i am the badwolf

I Want You To Know What I Can’t Show The Outside

Pairing: none

Genre: Fluff

Summary: Request fic for @badwolfofcamelot. “Could you maybe do a drummer!reader (preferably female) where she come out as pansexual? Maybe like she just says something about it in a conversation with the boys and she isn’t ashamed or anything and everyone is fluffy and cute?”

A/N: I AM SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG TO FINISH BADWOLF, IK YOU’VE BEEN MESSAGING ME ABOUT IT.

You paced your band’s dressing room, feeling nervous. 


“Don’t worry, Y/N,” Gerard said, glancing at you in the mirror as he applied his eyeliner. “Your drumming was great during practice, I’m sure you’ll do great during our set tonight." 


"That’s not what I’m anxious about,” you shook your head. Maybe you should be. My Chemical Romance was about to perform on TLR - a live, nationally broadcasted television show. But, instead of going over in your head what notes you were going to have to play with your sticks, you were worrying about a secret you’d been keeping for a long time. 


“Well, what are you anxious about, then?” Frank wondered, setting down his hair straightener to turn and look at you. 


“It’s nothing,” you mumbled. “Finish fixing your emo bangs." 


"Y/N, come on,” said Ray with a concerned look, pausing in the middle of putting on his bulletproof vest. “If something’s bothering you, please tell us. We’re your friends." 


"Nothing’s bothering me,” you denied. 


“Y/N, we shared a tour bus with you for months,” Mikey reminded. “I think we know you better than that by now.”

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