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And thus does their (All-Gracious and Generous) Lord answer them: “I do not leave to waste the work of any of you (engaged in doing good), whether male or female. (As males and females following the same way) you are all one from the other
—  Holy Qur'an, al-i Imran 195
There are 7 billion people on this planet who I have not met,
and 195 countries I have not visited.
Yet I am stuck in this insignificant town,
Being pressured into making decisions about my future,
When I barely even know who I am.
—  Unknown

Worked a little bit on her design. I’m very rarely posting pictures of my OCs but I like Yave very much. She started off as a kinda evil side character, now she is one of the protagonists, haha. Well, characters always have a mind of their own.

She is in a relationship with a man and a woman and thus my first poly character ever. I hope I don’t screw this up ;; if you peeps have some advice (especially poly peeps) on how a poly character should be represented or examples of how it was fucked up in the media than I will gladly listen.


june 2014 | december 2015 | june 2016 | yesterday
this is gonna be a long post.

i’ve always been fairly average when it comes to my weight…in 2014, i really let myself go. i got comfortable with hating myself. i didn’t have the motivation to change. in 2015, i made many steps to choose me. it wasn’t about anyone else, it was me. i never chose myself and at first it felt selfish…but self love is my biggest driving force. if you don’t care about yourself, nurture yourself, love yourself, you won’t get far in anything. you are the most important person in your life. take care of your body, mind and soul and watch how you get rewarded in every aspect of your life.

i said id get my body back and i went back and i got BETTER. can’t stop, won’t stop y'all. yesterday was leg day and i got 195 for 4 and when i first started, i could barely do 20 for 10…and i’m 50 pounds down. it all takes time and i will always be patient. i’ll get there 💪🏽 thank you to everyone who motivates me daily and of course, special s/o to God for always having my back through my toughest days. i really love who i’m becoming.

meanwhile, in the Asia server…

first game on the Asia server, and i got potg as Mercy cause i was scared XD and their Tracer who was level +600 got salty for it.

when in all actuality, I’ve fended off that same Tracer, and killed them at least three times.

so.. Maybe the Asia servers aren’t too scary after all.

and if you put the video on HD, you can see that i had 195 ping, and my usual is like, 50. so this ain’t a normal game on Americas XD

I make 195 years old look good.

Whatever. I make 6200 years old look delicious.

Oh, come on, Gandalf. You know I’m older than they are and I am spectacular.

Well, I’m as old as time and I can appear in any form I wish. So I must say I’m by far better looking than any of you.

Kíli: Game, Set, Match.

Fíli: Burn.


Also me:

What’s left of me: