more to my life than just us, you know!”

Namjoon had spent the better part of the past four weeks at the recording studio. He was there when you got up for work in the morning, he was there when you went to bed at night, and you hardly ever saw him on the weekends. Sometimes he didn’t even come home to sleep; he just spent the night on the old couch at his studio. The most intimate you’d been with each other in the last month was a quick kiss when Namjoon was on his way out the door.

And yeah, you understood why he was doing this. You understood that he wanted to finish recording his mixtape as soon as possible, and you also understood that something deep inside of him was nagging at him to make it perfect. You admired how hard he was working, and you wanted to support him the whole way through.

You just missed him. You missed sleeping with his arm slung over you. You missed eating at your favorite Mexican place with him. You missed kissing him when he’d just gotten out of the shower and smelled like soap and peppermint shampoo.

So, when he said those words to you? It stung. It stung because he didn’t understand why you were upset. Even more so, it stung because you knew he thought you were being selfish.

At a loss for words, all you could do was stand there, staring at Namjoon with tears welling up in your eyes, your mouth half open in disbelief. Namjoon’s face softened instantly, and you could see that he regretted saying what he did.

“Oh….fuck. Aw, no, y/n, please don’t cry. Shit. I didn’t mean that at all. You know I didn’t. You mean more to me than anything. I just…..I’ve been working towards this for so long. And it’s like…I’m almost there. It’s so close.”

You swallowed, hard. “I know that. And I’m so excited for you. So, so excited and so, so proud of you. I just miss you. I miss us.”

Namjoon stepped closer, slipping his hands around your waist. “Oh, god y/n…..I miss you too. Really.” He let out a shaky breath. “I’m gonna try harder to make more time for us.“

He slid a hand farther down your back, grinning down at you cheekily. 

“How does right now sound?”


Yoongi

  • “I said I don’t want to fucking talk about it!!”

You froze. Yoongi had never raised his voice at you like that. Sure, you’d seen him get mad before. Sometimes he even got mad at you. But you had never seen him like this.

You didn’t like it.

Tears stinging at the corners of your eyes, you turned on your heel and went straight to your bedroom, locking the door after you. Leaning against the wall, you ran your hands through your hair, willing yourself not to let the tears fall.

You knew you shouldn’t have pushed him. He’d been so stressed out lately from work, and you’d thought that if you could just get him to talk about it, he would feel better. Usually, Yoongi would give in and vent to you about whatever was bothering him, but this time he just… lost it. He’d never talked to you like that before, and it really upset you.

You heard a soft knock on the door to your bedroom.

“……….Y/n?” 

Of course it was Yoongi.

He knocked again, a little louder this time. “Y/n, please open the door. We need to talk.”

Hesitantly, you unlocked the door and sat down on the bed. A beat later, Yoongi entered the room, rubbing his neck sheepishly. You turned your tear-stained face toward him, not looking him in the eye. Yoongi looked visibly upset at seeing that he’d made you cry.

“Can I sit down?” he asked. You nodded, and he moved to sit next to you on the bed. You could tell that he was being deliberately gentle.

A few moments passed before Yoongi finally spoke. “Y/n….. I’m really sorry.” He took a deep breath before continuing, “I should never have yelled at you like that. I don’t know what the fuck’s wrong with me. I don’t know, maybe it’s the lack of sleep, or the late hours at work, or the pressure of this new album – anyway. I know it doesn’t matter. I was way out of line. And I want you to know that I’d never hurt you on purpose. I’m so sorry, y/n.”

You sniffled. “Yoongi. It’s okay. I know you really didn’t mean it. And,” you paused, looking at him pointedly, “I know it’s never going to happen again.”

He nodded, looking serious, but relieved all the same. “Thank you, jagi. I love you so much.” He wrapped an arm around you, pulling you to his chest.


Hoseok

  • “That’s the problem with you! All you ever do is shut me out!”

Your depression had been flaring up again. In the past when you were feeling low, all you wanted was to be alone in your room. Sometimes you’d do nothing for days at a time. It was how you coped, even though it didn’t seem to really make anything better.

As much as it killed you to admit it, deep down, you knew that Hoseok was right. You did shut people out. You were fiercely independent, often to a fault, and Hoseok was earnestly helpful in the same way.  Hoseok always noticed when you were feeling like this. He could be incredibly perceptive when it came to you. When it seemed like you were in a bad place again, he would do everything he could to make you feel better. it was sweet, but it could also be really fucking annoying. All you wanted to do right now was be left alone! Why couldn’t he see that?

You felt terrible for pushing Hoseok away, but you felt even worse that he’d pointed it out to you. Who was he to tell you how you should be feeling? And why couldn’t he stop trying to help for five seconds?

You heard the glass door that led to the balcony of your apartment slide open behind you. You didn’t need to look to know that it was Hoseok.

“Hey.” You didn’t respond.

“So… I know you’re irritated with me, and I know you want to be alone. But, hear me out for just like, thirty seconds.” You hummed, letting him know you were listening.

Hoseok took a deep breath. “I’m sorry for accusing you of shutting me out. It wasn’t fair of me to say that. I know you’re going through a really rough time right now. But listen, jagiya. It kills me to see you hurting like this. But I really think that if you would let me go through this with you, together, it would help you. I just want to be by your side, through the good and the bad.”

You felt like such an ass. Hoseok really did care about you.

You still wouldn’t look at him, but this time it was to hide the tears forming in your eyes. It was no use, though. Hoseok moved closer to you, wrapping you in a big bear hug from behind. You melted into him, letting his touch comfort you. “Okay,” you whispered. “I’ll let you in.”


Jimin

  • “If you like him so much, why don’t you date him instead?”

You couldn’t believe Jimin would even pull this shit on you.

You’d just been promoted at your new job, and one of your coworkers had offered to treat you to drinks tonight to celebrate. Now, normally this wouldn’t be a problem, except it just so happened that this coworker was a man. (A married man, to be specific, whose wife worked in the same office as the two of you and trusted her husband to make friends like a big boy. What a novel concept.)

“Okay, you know what, Jimin? I guess I just won’t go tonight. I guess I’ll just miss out on my plans to celebrate my new job because you’re feeling jealous.” The sarcasm in your voice was practically tangible.

Throwing your purse down, you stormed down the hallway towards your and Jimin’s bedroom.

“And, by the way, Jimin? He’s married. His wife works with us. Do you really think I would cheat on you? And with a married man, no less. But it’s nice to know that you don’t trust me.” You finally reached the end of the hallway, entering the bedroom and slamming the door.

God. How could Jimin even accuse you of something this ridiculous? He knew that you loved him, that you were in love with him. You couldn’t believe he would blow something this insignificant out of proportion like this.

You were just kicking off your heels when you heard the door to your bedroom open. You turned around to see Jimin standing in the doorway, looking hesitant.

“Jimin, I am seriously not in the mood to hear whatever you have to say right now –”

“Y/n, I’m sorry.” Jimin cut you off. “I was an ass. I didn’t know the guy was married, but that’s not even what matters right now.” He took a few steps, bridging the gap between you.

Looking into your eyes, Jimin continued. “I’m sorry I made you think I don’t trust you, because that’s not it, I just….I don’t know. I’m scared you’re going to find someone you like better than me. I dunno. I think about it a lot.”

Your heart was breaking.

“Jimin….I love you. I want to wake up next to you every day for the rest of my life. There’s never going to be anyone else for me.” Placing a hand behind his head, you pulled him in to you and just barely touched your lips to his, hoping to reassure him.

Jimin let out a breathy sigh. “I love you, y/n. Now….get outta here,” he said, handing you your heels.

You hesitated. “Are you sure you’re okay with this?”

Jimin nodded, looking serious. “For real, y/n. Go, have fun! Besides…..” he paused to wink at you. “I’ll be here waiting for you when you get home.”


Taehyung

  • “I’m just not ready for that right now, okay? Stop trying to move so fast!”

You really didn’t expect Taehyung to react this way when you mentioned going to your parents’ house for Christmas this year. 

You’d been together for almost a year and he still hadn’t met your family, despite the countless offers you’ve made to introduce him. You didn’t understand what the problem was; you’d met his family on several occasions and even had lunch with his sister now and then. They were as sweet as could be, and you loved them. You wanted Taehyung to have that kind of relationship with your own family, but every time you brought it up, he became visibly nervous and changed the subject.

Little did Taehyung know, you’d decided that this Christmas would be it. You had already called your parents to let them know, and they were so excited to finally meet the man who made their daughter so happy. You couldn’t wait to surprise Taehyung with the news.

Let’s just say he didn’t take it as well as you’d planned.

Taehyung completely freaked out. “Y/n, oh my god, we’ve talked about this! You said we were going to wait before visiting your parents!”

This made you even more exasperated than you already were. “No, Tae, you know what? We haven’t talked about it. You have never once given me an actual reason why you don’t want to come home with me! Are we not serious?! Do you not want to be a part of my family, like the way I am with yours?”

Taehyung’s huffy expression disappeared, and was replaced by one of slight embarrassment. “That’s the problem,” he muttered.

“What?” you asked, confused.

Taehyung looked up at the ceiling. “I’m afraid that they won’t like me, okay?” he said quietly. “I’m loud, and too hyper, and not serious enough. I’m worried they won’t think I’m enough of an adult to be with their daughter.”

You thought you could feel your heart shattering into a million pieces. “Oh….Tae.” That was all you could say. You opened your arms, feeling Taehyung lean into you, just letting you hold him.

“Taehyung…..they’re going to love you, because I love you. But if you don’t give them the chance, you’ll never find out. Please, do this for me. Please come home with me for Christmas.” A few beats passed before you heard a muffled “……Okay.” against your shoulder.


Jungkook

  • “I don’t have to consult you every time I want to do something!”

It was after two in the morning when you finally heard Jungkook unlock the door to the apartment you shared. You were laying in bed staring at the ceiling, unable to sleep without Jungkook beside you.

Jungkook opened the door to your bedroom, his movements slow and deliberate. He probably thought you were sleeping.

“Where have you been?” Your voice startled Jungkook, causing him to run into the wall.

“Ow! Y/n, you scared me!” Rubbing his arm from where he’d bumped the doorframe, he continued, “I was out with the boys. It’s Yoongi’s birthday.”

You crossed your arms. “Why didn’t you tell me you were going to be out so late?”

Jungkook huffed. “Um? Sorry, I didn’t realize you were the boss of me? Am I not allowed to hang out with my friends anymore?”

You couldn’t believe what he was saying. “Holy shit Jungkook, I’m not mad that you went out with your friends! I’m mad because you weren’t answering your phone! I’m mad because you didn’t even think to let me know you’d be out this late! I was worried sick about you! And if you don’t get that, I guess you really just don’t understand me.” Grabbing your pillow and a throw blanket, you went into the hallway. “I’m sleeping on the couch tonight.”

You lay on the couch, feeling lonely and a little cold. Was Jungkook really accusing you of being controlling? You didn’t care what Jungkook did as long as you knew he was safe. You never told him to blow off the boys to spend time with you. You loved them as much as he did, and you even joined them sometimes. You were only mad because you were worried that something had happened to Jungkook tonight.

Soft footsteps padded down the hallway. You felt the opposite end of the couch sink.

“……Y/n?” It was Jungkook.

“Hey, y/n, listen.” You didn’t move to look at him, but Jungkook knew you were listening. “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you where I was tonight. We didn’t even think we were gonna be out that late. I should have called you.” He hesitated.

“And I’m also sorry that I called you controlling. I know you aren’t. You’re so good to me. I’m so sorry I made you worry.”

Sitting up from your makeshift bed on the couch, you leaned into Jungkook. “It’s okay,” you said. “I may have overreacted a little bit. I know you won’t do it again.”

Jungkook kissed your forehead. “Thanks for being so sweet, y/n. Now…..” He got to his feet, picking you up bridal-style. “How about we get you back into the bedroom?”

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@hogwartsgirlgang event: friendships and femslash

playlist: ginny x pansy

MAGNETIC

Green Light: Lorde; Classy Girls: The Lumineers; Shape of You: Ed Sheeran; Jenny: Walk the Moon; Tear in My Heart: twenty one pilots; Work Song: Hozier; I Know Places: Taylor Swift; Relax My Beloved: Alex Clare; Slowly, Slowly: The Mowglis;

Also known as: the playlist to which I am currently (very slowly) writing my ginsy fic 

anonymous asked:

Hello! I just read your HC where MC loses someone to suicide. Could you do one where MC is suicidal and the RFA + the Minor trio help? Thank you, love! Your blog is great 💙

Thanks, I’m so happy you liked it and think my blog is great!! I hope that you are doing okay, and I send out all the hugs to you if that’s not the case. I feel like I’m terrible at angst, so I’m happy you like it!!! Onto the headcanon!!!

Zen

  • The first time he finds out is horrible
  • You guys were sleeping when he woke up to you sobbing, screaming incoherently, hand over your mouth try and muffle the noise
  • Immediately concerned
  • You tell him about it, about how it’s getting harder and harder to wake up, to look at yourself in the mirror, to do anything
  • You just want to sleep, sleep forever and ever
  • You’re tired of constantly battling your mind
  • Extremely worried, calls a nearby doctor, but they’re closed for some reason
  • Wakes you up early in the morning to see someone
  • You resist at first, if there’s one thing you hates it’s medication
  • But he manages to convince you
  • He knows it’s going to be long, and sometimes painful
  • But he won’t let you throw away your life due to a preventable illness

Yoosung

  • He notices you stopped eating, you’re just not hungry it seems
  • But when he really gets it is when you leave your journal open on the coffee table
  • He didn’t mean to pry, but when you’re writing in bright red pen in all caps it’s hard to miss
  • Horrified he hasn’t noticed before
  • When you get back from work he sits you down, and you knows he’s found out
  • He talks to you about your choices, you aren’t anorexic, you don’t get sick, and you feel hungry
  • That’s not your problem
  • Your problem you tell him is that your stuck, you know that there should be a decision to make, but you really don’t feel like that because as far as you see it there’s only one option
  • He listens, but as soon as your done he drives you to the nearest clinic
  • You at diagnosed with severe depression, and PTSD, you were in foster care when you wee younger and have some horrible memories, that resulted in you being suicidal
  • He goes to all the sessions, makes sure you take your meds, monitors your eating, and begins to take classes about it
  • He’s determined to spread awareness of this

Jaehee

  • She notices you’ve been quiet for the past few months
  • At first she thought you were just going through something
  • But when you attempt to throw yourself off a building and are saved it becomes obvious
  • You tell her that you can’t think straight, you can’t think about everything else, that everything bad someone’s told you about you is constantly echoing through your head
  • That you just want some quiet, a clean slate, somewhere where no one will know you
  • Her heart breaks when she hears this
  • You’re so amazing, you’ve helped her realize her dream
  • So she’s going to help you, the whole way
  • She’s in charge of your scheduling and meds, but makes sure you don’t try to off yourself again and delete yourself, because she’d find life unbearable
  • You begin to smile again after a few weeks
  • And eventually the therapist is confident to take you off medication, and limit sessions to one every two weeks
  • It’s an amazing day, and also a day you’ll never forget
  • Because after months Jaehee asks you to stay with her for the rest of your lives
  • It’s the day you become engaged

Jumin

  • He notices the scars the first day you spend the night
  • And the next day is ready for a talk
  • You tell him that you suffer GAD, and that you’ve been suicidal ever since your soon to be aunt died of pancreatic cancer
  • He listens, and hugs you when you begin breaking down and saying, you just want it all to end, you don’t want to worry about it anymore, that it’d be better if you just left, that you just keep blaming yourself
  • Hires A+ therapist
  • You suffer from depression triggered from self blame
  • Jumin listens intently and has Jaehee prepare a schedule
  • You tell Jaehee you’re sorry
  • He holds you when you’re in the middle of an attack and sobbing your heart out
  • You get better, but it’s evident you’ll be on meds for at least a couple of years
  • This upsets you, but he’s there with a glass of cold water, and a listening ear
  • High level medication, stuff that shouldn’t affect you too much
  • But most of all he understands that you can’t control your anxiety, and that you still have a hard time with self blame, he doesn’t think you’re being stupid, he doesn’t pity you in a patronizing way
  • He knows that you literally cannot help it, and whenever he hears someone speaking bad of suicide you have to make sure he controls himself
  • He cannot condone people delegitimizing this

Saeyoung

  • He has dealt with this before
  • You feel bad that he has to deal with both you and Saeran
  • You feel like you aren’t doing enough
  • And what was minor depression, with occasional bad days spirals into constant suicidal thoughts
  • You can’t stop thinking that, you can’t stop think your life is pointless and meaningless, that people wouldn’t notice, that they’d be better off if you were just gone
  • That the pain of death is nothing compared to the immeasurable pain of staying alive
  • So you begin cutting
  • Saeyoung has been dealing with his work, so he actually doesn’t really notice until you end up in the hospital
  • Immediately guilty
  • You and Saeran are the light of his life, how could he neglect you?
  • Immediately asks forgiveness
  • You cry and keep blaming yourself, why didn’t my attempt work?!
  • You are very unstable, and he agrees to making you stay in the hospital
  • Makes sure you have constant attention
  • Visits at the same times you have to take meds, to make sure you take them and the correct amount
  • You try once more, but after no more
  • You can address you issues, and begin to live your life again
  • You see light, and the hope that was buried under dust and pain finally immerges again
  • Saeyoung is so proud of you and Saeran’s improvement

V

  • You two were grumbling and bickering about the surgery for a good long time
  • And somehow Rika kept coming up in the arguments
  • You get fed up, but try burying it
  • But after a few months you can’t take it
  • Everyone always acts like Rika is a goddess, they’re probably right
  • And what are you in comparison
  • So while V still can’t see you you cut
  • A lot
  • But after about three weeks he notices
  • He goes to grab your wrist when he trips and he feels it
  • The still slightly wet line across your wrists
  • Sits you down
  • The amount of scars you have horrifies him
  • But you don’t cry, don’t show emotion
  • Just says “Well, I figured I’m just taking after Rika. After all she seems like the perfect person.”
  • He feels extremely guilty
  • But right now that is not the problem
  • Takes you to the ER
  • The doctors there are worried by the amount of blood loss
  • You take a ton of meds, and you’re food intake is monitored to make sure you’re eating enough
  • And V, well he begins to monitor what he says
  • Very worried about bringing up Rika
  • And when you’re good enough to be out of hospital and have been stable for a few weeks he breaks it to you
  • He’ll get the surgery
  • He can’t spend more of his time thinking of the past and drifting away from you

Saeran

  •  He’s been through a lot
  • But he also needs help
  • The attacks are long and painful, and during them the things he says are just horrible
  • Even has told you to go die a few times, on top of telling you that you aren’t worth the dirt he walks on
  • You last a long time, but two months of toil can do things to you
  • You start taking it in
  • Constantly his voice is ringing in your ears
  • It doesn’t help he never expresses emotion, and pushes human contact away often
  • So when you get a cold you see your opportunity
  • You down at least a third of the cough medicine you have
  • He finds you on the floor of the bathroom, breathing ragged and shallow
  • Screaming a crying, calls an ambulance immediately
  • You stay in a coma for five days
  • Those days are horribly slow
  • When you do wake up he apologizes, but you feel worse
  • You both go to a therapist, and he changes his prescriptions, and makes sure you get properly medicated as well
  • Terrified of loosing you

Vanderwood

  • They’ve been unnatural busy for the past half year
  • And this results in quite some distance between you two
  • And grumpiness on their part
  • When your sister dies of osteosarcoma and they barely acknowledge it that drives you off the ledge
  • You’ve been trying so hard to fight it yourself, constantly battling your brain, trying desperately to keep clinging on to hope of a better  day
  • But you might as well have just lost two people
  • So you sneak into their apartment one more time
  • You know where they keep the gun
  • They gets home from shopping and finds you, gun under your neck, finger on the trigger
  • Get it away from you as fast as possible
  • You try to run out, but they catch you and sit you on the couch
  • And you kinda break on the outside
  • You being screaming about how you just want to leave, you just want it to stop, tears streaming down your face
  • They hug you and you slowly quiet down
  • Immediately at the ER
  • On top of your schedule, the types of meds, the dosage
  • Pays close attention to you
  • They understand their part in you almost letting go, and they want to make sure it doesn’t happen ever again

I hope you liked it from the bottom of my heart, it’s 1:37 AM, so I hope this is still of good quality. I got kinda emotional writing this I won’t lie. I’m tired, I’m also sorry that again it’s so long, but I just have a bunch of ideas. I hope this is what you wanted and that you enjoy it. I send all my love to you and thank you for reading!

Writer’s Appreciation Day!

So since today is Writer’s Appreciation Day, I decided to make my own post showing some of my favorites and telling them how great they are! (Though I wish I was able to do this earlier!!)

@inktae: So Mari, you have to be one of the best writers and the sweetest person on this site! Your writing style is always inspirational, it flows so smoothly, and they’re always super creative! You have amazing Aus. I get so lost in reading them and it literally feels like I’m there; I’m in love with the way you write. I think I’ve read most of your stories multiple times. You’re also a very kind, comforting person; I always smile when you’re on my dash. (And yes, I know I said all this earlier to you, haha.)

@jeonjagiya: Iris, you’re a super amazing writer. Your stories are informative, and have the perfect mix of tension to keep you hanging onto every word. I can never put down my phone when reading something of yours! I always find it interesting that your fics are taken somewhat from personal experience and how you really seems to understand situations and people. I truly enjoy your writing. 

@ricepot-jisung: First off, I’d like to say congrats on the new username! I’m glad you’re trying to find happiness, and I’m sorry for all the hate you received over the past weeks/months! But, I’d like to say that I really love all your stories! Each one has such a nice, developed plot and they all ended in a way where I was wistful with it being over, yet satisfied with the end result. You’re a very strong person, and I applaud you. But do take your time, and I hope you find happiness.

@btssmutgalore: I love all your stories. You have  s o  m a n y, and I’m always blown away with the way you write and the plots you create. I’ve always thought, “How many times can you write smut without it getting repetitive?” and you always prove that thought wrong when you write. Each one is so uniquely different and perfect. You give the smut great wording and brilliant plots that I’m left dumb-founded. I’ve always been super impressed by you. 

@xhixtape: I still have yet to read everything of yours! But I am very interested in the ones I have so far, and can’t wait till I have time to read the rest. You’re very talented, and each story is perfectly written to me. There’s also something so refreshing about seeing you on my dash. You’ve always seemed like a bright person to me, so I always feel a little more energized when scrolling through your blog. I don’t really know you though, so I’m not sure why. I do love your blog though!

@avveh: I remember when I saw your blog for the first time. I remember that I curiously clicked your masterlist, and I was sucked in through Room For Dessert. Even though I wouldn’t do that or even like that in real life, reading your writing was a different story. The smut and the way you had it progress had me sitting on the edge of my seat to see what happened next. A great writer, and I always been intrigued (and maybe a bit excited) whenever you talk about living in Korea; that’s so cool to me. (and your conversations with ellieljade crack me up.) 

@ellieljade: I found your blog through This Is How You Lose Her. They all had me crying and were so well written that I had to find your blog. When I clicked your icon and read the first (relateable) line on your description, I laughed and was hooked. It’s also always entertaining when Trash Husband overtakes your blog. I enjoy seeing you on my dash (and wish me luck when I decide to try and read Mr. Min).

@emboyz: Your blog is great. The smut is written smoothly and the plots are well-picked. I’m also glad to see someone who writes sub!fics (AKA Brat with Yoongi was great quality). You seem relateable to me for some reason, and you’re entertaining. I’m also sorry about that hate you received when it was revealed that you were friends with Iris! But thanks for writing on here. 

@jungk0oksthighs: I’ve been reading your blog for a while now. I still have yet to read everything (which is the case for most writers below), but I am excited to! So far though, I like the way you characterize, the way you write, and the ideas you turn into words. I also enjoy all the Jungkook you spread on my dash ;)

@jungkxook: Again, I haven’t read everything! But I’m honestly so psyched for the ones I have read, and the opportunity to read more. Your blog theme is also super pretty. And I must add that I’m super excited for your Spiderman!Jungkook. Like, super excited. 

@vintaege: Your blog theme is also really aesthetic, and I can’t wait till I find time to read your masterlist! My favorite story so far is Oceans In Your Eyes because the feeling I get from is it is so pleasing. The plot, the idea, the way it’s written, the character development- it’s perfect. And I have a feeling the rest of your stories are the same way, so that’s why I’m really hyped to check them all out. 

@soobadnoonecanstopher: You do not know how happy I am that I reached out to you! You’ve always seemed like such an untouchable force in the EXO writing fandom because your stories are always so… wow. But I’ve found out that you’re actually a very approachable person! You’re funny and nice and I enjoy talking to you. I’ve met you and multiple other amazing people through you, and for that I’m thankful. 

There are also so, so, so, so, SO many other writers out there that deserve attention and that I’ve probably read from! I really wish I could add everyone I know on here, but sadly I can’t remember them all (and most I haven’t read much from yet, so I can’t gush about them or their writing, as much as I want to). But these are the writers I read from the most or appreciate the most! You’re all very skilled writers and good people, and I’m glad you’re on Tumblr (no matter how bad of a site it can be). 

I'm sorry

Firstly, I’d really like to apologize for the lack of art lately. At least, the lack of decent quality art. I don’t know if the crappy scribbles count towards anything. Also for the lack of fics and fic updates. I haven’t been able to write very well ever since things started going super fast down hill. (Dyslexia meet starvation.)

But, I really am sorry. I know that’s why you follow my blog, I know people are getting sick of my personal posts, I know people are switching fandoms or losing interest in stuff. I know, it’s a mess, and my blog is slagging behind being useless. Trust me, I understand being useless. 😞

I don’t know what to say, though. I’m stuck. Things will not get better in their own, and the professionals are slow to help, if they help at all.

If only one good thing came from the most recent stint at the stupid hospital, It’s that I now know why I get so messed up when drawing at the computer these past few months. I’m hoping, after the MRI (I’m going to panic myself to death in there. Glass plastic box of emotion), that they’ll actually do something about ASAP, because I really really really miss drawing and colors and stuff. I mean. If I can even afford the MRI. I don’t know. This is crazy and I feel like shit.

Anyway, my sincere and deepest apologies for… me, I guess. I really do hope that I can bring you guys art and writing and silly stuff as soon as possible. I hope, but I can’t promise.

Sorry.

moonlight53  asked:

Like I want you honest opinion, the only wigs I've bought are from arda and I love their fibers and color blends. They are a but pricy at times, so I was wondering if it worth buying or looking for cheaper wigs like on eBay is better. Like quality wise I want your opinion, on eBay wigs vs arda, like on their shine, quality, thickness, etc. Also what about epic cosplay wigs, I've never tried one but I've heard they are nice but shine a lot. Want to know if it's worth it

“Like is the price for am arda wit worth the quality I am paying for or not in your opinion, sorry for the long ask.“

It my honest opinion it really depends on the wig. NON-lace fronts are easy to find in good quality on Ebay.  You can even find lace fronts there too. I have a whole write up on TIPS for Buying from Ebay. 

But generally my rule of thumb is that I only buy SPECIALTY wigs from Arda I wanna splurge on. Our Hux lace front, our Elsa lace front, etc etc. Mostly because of cost. But also because Arda is great to depend on for a style/color thats ESSENTIAL to the look of the cosplay.

But basic bobs, or basic long hair wigs like for Miku, or Mercy or Mystic Messenger, etc, I can normally scout out a 15 dollar wig from ebay thats just perfect. Especially when the hair ‘is what it is’ and isnt anything unique aside form color. 

EpicWigs is great, we have a couple from them, but yeah they tend to be shinier. That might be from the fibers. 

But HEY heres a tutorial to take shine out of a wig. 

~Follow Forever/Appreciation Post~

Yooo I was bad and didn’t actually do anything at 500, so here I am at 550 instead!

I figured it’s time to show some positivity/shout outs for my great mutuals, and everyone I interact with! Before I start the (very) long list, I’d just like to say thanks to everyone who follows this blog and puts up with my constant inactivity, lots of OOC, tons of incoherencies, and then of course the RPing on this blog!

I’ve truly enjoyed running this blog, even despite my anxiety and constant mood jumps that have come with it. I’ve truly enjoyed meeting people through this, even if I no longer talk with them or they have left tumblr. I love being able to talk with those that I’ve met and interacted with though, and you’ve all no doubt had huge impacts on me that I will forever be grateful for! I honestly have no clue where I’d be without you all. While I still am struggling a bit with a few things, everyone that I talk with is helpful and supportive which honestly is so kind??? This blog and those I’ve met through it have helped me through when I’ve been feeling down and feeling awful, and I can’t say how thankful I am for it.

Also, I highly recommend following all those that I list, as they’re all quality RPers and people that I enjoy talking and interacting with! 


@inverted-iris/ @dxgital-dolls - OMG SCARFY U ARE SUPER NICE IDK WHERE I’D BE WITHOUT UR KIND WORDS AND ENCOURAGEMENT YOU HAVE MY ETERNAL GRATITUDE. But also, your writing is amazing and I love seeing you on my dash, and RPing with you even if it’s only small interactions at times! Seriously tho I appreciate u a ton and am very thankful to be able to talk with you and have fun and RP and all that like I do now. And I’m so sorry for accidentally spoiling the mystery for you next round you can be certain I’m keeping my mouth shut.
@motherfuckingredsaber/ @tateboshi/ @chibitsuniism - Melluuuuuu you are incredibly sweet and kind and I love talking with you. You make great promos and graphics and all other sort of art things, that are really very amazing. And ur writing omg. You write an amazing Nero that made me actually like Nero? I used to not like Nero at all but ur writing convinced me otherwise. Also I sincerely hope that you enjoyed the insanity that was the umupocalypse.
@accidentalphenom/ @fogboundgentleman - Aaaaaaaaaaaa I enjoy talking with you so much! It’s fun to talk about the El-Melloi classroom even though I hardly know anything about it still because I’m lazy and won’t read things. BUT. I love ur writing of Flat and Jack, and honestly I’ve fallen in love with them both because of your amazing portrayals and it got me to finally start SF and the Case Files. And I’m sorry for killing Waver in the mystery and subsequently murdering Flat’s happiness I didn’t mean to hurt him he’s too good and pure for this pain.
@motherfuckingqueenoflances - AAAAA we need to RP still. We really need to. Take charge, and begin to train Lily. I want this to happen, we need to interact. But also, it’s lots of fun to talk with you EVEN THOUGH YOUR ADVICE SUCKS AND I WONT LISTEN TO IT. But lol, seriously, it’s really nice to talk with you and joke around and scream lots.
@grand-order-girl - Eyyy I’ve loved our interactions so far! You’re incredibly nice and fun to talk to, and I appreciate that you stick around to listen to my constant screaming! But seriously I love Cana and I apologize for my Phantom I’m always up for more interactions if you are! All in all, a very good muse who reflects an amazing and kind mod!
@master-chaldeas/ @duguescllinn - Bully Lily anytime my friend. Our interactions always have me laughing though, I have to admit. It’s lots of fun FOR THERE TO BE MUSES WHO ARE MEAN TO LILY NO ONE EVER IS ITS FUN! But honestly you’re a good addition to my dash, because if I see a new post from you I know that I’m probably going to be laughing. Lots of fun to just chat with you as well!
@brotheroftheyear - I know I’m really bad at responding to things in time I’m so sorry orz. But you’re lots of fun to talk with, and you have a really nice portrayal on an often looked-over muse! I’ve had fun writing responses and RPing with you, and it’s nice to talk with you as well!
@sheer-steel - A quality meme. Lots of fun to talk with, and talk about Holy Grail Wars and all that with! But lol I don’t think we’ve even interacted yet, or not much if we have. I’m always open to interaction or RPing!!! Also ur an IB senpai. Help me I need to get high test scores plz.
@voyager-of-chaos/ @bloody-clarent/@motherfreakingtwinkaleidosticks/@rxgncll/@prismatic-homunculus - Eyyy Kao u have so many blogs props to u for being able to manage them I can’t even keep three in order. But lol I’m slowly getting into things from you, like pokemon once again and fire emblem, so with any luck i’ll be able to talk with you more on that kind of stuff once i know more! But also, it’s fun to talk with you, even with my limited knowledge at times! It’s fun to talk with you and see ur cosplay stuff, because it’s so nice to see others having fun with cosplay and be able to talk about it too!
@motherfuckingpinnacleplaywright/ @motherfuckingheavenshole - Hey Shakes! You’re fun to talk to, and our interactions have always been lots of fun!
@motherfuckingmagicalgil/@motherfuckingberkser-rider/@motherfuckingtrojanhero - Aaaa we haven’t talked too much I don’t think but I love our interactions! Ur Gil is super sweet and honestly I love seeing him on my dash, and ur Martha and Hector are amazing! ALSO, you’re incredibly nice and lots of fun to chat with!
@regalius - aaaaaaa ur Gil is so amazing??? Just???? IDK how to express my amazement and wonder at ur writing and portrayal they’re fantastic! I enjoy interacting with you a ton! And I know I haven’t talked with you too much but you’ve always been super sweet and kind when I have!!!
@motherfuckinghoundofchulann/ @thirdratemaster - Eyyy I’m sorry I know I’m bad at keeping conversation most of the time, but it’s fun to talk with you! Also, I apologize for Lily’s actions in this HGW she just wants to be useful xD. But honestly, it’s fun to interact with you!
@knightofbeaumains/ @throneofheroes/ @chimericlunarmagi - OMG UR PORTRAYALS. UR AMAZING OCS. UR AMAZING ART. I AM IN AWE. I always have fun chatting with you and with our interactions though!!!
@eusebas/ @afleurial - OMG I’ve had so much fun talking with you even though it’s only been a little while???? Like plotting with you has been so much fun AND I ALMOST CRIED WHEN I SAW YOU WERE MAKING A MERLIN BLOG NO JOKE!
@rialoir/ @zordestiya/ @ghaisgich/ Im so sorry I can’t remember all of ur blogs right now orz - BUT ANYWAYS IF ANYONE WANTS TO INTERACT WITH SOMEONE WHO RPS AMAZING OCS AND CANON CHARACTERS AND IS AN AMAZING WRITER IN GENERAL AND SUPER SWEET THEN FOLLOW CENT’S BLOGS YOU WILL NOT REGRET IT!!!! I love the interactions we’ve had! And! Lily! And! Ailill! Development! Has! Killed! Me! 

I cannot keep writing paragraphs but here’s more people that I would recommend following/appreciate: @themooncell, @avengerangramainyu, @moedredpendragon, @ofstorytellers, @motherfuckingshadowoftheheir/ @neverendinghorizon, @motherfuckingsonofsurya, @motherfuckingprincessofcolchis/ @motherfuckingsaintofdestruction/ @encasedlnamber. @nordiixa, @pxnchfire, @noircisaint, @innxcentius, @gravekeepergray, @shieldofsteel, @poisonqueenofbabylon, @axphodel/@fyhaul, @motherfucking-genna/ @airgxtlam/ @motherfuckinglionheartedking, @mini-cu-chan, @crystalpendium, @faker-king-knight-sage and I have no doubt I’m missing some but @ THE CHAT PEOPLE THAT DONT HAVE RP BLOGS U KNOW WHO U ARE, @ those who have quit RPing on tumblr that I’ve talked with and interacted with in the past, @ everyone else that I talk with and enjoy RPing with, all those I somehow forgot, @ those that I follow that I have yet the courage to send in asks/memes/whatever to, and @ all of my other followers that I have yet to interact with!

…I’m not gonna talk about how many followers I’ve lost posting my art XD /sigh (this is not me fishing for compliments I promise - this is me actually paying enough attention to my follower count which I usually don’t to notice a semi-mass-fleeing) Okay so I lost 12 followers over the past few days so I am just assuming they didn’t like the art LOL they could have just gotten bored or moved on to non slbp interests or deactivated NOT EVERYTHING is about me I know lol (just most things, right? ;) )

I never learned to draw, but I really love looking at fanart. So. I’m practicing! Because that’s how you get better! I am so heavily dependent on references but, baby steps. Faces and hands and muscles are CONFUSING even with references. I’ve been doing them on a whoever-responded-with-a-given-lord-first to my curiosity post basis so if you DON’T want me drawing your avatar and you tagged me just say so, I won’t be offended, I promise. I’m having fun. So, that’s what matters lololol

Point being, I know y’all mostly come here for writing, and I’m sorry there hasn’t been much of that lately. I’m still bummed about losing my flash drive (it’s sad how often I lose my writing *sigh*) and work has been crazy draining - it’s been 6 AM to 9 PM for a week and I’m wiped. I’ll write again eventually.

ANYWAY YOU SHOULD STILL TAG ME WITH YOUR AVATARS AND LORDS even if you don’t want to get drawn because I like seeing them <3

500 followers?!!!

Originally posted by etudiant-en-ph2

500!!!!!!!!!! need I say more, honestly? I don’t even care that I just used a cheesy reaction gif because I love all of you guys so much. you truly do mean the world to me and it’s more than I ever imagined. I’m so thankful for the beautiful friends I’ve made and for the amazing people I’ve met.

to celebrate, I’m gonna shoutout my favorite blogs and favorite humans!! if you aren’t following these lovelies, what the fuck are you doing with your life???? ?????? to prove to you why you should follow all of my friends, I’m gonna tell you how much I love them and why (instead of lumping them all in a paragraph that nobody really looks through). pretty sure they all went for downgrades in befriending me so maybe giving them shoutouts is insignificant and y’all already know them but in the meantime they should know that I appreciate them all. so without further ado and in no particular order…

@penelope-garxia - I would say that we’re the same person, but Meg’s writing skills surpass anything I can imagine. I love this girl and absolutely everything she publishes.

@iridescentreid - it’s an honor to say that my blog is semi-matching with such a quality writer and quality human. if you don’t appreciate her content then fuck you (that’s a bit aggressive but like…. worth it)

@wheresthewater - honestly the most generous person I know. helpful, kind, funny. I could go on, but what else do you need?

@twelveyearoldchildprodigy - humanity does not deserve this kind of sweetness nor this level of writing. don’t mean to be cliche, but truly, Steph is too good for this world

@reidoneshots - why I’m shouting her out might confuse you because only a fool would follow me and not this masterpiece of a human. gr8 writing (seriously!!) and gr8 personality to boot, I would happily start a Rach fanclub

@wonderboygenius - honestly such a sweetheart who has such a way with words, not to mention being the one who introduced me to peanut butter blossoms, aka being an angel sent from heaven

@mentallydatingspencerreid - when you mix bi power, absolute kindness, and pure writing talent, this is what you get. and what you get is amazing

@ilikepipecleanerswitheyes if you like smiling or enjoying yourself in any way shape or form then should you follow this beautiful girl who not only shitposts the highest quality shit but also writes hella well.

there are so many quality blogs in this fandom I can’t even begin to name everyone, and I’m sorry if I missed you. and guys, this is just the people I’ve talked to so far!!!! this doesn’t even cover the beautiful people I have yet to meet. come talk to me!! my messages are always open, and so is my ask box!!! even if we never speak, I am so beyond grateful to have 500 of you in my life.  ♥

Originally posted by sooper-dee-dooper-natural

anonymous asked:

Do you have a klance sick fic rec list you could direct me to fam 👀

i do not but i compiled one just for u

that’s all that i know of, but if someone else has additions please share! i am also personally going to be writing several more as well

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The Undertale New Year comic finally done!! 

Sorry in advanced for my writings! and the quality…

I want to say again Happy New year and sorry for the lateness. Also apart no one never knew how Monster Kid’s Parents looks like i did it…. aaaaaaaand…… I SHIP ASGORE AND MK’S MOM!! i am so sorry… hahaha….  Anyway enjoy the story! 

BONUS :

A theory of the Yogscast variety (Includes Tekkit, Volts, Yoglabs and Shadow of Israphel)

So “YogLabs” has been confirmed to have a link with “The Shadow of Israphel.” Theories have arisen from the minds of many Yognau(gh)ts. So I thought that I might as well put in my own as well. Right now it is 1:50 AM. So it is definitely late enough to put all my ideas into a few unintelligible paragraphs.

We have been given info that “YogLabs” is definitely a Pre-History to the “Shadow if Israphel” series. This sparks my first theory. “Tekkit”, and “Volts” are also in the Pre-History of SoI. I’m going to make my theories into a timeline. Lets see how this goes. 

[Warning: Long read ahead! But it’s worth it]

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anonymous asked:

just had the worst anxiety attack i have to write two essays but my parents wanna take me out to eat and i, i am weak

im so sorry anxiety attacks are really not fun! maybe some cute/goofy dips will help? take care of yourself, cut yourself some slack if you need to and maybe have some hot chocolate or tea if thats your thing? (this sounds like a lame suggestion but it helps me). also look at these high quality dips:

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quality selfies from grumpy grumpington 🤔 ps that’s my new favourite emoji it’s the exact same face i pull when I’m thinking about my future which is very scary and also questioning my entire existence while trying to pass it off as innocent contemplation (happens all the time but the terror reaches it’s peak while i’m on the toilet and also when I’m in the middle of a conversation with a tutor at uni. if there’s one thing i know it’s that existential crises are unpredictable) what am i even writing i’m sorry i’m sleepy goodnight.

🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔

pansexualbuchanan  asked:

Can u do a sambucky one? I didnt even know it was a ship so im at a loss here, maybe they dont even realise they like each other like that till someone (tony maybe) is like 'u fight so much thank god u arent a couple' so they date to spite him

I AM SUCH SAMBUCKY TRASH LET ME TELL YOU oh gosh I’m super excited to write this. There is such a lack of quality SamBucky fic lemme tell you.

I don’t think this is gonna feature Tony, tho, sorry, bc I’m leaning for MCU canon and obviously tensions are high there. Also, I’ve been pondering your prompt, and it’s lovely, but I may twist it a little? Bc that’s where my Divine Sambucky Inspiration is taking me. 

UPDATE: This got reeeeeaally angsty because I LiVe fOR anGsT but don’t worry; as always, it will have a happy ending.

update #2: that got soooooooooo much longer than i thought it would. sorry for the delay. YAY!

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“Barnes, I swear on my dead grandmother, if you toss my damn running shoes on the floor one more time-”

“OH, I’m sorry, Wilson, I forgot, your precious sneakers need to be on their little perch by the door. Want me to polish them for you while I’m at it?”

Sam huffed, storming through the foyer into the kitchen. “No, Barnes, I just want you to stop leaving your clutter all over this damn apartment!”

Bucky gaped at him. “My clutter? They’re your shoes!”

“And they weren’t clutter until you left them there!” Sam grabbed a mug and the coffeepot.

Bucky grabbed his own mug and gestured. “C’mon, Birdman, that’s your second cup, I aint had any coffee yet.”

Sam looked him straight in the eyes and poured the rest of the contents of the pot into his mug, letting it overflow onto the floor.

Wilson, what the actual fuck-”

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