i am already in love with her

anonymous asked:

Kara wants everyone to know that Lena's not like her family, and that she supports the Supers. Which is great. And maybe a photo of Lena kissing Supergirl's a good idea; confirm their relationship, cement the fact neither of them are ashamed, and there's no doubt that it would go viral. "But Kara, I knows James is your friend, but I am not making out with you while he takes photos. Just no."

OMG Imagine Lena not being liked by the public at all so Kara just really wants to help her friend and well, dating supergirl would definitely give lena a better image and make her more likable because people love supergirl and if she is dating a luthor then that person can’t be that bad, so she kind of proposes the idea to lena (who already knows that kara is supergirl) and lena agrees.. she’s head over heels in love with kara and kara just wants to help her and well she can’t say no to that face.. 

I NEED SOMEONE TO WRITE THIS FAKE DATING FANFIC please @ supercorp fanfiction writers take this as a prompt <3

smash or pass tag:

i was tagged by @hamiltonsquills

hamilton: pass,,

laurens: i would probably smash, not gonna lie

lafayette: stop judging me you already knew that this was coming,, smash

hercules: pass,,

eliza: pass, would love to cuddle with though

angelica: pass,,

peggy: i am really gay for her, smash

philip: i want to say pass but i am not completely sure

jefferson: smash,

burr: pass, all i wanna do is cuddle with him

madison: pass,,

maria: i am really gay for her as well, smash

washington: pass, would cuddle as well though like cuddling is amazing as well

i tag: anyone who wants to do it like go crazy

anonymous asked:

Am I the only one here worried for nessian? I saw a post in which SJM said Nesta might find hot fae and... she already met Cas? So is it not him? And considering SJM likes her fem characters to have MORE than just one romance (Feyre had Tool before Rhys and Aelin had three guys before Rowan) I fear Cas is not THE one for her - more like a pit-stop... And I would hate that.

I dont think she will, bc all this love triangles are already enough, but if she does I am going to drop this series real fast.

anonymous asked:

Can you recommend a fic where D's parents babies him in front of H because they want to annoy him?

In this they embarrass him:

A Malfoy All Her Own By: CherryWolf-chan - M, one-shot I left behind everything I’ve known my entire life for you. My father Hermione; how could you do this to me? I thought you loved me! What happened? Am I no longer good enough for you! Now that I’m no longer rich you’re too good for me! Well! Answer. Me. Hermione.

- Lisa

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sixofcrowsnw challenge: take two
FEBRUARY 14-20: best moment of your otp

Nina x Matthias

“I am grateful you’re alive,” he said. “I am grateful you’re beside me. I am grateful that you’re eating .”
    She rested her head on his shoulder. “You’re better than waffles, Matthias Helvar.”
    A small smile curled the Fjerdan’s lips. “Let’s not say things we don’t mean, my love.”

Inej x Kaz

“Come with me,” she said. “Come meet them.” 
     Kaz nodded as if steeling himself, flexed his fingers once more. 
     “Wait,” he said. The burn of his voice was rougher than usual. “Is my tie straight?” 
     Inej laughed, her hood falling back from her hair.  
     “That’s the laugh,” he murmured, but she was already setting off down the quay, her feet barely touching the ground.

Wylan x Jesper

Jesper leaned in and said, quietly enough that no one else could hear, “I can read to him.” 
     “He has a very soothing baritone,” added Wylan, and then the guards were hauling his father down the aisle.

It's over, Isn't It?
  • It's over, Isn't It?
  • Deedee Magno-Hall
  • Mr Greg
Play

I was fine with the men
Who would come into her life now and again.
I was fine ‘cause I knew
That they didn’t really matter until you.

I was fine when you came
And we fought like it was all some silly game
Over her. Who she’d choose.
After all those years those years I never thought I’d lose

It’s over, isn’t it, isn’t it, isn’t it over?
It’s over, isn’t it, isn’t it, isn’t it over?
You won and she chose you 
And she loved you and she’s gone.
It’s over isn’t it? Why can’t I move on?

War and glory. Reinvention.
Fusion. Freedom. Her attention.
Out in daylight. My potential.
Bold. Precise. Experimental. 

Who am I now in this world without her?
Petty and dull with the nerve to doubt her,
What does it matter? It’s already done.
Now I’ve got to be there for her son.

It’s over, isn’t it, isn’t it, isn’t it over?
It’s over, isn’t it, isn’t it, isn’t it over?
You won and she chose you 
And she loved you and she’s gone.

It’s over isn’t it?
Why can’t I move on?
It’s over isn’t it?
Why can’t I move on?

In regards to the new Overwatch character

Keep in mind that Efi Oladele is an 11 year old child. Although I am very ecstatic to have her as a part of the team, knowing how nasty the Overwatch fandom gets at times, I just would like to clarify that Efi is a CHILD. I don’t wanna see any “Age is just a number” posts, shipping her with much older characters, or making NSFW drawings of her, so please keep in mind that Efi is an 11 year old child @ overwatchfandom

How can she seem to have fallen from heaven
when I’m the one that has fallen,
the one that’s all in,
while her mind is a weapon

And God, I am already in too deep
because she is just too beautiful
and everything I seek
while I’m a fool

And while she is kissing all those boys
that appear to her as pretty toys
my heart tattoos cries of desperation against my ribs

How should I ever enjoy life’s sweet kiss
when she is everything I miss
and most of all her gorgeous lips?

—  // an actual sonnet
j.d.m.
2

hey guys !! this is my best friend Mari (strawbrrybabe) and she just got a full ride to university !!! she is an amazing award winning scientist and i am extremely proud of her and all of her accomplishments !! she is so so smart and so globally aware! despite being a very busy worker bee and amazing student she is also the best bee pal any one could ask for !! she’s so supportive, loving, and kind !! if you haven’t already go follow her and let her know how special she is !!!!

We always talk about how amazing Chyler Leigh’s acting is like that’s a good thing but I for one am terrified of what she’s gonna do to my heart when Alex sees Jeremiah again for the first time in a decade. I don’t know if I can survive this girl’s powerful acting she’s too talented she’s too strong someone has to stop her

#1-126 Prompts for any Character!!

Okay!! So, you can pick any of these prompts for any character you want at any time. Thanks!!!!


1. “This isn’t gonna end well!”

2. “Did you enjoy yourself last night?”

3. “Are you kidding me? We’re not ‘fine’!

4. “You’ve only heard his side of the story. You never asked for mine.”

5. “Well, this is where I live.”

6. “Oh my God! You’re in love with him/her!”

7. “You make me feel like I’m not good enough.”

8. “For some reason I’m attracted to you.”

9. “I am not losing you again.”

10. “Why don’t they just kiss already?”

11. “I think I picked up your coffee by mistake.”

12. “All I wanted was your honesty.”

13. “Why do you keep pushing me away?”

14. “I can’t explain right now, but I need you to trust me.”

15. “I’ve never felt this way before….and it scares the shit out of me.”
16. “Don’t fucking touch me!”

17. “Are you really taking his side against me?”

18. “Wait a second are you jealous?”

19. “I wish I could hate you.”

20. “I’m sorry if this upsets you, but I’m going to marry her/him.”

21. “You know, it hurt when I realized that you’re not in love with me. But nothing can compare to the pain I felt when I saw you fall in love with her.”

22. “Come over here and make me.”

23. “This is by far the stupidest plan you’ve ever had. Of course I’m in.”

24. “You’re the only one I trust to do this.”

25. “I thought you were dead.”

26. “This isn’t just about you. It’s about what’s best for all of us.”

27. “I love you, you asshole.”

28. “You did this for me?”

29. “You can’t protect me.”

30. “You know I wouldn’t do this if I had any other choice.”

31. “Promise me you’ll look after your mom.”

32. “I’m so stupid to make the mistake of falling in love with my best friend.”

33. “Stop talking about the past, I could be dead in a matter of hours… make me up a future.”

34. “The way you flirt is shameful.”

35. “I waited and waited, but you never came back.”

36. “You never told me you had a fucking twin.”

37. “I want to go back to before….”

38. “I just wanted an easy day with my girlfriend/boyfriend. What’s so wrong with that?”

39. “Go then, leave! See if I care!”

40. “Why are you up so early?”

41. “Please, take me instead!”

42. “You braided his hair?”

43. “She’s been missing since Friday and you’re not worried?”

44. “Have you lost your damn mind?!”

45. “Please don’t argue. You have to leave right now, you aren’t safe here.”

46. “I’m your daughter.”

47. “I’m not surprised that you murdered him.”

48. “Is there a special reason, as to why you’re wearing my shirt?”

49. “Am I supposed to be scared of you?”

50. “Don’t use me as an example. I wasn’t a good kid.”

51. “Is that what you’re doing? Trying to make me to hate you?”

52. “I’ve been in love with you my entire life.”

53. “I’m not happy here.”

54. “If he’s going to treat you like shit I’m going to kick his ass.”

55. “I just want to cuddle and watch Friends.”

56. “You’re hiding something from me.”

57. “If I die, I’m going to haunt your ass.”

58. “I want my best friend back.”

59. “You better have a good reason for waking me up at the ass-crack of dawn.”

60. “I don’t know what I did to deserve you.”

61. “A wedding?”

62. “I just want to be alone right now.”

63. “Don’t you dare to ever do that again!”

64. “Where would someone hide in a town like this?”

65. “If I ever see you anywhere near her, you’ll have to deal with me!”

66. “I thought you were a dream come true.”

67. “Everyone keeps telling me you’re the bad guy.”

68. “I came here to explain what happened, and I’m not leaving until you listen.”

69. “I made a mistake.”

70. “H-How long have you been standing there?”

71. “You can’t break my heart like this!”

72. “I wasn’t going to wait around for you forever.”

73. “The skirt is supposed to be this short.”

74. “I’ve moved on.”

75. “This is why you don’t ever have any shirts to wear.”

76. “Run, and don’t ever look back.”

77. “The three seconds rule doesn’t apply to sticky foods.”

78. “I think I’m in love with you, and I’m terrified.”

79. “Please, don’t give up on me.”

80. “When are you going to realize that I don’t care?”

81. “I may be an idiot but I’m your idiot.”

82. “When you love someone, you just don’t stop. Ever. Even when people roll their eyes or call you crazy… even then. Specially then!”

83. “Fuck…I feel I’ve been hit by a car.”

84. “Those things you said yesterday… Did you mean them?”

85. “I know that you have reached a decision, but given that it is a stupid ass decision I have elected to ignore it”

86. “I’m tired of being your secret.”

87. “They always make shower sex sound so appealing, but honestly it seems quite dangerous.”

88. “Do you ever think if people heard our conversations they’d lock us up?”

89. “Let me tell you exactly where in hell you can go.”

90.“Who gave you that black eye?!”

91. “After everything you did, you’re asking ME to apologize for snapping at you ONCE?”

92. “I miss her so damn much, and it’s killing me that she’s gone!”

93. “What the hell are you doing here?! I told you I never wanted to see you again!”

94. “It must be hard with your sense of direction, never being able to find your way to a decent pickup line.”

95. “Are you drunk?”

96. “I’m sorry, what were you saying? I keep getting lost in your eyes.”
97. “You got her pregnant?! What were you thinking?”

98. “It’s okay baby, I’m here for you.”

99. “You say the nastiest things when you’re angry, so yes, I’m walking away from you now.

100. “I’m starting an idiot jar. Any time you do or say anything idiotic, you have to put at least a dollar in it—more depending on how stupid the thing that you said or did was.”

101. “My parents asked about you.”

102.“Oh, gosh, you’ve insulted me! What ever shall I do? I’ll be mentally and emotionally scared for years!”

103. “You haven’t even touched your food. What’s going on?”

104. “Do you need me to get anything from the store?”

105. “They say I’m in here because I’m crazy, I think I’m crazy because I’m in here.”

106. “There’s no getting out of this. You ruined me”

107. “If you don’t want to talk about what happened, then say so. Don’t just lie and say it’s fine.”

108. “I was going to kiss him, but then my friend texted me about going to Taco Bell, and, well, there’s this cashier that works there who is way cuter, so I bailed on the rest of the date.”

109. “Don’t say you love me.”

110. “It’s a hobby of mine to prove you wrong.”

111. Meeting him/her for the first time

112. Him/her asking you out

113. Your first date

114. Your first kiss

115. Cuddling with him/her

116. Neck kisses

117. “I swear I didn’t mean to touch your butt.”

118. “Why are you wearing my shirt? Please, don’t take it off. It looks good on you.”

119. Going on a vacation together

120. Going to an amusement park together

121. Dancing together

122.Him/her rescuing you (if the person you want can do that ex. superhero)
123. Your first time

124. And what did we learn from that?” “Not to mess with you.”

125.Comforting him/her after a nightmare

126. The wedding day

I know we are all “fanqueering” (not sure that’s a real word) about Sanvers and I am too OBVIOUSLY. But Maggie ? I’m gonna talk about Maggie. Because Maggie. I love her. Floriana Lima is perfect for this role, there’s not doubt about it. And she’s getting insanely good at her role the more her emotions are solicited. Even though her storyline -for now I hope- revolves around Alex’s coming out and figuring herself out in and out of their relationship I don’t think Alex is fully aware of how much Maggie is falling hard and fast for her. I’ve watched their scenes a bunch of times already and I’ve kept on noticing how Maggie’s face is full of expressions. It’s both exalirating and heartbraking honestly. Especially in that episode. Even the first words that came out of her mouth were her being afraid of already doing something wrong “is that okay?” like she doesn’t know if it is or not to wear Alex’s shirt. she smiles and she’s happy and she cannot believe that Alex is hers. She even cannot let her a few hours without contacting her and she knows that something terrible could happened “in their line of work”. So she goes to see Alex and she’s not even fighting back. She’s not even questioning what Alex is saying, calling her, them, a freaking mistake. She’s thinking “ok here it goes again, AGAIN”. She’s not fighting for Alex for their relationship because it has happened too many times before. Too many girls have bailed on her at the first sight of a problem or when the shiny phase wore off. She’s just so used to it that even if this is Alex she just walks away, probably thinking she ain’t good enough and because she learnt the hard way that she doesn’t stay where she’s not wanted anymore. And it broke my heart. That scene -albeit not well-written I gotta admit, it was (kinda?) rushed but anyway- literaly broke me into pieces. And it was all because of Floriana Lima’s acting. She’s insanely good when it comes to emotions. In a few seconds you get where she comes from and why Maggie is responding -or lack thereof- like that. So she just leaves. She lets Alex speak to her, treat her like that cause it seems Alex already made up her mind, she isn’t giving them a slight chance and she doesn’t even understand why. At first. Then it all became clear but even though she understands where Alex comes from, how could she be sure that she’s not gonna run again ? She broke up with her. In the DEO, just like that. And that’s what the line “you get one, Alex” is all about. “You get to run away from me because you freaked out this one time, only” because if this happen again she won’t be able to recover from it. Not this time, not with Alex. She’s hurt and want to protect herself. But god this is Alex, and she’s never felt like this before so she forgives her and hugs her, not tight even though she’s relieved and afraid at the same fucking time. That hug is all she needed, all she ever wanted. That hug is hope. And they’re both in this together, but boy Maggie is falling SO hard. Alex doesn’t even see it, yet. Well, we all saw it. I saw it and I want to protect and hug Maggie so damn hard.

8

Waltzing (s1/s3)

I know this has probably been done many times before, but honestly, I just couldn’t resist. Just look at the difference in the way they act towards each other. In first season. Carmilla is trying to impress Laura, because she’s already head over heels for her. And Laura is trying not to show just how big her crush on Carmilla actually is. They’re both skirting around each other, testing the waters. Then there’s third season. They think one or both of them might die tomorrow. And all they have for each other is love. They just want to be close to each other.

#Guys #how much do you wanna bet she’s talking to Bellamy #I’m assuming this is going to be in the first episode #and she’s already being vulnerable in front of him #like their love is so real and strong and amazing #Clarke is immediately willing to express her doubts and fears to Bellamy #he’s the only other person to which she doesn’t always have to be the one in charge #the one who’s always strong #they need each other so much #I am so emotional about this and their bond tbh #I’m way too hyped for s4

I’ve already said why the common desire of protection Gray and Juvia share is my favourite key of their relationship, and since I finally have the time I am going to explore it a bit…

Juvia swore to protect Gray when they first encountered, in chapter 56. She just met the love of her life and the first thing she thinks about is to protect him, not even protect herself and they are in a war in which she must win. And she did protect him.

Gray protected Juvia many times as well (Tenrou, GMG, Tartaros etc) and we found out he really did swear to himself to protect her no matter what the cost in chapter 499, confirming one of the headcanons written by fans in these years. He thinks he failed and you can clearly see his anger through his eyes.

If someone is still salty at the “lack” of Gray confessing by words, remember this. Swearing / vowing to protect someone is a big deal in Japan, it is an act of love and it’s crystal clear that in Gruvia case it’s romantic love, as Gray himself said that he could never hurt a comrade, no! He would never hurt Juvia.

Protection is just another of the endless parallels we had in the chapters from 498 to 500 and onwards, starting from Gray and Juvia being “enemies” again.

We well know why Juvia swore to protect Gray. She loves him.

Gray is mirroring her actions, her words and… her love. He loves her just like she does.

- - - -

This is the development of a healthy and well-built relationship, guys. Words aren’t even enough to say how beautiful the message Gruvia sends is, despite what other people say.

i cant believe her name is hekapoo but i love her already

You're my home

Originally posted by supernatxralgifs

Warnings: Reader is a single mom. (very young single mom). Fluff.

Notes: And here i am with another fluff Jensen x Reader, sorry, that’s my thing. I inspired myself on the story of Savannah and Everleigh Soutas, and in the lovely couple, Savannah and Cole LaBrant, because they are amazingggg!!!!! I hope you like this! (Thinking about opening my requests soon!!!). Special thank you @realdiepie and @bleu-dans-la-nuit


“Are you ready sweetie?” You asked your daughter who was putting one of her stuffed toys in your bag.

“Yeah.” She answered with her cute little voice. She was only three years old, and you already didn’t want her to grow up anymore. “Mommy let’s go!” She said excited making you laugh. 

“Okay, let’s go.” You said locking your house, opening the car and putting her in the baby seat. Since the start of the Supernatural series, you had been a huge fan. You loved the characters, you loved the cast and you loved the show. And now, a convention in your city was finally happening. And since Lottie, your little girl, loved the series too - the episodes you allowed her to see at least -, she was going with you. And it wasn’t like you had anyone to watch her for you if you went alone…

“Are we here?” She asked looking through the window and you smiled, sighing.  

“Yes, Lottie, we’re here.” You said excitedly taking her out of the car. You couldn’t believe this was going to happen! Everything was so surreal. You entered the hotel where the convention was happening and immediately saw a bunch of fans, mostly teenagers, wearing Supernatural shirts, taking pictures and cosplaying. You put a white shirt in Lottie that said “Protected by Sam and Dean", with purple and blue dotted pants; and you worr a black shirt that said  “The hell protected by Sam and Dean. I got this shit" and jeans. 

Because Lottie was young, you didn’t pay for anything else but the Photo Op with Jared and Jensen. She wouldn’t stand being in the hotel with noisy fans all day. 

“Oh my god, aren’t you the cutest thing ever?” A redhead girl with glasses in line in front of you said when she looked to your daughter and you laughed. 

“Hey honey.” 

“Hello.” Lottie said a little embarrassed. “I like your hair, it’s like mine!” She continued, talking about her strawberry-blonde hair, and the woman laughed looking at you. 

“She’s shy just during the first few seconds, then, she’s a talker.” You explained and your daughter looked at you with a smile and gave a small laugh.

“Thank you! I like yours too! What’s your name?” She asked.

“Lottie! What’s yours?” Lottie answered holding your hand.

“Amy. Do you like Supernatural?” 

“Yeah!” Your daughter answered excitedly and you smiled. You had raised her well. “I looove Dean, but momma said that his real name is Jense.” You and Lottie started to talk to the woman, and for the first time in a long time, you felt like you had a friend. You were only 19 when you got pregnant and your family… well, your family wasn’t exactly supportive. You had to move from your city, and your friends - at least the ones that remained - stayed there. And now between watching Lottie, writing and working in the restaurant, you didn’t have time to make friends.

“Mommy….” Lottie said sleepily, resting her head on your shoulder. 

“I know, I know.” You answered kissing her forehead. You had been in the line for a few hours now, and this was pretty hard when you had a little daughter. First she was running around and talking to everyone, but now she was starting to get sleepy and it hurt your heart that you just couldn’t go home and put her to sleep. Amy was next, so you were almost getting in. 

“Okay, here I go, wish me luck! And please (Y/N), call me, let’s go grab a drink sometime.” She said and you smiled giving her a clumsy hug.

“We sure will, have fun!” You said excited referring to the photo OP and she smiled.

“Bye Lottie, it was so good to meet you!” She said and Lottie waved saying a cute “Bye”. 

“Are you excited? We are next!” You said trying to cheer her up.

“I am momma, but I’m tired.” She said and you gave her a small smile. This broke your heart in pieces. Cliff was there, and you and Amy talked to him a little.

“Is she okay?” He asked when he came back from the room where the pictures were being taken. Lottie started to groan and you felt tears in your shirt. Oh no…

“She’s tired.” You said rubbing her back and her cries started to get loud.

“Oh” He said putting his hand on her back to help to calm her down. “You are almost going in okay?”

“Yeah, thank you.” You said with a soft smile and he smiled. He was a sweet guy and it was so nice to meet him. Lottie started to cry louder and rub her eyes, and sadly you couldn’t do anything about it.

“Lottie we gonna see Dean and Sam, you love them!” You said to her but she didn’t stop crying. 

“Hey, hey, hey, what’s going on here?” You heard a very familiar voice in front of you.

Holy crap.

You slowly looked up to the person who had just talked and gasped in shock. It’s was Jensen fucking Ackles in flesh. He was incredibly handsome, nothing compared to what we saw on the series. He was tall, had the most beautiful green eyes you ever seen in your life (after your daughter’s, of course… she was your daughter after all) and boy did he smell good. 

Jensen stopped when he got out of the room and saw you. He was paralyzed. He never though this could happen just from seeing someone, but you were beautiful, and immediately caught his attention. 

But the little girl’s cry woke him up, making him look at her and his face turned to a hurt face. He hated hearing kids cry, it was the worst sound in the entire world in his opinion. Not because it was annoying or anything like that, but because his heart turned into dust when he heard it, it was like something was hurting him.

“Hey sweetheart.” He said getting close to you, making your heart speed up. You couldn’t open your mouth to even say “Hi”. “What’s the matter?” He asked to Lottie putting his hand in her back and like a miracle, she stopped crying to look at him, still rubbing her eyes. 

“Are you… Jense?” She asked confused, altering her look between you and him. He smiled, and when he looked at you, you felt your legs shake. 

“Yeah I am princess.” He said sweetly holding her hand. “And what’s your name?”

“Lottie…” She answered softly.

“Well Lottie, can you tell me why you were crying?” You didn’t think he could get any cuter, then he turned to you and said: “Can I pick her up?” You nodded, unable to say anything, and when he extended his arms to her, she immediately went to him.

“C'mon inside.” He said to you with a smile, nodding his head towards the door and you two entered.

“I want to sleep.” Lottie answered with a pout making you two laugh. You didn’t see Jared anywhere.

“You want to sleep? Okay, I know a quiet room for you to sleep after this.” He said with a big smile and you frowned. “And tell me, Lottie, what’s your gorgeous mom’s name?” He asked to her while looking at you, and you felt your checks burn.

“Hm…” She started thinking about it and you laughed. “Mommy” She answered and he laughed loudly, you too.

“(Y/N). Big fan.” You said and he smiled, giving you a clumsy hug with the arm he wasn’t holding your daughter and making you shiver.

“Pleasure to met you (Y/N).” Jensen said looking straight into your eyes and you smiled. “Jared just went to the bathroom, he will be back in a second for us to take the picture.”

“It’s alright” You said. Jensen’s eyes locked with yours and if it wasn’t for Lottie, he had a feeling that you would be looking at each other for some time. 

“I looove Dean, he’s so cute.” She said and Jensen looked at her in awe.

“He is? He thinks you’re a pretty little girl too.” He said before coming to look back to you. “She’s pretty smart for a… I’m guessing four?”

“She’s three.” You said feeling proud of your daughter. 

“Wow, just three. Most of the young girls can’t tell the difference between me and Dean.” He explained looking surprised at her, and even though she wasn’t paying attention to the conversation, she gave a little laugh circling her small arms around Jensen’s neck. 

“I don’t know why, but she’s just learned your…”

“SAM!” She screamed looking behind Jensen to where Jared appeared. You looked at him, and couldn’t help but smile. He was so handsome too. You just couldn’t believe you were face to face with them. 

“… Name.” You finished after Lottie’s interruption and Jensen laughed.

“Hello there honey!” Jared said with a big smile when he saw her. “Hello there sweetheart!” This time, the hello was for you, and your smile grew even more when he wrapped his arms around you, giving you a strong hug. He smelled pretty nice too. “You okay?” He asked looking straight into your eyes too.

“Yeah…” You said with a sigh of adoration and he smiled kissing your forehead.  

“Great.” Jared said. “Now, you!” He said pointing at your daughter. “I want a hug too!” He said and she smiled going to his arms. 

“Your daughter is simply adorable.” Jensen said appearing by your side when Jared started to talk with Lottie. 

“Thank you.” You said happily. “You know, sometimes I think that I wouldn’t have found strength to raise her alone if it wasn’t for you guys, you know, the campaigns and all the love.” You said referring to the Always Keep Fighting campaign, and Jensen’s face turned serious, looking straight at you. You gasped in surprise when he just drew you into a strong hug. 

“I’m glad you did.” He said still hugging you. “The guy who left you was a douche, you are so beautiful and amazing, he doesn’t know what he is missing.” He said making tears come up in your eyes. It was the most beautiful thing someone could’ve say to you. 

“What do you think about taking that picture?” Jared asked excited, and you shook your head trying to prevent the tears from falling before agreeing. You stayed in the middle of them, Jared’s arm that wasn’t holding Lottie circling your waist and Jensen’s arm in your shoulders. You smiled and you heard Chris snapping two pictures. Lucky you.

“Thank you.” You said first to Chris, who smiled to you. “Thank you guys, you have no idea how much this means to me and to Lottie. We really appreciate it.” You said turning to them, and they smiled. 

“Thank you.” Lottie said quietly and they both looked at her in ‘awe’. “I love you guys. This much!” She said opening her arms and you laughed.

“We love you too.” Jensen said and opened his arms. “This much!” She laughed and Jared put her in the ground after he kissed her forehead. Jensen bent down to give her a hug while Jared hugged you whispering “thank you, I love you” in your ear.

Jensen stood up, and hugged you strong, kissing your cheek, taking more time than necessary. Not that you were complaining. 

“So Cliff is gonna take you to a quiet cast room for Lottie to sleep a little bit until the panels start. Are you going to see ours?” Jensen asked and your eyes widened.

“Oh… I didn’t pay for anything else other than the OP, I didn’t think Lottie would be able to stand it.” You explained surprised, and he and Jared exchanged looks.

“You want to see our panel?” Jared asked while Lottie held your hand. “Cause we can arrange that." 

"If you think Lottie can handle it after getting some sleep, you can stay.” Jensen said, hoping that you would. Why the hell was he so intrigued about you?

“Oh my god guys, really?” You said surprised feeling your heart beat faster. “You can do that for me?" 

"Yeah, definitely!” Jared said smiling and you smiled too.

“Well… What do you think Lottie?” You asked looking down at her, and she smiled excitedly.

“Yes!” She said happily and you looked back to them with a smile.

“I guess we will stay then!” You said happily and both of them smiled, feeling satisfied with your answer. Especially Jensen…


Part 2

I remember when I was fourteen, sipping on a mixture of liqueurs from various different cupboards from various different houses, sitting on some decaying swing set, with a friend I no longer call friend, a un-friend I no longer can see in front of me, but she was a mirror of me, but only draining, never gave anything.

Sitting on these swings we discussed life and love, things we knew nothing about, but we talked and compared and discussed. Reciting poems about it, like at school, but not as strictly. She always got the words wrong but I didn’t mind. When she finished I said that I didn’t believe in love, to spite her, I think. Although I had not at the time, ever been in love, so maybe I was speaking the truth. Her eyes already puffy from a story about a boy, she would say, don’t say that! Love is a beautiful thing!

I am 20 now, so it seems, it is written on the birthday card in front of me. And I mumble to myself, I don’t believe in love. And I look around, he’s not here, the whisky boy, but my family is. I say thank you, for the cake, for the presents, and I feel tears in my eyes. And in that moment I feel love, it is true, but most of the time love escapes me. Oh, how misery loves me. It’s like a prayer, but only just.

—  1000 years ago but my mum says it was only a day - Knight