-I tried on shirts for the first time today without boobs. It felt so good. I was buying them because I liked them, not because of how well they could mask my chest. Feeling shirts lay flat against me, with no bulky binder in the way to make them look bad…it felt so good!
-I got some swim trunks too, and I cannot WAIT to go swimming for the first time after I’m healed! I can have my shirt off! I can actually breathe and feel comfortable and just enjoy the water and focus on having fun! Swimming isn’t going to be a horrible ordeal anymore…that means so much to me
-I went for a walk today. It was hot, and I didn’t have to gasp and sweat through a binder or stare down at my boobs the whole time feeling self conscious. I just…went for a walk. I felt the breeze on my skin
-I get to wear shirts now that I haven’t worn in months or years because I was stuck with the same 3-5 outfits that hid my chest well. I don’t have to bundle up in the middle of summer anymore just to hide my chest. I wore a white t-shirt today for the first time in…I can’t remember!!
-I walk around shirtless after my showers for a good half hour just enjoying the feeling of freedom and looking down at my new chest
-I laid awake last night for a long time just giddy with the possibilities of what I can do now. I can go to the amusement park, the water park, I can go to the lake, I can be a douchebag and take my shirt off while playing basketball because why the fuck not!
-I’m such a happy boy right now