i think it’s really cute seeing amber’s manager oppa (hyun joon) taking care of nct these days. amber said he’s like a mom, taking care of her since her early years in korea. just recently he was with johnny at the airport heading towards thailand, and he was fixing his hair and holding some of his things. idk… i think it’s adorable the company has someone like him!
You worked hard today, Seunghyun. I pressed a send.
Is this going to be another ‘thanks’ one-word reply, or nothing at all? I’m constantly in between the two and it never goes more than that.
I replayed his video another round. Him having fun with the other members on the stage; behind a computer from youtube. Getting the latest update.
It’s been three months.
A mutual friend introduced us one day when he went to buy some wines. They are pretty close because Seunghyun always goes to the same winery store and engage him for advice.
But, that is all to it. The connection between him and myself is nothing more than a hi-bye. Well, it started with a hi-bye until one day I confessed to him and I got rejected.
There is no reason provided.
Afterall, why would he give me any? He has no obligation for that.
My phone suddenly beeped. It was from him– Choi Seunghyun.
Again. One -word. It’s been three months. I grew tired of it.
“Must I really start working at the winery for you to actually talk to me?” I replied.
No answer…. and there’s no reply over the night.
That was how much I meant to him.
And how desperate I was for him.
Three days later:
I groaned, “[y/n] you’ve been sighing for at least six times now” The mutual friend who introduced us – Kevin. We were in the big bang after party. He was invited, and he invited me too.
“I’m going to the ladies” I walked wobbly, heading towards the bathroom.
“I’ll take you” Kevin sat up and assists me by the arms.
“No it’s fine, I’m good!” I claimed, and walked; searching for the ladies.
“I’ll bring her there” Suddenly, the voice I was hoping to hear all night. His torso a mix of cigarette and woods. I can’t be hallucinating right?
“Seunghyun” Kevin confirmed. Nope, definitely not hallucinating. I looked up at him, still not believing what I am seeing. He placed his hand on my back, another hand assisting me by the arms.
“How did you get so drunk?” He muttered.
“Are you really asking because you don’t know the reason or-”
“There’s the ladies. I’ll wait for you outside” He cut me off.
“Seunghyu-” I throw myself to him.
“Can you stop behaving this way? Have some respect for yourself. I dislike girls who behave desperately, this way like you” He added. His words like daggers. His words aiming at me.
“Am I wrong to love you?!” I shouted. “Do you think I could control who I love and who-”
“You barely know me, how do you love me? Don’t mistake your curiosity as love.” He argued.
“You don’t get to judge whether my love is just based on curiosity” I said. I don’t want to argue with him. I really don’t. “I confessed to you, and you rejected without a blink. How do you know if I’m just curious or really in love? You are the one who judge me before even knowing me. You didn’t even give me a chance” I said whatever was on my mind; and took one deep breathe. My head spinning, the atmosphere was hot, and I need to pee. “You don’t have to wait for me. I can find my way back” I paused by the doorway, before entering the ladies.
And he didn’t wait. He was gone when I left.
The next day:
“You were in a mess yesterday” Kevin assured me, the moment my eyes are open to take in the light. What time is it? What day is it? Which year is it? My head spinning out of control.
“Get up, I’ve made for you some hangover soup” He said. Actually, Kevin is my neighbour. And I stay alone. I just gave him my keys in case something like this happen. I’m always a wreck, always in a mess.
I can never take good care of myself.
“Do you remember what happened last night?” He asked, while at the dining table. “Not something I am proud of” I shook my head. I remembered every last bit of what I said to seung hyun. As if things weren’t already awkward, I have officially just made him hate me even more. I am sure.
“I could tell. He was furious. He seemed angry actually. And he never gets angry when he drinks” Kevin said. A new revelation about Seunghyun.
“From now on, I will not think of him” I said, determined. “I am going to delete his number” I drank a cup of milk. “But maybe I am just going to keep the number. Afterall whats the chances of getting Choi seung hyun real number?” I backed on my words, two minutes from my prior determination.
Kevin shook his head. He is already used to seeing this side of me.
But I mean… I am just not going to text him. It’s simple. I saved his number, but its just going to stay stagnant there. What’s the worse that could happen right? I don’t believe my determination is this weak. Even if he begs in front of me now, I am just going to say ‘no’.
My phone beeped.
“I was harsh on my words last night. I apologise for that”
CHOI. SEUNG. HYUN. shows up in the message ID. Prior to this, all the long list of messages were mostly from me wishing him with no replies, or a short thanks. But this is a news breaker. WHAT? Am I still sleeping or is this all real?
Calm down, [y/n].
“It’s okay” I typed… insert a smiley face. No wait, I’m not going to let him think it’s okay to treat me this way. I backspaced my message… “I accept your apology” I typed. No, no, no. That doesn’t sound right either.
My phone beeped another time.
“I’ll treat you to dinner as an apology”
YOU THINK I AM EASY? The beast inside me growled. Both at playing-hard-to-get but thrilled at what I am seeing.
should I just reply him a ‘sure’? But what if he thinks I’m too- Oh, wait. Maybe I should just reply him a ‘when?’. No, no that too . He will think I am desperate again.
“You’ve seen my messages. Don’t be petty” My phone beeped to reveal another message from him.
“I AM NOT BEING PETTY” I replied without thinking. How could he even conclude that I am being petty when in fact, I am fumbling trying to think of something decent to reply him?
My phone beeped again. Kevin curiously looking at me; while I tried to keep myself calm and composed on the outside. Only.
Seunghyun: Why are you shouting at me.
Me: I am not shouting at you!
Seunghyun: You are using caps, then you are using exclamation.
Me: That’s how I type
Seunghyun: Tonight. Kaito restaurant 8pm.
Me: Can it be earlier? Maybe… 7pm? I mean.. it’s dinner not supper.
Me: Are you angry?
Seunghyun: That’s how I type
My mouth opened from his response. My mind exploded. But my thoughts drifted to what’s going to happen tonight…. hm.
Next & Previous chapter: refer to master list here
How do I eat this chunk of steak.…I pondered to myself, while trying to slice through this meat. It’s supposed to be a high class restaurant but how can this chunk of beef be so tough. To add on, I am trying to be very demure– in this private room where there’s only the two of us.
“You don’t like it?” He asked, the man who asked me out the first time speaks beside the first word he spoke to me tonight – which is a ‘hello’.
“It’s alright… a little tough” I answered.
“Hm…” He nodded and continued to eat his portion of steak.
“I expected a different reaction” I mumbled to myself.
“This is why I don’t date my fans” He replied and looked up at me. “I have a sharp pair of ears” He shrugged.
“Don’t get me wrong…” I started.
“But you thought exactly what I think it is” He rebutted.
Fine… he’s right. I kept quiet.
“Don’t take this dinner the wrong way. It’s to apologise for my rude words. There’s nothing else to it”
“But it seems like your words gets more cut-throat than the previous one. Does that mean you’ll ask me out for dinner again?” I questioned.
He looked up with a moutful of beef inside his mouth; as he looked to me with that doe eyes. clearly quite surprised with what just came out of my mouth. But just as surprised as he was, he returned back to his plate– totally ignoring what I had just questioned.
“TOP…. I know that I might have expectation that’s different from your true self. I mean, I cant deny that. That’s what a fans do. But what…. what differs between a fan and someone who love you is that… i am willing to see the side of you that I have never expected, and embrace and accept it. I-”
“Give me your plate” He said, cutting my words off.
“I still want to eat….” I muttered. I am still hungry.
But he swiftly took my plate and brought it over to his side; elegantly cutting that damn piece of meat. Oh? I thought he doesn’t do this … He returned the plate back to me.
“I had bad experience dating a fan” He admitted.
“I heard….but I didn’t know it was true…”
“I don’t want to face the same thing again” He made his point. “Please try to understand”
“So this meal was really just an apology dinner?” I felt the pinge of disappointment creeping up all the way to my heart. Tell me it wasn’t just that…
He gulped his drink, then a firm nod.
“I am not able to give you what you want” He added.
I felt slightly offended. What does he know? Does he know what I want? Because if he know, he wouldn’t say these.
“What do you even know?” I rolled my eyes and stood up. If he can’t get what I am trying to tell him, then I’ll show him. My courage level increased, and for the record, when this happens; impulsive things happen too.
I went over to his side and pulled on his collar, swiftly my head reached out to his thin lips… and… before I even realised, I had kissed him first.
He pushed me back, eyes big and round– surprised. Clearly evident. Turning away to rub away the lipstick stain that was planted on him abruptly.
He looked down in silent, not saying a word. His ears getting a little red.
And thats when it hits me.
“Shit” I muttered, after regaining back my normal timidity. “I’m sorry” I quickly took my handbag, and ran out the room.
This is a fictional story. Any similarities to real people are unintentional.
This story contains mature themes. All the stories on this blog are from the genre SMUT, but it may contain others.
TITTLE: THE LITTLE MERMAID 💦
Tags: NSFW / + 18 / smut / casual sex / rough sex / slight dom
Featuring: T.O.P (Choi Seunghyun, BIGBANG).
Requested by: anon 😎
Request said: “
Could I request a Choi Seunghyun/TOP scenario/one shot (I don’t quite know the difference between the two, I’m sorry!) where you somehow get a job working backstage at a bigbang concert and he can’t keep his eyes off you every time he comes back to change and at the end of the night he has to have you and you’re just as enthusiastic? Also could the reader be younger than him? Sorry if this is way too detailed, I’ve never requested like this before! <3
Request number: 03 (August 12th, 2016)
Reader’s POV (cis woman). I tried to make as close as the request as possible. They met backstage and the sexual tension heats up and the end is, well… This is a smut blog after all 😉
This is my first kpop smut fanfic with BIGBANG. I hope you like it!
Just for curiosity, one shot is a single story. Scenario can be turned into a series. I use them both here as synonyms because I might turn them into series or write a sequel if the response is good.
This is unedited. Tomorrow I’ll revise and might change a few things.