i am already so in love with

The Article

Pairing: Peter Parker X Reader

Requested: Yes

@nevaehsuga :  Can I request a peter parker x reader where the reader is the akward/sarcastic type and they write for the schools newspaper. And can peter be the one to take pictures for the paper? So one day the reader writes about spiderman (like who spiderman could be? Maybe they guess it’s a teenager) (or they write how amazing he is despite what others say about him) idk this idea came to me (and since I can’t write for crap) I knew you could execute this perfectly. I really love your writing sweetheart

A/N: This is probably so bad. I’m so, so, sorry for the long wait! High school is already pretty stressful and homework was keeping me from writing anything. Thank you so much for those of you who are still sticking with me, I am so sorry if this actually sucks, it is such a great request but I feel like I messed it up… Well, thanks for reading anyway!<3


You absentmindedly twirl your ballpoint pen between your fingers, listening to your fellow school newspaper committee members disagree on something stupid.

“We should write about the chess club! The big tournament is coming soon and they need all the support they can get!”

“Oh, so you’re telling me that the chess club is more important than the news of the new captain of the Academic Decathlon team?”

“How about a story on sports!”

“This is Midtown School of SCIENCE and TECHNOLOGY! We don’t do freaking sports!”

“(Y/N), as our head journalist, what do you think?”

You hadn’t even realized that you had laid your head on the desk, dosing off slightly. With a jolt, you recoil back and sit up straight, feigning a look of deep concentration.

“We should write about Spider-Man.” you state matter of factly without a second thought, earning a series of groans from everyone in the room.

“He’s had enough praise! He’s old news!”

“He could be, like, a seriously weird person. We don’t need weird people here.”

“Then why are you in this room?”

“He’s boring! Iron Man is better!”

“Now, now settle down children.” you drawl, shaking your head from side to side. “Clearly, you don’t understand the significance of this particular hero. Sure, maybe he’s not the most impressive hero in the book but in a way, he is one of the most important-”

You hear a scoff from a corner of the room but you decide to ignore it, ”-because he, like us, is just a teenager.“

Another outburst erupts from your peers.


You roll your eyes, “Pfft, please. I know what boys sound like when their hormones start getting all excited.”

 Many eyes avert your gaze in embarrassment and you smirk with satisfaction.

 "Since he is a teenager, he is probably dealing with all the hardships that we are and even more for he has to be able to balance all these regular struggles with saving the world.“ you continue.

 "City.” someone coughs in an unsubtle manner.

“More like street.” someone else giggles.

“He’s accomplished more than the both of you combined.” you fire back, glaring. They avert your gaze, coughing nervously.

“He is quite phenomenal and I believe he deserves more praise. Imagine the publicity this paper and article could receive!” you say enthusiastically when you see some unconvinced (and unimpressed) looks. “Fellow students will feel a surge of motivation reading about a hero that has accomplished so much at such a young age! If Spider-Man can save the world and complete his homework, then us normal people can ace a final math exam!” 

"Please. We all know why you want to write another article about this Spider character,” a boy calls from the back and sniggers soon echoed through the room. “You have a crush on him. Pathetic. He probably doesn’t even know you exist.”

You feel your cheeks burn as giggles fill the room but you don’t let a little blush stop you.

“And the last time I checked, your photography skills don’t exist either,” you remark, a triumphant grin crawling on your face as you witnessed the boy turn livid. “I’m going to have to ask you to give me that camera now, there’s someone I have in mind that is much more deserving of this position than you.”

His mouth is gaping at you uncontrollably but it doesn’t phase you in the slightest.

“All in favour to write about our web shooting hero?”

Every hand shoots immediately into the air.


“Come on, Parker!” you whine, trying to keep up with his long paces down the hallways. “Just one photo, that’s all I’m asking! I’ll even help you! I know some places where he tends to show up… like that churro stand down that street and-”

“No!” Peter repeats, but this time you were startled for he had basically shouted. He blushes and lowers his voice when a teacher gives the two of you the stink eye. “I mean, I can’t (Y/N). I’m really sorry.”

You scoff, folding your arms across your chest in attempt to appear menacing. Peter didn’t flinch or back away. The two of you had always been like this, ever since you were kids. The Stubbornness Showdown, as the two of you liked to call it. Basically a game of who would be able to stand their ground and who would give in first. Sometimes it went on for days, cause let’s face it, you and Peter were probably the most stubborn and independent people in the world. 

All of this was normal, the two of you practically grew up together. You had so much in common and you laughed and learned together, helped each other up when the other fell down. But as you grew older your affection for Peter started to grow stronger. Besides, dating Peter sounded much more realistic than dating Spider-Man, whoever he was.

“You know what? I bet you can’t do it. You probably don’t even know how to turn on a camera.” you taunt, turning your back to him and walking away.

“It’s not that…”

“Pfft, please. Excuses, excuses.”

You mask a smile of triumph when you see Peter flush red while struggling to come up with an answer.

Although you were going to admit, he was acting strangely. You were only asking for a simple picture and you even offered to lend him a hand. It was quite a simple task, so what made him say no?

“Well, I’ll be off then-”

“…Fine, I’ll do it.”

“I’m afraid that your answer is too late, Mr. Parker. Don’t worry I’ll find someone else. Flash perhaps? I’d absolutely love to feed his ego, see how large it can grow…”

“(Y/N)!” Peter shouts, sounding exasperated but smiling all the same. “Please, let me. I’ll do it!”

“Hmm, that’s odd. I recall that I was the one asking you to agree merely minutes ago-”

“Shut up.”

“Lead by example.”


“Must you insist on tagging along?” he asked, nervously pulling at the collar of his sweatshirt, his skintight red and blue suit hiding underneath.

“Dude, we’ve been hiding out here since we were five. Even if you didn’t want me here, I’d find you in a matter of seconds,” you reply, giving his shoulder a friendly nudge with your own. Peter fought the urge to lean in closer. Instead, he huffed heavily in response.

“Besides, you like my company.”

“Whatever helps you sleep at night.”

“Shut it, Parker." 

It went on like this for a while; the two of you on the lookout for the red and blue clad hero while talking about meaningless things.

"So why are you so keen on writing an article on Spider-Man?” Peter inquired suddenly, catching you slightly off guard. “A lot of people think that he’s a lame hero or simply a party trick. Are you planning to write a hate article?”

For some reason, Peter looked awfully hurt, but you brushed it off without a second thought. You also tried to ignore his warm, brown eyes but goddamnit, it was hard.

“Well, I think he’s amazing and deserves so much more credit,” you start, struggling to keep your thoughts together when Peter’s eyes bore into yours. “He’s inspiring and I feel like he has the need to prove himself and I want to help him along on his journey. I bet he’s been through a lot and I will try my best to support him, even if he doesn’t know I exist.”

You expect Peter to laugh or make fun of you but - to your surprise - he smiles. His affection for you was growing by the second. Feeling comfortable, you continue.

“I know I must sound like an obsessed fangirl, but I guess I kind of want to prove myself too. Writing this article could help change the way people think, not only about Spider-Man but maybe about me too. A lot of people in the newspaper committee question my ideas and authority, and if this paper is successful it could really boost everyone’s trust in me and perhaps the teasing will cease too.”

“Teasing?” Peter questions with a smirk, scooting in closer. “What could they possibly tease you about? You’re a hard egg to crack." 

You sigh, shaking your head. "They’re convinced I have a crush on Spider-Man, which is why they think I’m writing this article.”

“Well, do you?”

You punch his arm gently and you notice he’s blushing a light shade of pink. Why? Once again you weren’t sure but it possibly couldn’t be because of you… could it?

“Maybe… But lately, I’ve got my eye on someone more realistic.”

He chuckles and you wish that he would ask you who that someone was when he jumps to his feet. 

“Here, hold on to this. I’ll be right back,” he says, tossing his camera to you. You fumble, barely catching it. Before you can ask him where he’s going off to, he bolts off, leaving you feeling lonely and disappointed. 

Of course, he didn’t like you back in that way, how foolish of you to even hope. You scold yourself and close your eyes in humiliation.

“Whooo!” you hear a voice yell happily, and you open your eyes to see your favourite hero swinging through the air. You wouldn’t exactly call his movements graceful, however, they were agile and you simply admired him, smiling stupidly when you remember Peter’s camera in your hands.

You bring it up and furiously snap pictures, while muttering, “Damn it, Peter, you always leave before the best part.”


“Congrats on the article! Great picture too, I might add.” Peter praises you the next day by your locker in between classes. “You wrote some amazing things…”

Peter fought the urge to thank you, for everything. But you couldn’t know… not yet.

Though it was true. The paper was a huge success, the whole school loved it. Of course, you added assorted school blurbs, info and news throughout the pages, but everyone’s new favourite superhero was on the front page.

“You never came back yesterday,” you state, handing him back his camera. A wave of guilt hits Peter. Hard.

He grimaces, looking guilty. “I know and I’m sorry. I was busy.”

“Aren’t you always?” you muse, not looking at him. “You could make it up to me though.”

You regret the words as they came out of your mouth but there was no turning back now.

“Take me out on a date. What do you say?”

But he said nothing for the bell pierced the silence that had last for only 3 seconds. And now he was walking away, heading to his next class, his body movements rigid and quick. It might’ve been only three seconds, but the silence of the unanswered request felt like an eternity for you because he had hesitated. He wasn’t jumping at the opportunity. He didn’t return your feelings. He left you the other day because he didn’t want to anything to do with you

Doubts clouded your thoughts as you walked to your final classes, barely able to feel your feet moving beneath you.


You were the first one out of the school when class was dismissed, fleeing from the building without turning back. 

Chocolate and bad movies sounded great right now, you were planning your next few days of solitude in your head when you see something sparkling out of the corner of your eye.

You gasp when you register the beautiful scene in front of you.

One of the large, metal school fences was decorated in delicate spider webs, glistening in the sunlight. It was absolutely gorgeous, but what struck you the most was that the webs were spelling out a word.


And suddenly, everything clicked into place.


How can I ever say how much I appreciate you guys??? It hasn’t even been a year and already I feel so loved and appreciated here! unlike deviantart


From up to down (and then back up): Zahlron, Calarel, Amitiel, Ragnor, Anton, Raziel, Jin’n, and lil’ Enrii!

Zahlron: … Bitch I’m fabulous.

Calarel: What the hell are you doing?

Ragnor: Being fun unlike you, Cal!

Amitiel: Who are you?

 Anton: Smile first, flirt later.

Raziel: I am surrounded by idiots…

Jin’n: Stay calm, stay calm, don’t punch Zahlron in the face… Just smile, just smile…

Enrii (who clearly took the selfie): EBWYONE SMILE! (She has an accent lol)

Special thanks to:



















tbh i’d tag all followers

these people listed (i swear I bet I forgot a few because I’m a shitty person sometimes) are the ones that really showed me the love and recognition I wanted. Thank you so much for sticking with me even though I can be a pain in the ass lol


I can’t answer all the asks. Because it’s kind of hard work for me..🐰🐰 I am not used to writing in English and There are many asks here…so questions that have already been answered and Insulting ask and some..things that are hard to answer..I am not responding to these..

and I don’t take requests! 🦄

umm thank you and love you!! ❤

anonymous asked:

Wait so..i thought there was already a fic for the train au? Is that something else?

Yes the fic by @vulpes–vulpes was a blessing

but is totally their’s, they just wanted to write about the train au !

A couple others have asked to make fanfics and fanart for this and I told them to message me if they did so I could reblog them!

But I will be making a couple of one shots of my own design. 

( I am just in love with vulpes–vulpes fic and will reference it whenever I can because it’s exactly how I imagined the beginning of this AU to go down.)

So yes my fics will be different, but I encourage anyone to write whatever they want to!

Hope this answers your question Anon!

brighter-thanthe-sky  asked:

Can you write headcanons for what it'd be like being one of (or each) the loser's older sister of one or two years? You could add romance or not, it's up to you 😊. I'd just love to see what you come up with

oooo good one! i am picking ben, i hope that’s ok!

 ben would crack ur bedroom slightly and u would hear chattering from all the losers behind him. he would elbow them and tell them to shut up.  ben would gulp, but before he could speak, richie yells out “just ask already!” they would probably need u to cover for them while they went out on some big adventure

 u pretended to have some sort of romantic interest in henry bowsers so he could lay off ur brother and his friends a little (it didn't’ work at all but u absolutely put in the effort)

 u would have to learn everything about health care and first aid bc they needed ur help tending to black eyes and bruises after the gang got a hold of them 

i feel like richie would flirt w u every time he came over and u would play along, but as soon as u flirted back he shut up bc he was too flustered and wasn’t expecting and would leave u alone (for the time being)

 bev would look up to u like u were her own sister! she would ask to borrow ur clothes and sleep in ur room so she wouldn’t her to crash in the living room w the boys

 ben would knock on ur door every time b4 he bothered u, and mostly came in to ask for homework or ask for some constructive criticism on a poem (that was definitely NOT for beverly btw!!)

 they always felt a lil self bad about bothering u, even tho u tell them everyday that they could come to u with any problem they had

that just lead to them needing ur help even more! bc they would tend to experiments all by their selves, like burning a batch of brownies or breaking mom’s favorite vase

 u would tell them all about the cool hidden spots around town and show them that the best way to look at the stars is from sneaking out of ur bedroom window and on to the roof

anonymous asked:

Ooh, Dan actually getting Brian flustered and oh, he's cute with red, flushed cheeks and bright, aroused eyes and a painfully shy expression. Especially when Dan is pinning him against the wall

listen, i am so here for brian actually liking having someone else take control, and for it to be dan is- SO NICE. and dan has this sultry look and a big ol’ cocky grin like “what’s the matter, big guy? no snark?” and brian so desperately wants to retort with something jokey or stupid, but he’s already so goddamn flustered and turned on that he can’t muster up so much as a squeak so he just swallows dryly. dan chuckles and starts kissing his neck, loving the shiver and hitched breath it elicits from brian. “you’re adorable when you’re blushing like that,” he practically purrs against brian’s neck and it’s- NICE

Thoughts on the SD:

Now that I’ve slept on it and I am able to think again :) here are my toughts on T&S ‘s SD:

1. Let me start by saying this - I absolutely LOVED IT! It’s so sharp, precise and fast already. Just imagine what it can and will be when the OGs come around! Eeekk.. :)

2. So much actual latin dance content! No other team can incorporate so much authentic dance moves in a program and make it look so damn good on ice. In their first effing competition of the season non the less! 

3. What needs work IMHO :

* The NtMiSt - this element has always been one of the strongest for T&S. I tought the NtMiSt in their SD this year was a bit simple and not effective enough. They are so talented and can do so much with that particular element and I think they will deffinitely make some changes there. Level 3 is way bellow their ability.

* The ending - it’s not wow enough :) It just needs refinement. Also maybe, they can change the lift a bit but it’s OK the way it is as well. 

All in all , I am so ridiculoudly proud of them! The program is sexy, sharp, dancey, different, stylish and just FIRE! They are absolute masters of their craft and it is such a privilege for me to be able to witness their greatness!

The End :)

anonymous asked:

If you change the names in Underworld and THoGB, will you self-publish or submit those manuscripts to a publishing house? I think many people would love both stories :)

Thank you for that vote of confidence. :D

I actually am considering doing so. I was told that both stories, particularly HoGB, if I change all GOT references/character names, etc… plus a crap load of editing (LOL) are original and possibly publishable. I’ve already begun copyright protection just to be safe. I haven’t decided what I want to do. It’s a big undertaking to basically re-write both stories. Find character names that fit, change locations, with HoGB I would probably have to create a new world because I can’t use the political construct in “England”. It’s not exactly just throwing unknown characters into an already established world like Austin where the politics are not a major plot force in the story like mine. 

I know the ending of HoGB and I think it’s good enough to make this quite the original story. Now, it’s a question of whether all this time and effort is worth changing it up enough to publish. More importantly whether anyone actually thinks it’s good enough to publish. I don’t know if this would translate to beyond PxS fanfic/creepyship readers.

Underworld would be easier putting it in a ‘big city’… like a Gotham, that doesn’t exist but feels like Chicago or New York, etc. 

I have some big decisions to make. I guess I’m just nervous because I’ve never written before “Return to Winterfell” and I’m literally learning as I go. I have an awesome Beta right now and I love my loyal readers. I just don’t know if it’s good enough to publish. If the story and characters stand on their own without using any GOT references. I think my characters (even though based on GOT) still are different and not completely canon. I don’t want to blow smoke up my own arse. I like my stories, I just don’t know if they’re good beyond fan fiction. 

I think their are far better writers out there with great stories and I feel like a novice. I just don’t know if I’m good enough, to be honest even though I love writing my stories. 

Let’s Bold It Tag

tagged by @simplicitwannaone i can’t remember if i already did this so imma do it again lol


I am 5'7" or taller (pSYCH i wiSh)
I wear glasses (no but i lowkey need them bc my eyesight rapidly became terrible this year)
I have at least one tattoo
I have at least one piercing
I have blonde hair
I have brown eyes
I have short hair (noW I DO)
My abs are at least somewhat defined
I have or have had braces


I love meeting new people (depends on the social situation tbh)
People tell me that I‘m funny
Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me
I enjoy physical challenges
I enjoy mental challenges
i’m playfully rude with people I know well

I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it


I can sing well
I can play an instrument
I can do over 30 pushups without stopping
I’m a fast runner (when i want)
I can draw well
I have a good memory
I’m good at doing math in my head
I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute
I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling
I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch
I know how to throw a proper punch


I enjoy playing sports
I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else
I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else
I have learned a new song in the past week
I work out at least once a week
I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months
I have drawn something in the past month
Fandoms are my #1 passion
I do or have done martial arts


I have had my first kiss
I have had alcohol
I have scored the winning goal in a sports game
I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting
I have been at an overnight event
I have been in a taxi
I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year
I have beaten a video game in one day
I have visited another country
I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts


I’m in a relationship
I have a crush on a celebrity
I have a crush on someone I know
I have been in at least 3 relationships
I have never been in a relationship
I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them
I get crushes easily (i used to lol, now not so much)
I have had a crush on someone for over a year (not currently, but in the past)
I have been in a relationship for at least a year
I have had feelings for a friend


I have at least one person I consider a “best friend”
I live close to my school
My parents are still together
I have at least one sibling
I live in the United States

There is snow right now where I live (,,,,, casually lives in satan’s asscrack)
I have hung out with a friend in the past month
I have a smartphone

I have at least 15 CDs
I share my room with someone


I have breakdanced
I have had a teacher with the last name that’s hard to pronounce
I have dyed my hair
I’m listening to one song on repeat right now
I have punched someone in the past week
I know someone who has gone to jail (8th grade science teacher, but i’ve said that like five times)
I have broken a bone 
I have eaten a waffle today
I know what I want to do with my life 
I speak at least 2 languages (ehhh sort of)
I have made a new friend in the past year

I tag: @hwaiting-hoe @extraongdinary @swoojin @baejangtag @baejinie @cottontae @danielsoftgf @jinguos @yoonjsung @swaggybyeongari @kimjaehwanswife @rinacchin @sunnysidewrites @donghyun @chanbyung @multikverse @4voisper @peachyrenjun

He’s got red hair

I repeat! Kwon Jiyong had red hair (different shade to the MADE one)!! He just killed us with cuteness during soundcheck

He sang Superstar, Black and Missing You. Didn’t get to film since they were strict with soundcheck filming.

But so much cutenessss! He was giving us fanservice in the way he knew and I loved it. The actual concert hasn’t even happened yet and I am dead already.

distantfragmentss  asked:

omg you probably received so many praises that it's annoying already but i just want to say i intensely love your art especially the pocky and kittykat charms!! i already threw money at the pocky ones ww i cant wait for the kittykat charms!!!! bless you and your art omg 💕💕😭🙏🏻🙏🏻

AHAHHA NAH MAN im crying over all of it and i still cant believe im getting more
Please don’t stop cause it fuels me
This is the reason why I am able to keep crunching out more cause of all the support 😭😭😭im really grateful!!! Thank youuuu

I was tagged by the sweetest pumpkin ever, @zendaya-colemento make a playlist out of my url!

Make You Feel My Love - Adele
Angel In The Snow - a-ha
Game Of Survival - Ruelle
No Sound From The Outside - Saybia
Unsteady - X Ambassadors
Saturn - Sleeping At Last
Ashes And Wine - A Fine Frenzy
Never Let Me Go - Florence + The Machine
Drops Of Jupiter - Train
Angels - The XX
Lover I Don’t Have To Love - Bright Eyes
Even Though - Morcheeba
X&Y - Coldplay
Angels - Robbie Williams
Numb - Linkin Park
Devil Devil - Milck
Enjoy The Silence - Depeche Mode
Ride - Lana Del Rey

tagging: I never know who to tag, rip. @daddariossmile, @alexandargideonlightwood, @phildrawsfanart, @ketzwrites, @downworlder-bane, @candzk-25, @canislytherinthings, @cat-loss, @isabellebiwoods, @malecshappiness, @magswoods and whoever wants to do this. :)

Ads overload and darn internet connection

Usually here in the PH, commercial breaks runs for about 5-10 minutes but damn i am watching the Livestream of the BTS at Knowing brothers right now and istg the ads been running for 15 mins already.. 😄😄😄 the anticipation is killing me..


And yes I know that I wont be able to understand a bit of what they are saying but I just love watching them (with or without subs).. And Jin’s freaking facial expressions just made me laugh so hard.. 😅😅😅 and of course i was looking forward to all the subtle Jikook moments.. I saw how Jk just stared at Jm (not just stare but his eyes followed Jm even as he move), i saw that they share a bottle of water, and the way he celebrated when Jm did that 40+ thing with that soccer ball…

I’ll be patiently waiting for the subbed episode (paging @bts-trans 😄😄😄 love u guys!!)

I didnt get to watch the whole episode coz honestly internet connection here in PH sucks 😡…

Have a good night/day everyone…


managed to squeeze this print in right before ECCC! my boys <3