i also think i need help but that's besides the point

anonymous asked:

don't know if you watch pd101 but if you do could you pleaaaase write a kang daniel college!au? he has effectively ruined my life 🙃🙃🙃🙃

i do!! ill write a mini one for him ^^

  • major: public health + paramedic certificate because he wants to work as a part of an ER response team
  • sports: dance team, football team
  • is essentially the school sweetheart and everyone knows him as the guy who’d give you the shirt off his back if you asked
  • quite literally,,,,jisung played a joke once and asked daniel if he could borrow his shirt because his next period class was SUPER cold and daniel,,,,,,,,,,literally took off his shirt
  • rumor has it some chick fainted from the sight of his bare shoulders but no one knows if this was confirmed or not (seongwoo claims it totally is true)
  • but like he really does his best to try and help others out,,,especially freshman or younger students in the course who seem to be struggling with adjusting to like college life
  • he’s like the reliable big brother who is smiley and soft and will teach you silly dance moves on the quad
  • but is also super serious about helping people and isn’t scared of anything, from jumping into a fire to save someone in need of medical assistance to carrying people who’ve broken legs,,,,,,,
  • also let’s take a moment to imagine daniel in the paramedic like get up like the uniform,,,,thank u 
  • everyone thinks its super adorable that daniel’s first rescue story was saving his cat who got stuck in a tree
  • like how TYPICAL and CORNY but also,,,,,,he’s an angel who walks the earth amiright
  • seongwoo is always like “my bestfriend is going to be the next iron man~ captian,,,,where did you study again my dude??? canada?? captain CANADA” 
  • and daniel is like embarrassed but also,,,,,he loves his friends and is happy they support him but seriously captain canada thats worse than when jisung got the football team to refer to him as quarterback cat-lover
  • you’re actually one of the TAs for one of the tests in the paramedic course and there’s a requirement of paramedics being able to carry at least 125 pounds by themselves and you’re supposed to be checking off who can pick up the human dummy and who cant
  • and so you’re going down the list and ur like “next,,,,kang daniel?”
  • and you don’t look up when he steps over you just motion with your hand toward the dummy and you’re like “pick him up and walk three laps around the room”
  • and when you look up you almost drop your clipboard because ,,,, this handsome boy smiles and is like sure!! and uve never seen someone so happy to drag around a plastic human before
  • but there he is,,,,hosting the dummy up like it weighs n o t h i n g
  • and he turns to u and is like “can i try carrying two?” and ur like ,,,,uh,,,,,s,,,sure???
  • and once again he baffles you,,,picking up the other dummy and going on his merry way
  • and in what seems like the shortest period of time than everyone else you tested he does his three circles and stops in front of you
  • carefully setting the dummy’s down and wiping at his forehead,,,,that pretty grin on his face
  • and he’s like “all good??”
  • and ur like,,,,y,,,yes,,,,um,,,,,,,,yes you’re good
  • with a bow he says thanks and leaves the room and you’re like what,,,,,,who,,,,,,,,,,,,,
  • and you look down at his name again and you’re like “kang daniel,,,,,,,are you superhuman/!??!?!”
  • for the next week you can’t get him off your mind,,,and you’re sure it’s because he’s not only strong and cute but because you’ve been a TA for the program for this whole semester and no one has ever just looked that happy to do the tests
  • and one afternoon you’re eating lunch with a friend in the campus cafe when you spot daniel,,,,at a table with his health books stacked up near his tray (which is also stacked with food)
  • ad at some point ur friend is like heY,,, hEY stop staring you’re going to DROOL
  • and ur like !!!!!! WOOPS but they also nudge and are like “kang daniel huh? he’s cuuuuute~ go talk to him!!!” and ur like HA,,,I ,,,,,,,,wasn’tlookingathimiwaslookingathis,,,,,sandwich
  • and ur friend rolls their eyes but when u look back daniel???? is staring back at you
  • and when you make eye contact he perks up and waves and ur like ?????????? looking around and then pointing at urself and he nods and waves u over
  • and u get up and ur friend lets out a whistle as you go to sit beside him and ur like ,,,,hey,,,, and he smiles again and the way his cheeks go up and his teeth show is SO DAMN CUTE
  • and he’s like “not to sound full of myself but i noticed you were looking at me for a while, whats up?”
  • and you,,,,,,almost dIE of embarrassment on the spot because oh frick he saw you
  • but you’re also like o,,,oh i ,,,i was just,,,,,um,,,,,,ur the guy who carried two dummies at the test a week ago??? and i was like oH is that you or not you you kno-
  • but daniel just chuckles and closes his book 
  • and he’s like “yep that was me,,,,,but i dont think thats why you were looking.”
  • and you feel ur mouth go dry and you’re like i,,,, um– but daniel just points to your friend with his pen and is like “do you think they’ll be ok with me stealing you away for a little date to the movie tonight?”
  • and ur like!!!!!!!!! ,,,, o,,,oh and u look at ur friend who just shooting hearts and thumbs up at u
  • and daniel is like lol they remind me of jisung but ur also like ,,,, i,,,i think ,,, they’ll be ok with that
  • and daniel winks,,,handing you the pen and rolling up his sleeve
  • and he’s like “here, write your number down and ill call u to set up a time”
  • and u cant believe it as you’re scribbling down ur number,,,,,but it’s true he calls u around 7 and u guys go see a movie and it’s adorable and daniel is a gentleman through and through paying for everything,,,,,telling you he likes the way you look all serious during the dramatic scenes,,,,holding your hand when he takes you back to your dorm
  • even a light kiss on your forehead,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,it’s a dream come true
  • dating college!daniel: he is really good in all his classes but he tends to be LATE so he’s always rushing in the morning but he never fails to send you a ‘good morning, i love you’ text, doesnt really like coffee so u get into the habit of buying him smoothies and he thinks its cute how u remember this about him also those smoothies are really good for his vegetable intake u are so thoughtful, you and daniel adopt the newest paramedic trainee woojin, daniel is suchhhhh a tease he always sneaks up behind you when ur studying to wrap u up in his arms and kiss on your neck, jisung always makes faces when u guys pda but tbh he loVES seeing daniel so happy with you, seongwoo is like “im his original soulmate” but he’s just joking hehe, daniel sends u pics of cats he sees on the street, you guys get matching rings like a month into it because kang daniel goes HARD for love, favorite dates range from laser tag to night fireworks on the beach, thinks its cute when you wear his flannels to class or during finals because u guys are both studying and u cant see him so often but they remind you of him, daniel takes you with him to get his first tattoo and u hold his hand the whole time, he’s kinda bad at realizing he isnt invincible so sometimes ull find scrapes on him and have to bandage him up, did anyone say morning after laughter under the sheets: yeah i did for KANG DANIEL who loves skinship and YOU 

noolss  asked:

okay al so imagine: Neil and Andrew have been on the same pro team for a while when their nutritionist enlists neils help to improve Andrews diet. the high ups enforce it. how would Neil convince Andrew to eat healthier?? he'll find a way, Andrews jobs depends on it (but like imagine how funny this could be) <3

what’s this? al answering a prompt that’s been in her inbox for seven months? YIKES

  • it starts when andrew opens the freezer one morning for breakfast
  • and there’s no ice cream
  • there’s a bag of peas and sweetcorn
  • there’s an empty ice tray
  • but there’s no ice cream
  • which is strange, because andrew remembers buying some the other day
  • and andrew never forgets
  • he goes back out to the lounge where neil is giving sir an intense stare while scratching behind his ears
  • which is a sure sign of guilt. neil is intense, but he says that the cats are the most calming influence in his life. which is sappy.
  • so andrew stands there and waits for neil to meet his eyes
  • (generally andrew’s found that if he exists for long enough in neil’s presence, he starts talking)
  • (sometimes even when andrew isn’t there neil will start talking)
  • maybe if neil doesn’t respond, andrew’s death glare will develop true murderous powers. that would be a win-win, as far as andrew is concerned.

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Okay but

AU where everything is the same except the shield is an artifact like Mjolnir. Maybe it’s a long-lost Asgardian thing, maybe it’s some other non-Earth object. Point is, the shield is enchanted so that it only obeys the will of the wielder if their primary goal is protection. It’s just about impenetrable, can absorb any shocks, and strong enough to cut through or destroy just about anything–which would make it a perfect weapon, if anyone could figure out how to fucking use the thing. It doesn’t obey any laws of physics or movement as we know it, and SSR spends years experimenting with it until they finally give up and stick it in a crate somewhere. 

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  • Mingyu grew up as the youngest son of a family of three. So kid had fun growing up. 
  • He had so much freedom being the youngest because he was never supposed to take the throne or the stress that came with it. 
  • of course he put this freedom to good use.
  • Since he could talk he would never be in the castle, always roaming around the city with a bodyguard. 
  • As he got older, he’d go on further and further expeditions, going to towns and cities in the kingdom and exploring but also learning from the people there. 
  • He was like 10 but no one can deny the prince.
  • The chefs were 90% sure that letting the young prince this close to an open flame was a TERRIBLE idea but he just looked so excited…. and his bodyguards are scary……
  • When he was 12, he was sent away to a boarding school.
  • and it was one of those, celebrities and royalty from small countries type of gig like it was HELLA prestigious 
  • and he easily climbed to the top of his class
  • Mingyu was blessed with a natural ability to be good at everything. He wasn’t the best, but he could do it all. 
  • and that’s where you came in. 
  • you really didn’t see what all the hype was around mingyu but you didn’t really care. 
  • his following of girls was a little annoying but no one bothered you so you didn’t care. 
  • the problem came when he started being good at things that did pertain to you. 

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More Than Bubbles - Part 1

Okay guys.. SUPRISE I am joining the club.. This is the first fic I have ever written. Please keep in mind that English isn’t my first language but I tried my best. I didn’t felt self conscious enough to even try writing a fic. Until a couple days ago when I had this dream and I couldn’t get this idea out of my head. I just needed to write it down.

A huge THANK YOU to my twinny Emma @fillthevoid-stilinski for motivating me and giving me enough courage to even post this. Plus for answering every single one of my stupid questions and most of all for proofreading and editing this. I love you a lot ❤️

 And also thank you to @cynicallystiles for helping me out 💜 I really appreciate it 😘

 Please let me know what you think and if you wanna have a part 2 because that’s not the whole story I had in mind… I just wanted to wait and see what you guys think.

Part 2

Pairing: Stiles x Reader

Words: 1273

Warnings: bullying, fluff 

Originally posted by teenwolf--imagines

Scott, Stiles and I have been best friends ever since I can remember. Our parents knew each other in high school. I don’t know how it feels to be without them and to be honest, I don’t want to. They’re not only my best friends but for a long time my only friends. Ever since I was a little child, I was very shy and self-conscious about myself. I never felt like I was good enough, pretty enough or thin enough. But those boys always made sure I didn’t feel lonely. It has always been just the three of us.

That changed sophomore year of high school when Allison moved to Beacon Hills and Scott fell in love with her. From the moment she walked into our classroom, I knew he fell for her hard. I knew that because he looked at her the exact way I look at Stiles. Yes, Stiles. He may be more than just a best friend. For a long time, I had unexplained feelings towards him. Stiles doesn’t know about these feelings and it has to stay that way. Our friend group grew a little more since Allison and Scott got together three years ago. Lydia, Malia and Issac had joined the group as well. 

I feel safe when I’m with my friends but when I’m alone, it feels like everyone is staring at me. I hate walking to classes alone, Stiles always try to escort me because he knows how anxious I can get. But sometimes it isn’t possible, like right know. I’m walking alone to my next class feeling everyones eyes on me when I hear someone say “Look who is walking all alone today. I wonder if her ‘friends’ finally noticed that they were way out of her league! She is just a fat pig. I mean look how pretty Lydia and Allison are.” I feel the tears slowing coming but I can’t let them see me weak.

I start walking faster until I’m in the bathroom and just let the tears flow down my cheeks. Luckily I’m all alone and nobody can hear me cry.

After a couple of minutes, I try to get myself together because I need to go to class, I can’t afford to fail any classes this year. Staring at my own reflection in the mirror, my eyes are a little bit red and my mascara is a bit smudged but I didn’t care enough to fix it. All I can think about is that they are right. I’m not good enough to be friends with them. Not pretty like Allison or Lydia. Not good enough for his love. And I never will be.

The sound of the bell ringing for the next class rips me out of my thoughts. I pick my backpack off the ground and rush out of the bathroom directly into Stiles arms. “There you are Bubble! I was looking for you!” I smile a little at the nickname he gave me back when we were children, I was totally obsessed with blowing bubbles.

“Wait were you crying in there? What’s wrong?” he asks me after realizing the state I’m in. “Oh it’s nothing.” I shot back hoping that he wouldn’t ask anymore questions.

I start walking away as fast as I can. “Y/N ?! Wait!” he yells after me but I already disappeared into the crowd of students to avoid explaining why I was crying.

I can barely concentrate in class. My brain keeps wandering back to the situation earlier. Dark thoughts clouding my mind to the point that I can’t take it anymore. Without thinking and saying anything, I grab my stuff and just run out of the classroom, out of the school. I just want to go out home and be alone.

It has been 6 hours since I came home from school. Luckily my parents are currently away on a business trip so I could just lay in my bed and feel sorry for myself. And that was exactly what I was doing for the past couple of hours. I didn’t even bother to take off my shoes or unpack my stuff.

My mobile was also still in my backpack and thats why I haven’t read any of the 15 messages and didn’t see the 7 missed calls Stiles has left.

You can imagine how confused I was when I heard the front door open and footsteps running up the stairs. Stiles opens the door to my room, an angry look on his face. I sit up slightly and stare back at him.

Before I could say anything, he starts yelling, “Are you fucking kidding me? I tried to call you like 3 billion times! First, I find you crying in the bathroom and don’t tell me you haven’t cried because I am not stupid!” He closes his eyes, steam nearly coming from his ears, “And then I hear that you just run out of class without any explanation? I worried about you! Why are you ignoring me? Did I do something wrong? Please tell me what happened!”

I immediately start crying again and bury my head in my hands. Loud sobbing noises leaving my lungs. Stiles comes over to my bed and sits down besides me. He embraces me tightly and I just let the tears out. Even though I thought I hadn’t any left. “It’s okay Bubble.. I got you… I’m here.” he says while stroking my hair softly. 

“You shouldn’t be here.. You shouldn’t waste your time on me. I’m not worth it.” I say quietly and it came out more as a whisper but it was loud enough for him to hear. He leans back a bit and takes my face in his hands; One hand on each cheek. He looks me deep in the eye and says “Don’t be stupid y/n. I don’t want to hear that ever again. It’s totally bullshit! Who is saying that?” My eyes wander around the room while explaining to him what happened earlier, avoiding to continue to look in his.

A part of me was afraid to sound stupid. Another part was afraid to realise, based on the look in his eyes, that they were right.

When I finish my story, he stands up from my bed and angrily wanders around the room.Is he angry at my? Is he trying to find the best way to tell me that it is true? That I am indeed not good enough to be friends with them?

He sits down next to me and his eyes find mine again. He takes a deep breath and says “I want you to listen to me okay? Don’t tell Scott I said this but you are the best human on this planet. You are so kind and loving. Remember when my mum died? You were the only person who could make me laugh. I don’t know what I would have done without you so many times. You are my best friend and I love you. You hear me?” His face was so close to mine that I could feel his warm minty breath on face.

A small tear rolls down my cheek which he wipes away with his thumb. My lips slowly curling into a weak smile. He smiles back at me. I could feel the butterflies dancing to the melody of his words in my stomach. All I wanna do is kiss him right now; I believed every word he said. And god knows I love him too. I love him more than I ever loved blowing bubbles. Just not in the way he loves me.

Deaged Part 2

So you all asked for it. Here it is :)

“You are pretty good with him.” says Gamora when Peter feeds Tony his bananas and apples.

“Well its pretty easy. He is such a good boy.” says Peter and Tony giggles.

Tony sits in his highchair and swings his legs a bit. He is pretty happy today. To be honest he is happy all the time.

“Can i have more please?” asks Tony when he finishes his last banana and Peter nods.

“Course, bambino.” answers Peter and goes towards the counter. Gamora looks at Tony and Tony waves shyly at her.

He likes all the Guardians a lot. Drax and Groot are always playing with him. And Gamora gives very good hugs and Rocket is really funny.

The kitchen door opens again and Peter looks up. Sam enters the kitchen with Bucky and Steve.

“Why not?” asks Steve angrily and Peter sighs. These kids are so frustrating.

“I told you. You had enough sweets for today.” says Sam and he smiles at Peter. He looks pretty bad, like he didn’t sleep at all.

“But he gets to eat sweets!” says Bucky and points at Tony in his highchair. Tony shifts around in his chair. He looks pretty nervous already.

“He isn’t eating sweets. He eats his fruits.” says Peter and shows Steve and Bucky the bowl.

Both gag at that and Peter rolls his eyes.

“Do you want to eat alone?” he asks Tony, because Tony likes to be feed by Peter, but when the other kids are with them, he feels embarrassed about that.

“Alone, please.” says Tony smiling and takes a piece of his apple in his hand.

He puts it between his teeth and grins. Peter laughs.

“Stop being so cute!” says Peter and steals a banana piece.

“No!” says Tony back and giggles. He kicks with his little shoes again and even Gamora laughs at that.

“Who would have thought that Tony Stark likes to be called sweet.” says Sam but he smiles. Tony grins shyly up at him.

“And yours? Still trouble?” asks Peter and winks. Sam groans.

“You have no idea.” says Sam and looks at Steve and Bucky. They are sitting on the ground and argue again. Seems like they still want their sweets.

“Petey?” asks Tony and Peter looks back to him.

“Yes bambino?” asks Peter back and Tony takes his bowl firmly in his hands.

“Can i go down?” he asks and Peter raises his eyebrows. He doesn’t know why Tony wants to be put down. Normally Tony likes it in his highchair next to him.

“Yeah i think so.” says Peter and picks Tony up. He sets him down and Tony holds the bowl even tighter.

Carefully he goes over to Steve and Bucky. He is still unsure on his feet. Peter thinks it was more important to Howard that Tony could talk perfectly and work with robots than to walk.

Tony wobbles and then sits down in front of Steve and Bucky.

He holds the bowl out.

“Sam! What does he want from us?” asks Bucky and he looks angry at the bowl. Sam growls quietly.

“I’m sure he wants to share his dessert with you.” says Sam and Steve laughs.

“We don’t want fruits!” says Steve to Tony and pushes Tonys shoulder.

“Thats not nice!” says Tony and stands up again.

He holds his bowl out again. Peter isn’t sure if he should interact or just wait.

“Fruits are imp-po… good! You need to eat them!” says Tony and takes a banana for himself. Peter smiles.

“No!” says Steve and pushes him again. This time Tony falls on his butt.

“Steve!” says Sam and goes over. Peter jumps up at that, too. He wishes so bad Steve and the others would be nice to Tony.

“Oww.” says Tony and then he weeps bitterly. Peter is there in a second.

“Oh bambino. I’m sorry. Don’t cry please. Does it hurt?” Peter is nearly hysterical.

“M-mean.” stutters Tony and sniffles.

“Say sorry!” says Bucky now and he looks angry at Steve. Sam is still scolding Steve.

“What?” asks Steve and looks at his brother.

“You were mean to him! He cries because of you.” says Bucky and Steve looks guiltily at Tony.

“ ’m sorry Tony.” says Steve angrily. Tony sniffles again.

“ ’s okay.” whispers Tony but Sam shakes his head.

“It’s not okay. Steve we don’t push people and we also don’t yell at them. Go to the corner. Ten minutes.” says Sam and Steve goes grumpily.

Tony calms down at that and looks at Steve.

“What is in the corner?” he asks then and Peter chuckles. He picks Tony and his bowl up.

Tony takes a banana immediately.

“Nothing. He just needs to sit there so he can think about what he did wrong.” explains Sam and takes Bucky on his lap, when he sits down at the table.

Bucky is quiet. He was in the corner two times yesterday.

“Oh. Please i will never have to go there!” says Tony and his big brown eyes look at Peter.

“Don’t worry. You are such an angel you will never have to go there.” says Peter and Tony looks relieved.

Peter kisses his forehead.


Later when they are all in the living room Peter reads a comic. This is the first time they are all quiet. Coulson left earlier to go to Shield and Peter was horrified at first.

But now the kids are all playing quietly.

Tony plays with Eddy alone. The rest plays together. But Tony doesn’t seem to mind that. He giggles with Eddy and draws Peter a picture.

Peter has already over twenty on his wall.

“Can i play?” asks Clint and Peter looks up. Because Clint is asking Tony.

“With me?” asks Tony and he looks so happy at that. Maybe he would finally get some friends.

“No with your raccoon.” says Clint and Tony looks down at that. His underlip wobbles but he doesn’t cry.

“Y-yeah.” says Tony then and gives Clint his Eddy.

Peter frowns.

Clint throws Eddy up in the air and then catches him. Tony doesn’t look happy anymore.

“Not so high. He… he doesn’t like that.” whispers Tony and Clint chuckles.

“He is a stuffed animal. He can’t like things.” answers Clint and throws Eddy again.

The other kids are now watching them and Natasha wants to take Eddy.

“Give him to me!” says Natasha and tugs at Eddys tail. Peter stands up at that, but its to late.

The seam tears and then Natasha has the tail in her hands and Clint the remaining part.

Peters heart breaks when he sees Tonys face.

Eddy loses his stuffing and Clints throws him on the floor.

“Oh oh.” he says and Natasha looks really afraid.

“Yeah oh oh!” say Coulson who stands in the doorway.

Peter doesn’t care about that. He picks Tony up, who is not crying and that makes it even worse. Then he takes Eddy as well. Carefully with the stuffing and the separated tail.

When they are back in their own apartment he sets Tony down on his blanket on the floor where he has all his toys.

Peter looks at Eddy. He doesn’t know what to do.

“They  - they made him owies.” whispers Tony eventually and Peter looks at him. Tony rubs his eyes and then he cries silently.

“Oh baby.” says Peter and kneels beside him. He hugs Tony and kisses his wet cheeks.

“I want him back.” cries Tony and Peter rubs his back.

“Of course you will have him back, hm? I’m gonna get him to the stuffed animal hospital and they will make him better, yeah?” asks Peter then and Tony rubs his eyes again.

“R-really?” he asks. And Peter nods seriously.

“I would do anything for you!” he says and Tony seems speechless.

“Promise?” he whispers and Peter kisses his cheek again.


Peter smiles at him.

“Why did you gave him away?” he asks then because he thought Tony would say no to Clint.

“It’s important to share.” whispers Tony and Peter can’t believe it.

He is so cute!


It takes him the whole night. But he watched Youtube videos and asked Jarvis for help and he sewed Eddy back together. It doesn’t look great. But the tails is back at his place and that matters.

“Eddy!” squeals Tony the next morning when Peter wakes him up and shows him Eddy.

“He told me that he missed you!” says Peter and Tony giggles.

“Raccoons can’t talk!” answers Tony and kisses Eddy on the nose. Carefully he examines the tail and then nods.

Peter sighs. So Tony approved of it then.

“Well i can.” says Rocket grimly and Tony giggles.

“You are weird.” says Tony then and taps Rocket on the nose. He does that a lot. Peter is afraid one day Rocket is calling him out for that but Rocket just shakes his head.

“Yeah? And you are…!” he starts and Tony looks with his big eyes at him. Rocket struggles visibly.

“…cute.” ends Rocket than and Tony looks down.

“The other kids don’t like me.” whispers Tony then and Peter smiles sadly at him.

“Thats because they are assholes.” says Rocket and Tony gasps.

“No bad word!” he giggles and points at a corner. Peter laughs.

“Yeah bad word Rocket. Ten Minutes in the corner for you.” says Peter and Rocket frowns.

“What? You can’t tell me that you actually want me to go in the corner? What am i five?” yells Rocket and Tony laughs.

“Corner!” yells Tony back and Rocket growls. But he goes to the corner. Peter bursts with laughter.

“Love you.” says Tony and blows Rocket a kiss.

“Jaja. Love you too, you incredible sweet human.” mutters Rocket and Tony smiles at Peter.

“You are our incredible sweet boy aren’t you?” asks Peter and kisses Tonys cheek loudly. Tony squeaks.

“Yes!” he giggles and Peter can’t help it. He likes this a lot.

Tony doesn’t need the other kids or avengers. He has them. Maybe one day he could be friends with them again. But he will always be their cute little boy.

Be My ♥ Color

a/n: be more chill x soulmate au. :o if you wanna be tagged in the series letmeknow.kbyethanx. Updates on Thursdays & Sundays. Any Filipino friends/readers wanna help me out :0 Michael being biracial I wanna have a little more substance to him. I’m hispanic so I have one side of him covered but its unfair to only depict that side. I’d love the input/help to give Michael all of his canon qualities ^^ pleaseandthankyou
summary:  Jeremy Heere never knew he missed something until he realized he was living a world not only devoid of colors but of a soulmate. After a terrible incident he’s found himself chasing after colors he wants; and realizing there are some colors he needs as well.
warning: He’s a mean one, Mr. Squip
w/c: ~3.1k
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“What do you mean we WON’T be doing a Midsummer Night’s Dream!” Christine groaned after being peeled off the ground and placed on a chair, holding  an ice pack someone had run to the nurse and got for her. She looked up at Mr. Squip then turned to Mr. Reyes who didn’t seem as bothered about all this as Christine.

“Mr.Squip and …the board suggested a slightly …different approach so we can attract more of a crowd this year.” He explained calmly.

Christine shook her head and slowly placed the ice pack aside. “What’s wrong with Shakespeare’s approach on theater!?”

“He’s DEAD, Canigula, let him go.” Mr. Reyes sighed, then slowly walked over to her and whispered. “The popular kids are going to be lending a hand, with them on board we have a chance of saving the theater!”

“But sir, since when does the theater sell out it’s morals like this?” She pressed one final time.

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  • y’all are disgustingly cute
  • like he looks all cocky and confident
  • nd tbh you thought he was a fuckboy at first
  • but then he got really shy and stuttery when he asked you out
  • spoke a mile a minute honestly
  • “heydoyouwannagooutwithmesometime”
  • nd you’re like boy slow down what are you saying
  • nd johnny overheard and decided to help be an “”””official translator”””
  • “I think he is asking you on a date or maybe he’s telling you there’s something in your teeth it’s hard to tell”

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soft-smoll  asked:

What would the RFA dress up as for Halloween?

° a|n: i’m going to say what they’d dress up as + what they’d do heh
+++ have a happy spoopy halloweeeen  (*≧∇≦)°


° Yoosung

  • Halloween is is favourite time of the year because he can go dressed out as whatever he wants!!
  • but most importantly
  • HE CAN FINALLY PROVE HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND [no one believes him]
  • he wants to show his ‘manliness[okay qt] so he dresses up as a LOLOL warrior - buuuut he doesn’t buy his costume no
  • apart from him being broke - he wants to make the costume at home
  • asking you for help you both spend weEKS on the costume making sure everything is perfect down to the T
  • all the SMALLEST details are covered, he even asks you to plan his hairstyle for the day
  • ….you guys are co-ordinated as fUCK
  • “Yoosung.. you have’t done any of your college work..”
  • so when the college Halloween party actually arrives he flips the fuck out and he’s ready to show you off to the world \ (•◡•) /
  • stays by your side the WHOLE time telling everyone you’re his girlfriend
  • and we’re totally partners in LOLOL too who’s jealous??
  • “…nO Yoosung we can’t fight the other people no matter how much stronger we are together seriously for the last tIME”
  • “but does he know that we’re actually dating anD OW OKAY DON’T PINCH ME” [tough warrior my ass]
  • after he’s proven to everyone he has a girlfriend he gets bored
  • so you both end stealing sweets from the bar countertop and shoving them in your pockets - you need SOME candy right??
  • escape the hall with a trail of sweets falling out behind you
  • end up changing out of your outfits and going home to change into my comfortable clothes and playing games while munching sweets
  • he freaks out despite saying he’s okay - but you know better
  • so you suggest video games and that was the end to the perfect night

° Zen

  • Beauty and the Beast but the hella sexy version
  • he wanted to showcase his good looks and you got to also be by his side wearing a sexy outfit [goals]
  • originally you were supposed to wear a cute dress as the beauty
  • buuuut seeing Zen wear an unbuttoned shirt made you think twice
  • the second he sees you in a sexy revealing dress his heart drops out his ass
  • and holy fuck why do you have a whip what kinda princess-
  • “what.. you look um I uh”
  • he’s speechless?? [srsly well done he’s never speechless]
  • you’re usually quite conservative but christ you’ve got it going on tonight?? can halloween be every day I can offer you my soul
  • takes muscle in his body to actually leave the house without taking you there and then - just wait for later
  • you know that one couple that just kinda does their own thing in the corner - yeah thats you guys he’s super protective
  • LOTS of couple mirror selfies at the venue and its super cute as you have literally 1000 photos of him kissing your cheek 
  • he totally didn’t to that on purpose to feel ur ass cheeky bastard
  • but mf almost turned into an acTUAL BEAST WHEN SOMEONE APPROACHED YOU 
  • “yeah.. he better be, eyes off her legs” UHH ZEN??
  • he can’t take his eyes off you even when you try get a drink - he’s walked into 4 people and knocked their drinks over
  • wanting to take advantage of his flustered self you make sure he has a clear view of you dancing while he’s talking to his friends
  • splutters on his beer what the hELL ARE YOU DOING??
  • lol ur screwed when u get home literally
  • he gets up grabs your arm making you follow him outside
  • you already know where this is going you wanted this

° Jaehee

  • pooooor bubba - almost had a heart attack when you scared her as she woke up on Halloween
  • refuses to go out to a party and don’t even get me started on trick-or-treating hell no what no waY??
  • BUT she really can’t resist your pouty face and agrees to dress up with you as LONG as no one else sees [..you can always take secret pics??]
  • so you both dress up as the main leads in Zen’s movie - and one of them so happens to be a maid
  • she helps you decorate the house a bit so that when people coming knocking on your door later she has enough to give to everyone
  • seriously - she’s stressed out she doesn’t have enough
  • “…we have 27 tubs of sweets.. that’s more than enough Jaehee”
  • she can’t help but glance at herself in the mirror a few times in her cute lil outfit - why didn’t she do this before?
  • even makes Halloween themed pastries to give out to the children at the door and spends hOURS decorating them 
  • so by the end of the night you’re piled around tubs of sweets and pastries - nice work mum
  • she was expecting them to be super annoying and cruel but she can’t help but smile giving out candy to children with you
  • can’t help but frown when she sees a cat though
  • when night falls and everyone’s gone home you have a few leftover sweets 
  • so she makes both of you some pumpkin flavoured drinks [she’s really into halloween now?? wahEY]
  • that night you took a million pictures of Jaehee serving children at your front door and in her costume and sent it to eVERYONE
  • ZEN WAS SO HAPPY [back off boi]
  • but Jaehee was also super happy and but wouldn’t admit it - she was already planning next year’s outfit and treats 
  • (◕‿◕✿)

° Jumin

  • you know him, he’s willing to try what you want to try 
  • so when you explain Halloween to him he’s super confused since he’s never really understood the concept of it before
  • but he willingly accepts to do the ‘traditions’ with you
  • “…But why do they carve pumpkins?”
  • “It’s scary”
  • “No.. it just looks tacky and why do they” LISTEN M8 IDK!!!
  • but he agrees to help out because this was a day he could wear his cat ears and collar that was in his cupboard without being judged
  • YES
  • decorating the house he goes above and beyond - why are you putting up fake spiderwebs, we can just get rea- 
  • explaining ‘trick or treat’ to him would be so funny because he wouldn’t understand why you’d ask other people for sweets??
  • “can’t people just buy and keep their own sweets this is giving me a headache”
  • you DRAG him to a house to do trick or treat and he gets so red and embarrassed he literally runs home - nope not doing this again evER
  • next stage: eating sweets
  • you give him some the single sweet he managed to collect from the house and it’s a ‘sour ball’ HIS! FACE! IS! SO! F U N N Y
  • he’s starting to think Halloween is just torture
  •  why do commoners do this I’m going insane why am I dating MC
  • last part of the day is you watching scary movies together
  • BUT  his mind is blown at the fact you want to torture yourself like this you don’t even like scary movies what is this??
  • he doesn’t even flinch at the horror movies but ends up pulling you to his chest when you jump in fear and reassures you its a film
  • such a tiring day??
  • but it was all worth it when you Jumin and Elly took a ‘family’ selfie with kitten ears [not him, you did or else i’d be blurry af]
  • “.. so does this Halloween occur every year?”
  • bonus: Zen dying at the video of Jumin saying trick or treat in a mono-tonal voice and the person at the door laughing at his costume poor bby


  • the devout catholic wants to dress up as an angel 
  • you bicker about who would be a cuter angel [he would]
  • so he decides to make a costume one last minute and keeps it a surprise from you and reveals it in the evening
  • its a 2D car made out of cardboard with two cutouts so that you both could see and while walking 
  • such fuCKING DORKS - you’re wearing a onesie underneath too jesus
  • tbh I don’t think you’ll ever see Saeyoung happier than he is now?
  • you’re the oldest people who are outside knocking on other people’s door but you’re also the happiest
  • you have b u c k e t s of sweets and you ignore all the weird ass looks everyone else is giving you [kids envy you]
  • at one point some kid tries takes one of Saeyoung’s buckets and he was about to go crazy
  • you had to calm him down before he actually chased the kid but he was pouty for the rest of the night - besides you had about 8 buckets
  • the car outfit was a great idea but it had a few ..problems?
  • .. and that was the first time you ever walked into the mens toilet but you were t r a u m a t i z ed 
  • you’re the last ones out giggling on the streets until you’ve literally covered the whole neighbourhood
  • another struggle of the car was actually getting through the door and you’re both pressed up against each other trying to get though
  • eventually you just break the cardboard car and tip the sweets on to the floor settling down to watch a movie
  • don’t get me wrong you’re both REALLY scared of horror movies so you both end up not sleeping 
  • you just scream at every stupid jumpscare until dawn while eating a l l the sweets you collected until dawn
  • “I’m never.. eating sweets again”

A QUEEN (Bellamy Blake x Reader)

Request: Hi! Can you do a Roan imagine where Roan wants to find a queen for his people, and he meet the reader for the first time (the reader is from the Ark) and fall in love with her at first sight? Sorry if I wrote something wrong, English is not my first language. Thank you so much! 💙


Roan, standing tall and proud looks among his followers and they bow down to him, their king. There’s an empty space beside him where a matching throne should be. His eyes glance at it and he has a thought. He knows what’s missing not only for his people, but for him too. A Queen.

As his people and ambassadors sit down, finished paying their respects to their leader, Roan sits down too. It may seem like a rash decision but Roan knows what’s right for his people. He’s a true leader. He always has been, he was born for this. 

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biivory69  asked:

Oh this is so exciting! The ship needs more love, so happy to see this happening. Could I ask for Tony not getting through the portal in Avengers. It closed and the blast sent him deeper into space and also put him in a coma like state (almost like the cyro freeze) but the chemicals in space cause Tony to lose all memories related to himself. Cue Guardians finding him and Peter falling for the strange man wrapped in metal floating in space. -please and Thank you!

Thank you so much! We thinks its pretty exciting, too! I changed the timeline a bit (like always) so watch out for that, haha :p

Also it got a bit long and i don’t know if thats what you wanted. Hope you like it anyway!


“What the fuck is that?”

Peter looks up from his monitor and sees Rocket next to him. They  just had finished another mission and heard that Terra had a problem with other… uh aliens?

“What is going on, Rocket?” Peter asks then and Rocket points at something, that Peter can’t see clearly.

“I don’t know. Looks like a…ship?” Rocket answers and he shrugs. Groot sits on his shoulder and nearly falls down at that.

“So small?” says Peter and pushes another button. He needs to see more.

Just a few hours ago they saw some Chitauri ships. Completely destroyed. Even Gamora was impressed and that means a lot. So they knew the chitauri were gone, but they still wondered who beat them.

Maybe that could be the answer.

“Does it make a move towards us? Or is it…i don’t know it looks like its just floating.” Peter says then and Rocket looks at his own monitor.

“Nope. Nothing. I can’t even get a signal.” answers Rocket and they hear the door, before Gamora enters their cabin.

“Everything alright?” she asks then and Rocket shows her the little red and gold spaceship.

“Unknown ship. No signal.” summarizes Rocket for her and she nods slowly.

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Scandal Review 6.02- 'Careful What You Wish For, Love.'

Oh this episode will go down as one of my favorites for many, many, many reasons that I will explain later. I decided to do this review different only do to this episode being filled with such goodness nearly every scene. This is a complete scandal episode review from every scene that I loved.

We start this episode off at the Republican National Convention where Mellie is giving her speech about women having a seat at the table that was once exclusive for men only. The speech makes an impression on everyone but more so Marcus who is moved to tears by Mellie’s speech….* sips tea* Marcus looking at Mellie the same way Olivia looked at Fitz when he publicly declared:

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-Uh, I miss my babies when their only troubles was that he was the President.

Mellie celebrates her victory and thanks everyone for all their help but as Olivia is barking orders, Marcus isn’t paying her any attention but instead Marcus lingers around and whispers in Mellie’s ear “told you so."  A spark is ignited and Olivia caught it right away warning Mellie once Marcus left.

"Mellie be careful with Marcus, I see the way he looks at you.”

Mellie is excited about Marcus better yet anyone looking at her that she’s blushing and wanting to know in detail just how he’s looking at her but Olivia nips that quickly reprimanding Mellie.

“Senator, he’s young, he admires you, he works for you. Don’t.”

 It’s the “Senator” that gets me. As we all know when Olivia is looking to distant personal life from professional life she will constantly redirect by using their title “Governor Grant, Mr. President, Attorney General, etc.” Mellie is know different.

Olivia is watching her life being played out right in front of her with Mellie and Marcus and the sight is unnerving for many reasons which is why she tells Mellie to leave Marcus alone. Because Olivia too was young and she admired and fell in love with the President that she worked for. Olivia has seen this story but this time she wants a different ending.


There is a flashback to the night of President Elect Vargas murder which actually gives good details once you’ve seen the episode.

Once again Olivia is back at the White House trying to get Fitz to investigate Cyrus for being at fault for killing Vargas but the entire time Olivia is rambling and arguing with David and Abby he’s just sitting their watching her cause he knows baby girl is on a witch hunt and it’s just best to let Olivia get her crazy out, but she doesn’t let up when Fitz told her he already had the FBI look into it causing Olivia to refer to them as “scrubs”

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Now, who is in the FBI and what has the FBI done to Olivia to make her recoil and through such shady shade. And just like that we find out when Broad/Emily walks in with her natural hair and melatonin popping.

DAMN! The look Olivia gave Fitz when she heard broad’s voice… oh shit! Now, I am more curious as to whether Olivia has ever discussed “Angela” with Fitz cause the look she gave Fitz seems to tell me that Fitz might be aware of their past and oh do believe these two successful black women have a past. But Broad walks in throwing equal shade at Olivia and not giving a shit that the President is in the room, but Olivia once again “attempting” to separate her personal life from her professional calls the Broad “Ms.Webster.” but she just responds with “Olivia”

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Now, this woman hasn’t been in the damn oval for a hot minute and her ass is throwing some serious shade, she needs check herself before Olivia Fucks her up. Olivia mockingly tells Angela that she means no offense “obviously” but ole broad ain’t with that fakeness and calls Olivia out.

If looks could kill, this girl would be eight feet under and Olivia would still be bashing her with a chair until she was another six feet more. I know she has dealt with Olivia before but she hasn’t dealt with this Olivia- this Olivia is a b613 thug, she killed the Vice President. The tension in the room is felt by everyone but Fitz moves past is, asking Angela who is the director of the FBI have they found any substantial evidence pointing at Cyrus and the SECOND she moves closer to Fitz, Olivia subtly blocks her path to him. Sorry, Ma’am thats as close as you will be getting to my boo boo.

YESS! I love a petty and jealous Olivia. Angela/ Emily/ broad just doesn’t know how crazy and low Olivia will stoop when she feels someone is trying to take something or someone that belongs to her. But, wait a minute…I thought she was over Fitz. Anyways, Olivia and Fitz are arguing in front of everybody and I have this distinct feeling that Olivia relished having Angela in the audience with a front row seat at the ‘Olitz Chronicles’ but I caught Angela’s eye pop out when Fitz mention the house in the woods blowing up… uh oh, besides Olivia and Fitz’s entanglement it seems Angela is connecting the dots quickly. Fitz moves in very close to Olivia and tells her that the election is over and that she needs to let it go. Olivia is down right appalled that Fitz is letting this go but Abby knows this won’t stop Olivia if anything it will encourage her to keep going which she tells Fitz who orders her to get him a confession so that they can move on because Vargas funeral os tomorrow.

Olivia isn’t ready to move on and she most certainly will not back down. The question I have for Olivia is what are you fighting for- are you fighting for your life that you desperately want back or are you fighting for power or maybe both. I think time will answer this question for us.

Ex- Lady gang

My, my, my these two have gotten close and I mean like best friend kind of close with both of them bashing their same ex husband. Olivia and Mellie are on the phone talking about that bastard Fitz who’s giving Cyrus the oval. Olivia has found a companion in Mellie where they bash the men they love and share a glass of wine but Mellie doesn’t let it take first place in her life because when Fitz said Teddy was asking for her, she stopped what she was doing and went to see her son.

Sike! It wasn’t Teddy but Fitz tricking Mellie and Cyrus, telling them to come up with a plan save America. Boy, I love me some Presidential Fitz. Cyrus tells Mellie to become his Vice President but Mellie goes on her tirade about being “equipped” and that she’s “experienced” ….Mellie needs to go to sleep with all that foolish cause she is not qualified nor was she a suitable candidate either with her 1.2 months of governmental experience…Mellie, kick rocks! Cyrus tells Mellie that he’s innocent this time and that’s he’s not the bad guy in this situation; Olivia is. But Mellie isn’t with that and turns down Cyrus rejection cause she knows Olivia is the good guy and she already paid her members fee to the group.

Mellie and Marcus

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Abby summons Jake and the first thing he brings up is that he 'hears’ Olivia is on a war path for the body in the cabin… hoe, how you know this.  Abby being a big red dog wants this case closed down so she hires joke to handle it for her. Because she knows Jake doesn’t want Mellie to win. Ugh, Abby. I thought you learned by now not to cross Olivia and then you help the command fam by getting a written confession by the hands of Jake. I see you Abby and I am not impressed with this constant need to flex your power because you know in a matter of months you will be once again powerless.

 Marcus catches Mellie in the White House and runs to see if she’s okay. Wow. We get it Shonda, Mellie and Marcus are paralleling Olivia and Fitz’s relationship. How Fitz would run to Olivia to see if she was okay and that he missed her. (2X08) Mellie tells Marcus not to pretend that he cares for her when he is just like every man she has ever loved, they never chose her. Now, Mellie is right though. Fitz never chose Mellie and Andrew most certainly didn’t either so when it comes to the love department Mellie is constantly looking for someone who will love her and choose her. To be honest, I actually feel and understand because Mellie is like all of us looking and wanting a love that can be life changing so I understand her quest for something real when all her life she has believed that pretending is real.

 Olivia needing the footage and information from the FBI decides to have dinner with her old school nemesis Ms. Webster. The two congratulate one another on being mature adults now…* sips tea* yeah these two probably went to school together and constantly competed against each other. Olivia and Angela bond and share stories about what it means to be a successful and powerful black women and for that I salute Shonda and I also agree with their relationship as it is a constant in most black Women’s lives. Instead of us seeing another black women as our sister or ally we see them as our enemy whose trying to take something from us. Yas, Shonda ; I see you and I hear you, sistah.

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Olivia makes a simple comment about the President being lucky to have her and much to her surprise, Angela immediately starts blushing causing Olivia’s head to jump up and look at her with a pointed expression. Olivia doesn’t keep this knowledge to herself but quickly exclaims “oh” because she’s at a lost that Angela has a thing for her man. Angela down plays her attraction for Fitz saying “she would never, they go way back.” And all Olivia can do is chuckle because she knows Angela and  knows that Angela is after her man after all he is “attractive, magnetic, charismatic.” You know what, for a guy Olivia doesn’t love and is completely over she used quiet a bit of adjectives to describe Fitz, and Angela agreed that Fitz is all those things but she would never do that to Olivia. And for the first time since the dinner Olivia lets out a sigh of relief that Angela isn’t after Fitz  with an eased “okay”  but then Angela said “unless you give me the green light”


Can we take a moment to appreciate the gift that is a petty and jealous Olivia Pope. She is the gift that just keeps on giving. Broad is playing with fire and she wants Olivia to give her the green light so she could date her ex boyfriend who just so happens to be the most powerful man in the world and the same man Olivia is still very much hung up on… Olivia ain’t going to give you no green light so you can walk away with her prize, nope. Olivia is going to you a black eye instead of a green light; ok Ms. Thang. I love this entire dialogue and undertone of this scene because it says so much without giving much away. Angela, asked Olivia if she has feelings for him or anything but instead of answering Olivia agrees that Angela should ask Fitz out, especially “if he says yes, then of course.” Olivia being extra shady and petty with that jab because Olivia doesn’t think Fitz would go out on a date with Angela. I’m not sure why Olivia would think that Fitz would declining Angela’s offer, maybe Fitz is aware of their past or maybe she feels that Fitz isn’t into black women but either way Olivia does a good job at pretending and selling Fitz to Angela a with plastered fake “great” smile.

What the hell is Olivia doing. Olivia is playing with fire, she came to this dinner hoping to get something out of it and she did but she never counted on Angela getting something in return. Instead of walking away from the dinner feeling victorious, you can see Olivia regretting her decision to have dinner in the first place because nothing is going as she planned and hoped for. Makes you wonder why the hell this is all for. Be careful what you wish for, Olivia. Olivia is thinking she is handling and shutting down this case but the only thing she is doing is opening the door for more people to enter. Man, I am completely happy and pleased with Angela’s involvement in this storyline cause Olivia needs to gain some perspective.

I love the contrast between Angela and Olivia. Angela is wearing black and white. Olivia is wearing all black. And my friend Jane mentioned Angela drinks white wine and Olivia drinks red. Completely opposite people with similar goals and wants. I am here for this development.


Abby is really flexing that power with her red jacket, she sitting in the chair at the FBI like she’s running the place, and well… she is. Abby was able to stop the director of the FBI from entering the interrogation room. SHIT. Talk about a blow to the ego and the gut. Nothing shocking but Jake walks out with a signed confession. Yawns. Fast Forward. Cause ain’t nothing scary about labia lips.


Louise has finally joined Thelma at their headquarters where Olivia is finally able to have a glass of wine with her friend but Olivia isn’t really into drinking right now nor is she interested in talking about election. Their are more pressing matters to discuss like how Broad is trying to get into their gang and steal their prized boo. I love that it is clearly troubling Olivia that Angela is wanting to make an attempt at Fitz. Now, Let’s be clear. Fitz is the only man that Olivia has ever truly chosen and loved without being influenced by outside forces. Olivia and Olivia only choose Fitz. This moment is distressing for Olivia considering that Angela is equally accomplished and beautiful and worse of all she very well might have it all if she gets Fitz. But before Olivia could even begin to talk here comes meek David.

Shonda is testing me. Why is she bringing David’s ass to OPA to ruin what would have been an excellent moment for Olivia to talk about her feelings and the past. Sigh. David comes to OPA crying about the republic, blah, blah, blah.

Olivia goes to the White House to see Fitz but Big Red has that door locked and she’s not for Olivia coming in and killing her vibe. And actually uses Olivia’s own words against her.


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 Marlie and Me

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Mellie calls Marcus and tells him about Cyrus wanting her to be his VP and basically asking for advice on what to do. Once again we get the parrels to Olivia and Fitz’s relationship and their dynamic, even to this day Fitz still wants Olivia’s help, he even asked Olivia what to do with the presidency which he threw in her face- not cool by the way but still these two people have such a foundation with one another that it’s almost second nature to seek their counsel. Before hanging up, Marcus tells Mellie that he would choose her but she just has to choose him. Aww.But still. Fast Forward.

We flash back to the campaign and the Ex-lady gang is sitting on the couch plotting together until Olivia looks at Mellie’s blissful gaze and she knows what better yet who Mellie has done because their was a time when Olivia too had that same look. Mellie describes her moment with Marcus as a catharsis, how she’s been reborn under his magical touch because she sees now how beautiful and bright life is after living in the dark for so long. Mellie is a believer. And the thing she believes in, is love.

There is no mistaking how the screen pans to Olivia’s saddened face at the mention of love. Love is the one thing Olivia wants desperately yet she denies herself the privileged of knowing what love feels like. Instead of relishing in the warmth of love, Olivia feels compelled to run from it and go back to safety and anonymity of the dark. Mellie, tells Olivia that she has gone so long without love that she misses it. And it’s painfully clear that Olivia too misses the comfort familiarity of love. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again. When Olivia finally decided to embrace her relationship with Fitz and to feel the warmth of his love on her skin, it changed her. So when Mellie asked Olivia.

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“Is this what you felt with Fitz? Because if it is. I understand. You should have It. I should have it. Everybody should have it. It’s happiness. I’m happy”

This statement is completely underrated. Mellie is telling Olivia that if she loved Fitz  then she should never deprieve herself of the fulfillment that comes with love. The heart hungers for affection and as humans we suffer enough as it is, why must we add to our suffering when we can be happy. For years Mellie has degraded and cheapened Olivia and FItz’s love often referencing to it as tawdry affair but now Mellie is able to sympathize with Olivia in a way she never has before. She sees now. Mellie has now given Olivia her blessings to be with Fitz if he makes her happy. The beauty of this dialougue is that Mellie doesn’t shy away from love but she welcomes it with open arms, open legs and with an open mouth. Mellie is in love and she’s not afraid of it which is the exact opposite of Olivia who had love but ran from it. Olivia tells Mellie she’s happy for her but the look in her eyes tells a different story.

 Olivia has lost too much and she can’t bear to lose her closest friend now. Everyone is growing up and moving on with their lives except Olivia. Mellie’s bad habits mirrored Olivia’s where Olivia felt half way decent about herself because Mellie never required her to look at herself in the mirror and fix herself but now with Mellie seeing baby Jesus and the light, Olivia would be losing her too which would leave Olivia completely and totally alone. The idea isn’t pleasing to Olivia and so she does what she does best, she fixes the problem. She plants a story in Mellie’s head about Marcus using her to advance his career and that he has been in scandals, etc. But Mellie doesn’t fall for the bait, she’s seen the light.


Abby needing to one up Olivia and keep her power goes to Mellie’s office and tells her that the reason Marcus got the job at the White House was because Olivia wanted to break them up. They flash back to the campaign, Olivia tells Abby that she needs for her to give Marcus a job because he has something going on with Mellie and she can tell that it is more than just a fling. Abby remarks that Olivia wants her to break them up the same way she broke up her and David. Yes. Abby! Someone needs to remind Olivia that she is playing with peoples lives and relationships and she doesn’t get to say who stays together and who breaks up just because she wasn’t brave enough to fight for her own relationship.

Upset and rightfully so, Mellie walks up to Olivia’s apartment and ask her if she gave Marcus the Press Secretary  job and Olivia’s response was all Mellie needed to know. She’s completely shocked that Olivia would stoop this low, especially after everything they have been through. Mellie can’t believe that Olivia is the one person  that has successfully destroyed every relationship that she has ever had. Mellie asked the question we are all dying to know “why are you doing this?” “What is wrong with You?” The answer is quite complex; Olivia destroyed Mellie and Marcus’s relationship because misery loves company and Mellie leaving her would require Olivia to look at herself and her actions , and that is not something Olivia wishes to do. But also I think when Olivia looks at Mellie and Marcus she sees her and Fitz and what they were like when they first met and fell in love. Olivia was trying to change history and erase her memories of her and Fitz had someone interfered with their relationship and broke them up. Like Olivia said in 5X03:

“If I never laid eyes on him then I wouldn’t have fallen in love and he wouldn’t have fallen in love. That may have made for two more lonely people in the world, but also a lot less pain and heart ache…is the coming of two people worth all this destruction, all this attention. If it was a choice who would choose this kind of love. So I wish we never met. But we did. And I tried and failed and tried again and failed, to hide, to stop loving him but I couldn’t, I was weak.- Olivia Pope

Part of me feels like Olivia was trying to see through Mellie what life would have been like had she stuck to her plan and not been weak and fallen in love. Olivia probably feels she was sparing Mellie the pain but the thing about it is, that Mellie wants to feel and she’s not afraid of it but welcomes the sensation. Rowan controls Olivia’s relationship but that doesn’t give Olivia the right to control everyone else’s.  Olivia echoes commands words when making her point about how Marcus would have caused a scandal and is a political nightmare but more than that; Mellie doesn’t get to have both. 

You get to be powerful, you get to change the world. You don’t get to be vulnerable, or weak, or compromised in any way, by any one. You said you wanted the oval, Mellie, and it was my job to get it for you. There are sacrifices.

Mellie doesn’t get to have love, and be 'weak, vulnerable and compromised. Mellie gets to be 'powerful, and change the world.’ Mellie can’t have both and she can’t see that, the same way Olivia couldn’t either so Olivia made a call to steer them in the right direction. Granted, this is Olivia’s own feelings about the impossibility of having it all. Mellie rightfully pissed off tells Olivia that she’s going to take Cyrus’s offer to be Vice President now that they are over and wishes Olivia good luck getting back into the White House, because without Mellie, Olivia is all alone.

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Now that’s what I call a read. Ironic, that Olivia tried desepareatly to keep Mellie and she still ended up leaving her. Olivia’s nightmare came true she’s all alone now with no choice but to look at herself.

 Dejected and depleted Olivia goes to OPA where she tells Quinn and Huck to wrap up this case because they no longer have a candidate. This conversation quickly turns to Quinn’s looming engagement where Olivia very obviously projects and stresses to Quinn that she should get married because:

"He somehow loves you and you somehow love him. And you’re looking for excuses because you are scared. What is stopping you from accepting something some people never have? What? Share. your. life. because you’re not tethered to power, because you live below the radar, because you are free from it, because you can. You are being offered normal, maybe even happy.The fact that you are questioning whether you should take them , frankly is annoying… Live, you get to live and love and be happy. Do you know what some people would give for it.”

Quinn concedes and Olivia feels slightly better now that she has steered Quinn in the right direction.

The scene picks up with Frank Vargas funeral. Touching scene with Marvin singing in the back how the good die young, fitting scene but a somber one considering Frankie would have down this fictional realm some good.

Mellie walks into Oval but is stopped by Charlotte saying that President Grant is in a meeting . Both Mellie and Olivia are adjusting to having boundaries in the White House that they both once ruled. Mellie walks into the oval and waits for Marcus to show up and he does but Mellie isn’t there.

Instead Mellie returns to Olivia and ask Olivia “did it hurt this bad when you left Fitz?” After a long pause Olivia finally answers “yes” handing Mellie a glass of red wine. The two sit down on the sofa but Mellie is looking at Olivia and you can tell that she knows something is wrong with Olivia but once again we are interrupted with Huck this time.

Here’s the thing. Mellie and Marcus are not Olivia and Fitz, not even close. But for years Mellie has wanted answers, as to why her white, successful, powerful husband would chose a black women over her. Mellie has tried to make sense of their relationship and has asked Fitz before what it felt like to be so hot for someone that you could barely breath. Mellie has cheapened their relationship every chance she got but it’s only now after experiencing something that feels real with Marcus that she sympathizes for olitz and their forbidden quest of being together. Finally, Mellie understands why once you go black you never go back. So throughout the episode, Mellie would asked Olivia, is this what she felt because she needs confirmation that if she feels this way for Marcus then she can only imagine what Olivia felt for Fitz. Mellie is desperate for love and honestly I want her to have it  because like she said, everyone deserves it.

Olivia spots Fitz on the Truman Balcony and with a deep breath she walks out to face him, only this time he’s not alone.

Fitz has taken Broad to the Truman Balcony where Olivia declared her love for him. This sacred monument has been tarnished, and Olivia feels the weight of this betrayal though it isn’t really.

picture: @dontfrget

I can’t . This hurts my heart and though I enjoy watching Olivia squirm and hear the ticking of the clock. This has to be a mighty fall and bruise to her ego especially when she told Angela to “go for it” if he says yes. Olivia, never expected Fitz to actually say yes. Granted, we don’t’ why Angela is there but from the looks of It, Fitz and Angela are looking pretty close. When Olivia saw them together I love that Olivia pulls her cape tighter around her chest in hopes of shielding herself from the visceral stab to her heart at the sight of the man she loves moving on with his life without her. And I peeped those dark green purse and gloves, Olivia is rocking with that envious face.

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Olivia is mad as hell and disgusted by what she just saw. Olivia is literally seething with such hidden jealously and anger. Olivia Pope is ticking. And when she turned her eyes on Angela, boy oh boy. Angela, please believe me when I tell you that you are in danger. If Angela thinks Olivia is going to step aside and let her walk away with the only man she has ever loved then she has another thing coming. Better yet the fact that Olivia has access to Fitz’s private chambers and is allowed to come and go as she pleases should speak volumes. When it comes to Fitzgerald Grant, Olivia Pope will always find her way to get close to him somehow. Watch out people, Olivia is out and she’s not going to be backing down.

The video Olivia hands Fitz, is of Frankie yelling at Cyrus and vowing that he would remove him from his ticket and that over his dead body will he allow Cyrus to be his Vice President. Now, this evidence still yet to be proven and I’m still not sold on Cyrus being the murderer but the play on words. Yikes.

After showing the video, Olivia gives Abby a knowing look. Yup, bow down big red cause Olivia Pope took you back to school. Olivia moves rather close to Fitz and asked him almost intimately whether they should call the Justice Department now, which causes Fitz to bark at Abby to call David.

 Olivia after successfully stopping Angela’s groove and having Fitz make Abby call the Attorney General to look into Cyrus as being a suspect.

She’s back bitches, and she came to slay.

Olivia Pope is getting into formation.

Side Note:

This episode exceeded my expectations tremendously, less plot and more character driven narratives are always my preference and this episode delivered on so many levels. BRAVO. BRAVO.

 - and don’t think I didn’t peep olé dad on Olivia’s coffee table smiling at his 'ultimate predator’. You really are Rowan’s child, Olivia. Do better.

-ready to get the backstory on Olivia and Angela’s relationship, and watching Olivia foil Angela’s plan.

-Me calling Angela ‘Emily’ is because of a story I’m writing that takes place in season 6 so you’ll hear that name from time to time for my own joy in pissing people off.

-But can we salute Olivia on this continued growth because she is seeing the error of her ways, and is trying to get her life back. She’s doing everything she can but I don’t believe Olivia has contemplated what life would be like post-Fitz.

 Time is ticking. And just like Olivia and Fitz; Mellie and Marcus are far from over and I enjoy their relationship as it seems to correlate with Olivia’s own with Fitz.

Awesome episode, for me a thousand times better than the season premiere. 

Until Next Time…


Okay I know that its already late for me to say this but still I wanna say something about exo 5th anniversary v live. Before that, you might want to watch the video first. *if u cant find it, u can dm me? I think… bcz I want to put the link but I afraid the owner might be dont like it idk*

First, the vlive was proposed by Baek. He is the one who want to make it as a gift for fans and yeah of cz Chanyeol gonna realized it for him thats why he was the one who started the live.
FMO since it was Baek’s idea so of cz Baek was there from the beginning I mean on the same bed with Chanyeol. The moans at the beginning also cant help but to prove he was there *i didnt notice it at first but thanks to ppl on twitter n @awkwardmickey if im not mistaken to point out about it damn I was hardly listening to it* .. but of cz Sehun gonna sat beside Chanyeol *not gonna make it obvious right*. Actually even when Sehun already came and sat beside Chanyeol we can see he was conversing with someone in front him where we can see Baek was sitting on the bed too after the screen showed all the members.

Should I talk about the bowling part too?? Chanyeol kept on emphasizing on his addiction with bowling these days and we all know with whom he spends until late morning playing bowling 👀👀 I actually lowkey hoping that Baek will say something about bowling tho but he jz said that he sleeps in dorms and playing games and workin out sooo yeah we know chanbaek right??? Gotta be secret with everything.

Okay..okay..okay… lets skip all the glances and stares games cause damn booiiii theyre soo obvious were eyexxxxing with eo all the time.

Move to the part of introducing of the Baek’s solo teaser. First, look at possessive Chanyeol when he asked “Baek with whom?” then he took the phone from Jongdae *like mann you dont need to take the phone actually, everyone can just look while Jongdae hold it*. Or maybe Jongdae is the one who gave it to Chanyeol cz he knows the priority *we know what kind of troll he is haha&. After that the moment he said “Ill wake you home” TWICE; he turned back to Baek while saying it and Baek definitely smiled to him the second time he said it. Theyre looking at eo AGAIN. And Suho look at the camera and Jongdae at that time tho, he was like…. “what? What? What? Stahp it u two lovebirds” directed to Chanbaek. *they knew…they awareee*

Thus, the time the members seem so lost and asked who is the actress in the mv and there was Chanyeol knowing everything in saying “aaa..aaa..”. Of course Baek will tell and share with him everything..The reactions of the members tho..hahhaha like the situation is so awkward everyone was going “aaa….” like to cover the situation. And the way Baek was trying to convince the actress is nothing to him “she is too tall.. she cant lean on me blablabla” *maybe to convince certain giant that he is the only one that he can lean on lol excuse me hahaha*

Note: I really want to insert gifs an pics in explaining all the things but being the lazy person I am, I cant do that. I am too lazy to edit the video to gifs and pics. So, maybe anyone who happen to have a lot of time can do it. @ me when you do that hahahha…

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Can I have a bitter tony post cacw who decides to be a little petty and passive aggressive by cutting the avengers off but also being unfailingly "polite" when he interacts w them? I know passive isnt his style but thats the point bc no one expects it and no one really knows how to handle it bc tony is a master at this type of interpersonal game when its not w his family/friends & the avengers stopped being in that category after Siberia. And they look awful to the press bc tony is being SO NICE

The Avengers touch down on American Soil again on a rainy Thursday afternoon. Tony Stark is standing with the accords assigned delegate, the poor woman, at the end of the runway. 

“Hello, my name is Jessica.” She says in greeting, holding out a hand. Steve shakes it easily, smiling. “I am a delegate for the UN Accords committee here to oversee your reading and signing of the Accords.” She explains, Steve’s smile drops. 

“A pleasure to see you again Steve.” Tony smiles broadly at him, holding out a hand to shake before Steve can attempt to hug him or something. Steve shakes his hand amicably. 

“We’ve been looking forward to returning to the compound.” Steve says, gesturing to everyone. Tony projects apologetic discomfort. 

“I’m sorry, nobody told you?” Tony asks, and Steve balks.

“Told us what?” Clint demands, pushing past Jessica to stand beside Steve.

“The compound was opened last month as a school for enhanced individuals.” Tony explains, tilting his head down to look apologetic. “It’s no longer a base of operations for any active operatives.” Clint looks outraged at this news, and Steve seems similarly upset. “You have to understand, I had no idea you would be coming back.” Tony explains. 

“That was our home Stark.” Wanda says, and the others nod their disapproval. Jessica nearly snorts at how apologetic Dr. Stark looks.

“I understand, and I am truly sorry, but you’ll have to find your own places now.” He explains sparking more outrage. Jessica raises an eyebrow at them as they demand Dr. Stark pay for their housing. 

“Under the Accords it is a conflict of interest for any one team member to be responsible for funding the others.” Jessica explains, shutting down any further arguments. “The UN will compensate you for time spent in the field or training, which can be done at the UN training facility for mutants in DC.” 

“Of course.” Steve says, and an uneasy feeling settles in the pit of her stomach. The anger from before is gone, replaced with a smiling easy going Steve Rogers.

Being the delegate for the ex-Avengers is a nightmare, and Jessica hates everyone involved in giving her this position. Steve Rogers still doesn’t know how to shut up and act like an adult, and the whole group seems to think Dr. call-me-Tony Stark personally wrote the accords. Still after a month and a half of hammering the Accords into their heads a few of them have managed to reach active status.

 Rogers squeaked by on his psych eval, but passed the physical with flying colors. Sam managed to pass both easily. Wanda failed her psych eval, and the control test for her powers. Scott has elected to work separately from the Avengers, and Jessica doesn’t blame him at all. Barnes is still working to get the code words out of his head. Things are finally looking up for Jessica. Then the PR nightmare that is Steve Rogers ends up in front of Tony Stark, and a camera at the end of an Avengers battle. 

“What did you do to Clint’s arrows?” Steve demands, Tony pulls of the Iron Man mask looking absolutely lost. 

“Nothing, I have no involvement in the making of your weapons, it’s against Accords policy.” Tony explains. Steve steps closer throwing his imposing stature in Tony’s face.

“Clint said the draw time was slower, the quiver isn’t as quick, and the tips aren’t switchable. What did you do?” Steve demands, and Tony takes a step back clearly uncomfortable. 

“That is what the government can afford to make to arm him I guess.” Tony says, looking apologetic. “I do not touch any of your weapons, and all Stark Industries property was repossessed while you were away. Frankly, I am not permitted to work on weapons for you guys, the UN can’t afford my consulting fee.” Tony explains.

“We almost died over your consulting fee!” Clint screams, storming up to him bow in hand. Jessica groans at the sight of PR nightmare number two. 

“Sorry, thousands of police officers body armor is higher on my list of priorities than making you free weapons that only you will use.” Tony says. “I would love to help, but my time is better spent protecting the hard working police officers. Not to mention the time spent on prosthesis since Germany. I need to focus on the bigger picture, helping as many people as I can. I’m sure you understand.” Tony says, and then the face plate snaps shut and he takes off. The video goes viral, and Jessica nearly faints from relief when the UN appoints a full PR team to work with the Avengers, and allows her to manage the X-men instead. 

  • tmr books: minho tells thomas that he loves him, thomas constantly comments on how muscular minho's arms are in unnecessary detail eg. 'he could almost see the blood pumping through them' and 'minho's powerful arms folded and tensed, veins bulging all over the place', thomas's heart 'aches for minho', a sentence like 'thomas met minho's gaze' almost every other line, minho hates teresa and brenda for no reason other than that they spend time with thomas eg 'and for some reason minho gave brenda dirty looks the entire time' (jealous.mp3), minho grabs thomas by the shirt and pushes him against a wall; he also climbs on top of him and holds him down when thomas is hijacked and refuses to get up even though thomas has a knife ('minho had pinned thomas’s arms to the ground. he hovered over him, heaving to catch his breath. 'im not getting up until they let your mind go') which makes thomas want to smile, it also says that thomas's midsection arches upwards and his body bucked and minho presses down - that's called grinding folks, they risk their lives for each other countless times, minho tackles to the ground and 'punches the living crap' out of the guy who shot thomas, dashner said in an interview that minho and thomas have the closest bond,thomas's heart skipped a beat when he saw minho, minho runs backwards in the lightning storm to help thomas up when he falls, risking his own life in the process, also thomas screams when minho is hit in the lightning storm to help minho even though he ignored every other glader who fell; minho then 'wrapped one of his arms around thomas's neck' and they moved together, 'thomas rammed into minho [...] thomas quickly spun to grab his friend, wrapped his arms around his chest and squeezed against his struggles to escape, minho pulls thomas into a bear hug when they're reunited, when thomas thought he might die he typed goodbye messages to brenda and minho and nobody else, when jorge offered a deal in which he'd help the gladers but would have to kill minho in exchange thomas refuses even though this might endanger everyone else, looking at minho and thinking how he is his 'true best friend' makes thomas have to 'hold back the tears', minho never once questions thomas's judgement even when every single other character questions him and he follows him into anything, 'no way, me and you', 'i'm with thomas. i'm with thomas one hundred percent', just going to repeat this one - minho told thomas that he loves him. like that's an actual thing that happened. they constantly joke around with each other it's srsly flirting, 'if there was a person other than teresa on the planet he (thomas) could truly call a friend, it was minho', minho calls thomas 'baby' and on one occasion it gives thomas butterflies, when minho reunited with thomas he said 'i've been shucked and gone to heaven' aw, minho says he bet thomas cried every night missing him and thomas says 'yeah', minho curls up and goes to sleep at thomas's feet, minho puts all of his faith in thomas from the very beginning eg by making him keeper of the runners while every other glader doubts him which also means minho is going against the people he's known for years in favour of thomas, he also gives up his own leadership role to make thomas keeper of the runners and also tells thomas 'okay greenie, you da boss', when group b take thomas away (after minho trying to fight back) minho yells after him that they'll find him, 'thomas heard a distant voice, screaming the same words over and over, something about him. about protecting him as he ran. it was minho' hashtag protective boyfriend minho, 'thomas made his decision; he liked minho', thomas says he felt disgusted when brenda tries to kiss him and thinks 'maybe it was the drug. maybe it was teresa. maybe it was -' at which point minho starts talking, thomas says to minho 'i won't keep anything from you. and she knows it, too.', minho says 'if you die i will NOT be happy' to thomas, thomas 'hadn't realized how important it was that minho still believed in him - it went halfway to giving him the courage he needed', minho has surgery to remove the wicked device from his brain while thomas is asleep and when thomas wakes up, minho is sitting in the chair beside his bed. this means minho woke up after his surgery and got up and moved to the chair beside thomas's bed, 'thomas could only worry abut minho', 'your eyes dont lie' minho can literally tell whether thomas is lying by looking into his eyes; thomas also does this bc he says he can tell by the 'hard glint' in minho's eyes that he'd been through an awful time, minho gives thomas nicknames and they always have playful banter, 'the two of them then looked at each other for a long moment, catching their breath, somehow reliving those few seconds all the things they’d gone through', 'even though he couldn’t see minho, he knew his friend lay only a few feet above him. and it wasn’t just the snoring. when someone is close by, you just know it', when jorge was kicking minho, thomas's hands clenched into fists and he hated jorge and wanted to 'beat him like he'd beaten gally'; he'd beaten gally for killing chuck, so the fact he wanted to beat jorge as badly as he'd beaten gally for just kicking minho shows how much it angered and hurt him, possibly hurting him as much as it hurt him when chuck was killed, 'minho smiled, a very welcome sight' aka thomas likes his smile; he also 'couldn't believe how good it felt to see minhos smirky grin again', they playfully punch each other on the arm, 'minho studied thomas' is said at least three times in the first book alone aka checking thomas out, thomas says minho has beautiful hands, thomas often refers to all of the gladers just as 'minho and the others', newt says to thomas 'then you're minho's' and thomas replies 'sounds beautiful', thomas and minho share a bunk bed, when thomas says he'll go somewhere with brenda minho shakes his head and says 'no way, me and you', thomas says he couldn't handle losing minho, 'remember that i love you'
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Here is the deepest secret nobody knows

You can’t say you hadn’t see that coming.

You’re not surprised.

You saw the signs maybe even before Kara did. 

Hell, even before Maggie and that's saying something.

She’s your little sister, after all. Your best best friend, your family, your hero.

You know Kara like the back of your hand, she always wore her heart on her sleeve, her emotions easily readable through her facial expressions and body language. 

And she can’t hide the fact that she’s completely in love with Lena Luthor. Not anymore.

But of course, you already knew that.


“Clark’s in National City!”

You look up just in time to see Kara sliding inside your lab, her red cape flowing graciously behind her and you try to stifle a laugh when you notice she’s trying her best to not start jumping up and down in excitement. 

“Yeah, I know, I just saw him outside remember?” You respond with a light chuckle. “And I still think he s-”

“Stop talking about my cousin’s smell!” Kara quickly cuts you. “He asked me to help him, can you believe that? I’ll visit Lena Luthor with him later to see if she had anything to do with the Venture explosion.”

You frown at that because… well, you don’t exactly trust the Luthors. You were there when Lex tried to kill Superman for the last time almost three years ago with the blade made of kryptonite, his war suit making him almost as strong as Clark.

Fortunately, the DEO was there and they managed to get him in jail for the rest of his miserable life. 

But still, your sister was Supergirl and there was a Luthor in the city. Of course you were worried. 

“Just be careful, okay?" 

Kara smiled and kissed your cheek.

"Always.” Then she walked out.

Later that evening she texted you saying that apparently Lena was clear, and she had a feeling the young woman was really just looking for a fresh start for herself and her company. Plus, she was really pretty.

Agent Danvers [18:46]: And how does that make her innocent? 

Lil’ Sis [18:47]: It doesn’t! It was just a comment, Rao…

You only roll your eyes at your sister.


Lena Luthor shot Corben to save your life.

So not a villain. Maybe.

Kara decided to become a reporter and you’re very happy for your sister, because you know she can’t be a superhero 24/7, and the whole gang celebrates her first article about the Luthor alien detection device with a special Game Night.

“She talked about Lex today.” Kara says after you both start to clean her kitchen. 

“What?” You raise your eyebrow at Kara from your spot at the sink.

“Lena. I went to visit her at her office.” You see the way she bites her bottom lip nervously, as if waiting for you to yell at her for going there, but when you don’t, she keeps saying, “She was adopted too. She said Lex was such a good brother and now… she looks so lonely.”

You don’t say anything because you don’t now what to say. Kara has always taken people’s burdens as her own, but this time you realize it hits very close to home.

Then she smiles and suprises you with a tight hug.

“Thank you for being such a incredible big sister!" 


For the next couple of weeks you don’t have too much time to think about Lena Luthor, and about how Kara was right when she said she was very pretty, because you already have too much in your hands trying to get the alien fight club down with another pretty girl. 

Wait. You didn’t mean that. Detective Maggie Sawyer was insufferable! Completely insufferable… and okay maybe a little pretty, but only a little!

You’re surprised when Kara says she asked for Lena’s help to get the next fight club location, because you still don’t know how to feel about Lex’s sister.

You don’t think she’s a threat but she’s still a Luthor. 

But then again, you have all those new feelings inside you and you need to talk with your sister about how lost you are and about how you think you’re in lo-

And Lena Luthor gets in your way.


And… maybe you’re not as straight as you think you were, but did you just spot the gay in Lena’s eyes as she glared at you?

"She’s my sister.” Kara says and Lena visibly relaxes when she looks back at your sister with soft eyes.

You’re so silly. 

Just because you realized you’re a lesbian it doesn’t mean every woman you’ll meet is too. 

After that, you’re very glad to hear from Winn that Lena saved everyone’s asses (including Kara’s) with her field generator.

He and Kara keep gushing on and on about how smart and brave and pretty she was in that black dress and you pretend you didn’t see the way they blushed after agreeing to that. 

You also pretend you’re not heartbroken because you didn’t get the girl, but that’s just life.


You totally get girl.

You’re here and you’re queer and you’ve never felt so happy in your entire life because you have a girlfriend!

A very hot and very badass girlfriend.

You walk in Kara’s apartment without knocking like you usually do to give her the news, but she’s not expecting you like she usually is after hearing your familiar heartbeat from the corner of the street.

She’s distracted as she types away a text on her phone, giggling when she reads the response.


She suddenly looks at you with widen eyes. 

“Alex! I didn’t hear you coming.” She pats the spot beside her and you move to sit there as Kara types something quick in her phone with a small smile, before leaving it on the coffee table.

“Who were you texting?” You ask with a smirk because you know your sister and her silly smiles. 

“Oh! No one!” She replies too quickly and too loudly for you to believe that.

“You’re a horrible liar.” You say with a chuckle and she blushes. “Was that Mon-El?”

You know that not too long ago Kara finally got over James and you’re happy they’re still good friends.

(You’re happy you didn’t have to punch his face.)

You see the way the dexamite keeps staring longingly at your sister and how she sometimes stares back, as if thinking about the possibility that that could be something, that she could have what Clark has.

Maybe Mon-El wouldn’t be your first choice for someone you’d want your sister to fall for, actually you don’t think there's anyone worthy of Kara, your precious innocent baby sister, but you’re in love and you want her to have it too. 

“What?! No! That's not Mon-El!” Kara says, scrunching up her nose.

“Okay…” you bite your lip. “James then?”

“What are yo- no! It’s not James. It’s Lena.”



“Lena Luthor?”

“Yes.” She admits. “We traded numbers after the police sent her mother to jail. I wanted to thank her for saving the entire alien population in National City. I mean… I told her Supergirl told me that, because… you know.”

You nod. You were ready to tell Kara ‘I told you’ when Lena surprised all of you, including J'onn, by betraying her mother. 

She saved hundreds of innocent lives and Kara was the one with a smug smile after everything.

“How is she?”

“She has been better. She sent her mother to jail, so it wasn’t easy, but she told me she’s glad no one died because of a Luthor this time." 

You notice Kara’s very proud of Lena for that, if the smile she’s trying to hold back it’s any indication, and after everything Lena did for the the past few months, you decide to give her a chance from now on, after all, Kara trusts her.

"Anyway, you wanted to talk to me about something?" 

You smile.

"Guess who got the girl?" 

She squeals and wraps you in a hug.


All of the evidences tell Lena’s guilty.

But Kara is having none of that.

You’ve never seen your sister defend someone so much to the point of going against everyone, punching cement blocks all over the training room. 

And that’s how you find her.


She’s breathing heavily and you approach her slowly, looking down at her hands closed in fists. 

“I don’t want to talk right now, Alex.”

You cross your arms over your chest, but you don’t leave. And she’s not pushing you away either, so that’s something. 

“You need to calm down.”

She smiles bitterly, surprising you, because the last time Kara acted like that she was under the influence of Red-K.

“You want me to calm down? Lena is inocent and now she’s stuck in a cell all alone because your girlfriend arrested her without even letting her explain and you want me to calm down?!" Kara yells, pointing a finger a you.

"Hey!” You yell back. “Maggie was only doing her job, she has nothing to do with it!

"She has everything to do with it!”


She shakes her head, moving to sit on a bench, elbows on her knees as she rubs her face with her hands. 

“She’s innocent, I know she is.” Kara whispers.

You sit next to your sister, trying to calm down too, before wrapping an arm around her shoulders. 

“Everything’s gonna be fine.”

But you don’t know that. Not when later Kara flies after Lena without even considering Metallo might explode everything around him. 

Of course she succeeds and carries and injured Lena in for the DEO doctors to check on her.

Through the infirmary’s glass you see the way your sister’s running her hands carefully through Lena’s hair and how she caresses the CEO’s cheek with the tips of her fingers, before walking away with a pained expression, probably so Lena couldn’t see Supergirl if she woke up.

You’re not sure why you feel like you’re intruding in a very intimate moment. 

(In the back of your mind, you know why.)

When you visit Kara the next day after reading the amazing article she wrote about Lena being innocent, it feels like you just stepped inside a flower shop. 

There are so many flowers.

You’re very confused when Kara tells you later she kissed Mon-El.

Game Night was full of tension that week.

Kara still refused to share a full sentence with Maggie since the day she arrested Lena, and both of them were too proud to be the one to say sorry first. 

Mon-El had been all over Kara and yet, somehow, she didn’t seem all that interested anymore.

You remember seeing him move to kiss her mouth and she quickly using her superspeed to turn her head and laughing at something Winn had said, the dexamite planting a kiss on her cheek instead.

When you’re alone in your apartment with Maggie after everyone leaves, you feel your girlfriend poking your ribs to get your attention.

“Babe, I have a theory I want to share with you… but brace yourself because it might come as a shock.”

You frown.


Maggie took a deep breath for the drama effect and you can only smile at your girlfriend’s antics.

“I think little Danvers has the hots for little Luthor!” She says quickly.

You blink.

“Oh. That.”

“What do you mean 'that’? It’s a big deal, right? Wait…” Maggie gasps. “You knew already!”

“I had a feeling.” You confess. “But she’s with Mon-El, so… I’m confused.”

Maggie chuckles. “I'm not. You Danvers girls and the gay panic walk hand in hand apparently.”

“Hey!” You shove her away playfully and Maggie gives one of those laughs that shows off her dimples, making your heart melt deliciously. 

“Seriously, though. She wants nothing to do with that outer space man child and I still feel like she might split me in two with her laser eyes. And I’m pretty sure I managed to see her planning a date with Lena through a text.”

“They’re trying something called kombucha.”

“It’s a lesbian drink, honey.”

You laugh, leaning in against Maggie and letting her wrap her arms around your body.

“I just want her to be happy.”

“I know, baby.”

You’re both not surprised when Kara sends you text not even ten minutes later saying she broke things off with Mon-El.


Your head moves from side to side as you follow Kara pacing around the training room. 

“She has a boyfriend!” Kara grumbles.

“Ex-boyfriend.” You say.

“They were together for five years!” She whines.

“But only dated for two." 

"They made science together!”

“Are we talking about science or se-”

“I don’t like him!” Kara interrupts you. “And I don’t trust him! I know he’s up to something and I’ll find out what it is.” She started to pace again. “He won’t fool me with that beard of that hair or those eyebrows. Lena deserves better… but the way she looks at him…”

You can’t stand it anymore.

“Kara, do you want to tell me something?”

She looks surprised at you, like only now she understands her own words and how she just spilled them out for you.

“I-I… No.”

Then she walks out of the room, bumping against J'onn on her way out. 

You’ve never seen him uncomfortable, not even when he had to pretend to be Kara as Cat’s assistant, but the way blushes all the way to the tips of his ears when he looked in shock at Kara’s back…

You’re just so grateful you’re not psychic. 


Getting kidnapped and almost dying wasn’t in your plans. 

But you can’t help but feel happy when your sister and your girlfriend join forces to save you.

You really have the best family.

It takes a week for you to fully recover and go home, and all of your friends celebrate with Game Night, like always.

Only this time, Lena Luthor is there too.

“Agent Danvers.” She greets you after walking inside your apartment, offering you a beautiful bouquet of flowers. 

“Oh, I’ll give Kara those…”

“No, please… these are for you.” She says, cheeks turning pink. “Kara told me you got injured on one of your missions, I’m glad to see you’re okay.”

You can’t say you’re not surprised, but before you open your mouth you feel Maggie’s hand on your waist.

“Trying to steal my girl, little Luthor?” Maggie says and you’re glad Lena smiling, raising her hands in surrender. 

“Wouldn’t think of that.”

“Get a Danvers to yourself.” Maggie winks at her and this time Lena doesn’t say anything.

“Lena!” Kara walks out of the bathroom and quickly wraps her arms around the CEO tightly. “I’m so glad you came!”

“That’s what she says.” Maggie mumbles feigning a cough. 

“Maggie! Behave.” You say, pointing at finger at her.

“Yes, ma'am.”

You observe Lena through the night.

She surprises everyone by paying for the food (the best pizzas from the most expensive Italian restaurant in National City), and you giggle as you watch James and Kara teaching her how to eat her slice with her bare hands and not with a fork and knife.

Maggie loves the vegan flavored ones the CEO bought specially for the two of them, saying they could be best friends forever, and you almost choke when Kara accepts a piece of the spinach pizza Lena offered her.

(Kara and healthy food? Yeah, right.)

You notice your sister’s hand touching Lena’s tentatively as they eat in silence and how they talk in soft whispers, smiling brightly as they look into each other’s eyes.

You’ve never seen Kara this happy. 

“Babe…” Maggie mumbles after you’re both under the covers. 


“I ship it.”

“Go to sleep, Maggie.” You say with a smile. 

“Yes, ma'am.”


“Do you want to get lunch together?” You ask Kara after a training session.

She offers you an apologetic look, already taking off her cape. 

“I’m so sorry, Alex. Lena’s finally free today, since she’s been busy with this new project, so I’m having lunch with her. But we can totally have a sister night, if you’re up to it?" 

You nod.

"Yeah, sure.”

Kara folds her cape slowly and carefully, and you recognize the famous crinkle between your sister’s eyebrows.

You know Kara wants to tell you something but she keeps chickening out in the last moment and changing the topic, and you don’t want to pressure her. You don’t want he to admit something she’s not ready to.

Kara sighs loudly, and you pretend you’re busy checking your gun. 

“Alex.” She finally says.


Kara folds her arms over her chest, approaching you nervously.

“I… I just wanted to… I-I mean, there’s this thing…”

You can’t help but smile and touch your sister’s shoulder, before pulling her into a gentle hug.

She’s such a baby sometimes.

“You know you can tell me anything, right?” You say, holding her tightly. “Relax.”

“I’m scared.” She mumbles against your shoulder.

“Scared of what?” You ask, pulling away to look into her blue eyes.

“I think I’m in love with Lena." 


"You think?” You say with a small smile, and she relaxes, clearly relieved you’re not biting her head off.

“I am in love with Lena.”

“Well, you just won me fifty bucks. Maggie was betting it would take you much longer to admit it.”

She gasps.

“You knew?”

“Kara, when Lena’s around you, you’re not very subtle.” You laugh. “You stare at her boobs like… a lot.”

Kara has the decency to blush brightly at that.

“I do not!”

“You do, and I don’t blame you. Maggie thinks she has amazing boobs too.”

“Hey!” Kara points a finger at you, but she’s smiling. “But they really are amazing…" 

"And she makes you eat kale.”

“It tastes disgusting.”

“She listens N'Sync with you.”

“She’s amazing at lip sync.”

“And she’s in love with you too.”

She blinks. 

“You think so?” She asked, eyes shining with hope.

“I know, Kara. The way she looks at you sometimes…” You smile. “Wanna tell me about her?”

Kara offers you a lovesick smile. 

“She’s so beautiful, Alex! And so smart… when she talks about science it’s so full of passion! But she also loves poetry, classic music, and kids, oh Rao she loves kids! She says they’re curious and honest and have the brightest minds, and I’m so in love with her!”

You laugh when she finishes almost out of breath, because you’re very happy for your sister.

“I think its time for you to get the girl.”


Clark and J'onn are holding Kara back using all of their strength as she screams loudly, trying to get away from them, trying to fly straight to Rhea’s ship consequences be damned. 

Lena is up there.


“Supergirl, you need to calm down!” J'onn screams back.

You see Clark squeezing her arms tightly as he makes her look into his eyes.

“Kara, listen to me! We’re getting Lena back, I promise you!”

She groans loudly, the veins around her eyes making themselves visible before she’s hitting Superman with her laser eyes, throwing him away against the DEO’s wall and managing to get away from J'onn’s grip. 

Clark shakes his head from his spot on the floor, before standing up and superspeeding towards Kara, breaking through the wall to the other side of the bulding.

They’re hitting each other so fast you only see blurs of red and blue, a glimpse of a punch here and there, flashes of quick heat vision, Kara kicking Clark in the chest so hard that the vibrations sends everyone to the ground. 

Including you.

Before you know what’s happening, Clark has Kara on her knees, trapped in his arms as he holds her from behind, and you run to your sister when you realize she’s crying.

“Kara…” You whisper.

Superman finally releases her from his grip and Kara falls with her hands against the ground, tears running down her cheeks.

“Lillian was right… she'll hate me, Alex… she’ll hate me when she finds out…”

And you finally understand.

You understand what she meant when she told you she was scared.

She was scared Lena wouldn’t love her back after realizing Kara was in fact Supergirl. 

“She won’t. You’re her hero, remember? She won’t hate you, sweetheart.”


Clark brings Lena back as promised.

And Lena saves the world with Lillian’s help.

The city is destroyed, but you can’t go another day without making sure Maggie is yours and you’re hers, so you ask her to marry you.

That’s your happy ending. 

But not Kara’s. 

Mon-El was a man child, but he was still their friend and she let him go.

And she’s been avoiding Lena since Clark carried the CEO back safely to the ground.

You’re not sure she should be alone right now, so you pay your sister a visit, but someone’s already there.

“Lena, please…” you hear Kara’s voice through her door.

“So you lied to me?”

Oh shit.

“N-No… I-I’m sorry…”

“You’ve been lying to me since the day we met and now you’re sorry?” Lena spits out, her voice trembling. “You made me feel like I could trust you, like I meant more to you than just my name but you were the one who couldn’t trust a Luthor!”

“Lena, you got it all wrong, of course I trust you, please, believe me!”

“And why would I believe you?”

“Because I love you!”

You gasp.

“Well, now is too late.”

The door opens and suddenly a teary-eyed Lena is standing in front of you, before she briskly walks past you towards the elevator. 

You walk inside Kara’s apartment and she’s sitting in her couch. 


“Just.. don’t.”


Maggie tells you it’s better to wait for them to figure things out on their own, and you agree to wait.

You wait for three months.

And then you’re walking inside Lena’s new office.

She doesn’t take her eyes away from her computer screen until you’re standing right in font of her desk, but apparently she’s not surprised to see you there.

“Agent Danvers.” Lena greets you, sitting up straighter in her chair, one of her eyebrows raised.

“Lena.” You say back.

“I don’t remember seeing you on my schedule.”

“There are some perks of being a federal agent.” You smile smugly.

“Except you’re not a federal agent, right?” Lena asks defiantly.

You sigh and decide to make yourself comfortable on the chair in front of Lena’s desk, before looking right into those green eyes that seemed to have the power to scan her like Kara did.

“I’ll be honest here, Lena.” She scoffs and you ignore her. “Kara lied to you. I lied to you. We all lied to you.”

She looks away but you keep going.

“But we also cared about you. I still care about you.”

“Then why did you lie to me?” She asks in a small voice, vulnerable. 

“To protect you!” You say. “And it is lame, I know, but Kara…”

Lena’s eyes flicker to yours at the mention of your sister’s name. 

“I got kidnapped for being Supergirl’s sister. I was tortured and almost died because of Kara. And to this day she still hates herself for it. And I know she wonders sometimes how my life would’ve been be if she wasn’t here. She wouldn’t be able to forgive herself if something happened to you for the same reason.”

Lena closes her eyes for a moment and you reach over her desk to rest your hand on top of hers, and you’re surprised when she holds your hand back.

“But I’ll tell you how my life would’ve been if Kara wasn’t in it: it would’ve been be miserable.”

A single tear runs down Lena’s cheek.

“I said awful things to her.”

You smile.

“She understands why you were angry. But you still can make things right.”


You reach inside your pocket and offers Lena your first wedding invitation.


Your wedding was amazing.

Your wife is amazing.

The honeymoon… amazing.

You’re almost sad to come back from Italy, but you want to see your sister.

And Lena. 

You remember seeing the CEO finally approaching Kara by the end of the party and both of them slow dancing together, sharing a few whispered words every now and then.

But you were too busy thinking about the honeymoon. 

(And how someone anonymously gave you a full paid honeymoon in Italy as a wedding gift.)

You share a kiss with your wife before walking inside Kara’s apartment only to immediately step back, tripping against Maggie and making her scream in pain.

“ALEX!” Kara screams, quickly sitting up from her spot under Lena and covering their very naked bodies with a blanket. 

“Jesus FUCKING Christ!” You yell, covering your eyes. “Where are your clothes?”

“Oh my God…” Lena mumbles, hiding her red face behind Kara’s back.

“Don’t you know how to knock?”

Maggie looks at them over your shoulder.

“Thank you for the wedding gift, little Luthor.” You want to punch Maggie because now it's so not the time. “And add amazing ass to that list, by the way." 

"Hey!” Kara yells.

“Let’s go home.” You grab Maggie’s hand and drags her out of Kara’s apartment, because your job’s clearly done here.

“Yes, ma'am.”




Bts reaction to you thinking you were talking to your friend

A/N: Sorry for not posting for a very long time and really  I don’t have excuses. Sooo yeaah… I blame my laziness. Thank you all for waiting for me though. I really like you all. You’re so cute. I hope you enjoy this one.

Scene: here is the thing. When you’re talkikg to a friend and suddenly your friends stops walking because he or she sees something but you don’t notice and keep talking. We all had this once right? :p

“No thats not it. Yeah the strawberry one was good but I really think we should take the carrot cake. So please let’s get the carrot cake” you begged and laid your head on her shoulder for extra persuading. But once your head didn’t reach her shoulder and you were sure she didn’t wear men perfume, you jumped away and lifted your eyes. You’ve got to be kidding me! You mentally facepalmed yourself. Kim Seokjin? Really? Of all the people, him? “I’m so sorry! I thought you were my friend. This looks so weird. I’m sorry.” You apologized over and over. “ It’s okay. I Figured.” Jin laughed and patted you on your shoulder. “I think you’re right though” you looked at him weirdly. “Right about what?” You responded. “The cake ofcourse. Carrot is the best. Please enjoy it! And eat a piece for me too.” You both laughed at this and you stuck your thump up. “Seokjin Fighting!” Was the last thing you said and ran over to your friend.

Originally posted by jjilljj


“Uhm. What are you doing?” You heard a deep voice next to you. “Woaaa f/n! How do you do that??” “I’m not f/n?” You heard it again. Okay maybe you should see what is going on? “Oh my. You’re not my friend!” You said and held your hands infront of your mouth, shock written all over your face “well this is embarassing” you laughed and bowed in apology. “I’m sorry” “aaah it’s okay. You made waiting a little less boring’’ he smiled. You blushed at the sight. “’Didn’t you mistake a person once for your friend?’’ you asked him, hoping your cheeks would regain their color. ‘’No I have not’’ he immediatly answered, looking at you with a straight face. Taken aback with his quick answer, you clasped your hands together and stood up. “I.. I think.. I should go look for my friend. Stay healthy!’‘ ‘’I was just joking. Who did not mistake a stranger for their friend? People who tell you that are lying.’’ He laughed. ‘’I know exactly how you feel so don’t be embarrased and as I said earlier, you made waiting less boring.’’ You couldn’t help but blush again and smiled at the ground. ‘’Well I really think I should look for my friend. I will cheer you guys on and stay happy and healthy yeah? Bye bye!’’ you waved at him and before you turned around you caught a glimpse of his heartmelting smile. 

Originally posted by parkjiminer


‘’You know I hate that. I mean if people are looking at you I automatically say hi, but what pisses me off is that they turn their heads without a smile or something. Come on! you were looking at me first, just a slight smile is enough. You don’t have to greet me back if you don’t feel comfortable but a smile can, right?’’ You were ranting towards your friend about the frustration you felt at the subway this morning. ‘’Yeah I know I am not Korean but why stare? If you don’t want me to notice you staring, you actually should greet me first to make it seem like you weren’t staring.’’ You sighed. ‘’I totally, 100 % agree with you.’’ A man’s voice answered you back. Whippig your head to your side in confusing you made the discovery you have been ranting to a total stranger. You were already horrified, but once you recognized his features your eyes widened and a groan left your mouth. You faced the ceiling and literally facepalmed yourself. ‘’Aahaaa haha I am so sorry. I’m sorry you had to hear me rant about, you know. ‘’ You awkwardly laughed and apologized as you kept bowing in apology. ‘’No it’s okay. It was actually fun.’’ you looked at him confused. ‘’Fun?’’ you questioned. ‘’Aah I mean, it was refreshing, Most of the time the conversations are about me If I meet people but it was nice to hear a stranger rant.’’ He laughed while he had grabbed your hand and motioned for you to sit down. ‘’Well keep on going. I have to wait another fifteen minutes, so you can rant all you want until then.’’

Originally posted by hoseokxx


‘’When you think about it, it is actually weird. In english you call a mandarin a mandarin and I mean the fruit. But Mandarin is also a language in China. Also here in Korea you have a lot of people with the last name Kim right. But where I come from Kim is not a last name but someone is actually called Kim. So I have been thinking what if a Kim is going to marry a Korean with the last name Kim? Would her full name be Kim Kim?’ That would be pretty funny.’’ you laughed, slapping your friend on her arm several times but you instantly stopped once you heard her laughing. well her would not be the right term. It would be a him. Looking up towards the source where the laugh was coming from, the wheels in your head started working when you realized you slapped Kim Namjoon’s arm. Several times might you add. Now since he seems strong you were sure it did not hurt him, heck you weren’t even hitting hard but still. If people had been filming this, this will be on the internet and people will assume you were hitting Namjoon for the wrong reasons. ‘’Well shit’’ you spoke loudly. Before you could apologize, he was already talking. ‘’Don’t you dare to apologize. I already figured it out you thought you were talking to someone else.’’ He chuckled  ‘’Why didn’t you say anything when you heard me talking.’’ You whined. He could have saved you the  embarrassment. ‘’At first I was going to tell you but once you started on the mandarin story I actually was thinking about it too and when you started with ‘Kim’ I couldn’t help but laugh to. I think it would be better if people first call her ladiesname and then her husbands.’’ He smiled. ‘’Yeah, thats a solution. eventhough it’s a bit funny, if you really love him you wouldn’t really care right?’’ You smiled aswell. Namjoon made you feel at ease and he laughed your embarrassment away.  ‘’It was nice meeting you. But I really think I should go. you know looking for my friend before she is going to report me as a missing person. Keep up the good work but don’t forget to take breaks. Army’s rather see you healty and happy and a bit less than seeing you guys everyday on tv, tired and injured.’’

Originally posted by baebsaes


You really really really wanted this book and since your friend needed a book for her essay she tacked along but once you stepped inside the store, you wanted to turn around and leave but unfortanutely for you, your friend stopped you and dragged you further inside. ‘’Can you let go please I’m bumping into a lot of people and they’re shooting me really really dark looks.’’ You complained as you once again winced when the girl you bumped into shot you a dirty look. ‘’I’m sorry but I really need this book for my essay and if we leave right now and come back in a couple of hours who knows if that book is still there. I am really sorry, I know you hate crowds, but I won’t leave your side, I will grab the book, pay for it and we will leave immediately after okay?’’She explained. ‘’’Fine but please hurry, I am already not feeling well.’’ you closed your eyes to try to calm down but when you felt your friends her hand leave yours, your eyes shot open, desperately looking for her again. ‘’Okay I am outta here.’’ turning around you tried to get to the entrance in the sea of people. Well a sea of women. ‘’I’m sorry can I get through?’’ you asked the girl who did not move an inch when you tried to get past her. ‘’No! You will have to wait till its your turn.’’ she snapped. ‘’My turn? No no no, I just want to get out of here. Get out of this freaking store?’’ You were already panicked and felt suffocated, but once this girl was just right out refusing to let you get past, plus that she was cursing at you under her breath, ticked you off. You really really wanted to get out of this store, because you already felt how your breathing became harder and people seemed to get closer and closer to you. Before you could scream, a hand circled your wrist and led you through the crowd. ‘’Seriously f/n.. You told me you wouldn’t let go of my hand.’’ you angrily spoke, letting your friend drag you out of the store since your vision was blurry from the tears. ‘’Sometimes I really don’t like you.’’ you confessed when the fresh air of outside hit your face. ‘’You don’t?’’ An unfamiliar voice asked. Your eyes traveled upwards and when they landed on his face everything seemed to click. Pointing a finger at him in understanding you said ‘’No shit this store was filled with people. Because you were there. Aaaah now I get it.’’ ‘’I’m sorry.’’ Jimin spoke softly. ‘’Sorry? No need to be sorry it’s not like you want people to follow you everywhere. it’s not your fault. Besides it’s my friends fault’’ you laughed. ‘’I just get like this in busy crowds. I just need a lot of space around me to feel comfortable.’’ You smiled at him and he gave you one in return. ‘’It’s okay, thank you for saving me.’’ you grinned while giving him a playful shove on his shoulder. 

Originally posted by morekpopmore


‘’Aah love? You know I never have been in love right so I really can’t describe it to you but I think that if you look at that person and you can feel your heart melting, I think it feels like nice warm water sliding down your heart. I think thats when you know you’re in love. I mean I feel like this when I look at my dog. He is so cute I just… ughh!’’ You giggled. ‘’Yeah I know I know what you’re going to say loving your dog is different than loving a person but is it really? You would want your dog to be happy right? All you want to do is cuddle the fluffball and kiss it on the nose.  You would want your dog to be happy and comfortable eventhough you’re not comfortable as long as he is comfortable. You just can’t imagine leaving your dog behind without breaking your heart. Love is love.’’ Once you were done talking about love or well your dog, you did not expect this kind of reaction. Why was your friend clapping? Did she agree? That was not possible, she is always telling you that love for your pet is different than love for a man. So you looked at your friend to see your friend turned into a male. A cute male though. You kept looking at him, you could not look away for two reasons. reason 1: you told a stranger about your love for your dog. Fine maybe just a slight obession for your dog and reason number two was that he was very handsome and that you figured it out why he seemed familiar. ‘’Hi?’’ You greeted him hesitantly. ‘’Hello!’’ He greeted you back cheerfully, shaking your hand fast. ‘’I am Taehyung.’’ He smiled and let go of your hand. ‘’I think you are right. You want your dog to be happy and comfortable around you, you want to cuddle him allday long if you could. Shouldn’t that be with your favorite person too? Wanting her to be happy and comfortable around you. To kiss and cuddle her every chance you get? It makes sense. Totally makes sense.’’  

‘’Right? Right? That’s what I am telling her but she just doesn’t believe me. But I am happy I found someone who also thinks like that.’’ you smiled and laughed out of joy. ‘’Thank you Taehyung-shi. Thank you. You made my day.’’ This time he gave you his famous smile and patted your shoulder. ‘’ I should thank you. Now I know when I’m in love and thank you for keeping me company while I am waiting for my friend.’’ ‘’ I am waiting too. Do you want to see my cute dog?’’ You asked him, fishing your phone out of your pocket. ‘’Really? Can I? wait. you should see my cutie too.’’

Originally posted by aestheticvbts


‘’No I tell you oversized shirts are the best. Skinny jeans and a oversized shirt on top are the best. And you can finish it very cooly with a leather jacket. You know I love to eat and If I were a tigh shirt and I know I am going to eat lots there is a chance that your tummy will stick out a bit if you ate to much. That’s not comfortable at all. So oversized shirts are the best. If I am wearin a tight shirt I really don’t feel comfortable and you know that. The first thing I do when I get home is get out of that shirt and slip on those comfortable loose fitting shirts. It feels nice and trendy at the same time so please stop convincing me. I know what I like. And know let’s go home we have been for over 2 hours already. I am getting tired and hungry. I know it’s weird that I don’t like shopping but I am more of a person who grabs what she needs, pays for it and leaves.’’ Just when you were about to link your arms together you felt her flinch and you hears a gasp. ‘’You don’t have to be angry just because I like oversized shirts.’’ 

‘’I agree with the oversized shirts but I don’t think I know you well enough to eat with you.’’  A soft male voice left her mouth. You raised one eyebrow in confusion so you turned your head to meet eyes with Jeon Jeongguk. ‘’I’m pretty sure I was walking next to my friend couple of minutes ago.’’ You told him, actually you told yourself that. He just smiled at you. ‘’I’m sorry I bored you with my story.’’ you laughed when the situation sunk in. ‘’And I’m sorry for disturbing your shopping. I really thought I was talking to my friend.’’ ‘’It’s fine. It happened to all of us once.’’ this time he chuckled and grinned at you. ‘’I should go back to my friend. Once again I am sorry. Enjoy your free time.’’ bowing at him, you turned around and made your way towards the store you passed by while talking to your ‘friend’. She must have been distracted by the pink shirt she saw in the window of the shop. ‘’Keep wearing oversized shirts!’’ Jungkook’s voice made you stop in your steps, turning around you saw him holding his thump up. you could not help but laugh as you held yours up too.

Originally posted by classybts

[BTS x Forest Fairy!AU] Jungkook

Keeper of Rabbits & Deer Jeon Jungkook

  • he lives in a cave that’s surrounded by weeping willows that provide shelter from rain and wind, soft moss is the padding of his home and you can see small flowers and vines growing on the walls
  • he’s keeper of deers and rabbits, but all wildlife flocks to him and you can catch him singing to birds or feeding hungry foxes from the palm of his hand
  • carries around an old lantern in the dark and heals what wounded animals he can find
  • this small white rabbit follows him around or rides on his shoulder, he named it cloud
  • the animals love him so much they bring him gifts from time to time like squirrels will bring different nuts and berries, deers will carry flowers in their mouth and lay them at the front of his cave
  • when he sleeps there are usually up to six or seven rabbits nuzzled up around him
  • butterflies tend to land on the top of his head or on the tip of his nose and he carries around a bag full of food in case he stumbles upon any animal in need of it 
  • you meet him when you’re out picking wild fruit to bring back home, you hear this sound like soft whining and you follow it thinking you might find a hurt animal and you do…..but you also find jungkook hunched down, tending to a cut on a small fawns hind leg
  • for a second you’re amazed that the fawn isn’t frightened of the human, but then you notice that there’s a bunch of other small animals surrounding him…..like birds and chipmunks and none of them are imposed by him at all
  • even the fawns mother is standing calmly beside him?? and when he gets up you’re like wait omg this mysterious forest animal healer boy is also super cute
  • because let’s face it, jungkook lives in a forest and probably has like leaves in his hair but also butterflies??? and like a soft rabbit on his shoulder twitching it’s nose
  • and jungkook finally notices you after the animals do too and start scurrying away
  • and he’s just frozen. you’re like also frozen. the basket in your hand full of berries is about to like fall but then all of a sudden jungkook’s lil bunny cloud like hops off his shoulder and scurries to your basket and you have like all sorts of stuff in their that you got from the market before walking thru the forest and like 
  • the bunny goes for like your lettuce and you’re like cute, but …. i needed that
  • jungkook snaps out of his daze (probably because you’re the most gorgeous person he’s ever seen pass through these woods) and he like runs over to try and pull his bunny out of your basket
  • and he’s apologizing because your lettuce is full of little bunny teeth marks
  • and you’re like shaking your head saying it’s fine and jungkooks like 
  • ‘as an apology, ill show you where to pick some more of these berries!!’ and you’re like wow you don’t have to but he’s already leading the way
  • and you don’t notice but his ears have gotten red and like some of the animals that you pass come up to follow you and like soon enough there’s this parade of wildlife around you two and you’re like
  • does this kid have like an animal magnetic force around him
  • you get to this patch that’s hidden behind some thick bushes and jungkook’s like “the best ones are high up” and uses his long ass arms to pick some berries for you and you’re like “thanks!!!” but when you try to reach up for one you can’t really get it and jungkook giggles and you’re like hEY and then he whistles and a bird comes swooping down, picks the berry, and drops it in your basket 
  • and you’re like 
  • is this magic
  • (tbh this is his way of flirting probably)
  • so after you get all your berries and jungkook leads you back to the path he’s kinda like ………. do you come here often?? and you’re like sorta but youre also like
  • “do you….live ……..here? like in the forest?”
  • and jungkook’s like ^^ yes,,,, um,,,, this is embarrassing but i protect like animals and stuff…..
  • and he’s getting red in the face now and like right in front of you too and you’re like omf is he shy how cute
  • and you’re like “no thats so cool!!! i wish animals loved me so much”
  • and idk like jungkook sees you off and u know after a couple days hes thinking about you and hes like ‘i hope they come back to pick more fruit….’ and his bunny like nuzzles his neck and jungkook is like nO I DO not LIKE THem or WHATEVer …. shush cloud
  • you do come back and jungkook is actually super excited to see you but plays it off
  • helps you pick more berries
  • you bring some bandages with you from home and give them to jungkook like ‘here, in case some of the animals need it’ and its so thoughtful jungkook almost melts but he hides it behind this kidlike grin thats cute
  • jungkook teaches you how to call birds,,,,, how to approach rabbits,,,,how to tame wolves idk even how to get a butterfly to land on your nose
  • you like pick the leaves from jungkook’s hair once and he almost dies straight up but again hides it by like laughing and you’re like
  • you laugh a lot
  • and he’s like
  • oh my god . they’re catching ON
  • he laughs even more rofl
  • at some point you’re just a cute couple sitting in a patch of grass with small cute woodland critters surrounding you like a chipmunk comes by and even offers you a nut and you’re like oh my
  • and jungkook’s like ‘ah see, the animals like you too……’
  • hes not jealous or anything (ok maybe because they’ve never taken to someone so well but like the animals arent the only ones who enjoy your company wink wonk)
  • one day you two are standing a little close and two deer appear out of no where and like they nudge him and they nudge you so you bump shoulders 
  • and like the whole forest is rooting for you two
  • and jungkook’s like !!! guys stop to the deer but you’re liek being pushed even closer
  • perhaps this would be a good time for the forest fairy to give u a lil kiss 
  • heheu
  • you and jungkook and cute animals helping you pick berries doesnt it sound like a fairytale ah…..

anonymous asked:

Hi, I'm an INFP and my ultimate goal in life is to find love. I consider this unattainable. I am tired of having my happiness depending on someone else's opinion on me but everything I do points to that same thing; being lovable. I feel like there must be something else in life besides that and I have no clue what that might be. Self-achievement? Helping someone? > so I can be admired and loved, that's my pattern. What is the flaw in my thinking process? I am deeply unhappy because of this.

The flaw in your thinking process is simple in theory. Your mindset is too limited, much like a child in terms of having a weak sense of self. Children do not have the intellectual capacity or life experience to know themselves well, so they must resort to using the external world to define the self until they figure out how to do otherwise. Unfortunately, it is easy to get trapped in this mindset even into adulthood depending on your course of development. Such an approach to life reduces you to desperate attempts to be “something” instead of “nothing”. In Fi doms this can manifest as Te grip behavior where you unconsciously seek out “rewards” from the world that allow you to temporarily feel good about yourself even when those things are not good for your long term development, i.e., you fail to honor your true type potential. Instead of doing the hard work of becoming the kind of person you can love and be proud of, a person with true integrity, it is easier to use others or how much love/admiration you can accumulate to prop yourself up. But this also means that you have no control over your life as you keep chasing after those external “rewards”, living or dying by them without any anchor inside to stabilize yourself.

One consequence of this mindset is that you see everything in the world only in terms of “objects” and whether they can satisfy your cravings and desires. Your vision of the world only extends as far as whatever impacts you most directly. However, an important aspect of personal growth is forming a robust theory of mind whereby you understand with greater and greater depth and nuance that other people are also “persons”, separate from you and possessing their own experiences, hopes, needs, and desires that are just as important to them as yours are to you - this is often the first step to seeing that there is more to life than your own imaginings and desires. It is an easy concept to understand intellectually but surprisingly difficult to apply in real-life. E.g. If the main reason you want to find love is to be loved, then you don’t possess the right moral intention for seeking love, because you are essentially using others to stroke your ego or boost your self-esteem. If you really saw other people as persons in their own right, you would know that this approach to love is misguided because it denies the full existence and autonomy of the other person only to focus on their “usefulness” to you - can this be a truly well-balanced and satisfying relationship? People are ends in themselves, not just a means to an end, so until you can appreciate them as such, your conception of love remains shallow and unrealistic, dark and self-centered, and rightfully unattainable. The fact that you are deeply unhappy about this means that you realize it is necessary to change your thinking, which is a good sign since many people just ignore such warnings and continue on as they always have.

No one can tell you what to do with your life, rather, change and momentum come organically when you learn how to live with more integrity and tap into your potential to become a better person. You have to care about being better and take action to do it. The general challenge for introverts is to understand the world more objectively instead of compulsively filtering everything through the lens of subjective experience. Exercise your Ne, gather and visualize more possibilities for yourself, for your life, for the world instead of defaulting to what you’ve always done/known. You live in a world full of possibility but it is also a world where many people experience suffering, turmoil, chaos, or unrest - can your vision of the world grow and gradually extend beyond you to include that which is within your power to influence but doesn’t directly relate back to you? What would your life look like then? Imagine how people’s perception of you might change if you stopped being like a hungry vampire desperate to feed off them. Imagine that love is not a “goal” or something to “obtain” or “possess” or “hoard” like a scarce commodity but rather something that you can create any time you want. Imagine how more and more opportunities to feel love would naturally arise if you had the capacity to do everything with loving care and to give love and attention to the things in the world that really need it, to care for something other than yourself because that thing is truly worthy of care apart from whatever “reward” you may get. When you realize your own latent power to positively shape the world around you, you can then establish a real and reliable foundation of self-esteem instead of desperately seeking it from fleeting, unhealthy, or unreliable sources.

It's 2:51 in the morning, I have zero regrets, and I wrote another fanfic.

1,443 words
Ship: Clay x Tony
Fandom: 13 Reasons Why
This fic is based off a conversation I had with @myeverythingisyourstruly about the scene in the garage. It’s essentially just that part although I expand on it and show some more detail and inside thoughts on the characters. I’m on fire today.


Tony groaned. The pain in his back only grew as he remained leaned over the car, only standing back up every so often to grab a tool he needed, or take a well deserved break.

All that had been on his mind the past few days was Jensen. He couldn’t get him out of his head no matter what he did. So, of course, he turned this to his work. Maybe if he focused on things such as this the way that he focused on Clay, he might be able to get a few things done in just a couple hours, who knows.

What he did know was how empty the garage felt. Even though most of his time in there was spent with the radio on, power tools whirring depending on what project he was working with, and having the garage packed with cars and supplies, it felt lonely. Sometimes when Tony sat and turned everything off, it felt eerie in there by himself. The scuff of his shoes echoing with each step.

This had been one of those times when noise was indeed imminent at all times. So he didn’t even hear the soft voice calling out to him.

Tony stood back and admired his work until it finally caught his attention.


He looked around confused for a moment, before coming out of the small opening in which he stood to join the one and only Clay Jensen in the center of the garage.

“Yeah?” He responded, as he made his way to where Clay stood anxiously.

“Your dad said I could come find you.”

Tony looked at him for a moment before asking, “You okay?” It seemed as if he’d been asking that a lot recently.

Ignoring the question completely Clay began to speak again. “I talked to Justin about Jessica.” This earned an ‘okay’ from Tony. “How did everyone-, how did you, just listen to that and like…ignore it.”

Tony felt a pain in his heart like a knife. He couldn’t be accused of ignoring something like that. “I don’t think anyone ignored it, Clay.”

“Why is everyone protecting Bryce? Why are you?”

Tony shot him a look that told him he was nearing a dangerous topic. “I’m doing it for Hannah.”

“Oh fuck that Tony. Fuck that. Jessica got raped. And Justin’s got her completely brainwashed and everyone in school is just covering it up, and that is beyond fucked up!”

Tony stopped rummaging in his tool box to face Clay almost angrily. “Okay you don’t know the whole story yet.”

“What else do I need to know Tony? Hell, you’re brainwashed too just like the rest of them! But I’m not, okay, and I’m not gonna sit back and do nothing like you and everyone else including Hannah.”

As Tony had been listening and undoing the grey jumpsuit Clay had begun to go after him now. He pointed fingers at the school and at Tony himself

“Okay you need to calm down.” Tony started but was partially interrupted.

“She just let everyone intimidate her over and over and over until she just disappeared.”

Tony could see it. He could see Clay trying to work through something. This wasn’t full blown anger. This wasn’t some kind of blaming game. This was his anxiety talking, and Tony knew. His features softened as his listened, finally understanding why he was so upset.

“Well not me, no. I am not giving up.” Clay was beginning to tear up, but he kept going.

“Clay, you’re upset.” Tony calmly stated.

“You’re fucking right I’m upset! Why aren’t you? Why isn’t everybody?”

The garage was silent save for Clay’s desperate yelling. All the while Tony looked down at the ground and let Clay do what he needed to. He was there only inches in front of him to help him work through it if that mean’t physical contact, moral support, or a wall to throw insults at.

“Just take a breath, okay?” He whispered to Clay. He needed to remember to keep his breathing controlled, or at least breathe in general.

“Fuck you Tony.” He spat, shoving the shorter boy away from him. He anger was finally getting the best of him but instead of fighting back, which he easily could have, Tony refrained. He knew Clay was hurting.

“Fuck you.” Clay repeated, earning a “What the fuck are you doing Clay?” from Tony.

Another shove.

This time Clay had to be stopped, and when he reached out again, Tony gripped the hands that held his shirt in an attempt to keep him there. This gave Clay seconds to cool down enough to leave him alone, which is what the taller boy needed right now.

Tony released him, keeping those concerned eyes locked on Clay.

“Fuck you. Fuck all of you.” He said calmly as he went to retrieve his bike. However, as he tried to take it with him, the chain locked causing it to stop. This was all he needed to go off again.

It killed Tony, to see Clay like this. His chest felt heavy, yet hollow just knowing that the boy in front of him was suffering more than anyone knew, and there wasn’t anything Tony could do at this point. Touching him more than he had would prolong the panic attack, and talking to him just might make him more upset. So all he could do was stand and watch, and wait. Wait for when it was safe to help Clay and not make it worse.

As the taller boy sat in silence, Tony went to his bike to fix it.

“What happens if the tapes get out Clay?” Tony only dared to speak. “Lets say we, we try and get some justice for Jessica. What then? It’s his word against a dead girl’s. Open season on Hannah Baker all over again.”

Clay’s voice was soft when he spoke this time. Too soft. “What if got one person to tell the truth? Just one of them.”

“Alright, okay.” Tony cut him off. “I’ll make you a deal. Listen to the tapes, all of them and then we’ll talk. We’ll do whatever we have to.”

“And you’ll help me?” Clay asked. But it sounded more like a plea, a cry for help if you will. He needed Tony now more than ever.

He couldn’t tell if the heavy hollowness in his chest was lessening, or getting worse. He also couldn’t even believe Clay even needed to ask. However he still replied with a firm,

“Always.” This wasn’t just something he told anyone. This was a solid promise to Clay and he would never back down on that.

After finishing up with the bike, Tony wheeled it over and rested it among one of the shelves, and sat down beside Clay, examining his hands that had been covered in God only knows what, oil, grease, etc. and wiping them on the sides of his suit that hung loosely at his hips.

The two sat there like that. Dead silence between them until a faint plastic sound. Clay was taking out the next tape. As he put it into the walkman Tony watched carefully, weighing his options.

“Clay don’t.” He put his hand over the player as to prevent Clay from pushing the play button. “Not yet. You just, you need time.”

Without another word the walkman was back in Clay’s pocket, out of sight out of mind. Not really though.

More silence. It seemed like thats all there was these days, pure silence. No one wanted to talk. No one wanted to listen. Everyone just sort of, welcomed the silence.

Well, Clay Jensen had enough.

“Tony…” He began, and as if on cue Tony understood and brought him into a tight hug, pressing Clay’s head to his chest. Maybe his own heartbeat could help the boy settle.

A few sniffles were expected, but what was unexpected was the way Clay gripped Tony like a lifeline. As if he needed to hold on or who knows what would happen.

Thats how they would stay for the next hour and a half, together, holding each other and just listening to the sounds around them. Quiet breathing, their own heartbeats, and the crickets that were loud enough to be heard inside the garage. Clay didn’t want to go. He wanted to stay here within the safety of Tony’s arms, the walls of the garage sheltering them from the outside horrors. For a moment he felt at peace in a way, and Tony could rest easy knowing that Clay was here with him, and he was able to protect him for the time being.