i ... don't really know what this is

oh i think i might post my 13,000 PWP porn with the working title Yavin 4some, featuring Han Solo’s POV, a present-tense narration, and Shara Bey, Kes Dameron, Leia Organa, and Han Solo having literally all of the sex, because why not. but I need a real title and to convince myself it’s okay. 

anyway. That’s the state of the me.

Also, I was going to work next week but then I realized I’d requested it off because I was going to be at the farm and even if it fucks up all my scheduling I’m incredibly tempted to just– still take that week off because my house is a shambles and my brain is a disaster and I just want to sit and look at my life and my choices and take stock in my own home for a minute, so. 

Maybe I’ll get my shit together next week, who knows?

Once I’ve gone away for the weekend to celebrate my 15th anniversary with Dude, of course. We’re going to go the Thousand Islands and not do a whole hell of a lot, for two days. It’ll be keen. We’re not helping my family move or anything. We’re not even going to see anyone we know, let alone do any work. It’ll be novel. 

@a-forger-and-a-point-man replied to your post: damn reading tom’s shitty rant made me realise all…

dude there’s a reason i stay firmly in the inception fandom (ie. the fiction, the fantasy) and stay out of engaging with hardigans or doing anything in celebrity fandoms besides reblogging pics. people are messed up. and fans get rabid. and real people are so fucking flawed and celeb political positions can turn me off so fast. i feel so much safer in dream land, where nobody can fight me on headcanons because IT’S ALL FICTION ANYWAY!
it’s very interesting to see what famous people say, no doubt, and i do read lots of it and i’m curious, because it’s eye opening. but yeah, u gotta be able to brush it off later and that’s… hard… it’s no fun sometimes… cause you perceive them differently… and as much as i wanna separate the personal from professional, that’s not always possible. i try to appreciate them for their craft and not much else.    

Hii! thank you so much for your input!
Hah, yes, after being in the one direction fandom for 3 years I can agree to this wholeheartly. i had to take several breaks from tumblr for a couple of times because seperating oneself from the people we project so many emotions and thoughts onto is, as you say, really hard.
and yes seperating their art and their personal life, to enjoy the former, is definitely less risky to end up in disappointment. however, sometimes.. i just want to enjoy their fun, relatable public image. be charmed by a person. and damn tom’s a sweetie. but stuff like this just reminds me of how human he (they) are and that’s important, too. so, yahh. oof. humans.

I do have my problems with some of the parts of the inception fandom i came across, too, though. (how some people react to harry for example.) there’s some misogyny and stereotyping, especially in fics. but that was quite interesting to see, too: the differences in fandom.   tbh i’m not invested enough, or rather, i haven’t been long enough in the inception fandom to properly identify myself with it like i do it with the 1d one. so, in the end, i can live with the few things that i disagree with :’)  mainly i just feel New and i’m excited to maybe, slowy get into it some more; understand how you guys work!

hey, really, thank you for replying !!

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#princely

I had to get this out of my system after the trailer of S03 <3

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Dear white people,

Here’s a little tip. When you ask someone who looks ethnically different, “What are you?” the answer is usually, “A person about to slap the shit out of you.”

Some doodles I did on the side yesterday night ( @blesstale drew Zunde that there ) including Dreby taking his first steps. I saw this kid screaming “NOOOO!” at some meat in a grocery store before running to his mom, so there we go ✌️

daniel james is the tides, his hair is wavy like the currents and words and thoughts change as the days pass. gentle, and can be harsh when need be. waves of change may be slow, and what promise they hold comes and goes. sometimes things are stormy, and sometimes things are calm and clear, and just about all the time the ocean is so unknown. but we are learning a little more about it every day.

phillip michael is the moon. arguably he could also be the sun, but what else could it be that pulls dan to this boy? with pale skin and eyes like the skies, he’s ethereal. never the same from day to night, calm yet shines with a smile so bright. his head and mind is up high in space; we may never know everything about what goes on up there, but we may admire from afar. luminous is he.

daniel is the tides, pulled closer by phillip, the moon. if you try hard to listen, the waves crash in an effort to reach the sky, and the stars twinkle in a soft response.

I got you, anon! I’ve been having a rough time myself lately.. so after doodling a ton of reaper76 fluff, I figured I’d do a bit of good. It was actually very fun to do cus’ I did experiment a lot with linearting, shading and black n’ white techniques to get my mind of things. 

But good news! I’ve got a head start on the requests I said I’d start (and hopefully finish) during summer, but I woke up this morning with a bit of a inspirational boost! yeeey!

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Jesse with the noodles

(inspired by Here There be Dragons for all your angst and noodle snuggle needs)

wip

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still trying to break in this t-t-t-tablet so here are some morioh sketches!

@fightmemogami​ I am. I freaking adore love triangles. Me shipping stuff is like a bunch of loosely connected lines everywhere.


He didn’t have to read the other boy’s mind to know he was trouble. The arrogance, the entitlement, the almost overpowering sense of ego. He’d seen this type before and they were always trouble. If he was an esper on top of that as Kageyama had said then even more reason to avoid him. The fact that Kageyama was friends with a person like that was none of his business. If he, in naïvety or stupidity, wanted to be around a person who was obviously bad news then that was his problem. Just because Kageyama could be too nice for his own good, too forgiving, too open to manipulation didn’t mean he had to do anything about it. It was none of his business.

Except it was.

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ShootWeek: Day 3 ↳ favorite Root friendship(s)