i actually have like 2 friends so

anonymous asked:

I don't think they're homophobic. It's just that it's not the way they want they're show to go. Like... they've spent time building this up since season 2. It's not like captain swan is random. They just don't want the hype For swan queen building up

… i’ve decided that instead of lashing out at you i’m gonna try to educate you, because i have a few cs friends that had no idea The Hug actually made the sq fandom feel even worse. 

first of all, i never mentioned cs so? i don’t know where you’re trying to go with that. they might’ve been trying to build it up since s2 but swan queen has existed since s1 and we only got a HUG 5 seasons later. they cut a hug that both actresses thought was great for the moment, and instead they gave us a hug that was about a heterosexual ship. i’m literally not shitting on cs i’m just stating a fact.

second of all, how can they not be a little bit homophobic? are you even in the fandom or are you just general audience? we only got support from the actors/writers like 4 seasons in. they didn’t even want to UTTER the words swan queen before. the actors literally couldn’t even keep a straight face when a fan asked about swan queen. lana was one of the only people on that stage that was able to control herself.

you’re trying to tell me that the same people that wrote the ruby x dorothy romance aren’t homophobic? even when they said it would pass every test there was? are you actually serious? this show has NO queer ships. ZERO. and the only wlw romance we got is in no way tied to the plot - that’s why they were forgotten ONE EPISODE LATER. this is the same show that makes (inoffensive) gay jokes even when they don’t have any rep. how is this healthy? this is the same show that goes on and on about the bromance between 2 male characters and still??? NO REP. how is it not homophobic to tweet a fan about the swan queen hug and deleting that tweet when that promo comes out? do you even know that the writers purposefully deleted a much better thought out hug and decided to give us something that lasted less than 3 seconds? are you…. actually serious? 

i know some fans are nasty as hell, trust me i know, but literally all some of us ask for is non romantic sq scenes. we just want emma and regina on the same frame. they don’t even have to speak to each other. all sq fans get are crumbs and that’s what we’ve been getting for a long time. ya’ll say we keep asking for stuff even when we get them but some people are preaching for more cs promotion even when ya’ll are getting a mf wedding lmao all we wanted was a FRIENDLY, sentimental hug - something that wasn’t about a het ship. that’s all we asked for. please let us have a tweet from adam supporting us. please let us have at least one actress supporting our ship. this is not pie!! you’re not losing a slice of anything. just bc we get support once in a blue moon, doesn’t mean the writers suddenly hate your ship and you’ll never get what you want.

lastly, we’re all grownups. we know sq is never going to happen and we don’t need people telling us that 24/7. we don’t need “protecting”. when did ya’ll ever truly care about whether or not we’re being led on? don’t think you’re trying to help because you’re literally not, you’re not telling us something that we’ve never heard before. i’ve heard anti sq people tell me that it was never gonna happen ever since i joined the fandom.

if they choose not to give sq screentime bc they think they’ll be leading us on, that’s nasty as hell. just flat out tell us sq is never gonna happen and we’ll never see ruby x dorothy again. we’ll leave. i PROMISE you that. 

we’ve had actors from the cast say nasty stuff to us as well, like that the only reason why we’re angry at the fact that oq is canon is bc the actor gets to kiss lana and that upsets lesbians. yes, sean literally said this. we’ve had that ugly ass dwarf dude flat out tell us that the whole cast never liked us which resulted in jmo getting angry as hell. we’ve had ginny saying that emma and regina will never kiss bc this is not “once upon a time down my pants” when het ships literally dry hump each other on screen and no one ever says anything.  this is going to sound sentimental as hell but we’re used to being treated like this since day one my dude.

we have every right to be angry. we never asked to be queerbaited (even with ruby x dorothy). we never asked to be bullied by the cast. if some of ya’ll like to say “not all csers” then say the same about sqers. never make an exception of yourself. don’t be mean…. all we wanted was a hug. that’s… literally all we wanted

I’m so glad we can finally put to rest the whole “Pidge doesn’t actually like being around Lance/is only annoyed by his presence/is a bully to him” trope.  Because those two were ride or die in season two.  Pidge chose Lance to be her designated sift-through-this-fountain-barefoot-with-me friend. She grabbed his sleeve and was like “This way, Slender Man, we’re going fishing”. Don’t ignore this friendship @Voltron Fandom.

What I would like to see in Chapter 17 :)

Ji Eun:.. S-Sangwoo… who’s that?
Sangwoo: My friend, obviously ^-^
Friend 1: *side eyes Bum* Alright….
Girl: Well since we are all here, Let’s play a drinking game!
Friend 2: Like what?
Girl: Never have I ever!
Friend 1: How do you play that?
Girl: Simple! We go around and say “never have I ever…” and something you actually haven’t done but if we /have/, we take a shot. For example, “Never have I ever… Skipped school.” So if you /did/ skip school, you take a shot. Easy!
Friend 2: Alright, let’s play. I’ll go first…
*A few rounds later*
Girl: Me next! Okay, never have I ever had my first kiss!
*Everyone except Jin Eun takes a shot*
*Jin Eun gets embarrassed*
Sangwoo, being the asshole that he is: Awww how cute~ Don’t worry Jin Eun, I got one just for you~~~
Jin Eun: *blushes* :D
Sangwoo: Never have I ever messed up on a performance live ^-^
Jin Eun: :c *sadly takes a shot*
Friend: Okay, okay I got one! *Looks straight at Bum* Never have I ever broken a bone
Bum: *Looks Sangwoo dead in the eyes as he takes two shots*
Girl: Why did you take two?
Bum: *tipsy (bc let’s be real, Bum is probably a light weight)* One for each of my broken leg *side eyes Sangwoo*
Friend 1: Alright, it’s your turn
Bum: *pretends to think* Hmmmm…. Never have I ever….. murder anyone, kidnap, torture anyone in emotional or physically abuse, manipulate them into sucking you off, humiliate, degrade them, forcing them into female clothes and cleaning your fucking dirty ass house and have them fear for their life constantly. :)
Everyone else: …..
Bum: *grabs an unopened bottle of Soju and slams it infront of Sangwoo* :) Drink your shot, honey :)

I overshare a lot and I realize my friends w/o personality disorders sometimes find it strange or even vaguely uncomfortable but it’s honestly the only way I can actually feel connected to them. I can’t connect to people through other topics of conversation because the only thing that truly feels like a part of myself is my suffering.

Any other topic is emotionally akin to simply discussing the weather so if I have even a slight desire to be someone’s friend I will almost always talk about my symptoms and my trauma. Even when I can see it bothering them.

I’ll Be There - Part 8

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Member: Hoseok

Genre: Angst/Fluff

Word Count: 3964 

Summary: You and Hoseok are best friends and just like any story that starts like this, nothing good ever happens. One night when Hoseok is in his drunken state, he says some things that make you reconsider how much worth you actually have in his life.

A/N: Wooo it’s a pretty long update this time, almost 4k words! Enjoy~ Xx 

Originally posted by sweaterpawsjimin

You woke up. Heart beating fast. Mind filled with so many thoughts, but you could only focus on the one. You don’t know when it happened or how. It just did. It’s almost as if someone snapped their fingers and made it happen. There wasn’t a single moment in time where you questioned any of those. You did think that it would be possible.

You like Hoseok.

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What writing is actually like:

1) “I have to pee, but I need to finish this before I forget.”

2) “Holy shit, I actually wrote that many words!?”

3) “What day is it?”

4) “I wasn’t gonna do the homework anyways.”

5) “Sleep is for the weak, and those who have finished editing.”

6) “Did I remember to eat?”

7) “No laptop don’t die! This is the climax of the story!”

8) “This dialogue is hilarious. If I can do this, why do I have so little  friends?”

9) “I think I made this way too personal.”

10) “I’m a terrible writer, I haven’t put a new chapter out in weeks/months/years/ect.

11) “Is it shallow to use your own name for an original character?”

Feel free to add on! : @the-third-winchester-warrior @sassy-losechester @i-write-and-stuff @straightasdeanwinchester @spnsisimagines @riversong-sam @winchesters-favorite-girl @bloggingimpaired / @sophisticated-angel @supernatural-squadd @cascancook @chelsea072498 @winchester-sis-imagines @nickiwinchester97

Take Care Of You

Originally posted by vaniwin

Pairing: Seth Rollins x Reader

GIF Credit: ^^

Warnings: Smut, swears, and fluff

Rating: Explicit

A/N: WWWWHHHAAAA!?!?! I have actually uploaded an imagine!? I have had this written for a long time now and I just never finished it, but I have now so I hope you guys like it! I’m combining two different requests from anons: “Seth Rollins smut where you broke 2 of your ribs in a match but it’s slowly healing.. But he’s really scared during sex incase he hurts you.. Please make it long and fluffy :( Pllllllease and thank you” and “Reader friends Charlotte and Dana stab her in the back in the ring (she didn’t knew about the change in the storyline) after that her whole body hurts and she feels horrible so she hide in one of the many empty rooms in the stadium and start crying, Seth hear her and try to give her comfort and somehow convince her to let him check if there anything broken in her body, Seth is so skilled with his words and hands that everything turn in smut”

The chair shot came from nowhere. It hit your skin so hard that it echoed throughout the arena, a sickening sound that made the people in the front row wince. You fell to your knees, dazed and in pain, gasping for air. Another hit and your body dropped to the mat. You could hear Charlotte yelling about how she was so superior to you, Dana laughing. Then you felt Dana kick you in the ribs, making you roll out of the ring. She picked you up and flung you into the steps. You felt something crack. Tears flooded your eyes and you dropped to the ground in a crumpled heap.

This wasn’t how it was suppose to happen. It was suppose to be a slap from Charlotte that would end your on screen alliance, not…this. You saw their boots turn and leave, Charlotte ‘woo’ing as she went. Their music blasted through the arena and trainers rushed to you. “Are you alright y/n?” You couldn’t answer so they helped you up the ramp, your arms slung over their shoulders. The moment you got back stage you shook them off, saying that you just needed ice and that was it. They did everything they could but you refused any help, too hurt emotionally and in too much pain to think clearly. Reluctantly, they handed you ice packs and let you walk away.

“Hey y/n!” It was her. You felt anger wash over you as you turned on Charlotte, your best friend. Before she could even get any words out, you completely exploded.

“What the fuck was that!? Why the fuck did you not tell me there was a change!? What kind of fucking stupid ass idea is that!?” She looked like you just slapped her, and you took so much satisfaction in that. “You know what, go fuck yourself Charlotte!” With that you turned and stomped off. She didn’t try to stop you, just mumbled something angrily under her breath. You had absolutely no idea why you refused medical attention or even where you were going. The sound of the crowd died away and you suddenly felt so alone, so isolated. Tears were falling from your eyes, completely obscuring your vision, so you opened the nearest door and locked yourself inside.

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Don’t wanna be a play date

Originally posted by kpoptrashandproud

Hey there so I really really loved your fuckboy!jungook snaps and I was wondering if you could make a scenario from it like a part 2 or something? And could it be where the reader actually likes him but won’t admit to it because of how he is but like he comes over and things get steamy ;) ? Slight smut? thank you!!

{I really hope you liked this It might not be that great but I tried lol and sorry that this is so late!}

Fucking jungkook

you rolled your eyes and shoving your phone aside. Friend or not he was still a fuckboy and having to get used to his constant teasing towards to you was becoming harder. Immediately you went back to trying to regain focus but the second the pads of your fingers touched the keys the loud and sudden ringing of your phone made you jump and your hands jerked away from the keyboard. You were frustrated enough as it was and seeing his name light up your screen almost made you wanna scream. 

Incoming call: Kookster

Of course it’d be him, you sighed.

“Yeah?”

“So you’re not free tonight?”

“No”

“You sure?”

“Yes I’m busy and the longer we talk the more time I’m wasting” you retorted.

Ouch, why are you so mean to me y/n” he says in a whiny voice

“I thought you liked me” you groaned a little pinching the bridge of your nose

“Yeah whatever I have to go” you quickly pressed end and shut off your phone so that he couldn’t distract you.

When he’s out partying you know that he’s just going to get drunk, forget your existence, and go fuck with some random girl like he does all the time. Leaving you to take home a drunk and sweat smelling jungkook. You were not going to deal with that tonight. 

~*~

It was already really late and it’s been a few hours since you actually talked to jungkook. You cared for him so it was only natural to want to check up on him. You turned on your phone again and let it load up. Once it turned on it began to ding non-stop with message after message popping up on your screen. After about a good minute you quickly skimmed through them. A few from friends and a whole bunch of them from jungkook. 

[8:33] Kookster: come on just come hang out me

[8:40] Kookster: Don’t ignore me

[12:13] Kookster: It’s not that fun when your not around

[12:45] Kookster: C’mon y/n answer me

[1:24] Kookster: I’m bored

[1:55] Kookster: I need you

Those were just a few of the many texts he had left. It was past one and you really needed to know if he was ok. Hoping that he wasn’t mad at you or anything he’d pick up your call. With no answer after three times you began to worry. “Dammit you better be home sleeping.” You pressed call again and grabbed your sweater as you slipped on your shoes and ran to the front door. He didn’t pick up again leaving you to curse under your breath. You swing open your front door ready to run and hop into your car but you were met with a tired and irritated looking jungkook. “Doesn’t feel nice to be ignored now does it,” he slipped in pass you “I’m sorry kook, but I was busy and I couldn’t just stop to chat or whatever,” you shut your door and stood in front of him. “That shouldn’t matter I’m your friend y/n I shouldn’t have to be asking you constantly to hang out.” You scoffed at him “We’re never really hanging out anymore anyway. Whenever I’m with you, you always forget I’m there. I’m literally just your ride back home when you’re too fucked over.”

You threw your sweater on the couch beside you and walked off to your room with him following close behind. “You know I’m actually surprised you didn’t get drunk off your ass tonight,” “ok I don’t always get drunk,” “oh right and I have a boyfriend,” you spat. You opened the door to your room and just dropped yourself onto your bed.  “Look I’m sorry ok I didn’t realize I made you feel that way.” he admitted.

“Didn’t realize, you have got to be kidding me,” you picked yourself up and glared at him. “What?” “YOU THAT’S WHAT!” Your arms flew up angry at this point,

“I already said I’m sorry ok what the hell is it now!?” “You dammit it’s always you. I’m tired of being around you now when all your gonna do is forget about me and not only that you fuck like every other girl you meet and it sucks having to see you flirt left to right all the fucking time because-” you paused, realizing what you were about to say. “Forget it, just go home.” you waved him off and laid down.

You didn’t hear him walk out or anything, he was just standing there in silence as he look at you. “Look just go already I don-” you gasped suddenly seeing him hovering over you. “Why?” he asked softly. “W-what?” “Why don’t you like me with other girls?” he smirks at you. Why this bastard, your cheeks flushed red and you turned away feeling embarrassed. “Go away,” you muttered. He chuckled “no you have to tell me now.” You really refused to say anything now at this point. Your breath hitches when you feel him leaning onto you “Your jealous aren’t you” his hot breath tickles your ear causing you to shut your eyes closed. 

His lips where now on your neck, kissing at the skin teasingly. His hand slowly ran up your thigh barely past the hem of your shirt. “Jungkook” you wanted to sound intimating but your voice came out quiet and shy. Almost as if you were begging for more. He soon met his lips with yours and he took no time to insert his tongue into your mouth. He quickly gained dominance over you and you could help but moan slightly as your kiss became more heated. He started grinding against your core as his hand roamed  up to fondle your breast and again making you moan. He pulls away breathless and smirks at you again “I can make you feel special to.” 

That’s right he could, but you weren’t going to be the only special girl he had. You hated whats he does and you hated how quickly he made you fall under his touch. 

You finally pushed him away from you as you told him to stop. “Don’t do this so me,” you said. “What do you mean?” “I’m hardly a friend to you now, I’m not going to let you use me for your pleasure.” 

Jungkook sits there for a moment actually in shock by your words. He’s never been in any type of situation like this and he didn’t know what to do. But he never wanted to hurt you. You see him sitting there staring down at his lap waiting for him to say something, but what?

You sigh and get up to leave your room but  your pulled back by him and next thing you know he has his arms around you. “Y/n i’m not using you I would never do that,” he says. You pull back to look him in the eye “Then was that right now, I might like you but that doesn’t mean you can take advantage of me because of that.” You tried getting  up again but he hugged you tighter. “No I wasn’t- shit I’m sorry y/n. I really care about you to….” “But you don’t like me like the way I do for you.” 

“But I do that’s the thing!” your eyes widened, he’s confessing? “You’re lying” you’re completely out of his grasp now. “Don’t try to spare my feelings.” “NO I mean it and I’m sorry. I don’t  know how many times I’m going to say it but I am. For ignoring you, for making you feel the way you do know I have no excuse.”

You rolled your eyes and looked away from him again. “Ok I know it’s bad. I’m with one girl one day and with another the next but do you know how many times I wished they were you?” He scoots closer to you and makes you face him.

“You know jungkook, as much as I like you and wanted to be with you, I hated myself for thinking that way because I was probably only going to be another one of your toys.” His shoulders sink down and his eyes shy away from you now. “I don’t blame you I mean fuck I wouldn’t trust me either,” he chuckles bitterly. “You know I’ve always use to think I was bad for you, I still do, and I wanted to ask you out but I wasn’t sure but I didn’t just want to fuck you, you know-” 

“Jungkook I get it.” you cover his mouth. You let out a sigh and let your hand fall with a soft thud. He watched you carefully watching for any sign of sadness, anger even, but he couldn’t quite red you. “I want to- I mean we could-” you groan “I don’t want to end up hurt.” you finally admit. “And you won’t”

“If you’ll let me, give me a chance.”

Much Love~💖

I’ll Be There - Part 13

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Member: Hoseok

Genre: Angst/Fluff

Word Count: 4072

Summary: You and Hoseok are best friends and just like any story that starts like this, nothing good ever happens. One night when Hoseok is in his drunken state, he says some things that make you reconsider how much worth you actually have in his life.

A/N: I’m just going to say this now. I’m sorry. Just know that I love you guys very much and there’s going to be 15 parts so… enjoy Xx 😁

Originally posted by hohbi

A new year, a new you. Yes? Well maybe. Baby steps you know? Today is your day off and since it has been a while, you convince yourself that it will be a good “beginning of the year workout” if you go to the studio. So now here you are, at the studio. The cold, cold, cold, studio. Realizing that the room won’t get any warmer just by you standing there, you quickly do you stretches and then set up a playlist so you can start your freestyles. There’s not much to it; it’s all 100% improve at this point. However, you do feel a little rusty once again as it has been a while since you’ve set foot into this studio. Especially with the whole ankle incident and everything else in between.

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You’re My Family

Pairing: Jonathan x Reader

Warnings: Swearing, Mentions of death, Loss of loved one, Misguided reader, Father abandonment.

Words: 2,783

A/n: I have no idea what inspired me to write this… But oh well. SO nothing actually happens but it’s fluff galore and slight angst so I hope it suffices :)

Summary: You and Jonathan used to be friends, but after a rough spot in your life, you go running back to him.


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Actual sensitive person speaking

I wish I was just making this up but you know that feeling when you’re so sensitive and introverted that you’re nearly dysfunctional in social situations where there’s a lot of stimuli

Like I could understand perfectly everything that’s going on while at home watching a show or hanging out with my 2 friends, but in a crowded place, someone uses sarcasm and I suddenly have no idea they’re just joking. I seriously asked this guy if invisible glasses were a thing

10 steps to flirt like a pro:

By the end of this lesson, you will totally be a flirt sensation, I follow these tips myself and it totally works! So if you want to know how to flirt like a pro; keep reading! Here we go!

Step 1: Talk to them!
I know it seems obvious but have you actually opted to say a quick hello and spark up a light conversation? If not this is a good way to start haha!

Step 2: Laugh, laugh and laugh some more!
Everyone likes to think that they are funny - just throw them a bone and laugh along (not too hard you don’t want them to think you’re too crazy!)

Step 3: Use your eyes
If you avoid eye contact, your crush is never going to know that you like them! So make sure to give a few meaningful looks - use the old “look, look away, look again” technique, it does wonders! Make sure you don’t stare though. And if you find it hard to look someone in the eye; look in between their eyes at their nose, they won’t know the difference!

Step 4: Smile!
Pair that look with the beautiful smile I know you’ve got!

Step 5: Compliment them
A few subtle words can make a major difference on how a person sees you. If you give compliments you are going to be more likeable as a person. It doesn’t have to be a long explanation of how everything about them is perfect; it could be as simple as “you look nice today” or “I like your shoes”. The simpler, the better.

Step 6: Think of them!
If you are watching the match of your crushes favourite sport or even if you see the funniest youtube video you know they’ll love, TELL THEM! It will give them the idea that they are on you’re mind, which is obviously completely true!

Step 7: Body language
This is key! Body language reflects how you feel, so if your feeling awkward it will show. Just relax. Do things like leaning in a little bit when you are talking to your crush, lightly brush past them or even maybe touch their arm in mid conversation. All these things will hint your into them. (Warning: sitting on their lap may be too far).

Step 8: Social media
This is perfect if you are shy or you just want to be in contact with your crush at home and outside of school/work. Like a few photos or statuses, send funny links to each other or even just strike up a conversation. Don’t be too stalkerish!

Step 9: Ask for their opinion
Whether it’s about homework or an outfit or if you should eat an apple or an orange… opinions matter! Asking for you crushes opinion will not only hint that you like them but will show that you care what they think. This will give them a confidence boost and also get you a step closer to making your crush a reality! It’s a win win!

Step 10: Be yourself!
Don’t be willing to change for your crush too enormously as that shows you don’t think your good enough, which is completely not the case. If your crush is genuinely interested in you they will like you for who you are. So be confident, be unique and most of all just act like you always do! If you are happy with yourself this will reflect in your presence - and think what kind of message that sends your crush!

You are now the most flirty flirt I know, go try it out on your crush and let me know how you go!

crush–advice

pls like or reblog if you still play in bio rps, app rps and more long form roleplaying (doesn’t necessarily have to be novel length stuff, but something with more meaty text, at least 2-3 paragraph replies, not just a few sentences). i just don’t see that much of it in the community anymore and that’s my jam so i wanna find people who still write like that !! i miss having rp friends and i actually have some free time now so come write with me and invade my askbox pls ??

I’ll Be There - Part 7

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Member: Hoseok

Genre: Angst/Fluff

Word Count: 3200 (bless) 

Summary: You and Hoseok are best friends and just like any story that starts like this, nothing good ever happens. One night when Hoseok is in his drunken state, he says some things that make you reconsider how much worth you actually have in his life.

A/N: I have a feeling this series might go over 10 parts 😁 Enjoy Xx 

Originally posted by sweaterpawsjimin

“Oh God, my head hurts so damn much.” You wince at the pain from turning your head even just to look at your phone. You feel the nightstand for your phone, but then your hand brushes over a piece of paper. You pick it off of the table and read it.

You drank a lot last night Y/N. I stayed the night just in case something happened, I hope you don’t mind. I also made you some hangover soup. I don’t know how long you’re going to be asleep for, but if you wake up early it should still be warm :P I have to leave now because of work. Feel better soon!

- Hobi

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This is amazing. I heard my friend talking with my other friend while I was getting ready to leave school and I heard him say “watch dogs 2” so, of course, I jolted his way and yelled “I LOVE THAT GAME” and he was all like “Oh you have it too?!” and we legit talked about it for like ever and at one point I risked myself and said “I fucking love Marcus and Wrench, they should end up together already” and to my surprise he replied with “They do look good together, actually!”

I found myself an ally.

Co Workers (Part Eighteen)

A/N: Hi friends, this part touches quite heavily on depression. I wanted to take this moment right here to say that if you ever need anyone to talk to, please never ever hesitate to message me, talk to me on anon, anything. I know what it’s like, I myself have been there. Depression and anxiety are actually two big reasons that I’m here on tumblr. So please remember that if you ever need a friend I am here and that you are not alone!! I love you guys <3

Pairing: Misha x Reader

Warnings: Depression, language, Y/N spirals a bit in this part.

Word Count: 2.1k

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Originally posted by collateraldamageaf

You walked forward just as the doctor walked out of the room, hugging your mom, and then Jen, then Derek. You all had just been standing there holding each other for a while, you didn’t need to hear what the doctor said to know what happened. Your dad didn’t make it.

You opened your eyes to see Misha standing in the doorway to the waiting room. By the look on his face, he figured it out. You motioned for him to come over, melting in his arms. No one knew what to do right now. Not to mention that you felt awful. You should have been there sooner. Your family was close and you’d been nothing but distant for the last few months.

For the first time since you started acting on Supernatural, you considered coming home.


The next week drug by very slowly. You spent it with your family, Misha was there until he had to get back to Vancouver for filming. You had to get back soon yourself. Going back to Vancouver was not what you wanted to do. You wanted to stay. But you were in the next episode, and this wasn’t a job you could just stop showing up to one day. Your mom assured both you and your brother that it was okay for you guys to go back home. You were really proud of her, she’d been so strong through all of this.

You were happy to get home to Misha, you were so tired and you just needed to sleep. This week was one week you quite honestly would like to forget. Not having slept much due to being without Misha for the last few days, you just wanted to snuggle up with him in bed.

It was early Monday morning when things started to feel slightly normal. You and Misha were both up before the sun, moving around each other as you both got ready for work. You were brushing your teeth in front of the bathroom mirror while Misha was in the shower when you started to feel funny.

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Being a tall girl myself, i think this is great.  I always say to myself “i want a guy that’s taller than me”, with being 6ft 1 or 2" that may be quite difficult, so I need to accept that its highly likely that any future boyfriend will be shorter than me…
This picture should be reblogged, so that fellow tall girls, like myself, can learn that alot of shorter men actually like having tall girls on their arms and to brag about.
Don’t forget to embrace your height my long-legged friends! 
I have no hate for shorter women with tall men, so there should be no hate on this…

I’ll Be There - Part 4

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Member: Hoseok

Genre: Angst/Fluff

Word Count: 3233

Summary: You and Hoseok are best friends and just like any story that starts like this, nothing good ever happens. One night when Hoseok is in his drunken state, he says some things that make you reconsider how much worth you actually have in his life.

A/N: One more thing to clarify, bolded italics will be text messages between characters. Enjoy Xx 

Originally posted by hohbi

“And then we went to the beach to look at the stars and they were so beautiful! We talked bout so many things! Well, I did a lot of the talking, but I guess that’s because Sumi was shy. It was cute though! Then I brought her home and we continued to talk and guess what? We—” You can tell that Hoseok is very excited because his sentences keep running on and on. You are happy for him because he finally gets his wish of going out with Sumi, but there is this uneasy feeling about this whole situation.

“Hoseok, I know you’re really excited about this, but I have a lot to do for work. I’ll talk to you later okay?” You feel bad for lying to Hoseok, but he’s been going on for the past hour and a half. Something just feels wrong. You shouldn’t know every single detail about Hoseok and Sumi’s relationship. You feel so out of place.

“Oh, okay. Call me when you’re not too busy Y/N.” You hang up and throw your phone beside you on your bed.

He likes Sumi Y/N. Just give up. It’s been so many years already. You need to move on.

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Homeschool problems.

1. Having to skip school for a couple of days bc the Internet was out.

2. Everyone assuming you are an idiot bc you do school at home.

3. Thinking ‘homeschool’ means you just sleep all day. (Ew. No that’s far from it, bye.)

4. Having someone ask you why you aren’t in school and you having to explain that you’re homeschooled.

5. People assuming you have 0 friends. (Rolls eyes.)

6. “Who teaches you?” Myself. I teach myself.

7. “Oh! So no summer break?” (We have holidays just like everyone else. Hard to believe, I know)

8. “You actually learn stuff? Wow!” (Isn’t that what you do in school?)

9. “You need human interaction with kids your age, that’s why you hate people.” (I don’t hate people actually, I just have anxiety.)

10. “Homeschooling must be so easy!” (…Uhhhhh)

[PART 2] When you are best friends with Rocky and you two like to do a lot of skinship

Thank you so much for requesting ^^ I might have done this even if no one requested it but I’m glad you did! I hope this is enjoyable and please tell me what you think about it~ ^^

[PART 1] 

i’m sorry i made you wait this long! >< i really wanted to post this earlier but never actually did, I’M SO SORRY SWEETIE 


Words: 1902

Fluff with slight angst i guess, it’s light but it’s there y’all

Requested by anon ♥

Originally posted by asterocky


A pair of arms wrapped around your waist from behind, making you flinch a little.

“Oh,” Minhyuk let go immediately after you flinched. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to startle you.”

“It’s okay,” you said, trying to keep your voice stable. Your heart was beating fast and you turned back to look at the noodles that were boiling in the pot that was on the stove.

“Looks good,” he beamed, looking at the noodles. “You always make the best noodles _____.”

You glanced at him and smiled a little. “Thanks.”

“Is food ready yet?” Myungjun asked from the living room of the dorm, that was also ASTRO’s dining area due to lack of space and you could see into the kitchen from the living room.

“Just a few minutes,” you told him, stirring the noodles in the pot.

The members took out plates, cutlery, and glasses and took them into the living room. They laid them all on the small table there and came back into the kitchen to get drinks.

“What do you want to drink _____?” Jinwoo asked, holding the fridge’s door open.

You turned to look at him. “Just water tha-“ you stopped mid-sentence when you felt immense pain in your hand. You turned around and pulled your hand away from the hot stove with a frown. “Ouch,” you hissed at the pain and moved to the sink straight away.

“Are you okay?” Jinwoo asked immediately, hurrying over to you. You opened the faucet and held your hand under the cold water. “Were you badly burnt?” he asked, standing next to you while looking at your hand.

“I don’t know,” you felt your hand shake a little under the icy water. “But it did hurt a lot.”

“What’s going on?” Minhyuk came into the kitchen and was confused when he saw you two standing side by side at the sink.

“_____ burnt herself,” Jinwoo told him, making Minhyuk hurry over at the speed of light.

“What? What happened?” he asked and you felt him put his hand on your back gently.

Normally you wouldn’t have noticed small things like that. Now you did, however. You had been paying attention to the amount of skinship Minhyuk did with you for a few weeks already. Before that, you had never thought much about it but the thought of him maybe having feelings for you made you see the skinship in a new light. Now the skinship felt weird and it made your heart flutter so much that you felt like you would pass out.  

“Should we go to the hospital?” Dongmin asked after all the members had gathered in the kitchen.

“It’s not that bad,” you said. “It’s just a small one. I know how to treat it.”

“But-“

“I’m fine, really,” you cut Bin off. “It doesn’t look bad and it’ll be fine if I keep a clean bandage over it or something.”

The members were worried but didn’t want to force you to go to the hospital, so you just stayed in the dorm and ate the noodles that were now a little overcooked.


There was a knock on the door. “_____?” Minhyuk’s voice called your name and he opened the door a little to peek in.

“Hmm?” you hummed, sitting on his bed. “What is it?” you asked and put your phone down.

“Are you really okay?” he asked and came in, closing the door behind him. He came to sit down next to you.

“Yeah,” you smiled.

“Does it hurt?” he asked and grabbed your hand gently, making sure he wouldn’t touch the burn.

“It does,” you admitted. “But I’ve had worse pain so this doesn’t feel too bad. I’ll be okay.”

He leaned closer and rested his forehead on your shoulder, leaning on you. “I’m glad you’re okay,” he said quietly.

You felt your heart beat fast and you were getting nervous. He noticed you fidgeting a little.

“What’s wrong?” he straightened up and looked at you.

“Nothing,” you lied with a small smile.

“You suck at lying,” he gave you a look. “Besides, you have been avoiding my touch for the past week or so which is totally not normal for you.”

“It’s nothing, really,” you didn’t want to have this conversation with him.

“We are best friends, we should be able to tell everything to each other, right?”

“It’s nothing, please Minhyuk,” you looked at him. “I don’t want to talk about this.”

He was quiet for a moment. “Did…” he paused for a bit as if he was afraid to ask what he was about to ask.

“What?”

“Did something happen?” he looked worried.

“What do you mean?” you asked, confused.

“Did someone… do something to you?” he asked, looking more and more worried.

“No!” you shook your head immediately. “No, no, no. Nothing like that happened. I’m fine, everything is okay.”

He looked at you for a bit. “Are you sure?”

“Don’t worry about me,” you said.

“I can’t just not worry about you,” he argued.

“Please, just forget about it.”

“Why are you so uncomfortable around me these days?” he asked.

“Minhyuk I don’t want to talk about it,” you hoped he would just drop it.

“Why? Did I do something? Are you dating someone?” he blurted out without even thinking.

“No, you didn’t do anything and I’m not dating,” you sighed. “I just simply don’t want to talk about it.”

“I really don’t understand you,” he said. “You used to like hanging out with me.”

“Please, just shut up,” you were getting annoyed.

“Excuse me?”

“Just shut up!” you exploded. “I don’t want to talk with you about this!”

He was dumbfounded by the sudden change in your behavior. You buried your face in your hands and let out a frustrated sigh. “I’m sorry.”

“I’ll let you cool down for a bit,” he left the room without looking back.


You walked into the living room where the members were after being in the room for some time, trying to clear your thoughts. You didn’t see Minhyuk.

“Where did Minhyuk go?” you asked them.

“He left to go practice,” Bin said.

“Oh…” you looked at the clock, which said 4:56 pm. “It’s his day off, though… Do you think he would mind me dropping by?”

“Of course he wouldn’t,” they replied.

You left the dorm and walked to the practice room that was quite close to the dorm. You got in using the password the boys had given you. After you got in, you walked to the end of the hallway and opened the practice room’s door a little. Minhyuk was sitting against the mirrored wall, his face buried in his hands and his elbows resting on his knees.

You stepped in and closed the door behind you. He lifted his face. “You came?” he asked.

You just nodded and walked over to him. After hesitating for a bit, you sat down right next to him and leaned on him like he usually did to you. He stayed silent.

“I’m sorry for saying those things back at the dorm,” you apologized with a quiet voice. “I felt uncomfortable talking about why I haven’t been… myself around you lately.”

He didn’t say anything and just stared at his hands.

“I’ve been thinking. About all the skinship between us two.”

You straightened up and turned a little to face him. He turned his head to look at you. You took a breath before leaning closer to him and pecking his lips quickly. It took him completely off-guard and he stared at you, surprised after you pulled away. You looked away, feeling shy.

“Lately I’ve…. I’ve been thinking, maybe there’s something behind all the skinship. Like… feelings?”

He looked at you quietly, still surprised by your kiss.

“That’s why I’ve been acting weirdly lately. The skinship started feeling very different after I had the thought “maybe he likes me”.”

There was a silence. “But I mean, if you don’t like me, it’s okay, I’d rather be friends with someone I like than break ties with someone who doesn’t like me back,” you said.

“I do like you,” he said. “A lot.”

You turned your head. “As a friend?”

“No,” he shook his head. “I really do like you.”

Again, a silence. You just looked at each other, unsure how to react. You felt happy so a smile appeared on your lips.

“That’s great,” you whispered.

He chuckled a little. “You seem relieved.”

“Why wouldn’t I be? Do you know how scared I was? I kept thinking ‘what if he rejects me and our friendship is over?’ and that really freaked me out.”

“You value our friendship that much?” he asked, tilting his head a little.

“Don’t you?”

He smiled widely. “Of course I do. You’re my best friend. I would never let you go.”

“So… are we a couple now?” you asked hesitantly.

He hummed, thinking about it. “If you don’t mind keeping it a secret from others.”

“How about the other members?”

“Oh, please,” he let out a laugh. “They’ve been suspecting us since day one. I think we should tell them but it’s probably not going to make much of a difference.”

You chuckled. “Yeah, I guess so.”

He smiled, looking at you. Then he leaned on you and placed his head on your shoulder.

“I’m really glad you came to hang out with us today.”

“Me too,” you said and looked at your hand. “I just wish this hadn’t happened,” you lifted your hand a little. “Do you think it’s going to leave a scar?”

“I don’t really know much about burns but even if it does scar, I don’t care. I’ll love you anyway.”

“Ugh,” you nudged him playfully. “I know we just confessed our feelings and all but please keep your cheesiness to yourself.”

“No way,” he laughed and nudged you back. “Cheesy comments are the best when shared with someone.”

“Then find someone else to say them to,” you said. “I really hate things like that,” you tried to get up but he clung onto you. “Yah, let go.”

“Never,” he smiled and eventually you two fell over to the floor, both laughing.

You sat up, still laughing. “Hey,” he said and you turned your head to look at him. He was very close to your face when you turned your head which surprised you a bit. You closed your eyes, expecting a kiss.

“No more kissing please!” a voice made Minhyuk pull away from you before he could kiss you. You both looked at the doorway where Sanha was standing, the rest of the members behind him.

“What are you doing here?” Minhyuk asked, a little annoyed.

“That’s not important,” Sanha left the question unanswered. “What’s important here is that I was right all along! You two are dating!”

“We became a couple like five minutes ago Sanha,” Minhyuk pointed out.

“That doesn’t change anything!” he said, his voice cracking, which made you chuckle since you found it cute.

“Congrats!” Dongmin congratulated you two behind Sanha.

The others entered the room and you started talking about things and joking around like you usually did and it didn’t take long before the room was filled with laughter. The only thing that was different from a few weeks ago was that this time, instead of a friend, the one sitting next to you was your boyfriend.