hungry jared is hungry

Lullaby

Words: 1,439
Warnings: None
Author’s Note: Courtesy of traffic near London, this is out today! I actually have 2 requests relating to sammy and the impala and I was going to combine them BUT if I keep them separate we get double the fluff on different days! Good plan? I thought so too.

Request: Could you write a Sam x reader where the reader is on a stake-out with the brothers and she and Sam cuddle in the back seat of the impala while Dean hums along to the radio? And maybe the reader hums some too before falling asleep on Sam?

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It had been a long day. When you actually worked it out, you’d been on your feet for nearly 9 hours solid and the more you thought about it, the more you wished you hadn’t worked it out in the first place. It was about 9:30pm by now and yet still your day wasn’t over.

The demons you were tracking hadn’t been in town for long, but they’d caused enough trouble to pop up on your radar straight away. The day had been spent gathering information around town but now came the fun part: waiting. Staring at the door of an empty suburban house was mind numbing at the best of times, but after a few sleepless nights, it was a struggle to keep both eyes open at once.

Your head ached, your calves were tight from wearing “sensible” FBI footwear and in general, your limbs felt like lead. But you had a job to do, and so it would be done.

Sam had been the saviour for this stake out, for starters, he banned Dean from chilli burritos - no one needed that in a confined space - but secondly, he had hacked the wifi of a nearby house. Stupid though it may sound, having Sam as your own personal Wifi hotspot hacker was a miracle in times like these. Obviously, you were all making sure to watch the front door, but it be able to do that whilst also doing more research for other things was multitasking at its finest.

For this reason, you had told Sam to sit in the back with you, maximum internet help… that’s what you convinced him anyway. Dean saw through it instantly and gave you a knowing eyebrow raise but you poked your tongue out and carried on. It was no secret you liked the youngest Winchester, not to the rest of the world anyway, it was just Sam who was seemingly oblivious.

“So they could be anything from 10 minutes to 10 hours,” Dean muttered, settling down in the front seat, “What music d'ya want?”

“What? We get a choice?” Sam scoffed.

“No, Y/N gets a choice,” Dean smirked as he watched his brother’s face change to annoyance in the mirror. “One time offer, sweetheart, going once… going twice-”

“Van Halen,” you said quickly, “not fussed which album, please and thanks.”

“A wise choice,” Dean smiled, reaching for the box of tapes, “see Sammy, this is why I let Y/N choose, she has good taste.”

Sam grumbled something about not turning it up too loudly and shuffled to get comfy in the seat beside you. The back seat wasn’t really designed for someone with legs of his length and he was struggling to fold them into the confined space. It was easy for you, it may as well have been a sofa, but the hulk of a man next to you was clearly flustered.

“Sam, quit fidgeting,” Dean snapped as he pressed play on the first track.

“I was just-” Sam started but stopped when you motioned for him to spread out. “You sure?” he said, eyeing the small space you’d left yourself with.

“Yeah, yeah, whatever, just sit sideways, it’ll be fine,” you said with a shrug. “Get comfy, we could be here a while.”

Sam gave you a gracious smile and shuffled around until he was sat across the seats, his knees bent across the middle seat so that his boots weren’t in your space.

The three of you sat quietly for a little while and you began to flick through the Internet. You probably should have been doing research but you just couldn’t keep a thought straight in your head. After flicking backwards and forwards between the same few pages, rereading sections repeatedly and half dozing off into them, you decided to let yourself rest for a few minutes. Dean, who was still on first door watch, was just lightly tapping out the rythym guitar with his fingers on the wheel, he seemed utterly oblivious to anything other than the house and the music. It about figured, he was in his own little world at night when the music was on. You risked a look over at Sam who appeared to just be reading an ebook and decided that no one was really going to miss you dozing off for a quick few minutes.

Tucking your legs up, careful not to jog Sam, you nestled into the car door and closed your eyes. You took a deep breath and tried to make yourself drift off. The car door dug uncomfortably into your side but you were too tired to care.

“Y/N?” Sam said in a soft voice.

“Yeah?” You said, cautiously opening an eye.

“That seriously looks uncomfortable, do you want me to move?” He muttered, nodding to your tucked up legs.

“I’m alright,” you hummed, letting your eyes drift shut again.

He said nothing for a few seconds before you felt the seat shift at the side of you.

“Honestly, I’m fine Sam,” you mumbled, earning a small huff from him. Truthfully, your left foot had gone numb but the idea of moving just seemed like too big a problem to bother caring about for now.

“Look, you could, er, lean on me?” He said in a low voice, before quickly adding, “I mean, we could both lay our legs out a bit more then.”

You opened your eyes up and looked over at the look he was giving you. He almost looked sorry to be waking you, but there was also a pleading there, like he just wanted to help… Damn those big brown puppy eyes.

“Okay then,” you sighed, “how’s this going to work?”

You uncurled from how you had been and put your feet on the floor to stand up a little bit, as you did, Sam stretched his legs out over the seat under you and you looked up, confused.

“Alright, nice idea giant, now where do I sit?” You grumbled, trying not to bang your head on the exceedingly low roof.

Sam didn’t say anything, but just sort of shuffled to make a small bit of space, flopping one leg off the seat and one across the back.

“So where am I meant to sit?” You asked awkwardly.

“Oh, I, um-” Sam blushed and reached over for his coat still slung in the front seat. He folded it into a makeshift pillow and rested it on his front. You took a breath and clambered onto the seat, crashing down unceremoniously with your back against Sam’s chest. He coughed a little as you winded him, but he just chuckled and let out an, “oof-”

“Smoothly done,” Dean muttered from the front seat, not even bothering to turn around.

The pair of you shuffled around until your head was snuggly into his side and you laid down resting against his leg. If you weren’t so tired, you’d be having a mild heart attack at how close you’d entwined with him, but all you felt now was completely relaxed.

“You alright there?” Sam asked quietly.

You just hummed in response and nodded your head into his balled up jacket. He tentatively rested the arm not holding his phone against your waist, he hovered there for a moment but when you didn’t flinch away, he let it relax and you could feel him let out a small sigh. With a small smirk, you let your eyes drift closed and you slowly felt your breathing begin to deepen and match Sam’s.

The only sound you could really hear was the music quietly in the background, still on your choice, the chords of “can’t stop loving you” rang out softly over the impala’s speakers. You felt yourself starting to drift off as you heard Dean absentmindedly humming along, voice low and very slightly off-key. For all the mayhem of the hunting life, moments of complete peace like this were what made it worthwhile. As you felt the waves of sleepiness wash over you, you felt Sam’s fingers lightly tracing patterns on your hip in time to the music.

The last thing you heard before you completely dozed off, was a hushed conversation between Sam and Dean. You couldn’t pick up what was said you only vaguely noticed it at all because of the vibrating of Sam’s chest again your hand, now balled slightly in the fabric of his shirt. A soft chuckle in response to his brother and a light kiss pressed into your hair was all you needed to know that you were happy, but more importantly, you felt safe in Sam’s strong arms.

Healing

I’ve been writing this for a few months now and I’m finally happy with the finished product! I hope you enjoy it and let me know what you think here!

Jensen and Reader, Jared and Gen, Mark Sheppard

Warnings: Everything but smut! Implied sexual situations

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Originally posted by spnbatmanackles

Jared POV

              I knocked on the door hoping it was just Jensen home, but when Mia answered the door I was in for a fight. I clenched my jaw “Is Jay home?” She didn’t answer me but just walked away leaving the door open. I hated Mia, she acted like an angel but she was really a nasty bitch that needed a karma wake up call. “Hey man what’s, up?” “I need to take you somewhere” “Mia’s here can it wait?” “It has to do with her, so both of you are coming” “Alright alright” They got in the car and tension filled the car as I drove, I wanted them both to see how much words can damage someone.

              I pulled up to the hospital and parked the car, I could see they were confused. We walked in and went straight to elevator, I pushed the five and waited for our floor to come. Once it dinged I walked out and went past the front desk. “Good afternoon Mr. Padelecki” “Hi marie, anything different?” “I’m sorry but nothing yet” I gave her a small smile “Thank you” I found her room number and walked in still tearing up at my best friend covered with wires, tubes and IV’s. “What the hell are we doing here?” “I’m so glad you asked Mia” I grabbed y/n’s phone and opened to the texts she had received.

              I handed the phone to Jensen and looked straight at Mia. “That woman right there tried to kill herself twice because of the words you sent under Jay’s name” I pointed to her and could feel the tears falling down my face. “I wanted both of you to see what you did” I took a deep steadying breath “How you sent this girl into such a deep depression she felt this was the only option to fix her broken heart.” I could see the anger roll off Jensen and glare at Mia with such hate I was worried.

              “Get out! If I ever see or hear from you I will make sure the world see’s what kind of a person you really are.” “Jay baby please I didn’t do anything wrong” He pointed to y/n “You did a lot of wrong and there’s the proof right there!” “Jared can you take Mia home to get her shit and get out, make sure she doesn’t try anything!” I shoved Mia out the door while Jensen stayed with y/n.

Jensen POV

              I walked over and sat down next to y/n, I grabbed her hand and I could feel the tears coming down my face. This beautiful woman, who was loving, caring, and so kind, in such a heartbreaking place. “Hey y/n, I’m so sorry baby” my voice wavering at the tears that were coming down, “you will wake up and I’m going to make it up to you, I promise with all I have I will make you mine and show you the love you deserve” I had no clue how long I was there, but when Jared stepped into the room he could see the heartbreak on my face.

              “Mia didn’t fight me, she got her stuff and left” I nodded my head and just kept watching y/n, her hair was dull, her skin wasn’t as soft as I remember, she had bags under her eyes and her skin lost that goddess glow I always envied. “How long has she been here?” “A little over two weeks, she’s made progress and I’m hoping when she wakes up we can start to fix things” I nodded “Me too”

              It took another week for her doctor to take her off the machines positive that she would wake up and start breathing on her own. Once they removed the tube, they put a mask over her face. We waited patiently waiting for her to take a breath, anything to show she was still with us. It felt like forever when she finally took a breath her e/c eyes cracking open to look around the room. She started to panic when I rushed over and held her, helping her calm down.

              They put her bed up so she could get her bearings on being out so long, she would look from me to Jared trying to figure out what was going on. So, I let Jared take the lead and helped her come to terms with what she had done. She looked so lost, so fragile and that was my doing.

Reader POV

              My head was in a fog, not sure of what had happened but Jared had brought my memories back but I couldn’t figure out why Jensen was here. I pulled the mask down, “Why are you here Jen?” I could see the tears gather in his eyes. “Because when I found out what Mia had done I had to make amends, I love you and I was stupid for thinking that Mia loved me not just my fame and money” “I love you, why didn’t that matter?” “Because I’m an idiot” I nodded and kept wondering why he was really sitting next to me, was it guilt or did he really feel the same way?

              I turned to look at Jared and offered a small smile “Hi moose” He kissed me on the forehead and winked “Hey chipmunk” I scoffed playfully “I’m going to call Gen let her know you came back to us.” I watched him walk out and wondered what I was going to do, I couldn’t be by myself. “I know it’s going to take time but I want you to live with me, I want to help you get better then if you’ll let me, I want to show you how much I love you, if you can give me another chance” The tears had filled my eyes, I nodded and smiled “I would love to”

              The hospital therapist had come in making sure I was ok for being released and felt relieved that I wouldn’t be on my own. When I was released Jensen had picked me up, then asked if I was hungry and I admitted I was hungry. “I had Jared stock up the fridge with your favorite foods.” I smiled to myself. “Jay, you didn’t have to do that.” “Yes I did, I want you feel at home with me!” He pulled into the driveway and I took a sigh of relief when I could finally get into a soft bed and relax.

              He helped me with my bags and led me into his beautiful home, showing me where everything was located. He led me to the master suite and I must have looked confused, “If it’s ok with you, I want you next to me so I can be there for you at all times” I sighed “Jay you don’t have to do that, I’m perfectly ok with the guest bedroom.” He grabbed my arms and pulled me in front of him “Please y/n? I’m so sorry I put you through that and I really need you in my arms, I need to know that you’re here and it’s really me being selfish” “Jay you’re never selfish, and okay I will sleep here but I gotta warn you I’m a snuggler!”

He just smiled and nodded, I really hoped he wasn’t doing this out of pity. I was tired so Jay told me to get some rest and he would come up with something for dinner. As Jay got up I stated to panic “Hey it’s ok, I’m not going anywhere” I just nodded and let him hold me in his arms making me feel safe, like I could be happy for just a little bit. I put my face in his neck and breathed him in, it was cologne and something that just smelled like home. I slowly fell asleep happy to be getting some rest that was greatly needed.

I cracked my eyes open and noticed the room was dark and I was alone. I stretched and groaned feeling absolutely starved. I walked downstairs to hear two voices one Jensen and the other was Mia. “I thought I told you I never wanted to see you again” “You don’t mean that Jay! I did that so that fucking pig would leave us alone” “She’s a better woman then you’ll ever be and if I ever hear you say that about her again I will show the world that you’re really the pig! Don’t ever come near me or her ever again!” I heard the door slam and came down to see Jay angrier than I had ever seen him.

“Jay? You ok?” “I’m good now, how does burgers sound?” “That sounds amazing” “Go find a movie and I’ll get dinner ready” I kissed him on the cheek and went into the living room, I got on my phone to check out Twitter and Facebook. What I had seen was mostly the fans showing love and support towards you but there were a few that had taken Mia’s side and called me some nasty things with Mia being the ring leader. I shook my head and racked my brain why she hated me so much to put me through this.

              I was so lost in thought that I never noticed Jay setting the food on the table in front me. “Hey yoohoo!” I finally snapped out of it then he noticed what I was reading. I could feel the tears building, letting those voices in my head be right. “Hey, don’t even think about believing those comments you are so much more amazing than you will ever know!” I looked at the food and felt my stomach rumble, so I set up the movie and dug into the amazing food while the movie played in the background.

              I set the plate back on the coffee table feeling full and happy snuggling up to Jensen sighing happily relishing in his body heat. As the credits played Jay tried moving but I whined and just held onto him tighter. “We can go to bed and get more comfortable if you would like.” I moved to look at him and noticed he was already looking down at me. Our faces came closer to where his lips hovered over mine feeling his breath fan over my face. I made the final decision and connected our lips together feeling sparks go off.

              We pulled apart catching our breathes and foreheads connected giving small kisses smiling like horny teenagers. “If it’s okay with you, y/n I would like to do this right!” I smiled and laughed. “I would like that Jen.” We went to bed that night wrapped in each other’s arms. It was then I realized that this is where I belong, in Jensen’s arms wrapped around creating a cocoon of love and safety. I really hoped that Mia wouldn’t try anything else.

I woke up the next morning to see Jensen gone but a note on the bed side table. I woke up to an empty bed but the smells of food and coffee going through the house. I pulled on a pair of Jay’s sweatpants and went down to see him making breakfast a pair of boxers and nothing else. “You give a girl some impure thoughts.”

              He pulled me into his arms kissing me breathless. “That’s only a taste of what’s coming sweetheart!” I giggled and kissed him again. “But I’m really hungry right now so that will have to wait!” My stomach grumbled after that blushing deep red he kissed me once more and started plating the food while I poured both of us a cup of coffee and sat at the bar. He set a plate in front of me and sat next to me eating in silence. Once I cleared the dishes I sat next to him and just enjoyed being next to him, relaxing in his embrace.

              “So, the plan for the day is you go shopping with Gen, Jared and I are going to get our first date ready! Be prepared to be romanced!” I just smiled and giggled. “Sounds good! I’m hoping tonight can be a night of many firsts.” I murmured against his neck as I bit and licked. “Damn it! Your killing me here sweetheart!” The doorbell rang and I got like nothing had happened but he grabbed my wrist pulling me against his firm body then he kissed me. Not one of those chaste sweet kisses, no it was the kiss of passion and lust. “Better get out of here before I take you right here!” He whispered in my ear making me whimper.

              I quickly got dressed and headed out to find the perfect outfit for tonight. “So, Jensen told me what you’ll be doing tonight so we gotta find something hot! Like tear it off right there hot!” I smiled and blushed at what had happened earlier. She came over and hugged me “I’m so happy you’re with him, Mia just wanted money and the fact that she was dating him! She had no love for him.” She said sadly. “I love him with every fiber of my being!” After that something changed and we grew closer together. We weren’t having any luck finding a dress until I heard a voice that made me cringe. “Well well well look who it is? The skank that stole my man!” I rolled my eyes and turned to see Mia with a couple of her friends.

              “Just keep telling yourself that sweetie.” She got a look of pure anger on her face and went to reach for something in her purse. I turned my back for one second and heard a pop that blinding hot pain. By then the store manager had tackled her as soon as he saw what was about to go down. Gen came over checking where the hole was and saw I had been shot in the shoulder which went clean through. I couldn’t stop the tears from falling, I finally had gotten things on track with my life. Gen had called Jared sobbing, while the paramedics had arrived. They tried keeping me still but I couldn’t I needed Jen.

              Luckily the boys were very close and were able to get over there quickly, but they wouldn’t let them through so I just thrashed more screaming for Jay. They finally let them through Jensen rushing to my side trying to calm me down. They loaded me in the ambulance and he stayed by my side holding my hand and wiping the stray tears that had fallen down his face. I started to feel dizzy so I closed my eyes blacking out to Jay screaming my name.

              Everything felt fuzzy, like I was in between sleep and consciousness. I could hear Jensen crying and begging me to come back to him and that’s what I did. I fought against everything, I finally cracked my eyes open to see Jen asleep next to me. I looked closely to see he was close to having a full beard and bags under his eyes. His hands had a lock on mine, like if he let go I would disappear or leave him. I gently squeezed his hand and watched him slowly wake up and saw his eyes bloodshot. I just smiled as his eyes widened and tears filled his eyes again.

              He stood up leaning over me and kissing me, with everything he was feeling and what he had went through. “I’m so sorry y/n…” his breaking as he tried to get the words out. “Jay it’s not your fault! She did it not you!” He kissed me softly again then putting his forehead against mine. He heard the door open to see the doctor come in and see I was awake. “It’s good to see you Ms. y/l/n! You had us worried!” Later that day they released me with strict instructions to not do anything strenuous. I was just happy to be home with the man I loved and a family that would forever love me.

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              I stood in front of the doors calming my nerves as I waited to see the man I had fallen for to be my husband. I had asked Mark to walk me down the aisle and he happily accepted the job. I put a hand on my stomach feeling the small bump that was there. I started tearing up at the fact that not only am I marrying my soulmate but now we were expecting our first child and if that wasn’t a sign in the heavens above I didn’t know what was. The doors opened and I connected with the green eyes I had fallen hard for so long ago. The music started and as I got closer to Jensen the nerves disappeared replacing with excitement and joy. This was where I was meant to be.

GUYS MY FAMILY IS CRAZY I SWEAR TO GOD OKAY SO WE HAVE THIS TRADITION TO GIVE EACH OTHER PRESENTS ON THE SIXTH, BUT WE DID IT ON THE TENTH THIS YEAR, AND MY MOM HANDED ME THIS BOX WITH A SMIRK ON HER FACE AND I WAS EXPECTING A BULLETIN BOARD BUT NO I OPEN IT UP AND IT’S A CARDBOARD CUT OUT OF JARED PADALECKI AND SHE STARTED LAUGHING HYSTERICALLY AND I JUST

MOM

(I couldn’t help laughing, either)