i always forget how perfect this song is

Aries: Told You So

I know you like
When I admit that I was wrong and you were right
At least I try
To keep my cool when I’m thrown into a fire
And they go

I hate to say I told you so
But they love to say they told me so
I hate to say I told you so
They love to say they told me

Taurus: Hard Times

All that I want
Is to wake up fine
Tell me that I’m alright
That I ain’t gonna die
All that I want
Is a hole in the ground
You can tell me when it’s alright
For me to come out

Hard times
Gonna make you wonder why you even try
Hard times
Gonna take you down and laugh when you cry
These lives
And I still don’t know how I even survive
Hard times

Gemini: 26

Hold onto hope if you got it
Don’t let it go for nobody
They say that dreaming is free
I wouldn’t care what it cost me

Reality will break your heart
Survival will not be the hardest part
It’s keeping all your hopes alive
All the rest of you has died
So let it break your heart

Cancer: Pool

I’m underwater
With no air in my lungs
My eyes are open
I’m done giving up
You are the wave
I could never tame
If I survive
I’ll dive back in

As if the first blood didn’t thrill enough
I went further out to see what else was left of us
Never found the deep end of our little ocean
Drain the fantasy of you
Headfirst into shallow pools

Leo: Idle Worship

Oh, it’s such a long and awful lonely fall
Down from this pedestal that you keep putting me on
What if I fall on my face?
What if I make a mistake?
If it’s okay a little grace would be appreciated
Remember how we used to like ourselves?
What little light that’s left, we need to keep it sacred
I know that you’re afraid to let all the dark escape ya
But we could let the light illuminate these hopeless places

Just let me let you down

Hey, baby I’m not your superhuman
And if that’s what you want
I hate to let you down
I got your hopes up
Now I got you hoping
But I’m gonna be the one that let you down

Virgo: Forgiveness

Don’t you go and get it twisted
Forgiving is not forgetting
Don’t you go and get it twisted
Forgiving is not forgetting
No, it’s not forgetting
No, I’ll never forget it, no

And you, you want forgiveness
(I can barely hang on to myself)
But I, I can’t give you that
(I can’t give you, I can’t give you that)
And you, you want forgiveness
(I’m afraid that I’ll have nothing left)
But I, I just can’t do it yet
(I can’t do, I just can’t do it yet)

Libra: Fake Happy

And if I go out tonight, dress up my fears
You think I’ll look alright with these mascara tears?
See I’m gonna draw my lipstick wider than my mouth
And if the lights are low they’ll never see me frown

If I smile with my teeth
Bet you believe me
If I smile with my teeth
I think I believe me

Oh please don’t ask me how I’ve been
Don’t make me play pretend
Oh no, oh oh what’s the use?
Oh please, I bet everybody here is fake happy too

Scorpio: Grudges

Time is a bastard I won’t break my neck to get around it
But aren’t we so brave to give up a fight
And let the years go by without us
‘Cause now I feel you by my side
And I don’t even care if it’s been a while
I can feel that we’ve changed and we’re better this way

Stop asking why
Why we had to waste so much time
Well, we just pick up, pick up and start again
'Cause we can’t keep holding on to grudges

Sagittarius: No Friend

Another thorny field to scatter fruitless seed,
Another song that runs too long god knows no one needs
More misguided ghosts, more transparent hands
To drop a nickel in our basket and we’ll do our riot!

Dance beneath another burning sky,
Behind our painted lips
In scores of catatonic smile-covered ankle-bitten ships
So throw your pedestal of stone in the forgetful sea
As protection from the paper-thin perfection
You project on me

Capricorn: Tell Me How

Think I’m tired of getting over it
Just starting something new again
I’m getting sick of the beginnings
And always coming to your defences
I guess it’s good to get it off my chest
I guess I can’t believe I haven’t yet
You know I got my own convictions
And they’re stronger than any addiction
But no one’s winning
You keep me up with your silence
Take me down with your quiet
Of all the weapons you fight with
Your silence is the most violent

Aquarius: Caught in the Middle

I can’t think of getting old
It only makes me want to die
And I can’t think of who I was
'Cause it just makes me want to cry, cry, cry
Can’t look back, can’t look too far ahead
I got the point, I got the message
I was dreaming life away
All the while just going blind
Can’t see the forest for the trees
Behind the lids of my own eyes
Nostalgia’s cool, but it won’t help me now
A dream is good, if you don’t wear it out
No, I don’t need no help
I can sabotage me by myself

Pisces: Rose-Colored Boy

Just let me cry a little bit longer
I ain’t gon’ smile if I don’t want to
Hey, man, we all can’t be like you
I wish we were all rose-colored too
My rose-colored boy

Leave me here a little bit longer
I think I wanna stay in the car
I don’t want anybody seeing me cry now
You say “We gotta look on the bright side”
I say “Well maybe if you wanna go blind”
You say my eyes are getting too dark now
But boy, you ain’t ever seen my mind

dead leaves will always be my fave bts song. just the amount of lines jin has???? like he even has the first verse??? & yoongis husky rapping and the fact he produced that song himself?? & how easily jungkooks and jimins voices flow into one another and their smooth harmonies &namjoons gasp and “woohoo” and how u can visually see him rap his part & how tae’s low vocals fit so well in this song….and i cant forget abt hobs iconic rap verse and how its the perfect transition to the climax of the song where the beats all escalate perfectly with vocal lines high notes and then the music fades and all u can hear is the piano and just tae whispering never never fall and then it ends and u feel almost empty but like mellow at the same time????? god i love dead leaves

Well, well, well, what do we have here?

Why the birthday celebration of none other than Boo Seungkwan of course! 

We have the birthday of an amazing young man who is so bright, so funny, so talented.

Boo Seungkwan is my best friend (he just doesn’t know it yet)

Why you may ask?


Firstly, he is way to funny to be real. I mean he is the type of guy who will put a smile to everyone’s and i mean everyone’s face!

Originally posted by wonnhao

And his laughter…. its so cute… so genuine… so real its addicting!

Originally posted by seungkvvan

And the attitude! Let’s be real, Seungkwan is Booyeonce for a reason! The shade could even make Mariah Carey burst into tears!

Originally posted by fabulous-girl-here

He just has to give you a look and you are done!

Originally posted by hansolmechwe

But he is also so good-looking!

I hate that there are people who hate him because of the fact that he is not extremely lean and slim. To these people I want to say… ‘are you kidding me? Kimbab kidding?’ How can you hate on someone for that> And sure he is not slim but to be honest thats what I love about him! He is a real human being and his size is perfect!

And what is this about his company hitting him for being ‘fat’?! I personally would hit those people for being so stupid instead! I personally don’t want to be worrying about our boy one day having some sort of body dismorphia due to always feeling not good enough!

Originally posted by 001liuqi

He is so supportive of his members! So kind and thoughtful!

Originally posted by 17hansol13

Always wants to help! (Even if sometimes he tries to hard)

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And he is generally such a beautiful human being! Just look at how pure he looks!

Originally posted by livelovelunch

Look at him tearing over their first win at a radio show!

Originally posted by qt2seung

And look at the poor boy crying on the day of their win! He literally broke down and could not calm down for so long!

Originally posted by hanwooz

This boy even apologises for crying! Just in order not to be a burden!

Originally posted by wonnhao

And look at how gentle he is! How caring! Taking care of that mic and kid!

Originally posted by wonnhao

He always provides people with the comfort they need! 

Originally posted by sneezes

He is not someone who whys away from saying how he feels! He is sensitive but there are times when he expresses himself to the max, and that is when he appreciates others! (Also, same Seungkwan, same)

Originally posted by euphoniouswoozi

Look at that cutie being clumsy! How can you even hate such fluff?

Originally posted by wonnhao

And I’ll never forget the face he made when a member messed up! He looked like he was ready to slap all of the universe!

Originally posted by wonnhao

And his voice… oh his voice is so beautiful! He can sing so many notes, so many songs, he is literally impossible to comprehend! He always makes me speechless!

Originally posted by 17diamondcarats

So in conclusion, I hope you can see the beauty of Boo Seungkwan. 

Its okay not to be perfect but none is. Instead, Seungkwan is simply beautiful all around! He is kind, supportive, funny, talented and so much more!

All I, and many other fans want is for him to stay healthy!

I want to see Seungkwan happily munch on more!

Originally posted by lonexsamurai

I want to continue seeing him have the time of his life! 

I want him to continue singing because he loves to do so!

I want him to continue dancing!

I want him to continue not being embraced of how well he knows girl group dances and just how good he is at them! Or just how good he is at acting so funny!

Originally posted by dailyseungkwan

And most importantly i want him to continue with his attitude! After all it is genuine, it is Boo Seungkwan! And sure, many call him ‘feminine’ or even ‘gay’ but you do you Boo, there is nothing to be ashamed of! You are who you are and we will always love you! 

You are our angel (sorry Jeonghan!) or maybe our little devil… maybe both!

I hope that that beautiful smile never fades, that that laughter never dies down! Crying is ok, emotion is ok. 

I hope you can talk to  people who understand you.

Boo Seungkwan, you are a very interesting case for me. You are the first idol who I love in the most platonic way(as weird as that sounds) possible and that makes you so special for me!

And of course, may you always be the ‘best quality’ that you were and still are!

Happy Birthday Boo Seungkwan! May you always shine bright like the diamond you are! And if one day you feel like you are fading…. its ok! Because there are so many Carats that will always be here to support you and help you get your shine back, including me!

I love you Boo Seungkwan!

We love you Boo Seungkwan!

And you will never fathom just how much!

Originally posted by doom-dada-diggity

Thank you for reading!

Let’s spread the love for Boo Seungkwan and lets give Seventeen all the appreciation and love that they deserve!

I’ll never forget the first time we bonded was when you wore that shirt of my favorite band and when you took my phone and put your number in and you laughed every time I made a joke and I’ll never forget your favorite number and how you had a shelf of your favorite books and the tiny drawer where you kept all my poems and letters and how you hated when the closet door was even a little bit opened and how you thought the 2nd song of an album was always the best and I’ll never forget when we watched a movie at your house instead of going to that party and how you always touched my lips and told me how perfect they were and how you bragged about me to your friends and I’ll never forget when we walked to your secret spot that you never showed anyone else and how you brought one letter of mine to read every time you left town for the weekend and when you told me you were falling in love with me and I’ll never forget when we walked to your house in the middle of the night and talked until 4am and how you used to be scared of oblivion and that you thought the point of life was having people like me and the time you begged for my forgiveness when I was mad at you and the time you stayed up for me when I was really upset and every time we fought you always took the blame and I’ll never forget when you told me you couldn’t imagine leaving me because you liked to make sure I was happy and how you asked me to stay with you and when you said you would take a bullet for me and the time you said you thought I deserved better and one day you told me we should split up and I’ll never forget that you said you weren’t coming back and that you didn’t feel obliged to make me happy anymore and when you gave me one last kiss and I’ll never forget how painful it was when you walked away

when people ask where my url is from

this is my favorite piece of writing about you because I poured my emotions out in five minutes


Let’s Learn About: Max Headroom WTTW Hijacking Incident!
            (***Dig Down Inspiration/Speculation Post***)

Ever since the very first views (and as in the pic, more complete views) of Matt donning the suit and tie, slicked back hair and trippy glasses, I immediately thought back to this video. As it’s an OLD late 80′s event, I remember hearing about this in my childhood days and figured some of my fellow Muser’s may not have been in the know about this.

From the video description:

After a brief intrusion during the sports report on WGN’s 9:00 news, a later broadcast on channel 11 - PBS affiliate: WTTW - of the Doctor Who episode “Horror of Fang Rock” was interrupted by a man wearing a Max Headroom mask. The crazed person uttered mostly gibberish, crudely slammed the Chicago Tribune and its subsidiaries (WGN being one of them), and finally dropped his pants and was spanked by what appears to be a child with a flyswatter. 90-seconds later, the program returned to normal. To this day, he has never been caught.

From wikipedia:

The Max Headroom broadcast signal intrusion was a television signal hijacking that occurred in Chicago, Illinois, United States on the evening of November 22, 1987. It is an example of what is known in the television business as broadcast signal intrusion. The intruder was successful in interrupting two broadcast television stations within the course of three hours. After a brief and only partially successful attempt to break into the signal of intended target of WGN-TV, the signal pirates, whose identities were never found, succeeded in getting their broadcast intruded onto WTTW during an episode of the Doctor Who serial “Horror of Fang Rock.” The pirate broadcast, which lasted 90 seconds and was pre-recorded on videotape, featured an individual disguised as television character Max Headroom parodying WGN and television in general. The incident made national headlines[1] and the people responsible have never been identified.

The video itself is disturbing to most (for good reason), I find that for the most part, it’s perfect inspiration for a Muse song: it’s a thinly veiled political (or anti political), middle finger to the mainstream, and let’s not forget how Muse as of the past few albums has been about Resistance and fighting back. This incident was a hijacking/hacking into a mainstream, metropolitan television channel that was viewed by MILLIONS.

As the song Dig Down has yet to be released in full, this is all pure speculation on my part just for shits and gigs; it’s something I always like doing with Muse songs because there is SO much story and subtle cues to take away from ANY single. 

What I -do- know for a fact is that we Musers are all creative, nuts (in the good perfectly neurotic way), and are wide open to whatever Muse throws at us.

Finally, for those who can’t view the video right now, I threw together some neato comparison gifs of Matt Bellamy and the Max Headroom hacker. 

muse-ception: matt bellamy was the original actor and dom and chris help film/act in it

Someone asked me: “What’s your favorite Taylor Swift’s album?”

Taylor’s five albums from ‘Taylor Swift’ to ‘1989′ has their own strengths, but I think my most favorite of all is ‘Speak Now’. 1989 may be the strongest era, but Speak Now is definitely the most powerful album.

Speak Now doesn’t just sing about love or heartbreaks or reminiscing memories or having a crush on someone like a typical Taylor Swift song would, it speaks almost for everything. It speaks about love, about heartbreaks, about breaking up with someone who thinks you’re a game, an apology for somebody you’ve hurt, a song for being bullied, being told of mischievous things, a song for your family, for your daydreams and hopes of a happy ending, and many, many more.

Also, all of Speak Now songs also has something to do with ‘speaking’.

First of all, Speak Now has the fandom song, or the song for Taylor’s fans (Long Live). This song wants Taylor for us to promise that when we’ll have our children someday, let‘s tell and speak to them how Taylor hope they would shine, like how our bond and love for Taylor did.

Speak Now also has songs that speak about the early signs of love: being wonder struck for someone that you want to speak to then not to fall in love with someone else but you (Enchanted), and how you cannot gather up all of your courage to speak to the person you love even when you’re just meters apart (The Story Of Us).  And that (Sparks Fly) tells us that love doesn’t need speaking or explanations, you’d just feel the sparks fly. And when it’s late in the evening and you’re speaking quietly on the phone so that you wouldn’t be caught in (Our Song).

(Mine) also tells us about how love is perfect, but the people in them would never be, that two people in love can face problems like misunderstandings and how you should speak to them to fix that problems, and (Ours) talk about how people would speak harsh things but love will always be the solution, because what’s yours will be yours. And that when your (Superman) flies away, you should always never forget to speak ‘I love you’ to them. And when you love him/her, you should (Speak Now) because maybe later is too late.

(Dear John) also tells us how you should speak for yourself when you fell that your love was just a game for somebody. While (Back To December) tells how we should speak for an apology when we know we made things go wrong. And when the fragile line you’re walking on break, his/her memories haunt you and  you’d speak ‘Don’t leave me like this’ in (Haunted). How you wanted someone to come back but they say and speak ‘It’s not that easy.’ in (If This Was A Movie). And how you cannot manage to speak to him/her that’s why you’d just watch his/her life in pictures just the way you use to watch him/her sleep in (Last Kiss).

When someone speak awful things to pull you down and blame you things you didn’t do when you’re just (Innocent), something’s wrong. And also something’s wrong when people speak (Mean) things to you because everyone has the possibility to someday live on a bigger city. And when the time comes when you do (Better Than Revenge), the time when your speaking turn into doing, you’d just watch how the tables turn.

And when you speak to life how you want the time when you don’t mind deeper things in life, and you just wished you should (Never Grow Up).

‘Speak Now’ is an amazing album, every song talks about different things, Speak Now can touch almost everything in your life on a spiritual level.



  • he knew it
  • he recognised your face when he saw your profile picture 
  • hearing your voice on the phone only made him suspect it all
  • he wanted nothing more than to ask
  • it was literally eating at him
  • but at the same time he didnt want to invade your privacy
  • but he couldnt help himself
  • one night while the two of you were on the phone he finally asked
  • “MC, you dont have to tell me, but are you the MC?”
  • baby boy jumped up in excitement about how he knew it had to be you when you told him it was true
  • he couldn’t contain his excitement
  • he had seen a few of your musicals that you were in
  • but he wansn’t consumed in it 
  • wasn’t
  • he is now
  • he bought all the soundtracks that incuded you
  • watched everything you had been in
  • he was amazed
  • it was you
  • really you
  • the two of you sing broadway together whenever apropriate *cough* that means always *cough*
  • he was stunned
  • he saw the two of you as almost a power couple
  • he couldnt believe he found someone who is so talented 
  • and someone who has the same interests as him
  • he wants the two of you to be in a show together


  • he isnt that into broadway
  • he’s more into classical stuff
  • but when he asked you what it was you do for a living and you openly stated you were a broadway actor he immediantly searched for you
  • he bought all the DVDs you were in, even if you were just a chorus member
  • although it wasnt his style
  • he was amazed how much emotion you put into your performances 
  • he could tell when you were on stage that you loved it with a fiery passion.
  • after the RFA party he went to one of your shows
  • and he was breathtaken
  • you were so much more vibrant on stage
  • he could see every emotion
  • all your passion and hard work
  • they way you made it look effortless
  • the smile of delight on your features during certain scenes
  • he wasnt sure if it was you staying in character or that you were unable to hide it
  • he gives you the biggest hug after your show
  • he’s just so proud of you
  • he boasts about your talent to anyone who will listen
  • Jaehee has takem note that if he seems stricter and needs to calm donw that if she mentions you - espeacially your talent he will instantly brighten up
  • no matter what mood he is in
  • a smile will appear on his features
  • and the more he talks about you the brighter the smile gets


  • his jaw dropped
  • like Zen?!
  • woah!
  • what shows were you in MC???
  • are you going to be in another show soon???
  • can I come please?!!
  • can I hear you sing please MC
  • his baby boy almost cries when he hears you sing 
  • you’re just too perfect 
  • how can you be beautiful and be gifted with the arts??
  • he honestly thinks youre so cool
  • he tries to go to whatever shows he can make it too
  • and he buys you flowers for when you finished 
  • he sometimes forget that hes your boyfriend like
  • ???
  • how did I get you???
  • he’s so impressed
  • he honeslty feels like he couldnt do that kind of stuff every night and remember all those lines and songs
  • he loves watching you reherse 
  • he sometimes listens to you practice your songs while he plays LOLOL
  • his friends always talk about it 
  • “who’s that singing in the background?”
    “it sounds amazing!”


  • no way 
  • her two favourite people are in musicals???
  • she found out what shows you were in and instantly watched them
  • she wanted to appreciate you
  • she coudlnt believe how amazing you were
  • lowkey slowly starts to buy your merch 
  • you remind her that she doesnt have to 
  • but she insists that she wants to becasue she wants to support you and show that support like she does for Zen
  • “You can show me support by coming to me show tomorrow night ~”
  • she almost screamed when you presented her with a ticket to your show
  • all tickets were sold out
  • and she desperatly wanted to see you live 
  • she 110% kissed you then adn there she was so excited 
  • she likes to listen to you sing while she catches up on work throughout the night
  • it relaxes her 
  • she blushes every time you direct a love song at her 
  • she turns bright red when you tell her she’s who you think about when singing those songs to get in character
  • she basically dies there rip Jaehee
  • she’s your muse??? but shes just an assistant ???
  • why wouldnt Zen or someone like that be your muse???
  • you convince her that she is way more than that and that she’s the most inspirational person you know


  • guys
  • he so knew 
  • he found out when he looked at your past for stalker safety reasons
  • so duh he just had to go to one of your shows
  • he compliments you all the time for it
  • he watches you practice through the security cameras
  • and of course he makes requests 
  • “MC can you do this song? THANKYOUSOMUCHILOVEYOU”
  • sometimes he’ll make serious requests
  • othertimes he request the most rediculous songs
  • of course you comply 
  • its the best bonding time for the two of you
  • this obviously creates so many inside jokes between the two of you
  • so when the two of you meet for the first time at teh party
  • you both honestly feel like you know each other perfectly

  • he’s not shocked
  • I mean 
  • youre perfect in everyway so duh youre talented 
  • he’ll take headshots for you 
  • and you even managed to get him to do the photoshoot for the cast and crew for the show 
  • he was honoured 
  • and he now has ties with them and he’s the first person they call for photoshoots now because they just love his work
  • the night he goes to see your show to do the photos while everyone was performing 
  • he was s h o o k 
  • he hadn’t seen you perform before
  • and he tried so hard to capture your passion and beauty in the photos
  • the prints are the best photos of the show they’ve ever had
  • and the ones of you are V’s favourite 
  • he’s actually framed some 
  • they’re in his apartment 
  • on his bedside table so he can see you in your element before he sleeps


  • he’s not into musicals and stuff like that
  • he doesnt really act impressed 
  • like um okay??? good for you babe
  • just not my thing
  • he’ll support you 
  • and let you practice while he’s doing something 
  • if the noise is too much he might tell you to stop
  • but most of the time he just leaves the room so you can keep on going 
  • you dont think he’s actually ever watched you perform, he usually just waits outside to pick you up
  • but he has
  • he’s actually gone to a couple of your performances
  • he acts like it’s not a big deal while watching
  • but at times
  • he’s actually teared up
  • over how cinvining you were to showing pain and saddness 
  • almost as though someone had actually hurt you
  • part of him actually was concerned that him not showing interest in your passion was a catalyst to make you cry 
  • he was actually so worried that he was the reason you cry
  • he makes sure to remind you at randoms times that he loves you, even if he has trouble showing it

hikarimidnightmoon  asked:


YES OMG ASDJKSLAJ danger is so good I don’t want it to be forgotten D: and the part just before hobi’s rap comes in has always been my favourite oh mAN in fact, dark & wild is such a great album if u think about it and I still jam out to it from time to time ahaha

the song “primary” by the cure is not only something i could well imagine snape listening to, but the lyrics correlate so well with the snape/lily timeline.

So they close together,
Dressed in red and yellow

not sure what story robert smith had behind the red and yellow mentioned, but in the context of HP, it brings about the visual of snape seeing lily drift away from him once she is housed in gryffindor. noting the house colors.

A shiny ring
And how I could forget your name
The air no longer in my throat
Another perfect lie is choked
But it always feels the same

ouch. having to watch james and lily fall in love and get married. then, with snape’s feigned loyalty to voldemort, he not only has to keep his pain a secret, but he has to push lily out of his mind to deflect from voldemort’s occlumency. but as we saw with snape’s patronus, he never forgot about her.

this song is so well-performed and beautiful. robert smith sure knows how to write songs that are gloomy and bleak, but that still have these tiny glimmers of crushed hope to make them even darker.

Lucy goes to the EXO’rDIUM!

So, in March I went to the EXO’luXion [dot] concerts in Seoul, and this time I headed back to Seoul for the 2nd week of the EXO’rDIUM concerts.


I bought two of SM’s Global Packages - 1 of them was Premium, one of them wasn’t so I’ll let you know the differences.

This time I’ve actually managed to maintain my bias list… for me this is a miracle! Although, the thirst for ChanBaekSoo is as real as it’s ever going to get! 

This is going to be a super long post, so I apologise. There are a lot of pictures.

If you just want to skip to see what I got when I was out there - here is that post.

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Favourite lines from M.I.T.A.M
  • Hey Angel: Hey angel, tell me do you ever try to go to the other side?
  • Drag Me Down: If I didn't have you I'd never see the sun, you taught me how to be someone
  • Perfect: And if you're looking for someone to write your break-up songs about, baby I'm perfect
  • Infinity: And now I'm one step closer to being, two steps far from you
  • End of the Day: And you follow your heart even though it will break sometimes
  • If I Could Fly: I've got scars, even though they can't always be seen
  • Long Way Down: Built a cathedral, but we never prayed/We had a mountain, but took it for granted
  • Never Enough: Lips so good I forget my name, I swear I could give you everything/I don't need my heart you can break it
  • Olivia: This isn't the stain of a red wine I'm bleeding love
  • What A Feeling: With no way out and a long way down, everybody needs someone around, but I can't hold you too close now/What a feeling to be a king beside you somehow, I wish I could be there now
  • Love You Goodbye: I know you're saying you don't wanna hurt me, well maybe you should show a little mercy/I know there's nothing I can do to change it but is there something that can be negotiated, my hearts already breaking baby go on twist the knife
  • I Want to Write You A Song: Everything I need I get from you/I wanna write you a song, one to make your heart remember me
  • History: Thought we were going strong, thought we were holding on, aren't we?
  • Temporary Fix: All that I can see is you waking up in my t-shirt/Body's saying everything I don't have to read your mind/Let me touch you where your heart is
  • Walking in the Wind: We had some good tricks up our sleeves/You will find me, in places that we've never been for reasons we don't understand/As we raised our glasses up to make a toast I realised you were missing
  • Wolves: I ain't up for debating, ain't enough for the taking, you got the whole world shaking/Ain't going down without a fight
  • A.M.: You and me were raised in the same part of town, got these scars on the same ground/Won't you stay till the A.M/We're just swimming round in our glasses, and talking out of our asses, like we're all gonna make it/Don't wanna sleep cause we're dreaming out loud/You know I'm always coming back to this place/You know I'm always gonna look for your face
To My Wife(If I'm Lucky)

You’re out there somewhere. I take some comfort knowing we look at the same sky every now and then. I wonder if, by any chance we look up at the sky together. Maybe, in some way, that’s why I feel some type of peace looking into the vast emptiness in the distance.

I have no clue if I have met you already, if I have hugged you already and kissed you. I don’t know if I was able to kiss your body and find out what home tastes like. I don’t know if your warm feel and safeness has blessed my presence. I don’t know if your eyes melted my heart and your laugh brought me back to my younger years, where I was once happy. 

But where ever you are, I hope you are okay. I hope you know I am going to love you more than everything one day. I hope you know I am going to do whatever I can for you, even if it kills me. I’ll rub your feet and cook you dinner and buy you flowers and poorly sing to you. Lets…just listen to our favorite songs and slow dance until our feet hurt. Then lets just simply fall into place on the floor and enjoy the silence. Let me hear your heart beat for me. Let me hear your imperfections because they can never EVER negatively effect how perfect I will always think you are…

I will not be easy…this won’t be easy. I will make mistakes. I will forget to take out the trash and I will hurt your feelings. I will say things out of anger, I will act sometimes as if I am not happy about you….but under all of this, please know I Love You. 

Relationships aren’t easy. Marriage isn’t easy…but somewhere, whoever you are, wherever you are… I’ll try and be the best husband I can ever be.

I grew up in a household without a father and a mother who went through several men for the first 15 years of my life to find her husband. I see the way she smiles when he is around. I see the way they argue and are fine when they return from work. I see how my mother feels god when they kiss and safety when they touch. 

I want you to feel that when I am older…when the time is right.

I want home to be where ever when we’re together. 

Heartbreak Girl | Michael Clifford imagine

Requested by allyinwonderlnd, thanks for requesting! It turned out a bit longer than I expected, this was a fun one!

You call me up, it’s like a broken record, saying that your heart hurts

He knew it as soon as the phone rang at 2 am. He knew it could be only one person calling him, and for only one reason. 

“What happened?” he asked when he picked up, not even bothering with formalities.

“He stood me up, again!” you raged, also not bothering with formalities, or even thinking about the fact that your best friend might need his sleep, since he had to get up early for interviews again. You started ranting about your boyfriend, and how he always let you down, and how he didn’t seem to care, and how he was such a dick; and Michael just listened, like he always did, not saying anything.

Because what was he supposed to say? 

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I’m so close to 1k  and I believe this is going to help me reach my goal and I just thought it would be fun!! so rules:

  • you must be following me
  • reblog this post
  • send me your favourite song of your favourite band/singer and I’ll listen and I’ll tell you if I like it or not
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I genuinely can’t stop listening to home. like I always listen to new 1d songs over and over again but I don’t know if I have ever just sat there and listened to a song for hours like I am doing with home.. it’s really just so beautiful?? you can feel the emotions like never before in their voices in the lyrics.. I’m not sure if I’ve ever heard 1d put so much feeling into a song. no matter how many more albums they do or how much time passes - this is the song I’ll probably never forget

anonymous asked:

Aw, can you do the rest of the boys for the one about fighting alot and hearing him say something cute :)? Thanks

Michael A.K.A the original imagine. 


“I’m not doing this anymore. I am not going to sit around listening to how busy you are and how great your life is when you know for a fact that I am having the shittiest time Luke! You know I’m struggling but it’s like because you’re famous you automatically get a free pass to say and do whatever you want. Reality check, that’s a lie.” You yell exasperatedly at your boyfriend who’s heart shatters with every word you send flying across the dark room. 

“Not everything is about you! Here’s the reality check, we’re done.” He yelled back, slamming the door in your face and trudging loudly down the stairs. It wasn’t like this was a rare occurrence. In fact, these fights were so frequent that the neighbours had stopped asking how the two of you were if you ended up outside the apartment crying at two in the morning. Instead now they just had an emergency cup of tea waiting to bring out to you. It was sad that things had progressed that far in the few months that you’d been dating Luke. You loved him so much, there was no doubt in your mind that you wanted to be with him for as long as he’d have you around but you would be naive if you couldn’t come to terms with the fact that your relationship was toxic. 

You composed yourself enough to traipse down the stairs to confront Luke. You knew you’d just apologise and everything would go back to its normal routine. This time was different. Luke wasn’t slouching over the kitchen bench, slapping himself on the forehead repeating ‘idiot’ relentlessly. His soft voice was coming from the lounge room so being curious you poked your head around the corner only to see him with the phone up to his ear and his face buried in his free hand.

“Mum I don’t know what to do. I really messed up this time.” There was a pause as Liz was probably giving some amazing motherly advice or was playing devil’s advocate to get him to answer his own questions. “Of course I love her why do you even need to ask that? You know how amazing she is, you know I think the world of her and you do too. She is perfect for me. We fight but we always work through it. I can’t lose her because I have a big mouth Mum I don’t know what I’d do without her.” He whimpers on the last word. “Mum I have to go, I need to make this right. Not just for this fight but for all of them. We’re done with fighting, we’re going to work this out." 

Calum: (The song lyrics are from “Without You”) 

"No I can’t forget your face as you were leaving.” Calum sings with his guitar strumming a melancholy melody to express his innermost feelings. It was one of those nights and by that it meant that you and Calum had had yet another blow up. You sometimes questioned whether it was because you were so similar that you two seemed like a candle and a match, always setting each other alight. 

“But I guess that’s just the way this story goes. No I can’t forget all of my sorrows when I had you there but then I let you go. And now it’s only fair that I should let you know I can’t live, if living is without you.” He sung with so much passion that your heart dropped to your feet. It was so raw and just by the way he was lost in the music so much so that he didn’t even notice you sneak in and sit on the couch opposite made you realise that this song had been written by him. Tears welled in the corners of your eyes as Calum finished the song the words on the crumpled piece of paper at his feet said was titled ‘Without You.“ 

"How long have you been sitting there?” Calum asked abruptly after snapping open his eyes.

“Long enough.” You admit sheepishly. This wasn’t a part of the plan, you were just supposed to hear the song, not confront him. This wasn’t going to end well.

“I want this to work out so badly. I see myself with no one else in my life. I don’t care that we fight more frequently than any couple should. What I care about is you and our future. We’re going to fix this. We’re going to make this last.” Calum said, grabbing your hand and wiping away the tear on your cheek.

“Do you think we can do this Cal? Do you think we’re ready for this?” You whimper almost inaudibly. 

“I know we can. I love you so much and I would never give up on you or us.” Calum smiled.

“I love you too, so much.” You squeezed his hand and Calum leaped forward to give you a reassuring hug.


“I’m so sorry.” Ashton whispered to the three gobsmacked boys standing in front of him in the recording room. He’d successfully smashed his way through three separate drums in the last hour and it had just become apparent that the rest of the band had stopped playing altogether and instead just watched on as Ashton’s life fell to pieces before their very eyes. 

“Ash-” Michael started.

“Don’t please just don’t.” Ashton groaned, holding up his hand and walking towards the door. 

“Sit down mate.” Luke said, grabbing his shoulder lightly and directing him over to one of the seats in the room. “What’s up?” He asked worriedly, crouching down in front of him. 

“I’m so angry all of the time.” Ashton groaned, running his fingers through his curls roughly, tearing at his scalp as a form of anger management. 

“What are you angry about?” Calum asked, walking over to stand beside Luke, his palm resting on Luke’s shoulder. 

“I am angry at myself. I’m so frustrated that I keep hurting the one girl who means something to me. How is that even possible? Someone explain to me how I somehow manage to make her cry every single time we have a disagreement? Relationships aren’t meant to work like that for fuck’s sake!” He yelled, throwing his drumstick on the ground taking some pleasure in the way is snapped in half. Luke jumped away and Calum took a cautious step back too.

“Do you think maybe your anger is linked to the fact that you can’t work out why you keep going in circles with her?” Michael asked, patting Ashton on the shoulder to calm him down.

“Even if I had a hundred reasons to give up and move on I’d be stuck looking for just one reason to stay. The thing about our relationship is that even when we make mistakes which would cost so many other people the existence of their relationship, I can’t seem to imagine my life with anyone else. That’s why we committed in the first place right? Because we both thought the same thing?”

“What would you tell her if she was here right now?” Michael asked. 

“I want her to know that even if we fight a million times over the most minor things, we will always be able to make it better again. I meant what I said when I gave her the good luck necklace for her birthday, she really is my token of luck and happiness. I want her forever and every single day I come more and more to terms with the fact that she’s the only girl for me there ever will be." 

"I love you so much Ashton.” You whisper through the phone that Luke is holding behind his back. He has been letting you listen to the whole thing and bit by bit your heart breaks to hear just how broken Ashton is. 

“I am making this relationship worth the fight.” Ashton says hardly before you can finish which makes you smile and hang up so you can get over there as quick as possible. 

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