i actually love talking about weight though

askatroopa  asked:

So mister boss king man, how did that lil ol' space date of yours go?

I’M SO GLAD YOU ASKED~ IT WENT GREAT ACTUALLY~ POOR ROSIE’S EMBARRASSED SOMETIMES ABOUT SLIPPING INTO ‘MOM THINGS’ BUT IT AIN’T NOTHIN. I GET IT YA KNOW? (ITS PRETTY CUTE ANYWAYS~) WE HAD SOME TEA AND CAKE AND TALKED IT UP ABOUT EMBARRASSING PARENTING STORIES AND THE TRAGIC CONSEQUENCES OF BEING IMMORTAL AND IMPOSSIBLY OLD AND THE CRUSHING WEIGHT OF RESPONSIBILITY FOR THOUSANDS OF LIVES WITH THE MENTAL TOLL OF WATCHING THOSE YOU LOVE AGE AND PASS ON BEFORE YOU…OH AND SHE’S A PRETTY SMOOTH DANCER TOO BY THE WAY~ BUT ANYWAYS THOUGH, I THINK THINGS ARE WORKIN’ OUT WELL FOR US SO FAR! HERE’S TO HOPING!

THAT UH…BEING SAID

I’M SURE THE LADY DOESN’T MIND IF ‘BORROW’ THIS FOR A LITTLE WHILE~ HEH-HEH~

imagine malec after 1x04

Alec sighed, rubbing his temples. After freaking out and embarassing himself in front of the people he loves the most, he just wanted to crawl in a hole and never come back. He just couldn’t believe what happened. He blames himself, even though it wasn’t his fault. He just wasn’t ready yet.

“Alec, please,” The warlock sighed and Alec’s head shot up, not being aware of his presence before. “Stop putting this weight on your shoulders. It’s not your fault you love someone.”

“Excuse me?”

“Really?” Magnus sat on the couch after getting a cup of whatever drink he had, and Alec was amused at how much he was a party guy but still looked so… elegant. “You actually think I didn’t know?”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” He looked down, expecting Magnus to just drop it.

“I’m not an idiot, Alec. A little disappointed, I might add, but not an idiot.”

Alec blushed, not wanting to make eye contact.

“When are you going to realize that Jasper kid doesn’t deserve you?” He took a sip of his cup, watching the shadowhunter curiously.

“It’s Jace.” Alec muttered.

“Whatever.” Magnus approached the boy carefully. “You deserve better.” He whispered and Alec gulped.

Magnus grinned, loving the effect he had on him.

“When you’re done with your high school crush, come look for me.”

“I don’t-”

“Goodnight, Alexander.”

Body of Roses (Punk!Luke Fan Fiction) Chapter - 8

Photo not mine (Though I did edit a bit)

Chapters: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7

Warning: Violence

Rating: A-14 (Read at own risk)

Word Count: 1,552

Luke’s P.O.V

“That was a pretty gutty move, Hemmings.” I let out a loud sigh that could probably be heard across the room knowing that my bandmate, Ashton, was right. My other two mates sat on the old torn sofa that we found on the curb of the road one day looking at me with the same disappointed look Ashton was giving me after telling them what happened yesterday at Geno’s with Ella.

“I know man,” I began. “But what was I suppose to do? Tell her that someone is possibly threatening her life?” I shook my head letting them know that wasn’t an option.

“You know it’s never to late to, I don’t know, call the cops.” Michael, the lead guitarist of the band, stated.

“Gee, what a great idea.” My voice filled with sarcasm and hands covering my face before I let them fall to my side. “I already notified them,” I started. “They said since nothing has actually happened they can’t do much other than having more cops patrolling the streets tonight.”

“Well I guess it’s better than nothing,” Our bassist, Calum told me encouragingly.

I nodded in agreement, “I just wish that I didn’t have to push Ella away,” This was probably the hundredth sigh I’ve let out today. “The thought of her being in danger and not being able to do anything is killing me.”

“Just give her a call mate,” Calum shrugged like it was no big deal.

I shook my head, “She hates me, Cal.”

My eyes fell shut once the words left my mouth. She hates me. Ella.Hates.Me. Hearing the words spoken out loud felt like I got sucker punched in the gut causing me to be winded.

“But even if she picks up at least you know she’s safe.” Calum tried again.

I sat there for a moment taking in his words before turning to Ash who sat next to me and extended my hand to him. “Give me your phone.” He gave me a confused stare so I continued, “She won’t pick up if she sees my name flash across her screen so let me use your phone.”

I watched Ashton dig his hand into his pocket taking out his IPhone and handing it over to me. Punching in Ella’s number, I wait impatiently listening to the ringing before I heard the familiar soft voice answering from the other end.

“Hello?” I felt myself smile as a sigh of relief exited me. “Hello?” She asked again before I hung up without saying a word.

All three boys stared at me waiting for me to tell them what happened.

“So…” Michael began for me.

“She answered.” I told them. “That means she’s fine or else Jai would have taken her phone from her.”

Jai may be stupid but not stupid enough to not destroy her phone so the police could track Ella down.

I felt as though a weight was lifted from my chest and I could finally breathe easily now.

“Well,” Ashton got to his feet looking down at the three of us. “Are we just going to sit around all night and talk about Luke’s depressing love life,” I gave him a glare which he easily shrugged off. “Or are we actually gonna have some fun and do some banding?”

The rest of us all stood up in sync making our way to our instruments. Just as I was about to pick up my guitar I felt my phone go off in my pocket. Digging it out, I unlocked the screen and noticed I had 1 unread message from an unknown number.

I hope you had a good last conversation with the person you care most for, Hemmings. It read, because tonight is gonna be quite the party.

-

I was almost at Geno’s. The weather felt like a hurricane with the winds making it hard to steer my old, rusted Toyota Camry and the rain making me second guess how strong the windows are.

I didn’t bother locking the piece of junk once I got to the ally way as I ran as fast as I could to the cellar where I knew Jai would be. It was cold and damp down there but anything was better than the rain outside. The stairs that led me further down into the Earth creaked with each step I took. As I neared the bottom I head distant voices knowing I was in the right place.

I saw Tyse first as I turned the corner, then Rowan then Jai and finally the person I cared for most. Only it wasn’t the person I cared for most. Actually I could care less for the person.

I let out a loud laugh that sent the four of them turning towards me. “You think that Luca Grey is the person I care most about?” I shook my head amused at them. “Go ahead, kill him. Actually I’ll help you for free after what Luca did to ruin my life.”

ruined your life?” Luca stepped forward but Tyse dragged him back to the spot where he was standing before. I watched as he and Rowan sat him in a chair tying his arms and legs to it. 

“Oh, I know you could give a rat’s ass about him,” Jai nudged his finger at Luca who had already began working up a sweat of nerves. “But would you really let the person you care for watch on the sidelines as her brother gets killed slow and painfully.”

Jai looked passed me nodding his head at something behind me. I turned to see a guy that I recognized from Jai’s gang restraining Ella’s small frame as she struggled against him. Without hesitation, I began moving towards Ella but felt myself being tugged back  by two of Jai’s men. I struggled against them but stopped when the one kicked behind my knee sending me falling to the hard ground.

“Now you see, Luke.” Jai moved closer to me pacing back and forth in front of my eyes. “I was going to just kill this pretty little thing over here.” I watched as he moved over to where Ella was standing and caressed her cheek causing rage to boil inside me. At this moment I was glad that I made the rest of the boys stay at Michael’s house because I wouldn’t be able to live with myself if I let anymore people who I cared about get hurt. “But than I thought why not kill the one thing she loves most so she can hate you for the rest of your life as you stood there doing nothing.” He flashed a smile in my direction. “You can thank Kenny for that great idea.” He motioned at the man on my right who looked like he could eat 50 hotdogs with no problem. “Now,” Jai turned to Rowan and Tyse. “Let the party begin.”

“Stop it!” Ella yelled but it was like she was invisible to Jai. Her eyes fell on me. I’ve never seen someone so desperate before in my life and in that moment I knew I had to think quick and do something.

“What if I told you I have something more that you want than this.” I called out to Jai. Jai held up a hand stopping Tyse from stabbing the knife he had in his hand into Luca’s thigh.

“And what possibly would that be?” He asked me giving me his full attention.

I took a deep breath, “Kill me instead.” I told him. “All I’m asking for in return is that you let Luca and Ella go.” I watched him take in my offer with interest. “You can do whatever you want to me. Think about to all the times I’ve hurt you, Jai. I’m giving a free card to have your revenge on me.”

Not once did I steal a glance from Ella. I knew her eyes were on me, I could feel them. I wasn’t sure what would happen if I looked at her but a feeling deep inside me told me not to. The sound of her voice calling my name and asking what I was doing sounded distant to me as I focused my attention on Jai.

He looked me from head to toe like I was pulling some sort of prank on him. “Okay,” He agreed finally. “Untie the boy and let the girl go.”

“Luke,” Ella rushed over to me but was stopped by one of my guards. “Let go of me!” She screamed. It was the most painful thing to see her like this; completely lost and destroyed. I knew that she would never get over this and it killed me. “Luke you’ll be fine!” She told me as her voice got more distant watching as one of Jai’s men dragged her and Luca out of the cellar. “Let him go!” She yelled but I could hardly see her now. I watched her slowly disappear into the darkness but not before I saw her mouth an ‘I love you’.

My breath caught in my throat but I quickly forced out a quiet, “I love you too.” Back at her hoping she saw me.

“Now,” Jai said breaking the bond between Ella and me. “Let the party begin.”

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Next Chapter Here

A/N: So ya hopefully you’re enjoying it so far! So much shit going on right now, oh my gosh ahah :D but ya definitely give this a heart and reblog if you liked it bc it helps me out so much and I’ll be writing the next chapter either late tonight or sometime tomorrow! Thanks guys!