”I started thinking that main characters are not only in dramas or movies. In reality, there are people who live like main characters, and some who live as supporting characters. Those kinds of thoughts….but now I have this thought. Maybe it was me who decided I was a supporting character. Giving up so easily by letting life dictate your path, wasn’t it me who turned off the spotlight shining down on me? If you don’t turn off the spotlight, and don’t give up on your dream, then maybe, something that’s even more fairy tale-like than a fairy tale might happen. The first love that was thought to never come true, comes true. Or a childhood dream which had been pushed aside in your distant memory comes true. Miracle-like things can really happen.”
“People often say life is not a fairytale. But sometimes like a child, and sometimes like a fool, how about dreaming of a life that’s like a fairytale? If you don’t turn off the spotlight, and you don’t give up on your dream, maybe then, something that’s even more fairytale-like than a fairytale might happen.”
One day I had a thought. Heroines don’t exist only in movies and dramas. That was what I thought. In real life too, som people are the main characters and some are the supporting characters.
But now, I’m starting to think maybe I was the one who decided I was one of the supporting characters. Giving up easily by letting life dictate your path…wasn’t it me who turned off the spotlight that was shining down on me? That kind of a thought.
You don’t make sense no matter how many times I redo the calculations. No function can solve you. So you are really a bug. You are messing up my head, my life and my everything. But I… don’t want to kill that bug, I want it to stay in my head. What should I do about this?
“When our hearts say O but we want to say X, and when our hearts say X but want to answer O. We hesitate like this because we don’t even know our own hearts. At times like this, whatever slips out of your mouth when you’re not thinking, is what you truly think.”