indie has been a huge part of my life for a while now. i joined here after leaving the forum site i started rping on & after having a bad experience with rpgs, i came back. there’s been a lot of ups, plenty of downs, but it’s gotten to a point where i’ve just had enough. as much as i love my writing partners & my muses, i’m at a point in my life where i feel like tumblr is holding me back. every time i come on the dash, i feel like i’m about to suffocate ––– & as someone with anxiety, i really don’t need my release to become my stress.
i’m done rambling. here’s the truth: i’m putting my accounts on indefinite hiatus ––– most of them anyway. as for felix price, my fandomless oc, i can’t bear to part with him & the plots that have made him who he is, so i’ll be keeping @hallfhearted as my only account on a very loose basis. it will be low activity, a place i’ll log into when the muse hits, but other than that ––– no more blog making for now. this is not the end of rp for me. felix will be semi active, my sky.pe is available to mutuals & i’ve recently started using my writing blog (@hellawrites) again & am open to trying 1x1. after some time away, who knows ? i may start back up some of my other blogs, but for now this is goodbye to archie, sutton, my multi muse, & every other character i’ve poured my heart & soul into over the past two years. thanks again to my partners for getting me through some of the hardest times in my life & i hope you choose to keep in touch.
I don’t post 90% of the stuff i get and while I could be profound and say something deep, the truth is that I’m just fucking lazy *shrug*. Aint nobody got time to take beautiful blog worthy photos and write 3-4 paragraphs everytime they get something.
Anyway long story not so short…I broke things off with my last SDBF and I have a new SDBF I’ve been seeing for a min. Honestly, I had no idea we’d be here. Wanna know how we met? I hit his car….. 😭😭😭😭😭😂😂😂😂😂. Seriously. I was rushing to work and i hit his rental! There were no damages and he tried to ask me for my number but I was late and as long as he wasn’t about to press charges I HAD TAH DIP! So about 30 mins into my shift he walks into my store and is like “are you following me?”. I’m like “no I work here….are YOU following ME? 😑”. His response was a very awkward “……no I work here….”.
Turns out he’s the lead vendor over a brand we carry in 6 diff malls across the country lol. We exchanged numbers and went out the same night but he FUCKING ANNOYED ME! I blocked him and thought nothing else of it. He continued to call/text for month. I didn’t care. But he literally called me on private one day…my ass picks up. He wanted answers, so I explained to him bluntly why. Lemme tell ya’ll…I was rude and ruthless af cause I felr like I had nothing to lose. Thank God this man was persistent and clearly sees something in me because he simply accepted my answer and asked for another chance.
At this point I could honestly say I didnt even remember what his name was anymore and referred to him as “dude”. But he remembered EVERYTHING I said that first night. He takes me out for seafood in the city at Ray’s in The City (which is God awful, but neither of of wouldve guessed that because Rays on The River is amazing!) and presented me with a pearl necklace during dinner!
THIS WAS A BIG DEAL FOR ME! 💕
I told him very briefly a story about losing pearl earrings that was given to me as a gift from my godmother and how it still hurts. This was his waa of giving them back. He is incredibly thoughtful and loving and I don’t want to like him cause im not done hoeing but….I really REALLY fucking like him. He takes care of me like a sister, talks to me like we’ve always been best friends and gives me advice like a father. He’s wonderful. He’s taken care of me when I was sick ans when I was drunk. He always triple checks to make sure im comfortable with whatever and I dont have to beg him for a thing cause he always offers. He calls me Princess allll the time 👑. Sometimes I’m lowkey rude and he’s patient. I would say I don’t deserve him but we ALL deserve someone who will care for us.
Peace to the recently deceased Yung Gawd Steven Rodriguez aka Eastside Stevie aka A$AP Yams. I woke up last morning do my daily social media ritual to see a flood of tributes to Yams, leaving me to say, “WTF dawg”. When a man has a plethora of fly ass nicknames, you can bet that his personality is as colourful as the codeine cups he sippeth. The way Yams lived, I’m sure he wouldn’t want us mourning for too long. All though he leaves us with many questions, he also left us with timeless gems that had us all weak. His distinctive twitter presence will be dearly missed.
Below we share Yams’s love for Goth bitches and much more. We have compiled his best “Goth Bitch” tweets and some other gems to celebrate the humour he bestowed upon us while he was here. Rest eazy Young Lord.
i do my best not to get involved in drama, im just here to make people laugh but honestly i cant help but be incredibly disgusted by cosplayers my age and older not behaving appropriately around minors.
i see it so fuckin much and im not here to toss out names, i just wanna say that if youre over the age of 18 its time to start behaving like an adult my dude. if a minor is mackin on you that shit aint right but theyre the kid here, you need to be the responsible one. seriously its really fuckin difficult to actually make me legit angry but that shit fuckin brings me to my boiling point.
i dont care if you “didnt know” man, if theres even a sliver of doubt in your mind you need to take the initiative to make sure they are over the age of 18. seriously its not that fuckin hard and im honestly so sick and tired of seeing this in the community, its disgusting and y’all need to fuckin clean up your god damn act
also, to answer the questions i keep getting about it, i recently pulled down the bro seduces omegle videos because while i just meant them as a reference to a very popular comic back in the day, i was constantly receiving advances as a result of those videos, most of which i was sure were from minors. i kept deleting the messages but they just kept coming.