i always want things i really don't need

mxvampirepunk  asked:

No matter what I'm feeling your dragons always lift me up (I LOVE DRAGONS, gonna be one in the after life) I'm currently really ill with essays due in, could you draw one please? It would really motivate me? (Don't worry if not, you're a human being, you may have other things on! ^^)

You won’t get any help from this one but good luck and get better soon!


we put these jellybeans on a scale when i was trying to think of all the things i like about you. and i was trying to decide what i needed to do. it means you riley. i choose you. and i really want you to choose me. i do. i always did. i have something for you too. you do? we have this one little life, and for a lot of it, we just blow around in the wind. but if we’re lucky and we believe that life knows what’s best of us, sometimes we land on the right person to talk to. i’m glad i fell into your lap. so am i. 

“piano jam” theory

okay so, first of all, i’m absolute trash, and i know way too much about mcr, but also….

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anonymous asked:

Hi I just read another ask that mentioned that you were bisexual and I was wondering if you could tell me how you knew because I think I might be but I don't want to say I am and then not end up being it is sorry I know this is worded weirdly but I really need someone to talk to my family isn't that accepting and open about this stuff

hi beautiful :’) well it has not been an ‘i have always known’-thing, as it has been for other people. i started to realise that i had a lot of ‘girl crushes’ on celebrities until i had to say to myself okay marlen this isn’t just being straight and finding these women aesthetically pleasing, you think they’re hot. so i was like okay maybe i’m like sexually attracted to women, but what about the emotional part. so i asked myself (and you should maybe ask yourself too) if i could see myself being together with a girl/woman. i did, in theory, but i wasn’t 100% sure yet if i could actually be together with a girl/fall in love with one. but when i developed a pretty serious crush on a girl in my grade when i was 16 it was pretty clear to me that i felt an emotional and sexual attraction to girls. but i’ve never doubted my attraction to boys, bc i had an on/off relationship with a guy when i was 15-18 and i know that i loved him so that’s why i’ve never even considered being a lesbian. i don’t know if this helped you, if not, don’t hesitate to message me about it again. have a lovely day and know that i’m always here for you <3

anonymous asked:

Okay so first, you don't need to answer this is you don't want to or it makes you uncomfortable, but basically school has always been one of the main reasons for my depression and anxiety so this year I finally got to do online school which is what I always wanted when things got really bad for me, but now in the second semester things are really bad for me, I'm really anxious and I have way too many missing assignments that I can't bring myself to do which makes me even more (cont)

i really don’t know how i am with giving advice i’m sorry if this is not great ;;;; but i think the main thing here  is to just realize there’s no set time line or set path for you to follow. try not to get caught up in thinking you have to do this or that ( graduate+take classes+and so on ) by a certain age or time and just try to think about what feels right for you and what will make your day something to look forward to, if it’s slowly working hard on some academic goal or leaving school and finding something else you’re passionate about or have motivation for.

 it also sounds like right now you have a lot on your plate?? so maybe even just taking fewer class ( even if it takes longer to graduate, that’s fine ! ) would be helpful and give you more time to yourself to find something else you may enjoy or to just recharge after all that work.

life is so unpredictable but if you can find some way to be happy or at least at peace with yourself, i think that’s something to be proud of. taking care of yourself and your mental health is a job in itself. 

i hope you don’t feel alone in any of this! i’m confused about my future too and my anxiety holds me back like crazy when it comes to things that others do so easily. but i’m really, really glad your mom is supportive of your choices above everything else! i’m glad you have that kind of person to turn to!

and i wish you the best of luck with every thing, things are really tough right now but hopefully soon the clouds will part! take care.

Maybe it's just because it's happened to me before but

I’m terrified that the guy I’m talking to is gonna end up telling me he thinks I should lose weight. Everyone wants a thick girl (and not even that I’m really thick myself, I can’t even call myself chubby without someone jumping down my throat about how I’m “not fat you’re beautiful!!!” Ugh as if those things have any correlation) until they actually have one. Then it’s always “I mean I think you could lose a couple pounds, then you’d be perfect”
Look bud, it’s taken me a very long time to love the body I have. I know I’m not perfect, but I’m learning to love myself. I workout almost everyday, but it’s not to lose weight and have a certain look. I already have my look, I’ve got a small waist and wide hips. I want to be healthy, I want to grow and maintain muscle mass. I don’t want to be thin. I’ve been thin before. I didn’t like it.

I dunno, I’ve been feeling a little overwhelmed and off lately, so I just needed some Bokuto hugs.

Kuroo draws in a shaky breath, his gaze fixed on his hands.  With a sigh, he squeezes his eyes shut and draws his knees to his chest.

He has no reason to be upset.  He’s doing fine in university.  He’s almost the point of being a regular on the volleyball team, even as a first year.  He’s kept in contact with his friends back home, and has met plenty of new ones.

Most days he’s completely fine.

But some days, he’s not.

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Soukoku Little Mermaid AU

come on, you know you need this 

I’m too busy to make a fic out of this so here have a headcanon-y summary-ish thing (sorry it’s really long)

- Chuuya is the little merman who lives in the undersea palace of the Port Mafia, but has always wanted to visit the human kingdom of ADA above 

- then one night he sees a ship and goes to look and sees this really hot human guy standing too close to the edge of the ship and goes completely red. And then the guy fucking jumps

- and in the middle of a fucking storm ffs 

- Chuuya panics and chases him down and saves him 

- He drags him onto the shore and revives him by singing Trash Candy and glowing

- then he hides behind a rock and watches him until he leaves

- Chuuya returns to the sea and happens upon a statue that looks exactly like the guy he saved and oh look turns out that guy is Dazai Osamu, the actual fucking prince of the kingdom 

- (well not really but everyone loves him and also they’re kind of scared of him so he basically holds all the power up there)

- so he brings it to the palace and fanboys over it for like a full day

- but then his mother queen, Ozaki Kouyou, shows up 

- Kouyou flips out because nothing good ever comes out of trying to leave the merkingdom for the world of the light humans and uses Golden Demon to breaks his statue and all his other knickknacks, dealing the finishing blow by smashing his wine collection

- Chuuya is heartbroken angry as fuck and decides fuck you, I’ll get it back myself

- so he goes to visit the Sea Witch Mori-san 

- Mori tells him that he can turn Chuuya into a human for three days

- Chuuya just wants his statue back tbh, but Mori ignores him and carries on

- If Chuuya can get Dazai to kiss him in three days time, he’ll be a human forever, but if not, he’ll belong to Mori, oh and also the cost for this deal is his voice

- Chuuya doesn’t really want Dazai that badly tbh but Mori’s like lol no it wasn’t question

- So Chuuya decides, fuck it, he’ll prove Kouyou wrong. He gets sent up to the land, where Dazai’s pet white tiger Atsushi finds him. Dazai calls him short and offers him lodgings at the castle because he’s just too cute to abandon 

- So they proceed to go on a bunch of cute dates that mostly consist of Dazai being a dick and Chuuya being unable to yell at him

- ofc they end up on that boat trip with all the fancy firefly lighting and they almost kiss

- but Mori notices in his magical Crystal Informant Army and panics because holy shit he didn’t think the midget could actually do it

- at the last moment, he sends his beloved pets, Elise Flotsam and Q Jetsam, to flip the boat, and then immediately goes up to the land himself

- he wanders the shore singing Trash Candy in Chuuya’s voice, and Dazai goes down to investigate because hey random creepy guy, you have the same voice as the guy who interrupted my suicide that time

- Mori coaxes him to come to the undersea kingdom and join Mori’s underground mafia that he’s building to overthrow Kouyou 

- Dazai nods along and then pulls a gun on him

- Mori’s like ?!?!?!

- Dazai says, “Chuuya wrote everything down for me. Idiot.” and fucking shoots him in the face 

- then he goes back, whistling innocently

- cause, hey, he sort of recognized Chuuya’s face, and he’d thought that that shiny black tail he saw disappearing into the waves was a hallucination, but

- so the crisis is averted, and Chuuya just wants his kiss now, please, but Dazai really wants to see Chuuya’s True Form so he makes the poor son wait it out

- Chuuya goes back to being a merman, Dazai has a giant seawater pool built in his castle, with canals leading to the ocean, so Chuuya can visit, and they start to date

- chuuya finally gets a kiss and then several more ins succession

- Kouyou sees how happy her son is and grudgingly offers up some potions of her own that will turn him into a human for a day whenever he takes it

- happy end 


- Chuuya tries the potion and ends up standing on the land, stark naked

- Dazai laughs his ass off

- Chuuya yells, “Fuck you, Dazai” and Dazai just goes, “omg yes please do” 

- Chuuya goes completely red from head to toe and s c r e a m s

i feel like people don’t get that you can be extroverted AND have social anxiety or that people always share that they are socially anxious like anxiety can have no visible external symptoms but you can feel like you’re gonna die on the inside some people don’t want the whole world to know for reasons or just don’t feel the need to mention it every five seconds y'all sound stupid

Retracing Footsteps

Inspired by the prompt “i got you for secret santa so i got you this really expensive but sentimental gift that you’ve always wanted, hoping you’ll never find out it’s from me - and that i’ve been in love with you 1234567 years” because it was the first one of the list that jumped out at me.

Took me forever but I finally finished it yay!

“All right guys, gather ‘round.”

The occupants in the Cortex of S.T.A.R. Labs stopped what they were doing to turn and look at Cisco and Iris as they came out of one of the attached laboratory rooms, the engineer shaking a large beaker filled with crumpled balls of paper as he walked.

“So I know things have been tense with Zoom around, to say the least,” Iris started once she had everyone’s attention, “But Christmas is coming up, and anyone who knows me knows it’s like my favourite holiday.”

There was a light snort from the speedster, and Joe let out a laugh that was quickly muffled by a hand. Barry crossed his arms as he regarded his best friend, leaning against the central computer desk. “That’s the understatement of the year.”

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I can’t believe people are actually complaining when someone is enthusiastic about something. Let me enjoy my things in peace and get back into the pit of salt you crawled out of.

WIP Ahsoka doodle. Whenever I don’t know what to draw I find myself always coming back to Ahsoka. So hopefully I’ll finish this tomorrow \^_^/

but wait

There’s a super important Jupiter Ascending question I’ve been meaning to ask:

Does Channing Tatum really have that many freckles?

Have I just never noticed in any of the (many) movies I’ve watched where he’s almost always half-naked at least once? Do they cover them up in other things? Are they make up?

Did Andy and Lana just sit down one day and think, man, you know what our rollerblading half-wolf formally-winged ex-space-soldier needs? FRECKLES.

I’m really happy with that deancas scene

Cas needed to be told he did the right thing. He’s always feeling like he fucked up and can you imagine how damaged he’d be if Dean told him he messed up for letting Lucifer in?

No. He NEEDED to be told he, not Sam or Dean but HE, did the right thing.

Cas needed to be told he was needed, loved, wanted. He needed to be told that he helps, and most of all, that he isn’t just some expendable angel-mutant.

He’s a brother. He’s a WINCHESTER. It may not be canon destiel but it’s everything Cas needed to hear.