i actually just got it today

post-op happiness

-I tried on shirts for the first time today without boobs. It felt so good. I was buying them because I liked them, not because of how well they could mask my chest. Feeling shirts lay flat against me, with no bulky binder in the way to make them look bad…it felt so good!

-I got some swim trunks too, and I cannot WAIT to go swimming for the first time after I’m healed! I can have my shirt off! I can actually breathe and feel comfortable and just enjoy the water and focus on having fun! Swimming isn’t going to be a horrible ordeal anymore…that means so much to me

-I went for a walk today. It was hot, and I didn’t have to gasp and sweat through a binder or stare down at my boobs the whole time feeling self conscious. I just…went for a walk. I felt the breeze on my skin

-I get to wear shirts now that I haven’t worn in months or years because I was stuck with the same 3-5 outfits that hid my chest well. I don’t have to bundle up in the middle of summer anymore just to hide my chest. I wore a white t-shirt today for the first time in…I can’t remember!!

-I walk around shirtless after my showers for a good half hour just enjoying the feeling of freedom and looking down at my new chest

-I laid awake last night for a long time just giddy with the possibilities of what I can do now. I can go to the amusement park, the water park, I can go to the lake, I can be a douchebag and take my shirt off while playing basketball because why the fuck not!

-I’m such a happy boy right now

i actually didn’t mind today’s episodes too much?? they were paced weird and it felt inconsistent, but that’s nothing really new for Emmerdale lately. i just wish we had gotten some of the conversation between the end of Friday’s episode and the scenes we got today because it was such a big jump from R telling Aaron he needs to save himself to Aaron supporting Robert being a dad.. i think that’s the only thing i’m really bothered by. i just… need the conversations between the two moments.

byun baekhyun as your Boyfriend™

  • is an actual baby
  • needy, wants you to do everything for him
  • “baby can you do my makeup today”
  • “can you wash my hair for me babe”
  • definitely always wants to be with you 24/7
  • insists on doing every thing together
  • but not to the point where he’s suffocating you
  • well
  • maybe he suffocates you a little
  • but you love him so you put up with it
  • real life human koala bear
  • always gotta be touching you no matter what
  • gets whiny and pouty if you leave his side
  • “i was gone for ten minutes, baek”
  • “we could’ve made out during that time”
  • loves making out
  • lowkey enjoys it more than sex
  • has really soft hands, holds your face a lot
  • his smile makes your insides feel all warm and bubbly
  • you two never really fight
  • it’s always over something petty, like practical jokes or pranks
  • or not putting down the toilet seat
  • never anything serious
  • because honestly, baekhyun is a man
  • he knows what he should and shouldn’t do as your Boyfriend™
  • he knows his limits, even though he seems like the exact opposite
  • he’s tryna cuff and he’s not tryna ruin that you feel
  • shows you off whenever he can
  • his camera roll consists of you and various dogs
  • and probably some memes
  • screenshots all of your snapchats
  • if he could, all he would post about is you
  • would more than likely show off his lockscreen at a concert if fans knew about your relationship
  • is an expert on talking candidly about you without mentioning your name is interviews
  • is an expert on being a Boyfriend™
  • calls you every night at the same time
  • is never too tired for his soulmate
  • likes holding hands, even when you’re both sitting
  • in a dressing room or something, he’ll pull you onto his lap and wrap his arms around you and still intertwine y’all’s fingers
  • rests his chin on your shoulder
  • is dead set on having you become best friends with the rest of exo
  • flies you out to him whenever you’re available
  • has money, blows it on extravagant things for you
  • will come home from a day-trip with an inappropriate amount of gifts
  • tried to buy you a car
  • “i already have a car, baekhyun”
  • “what rule says a person can only have one car”
  • “baekhyun, you don’t even have your own car”
  • “then i’ll buy this car for myself and let you use it”
  • you convinced him not to buy the car
  • speaking of cars
  • likes having sex in cars
  • he likes to watch the windows fog up
  • can play piano, naturally good with his fingers
  • you have a habit of watching his hands do things
  • even if it’s nothing sexual
  • is a professional dirty-talker
  • drops sexual pickups lines like it’s nothing
  • laughs when your legs get a little weak
  • sometimes doesn’t even use a pickup line
  • he’s walking back in forth from rooms, doing laundry
  • casually says “hey, remember when you said you’d teach me english? maybe i can practice it between your thighs later”
  • then he laughs seeing the way your face turns red and continues his chores
  • “accidentally” puts some of his clothes with yours
  • hopes you’ll wear them regardless
  • you do and he turns into the heart eyes emoji
  • worships your body
  • worships you
  • knows he’d be lost without you
  • doesn’t want to be lost
  • sometimes he’ll be singing in the shower and it’ll lull you to sleep
  • sings while doing menial tasks
  • watches exo’s performances on tv, is his band’s number one fan
  • suavely puts an arm around you when you’re both just sitting around and watching tv
  • you two watch shows together
  • “i can’t believe you watched the next episode without me”
  • cue a petty argument and an hour of ignoring each other
  • then he kisses you and boom
  • all better
  • “baby”
  • “what”
  • “i love you”
  • it’s disgusting how much y’all are in love
  • but you’re so thankful that you got to be with someone as amazing as him

anonymous asked:

I feel like it's supposed to be obvious but to me it isn't, how's Louis following these artist is proving the cloning? 😂

Look up for Avril’s conspiracy theory on google 


Anonymous said to shadyshit91:that harry and tess twitter acc deleted, and all the other harry and tess accounts that exist are joke accs made by larries, so sorry jeff seems like this stunt crashed and burned

1 week and it was dead rip in peace 


Anonymous said to shadyshit91:I was thinking the same thing as your anon… Avril’s video was posted here, and he stalked his update account but they didn’t post it…

He got a secret tumblr 👀


Anonymous said to shadyshit91:hey blue! has it been quiet today? did something happen? im seeing a lot of activity but i don’t understand! muito obrigado x

Hello! It has, very quiet actually. Louis just got online now and Niall had a show but that was pretty much it! You’re welcome xx 


Anonymous said to shadyshit91:That pic of spongebob is antis in their entirety.

lol indeed 

YURIO CHOREOGRAPHED HIS EX IN FUCKING ONE NIGHT IM FUCKING SCREAMING

im just imagining this little shit running around the streets of barcelona in the middle of the night trying to cobble a costume together while he lets beka handle the music

he bursts into chris’s hotel room at 3 like “give me one of your sexy tank tops”

& chris is 75% asleep and doesn’t register that none of his clothes are appropriate for a 15 year old. he gestures at his wardrobe and as yurio leaves he’s like. “im 2 sizes bigger than you my tanks will fall off”

yurio looks him dead in the eye. “good.”

yurio takes pleasure in waking JJ up at 5 am and asking for his tackiest piece of jewelry.

“here’s this cross necklace that i got at a flea market for 2 bucks”

yurio snatches it out of his hands. “im going to kick your ass today shithead”

JJ wonders if yurio understands the meaning of an exhibition skate.

the hardest part is the jacket bc yurio’s outfit just isn’t right but there’s no one here that’s actually his size and yurio hasn’t slept in 24 hours.

he’s on his 5th red bull.

when suddenly, like a bolt from the blue, he sees someone outside the rink wearing the gaudiest purple leather jacket he’s ever seen. it’s perfect.

“you! how much for your jacket!”

the man is confused bc he doesn’t speak english and also the men’s GPF gold medalist is screaming at him. he’s 80% sure these are his last moments on earth.

jacket“ yurio says like that will make the man understand.

through a complex game of charades, yurio manages to communicate that he wants the jacket. the man happily hands it over bc holy shit it’s the ice tiger of russia.

yurio throws the guy 30,000 rubles.

yurio shows up right before his EX running on 15 red bulls with under eye circles darker than his soul.

“you look like you’ve been shoved through a meat grinder” mila says

“good” yurio replies.

no amount of foundation will help. lilia is panicking, barcelona is falling. yurio’s eyes still look like they can see through time.

georgi kicks in the door. “i got this”

it’s 5 minutes to show time and yuuri and viktor come to see him off. they’re still in their own EX costumes.

“wow! so chic!” viktor says before getting distracted by a dog in the stands. (”it’s in a purse yuuri, 10/10 would doggo again“)

“davai!” yuuri says.

yuuri has a pair of sunglasses clipped to his shirt. yurio points at them. “are those viktor’s”

“yes?”

they’re gucci and worth more than nikolai plisetsky’s car.

yurio snatches them and skates off before viktor comes back.

beka is at the edge of the rink dressed in all black. he flashes yurio a thumbs up.

“wow those sunglasses look just like mine!”

I don’t get how people are just…so nasty to their servers.

I went out to eat today at a pizza place and my waitress brought me a refill without me asking and I was like, “Oh thanks so much!”

And she just got the most startled look on her face, like she was flustered that I had said thank you of all things.

When she came back a few minutes later with the check, I complimented her socks (they had a super cute pretzel pattern on them and I’m a sucker for fun socks) and her face absolutely LIT up. We had like a three minute conversation about how they’re the only part of her outfit she can really customize, having a uniform and all that, and she left with a grin on her face.

But the fact that she seemed surprised that someone was being nice to her was just so upsetting to me.

Your servers are human. Treat them like it.

i mentioned the recent confusion about my intimidating guns and the clever solution that i solved it with to steve, and he helpfully illustrated my success. 

i knit that sweater myself you guys, im very proud. 

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After that episode, I got so many messages on Instagram from fans that said, ‘I was raped three years ago and today I told my parents, because of your character.’ That touches me. It makes me very happy to know that people don’t see it as just a show. It actually touches people and helps girls feel stronger.

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[7/100 days of productivity]

today i did some core 4 work because it’s nicer than geology and I got a U in my core 4 mock :))))

I have absoloutely no idea what I’m doing and I’m so confused as to whether there’s even any point me trying and revising for my A-Levels. Everything is such a mess and I just wish I had something to aim for. I just wish I felt like I was actually doing something and ot just floating around pointlessly, wasting everyone’s time. I’m having a hard time justifying things at the moment. I’m working on it, but it doesn’t feel like enough.

I’ve had a week of ‘productivity’. I should celebrate that.

go me! *celebrates sorta*

p.s. sorry for cat spam

3/9 happy miku day

Valentine’s Day Special!

Happy Valentine’s Day! Here are some of my favourite Valentine’s day fics! Enjoy!

Originally posted by antorashiro


Valentine’s Day


The Perfect Valentine’s Day by SakuraNeko, Explicit, 4.9k
After suddenly realizing that Valentine’s Day is tomorrow, Yuuri wants to make sure that their first one together is perfect. When things don’t go as planned, will Victor be able to give Yuuri the perfect Valentine’s Day that he wanted? LOVE!

Just go with it, all right? by IdunAurora, Gen, 4.2k
Viktor treats his husband to a romantic evening on Valentine’s Day, and as they enjoy their bath together, they reminisce their first meeting on that very day five years prior. The evening that turned from full-on miserable to fairy tale-level wonderful against all odds. THIS IS SO CUTE AND VICTOR IS A HERO

Be my Valentine by dancey94, Teen, 2.6k
Yuuri attends an event for singles with little enthusiasm. He expects to eat some food, have a drink and leave. What follows exceeds any expectations. Cute!

Thick Thighs and Beautiful Eyes by ViktuuriSakurai, Explicit, 3.5k
Or, the one where Yuuri wears lingerie on Valetine’s Day for Viktor, who loves touching and teasing the younger man - especially his thighs. OMG!!

Deck the Halls with Love and Folly by sushicorps (Inclinant), Gen, 4k
“Well…” Viktor starts but doesn’t continue because where does one even go with “I am really a world champion figure skater but I got distracted because I think you’re really cute and now you’re offering to teach me how to ice skate and I’m actually about to say yes?” THIS IS SO GOOD PLEASE READ IT! The author just updated today and added a quick V-Day story!

crazyskinnylove:

voguefrance:

spagettinos:

smilebecauseicant:

crotchkat-vantass:

juststrokemyglabella:

2spookysamy:

highonvodka:

themixedbagofspooky:

spoopy-len-in-a-dress:

riningear:

doryishness:

displaced-angel:

ryedragon:

inritum:

reblog and make a wish!


this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.

THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.

The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.

AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.

THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

YOOOOOOO

I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS

LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL

IM STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS

holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS. 

I WANTED TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I DIDN’T THINK I’D GET DAYS OFF BUT THIS WEEKEND I’M HEADING UP THERE??? THIS IS CRAZY SHIT 

SO LIKE I JOKINGLY WISHED FOR MY OWN LEN KAGAMINE AND THEN LIKE A WEEK LATER I GOT A LEN NENDOROID??? H ELP

WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????

ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE

THE BOY I FELL I LOVE WITH LEFT TO TRAVEL THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD AND HAS BEEN GONE NOW FOR 3 MONTHS. WE HAVENT SPOKEN SINCE BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE HIM FEEL TRAPPED TO ME AND NOT ENJOY HIS TIME SO I WAITED FOR HIM TO CONTACT ME FIRST. I SAW THIS ON A PARTICULARLY LOW DAY WHEN I WAS MISSING HIM SO MUCH I CRIED FROM THE PAIN, GUYS I REALLY LOVE HIM, SO I THOUGHT MEH WHAT THE FUCK, AND WISHED HE WOULD JUST LET ME KNOW HE WAS OKAY.

GUYS.

HE FUCKING CALLED ME 20 MINUTES LATER

20 FUCKNG. MINUTES. LATER.

GOOD THINGS DO HAPPEN. AND ITS IN THIS POST.

I wish for someone to leave something in my ask.

OKAY SO I ASKED FOR A HEDGEHOG AND NOW GUESS WHO HAS A PET HEDGEHOG

i really hope my wish comes true

my last two wishes came true, one more couldn’t hurt

SO I WISHED FOR AN IMAC THE LAST TIME I DID THIS AND A WEEK LATER MY MOM SURPRISED ME WITH AN IMAC. HONESTLY SHE DIDNT EVEN KNOW I WANTED ONE, I DIDNT TELL ANYONE, IT WAS AN EARLY XMAS PRESENT. Wow this works

This is AMAZING i wished that I would get into South Korea and I did !!!!!!!!

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